Life dammit. FISHING life.

I heard you//Good Charlotte.
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Regret? Nah. They're all watching Spongebob Squarepants today. Hopefully, my mum will bring the family out to watch that movie. I'll get my bro to bug her more la ah.. That should work. Heh heh..

This holiday feels more like a very LONG weekend. Homework? Er.. Halfway done? Wherever i go out or anything now, i'll feel GUILTY. God knows why.

Went to the skool library just now. They did ask us to come back to make some changes to the library. But we didn't do much really. Most of the student librarians are coming back on friday. Ah well. Friday is gg to be one packed day for me. Oh, Jerusha belanja-ed us pizza. Yummm-my. And it was large. Humungo large. And there was only four of us. WOAH.

Visit the library when skool reopens. That is, when you have the time(and i doubt that you do). Cheerleading competition tmr at 8am. Wanna go? Now, back to e maths. HAISH.

p/s LAST CALL: Simple plan tickets are almost sold out. So yeah, anyone want to go better go buy NOW. hmm.

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Almost//Bowling for Soup
Saturday, March 12, 2005
Mmm. Am i the only one who didn't get a headache for laughing too much that day? The day me, shima, hannah and farah (Nad, saha and dira) went crapping at kfc. That was stupidly crappy mann. We went there to supposedly study chem. But nooo.. wad did we do instead? Haha.. but it was a great break ah.

Thursday assembly. Mmmm.. it started off great. With that malay accapella(sp?) group. Then that talk given by our very own tkgians. I completely switched off when they were talking, to be honest. But ah well. I don't take bio anyway. And i certainly don't have the interest. The Mrs Chia's talk. HAISH. It's then i realise how horrible our results really is. And how much MORE effort we have to put in for the o's especially. Hmmm.. our cohort is really bad eh? That includes me. That was one depressing day, Thursday is.

I left both my physics txtbk and tys in skool. Is that a bad move? Ah well. I think i'll go and buy an assessment book or something la ah.. What else happen over the week eh? Er.. nothing much, really. So i shall end off here. Gotta go do legacy and social studies.. bah.

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SHUT UP//Simple Plan
Monday, February 28, 2005
^^Somebody should really sing that song to Ms Tin.
So shut up, shut up, shut up (Don't wanna hear it)
Get out, get out, get out (Get out of my way)
Step up, step up, step up (You'll never stop me)
Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down

My face is iiiiiitchy. Mosquitoes. I covered myself up to the face with my selimut (blanket). So my face all got bitten. Haish. I guess anywhere will do for a mosquito eh?

O Level results came out today. CONGRATS to all who did well. Once the previous batch gets their results, it means that it's time for us to get down to business. HAISH. Time to put the "Men At Work" sign up.

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crazy//Javier
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Dammit. I just lost an entry. So i'll make this short. Because i'm too lazy to rite a long one again.

Assembly was fun. Actually the whole day was fun because we spent it crapping like idiots. Singing all sorts of nonsensical old songs. Most of them are BOYBAND songs. Speaking of boybands, they're practically non-existent now eh?

But the highlight of today will be assembly la. We were making a hell whole lot of noise. But who cares. It's not as if we were the only ones. But honestyl, if it weren't for the people sitting ard me, I'd probably be falling asleep already. It's not as if the performers were bad or stg la. It's just.. er.. i dunno. Can't find the words to explain it. It's pretty hard to believe that guy who was holding the mike actually came down toget dinah. Haha.. When the guy came down, the first thing nad did was to pull her skirt to her knees. HAHA.

Carnival Day. Wonder what that will be like. I have feeling it's gonna be a bit chaotic. Unless it's damn organised. Which i doubt so. Don't ask. It's just the school. They just suck the fun out of everything. (fun-sucker) [Freaky Friday.]

Ok, so i'm obviously just plain bored. I shall stop typing now.

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tempted to touch//Rupee
Sunday, February 20, 2005
^^ Yeah, yeah, so now it's my turn to be addicted to that song. And it's all thanks to you people who have been singing it all the time.

Anyway, yesterday was daaaaaamn FUN. The open house was.. interesting. We went there at noon. All the way to abt 3? 4? Somwhere there la. It was the longest time we've spent at a open house so far. I guess it was the most interesting and captivating(?) open house thus far. They have a lot of activities going on. And dikir barat was greeeat. It was the most nonsensical dikir barat performance i've ever seen.

After the open house, went hm. A few minutes later, go out again. Went to Tanglin mall to sell stuff that is not wanted anymore. And that is in Orchard. I had to walk from the mall all the way to the MRT station. And some of the roads were blocked. So i kinda got lost. ALONE. Got a little panicky. Ah well. Then my sis had to get me to go back home just to lock the door. Unbelievable. Me bro went out of the house last and he didn't have a key so he just took off without locking the door. stooopid. So yeah, by the time i reached tamp was 15 mins past 7?

We went to the jam and hop session. The dance made me feel as tho we were in a strip club and was underaged. Haha.. The concert was rocking good. Well, most of it anw. It was fun going to a concert with all my close friends. And yeah, i guess i haf to agree Glenn is undeniably hot. There, i've said it. Ish.

Oh, i also saw an old friend of mine. Interesting...

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NUMB//LinkinPark.
Sunday, February 13, 2005
So far (well, it's coming to an end), weekend has been DULL. Saturday was boooooring. Got locked up at hm. Wasn't allowed to go out. So for e first time ever, i actually completed my tuiton hw. WOW.

Today? Woke up to a bloody painful stomach ache. Dammit. Then... Went tution la. Then ran around TM and century square. Was playing hide and seek. With nad and faz. Come on ppl. THINK. Wad would i be doing running ard tm and century square? I'll leave u to ponder on tt. Not tt there's much pondering to do. OK, i'm crapping.

Now here I'm going to sound like Saihah. HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY to everyone. Or FRIENDSHIP DAY. Or whatever ur gonna celebrate tmr. I LOVE all of my friends at the moment. And well, I'm hoping you people wouldn't hate me if i don't get you anything cos i really can't afford it. We can sit ard an empty table like Peter Pan and imagine the chocolate melting in your mouth. Haha.. Alrite. I'm really sorry. I love you ppl. God noes wad's gg to happen at the end of the year when we separate. But let's not go tt far now.

P/s Anyone willing to go wif me to SP concert?
Edit: Sorry, just read the tag-board. Nur Aini, u really wnna go?

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SHUT UP! (when i'm talking to you [LP]) (don't wanna hear it[SP]) (shut up, just shut up[BEP])
Tuesday, February 8, 2005
Simple Plan's coming to Singapore!!! Now i really sound like some excited schoolgirl. But hey, i am excited and i am a schoolgirl. So wth. They are coming to Singapore! I've been cursing them for not crossing over to singapore the last time they performed in malaysia. Haha.. It's on March 30. Tickets are at 50 bucks. Now i'm promoting their concert. Hu cares.. Anyone willing to go with me? It's actually on a wednesday.. School night. But who cares..

And oh, Avril Lavigne's coming to perform in singapore too. On 2 April. My eldest sis is going for that one i think. If she wants to belanja me then i'll go. Heh heh..

Today feels like a saturday. Dun ask why. I slept at 12.30 all the way to 3. And i woke up thinking that it was saturday. Haha.. weird. OK, that's all i wanted to say. SIMPLE PLAN's HAVING A CONCERT in SINGAPORE. Yay.

P/S Notice how the three bands in the title end with a P. Interesting eh?

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the entry of songs.
Friday, February 4, 2005
It's been 2 days and i'm missing you already, Never really thought you could mean so much in such a little time.

Thsi week has been pretty exhausting. For the brain and the heart. But first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAHA!!!! Happy birthday to you, happy burfdae to you, hapi b'day to SAHA.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

Now, that's done. It's time for an entry. Cikgu kasut should really stuff a S-Hoe into her mouth. Really. ANNOYING mann. Even Cruella is so much better than her, i have to admit. It's in the way that she talk, the way that she move and the way she does anything (Clay Aiken's the way. You can't sing this in tune to the song tho).

This is wad i call BOREDOM. My group is having our English group meeting now. Online. And i'm typing this. That's because we are all waiting for saha to finish typing the script....... Cepat dah.

Ok, having the meeting now. Enuff nonsense already. Byeeee.

So long, farewell, it's time to say goodbye.

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Monday, January 31, 2005
Shiiiiit. i just lost one long entry. There for a while, gone the next. Ah well, but i tink the right person has read it. Hopefully. I'm doomed for life. Bah. Once again, Sorry

A thousand appologies cldn't replace wad i have done. I know it's wrong. But a concert can nvr replace 2 gd frens. No matter how gd the concert is, or who performed.

Mann.. this sooo doesn't sound like me. So jiwang? But i do mean it. Sincerely.

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wonderful//everclear
Thursday, January 27, 2005
hi its me again the head what a stupid song from taufik batisah the singapire idol.--My younger bro typed this. I went away from the comp for a while.. stoopid bro. Mal just sent me belaian jiwa.. by the "s'pire" idol. So i was just listening to it. Kepolah he.

Annyway, Old songs sometimes send the shivers up ur spine. Why? I haf no idea. Sometimes the old is better than the new. Do u agree? (6m qn)

Ok, so i'm in a nonsensical mood. Me bro is biting me. OUCH. Stoopid. Ok, anw, results of the 2 CAs are depressing. No matter how serious we are, I will always be the dumbass. Haha.. Can't help it. Was born this way. If only we were born with all the info up in our heads. All we have to do is pick a job when we grow older. Simple enuff. Damn..

Like i said, i'm in a nonsensical mood. But it's going away......ahhhhhhh! Farewell my dear frens.

This is, by far, the most nonsensical entry ever.

P/S i despise our eng teacher: Cikgu Kasut. Soooooo annoying. Her presence itself gets to me. Urgh.

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Yes no maybe i dunno, Can You Repeat The Question?
Saturday, January 22, 2005
my eye is tearing. god knows why. Ok, waited long enuff? I dunno. We're just so freaking busy nowadays. U hardly see anybody in sec 4 online. These past few days wasn't much. Just boring. Everyone's all serious. Fun? It's still existing but it's not like before.

My foot is achiiing. A glass cut my left foot yest. Damn. After walking around non-stop the whole day, it's THROBBING rite now. Darn it. But when i was examining it yesterday nite, there was actually a hole on my foot. And i cld see right thru it. Can see the meat of my foot. OK, i'll stop being gross now. But hey, i was just describing it.

Ngee ann poly open house wasn't tt great la. IN fact, it was quite boring. But we had fun making a fool out of ourselves and attracting attention to us for no reason. Bwahaha.

Fazlina and Amalina are at s'pore poly rite now. Getting Taufik's autograph. Haish.

I'm procrastinating. Right about now. I neeeed to study. But i dun want to. H-E-L-P.

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A little respect//Wheatus
Saturday, January 15, 2005
So, suspense eh? (reading the tag-board) Here i am thinking u guys noe me oh so well. But i guess a got to think again, eh? Haha.. The answer's simple. So simple you wouldn't guess it. Only Faz was able to guess it apparently. It is.. JEANS. Hahaha!! I can imagine mal going 'Ya alah.. ingatkan aper aje..' Haha.

So that's done. I haven't been going online much ever since skool started. The teachers are piling all our hw up every single day. And somehow i'm sleeping earlier and earlier everyday. Now that's creepy. I'm sleeping earlier but also seem to be getting home later and later everyday also. Ish ish ish *shakes head*.

So anw, cca day was.. fun? Some old seniors came back and all that. Performance arts groups all performed. The school can be a little chaotic at some points but those will be the upper sec? I mean, the other tkgians who are not sec 1. At the hall, the sec 1 was sooo damn quiet. No cheering. Applause was pathetic mann. The ppl hu were OUTSIDE the hall are the ones cheering and screaming their asses off. These are all the upper sec students and the old seniors(i make them sound as though they're superbly old eh?). Is that how we were when we're in sec 1?? I dunno. I dun tink so. But last time our cca day was different la. Hmm..

I gotta study chem now. Stoopid chem CA coming up on tues. Somebody save me.... (smallville theme song?). Goodbye. I dunno when i'll be blogging next but i have a feeling u will have to wait a looooooooooong time. Patience, my friends. Sabar...

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Shut up// Simple Plan
Wednesday, January 5, 2005
First few days of school and it's already hell. Wonder wad the rest of the year would be like. My neighbour's out of TKGS btw. So now I can't get a ride from them anymore la. Must wake up so bloody early... And drag my ass to school alone. Bloody hell.

First day: Found out the identity of our co-fm which was total horror. Turns out to be none other than Cruella. AHHH! The class bonding games were fun la but our class is so bloody slow. Miss Terry commented on our class cleanliness so now Cruella is all abt winning all the cleanliness awards. Nonsense la. This year things are pretty strict.. Well, more strict than last year anyway. Belts must be sewn etc etc. The changes in our skool sucks. So far since we've been in TKGS, was there any good changes at all?

The common recess is total bullshit. The older system works better. So wad if it's early?? I still do feel hungry after skool no matter wad time recess is. So doesn't make a damn difference does it?

Second day: Social Studies CA. Do i have to elaborate?

Third day: NE learning journey. A field trip to some URA gallery place. We go to some gallery while the sec 2s(is it the sec 2s or Sec 1s ah?) run about the area ard that gallery place. How unfair. The field trip was OK la. Ntg that great, except maybe for that small huge model of the whole of Singapore. And that's it.

P/S: Eh Nad, you still have yet to teach me how to enjoy school. Haha..
P/p/s: I just watch Taufik's video yesterday. It was cheesy. Very CHEESY. Nothing original abt it. Just typical local video.

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boulevard of broken dreams//Green Day
Monday, December 27, 2004
School starts in a week. By then i shall go hang myself. Final words? Die Michelle Lee. DIE. Ok, that was random. Typing random things off the top of my head. Somehow i dun miss skool this holiday. I'm dreading it. The letter O draws near as we start Sec four. I guess every teacher will have something to say abt that. Damn..

Just last week my mum bought me stg i've nvr owned before. It's a type of clothing. Guess wad it is. And it is NOT a skirt.

Went to KL last friday. It was bloody boring. My parents bought this studio apartment there quite a long long time ago. We're going to rent it out to someone. There's only one king size bed there. The five of us squeezed on that damn bed at night like a pack of sardines. Damn. Worse still, i had to sleep beside my younger bro who practically used me as a bolster. Bloody hell.. Bought school shoes and a t-shirt. That's all.

Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah (or whatever you choose to celebrate this holiday) and a Happy New Year to all faggots who are reading this. Watched this Disney show yesterday called Eloise in the Plaza or stg like that. Somewhere in the show a couple sang 'Together forever'. You know that song at the end of the drama production? Yeah, that one. Brought back memories of the production. Hmm...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me 'Til then I walk alone -- ^^for title look at the title of this entry.

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sunday morning//Maroon5
Friday, December 17, 2004
So today's not sunday. Ah what the hell. Haven't been updating in a while. Not busy. Just lazy. Anyway, ntg much has been happening so unless u want to bore urself out, stop reading.

OK, I've warned you.

So the class bbq wasn't tt great. Cld have been as boring as this entry i'm typing now. Pics can be found at Saha's blog. Only 14 ppl from our class turn up. But as Saha says, "a picture can tell a thousand words".

Everyone's saying goodbye to their money to buy stuff. Shopping and stuff. I dun get how u can actually ENJOY shopping. All u do is walk ard for long periods of time until ur feet go sore. And then if u find stg attractive u'll haf to fight a battle wif urself, thinking whether u sld buy it or not. Then after u buy it, sometimes u feel regret for actually buying tt damn thing. So yeah. I dun get y ppl LOVE shopping.

Ppl get to spend away their hari raya money. Guess wad happen to mine. All is gone. Not bcos i spend it. It's bcos i dunno where the hell it went. I gave EVERYTHING to my mum. And she says she didn't get it. Ah well. It wasn't much anw. Just 0+. Who in hell can misplace tt much money? Esp if it's all in 2 dollar notes.

Well, Ok then.

That's all.

Bcos i gtg.

P/S TV is really, REALLY getting boring. No OC. And ch 5 plays all sorts of boring movies.

PP/S It's Crunch Time. Gotta start revision and yada yada yada.

PPP/S (?) Merry Christmas, you filthy animal. (Just in case i dun get to wish u guys.) (Anyone watch Home Alone?)

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All for one, all for love.
Sunday, December 12, 2004
Yeah, yea.. I'm back. Glad to know Taufik won sg idol. If sly had won, it wld be a disaster. Complete mayhem. Call me outdated if u will but whatever. Sorry for the lack of entries. I wrote this one long entry and my comp hang (serious!!) so all was gone. And i cldn't be bothered to write another one. But here i am typing this after four days.

NZ was good. Sceneries were amazing. The downfall? Food there ain't that great. So yeah. I wld love to live in NZ. Everything there is all in slackitude(is there even such a word?). The shops, schools, everything. If only Singapore wld adapt to their system. Hmm.. I do wonder what it wld be like to actually go on a HOLIDAY -not some lame school trip overseas, but a holiday where u go without an actual purpose- with some of my friends.. Maybe we shall meet up when we're 30 or stg n go on a holiday together without husbands -i suspect by 30, some of u may be married already..- or boyfriends. Hmm.. sounds like a date.

So anyway, anyone care to tell me what else has been happening on this island (On an island in the sun We'll be playin' and havin' fun And it makes me feel so fine I can't control my brain. hiphip.) ever since i was gone? Alrite, alrite. That's tt. I've updated.

p/s Looking forward to tues. (I was hoping it wld b held on mon.. ah.. bummer.)

pp/s(?) TV is getting so bloody boring.

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basketcase//Green Day
Sunday, November 21, 2004
^^The song is playing on the radio. Hard to believe eh? the song is so old already. But i'm still liking it. Anyway, open-house yesterday. Just as i expected, none of my friends turn up. Ahaha.. wad can i say. They already came on Thurs. I cld have cont sleeping on thurs and wake up at my usual time..which is 11+. Little miss Khadijah was bloody late. 1hr late, in fact. They reached my house at ard 11.30am? 11.40am? Somewhere around there la.

Open-house is boo-ring. When frens of both my sisters came, guess hu have to wash the dishes? Me. Me ma'am made me wear baju kurong. I wanted to just wear my normal home clothes. I can't be bothered to change. But noooo, she had to make me dress up. In my own house. My s'posedly "sanctuary'. Nonsense. The whole day yesterday my mind was blank. Seriously. I didn't have a clue wad i was doing or anything. Doing meaningless things. Anyway, yesterday was my relatives frm my mum's side. Today will be relatives frm my dad's side. But none of them have arrived yet. I'm OK with tt. So then there won't be a whole bunch of toddlers ar babies crawling all over the house. It's not tt i hate children or babies or anything like tt. It's just all ur effort of cleaning the house is gone *poof* just like that. Open-houses just trouble u like hell. Why have it in the first place, really? Waste of time.

Anyway, going off for holiday tmr. Flight is at 8pm. Going to NZ. Off for 2 weeks. 16 days, to be exact actually. So, will blog again when i come back. In the meantime, enjoy ur holidays!

p/s: Sly's in the finals? Wad the? So lately the media seems to want Sly to win this little contest. Wad with the scandal, the ads, etc. Want to get pity votes is it? Disgusting. Olinda's out. She's a much better singer than sly. But her performances bore the hell outta me. Sly can't sing. But noes how to entertain? OK, maybe i'm being too harsh saying he can't sing. He can sing. But he's not very er..felxible? All he can sing is ...er... slow rock? Yea. that's all. Too bad i'm going to miss the finals. But Dira, make sure u tape for me ah.. THANKS!

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