It's All Been Done. [version 14]

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If it kills me.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
RANDOM THOUGHTS:
#1 Yeaaaah I wanna dance with somebody!
#2 HAHA. Sorry somebody just sang that on the encore telecast of American Idol on Channel 5.
#3 One module down, four more to go.
#4 I can't give you what you want.
#5 Fight or flight.
#6 It's so much easier to pick the latter isn't it?
#7 Had a grrrreat Friday thanks to the wonderful ladies in my life. The walk down memory lane was awesoooome. =)
#8 The last time I went back there was to get my O level results. Mann.
#9 I wonder what my former teachers would think of me now. Some would have expected more of me. I can't think of a teacher who would be happy where I am now.
#10 It's a good thing to not take things so personally all the time.
#11 Don't think too much. You'll only be hurting yourself and coming to all the wrong conclusions.

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads and
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine
Details in the fabric by Jason Mraz and James Morrison. Interesting combination. Two brilliant artistes. Each with their own unique soulful sound. I'd give anything to watch them live.

All We Are.
Monday, January 26, 2009
The exam period is coming soon. Really soon. I'm suppose to be studying but I'm caught up in all sorts of drama which I rather not think about but it's bothering the crap out of me anyway. Haven't you wish you could just switch off your brain, even just for a while and not think of anything? I want it to end already. For the sake of everyone I love. Enough is enough, I say. ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS PEOPLE! =)

So don't say your goodbyes
You know its better that way
We won't break, we won't die
It's just a moment of change
One Republic. Can't get enough of them. =)

Lost and insecure, you found me.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late

Broken Strings by James Morrison and Nelly Furtado. I love the dude's voice. Very soulful. My computer is spoilt. So forgive me for the lack of updates. Probably not blogging anytime soon. Considering this is my first entry of the year, have a grrrr-eat 2009 people. =)

Look at the stars, look how they shine for you.
Friday, December 19, 2008
RANDOM THOUGHTS:
#1 The stars are out tonight. There's so many and it's sooo pretty. =)
#2 Had round 2 of Twilight just now.
#3 Awesoooome movie. I still want to read the books! Anyone who has them, please be kind and lend them to me. =)
#4 I want my own Edward Cullen.
#5 I'm going to Korea next week! Hopefully it's confirmed..
#6 It's going to be a little awkward. But I'm a master of awkward situations now. Yeah riiight. Haha.
#7 Death is peaceful. Easy. Life is harder.
#8 Have you ever wondered if there's really one person for everyone out there?
#9 I'm loving this holidays. Because so far I have managed to catch up with everyone I've missed. =)
#10 Eh mop(a.k.a. sexayy 2), where are you?
#11 I want to catch up on Grey's Anatomy, One Tree Hill and Bones now. But it's so darn difficult to find videos that are working online these days... Sheesh.
#12 GOODNIGHT ALL! =)

Goodbye to youuuu, been wasting all my time. I still have that snail Nad drew at the back of my foolscap paper in Sec 3 or 4. With the lyrics of this song. Haha! =) You had me hypnotisedddddd.

show some love, you ain't so tough.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Regret comes in all shapes and sizes.
Some are small like when you do a bad thing for a good reason.
Some are bigger like when you let down a friend.

Some of us escape the pain of regret by making the right choice.
Some of us have little time for regret because we're looking forward to the future.
Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with our past,
and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change your own ways.
But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did --
but, for the things we didn't do.
Things we didn't say that could have save someone that we care about.
Especially when we can see the dark storm that's headed their way.

Regret. There's this person who's always constantly reminding me that I made the wrong decision and a huge part of me will always agree with that person. I wish that person would really shut up about it cos he/she is always making me feel worst everytime he/she reminds me of it.

IT'S THE HOLIDAYSSSSS. =) The first day of holidays was fun-filled and draining and now I'm absolutely bored. Haha. Attachment the past two weeks have been alright. I survived the racist hospital just fine. Eeee. Getting scolded in public twice in a day just put the cherry on top of my b-e-a-utiful day. But I miss tupperwares! He always cracks me up with his nonsense and he teaches us stuff too. And I miss my partner who followed me everywhere I went for the two weeks. I miss our talks and random thoughts and kueh lopis sessions. Haha. Meet up soon!

Anywayyyy, twilight is making me want a vampire of my own! It's a little sad on the vampire side. But who caressss. Makes life so much more interesting and exciting, don't you think? Haha.

My elder brother bought rock band the other day. As if guitar hero wasn't enough. Sheesh. But at least there's something to keep me occupied. Though, I'm really getting quite sick of staring at screens all day. I shall go find something else to do then. Have a grrrr-eat day ahead people! =)

Yeah, so what you gonna do
With all this stuff piling up, filling up and taking up,
You misunderstand me
All I wanted was some evidence
That you really like me
(You really like me)

Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up, right up
Someday you're going to realise
(I want you)
To fill my little world right up, right up, right up
Fill my little world by The Feeling. I know it's an old song but it's all Saihah's fault that this song is on repeat mode in my head now. Haha. Cos you put it in your blog and it played over and over again. But, it's okayy, I've grown fond of the song. Dahh, I shall see you Thursday for our movie date with SOR! Can't wait. =)

The Great Escape
Sunday, November 30, 2008
This week has been one mentally/physically/emotionally draining week. Random thoughts this week:
#1 The exams are finally overrrrr.
#2 I'm expecting lousy results.
#3 It sucks to have your mind go blank on the one paper you were really hoping to pass.
#4 I couldn't remember anything as I stared at the questions on the paper. I can only remember the basic stuff like the names of the different lobes of the brain. But I couldn't even remember the functions. Sheesh.
#5 I studied so hard for it only to expect an F out of it.
#6 No point crying over spoilt milk right?
#7 I miss my family. =/
#8 I want allllll of them to come back right this instant.
#9 Is it possible for someone to have gone through so many goodbyes that when it's time for another one you feel nothing but numbed? You just feel so empty and tired that you just want to be void of emotion. Which is precisely what I felt when my eldest sister left for Korea with her family.
#10 It's 8.04pm and all I've eaten today is one ramly burger. Haha. Dammit, I'm huuuuungry.
#11 I've spent most of today doing chores and catching up on all the lost hours of sleep. I'm a pig, so sue me. Haha.
#12 I can't believe attachment starts tomorrow. =/
#13 Alright, I'm off to scour for food. HAPPY WORKING PEOPLE! =)

Throw it away, Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn, Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight
This song is absolutely perfect when you feel like screaming. Haha.

How to save a life.
Thursday, November 13, 2008

Sometimes when you're young, you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invicible. Your whole life is ahead of you, and you have big plans. BIG plans. To find your perfect match, the one that completes you. But as you get older, you realise that it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realise the plans you made were simply plans. At the end, when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe you're leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered.

Fight or flight.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
It's been a week since my parents and younger brother left for Canada. That feeling of emptiness has finally sank in after:
1) Reaching home to find nobody at home after school each day.
2) Eating food that will probably be the cause of my death someday.
3) Waking up at 9am for a 9am lecture in school.

Mann, I must be damn lousy at being independent uh. Oh my elder brother brought home the new Guitar Hero on Friday night and that game is so bloody addictive. We both ended up staying up all night, playing song after song. He bought the whole set which comes along with a guitar, drums and a microphone. It was hilarious when he attempted to sing 'Livin' on a prayer' by Bon Jovi. I'm surprised the neighbours didn't call the police for us being a disturbance in the neighbourhood. Haha.

Spent most of my Saturday doing chores, chores and more chores. It's amazing how much bat shit can be collected within a week at my backyard. It's disgusting. I only had one meal that day which was Meltz from KFC. Been craving it for a while mann. =) Studied at the CC with Aznin then she slept over at my place and we played Guitar Hero the entire night! So fun! But staying up two nights in a row, I'm feeling super lethargic right now. Lets just hope I don't oversleep and miss the morning lecture tomorrow again. GOODNIGHT ALL!

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Random song. To people who's currently taking the A's, keeeeeep holding on. GOOD LUCK EHH. It's ending soon already, and when it's over we shall meet up! =) So egg-citing. haha.

ps THANK YOU KORANG for all the birthday wishes, the presents, the outings. I thank God I have awesoooome people like you guys in my life. I really appreciate it. =)

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