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[>,<]
I feel indifferent...
I don't know why, really...
I guess its between me and my best bud.
o_0 I don't know why...I would feel indifferent.

[] | 10:03pm March 3, 2009 | []

[BDAY & Valentine's Day!!!]

So, my birthday happened to be on Feb.12, it was an ok day, feel bored, nothing to celebrate about, its just any other regular day of my life, my routine. It was boring...Birthdays are suppose to be for celebration, but no, not to me...as a child I never have my bday celebrated before, for I come from a big family, low income. My mom is the only one working to support the family now. I never feel the need to celebrate my bday because I don't want my mother spending away so much on such a ridiculous bday party. I'm already happy that it was the day that I was given life. Whenever my bday comes I somehow grew not to expect so much from it. =/ but yeah...anyway today is Valentine, so HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY everyone!!!! lol I hope you all have a wonderful day with your love ones! o(^w^)o!!!! Be safe and enjoy the day!

[] | 2:33pm February 14, 2009 | []

[BBY Born!!!]

Nyaaaa gomen ne for my late updates! School has been keeping me busy. =/ but yeah...Ne, OMG!!!! my sister had her baby early this morning! Awwwww!!! I have a new baby nehphew! YAY! lol <333 I can't wait to go see him! I'm soooo happy for her! Although, lol I wished the baby was born on my bday which is like next week. hehe oh well, I can't wait to go see them at the hospital today! Another baby boy, my new nephew. =3

Oh! and a NEW RECENT PICCY of me! lol, I want to dye my hair white with black streaks! GAhhh! It's soooo hard to find white anywhere and at the salons!

[] | 9:13pm February 3, 2009 | []

[5 MORE MONTHS]

Approximately there's only 5 more months of school for me until graduation! Ah, I'm sooooo excited, I can't wail till my graduation! ^^ XD lol Gah, when will it come sooner!!! I can't wait but then when the time comes I know I'll miss all of my friends. But yeah got to work hard and STUDY my butt off on all of my classes!!!!! XD

NEW YEARS RESOLUTION!

1. Loose Weight

2. Save Money [make more?]

3. Go to More Anime Conventions

4. Finish Cosplay Outfits

5. Get a new Drawing Tablet

6. Buy DDR SuperNova 2

7. Get driving license done!

8. Need eye prescription and lenses

9. Stop PROCRASTINATING!

10. Finish playing all video games

MORE TO COMEE!!!!!!!!! I have so much more to add to my list for my resolution.....so yeah haha no specific order of which is most important, I'm just listing whatever comes into my mind at the moment.

[] | 9:13pm January 5, 2009 | []

[HAPPY NEW YEAR]

Ah, Happy New Year EVERYONE!!! lol have fun and be safe! I wish everyone the best of this coming new year. Yay...I'm celebrating new years by myself though... =0 I'm home alone in the empty house....painting, listening to music, and watching animes...almost forgot that tonight, once it hits 12:00 it'll be New YEAR! ^^ Hahaha...but yeah my onee-san called me and wish me a Happy New Year, so yeah that was nice of her. Welp, this is my New Year celebration, wished I can play with fireworks...haha but yeah I hope everyone's New year celebration is a blast!

I need to think of some New Year Resolutions.....

[] | 8:22pm December 31, 2008 | []

[Winter Break]

Sugoi! lol XD EHHH! I just realize that there's only 5 more days till Christmas! YAY! Haha, oooh and great news, final exams are finally over for now! YEAH! AND now I'm on my winter break! thank goodness! BUT soooo many things I have to set myself to finish for break. Haha but right now I shall enjoy at least sometime of sleep and doing things I like. ^w^

Ohh! haha and I was a bit bored so i decided to take some random photos. =]

Hahahaha and yeah....
I wish everyone a safe holiday! Yatta! XD

[] | 2:58pm December 20, 2008 | []

[FINALS]

Nyaaaa! I have soooo much finals to do...well, for two more classes that is...I really gotta stop procrastinating and study for em! yaaaaah I hope I don't fail my Calculus class... o_0 grrr....
But yeah haha ^w^ oooooh moved in to new house with my two older sisters, been in the new house for about 2 months now. I get my own room so it feels great! XD Haha...so yeah its still kinda plain on my walls, but I feel accomplish today! I got lots of my collecting artworks up! ^^ gaaawd I admired Heise-sama! *bows down* I love her artwork forever! lol =] haha
OOooooooooh, and ne I wish my friend luck...its very sad that she has a heart tumor...makes me wanna cry every time I think about it. I wish I can see her, but she was put at a hospital faaar away from me ne. So I can't visit her at all, and she might stay there all of next week too, the whole Christmas... =[ I hope she comes back home safely. Good thing the doctors says the tumor has decrease so yeah. I really want to give her a biiiiiig hug.

[] | 9:52pm December 16, 2008 | []

[Tired]

Ah, i'm tired...been such a loooong week...and now back to going to school...another loooong week. I'm already looking forward for the weekend so I can HOPEFULLY sleep in and do nothing, but everyday there's always homework and studies to do. Even in my weekends. Gawd. Gaaah, I'm procrastinating right now!!! Grrr, gotta go do my homework and studies!!!! lol I shall reply back to everyone soon!!!

[] | 9:32pm December 07, 2008 | []

[Turkey]

Uggggh, gomen ne I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving! lol shoot I ate too much for thanksgiving! Went at my mom's house and ate turkey there and then my cousin's turkey with bday cakes for the kids and everything! whooot! So many foods!!! lol haha but yeah it was fun chatting with one of my cousin who I haven't talked to for quite a while now. Ugghh, but I feel like gained 20 lbs!!!! OMG! CRAZY!!! nooo, i gotta loose all those turkey in my tummy! grrrr, I'm getting so fat! *touches tummy* lol haha ^w^ OOOOOOooh and yay I got the christmas tree up already too! haha awesome ne! =] Christmas is coming soon! I can't wait! Although, I'm like super poor this year...OOooh and GREAT news! I got a letter about one of my state college of choice! I just need to send in my tests scores and letter of rec. then I should find out who is accepted! I'm very excited! hehe. XD Hopefully I get accepted to my other choices and my UC choices too.

[] | 9:49pm November 30, 2008 | []

[Stressing?]

Stressing over my college applications and scholarships...gawd their such a pain in the *zip lips* lol XD but yeah...haha sooo much to do, so little time to do college stuff...grrrrr...I'm a failure at life.

[] | 8:28pm November 13, 2008 | []

[VOTE FOR TOSHI]

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[] | 12:47am November 02, 2008 | []

[Newborn]

Nyaaa! XD New born baby nephew!!!!! He was born this morning! Healthy baby 7 lbs! LOL XD oooooh I'm sooo excited! Hope to see him soon! ^_^ ah, really...can't wait! hehe but I'm kind of scare holding newborn baby sometimes, because they're very fragile ne...and I don't want to do anything bad. <333 but still I really want to hold my lil new born baby nephew at least once. XD Haha congratulations to my brother and my sister-in-law! I'm very happy for them.

[] | 12:54pm October 10, 2008 | []

[Sudden Urge]

I suddenly have this urge to cosplay....o_0 lol haha but I don't have money to buy the costumes, or fabrics to sew. Hahaha...I'm out of luck...T_T Hmmm...I don't know why I have such a urge to cosplay. >.> I just really want to...lol hahaha that reminds me I need to make a list of at least a couple of cosplay for next year anime conventions. I shall save money to buy stuff from ebay...^^ Haha and I need new clothes. Ebay...is one of the greatest inventions. :] And I'm pretty much being random...with so many 'haha' TT^TT

[] | 8:45pm October 4, 2008 | []

[whats today?]

Ah, I got done with a lil bit of my 'about' section haha and a pic of me too! yatta! haha welp, ooooooh I bought two new boots yestarday! They are gorgeous ne...XD I just couldn't resist. I bought a platform boot with lots of buckle on the side and a high heel T_T! *gasp* I don't usually wear heels because I know that I'll probably fall...haha but the design of it is very gorgeous so I had to get it. ^^ Hmmm...but yeah life's been ok so far. Just kind of hanging onto many stuff right now...AH! AND Good NEWS!!!! By NEXT week I'm going to be moving into a new house with my older sisters! OMG YAY I get my own room! I'm super excited and can't wait!

[] | 2:32pm October 2, 2008 | []

[my lil life ne]

YEAH new layout ne...gomen ne, I haven't blog in forever...I've been super busy with school and stuff...but I shall visit everyone ok!!!! I haven't given up on my blog yet everyone! I've been on hiatus and now I shall be back for this short while that I have with my older sis laptop...since my other sis haven't got her 'friend' >=[ to fix my laptop yet...he has the laptop and never contacted my sis back...so yeah WHAT A *bleep* T_T haha but yeah I shall visit everyone now ne. ^_^ Oh and my About section is not really done yet....I need to put up at least new things ne.

[] | 8:39pm October 1, 2008 | []