Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Another god-damn day has passed. And thank god. (Tt didn't sound rite, did it?) Anyway, got home wet from head-to-toe because i was playing with the hose. No ah.. because of the heavy rain(duh).
Everybody's asking the same qn. "Which JC are u gg?". Honestly? i have no plans for my future. Seriously. I dun even know if i'm going to go to JC or Poly. And i'm in sec 3. Hmm.. i dunnoe why there's quite a no. of ppl who wants to go to Temasek JC. I dunno la.. we'll just have to wait and see next yr... Okay, can't type long, gtg n study.

Here's a song. "Welcome To My Life" by Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna runaway? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud but no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me

To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down But no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desparate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and their stupid lies Well deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me

To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down But no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face No one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay Everybody always gave you what you wanted Never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down But no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like [x2]

Welcome to my life [x3]

Great song. Even better lyrics. It can describe my life too. In one way or another. Okay, i'm done here. Cheers

Friday, September 17, 2004
Hey. Sorry about the long wait. Just been kinda buzy nowadays. Busy doing nothing. Haha.. Okay, a sum up of this week:-
Monday-- Friends' last episode. ARGH. Lots of shows are coming to an end and reality TV shows are taking over. Blergh. I simply hate goodbyes. It's painful. Which made me wonder what it's going like when we leave the school. Well, not so much of the school. When we leave ur frens and go to ur 'separate ways'. hmm... It's gonna be bad.
Tuesday-- Roadfeast last episode. Hmm.. Nothing much on tues. really.
Wednesday-- hmm.. Wednesday. SS. Wad the freaking hell is wrong with Cruella?!? It's in the nature of 3e4 that we are not very responsive. It just so happens that i have no idea what entropot trade is. Blame me if u will for Cruella's mood swing. "Sit down. Just sit." Whatever.
Thursday-- Thank god there's no ss. PE was fun. My pinafore got dirty. With liquid paper. In case you haven't noticed already. My dear Dinah thought that the tube of liquid paper was empty. So she asked Khad to cut it. When she cut it, it was still 3/4 full. Aiyoh.. And after dinah ahd played around with it, i thought it was empty already. I turned the tube upside down, wanting to get the ball. And you can guess what happened next. Hmph.
Okay, singapore idol results. I have no freaking comments. Maia and beverly? Wad the hell is wrong with the judges? And they call themselves music critics. I think they are tone-deaf.
TODAY-- Today is another day. Another day of boredom. We did nothing in Comp CLub. This is our last lesson with Mr Lim. Apparently, not everyone knows. He's leaving us by the end of this year. hmph.gg home now. cheers

Saturday, September 11, 2004
Went to study chem yesterday at downtown east. After we're through with chem, we went to the bowling alley. We waited. And waited for our turn to come. We waited. And when our turn came(finally), it turns out that we didn't have enough money to pay for the game. Well a few of us only. So we didn't play. Sheesh. Then sai, dira n nad decided to come to my house(god knows why). I wonder how that thought ever came across their mind. Nad-dira played rollerskates. You should have seen Nad's attepmts at skating! HAHA! We fell at the slope at my house. WE. She pulled me along with her. So there we were. On the slope laughing our heads off, looking like idiots. Haha.. but it was kinda fun.
I got grounded. As for today only. So i guess that's not exactly grounded is it? My mum didn't allow me to go to this eng project meeting. Why? No reason. She didn't say. My younger bro told her yesterday (before i even got to tell her)that i was going out today. No wait, in his words, he told my mum that i had a "going out party" today. Boy, don't i hate my family sometimes. So here i am. Typing this.
I just finished doing geog. Stoopid sia. I don't get why we have to learn about mangroves. Seriously. Can't they just put it as "one of the wonders of nature" and not investigate it? Blergh. Another wonder of nature: teachers. That's stg we students can't figure out. Though, they're not exactly a wonder. Hmmm....

Think about it. BTW, it's 9/11 today. Cheers.

Tuesday, September 7, 2004
Are your holidays well spent so far? Well, mine is definitely NOT well spent. So far i've been slacking away. I seriously need to get started. I mean, practically everyone(well, my friends anyway) has started mugging for the bloody exams. hmm.. I need someone to wake me up!! ARGH! Reality sucks. Can i live in some fantasy? Please?
Okay, i've seriously cracked. Sorry bout tt. Just feeling rather lonely. Heh. well, then i bet by now nobody wld want to read my blog anymore. Considering the nonsense tt i type out here. I dun see y not. Okay enuff already. someone kick my ass and get me off the comp. please?

Friday, September 3, 2004
HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!! And I am HAPPY I'm not willing to think about the exams. Yet. But i guess we are suppose to start mugging during the holidays? Study group, anyone? A new mood. A new layout. A new entry. =) Heh heh.. Make sense? I didn't think so..
My Eng group is doing 'Ella Enchanted' for the dramatization.. Wonder how that is gonna turn out. Hopefully it's gonna be good. But i highly doubt it.
Today, my brain totally switch off. =D Esp during chem. Writing lyrics. Changing lyrics of songs... Haha.. Boredom. Check me n Diras' Boredom Sheet. Gtg. Taa.