Wednesday, September 1, 2004
Teachers' Day was good. At least half of it was. Or more. Our performance was painful. Not to the ears. But to the heart. At the very last minute, guitar string break la. Wand break la. Cannot find wings la. Then when all else was good already, the 2 guitars couldn't be heard at all because of wad? Because of the bloody stupid AV people(i dun tink they even deserve tt title because they dun even noe how to adjust the bloody mike or do anything to improve our freaking performance!!!) Okay, enuff of being pissed off.
Almost all the female teachers dressed up as fairies/queens.o_0 But Mrs Loy was cute in her costume. Fairy godmother. pfft. ACES Day dance was great. Our class seemed to be the only enthu one making unnecessary sounds. Haha.. It was all good, tho i forgot practically half of the dance steps. But.. hu cares. Just follow the "leaders". The videos played this year weren't as good as last years'. This year's one is just creating a bit of a depression mood in the hall. Is tt good or bad? I dunnoe. U decide.
Afterwards, went back to pri skool. All pri skoolmates said tt i havent' changed. Same ole' same ole' me. Well i actually have changed. I become more outspoken in sec skool. I speak my mind more often. I'm more sarcastic. In pri skool, i'm one of those quiet, quai2 ones.. not sarcastic at all. I dunnoe. I guess when i face my pri skoolmates i just shrink. I become small and mute and unnoticed. And i have no idea why. It's just weird to be back in ur old pri skool. And back in the old days, i had this 3 "best friends". All have changed. One become some gothic minah. One i totally lost contact wif(or more like she doesn't one to keep in contact wif me.. i dunno). Then the other one is still about the same. But i wasn't tt close wif her. So it is awkward. Hmph. Sometimes i just hate gg back to my pri skool. Or soometimes i just hate teachers' day. hmph.

Wednesday, August 25, 2004
I appologize for the previous entry. I sound thoroughly sadistic and negative, didn't i? Well, just had a very bad case of the monday blues. Sorry for that.
Anyway, no music and no pop-ups in my blog(just in case u haven't noticed) because of certain complains. *coughs* Anyway, i went home surprisingly early today. Er.. i didn't go to the Teachers' Day rehearsal nor did i go to the Lit film screening. Instead, went home soaked. It's raining damn heavily here in Pasir Ris. And i had forgotten to bring my umbrella. But it's a nice feeling to walk in the rain. Don't know why. There's just this feeling. I like rainy days. Don't question me why.
Nothing particularly interesting happened in school today. So yeah. Nothing to talk about just that i think that the Teachers' Day concert this year is going to be a let-down. Seriously. Just a heads up. Get ready for a pretty dull and cheesy concert.
Here's a quote i got for the Spiderman2 book:-

"Nosce te Ipsum"

Meaning? "Know thyself". It's in latin. So that's that.
Cheers.

Monday, August 23, 2004
Another day. Another boring, lifeless day. Another boring, lifeless, dull day. Another day of a lifeless TKgian.

TKGS just gets more and more dull every single day. Just take in the punches a.k.a. CAs, tests, scoldings, bookings etc. Nothing new. Nothing to look forward to. It makes me feel as though there's no actual point in living. Seriously. Living just gives me an extra day to embarass myself. I'm getting sick of it. Everytime i see Cruella nowadays, pure hatred and anger just fills me up. Can't help it. It's just sick.
This week is pure torture. Almost every, single day i'm going to spent doing my lib site. The librarian wants it up and running by the end of this week. Wish me luck.

Wednesday, August 18, 2004
I know what you're thinking. 'Why is there not an avril song playing in an avril layout?' Ah.. who cares. By the way, the song playing is Wonderwall by Oasis.

Bad day. It just sucks. Life is going down.down.down the drain. It hardly ever goes up. I'll have to wait long long for that to happen. Came to school all groggy and sleepy. Don't know why. A Maths is just the usual. Wasn't paying attention in Physics. Was writing. writing. writing out some stuff. Recess. So different without Mal around. sigh. Did some ws during geog. Mrs Koh didn't come. Not sure if that's good or bed news. The Chem formative test was okay. But i can hardly remeber wad chemicals are insoluble. URGH. Next came SS. URGH.URGH.URGH.

Bloody f***ing hell!!! I HATE that woman!!! She made the whole class stand in order to make us participate in her class. So it was left with me and ee fang standing. Putting me in a tight spot. Ee Fang doesn't seem to care. So after everybody else left for assembly, me and ee fang is left in class. Cruella wanted an explanation for our behaviour. Wad. The. Hell. She asked if i was too cool or stg to participate? Yeah, sure. Rite. I obviously shook my head. Then all of us just stood(okae.. cruella was sitting down) there in silence. All that can be heard was the ceiling fans. The silence was dragged until the bell rang. Then she drag us to the HOD room. Mdm Lee was there. She was jsut wondering wad i was doing there. But didn't say anything. Cruella asked the same qn. More SILENCE. Silence. Then she started marking papers while we just stood there. Wad the hell? She wanted an answer before she releases us. We stood in the HOD room until about 1.20 pm. And it was still silent. But being in the HOD room was rather interesting. The teachers gossip abt their students. Seriously
Then we got dragged to 2/8. Then went to the hall. urgh. When we came the ppl hu were gg to get their photos taken were filing out of the hall. Blahx. We saw about 2minutes of the performance. I can tell it was lame and funny. I would definitely prefer to be in tt hall; laughing, then be all nervous and pissed off. URGH. Then she drag us back to the HOD room but this time round we didn't go in. We stood outside. Where all the ppl getting their photo taken could hear. It was rather noisy. Cruella blew up. Literally. She was shouting. That totally threw me off. I shan't mention wad she said. But she made us do a freaking summary on the whole freaking lesson.
We did it. We went to the HOD office to look for her. There was a sign outside tt says "Mdm ****** is in the library. Go look for her there". Wad the hell? So climed the whole staricase again. When we went to the library, she was all cheery. And offered us sweets. And was saying that she was sorry for blowing up. And that it wasn't because of anger, it was because of disappointment...blah..blah..blah. Whatever la. Bullshit. Then go home. Feeling utterly depressed. Blergh.

Quote: He who asks may be a fool for five minutes. But He who doesn't may be a fool forever.
New link: Nurbaya ----->

That's about it. I'm trying hard not to dwell on it. But i have to say; rite now, i hate all the teachers of our school. And i don't think i shall participate in our class blog. I think i swear too much. Too much vulgarities. Heh.. That's that. Cheers.

Friday, August 13, 2004
Hey!! National Day was great. A hell whole lot better than last year's... Today is... (drum rol here)... Friday the thirteenth! Lame. I know. But it's for those who haven't noticed that today is THE day. During Chem, Ms Ho was PMS-ing. I guess her happy swing is over. She made the class stand for one whole minute. Actually, more than a minute. Freaking woman. But, I needed the exercise anyway. To wake me up. Then Sharifah was sent out. Is she really trying to make my chem lessons boring or wad? She was droning on and on. BLERGH. Can't be bothered.

I feel pissed off. Why? I do not know. It's just this feeling that i have since the beginning of the day. Just feel annoyed. I was kind of moody for the whole school time. My neighbour in class was just standing on my last nerve. So when she complained that she's tired all the time and Mrs Loy said that she psycho herself too much, I said, "She is a psycho." HAHA. Oh well. That is a fact wad. I dun tink it was THAT loud. Rite? Enough is enough.I got irritated with all the teachers. No i dea why. Just bored. Annoyed. Oh well.
We skipped the teachers' day rehearsal. Wad if they kick us out of the concert? For me, I dun really give a shit la.. But for people hu actucally bothered to do the lyrics? I do not know la..

It doesn't feel like there's cross country tomorrow. There's no hype. It's just too fast. Time flies by fast. National Day was just last week. And the theme for tmr is goth. Alah.. why couldn't it be hip-hoppers. I prefer that. Heh.. Enough already la. Goodbye.

Thursday, August 5, 2004
Hey. So i went to the D&D production on Saturday. Got last minute tickets from Yana (is that her name?? ..er.. people call her yana anyway). Went alone. Oh well, the show was great. But i was sitting at the side in the second row so i had to stretch my neck a bit. The end of the production was a bit confusing. So many ..er.. interesting storylines of different girls. So Yeah. Didn't buy any flowers. I had to do CIP before the D&D production wad.. Until 6? Cip at Geylang East Library. It was quite fun la. So yeah. Wished i had company at the production..

Anyway, i'm having a streak of bad luck. Don't worry it's not as bad as the previous one.. On Tuesday, I took 81 home with Khad. When she went down, i fell asleep. So i missed my stop. I woke up when the bus was at Old Tampines Rd. Alighted at Hougang and took 53 home.
Yesterday, me, sai, farahin, nad and dira took 31 from PP. At around tanah merah, one of the tyres caught fire. I guess it's THAT HOT? i dunnoe.. Farahin brought her camera so we did a recording. All of us become victims/news reporters. It was stupid. But fun.
Then all of us went to the bus stop across the tampines library (hmm.. long time since i been there.. i haven't been there since Pasir Ris Library opened..). After everybody had taken a bus(exception of Saihah.. she lives near there), I got tired of waiting for 81 so i took 15. I took the bus and didn't bother to take note of my surroundings. I was reading a book. Stoopid sia. I only realised that i took the bus on the wrong side of the road after i reach Eunos. BLERGH. BLOODY HELL. What the hell la. Crossed the road and took 15 home. Damn, wasn't i fed up.

Me having a headache now. And my nose is running. My throat is starting to itch. Hmm.. maybe it'll develop into stg worse. Then perhaps i'll miss skool tmr.
Cross country theme: Stereotypes. I tink some people dun even have to dress up. Hah.
The hype of National Day is on. Since the beginning of the week. Everybody's asking the same qn: "what are you wearing on Friday?". Haiz..I dunnoe wad to wear tmr la. Worst to worst, i'll just wear my uniform. Hope tmr will be fun.

Random thought: Different people, different personality. Nobody's perfect. There's always the negative and the positive side of a person. So why is it so hard for us to remember the good of a person and so easy to think of bad of that same person??