It's All Been Done. [version 14]

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Wishful Thinking.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009

He's going on a trip to Paris alone for four days.
...Can I go on a trip like that too at that age?

Please Don't Tell Her
Friday, August 28, 2009
RANDOM THOUGHTS:
#1 Please don't tell her that I've been meaning to miss her, cos I don't.
#2 Two words: Jason Mraz. =)
#3 Almost two weeks of holiday have gone by and I haven't been doing anything particularly useful to anyone.
#4 GOOD LUCK to Mal in Canada! You have the Omonan support. =)
#5 Driving lessons are interesting. I'm surprised I haven't got into an accident yet.
#6 The hairdresser thought I was a secondary school kid.
#7 I didn't have the heart to tell her that I'm almost 20 years old.
#8 Sometimes I don't know whether to be flattered when someone thinks I'm much younger than my actual age.
#9 Yesterday was a good day. =)
#10 Looking forward to more catching up with old friends. It's funny how with some friends the conversation flows and we can talk about pretty much anything under the sun but ourselves. But with some other friends we can go deeper and discuss about problems, thoughts and emotion. I suppose it's built on this thing called trust and honesty. Nevermind me, I'm just rambling.
#11 I hate making decisions, always have.
#12 I had a strange call from an unknown lady yesterday. The lady was asking if I was okay because she heard from someone that I just underwent an operation. 0_0
#13 Ah la la la la la life is wonderful.

I shall stop at thirteen. =)
This is about a week late but SELAMAT BERPUASA to all my muslim friends. =)

This is a conspiracy!
Monday, July 27, 2009
Forgive me I need to rant.

It was raining heavily while I was walking home from the park after a short meet-up session with two close friends today. The wind was blowing from all sides, there was no stopping it. My umbrella was blown about and it was practically leaking on the inside. Standing underneath the umbrella, I could feel water dripping on top of my head. 0_0 I was soaked through, shivering and the song that was playing on my ipod was Kyuhyun's 7 years. What a perfect song for such perfect weather. Haha. People, don't get Hang Ten umbrellas okay. They are good for sheltering you from the sun but when it comes to rain.. Ishh. When I reached home, it was as though I didn't even use any umbrella because I was drenched from head to toe. Everything that was on me was wet. I unpacked my bag, only to find that almost everything in it was wet and there was a pool of water collected at the base of the bag. And in the middle of that pool was my... handphone. -.-" Haii. Now, my phone no longer works and there's water in the screen. The battery can't be detected either. What luck. Funny thing was that as I realised all this, the first thing that came to mind was, "This is a conspiracy!" HAHA.

Okayy, end rant.

We sing. We dance. We steal things.
Saturday, July 25, 2009

"I'm building the world myself and putting new hats on everybody one by one...
Before I go out, I'm gonna have people in tutus, cops wearing sombreros,
stockbrokers with viking hats, priests with panties on their heads.
In the world I'm building, everybody shouts hello to everybody else from their car windows.
People have speakers attached to their chests that pour out music
so you can tell from a distance what mood they're in,
and they won't be too chicken to get naked when the rain comes."
^^Quoted from the small book in Jason Mraz's limited edition of his latest album.
That will be an interesting world, don't you think? I watched the DVD of Jason Mraz's concert today. The concert seems so fun and relaxing. Just him, his voice and the acoustic guitar. Daaaamn, it was simply awesome. Okay, back to notes and studying...

Never say never.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009

It feels completely exhilarating to go jogging at night when there's hardly anyone around at the park and the cool wind sets in. To just leave everything behind, be ignorant of everything else, except for the music blasting in your ears and to do it at your own pace. To run until your legs give way, your sides hurt and your heart feels so heavy that you feel like you can no longer breathe. And the best thing about this is that at some point, your mind stops working, and you're no longer thinking about anything else.

You don't miss your water til the well runs dry.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
I was posted to the same room the entire week this week. Thank God the radiographer there was this silly, optimistic dude who speaks in a funny accent. Haha. Even the radiographers there find it hard to comprehend what he says. Somewhere towards the end of the week, he started introducing me to people as his daughter. 0_0 The reason? According to him, it seems that I'm the only one who can understand what he's trying to say, be it in Hangul or English. HAHA.

Most of my family members are overseas again. Right now, my favourite food is Myojo noodles. They give the right amount of noodles and you just have to add hot water into the bowl and tada! Your meal is ready. =) The huge plus? It's super CHEAP. Instead of a typical Macdonald's meal, you can get 5 or 6 bowls of Myojo. Haha. I'm practically writing an advertisement for Myojo.

SOR day is coming! On SOR day, I'll be having a BIASE day instead. We're meeting the next day or Wednesday so it's okay! WOOHOO can't wait, I miss my wonderfully awesome friends. YAYYYY. Holidays. =) Farahin! Let me know when your house is free and YOU are free so that we can hang out. OH, and ZAKIAH, have a safe trip and take care of yourself while you're there! =)

Aah, I refuse to think about the tests that are upcoming when school reopens yet. Holidays just started! =) I'm going to my relative's place now. GOODBYE. HAPPY "HOLIDAYS" people! =)

p/s I think this is such a redundant post.

Going back to the times when we were strangers.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
RANDOM THOUGHTS:
#1 Hospital attachments started last week.
#2 My radiographers last week were pretty awesome people. =)
#3 KRIS ALLEN beats the dude with the screaming fits to the title of American Idol! =)
#4 Sure, in terms of versatility and vocal capabilities, Adam Lamberg is better but I still prefer Kris Allen because of the way he is able to manipulate songs into his own.
#5 I'm the type of person that when somebody stops relying on me when they encounter problems, I will stop relying on them too. It's just who I am. I don't like to share my problems if I can help it.
#6 A friendship is only really barely there when two people no longer make an effort to do anything in the relationship.
#7 I've kind of unofficially stopped listening to the local radio stations. Since many, many weeks ago.
#8 Reset by Super Junior is currently my SMS ringtone. I realise I'll always listen to Kyuhyun's and Donghae's parts at the start before switching it off. Haha.
#9 Their voices really complement each other. =)
#10 These days the songs that are stuck in my head are no longer english nor malay. Go figure.
#11 I can't wait to get my hands on the album. =)

You ask me if I really don't feel anything,
or if nothing's wrong from time to time,
Do I really look like there's nothing wrong? Do I?

Even now, when I look at you my heart hurts,
Even if it's for a moment, I try hard not to let my tears fall,
Don't you know that I'm smiling like a fool?

Now do you think that we can be friends like we used to be before,
Can we really be like that? Can we really?

Press the reset, press press the reset,
You, I only look at you,
Press the reset, press press the reset,
You, I cannot forget you,
Press the reset, press press the reset,
How am I supposed to let go of someone who is right in front of me?
Press the reset, press press the reset,
reset, reset, reset.
It feels like it's turning into a slight obsession. Oh well. At least it takes my mind off things that I rather not think about. Even if it's just for a while.

Just For One Day
Friday, April 24, 2009

Just for one day,
I'd like to take the pain away.
I'd like to feel free of all this weight.
I'd like things to be like when I was five years old.
Even if it is just for one day.

It's ridiculous to stand by and watch things come to this.
Even more ridiculous that I can't do anything about it.

You know you've got it. YEAAAAH.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
A whole month of attachment has passed already! Work has been draining and a whole new learning experience like it usually is. I daresay new friendships have been forged. It feels good to know someone cares. =) And I take back whatever I may have said about a certain someone before attachment started. Never judge a book by its cover. Don't be so judgemental, not good for your health. Haha.

I never thought I'd say this but thanks to Mal, Faz and Saha, I've officially turned into a k-pop fan. To be more specific, two bands named SHINee and DBSK. Haha. They sing and dance so well! On-stage and off-stage. Awesome, talented, good-looking/cute/hot people. I envy people like that. Just look at how much they have achieved at such a young age. It makes you reflect and think how much you yourself have achieved. Geez.

My apologies to anyone who may think that I've been avoiding them or anything like that. I've just been so cut out from everyone's life and retreating into my own world lately that I no longer know what is going on. With the world and with the people I care about. When I get my thoughts in order, I promise to get all friendships back on track. As for right now, I'm on hiatus.

Oh, my phone is spoilt by the way. So yeaaah. Really sorry if I don't reply or don't get your messages. It is not on purpose. Honest. Byeeee people. Take care. HAPPY HOLIDAYS MY POLY FRIENDS. (Can't believe we're entering year 2 soon already. Sheesh.) =)

Oh, I was watching this DBSK drama the other day, and this conversation between Yoochun and Jaejoong somehow got stuck in my head:
Yoochun: Jaejoong hyung, if you have to choose between love and friendship, which would you choose?
Jaejoong: Friendship and love comes in a package. You either have both or you give up both.

Hmmm. BYE PEOPLE. =)

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