Dream a Dream That's meant to Be...

21 March 2007 8:54PM
I've become irritated....
For I haven't been drawing.....
Haven't got time for myself.....and all these people (one person in particular) who ask favors from me....(one of my good friend that is) I sometimes feel like killing them...getting all mad when I'm not done with their artwork or something...shit im the one drawing and your not. SHOOT! >,< Screw that...im just too nice sometimes) I really need time for myself....AH! But I did manage to finished it and he didn't even thanked me..HE even LIED that he didn't go online until yestarday! XD RAWRRR!!! Anyway enough of this sh*t! I even HATE today because I LOST all my games today for Badminton!!!!! ARGHH!!! >_< I've been curse for bad luck! I've been having loooooong weeks without time to myself, but when I do have time to myself, it's so little....ACK! OOOOoooh! I did saw the trailer for Pirates of the Carribean 3!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait to go watch it! And that was one good news...
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12 March 2007 4:24PM
ARGH!!!! I didn't want to wake up this morning since the time has been changed and all...Daylight Saving...yeah...Ah! Anyhow I was really irritated for reasons that I feel like I didn't complete much...I was soooooo irritated that I haven't been drawing for a while now and I haven't been playing FFXII too, especially drawing because I really want to use my TABLET to DRAW ONCE again or something like that...I NEED to IMPROVE!!! >,< Ack! BUT I am happy for a couple of things, I bought about 5 MANGAS, which is D.Gray Man vol4, Gorgeous Carat vol3+4, Kamikaze vol4, and Beyond My Touch or something like that...haha. Yeah, *big sigh* huh, oh and while I was at mall I saw my friends and em so I hung out with them doing some homework and stuff. Then more friends came, it was unexpected for me because I didn't know they all were coming to do some little project and stuff. Ah then late we saw our friend HE came with his "friend" haha I know him and his friend have something going on....So anyway he introduces us to his friend, AND I already forgot his name...yes my friend is Bi, and I have no problem with it at all...
AHHHH! I just remember something....ok I'm off to type all these notes for my friend because she LOST her glasses and couldn't take notes in class, so since the TEST is tomorrow, I HAVE to type the notes for her...GEEEZ I'm too nice... Ok then I'm OFF!!!
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8 March 2007 10:21PM
Me...I'm very bored at the moment though I'm suppose to study...haha XD Yeah, hehe I drank a lot of energy drink to keep me awake and now I don't feel like sleeping at all! XD YAH! Anyway since I'm bored I decided to log on and see what I can do for at least 30 minutes here and there. Ah LOOKIE! I drew a DEMON BISHIE!!!!! Hehe some comment says that he looks like Sephiroth a little bit...you know if I actually removed the horns and fix it more then it looks more like a fanart of Sephy! That will be awesome! Click to see bigger.

I haven't got time to draw much now and days so yeah...at least I was able to sketch something out like this one! OMG! That just reminds me, I have to draw a Commission for this girl and I haven't drawn for her for almost a year now. DANG! >,< Geez...I need to get that done this weekened or something but then again I have lots of other drawings to finish too. DAMN!
Oh and as far as my boring yet fun life of Badminton, I lost and moved down all the way to JV 2, dude I totally suck! Arghhh!!! *sigh* Welp, first game starts on the 20th...I can't wait to play. Ah! Hmmm...what to do...I guess I'll go back to studying! STUDY HARD! YUP! ^_^ I feel much better being able to stay in my little bloggie...
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5 March 2007 7:37PM
Wooot! HORAAAAH! I'm Varsity 2 (I think I spelled it wrong) for BADMINTON!!!!!! >,< tons of lovin and happy! I can't believe...I've never realize that my talents are pretty good. Dude I think I sux though...Nyaaa but I'm so happy to work so hard and reach this far, BUT of course I CAN ALSO lose my position too! Haha yeah so when one of the singles player challenge me and if I lose then I step down the ladder to JV 1 or something. *Hopefully I won't lose* I'm challenging #1 Varsity hopefully tomorrow! I can't wait though I know I'll lose anyway. Haha
OOOOHHH! I bought a PSP too! I love it very much! And not only that the PSP is causing me to be procrastinating which is a VERY BAD thing...It's like a drug or something man...and yeah...Ah! Anyway I have a meeting tomorrow and dinner with em people. I REALLY SERIOUSLY don't want to go BUT I have to. It totally sucks man.
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1 March 2007 8:45PM
Nyaaaa I've been busy haven't been blogging for a while now. Man....But yeah, been playing badminton and stuff very busy with that. Every single day there's practice though I have to say I think I kinda lost all the talent for it. Welp, practice once again...but haha today I played with some of my friends and I beat em. Hoorraaah for me ne. Then after that I don't know how but we started talking about fried rice...Ummmm....sounds good right now. Yeah and how we should try cutting a beef jerky into small pieces and put it in the fried rice. Yummy! Oh and hopefull this weekened I should be getting my PSP pretty soon, and then I have this little friend who don't mind buying me memory card for the PSP too! >,< He's awesome! Gosh a memory card for a PSP is very expensive up to $30-$40 o_0 that's a lot.
AH! I need to email this lady back!!! I really need to! Then I need to do some of my research papers that I don't feel like doing at all and that's why I'm here at the moment....Yup, but then again I have to debate about the topic tomorrow with my group...shoot I don't think I'm going to do good in it...I don't like this topic and so I'm going to do bad! Arghh...EVERYONE is going to kill eachother tomorrow. Ha! I'm pretty sure of it. Welp, sux to be me right now but yeah thank goodness it's FRIDAY tomorrow! I'm looking forward to the weekened already!
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21 February 2007 9:56PM
AHHHHH! Thank goodness, badminton we've finally started playing with the racket and stuff, learning the drills, of course it is my second year this year and so I have to teach the "younger ones" haha that's what coach called em. But yeah it is actually fun now! ^_^ Shoot I would rather do this then conditioning...Anyway but yeah...
Ooooooh I finished the drawing that was posted on my previous entry! >,< I wonder if I improve?????????? I don't know but I feel like I haven't improve at all which makes me MAD! Arrghhhh! Yeah, BUT CLICK DRAWING TO SEE BIGGER NE!

I hope to improve and be good at Adobe Photoshop 7+CS2! MAN! I got to improve myself! But busy me seems like I haven't touch my TABLET for a while now! I feel like I losing connections at times...with the stuff that I like to do. This is horrible, very horrible! Oh and I might plan to get a PSP because I wanna buy Final Fantasy Crisis Core for it, hehe but Crisis Core is not out yet! Yah! I get to play as ZACK!!!! Ummm...hopefully everyone knows him?! o_0 Shoot he's the guy that helped Cloud stuff if you watched the short anime Final Fantasy Last Order and yeah you should check that out if you haven't. Welp, this ends my entry today....SO DID I IMPROVE on my drawings and sososo????????
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19 February 2007 3:10AM
Happy Chinese NEW YEAR! Welp, here's my new layout! AH FINALLY! I have a new layout now and I mase the background picture and stuff! Not too fancy but hey I love it for this doll is something I really want! Ah I REALLY need to change that picture of me on my profile up there...to something new! >_< I need to take another photo or so. Hmmmm....oh I went to a friend's birthday party today and yeah ate some of her mom's good cooking. PLAYED a lot of DDR on her XBOX with others and I love some of the songs that were in there. It really makes me wanna buy DDR Super Nova, the newest DDR that's out for my PS2! >,< And yeah, well anyway I've started on this drawing for Chinese New Year but I'm not done yet, but here's a preview. CLICK to SEE BIGGER!

Yup hopefully, I'll finish it by today or something. It's getting late, imma go to sleep now *yawns* sleepy me will blog once again when I wake up and visit everyone's bloggie, my cruz...
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