Saturday, October 16, 2004
Anything interesting happen today? No. Appareantly not. Except tt my table fell apart. Literally. The drawers are all outta place n u can see a nail poking out somewhere. But hu cares? Gee.. i can't wait to get a scolding frm my mum for tt. So wad else is new?

Been home the whole day again today. How dull can my life get? Heard tt vjc is having an open-house today. I can dream on to get in there. Nvr in my lifetime am i ever gonna get in there. In a skool full of smart-asses? I dun tink i can deal wif tt. Tho i'm already in a skool full of smartasses. But it wasn't my decision to get into this skool anyway.

On a happier note, JERRY'S OUT!!! WOO-HOO!!! Sorry Mr Ang, but he really cldn't sing. gtg. see ya.

Friday, October 15, 2004
Love song for a saviour by Jars of Clay In open fields of wild flowers, She breathes the air and flies away She thanks her Jesus for the daisies and the roses, in no simple language.
Someday she'll understand the meaning of it all He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens As close as a heartbeat or a song on her lips. Someday she'll trust Him and learn how to see Him. Someday He'll call her and she will come running, and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and she'll pray,

"I want to fall in love with You." x4

She wants to say...
Sitting silent wearing Sunday best. The sermon echoes through the walls. A great salvation through it calls to the people, who stare into nowhere, and can't feel the chains on their souls.
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens. As close as a heartbeat or a song on our lips. Someday we'll trust Him and learn how to see Him. Someday He'll call us and we will come running, and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and we'll pray,
"I want to fall in love with you" 4x
"la la la" 7x
It seems too easy to call you Savior, Not close enough to call you God. So as I sit and think of words I can mention to show my devotion...
"I want to fall in love with You." (slowly fade out)

Pls ah.. this doesn't mean anything. i just like the song.

Friday, October 15, 2004
BOREDOM. Give me stg to do. Stuck at home. And puasa-ing. Somehow those 2 dun go well together. Hmm.. Anyway, sorry to disappoint u guys for not gg to the open house. Ah well, there's always nxt yr. We're only sec 3. So doesn't matter.
Rite now i'm just staring at this blank screen




Staring...






Staring...






Now this is wad u call BOREDOM. Heh.

Thursday, October 14, 2004
So today is the day tt the sec 3s get to feel free. So, ur s'pose to be happy rite? But i dunno why i feel so guilty. Doing the darn skool surveys now. Bullshit la.. The skool sld really stick to paper n pen. Forget the trees they kill mann. Surveys are a waste time, really. So it's "the only time u get a say" about the skool. But so wad? They dun make changes to make it any better. So wad's the point? bloody hell.
Anyway, Just watched silicon. Maia Lee makes me feel as if SI sld be rated PG. Seriously mann. She's like a bar top dancer. But apparently ken lim likes her a lot. Gee.. i wonder why.. and he dare comment on the way olinda n taufik dressed. wth. Chrissypoo's version of "you make me feel dancing" is... amusing. Heh heh.. He actually made me NOT like the song when i actually do like it. And they said Mr Ang got interviewed. Too bad i missed it.
Enuff abt SI. On to the complimentary gifts the skool gave us. Esp for us. The ppl hu take geog n.. sec 2 n 1 MEP? Haha.. They gave us tissue. Well, not exactly tissue. Facial tissue? i dunno wad it is. neither haf i ever used it. But they say it actually cost 3 bucks each. So just take la. They also gave us writing paper during the exam when we dun even need it. Part of the complimentary package? Maybe it's for making us do the surveys again. Anyway, SELAMAT BERPUASA to all malays (heh heh) and HAPPY BURFDAE NAD!!!! Hopefully, u'll grow to be more mature after today... But then again being matured sometimes is rather boring. Right?

killing me softly with his song..

Wednesday, October 13, 2004
SO. Exams are finally over. Now all we haf to do is wait. Wait for our dreaded results. I bet rite now, all of my frens are either sleeping or partying. Sheesh la..
Heard this is the last wk for the sec 4s or stg like tt. Just wanna say good luck for ur O's. Come to tink of it. I hardly tink any sec 4s read my blog. Cos i noe practically none of them. Ah well. Good Luck anyway.
There is ntg to do now. Ntg to say. Ntg to type. Ntg to watch. Just finish watching the first part of wimbledon tho. Ok-la ah.. waiting for the 2nd part to finish downloading. So now i'm pretty much bored. I tink i'll just go catch some shut-eye. Enuff nonsense said.

Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Ah well. Physics sucked. Pretty bad. I didn't study the thermal shit at all. And it had to come out for C1 and other parts fo section b. Bullshit la. That's more than 10 marks gone. i'm done for.
So was walking thru the canteen as sad and pissed as can be, when i saw this girl, sh. I said to her, "physics sucked right?". And u noe how i am. I talk LOUD. Apparently, the canteen was practically empty. And our VP (saggy, u sld noe hu tt is) was having lunch wif her daughter there. She heard me. At least according to dira she did. Ah well, too bad la. I might as well haf said School Sucks. But hey, there's such a thing as FREEDOM OF SPEECH. SO yeah, whatever.
A Maths is a goner. Chem is a goner. Physics is a goner. I'm a goner.
*chants* Last exam tmr. Last exam tmr. Last exam tmr.*chants* Alrite, enuff shit already. Back to work. Anyone celebrating end of exams??

Thursday, October 7, 2004
Hmm.. had a great day today. So, a maths sucked. Lit was okay. Was utterly depressed after A maths. Actually, was utterly depressed for the whole day! So here's wad i've been doing today: Got home. Tok to Faz on the phone. Sleep. Now i'm doing this. And later on, i'm gg to watch si and slack my way thru. HAHA. No wonder i can expect the worst: FAILURE Ah well, failure is acceptance. And i'm a failure. Therefore, i'm acceptance? Makes sense?
Awaiting for SI(silicon) to start. So here's a theory. si= silicon. They renamed the show cos everybody got transplants! Haha.. lame. Toking to nad really makes me more n more lamer everyday. Got to stop it. Or i'll be in a wheelchair soon. Gotta run now. mum's shouting at the top of her lungs asking me to get down and eat dinner. Ah well. Bye. Good luck to those taking Bio, Hist(elect) n geog(elect)! BYE!

Wednesday, October 6, 2004
BE PREPARED TO SEE ME JUMP OF A BUILDING

Tuesday, October 5, 2004
hello again. Everyone's off to see AI concert already. And i'm alone at home. With my elder bro. But he's almost non-existent(to me,anyway). So wad the hell. Me sis called at ard 5.30pm to confirm tix. Basically wad happen was, i asked my mum to just make the decision for me (although she knows very well tt I WANT TO GO). Me sis made the decision for me. Basically, it is "You just stay home and stress yourself out studying while we enjoy ourselves at the AI concert". Of course, i'm exaggerating ah. But it sounds like tt. And they seem to be so f**king happy about it. Gg off to study chem now. If i fail tmr's paper, be prepared to see me jump off a building. Oh, one last warning: Do Not Expect ME To Be In A GOOD Mood Tmr.

Tuesday, October 5, 2004
Arlow. The period of 'the blues' has arrived. And it's seriously making me go blue. My elder bro got sick and guess wad he got? A new bloody hp!! How unfair. But when i get sick, wad do i get? NOTHING. It's not really jealousy la.. but wad does him being sick got anything to do wif a damn hp?? HUH? And right now my throat is aching everytime i swallow. Damn this sucks.
My younger bro is really getting on my nerves. He was using my head as a drum just now. Feel like punching him. But with his two front teeth gone, I tink he looks like he's already been punched. And he gets really freaked out when he saw tt solo pic of nad in Dira's blog! HAHAHAHA!! I tink all i have to do to chase him away is open dira's blog! AHAHA!! You know wad? I just realize wad spoil brats my 2 bros are.. hmph.
Ok. Today skool wasn't productive at all. I wld rather be at home mugging or stg. Ah Loy was blabbering to herself really during maths. And there's 2 whole periods of maths. URGH..
So riding the train just now didn't really help. I intended to reach home at 2.30pm and dira wanted to ride the bus. I missed 4 buses in a row. Watch it come and go. Oh, n dira watched 2 31s come and go. Wad a pain i must be. Ah well.. Prob pissed her off like hell. But then again, she's not the one who's in a hurry. I am. She's done with chem. ALL OF ITI'm not. I've got abt 8 chpts to go n look wad i'm doing now. Well, at least i reach home earlier. By, say, 10-15 mins? But tt 10-15 minutes is wasted now. So wad the hell.
Should i go to AI??? It's tonight. In case u didn't noe. My sis is asking whther i want to go. But tmr got tt bloody bullshit exam. wad to do? WAD TO DO? WAD TO DO?????
Dira's advice:AI concert only happens once in your lifetime. Chem exam happens every year. ---Honestly, i didn't really get her advice. Ah well. Whatever it is, i tink whether i go or not I'm gonna fail chem. So, WAD SHOULD I DO? I tink by the time any one of u read this, the AI concert wld be over. So it doesn't really matter, does it?

Monday, September 27, 2004
IDREAD Friday. Somebody save me, please!! I'm so screwed right now. I can't think. Everytime i open my SS book and start reading, i either fall asleep or i'm reminded of our "dearest teacher". Urgh. I need a knight. No, i think i'll need somebody who can do the exams for me!! A knight is useless. Cos tt's physical matter. Yeah, yeah i know wad ur thinking, "Whatever Saba..". Ok. Enough crap talk already.
Right now i am dead tired. My legs are aching. My brain is bursting with all the info. And you can spot stress pimples on everyone's faces now. But as Daniel Ong said, "take baby steps". You can't learn everything at one shot. You got to take things bit by bit. I think if i go slow, i'll forget everything in less than a month. Murder ME!
Leaving you guys with another stupid song. Haha. Check out the lyrics. And it's NOT a self-motivation song!It' just stg from the movie "Anger Management". Great show. Okay, I'm done. BYE!
ANGER MANAGEMENT
I feel pretty
Oh so pretty
I feel pretty and witty and gay
And I pity
Any girl who isn't me today
I feel charming
Oh so charming
It's alarming how charming I feel
And so pretty
That I hardly can believe I'm real

See the pretty girl in that mirror there
Who can that attractive girl be?
Such a pretty face
Such a pretty dress
Such a pretty smile
Such a pretty me!

I feel stunning
And entrancing
Feel like running and dancing for joy
For I'm loved
By a pretty wonderful boy!

Stupid song, i know. HAHA..