O T E P

The four lines from OTEP's song, My Confession, adorns the picture from the latest OTEP album, Sevas Tra. Go buy it today.
Highly reccommended.

And, I got the brushes from ECHOICA.NET.

And the song ::

MY CONFESSION

... my confession

because eye'm diluted
&
perfectly flawed

i shall
live by passion
&
not by law

and eye'm
insecure ...
i need aggression

to
feed the spiders
of perception

and eye'm
supposed to be strong
& have
all the answers

a
cannibal
in the
new church of cancer

but eye'm
nothing special
eye'm not unique

i have
many secrets
&  i
eat the weak

and eye'm
at an end

eye'm at an end .....

and there's ...
NO WAY OUT!!


i need to find my sanctuary
..... someplace safe
gotta get this outta me
..... this is my escape

II.
and i
think about it
all the time

eye'm
volatile
&
afraid to cry

but eye'm
still not comfortable
in my skin

and the
anesthetics slowly
wearing thin

& i
need to talk to
someone new

i need a different
latitude

&  eye'm
in this void

all alone!
feeling needy

... hungry to grow

but eye'm
suffocating
-- can't come down

and .... no ....
THERE'S NO WAY OUT!!!

i need to find my sanctuary
.... someplace safe
gotta get this outta me!
.... THIS IS MY ESCAPE!!!


--- all i see is sadness
all i see is sadness ....
what's left?

-- this will teach them.
this will teach them,


......you've got to......
push.
Push.
PUSH....
YOUR WAY OUT!!!


FOLLOW ME!
FOLLOW ME!
THIS IS YOUR WAY OUT!!


........you are not alone

- this is where i hide my power
- this is where i become free
- this is where i take control
- and slowly choke your fantasies

- i want to know my day is coming
- see my enemies be punished
- shed my skin again
- this will be my best revenge!!

SHED MY SKIN AGAIN
THIS WILL BE MY BEST REVENGE!

All rights to OTEP. Image and song. Not the brushes. Look back up for where those came from.

S H I

Could be called: Shi-chan, Satan, Bitch, Devil Woman, Demon Girl, Anti-Christ, Skanky Ho, Shi-kaa-san, Shimeragi, Shi-sama, Giggly-chan, Blasphemerous Bitch, Fuu-chan, Baji, Death, Mommie/Mom, Shi-mommie

Has been announced as....:

Dark Name:: Violent Dreamer
Cyborg Name:: Synthetic Hydraulic Individual Normally for Efficient Killing and Observation
Viking Name:: Ása Swiftwulf
Dark/Monster Name:: The Apocolypse

Born into the world: Fifth of June
Standing at: Five foot five
Weighing: One hundred and
fifteen pounds
Gazing with: Dark honey brown eyes
Being vain about: Self cut, deep brown locks, with reddish highlights, cut at the chin and the rest falling past mid back. Curently very wavy and twisty, styled with an old rag
Her sign: Gemini
Her mode of transportation: '92 Subaru Legacy L, blue-violet
Is she willing?: Is a donor
Muses that aid: Shirou Kamui, Chibi Dark Kamui, Chibi Touya, Puppy Inuki, and a wee mad
chibi named Watari
Her Wish: To die happy and at least have one child

R A N D O M  J U N K

Dress Size: Six
Jeans Size: Eight
Shoe Size: seven and half to nine and half
Colours?: Black and red
Lipstick: Vixen by Revlon
Clothing Style: Completely random
Computer's Name?: The Dark Kamui/Kammy
Car's Name?: Subaru-kun/Suby-kun
C O N T A C T

:: E - M A I L ::
shimeragi@yahoo.com
prettyboyaoshi@yahoo.com

:: A I M ::
ShiNeko
SumeragiHokuto16
ShinomoriAoshi26
ShiKaaSan

L I V I N G

She's got her head numb >>music<<: Otep Jihad album
She's gone blind>>watching<<: Spolight on MuchMore Mucis
She's got her hands tied>>doing<<: sketching
She's locked again>>roleplaying<<: random stuff
She's in admiration>>adoring<<: her time off
She's in fantasy >>gaming<<:
KOF '99
She's wired >>coding<<: nothing
She's back to the rat race>>working<<: nothing
She's daydreaming>>thinking<<:
I need a job
She's needing>>desiring<<: not much

C L I Q U E S & S T U F F

PITAS!!

darkkamui got their NeoPet at http://www.neopets.com
NEOPETS!

And a part of the Floral Themed Assassins

« ? CLAMP Logs # »

<< ? Glomp Fuuma # >>

<< i love girly boys! >>

Fumma ©squick© Subaru
Fuuma ©squick© Nagi
Seishirou ©squick© Kamui

§oul || Fuuma

AMILF - Monou Fuuma

CLAMP Guy + Fuuma

CLAMP Girl © Magami Tohru!

I wanna slap Hijikata Azuma's ass!

punkerslut

aishiteru § Monou Fuuma

Anti Social *[ | ]* Shirou Kamui

kanji

:::n:::s:::k:::

Behold, I support Keiichi and Kamui!!

Stop Subaru Lameness

My Adoptions

+ Say no to Netscape +

Bad Religion

~ f o r e o r d a i n e d ~

my html sucks...so sue me
i'm a layout whore!
i'm a lyric whore
schwarz whore loves..Schuldich
my real parents are...Sakurazuka Seishirou and Magami Tokiko
weird pairing © Fuuma X Subaru
underappreciated § Monou Kotori
[ Exotic Cafe ] :: [ Dark Kamui no Twist ]

down with humanity

[ Board in '99 ]


F A V O U R I T E S

Anime and Manga: YST, Macross Plus, Escaflowne, Weiß Kreuz, CCS, CCD, Rurouni Kenshin, Tokyo Babylon, X\1999, Ghost in a Shell, Gundam 0083, Megami Kohosei/Candidate for Goddess, Pet Shop of Horrors, Gundam Wing, Fatal Fury, Final Fantasy, Cowboy Bebop, Tekken, Outlaw Star, Yami no Matsuei, Mirage of Blaze, Serial Experiments Lain, Tenchi Muyo!, Iria, Vampire Hunter D, Tottoi, Demon City Shinjuku, CLAMP in Wonderland ((does that count? ^_^;;...))

F A N T A S Y I

Sakurazuka Seishirou, Monou Fuuma, Sumeragi Subaru, Shirou Kamui, Kigai Yuuto, Clow Reed, Kinomoto Touya, Yue, Sephiroth, Cloud Strife, Vincent Valentine, Sol Badguy, Ky Kiske, Testament, Beltshumetz, Zidane Tribal, Amarant Coral, Kuja, Kusanagi Kyo, Yagami Iori, Orochi, Zechs Merquise/Milliardo Peacecraft, Narazu Kaun, Tatsumi, Matsumushi, Sazanka, Kudou Youji , Fujimiya Aya, Schuldig/Schuldich, Brad Crawford, Naoe Nagi, Shinomori Aoshi, Yukishiro Enishi, Souji Okita, Hijikata Toshizo, Seta Soujirou, Naoe Nobutsuna, Imonoyama Nokoru, Takamura Suoh, Ijyuin Akira, All Pilot Candidate boys, Kujaku, Ashura, Ashura-oh, Yutaka Watari, Asato Tsuzuki, Kazutaka Muraki, Seiichirou Tatsumi, Mephisto, Count D, Lantis, Eagle Vision, Zagato, Ascot, Ferio, Spike Spigel

F A N T A S Y I I

Sumeragi Hokuto, Sakurazuka Setsuka, Magami Tokiko, Magami Tooru, Monou Saya, Monou Kotori, Kasumi Karen, Kanoe, Yatouji Satsuki, Yukishiro Tomoe, Aeris Gainsborough, Lucretia, Jenova, Myung Fang Lone, Sharon Apple, Alana Il Vanya, Posha Saint-Amour, Garnet Til Alexandros 17th, Shiranui Mai, King, Leona, Mikado, Manx, Schoen, Neu, Hell, Major Motoko Kusanagi, Shido Hikaru, Gardina, Presea, Tatra, Tarta, Princess Emeraude, Faye Valentine

R E A L I T Y

Gackt Camui, Mana, Koyasu Takehito, Takeda Shinji, Matsuda Ryuhei, Seki Tomokazu, Suzumura Ken'ichi, Suwabe Jun'ichi, Trent Reznor, Marilyn Manson, John 5, Twiggy Ramirez, M.Y. Gacy, Ginger Fish, Amir Derakh, Jay Gorden, Paige Haley, Kamijo, Machi, Shirley Manson, Liz Phair

Thursday, July 11, 2002

Firstly.....the song I'm listening to is WONDERFUL *_* I love you, Gackt!

From Keri's --

X/TB Fandom character(s) you'd most like to...

* spend the rest of your life with in perfect bliss: >_<;; One...only one...Seishirou. Fuuma, maybe, but Seishirou would be ideal. Classy, charming, powerful. Fuuma's gayer, anyways ^_^ Wouldn't want to harm that charm of his. Or Yuuto. I'm fond of him, as usual ^__^

* have an emotionally void but wicked hot one-night stand with: Yuuto. He's good for that XD Or Subaru. I don't think I would become attached to a man like that.

* watch having an emotionally void but wicked hot one-night stand: Watch? Fuuma and ANYONE. Well, ALMOST anyone ^__^ I figure he can do anyone and anything and make it look really worthwhile

* set up with your best friend: Errmmm......I have a couple of best friends. So it depends. And I don't like the idea of setting up anyone with anyone. They can find people on their own. Honestly.

* have as your best friend: Fuuma!! Or Karen ^__^ OR KEIICHI!! XD XD XD

* get wasted with: Subaru. Definately him. He could out-angst me anyday, but I guess it would be fun ^_~ Or better yet, I would love to get wasted with him, Kakyou and Kamui.

* employ as a live-in masseur: Karen. Definately Karen ^__^

* use as a human pillow: Sei-chan!! *snerks* Or Kakyou XD

* bring home to meet the 'rents: Seishirou would probably be most acceptable, although if I brought Subaru home, they would see I'm not as bad as I could be. Fuuma....well....possibly ^^;; Kakyou would rank up there with Suby.

* have as your sibling: KAMUI! As an older sibling, actually. He already is a year older than me anyways. Or a younger. Either way, I'd glomp him to death. And Kakyou. Definately as an older brother. I think I would love to have Fuuma as an in-law. He can clean the tops of my cabinets for me! ^___^ That and play Twister

* tie up in your basement and kick when you're feeling frustrated: Fuuma. Or Kamui. I figure they wouldn't mind the pain that much ^___^

* tie up in your bed and lick when you're feeling frustrated: I rather be tied up. But if I was doing the tying -- >_< -- Fuuma. Or Subaru.

NEXT!

From Codi's --

01. i hurt: anyone who tries my patience and steps over certain bounds
02. i love: .....i love
03. i hate: so much, too much....it's killing me in and out somedays
04. i cry: when it's too much and usually in the shower
05. i fear: ....stuff. Like I'll tell anyone
06. i hope: and hope, and hope, and hope XP
07. i sadden: when I see children who have been hurt and wronged. When I see pain among my loved ones and friends and I can't do anything to sincerely lessen that pain
08. i feel: too little and too much
09. i kill: emotions to survive and kill the pain that resides deep in myself. Or I try
10. i talk: in circles and continously, even when I'm alone
11. i listen: to the soft whirls of my computer and the planes outside from the regional airport
12. i break: nothing, because there's not much left
13. i see: torn wallpaper and ragged scrawls in black and red marker over my walls
14. i smell: the sharp scent of pine wood
15. i taste: mint from when I brushed my teeth
16. i work: on layouts and images and sketches
17. i remember: that have a bruise on my shoulder and I don't know where it's from
18. i hold: memories and thoughts and realize it's almost been a year since my grandfather died
19. i hide: behind a perfect facade when neccessary
20. i pray: for my head to stop hurting, for my heart to stop its beating and and the world around me to go numb. On certain days of course.
21. i walk: slowly and drag my feet at times. Or brisk and steady, with a straight back and a sharp eye
22. i drive:
23. i read: a book called 'Why She Left Us'
24. i burn: a candle called Dragon Blood
25. i breathe: and exhale and inhale again
26. i play: very bad violin, keyboard and recorder
27. i miss: being stupid and young and carefree. Somedays
28. i touch: my hair, my forehead and check if I scratched myself when tying up my hair
29. i want: so much. Mostly love and a child of my own
30. i wish: to have what I want...no, need.
31. i know: that I am a going to get out of this stage and I will survive and that I just need to try and be patient.
32. i said: "daisuki"
33. i dream: of a man with beautiful blond hair and eyes of pure gold. Of hospitals and white rooms and of long halls with no doors or exits. Of bad things, good things and everything in between
34. i have: time
36. i fall: and get back up again, because I have to
37. i wait: for when everything will fall in place or when I can move on
38. i need: peace of mind and a job
39. i live: to one day bring life
40. i die: when I have completed my wishes. And I hope it will happen before 40

*blinks a few times and pops some wings* WAII!! Someone linked me ^___^ I shall link you back, whoever you may be! And I hope to get to know you, too *^__^* Meanwhile, you have a kick ass layout!! Love it!!

Meanwhile...I need sleep. Two PM nothing. I'm TIRED X_X;;; Oyasumi, pretty people! *waves*

L I S T E N I N G T O :: Missing by Gackt
Shedding my skin again @ 11:43 p.m.

Thursday, July 11, 2002

The night before last was interesting ^_^ Ok, so thunderstorm rolls by and it's not THAT bad. Not as bad as much before. And the second I get online again, all of the power goes out in this row of homes. At first, my brother went to check the power thingie and tried to get them back on. Then we discovered it really wasn't just us. There was some evening light left outside, but it was dark and humid. Well, after the rain. So my brothers get out my dragon blood and India rain candles, torch 'um and we play Scrabble, which is a favourite of mine. But as usual, it ended up in a let's-pounce-the-freakin-board and we just went outside after it stopped raining for a while. I was commenting on how I just wanted to go out and drive and just randomly GO somewhere. But when I went back inside, my mother just randomly suggested we get out.

So at 9:55, just randomly as possible, we all got in van for the first time in....MONTHS?...and just drove up to Gettysburg. For ice cream. That was it. With no point but just to get ice cream from a place roughly half an hour to forty-fove minutes away. And it was kinda nice ^^ After we came back, we just sat around with the candles and talked. We would have kept driving on up to Buffalo, New York, but was a little too unplanned for me and all I had on me was a license, my Subaru's car keys and my lipstick.

Again....soothing and nice. Especially when I went to take a bath. We had no hot water, but that didn't matter too much. It was so calm and wonderful. And I finally burned down my poor dragon blood and India rain candles, but the scent is clinging to all of my lingerie because I kept my drawers open when flinging out clothes to wear. Power came back around five or four in the morning. I don't know whether I like that or not. But it's a good thing. ^_^ So that was my oddly peaceful night last night. Then yesterday, my brothers and father went camping. And my skull boots came! Ther are fucking beautiful *_* AND my mother and I didn't claw out each other eyes. What a good beginning to a month!

But all day yesterday, aside from very early in the aftertoon, my internet connect just died and stayed dead. Not like I'm fussing. I'm growing out of my Internet-needs and desires to get on. It's nice when I do, but I won't commit suicide because I lose it for a few days or whatever. I will tell him you said that ^___^ And ....*GLOMPS!* sankyuu for being an ally to be my unborn child! I'm sure they will enjoy having you on their side against me XD

I hope you and your friend wil have a lovely time together! *huggles*....*giggles* I use to scare my little cousins with the contact thing. It use to make them freak. That at bending my fingers and limbs in various ways and cracking them. ^^;;;

You are a Witch!

Take the "How Do You Use Magic?" test! Written by Brimo

Kick ass!

*looks outside*............I'm going shopping ^_^

L I S T E N I N G T O :: Music by Madonna
Shedding my skin again @ 05:25 p.m.

Tuesday, July 9, 2002

I'm so adopting this Splendora song as my theme XD XD XD This one and Turn the Sun Down *cackles*

Who does not think Freakin' Friends by Mystik Spiral is not a Kamui and Fuuma song? XD XD XD

Freakin' friends
Freakin' friends
Till we come to bad ends
We're freakin' friends

Another piece....

When razor cuts
When torch the hut(s?)
When I hate your guts
We'll still be freakin' friends

LOL!!! Dude....I probably know what do to do with phone lines or parts. That stuff just flies over my head a little too quickly ^^;;;; But you rock XD

Your sister is excellent artist!! ^_~ Poke 'um a bit more, I say. Your sister has a beautiful hand at art ^__^ And BTW....I love that one picture of Killua and Gon in your posts. It's yummy! Don't know what series they are from, but I love them muchly!!

Off to celebrate dear brother's sixteenth!

L I S T E N I N G T O :: You're Standing On My Neck by Splendora
Shedding my skin again @ 07:07 p.m.

Tuesday, July 9, 2002

LOL!! Stretch marks can be fixed ^_~ And pain? Ha! Masochist here. I, for one, enjoy waxing of any sort. Pain is most definately the finest pleasure available these days.

I'm having mommy-urges again -_-;;; Want. Baby.

Hyde layouts are always very pretty-ful! And survey! *squeaks!GLOMPS!*

What's on your bedside table?
A lamp, random X manga, pens, pencils, sketchbooks, tea mugs, bottled water and scraps of paper.

What's the geekiest part of your music collection?
That Titanic CD I bought for inspiration for a collection of poems I was doing. It's collecting dust.

What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
Depends....actually, I go for the pantry and eat mostly crackers. Saltless, like the freak I am.

What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
......................X the Movie? Dude, I just pout and walk out before I cry. Mostly with those movies with abused children. I can't take it.

If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
....I don't know. Maybe those razor marks on my legs? Fix that? Or my B-cup chest.

Do you have a completely irrational fear?
Spiders. And that blond guy at random times. The one in my head.

What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?
Insecurities need not to be revealed in typical fashion. Besides, I'm not insecure. I'm just me. And a cynical bitch

Do you ever have to beg?
Depends ^_~ What am I begging for?

Do you have too many love interests?
Yep....and it bites.

Do you know anyone famous?
I think a lot of fanfiction writers are famous, in a sense. They write well and are well liked and are very amusing. So there.

Describe your bed:
A full-size bed jalopy! It had sheets and comforters and pillows all over the place and a huge jaguar wool thingie covering it all. And it has the oldest headboard in the house, which I cannot part with.

Spontaneous or plan?
Hey! Why not both? Depends again. Don't ask that stuff anymore >_<;;

Who should play you in a movie about your life?
Me, of course -_-;;; Of course, life is a movie. All we do is act, whether we know it or not. But really? Hey, Julia Roberts, go for it XD

Do you know how to play poker?
Nope!

What do you carry with you at all times?
You mean, probably when I go out. My purse. In it or not:: license, health insurance card, library card, lipsticks, compact, eyelinear, tweezers, moist tissue thingies, band-aids, band-aids, band-aids, HUGE band-aids, car keys, paper, gel pens, regular pens, pencils of all sizes, gum, hard candy, tissue, doctor appointment cards, museum passes, maps, mirrors, combs, mini-brushes, tiny sketch pads, charcoal, earrings, steel bracelets, tiny pressed flowers, tiny vials of perfume, stickie notes, Tylenol, Motrin, Advil, Bayer, Excerdrin, Midol, cassettes, razor blades, shaving razors, hand lotion tubes, and some other stuff. Like I cal recall ALL of it *_* And it's not a big purse either. It's actually...compact? Blarg *_*
And without my purse :: license, health insurance card, library card, and car keys, a few of cards of different doctors.

How do you drive?
Beautifully. Everyone says so when not faking fear. But seriously, I know I'm good because I'm not you typical woman driver. I cut lanes using my blinker. Hell, I use it when cutting off to go down a dead end lane. Even at the driveway. I always let the car warm a bit before yanking off. I check my ties and mirrors, always clean my windshield before setting off. Make sure there's nothing on my car's floor on my side, get rid of loose, possible projectiles. Never leave my ligfts on -- although Subaru turns those off for me -- A/C or radio, because leaving those on can do bad stuff. So I know. I'm friendly on the highway, even to the most arrogant and I have YET to use my horn at ANYONE. If I see some pathetic soul trying to edge ahead, I let them go rather than race them.
So yeah, I rock. And I know it.

What do you miss most about being little?
....not having to find a job. That's it, though. I was so pressured as a child.

Are you happy with your given name? Sure ^_^ Sarah -- pronounced ss-ah-ra -- is a pretty name

How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for a year?
Whatever it costs for a new Subaru.

What color is your bedroom?
Vomit-pea yellowish gold and one wall is sttill sporting torn wallpaper with a sickly blue-yellow dry wall. I love it ^^

What was the last song you were listening to?
Freakin' Friends by Mystik Spiral.

Have you ever been in a school play?
Don't recall....probably. And I just didn't know it ^___^

Have you ever been in love?
Yep

Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
Sure thing. I like me. Sometimes I believe in me. It's hard somedays, but I can pull through. I have to.

Have you ever done any illegal drugs?
No, I haven't. Not to my knowledge. Because I'm spacey and out of touch with reality somedays, I can say that.

Do you think you're cute?
.....now, aren't we pushing the ego moments? Yes, I do think I'm cute

Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
At times and how I'm treated, I'll probably be your bitch and still smile and bounce.

Off to take brother to Record and Tape Traders!

L I S T E N I N G T O :: Turn the Sun Down by Splendora
Shedding my skin again @ 03:27 p.m.

Tuesday, July 9, 2002

...why am I up this late?

Because I am a totally idiot >_<;; *throws her pills away* I need help. Someone pray I'll sleep what's left of night-slash-morning.

L I S T E N I N G T O :: Cannonball by The Breeders
Shedding my skin again @ 03:08 a.m.

Monday, July 8, 2002

And one very important thing!! -->

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KO-SAN!!!!!!!

I'm wishing that today was happy, joyous birthday for you and that you should have many wonderful ones ahead. *GLOMPSHUGGLES!!*

L I S T E N I N G T O :: Ash by Dir en Grey....again ^^
Shedding my skin again @ 08:20 p.m.

Monday, July 8, 2002

Oh!! Well, if you manage to turn my future son gay, hey, you know I'm just dandy and fine with that ^_^

Unless it's a girl. See now....I wouldn't mind a girl. Of course, SOMEONE would prefer it to be a boy.

I want a girl -_-;; I wouldn't mind one. Then again, I would end up dressing it in a hellava lotta lace and ribbons and she'd end up like Kotori ^^;;;

Well, tomorrow is my other brother's birthday. Sixteen. And I almost forgot ^^;;; Because I still thought he was fourteen, although he looks eighteen. Why is everyone AGING so quickly?? Maybe it's me -_-;;

L I S T E N I N G T O :: nothing , again
Shedding my skin again @ 08:11 p.m.

Sunday, July 7, 2002

OMG!! I almost forgot!! It's....

Tanabata Matsuri!!!!

*giggles* The Star Festival in Japan ^_^ It's celebrated all over Japan to mark a Chinese legend -- the only day when the two stars, Vega and Altair, can meet as lovers across the Milky Way. People write down their wishes and poems and hang them on bamboo poles!

That's all ^__^

L I S T E N I N G T O :: silence....for now ^^;;
Shedding my skin again @ 07:59 p.m.

Sunday, July 7, 2002

Domo!! Yes, that was the link ^___^ *huggles tightly* And I'm sorry about you day yesterday!! I hope things are better today *hugglecuddlesqueeze!*

Beautiful layout!! I like all the pink-ness of it! Actually, I'm growing fond of the colour ^__^;; But I likie!! I think you paint wonderfully! Honto-honto!!

Heeeyyyy.... I wasn't expecting you till Monday ^_^ And whose first born are you asking for to be whose son's boyfriend? o_O;;; I think I just got a wee lost ^^;;;;

This has been floating around. Just more plugging XD But it's nifty enough to go see....except.....

KEN LOOKS LIKE SANADA RYO >_<;;;;; Now I'm forced to like him. Oi.....!!! >__< And Omi....beautiful Omi....eiyyyyeee....but Aya is stilla hottie ^^V

I was just randomly searching for more pictures when I was without the atpictures.com site, looking mainly for the InTheRain!Fuuma picture, or a decent size of it, and the Kamui&Fuuma in white shirts and jeans picture. Again, a decent size of it. But I did find these cute piccies ^^...

Squall! And really hot!
This is one of the neatest looking Hinoto I have seen so far.
RIVAL SCHOOLS!
They are really beautiful.
She is a great Matiel. Although the spelling of the name escapes me X_X
*squee!* Karen!
That is not a bad Kotori...
Other X images.

This page to all the images.

Another good Kanoe and Hinoto.
And....more Kanoe and Hinoto o_O;; Popular people to cosplay from X. Aside from Arashi and Kamui. But they sure do well ^^V
This isn't cosplay, I think. I think it's...something else. Or it is cosplay. And I don't know it. *reads on webpage* It's cg cosplay! But I like ^^ Here is the site. There's even some Sharon Apple! WOO!

And for those who know my shoe issues....YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ABOUT FUCKING TIME!!! XD Now I need them despatched ^_____^

Good day! Good day!!

L I S T E N I N G T O :: Yurameki by Dir en Grey
Shedding my skin again @ 07:45 p.m.

Saturday, July 6, 2002

ARGH!!

I can't find that freaky picture thingie site. Oh yes, that was a description. It was something like pictures.com, but not picture.com. *pulls at hair* And I don't remember the other piece in it. Hells.

Meanwhile, family has decided to drive me insane and bang on my fucking door asking me to do this, and then do THAT and then do THIS....fuck it. I'm just going out.

L I S T E N I N G T O :: Daria Opening Theme
Shedding my skin again @ 05:33 p.m.

Friday, July 5, 2002

No rain since May or APRIL? O_O I think I would probably strangle myself. I like to go out in the summer rain without thunder or lightning. Of course, we haven't had any without it for a while, but anyways. But fire crackers...I have no idea if they allow those here. I think they do,but they have so many this-and-that rules, it drives a woman mad X_X But I loved them as a kid, myself ^^V

My brother found Junction of the Wind for me. Bless the boy *_* Now to find out exactly HOW to burn CDs ^^;;;;

L I S T E N I N G T O :: Scars by X-Japan
Shedding my skin again @ 07:06 p.m.

Thursday, July 4, 2002

Happy Fourth of July!!! Weee! XD XD XD Yeah right....I'm not that into the day. I woke at 5:22 Eastern time and got up only to shower and find some Snapple. I haven't bothered with seeing fireworks for two or three years now. Whne I was a kid, we use to live in a city-suburb. but we could drive out to this beautiful park, that gave you the clearest view of the fireworks. And even if the entire grass field was filled up with cars, there was always room to run around and play. And now that I moved to a country-side like place, there is no field to park in, no clear place to park and view, and the fireworks suck ass. So there went the fun outta that.

But anyways. I'm happy to be in the air-conditioned room with good music and lots work at my finger tips. I'm vacation planing ^_^ And being the picky on of the family I get to pretty much decide where to go ^^;; ....I have good taste XD

*DIES LAUGHING* Ohmigod....XD XD XD XD!!! I love that piece of fanart art of Fuuma and Kammy. I'd link it, but Tripod is wicked about images and stuff O_O But I loved it!!

And there goes Lis again *_* Changing her bloggie link XD XD *makes changes* But very nifty ^^ very ^^V and reading....reading.............O_O HOLY FUCK! -->

*DIESDIESDIESDIESDIES*

And to think....I just got over the punkerslut layout *_*

I think I'll....just stare for a while *fans self wildly*

L I S T E N I N G T O :: Ash by Dir en Grey
Shedding my skin again @ 07:25 p.m.

Wednesday, July 3, 2002

LOL!!! True! I have a cousin who is...almost fourteen, and she's a wreak ^^;;; I mean that in the worst way. Just like a little seven year old. Giggling over the word 'sex' and 'kiss' and whatnot -_-;;; and then expects everything to collapse and obey her. So I guess you got a good point there! I saw screw um all XD And a haunted house!! XD!! My house was haunted, but nother seems to be happening anymore ^^;; Windows use to creep open, and the stereo would turn on when nothing was plugged in...maybe they went away ^^;; But I love haunted houses! And cheers on the fly killing!! XP

Sankyuu! ^__^ And I actually just noticed the Latin references o_O;;; I kinda went over my head, I guess ^^;;;I think I'm going to do a little Wish manga hunting. Oi! Too many new things to hunt x_X;; And don't worry about Destiny War ^_^ People are off on vacation and I know I'll be off next week to New York *cheers!* But I'll try to get around to posts this week myself there ^_____^V



Take the 'Which Nintendo Character are you most like?' quiz by !

XD!!! Link, you are such a babe....*_* That's all for now...more work to get done ^^V

L I S T E N I N G T O :: Sakai ~Story~ by Gackt
Shedding my skin again @ 08:19 p.m.

Tuesday, July 2, 2002

*giggles* Don't we all want out siblings to explode ^_~ Two younger brothers, both in high school now is insane *_* And the issue is that if that had been girls, they may have been more mature, but we all know what males are like ^^;;; And hey! Let's remember that we wanna go drivin' around the countryside one day ^^ I would love it!

Danae....this song you gave me, Dir en Grey's Ain't Afraid to Die....that tune they play. It reminds me of an anime BGM, but I can't remember what. Now it's driving me insane X_X;; But it's a nice song ^_^

I found a Winamp skin to match my desktop ^__^ And thanks to the holy Windows XP for Dummies reference guide, I have been saved! Except....my Adobe PhotoShop randomly closes on me....it's weird. And highly annoying -_-;; I did all the error checks, virus scans, everything on the programs, drives, CDs....nothing. It's really weird...oh well. I'll be looking for a new version of Adobe soon enough.

WOO! *_* That is one pink-ish purple layout! Bright is the big theme here ^^V Demo, I love it!! *giggles* Along with your line down there 'Seishirou pimped out Yuuto's ass'. I love it, love it, love it!

Hey!! This is a lovely layout!!! Soft on the eyes and very attractive ^_^

Aiiiyyye....I have some work to get done. Ja ja!

L I S T E N I N G T O :: Ain't Afraid To Die by Dir en Grey
Shedding my skin again @ 09:10 p.m.

Monday, July 1, 2002

And Danae-chan showed me this. ROCK ON XD XD XD XD XD!!!! Karen, Kakyou, Tokiko, Kotori ((?)), Sorata and Seishirou look HOT!! Karen looks especially gorgeous! And Yuzuhira is ADORABLE!!! *squee!* Subaru is half bad! I likie!!!

Yes, I'm going! X_X

L I S T E N I N G T O :: nothing now
Shedding my skin again @ 11:31 p.m.

Monday, July 1, 2002

*giggles* Well, it took me a while to realize who was stalking me, so it's all good, eh? ^_^

....oh my fucking god........stares.....I saw that from Anna and Charlene's blog. Goddess....*dies repeatedly*

I need to get to bed...*yawns* Oyasumi!!

L I S T E N I N G T O :: Dream of Lonliness by Sasaki Nozomu & Nakamura Daiki
Shedding my skin again @ 11:21 p.m.

Monday, July 1, 2002

*brain explodes*

I just realized how much I missed the Yoroiden Samurai Troopers tracks! *sobs in happiness* Date Seiji is my latest God. Pressure is a magnificent song!! A MUST. But you know. I love the class anime songs. It's so...so....WONDERFUL!!! *swoons* I'm going to burn these like Hell on all the blank CDs I can find.

*sighs* I wish they had more episodes of YST. Date Seiji and Hashiba Touma...those two were so cute! *_* Seiji was blond, smooth, and at times cold. But clevar ^_^ Touma was this genius, but written off as a sleepy, lazy bookworm. But he was 'there' in sense of mind. My Gods....and RYO! The hot-headed cutie! And Shin, the adorable fish lovin' sweet, who ended up with this Scottish-British accent when they dubbed him. And Shuu-sama!!! *_* The comic relief along with Jun. Nastu was a nice, sweet girl, who had her head on straight, thank Gods. OMG!!! O_O Nakamura Daiki's voice....I wish they had used it for Subaru in the X TV. It's so ....floaty? *_* How beautiful....

......I miss you all ;_;

Anyways. I just noticed something on Dhan's layout. You know, CLAMP is so giving hints about the Fuuma and Kakyou pairing. Look at his layout and you tell me ^__^ Maybe it's me, though....wishful? You bet! They match nicely....tall, dark, and handsome seme and anorexic, unearthly beauty with a death wish.

Yes, folks, you will hear nothing but my woes and wishes and happiness over YST. I'm so happy right now....*sighs and bounces*

*hehehe* Sankyuu! I don't think much of this layout AT all....but I'm glad I sounded a little threatening in my source code! XD I just think if you are gonna use something, ask. It's polite, ne? But thank you again ^_^

And you're welcome and thank you for the compliments on mine ^__^V

Thank you!! I wuv you so much too! *cuddles and giggles* And I hope nothing else explodes o_O;;; That actuallys sounds really creepy....*looks at her mother's sewing machines and inches away* I don't think I'll play seamstress for a while ^^;;;

You and Dhan....*blushies* Thanks for the plug and all!! *^_^* I'm really surprised people liked this layout *_*;; But thank you, very much!

my cowboy bebop theme song is pushing the sky

what's your cowboy bebop theme song?

SCORE ^^V

Oi....I have run now. I want to drive out into the country and just enjoy myself before night really sets. It's so bright outside...*dreamy expression* Ja ja! More later!

L I S T E N I N G T O :: Pressure by Nakamura Daiki
Shedding my skin again @ 08:10 p.m.

Sunday, June 30, 2002

BTW...THIS is a beautiful layout! And that's all I can say, because I'm just wow-ed by it ^_^ Very, very beautiful!

And Angel Kity's moved! WOO! Update now!

NOW, I'll sleep ^^

L I S T E N I N G T O :: random classical station
Shedding my skin again @ 10:28 p.m.

Sunday, June 30, 2002

Oh yeah...I'll slice the image up later. And add more adjustments. Like the full song at the side and what not. But if you have a problem with layout like you can't see something, or whatever, please write me or whatever. I'll look into that immediately. Or missed you on the links. I had to re-do everything T_T So please do say something!

Oyasumi!

L I S T E N I N G T O :: Yakusoku by Junichi Suwabe ....still
Shedding my skin again @ 10:21 p.m.

Sunday, June 30, 2002

Tired. And seeing this layout here....eh. A new one will come quicker than I thought.

*rubs temples....* I hate coding somedays.

L I S T E N I N G T O :: Yakusoku by Junichi Suwabe
Shedding my skin again @ 10:20 p.m.