One Tree Hill
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
"At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world
Some are running scared
Some are coming home
Some tell lies to make it through the day.
Others are just now facing the truth
Some are evil men at war with good
And some are good struggling with evil
6 billion ppl in the world. 6 billion souls. and sometimes all u need is ONE." -Peyton.
Just a quote. A million thanks to Christine for burning the episode for me!!!!! =D
P/S I'm not going prom. Seriously.
angels or devils//dishwalla
Sunday, October 9, 2005
this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside
I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see
still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us
if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
katakan lah, katakan lah, katakan lah.
Monday, October 3, 2005
Just watched the repeat telecast of Anugerah. In the case that you've been living under a rock, Khairul Anwar won. I was rooting for Fauzi. But he sucked at the finals la. But he sang the english song, She will be loved//Maroon 5, well.
Fasting in 2 days. SELAMAT BERPUASA everyone. Just wanted to say that. And one more thing: Cikgu Alena is a MUCH MUCH MUCH better teacher than Cikgu Zaini. You just feel at ease in her classroom. And it's almost as if you suddenly turn demure when you're in front of her. We don't dare to go against her or shout above her voice. She's just sooooo gentle. Ah well. That's a good thing i guess. Hopefully, she can be my miracle and help me out until malay o' levels which is one day after my birthday! What a present.
Tomorrow wil be the last day we're eating in the school canteen. I think during o's, they'll close the canteen right? So yeah. enjoy the canteen food people.
School ends in 2 weeks. Oh crap.
Prelims so far. Languages: C5 for english. B4 for malay. Surprise, surprise.. Ah well. I suck at both languages and that's that. I should learn tamil or something. A completely new language. Hmm..
why don't you go to your room and do nothing?
Monday, September 5, 2005
HEYY! Had a fun, ching chong(don't ask) day today. Studied. Do the laundry. Housework. Ate lunch with SOR. Yup, good day today. Except for.. nvm, no complaints from me today.
Trying to keep up my own good mood. Though everything pretty much sucks(as usual). But anyhow, Gotta study like crazy now. So i'm making myself not blog or go online anymore until after o's. Yup. Great idea isn't it? No one reads what i'm typing now anyway.
Now. Has anybody seen the BSB video clip? For Nad's favourite song, "just want you to know". FUNNY, mann. But it's an insult to all the rock bands they were er.. imitating? HAHA. FUNNEH.
Anyhow, thanks for reading my blog and the feedback(is there any?). I shall see you(er... see? hmmm..) after the o's! GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO'S TAKING THEIR PRELIMS, O'S, N'S, PSLE OR WHATEVER IT IS YOU'RE GONNA TAKE. But remember kids, don't take drugs! HAHAHAHA.. oo-kay. It's official. I've gone cracked after studying too much. see ya.
The importance of being idle.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Alrightey then. I've picked myself up alright? Now i need to STUDY.. SS next friday. Cross country this friday. Hmm.. So they are letting us enjoy ourselves right before prelims start. Interesting...
Enjoy now, suffer later?
Weird.
It's alright, I'm ok, I think God can explain.
Monday, August 15, 2005
Here goes nothing. C5. That's what i got. Probably the lowest in our class (as usual). I'm not quite sure why i just completely break down like that. It's so unlike me. Yet, doing it just releases all tension that has been kept within me all this while. I've never done that before in school. And no, i will not do it again. That's the first and the last, people.
I have to say thanks to everyone who actually came over and attempted to cheer me up. Sure, i continued crying anyway but it did help afterwards when the worst was over. The pats on my shoulder/back and the words of comfort i got couldn't have felt any better. Actually, at that point of time, it felt worst. But you know how it is. Afterwards, when you think about it, you just feel good that there are people who actually cares about you. So all i have to say is THANKS.
Trust me, i tried hard to keep myself from breaking down. Mrs Loy had this seriously disappointed look on her face that just made me feel worst. So yeah, i did badly. I'll get over it. I'll bounce back. Maybe i won't retake. Cos my malay has always been this bad anyway. Honestly, what was i thinking to expect to get great results when you'll just disappoint yourself in the end anyway? And why study hard when you get the same bad grades in the end? This is pointless.
Just feeling way negative right now. Don't worry, I'll bounce back. Just holding on. A great THANK YOU to all those who bothered to come round and try to comfort me. And of course to those who offered to treat me ice-cream (or even lunch, for that matter). And definitely to those who messaged me later that night just to ask if i'm feeling better. THANK YOU. I gotta run now. Here's a hug to all those who need it. *gives a virtual hug* See ya.
p/s so much for that previous entry. The one with the quiz.
Ypu sing a sad song just to turn it around.
Sunday, August 7, 2005
Slow and Steady 
Got this from nad's blog. Hmm.. i got the same as her for the second one. And i happen to do things impulsively too! Conclusion: The second quiz is pure crap. Do not try unless you want to kill time. Yup.
When you lose something that you can't replace.
Sunday, August 7, 2005
Sorry about that. The previous entry was done by my bro. The one-sentence entry. I forgot to log out so he was typing his entry and it came out at my blog instead. Luckily, he didn't say anything private or anything. But it makes sense doesn't it?
Anyway, National day's coming up. Everyone's (well, the ppl i noe anyway) are getting all hyped up over it. Aretha.. where are you?? You are supposed to lend me your "costume". Bah. If i dun get it, i shall just wear my uniform then.
Anyone of you heard the New National day song yet? If u haven't, you must have been living under a rock. it's been playing everywhere i go, it's haunting me. But i still don't know the lyrics but i roughly know the tune. Noooo...! It's been playing in McDonalds', the radio and the tv. Bah.
Time to do some serious community singing. Participate, people. Don't be a party pooper. Be a party popper instead. Ah wth. See you at the celebrations....!
Tuesday, August 2, 2005
Lack of inspiration equates to no bloody entry for today.
Do you hear my heart beating, Can you hear that sound
Tuesday, August 2, 2005
Fix You//Coldplay
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Great song. Go listen. But some of you may fall asleep while listening to it. The bridge is nice.
Anyhow, nothing much to say. There may be nothing to say or too much to say but i just don't know where to start or how to put it down. I don't anymore. My stress level is running high.
MT o'level results coming out real soon. This wk, next wk or the following week. Bro's coming. Gtg.
kau umpama merpati putih.
Friday, July 15, 2005
Just got back from a long and exhausting day. Lucky tuition was cancelled. Wonder how those people going to that hp thing going to survive. But then again maybe it's just as me. Anyhow, o' level listening was... tricky. Yup. That's the word. Some of the questions were ok.
Today is radio day for me. I heard nice songs back to back everytime i listen to the radio. Especially in kfc with mal. Ate the buddy meal. Yummy. We had three hours to kill. So yeah. No harm in going out of school rite? Anyway, Before our listening came on, they played 3 songs: Merpati putih//OAG, some other malay song which was ok and HELENA//MCR. Surprise, surprise. We were all pretty shocked. They played it a few minutes before 5. rite before the listening start. What a way to start. And the weather is nice too. So nice that i almost spaced out and fall asleep. Luckily, i didn't.
All is alrite nowadays. Except for all my results of the block CA. As usual, all i have are Cs, Ds and Fs. Grrrrreat. I wonder how the hell i'm going to get through o' levels. For the Chem paper, I realised that the question needed such a simple answer but i think so hard and made the whole thing complicated. So, i ended up with a bloody zero for that question. But it's not only that question. There were many others also.
My prelims oral yeaterday pretty much sucked. All the feedback he gave was all NEGATIVE. Mann. The question and all was actually okay. But as usual, i get so bloody nervous that i tend to repeat whatever i'm saying again and again. So much so that he thinks that i have limited vocabulary (Maybe i do after all. Who knows? CRAP.) And i'll stutter while reading. I'll say the wrond things, use the wrong words. Mann, i pretty much suck at pretty much anything i do la ah. Like i've said many times, I shall just go to ITE if i'm really that bad. Besides, i still have no idea where to go after o's: poly or jc. Ah wth.
I can't wait for the book tomorrow. Actually, i'm not really feeling the anticipation or excitement. Now, i'm contradicting myself. I want the book. But right now, i'm actually trying to avoid it. It shall be my present to myself after o's. That is, if i do well for the o's. Ah, bloody hell. I'm a goner. Even the girl sitting behind me knows that.
imitation of life.
Sunday, July 3, 2005
FINALLEH! The CAs are OVER!!! But the worst is yet to come. But hey, give urself a break. Whether u deserve it or not. My brain is overloaded with wayyy too much information already. But right now, i think i've pretty much forgotten what i've studied. Hmm..
Anyway, did anybody catch Live 8 yesterday night?? There's an encore telecast today at 1pm. That is, if u have the preview channel. I think everyone has that right? Anyway, there were hundreds of artistes and 9 concerts. It was from 9pm to 7am. But most of the artistes are pretty well known. So did anyone stay up all night to watch it?
Alrightey then. Go sign the list people!! --> www.live8live.com . MAKE POVERTY HISTORY! Mann i pity those people in Africa. I'm done.
take you away, from that empty apartment...
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
HEYY! I dunno when was the last time i actually updated. But anyway, today was a FUN day! We did everything that is possible for us to do in the park except swim (we should do that someday!). Who came: naddirasahamalkajaSABA. No one brought a mat. Except maybe dira ah. Haha..
Mal, go and upload the photos! Then u people go check out the photos. It well tell you everything that we did. I can't be bothered to go into the details. Like dunnowho said, a picture is worth a thousand words. So yeah. Go there.
It was too bad faz couldn't come. Then it would be complete. It is a pretty tiring day. Before i went to the park, i was actually playing badminton. Then went home took a shower and went out again. Haish. But of course it was all worth it. Now, i need to study. Iiiiiiiiish. Ah, later tonight then i'll do that la. The weather is perrrfect for me to sleep. I love this weather. Oo-kay then.
Empty apartment
It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
-It's the bridge. And i like it.
we are young, we are free...
Tuesday, June 7, 2005
Mann that coke ad.
Anyhow, my sis got engaged last sunday if you didn't know already. It was soooo bloody tiring. Spent the whole Sat moving furniture, cleaning up, cooking (yes, i COOKED. I fried the chicken. And it's tasty ok.), cut vegetables, etc.
The whole house was filled when the other side came. The living room was filled. All the ladies went to my parents room (where my sis is) to (i'm not sire about this) take a look at the future bride(?). Not one of them was left downstairs. Eh, not one person from the other family came eh. But it's pretty understandable(?). I mean, according to my mum, if someone from the other family came, it would be because he/she just wanted to be kepo. Oooo-kay then.
The house was packed from about 12 to about 7+ with my relatives. There are dustbins all over the place but i don't get how my nephews and nieces could just throw their food wrappers on the floor. ISH.
So that's Sunday. OH, Saihah, Faz and Nad came over that day too. All on my invite.
I was too tired to wake up on Monday. The alarm went but i switched it off and went back to sleep. So i woke up late and arrived in school late. Grrreat. But i'm not the only one who reached school late. So nvm. I didn't want to go to school but i had to give back my bloody report book. Stoopid. My combined results was pretty bad. God knows how i'm going to do in o levels. Ah wth.
Speaking of O's, The malay paper was OK, btw. It was prob easy for some of us ah. But just OK for me. My malay sucks anyway. Luckily all the peribahasa i studied came out. And i actually picked and chose a few of the peribahasa. I didn't study all.
The rest of them are in Bugis now. Ah well. Happy shopping!
All your insides fall to pieces
Friday, May 20, 2005
The boss has gone to Japan for a while Farahin. But now, i'm back.
HAHA. Oo-kay. A quick update on life? There's quite a number of movies to watch. But i wanna watch madagascar (Of all movies rite?). I feel like watching something light. A comedy. Not a dark or scary movie. Ah well. I shall watch it after malay o's. Anyone want to watch it?
Haven't posted for a while eh? Maybe i should go on hiatus. Nowadays i spend my time in front of the tv, sleeping or doig homework. My life revolves around these 3. Or i could also be hanging around in fast-food restaurants with a few friends (usually the same people, but that's besides the point). I just realised how DULL my life is. Ah well. May not be smooth-sailing, but that's life.
People used to think sitting in front is such a bad thing. But now, it's simply FUN. I guess it depends on the people you are seated with. At least they keep me awake during lessons. Yup. Mdm Age (no longer cruella eh? wad shall i call her..) is picking on me. First i talk to myself. Then i am compared to the juniors. Macam-macam ah. I'm so used to calling her by her dad's name. Can't help it. Ah well.
The class is seriously getting on our class commitee members' nerves eh? Especially one of them. I shall not mention any names. But honestly mann, no ones seems to be LISTENING. Some of us are soo absorbed in our own worlds. Stoning, doing homework, having their own discussions. Where is the love? (CHEESY MANN. HAHA.) You gotta give some respect to the peeps standing in front of the classroom tryin' hard to capture your attention. (God knows why i'm suddenly talking like that. I shall stop that now.) Damn, i pity them. But i do feel guilty sometimes too. Especially just now. During a certain prefect's outbreak. She just suddenly shouted. And all went SILENT. Scaaaarry. I'm really sorry. Do i really make that much noise??
Anyhow, i probably won't update again until after malay o's? This year my updates are like limited to 2-3 per month. Haha. Ah well. Blame the big 'O'. Good luck to all those taking the MT paper (which is practically everyone except the HMT people.. pffft.). I'll see ya around.
p/s Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry.. [that's the song in the title btw, just for your info.]
p/p/s Loooong weekend. Anyone want to go out and study? If you do, please do contact me.
so long and goodnight.
Sunday, May 8, 2005
So i had a library farewell last friday. And no one could believe it. Well, TOO BAD. It was grrrreat. And i'm not being sarcastic.
It was stoopid at first la. The head and vice-head was making the sec4s to sulk at one corner bcos the juniors were making a mess of the whole thing. It didn't feel like a farewell, they said. Ah well. It's just sad. Abt a quarter or stg of the juniors didn't turn up. And the juniors that i didn't noe turned up. Haish.
But it started to be more fun as we took stoopid photos and played around. All 9 sec4s (yesh, there's only NINE sec 4 librarians) turn up. Ms Ho came and put things in order. She made the Sec 4s sit in one chair each and the juniors had to serve us. HAHA. Mann.. the juniors were like servants. It's almost as if we forced them to do it. ALL HAIL US. Some of the juniors were wondering why i was seated. They didn't think i was a sec 4. HAHA.. ah well.
When i first appeared and Renuka was shouting my name (god noes why. It's just how ppl react to me nowadays..), the sec 1s started mocking my name. Iiish. And there was this annoying sec 1 who was trying to look at my nametag to see if my name is really Sabarina. Well, it is. Now GET LOST. After looking at my nametag she joined her puny frens and started making fun of my name. Blooody hell.
The cake was delicious. A bit too chocalate-y maybe. But yeah. It was goood. Ms Ho made agar-agar for us. Ahaha.. It tasted weird la ah. I dunno wad it's s'pose to taste like. Mdm Hassan turned up for a while.. Ms Ho also ordered pizza for us. Ahahaa.. sweeeet. But when we wanted to take pics with her, she said she wanted to go and "freshen up" first. Iish. She said she needed to do her hair and put on lipstick. Whaaaaaaat the hell. HAHAHA.
She took pictures with the head. And they have a very uncanny (am i even using this word correctly? Correct me if i'm wrong.) resemblance of each other. Weiiird.
SO that's that. We had a short game of putting ice down each other's back which i escaped (thank god for that). I didn't even get wet. Heh heh..
SO that's that. I think i've typed long enough to last another week eh? Haha.. ah just watch this space to see if i've updated ok? Ok, bye.
Just smile like you mean it.
Friday, April 29, 2005
I swear everyone's feeling so damn depressed nowadays.
Everywhere u go, u read about how depressed people are.
Which of course includes mine. But right now, i'm more pissed than depressed.
I bet half of you are thinking that life is pretty much pointless right now. No direction. No future. Well guess what. You're still alive. And while ur living, make full use of it. Not mope around. Or be depressed over a tiny little thing. GET OVER IT. FOCUS people. On studies. Not on relationships or whatever shit. Your O's are coming. No one's ready for it. But it's coming anyway.
Sure, i noe, ur thinking, "easy for you to say". Well, i gotta admit. I can't even heed my own advice. So yeah. I'm a hopeless case. But to some of you, who wants to score and get so bloodily depressed over a test that you failed, did u actually study for it in the first place??? I bet u didn't. Well, not thouroughly or properly anyway. If you actually studied like hell but you still failed, then i guess that there's something very wrong. But there's also people who will say that they're gonna fail after every single damn paper. But they never do. Well, to hell with your brains la! How bloody annoying.
There's just some people who are seriously getting on my nerves. COMPLAINING about pretty much EVERYTHING. Well guess what. Life isn't fair. And nothing is ever perfect. So, again, GET OVER IT. I do wonder when the fucking hell will u ever feel satisfied. And truly, i think my life is more messed up than yours. You just don't happen to appreciate what you already have, u dumbass. True, satisfaction is normally temporary. Well, make it last. Period.
Next week's a killer week. Malay mock exam, A Maths CA, Chem CA and E Maths spring (TRANSFORMATION). Oh, all my favourites. Jeez.
yeah, yeah. I'm DOOMED. And so is everyone else. I've typed to my heart's content. And i shall stop now.
P/S "Just smile like you mean it.." - Have you ever felt like you're doing this everyday?? Just put a smile on so that the other party won't think too much of you. So that you don't have to explain anything or make urself look like an asshole babbling about, basically, nothing. Which is exactly what i'm doing now. This is just phase where everyone's depressed. But without an actual proper reason.
And one last thing. I'm going KL tmr. So yeah. Off for the weekend. And Chem and A Maths CA is on tues. But apparently, my family couldn't care less about that. Grrrrrreat.
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea, Swimming through sick lullabies..
Saturday, April 23, 2005
^^Did anyone catch the Killers on The OC??? Ahh.. I was so surprised. And they had the walkmen (wad's the name ah?) or stg last week. Wonder which band will be featured this week. My bro's fren came over and was playing the drums part of the song. Ishh. I wanna learn how to play the drums ah..
Speech Day was soo bloody boring. Slept through Mafia's speech (or was it a "reflection" or stg?). Once she opened her mouth, everyone completely switched off. Some were sleeping, some were fidgeting, some are looking as though they are giving their utmost attention but are obviously in dreamland. Well, practically the whole row where i was sitting was sleeping. We were able to stay awake for the rest of the parts though. Because before Mafia's speech, we telling each other stooooopid lame jokes. Ahaha..
I think putting me and saihah's clap together is a pain eh? A pain to the ear, that is. Haha..Are our claps really that loud? Jodine says it's ear-piercing. Riiiiight.
Hmmm.. there's that musika extravaganza thing now right? I shall watch when jac perform la. Her voice is damn nice. Check her out. Dah bye.
p/s If there's anymore upcoming events that happens at night, count me out. 'Cos my mum is on my case. She's not letting me go out anymore. Especially on Saturday nights. Ishhhh..
A funny moment this week: Faz's lassic reaction to Lime magazine. Apparently, Lime is featuring all the "pretty boys" in May. She picked up and said, "Handsome nye, Ya Allah!". She said with so much feeling and passion. Ahahaha.. Faz, faz..
I'll be ur dream, i'll be ur wish, i'll be ur fantasy..
Friday, April 22, 2005
^^Truly, madly deeply. Mann the song is damn old seh. Savage Garden. Reme,ber the song? Noticed that i've been typing my recent entries on friday. I wonder why ah.. Maybe because it's the end of the week. Shall i make this a habit then?
Anyway, this week has been pretty much a bore. Hmm.. lets give this week a once-through.
Monday: I missed a maths remedial. Ee fang and belinda told me that a maths remedial was cancelled but it actually wasn't. And I was having a headache. So wth. Half (or more) of the remedial class didn't turn up anyway.
Ok. The rest of the week nothing happen right? Only that there was taufik's showcase (which i didn't go to) on Tuesday. Is there a difference between a showcase and a concert?
I've been sleeping in some lessons ah. I cannot keep myself awake anymore. Especially during Lit and Geog. The 2 most boring lessons. Human geog is damn dry! There's nothing interesting int he textbook. And i think the person who wrote the textbook wrote it out of logic and common sense. Ish..
CCA ends next week. And i don't think i've completed 30 hours of CIP. We must comeplete it by May. I dunno which part of may though. Aaah.. wth.
I am NOT ready for O's. And i don't think i ever will be. Cos once we take our O's, we have to separate. So we suffer doing the O's. And we also suffer AFTER O's. Mann.. wad a rollercoaster. "Life is a rollercoaster and i'm not strapped in." --Got this from dira's reflections log book. Hmm.. i forgot who said it though.
I'm slipping off he edge, i'm hanging by a thread
Friday, April 15, 2005
Alright, alright, i get your point. I haven't been online for about 2 weeks now. Well, not about but EXACTLY two weeks. So yeah. Not busy, but perhaps just plain lazy.
Exciting events? Er.. None? The past week has een pretty dull. But today is 15th April. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIYING, GRACE and CANDICE! (Not that any of them actually goes to my blog. But hey, it's the thought that counts.).
A very belated birthday to Mal, Nurul and Elia too. I mean, it's not as if i haven't wish them already. But since i'm on birthday wishes in APRIL, i might as well wish them right. Oh, and a advanced birthday to KWANN. Ish.. So many people born in April. Wad is with all our parents giving birth to all this bunch of ppl in April?? Which means they conceive in late june or in july. So that's the hot month for most parents eh? Gross.
On to another topic. School. Everything's the usual. Basketball may be a little tiring. But i rather play a rough game of basketball than dance to 'romours'. Honestly. Got back three tests today. All ok. So it's a good day. And it's a friday. Ahh. We're watching 'hitch' right now for comp club. If i'm actually paying attention, it'll be my third time watching. Aiyoh..
I don't think anyone know this except for a few people. My sis got err.. engaged(?) last Sunday. As in his parents (and a few of his relatives) came over to talk things over. So yeah. Weird ah.. Now i'm related (one way or another) to a senior. Considering a few probs that my family is facing, i'm surprised that they're getting engaged so quickly. But wth. Her decision, not mine. Oh well. My sis and i aren't exactly close la ah.. But we're on good terms.
I think this entry is satisfying enough. Here's an excerpt i found:
"..determine to put my happy face on. There's no point worrying about things. Worryin never changes the outcome, it just makes the waiting worse. Isn't it strange that when you're miserable you really let yourself wallow in it. But when you're happy, you're so worried that you're going to end up miserable again, you don't let yourself enjoy it. It should be the other way round. You should glory in being ecstatic and when you're totally pissed off look forward to being over the moon again. However, this world if full of pessimists, and i know i'm one of them. Why be optimistic and end up disappointed, when you can be pessimistic and perhaps be pleasantly surprised? I think i need to change my outlook on life, and actually enjoy happiness when i get it instead of worrying about how fleeting it may or may not be. The only problem with being an optimist is that it's very easy to have one's cheerfulness misconstrued as mild insanity. After all, surely only someone who's slightly barking can find a reason to smile at mishap. If you don't knwo what i mean, try smiling inanely at everyone you meet for an entire day. You'll find that people start to skirt nervously around you as if you were contagious. --What's your take on this??
Somehow, i can relate to it. Seriously. That's how i am.
Friday, April 1, 2005
My ears are still ringing.
Sports' Day was alrite. Almost fell asleep during 400 X 400.
All is good. Except for the fact that my body is aching all over and i'm oh-so-tired. Bah.
I believe in a thing called love//the darkness
Friday, April 1, 2005
This week is one hell of a tiring week. But lemme just get straight to the point. I know that you know exactly what i'm going to talk about.
SIMPLE PLAN PLAYED ONE HELL OF A KICK-ASS SHOW!
They're good. Before the concert started, the queueing and the pushing was crrrazy. But in the end, it was all worth it. All 52.20 bucks of it. HAH. But we (shalini and me) lost saha!! Wad la.. the 2 of you (or was it four??).
Anyhow, the pugs started off the show. They were great. But at some points their instruments are louder than their vocals (just like in jam & hop). They played all three songs that i know (Ransom Letter, Come Home Soon and give or take). Nyahaha. But when Pug Jelly first came on, it was chaos. There was human domino. A whole group of people right beside me fell. And there's this fat white woman standing beside me. And she fell. I almost fell along with her.
SP only came on at 9. The details? Err.. Let's not go into it. Cos then this will be a very, VERY long entry. But the main points is they sang all my fav songs(except perfect world. ISH.), they had three (yes, THREEOr was it 2?) encores. They almost wanted to take off their clothes but this is SINGAPORE. So yeah. Oh and when they were trying to cut the crowd into half, i was right beside the isle. Nyahaha.. (Be jealous saha.. be VERY jealous. nyahahaha..) They also sang ^^(look at the title of this entry). The pitch is soooo high. I wonder how pierre did it. I wish i have a damn camera during the concert!! Argh. And i had the good view some more (centre, towards the front)
CAN'T WAIT FOR THE DVD TO COME OUT. (Read saha's blog and you'll know what i'm babbling about.) Oh, and they are only taking excerpts from the concert over here. SO yeah. But hey, it's pretty cool that they even WANT to make a dvd of a concert in SINGAPORE, of all places.
p/s on the way home, at bedok MRT, there was this girl who was playing a recording of untitled. Haish. She recorded it while she was at the concert. On her phone. Mann..
p/p/s SAHA!! I WANT THE PHOTOS/VIDEOS!!
do you have the time to listen to me whine? About ntg n everything all at once?
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Alrite. So i said i'll cont later. The later turns out to be 2/3 (?) days later. Ah well.
Yesterday was, like i said, one packed day. Had chem lesson. Was late. Ms ho (she's rite abt the only teacher hu doesn't have a nickname..) didn't say anything though. So HEY NONNY NONNY.
After that went to tiong bahru to report for Flag Day. We kinda got lost at tiong bahru. Oh well. Then we went to bugis to start selling flags (or rather, handphone straps). We went to eat at KFC first then we started selling. At first, i didn't have the mood to sell the stuff or ask for donations. Faz was on a lucky streak. Mann, i hate her for that. My bag was still empty after countless rejection. The first person hu actually donated was this women wearing tudong. So my target? Small kids (their parents, more like) and people wearing tudong. Nyahaha. Hey, it worked out. The only tudong person hu didn't want to donate was this Minah la. Spasticated lady. Oh, There was this ang moh who was in a car. She actually stopped by the sidewalk, got out of the car and approached us. She asked us (politely, mind you) what are we selling or stg like that. We told her it was donations. Coincidentally, she intended to donate 4 bucks (the hp straps costs 4 bucks each). So yeah. She got a strap. Then she walked back to the car and got in. HAHA. Wad a kind soul. She was around our age. hmm.. A TOURIST is willing to donate while our fellow kiasu singaporeans are all the couldn't-care-less ones. ISH.
Then we went to Toa Payoh. Acc to rafiqqa, the amt of ppl there to ask donations from was OK and the int was air-con. So we tot OK la, Let's go there. But the place was DESERTED. There was NO ONE. Haish. So we wasted one whole hour (or more) there. Ah well.
After that, went back to tiong bahru n went home. Haish. Oh, when we reach tampines (where faz dropped and i was alone), i realised that my bag was leaking. My whole skirt was WET. At the front. And shorts was also soaked. With Sprite. How bad can a day actually go??? I did a good deed (by selling the damn straps which is too expensive) today n that's wad i get in return. GRRRREAT. Just great. Walked home with a wet pinafore. Haish.
About the SP concert. We were waiting fo the train when an sp ad came on the TV. (actually, even on the way to skool it was playing. OUCH.) Me and sahu was all 'sakit hati aku.' and complaining and all. We were saying that the tix are all sold out. Then saha dropped the bomb. It wasn't sold out. And she already bought the tickets to go with amira kecik. HAISH. I dunno if it's good or bad news. You choose. All i know is, it's like getting stabbed.
Last yr, this also happened. LP concert. Mum didn't allow. Naz went. HAISH. Mann it's painful to have your most fav band in this idiotic world come down to our tiny little island to perform and your not allowed to go. DAMN YOU.
p/s mann this entry is looooooong. woah.
Thursday, March 17, 2005
OOOO-kay. So now i'm regreting. I'm all alone at home at the moment. Cooped up at home. My eldest sis, my mum n younger bro went to watch spongebob. I got pissed off just now n i wasn't in the mood to watch a lame-ass laidack show, namely spongebob. But i guess it cld have help take my mind off things. But did i follow? NOOOO, i went back home.
Guess why i got pissed off. Well, me mum was kind enough to tell me that i'm not allowed to go SP's concert bcos she says so.
hold on. cont later.
Had a bad day//Fuel
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
And she swears there's nothing wrong
I hear her playing that same old song
She puts me up and puts me on
I had a bad day again
And so i've FINALLY change my layout. The only person i noe who says "new layout" every 2 weeks or so is Mal.
Hmm.. Me mum not allowing me to go SP concert. So yeah. Been a little moody. Thanks Sai for attempting to cheer me up while cheering urself up. But really, I am SOOOOOO sorry.
I know, i know, no point moping around yada yada. But for now, let me be OK? Now's not the time to hear a lecture of how u sldn't be moping ard but do stg to change the world or whatever it is. It'll blow over. Someday. Until after the concert is over? I dunno la. Wth.
Here's a little stg me and saha tok about. About hope really. When you can't get what you've hoped for, you feel downright disappointed. You can just feel your heart sink. I know that feeling. But as saha says, don't have hopes that are tooo high. Seriously. So.. DO NOT HAVE HIGH HOPES. Haish.
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