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Friday, March 7, 2003

Ehh, what a stressful Friday, though I AM glad it's Friday. I turned in my sonnet, which took 3 hours longer than I thought it would to write. It's about how a past and a future go together to make a life and without one, life is incomplete. I think that's the deepest writing I've done yet. Damn iambic pentameter. I like the rhyming schemes though. It becomes catchy after a while.

Okay, so we had this deep discussion in Health PE. Should parents be parents or friends? We had to ask our parents and when I asked them, my mom said firmly though not straight forward that parents should be parents. We, as kids, are supposed to respect them and if we were friends, we would not obey them as parents. It's hard to word the answer, but parents can be parents and friends. It just depends on the situation. My dad said nothing during the talk really, I don't think he goes for issues like those. Before that I asked them what I would do if I ever came home drunk and my mom said she would kick me out of the house and my dad said it never crossed his mind. My mom's threats don't really get to me though. I don't plan on drinking or smoking ever so it's no biggie.

Okay, so Tiff and I clash heads sometimes, a lot. We come from different places and feel pretty strongly about stuff. For sure we miss our friends and sometimes get frustrated at what we don't really have anymore. Two war heads = One big explosion.

What am I going to do this weekend? Clean out my binder, watch some movies, clean up my room, watch the five Inu Yasha episodes I didn't watch, and finish reading the library books I borrowed. My, my, aren't I the life of the party? XD

Today's Sadie Hawkins. I'm not going. For one, I don't have a ticket, date, or ride, and I doubt my mom would let me go to a party that ends at midnight. Oh well, I'm going to watch a movie tonight, that's for sure.

listen up and listen good...3:13 p.m.


Wednesday, March 5, 2003

I'm so free today! No math, French, bio, or histoy homework! I slept for 3 hours or so, read the English version of Le Petit Prince, and thought of what to write my sonnet about. It's hard to write a sonnet that's for sure, but that 10 syllable rule to every line just about kills me. At least the sonnet will be short.

I think I just wrote in the best handwriting I've ever done, today. Except it was not for a school assignment and it was written in pink. I liked it, but I'm used to that scrawling big writing I write in. It takes up space. XD

I like Pink Martini. They're a cool band. I downloaded some of their Spanish and French songs. I like Je Ne Veux Pas Travailler and this other spanish song that I can't remember. When they sing Que Sera Sera, though, it reminds me of an dark, empty hall with waltzing ghosts.

Oh yes, and I might be volunteering at the Summit hospital. I'll write later, but it's time for dinner. :9

listen up and listen good...9:14 p.m.


Tuesday, March 4, 2003

Okay, Tiff. You just majorly embarrassed yourself as well as me. What do you think gives you the fucking right to touch me? I don't care, so I said you were a bitch, but that gives you no right to kick me or whatever. Fuck, hasn't anyone taught you any manners? God, I thought we turned into 5 year olds again. And another thing, when you give out any criticism, makes sure it's fucking constructive. Nobody likes it when we're criticised, especially directly. Haven't you learned anything in Health about fair arguements?! Jeez.

Fuck, I'm going to have Hauggens next quarter.

If Sean were the highlight of my life at the moment, I'd write about him a lot too, Jeannettee.

listen up and listen good...3:18 p.m.


Saturday, March 1, 2003

My mom and I went shopping today at Macy's. It took four hours. I think that's the longest time I've ever spent shopping for myself. I bought three pairs of new jeans and three new shirts. Most of them are Tommy Girl stuff. Spring better come soon. Any later, I might not fit into my shirts anymore. XP I just realized I have really broad shoulders and really thin arms. Wonderful combination. ;p

Muah, you and Sean sound so sweet together. ^_^ Well, it sounds more than friendship. I think you should wait for him to make the first move, it shouldn't be long now, but then again, just do whatever you think feels right. Hmm, I never thought of you as a Spin the Bottle person, but that could be quite cute too. XD

I don't know. I just don't really feel like going to school dances anymore. I've pretty much seen everything there is to see. They have new decorations, sure, but who can see anything with the bright lights and ravers in your face? We just stand around for 3 hours and it's a waste of . *rolls eyes at your thoughts on "patheticness"*

Hmm, wanna try giving up chocolate for Lent?

Must finish my math homework. :p I really hate the quadratic formula, especially when used on circles. It's so tedious and I have no idea where I screwed up if made a mistake. XO

listen up and listen good...5:32 p.m.


Thursday, February 27, 2003

Wow, is it Thursday already? I remember wondering on Monday why the week was going by so slowly and now I'm right here on Thursday. Time is so odd. XD

Well, I have nothing much to say except I'm now deadly afraid of Ebola, I can say "I'm a Fish" in 5 different languages, and that I'm having trouble with circles. Heh, short blog. Maybe I'll have something meaningful to say next time I blog.

listen up and listen good...3:14 p.m.


Monday, February 24, 2003

Muah! Jeannettee, your trip to Paris sounds so exciting! :D Your teacher let you go around Paris all by yourself? Gosh, when I went to Washington D.C (which wasn't worth it), they kept us under tight ropes. They only gave us an hour or so to go shopping and made our curfew a half hour after we arrived back at the hotel. :p

Anyway, are you and Sean an item now? ^_^ Sounds like you had a good time in Paris. They really let you guys into the bars and drink? Would you have drunk any alcohol if you had went? 70E on a shirt?! Wild! Yes, yes, come online after school sometime. I want to talk to you! I want to know every detail of Paris. XD

Yeah, I remember the ear pressure and stuff from the plane ride. It totally sucks. But it sounds like you had it worse than I did. My ear wouldn't pop and it just made me really irritable. I hope you feel better!

Whee! I'm getting an A in geometry! Finally, I'm glad those extra credits paid off. =)

I still miss my mouse. I want him back. ;_; *huggles* Thanks myra and Jenn for the support. ^_^

listen up and listen good...8:02 p.m.


Sunday, February 23, 2003

God, I feel so sad. The baby mouse died today. I took it over the weekend to take care of it and when I woke up today, it was dead. I had put him in a little box with holes I cut out and padded it really well with tissue paper. I found it 4-5 inches away from the box on Saturday morning. I found it had crawled out again Sunday morning, except this time it was dead. ;_; -sniff- I cried at breakfast today about it. I swear, my dad can be so insensitive at times. My mom tried to console me, but I just cried. She said it was a good deed to try and save the life, but it wasn't good to keep it alive when it would have died anyway. I think trying is better than not trying. I really miss it. It seems that once I knew died, all these new ideas about how to take care of it just popped up in my mind and made me feel worse. God, I feel like shit. ;_;

He's buried in my backyard now, under the blossom tree. I made sure nothing was going to dig him back up. I put a little cross in there and cried some more. This is the first time I really cried about a pet, other than when your dog, Gable, was put to sleep. The little mouse was only a week old, and it was just getting used to the soy milk I was feeding it. I wish I still had him...

I have to go sanitize my room now, mother's orders.

listen up and listen good...2:10 p.m.


Wednesday, February 19, 2003

I'm still thinking about lunch today... Odie bought this little baby mouse for our gecko, Patches, to eat. o_0;; It was so sad. Brett Ann and I stayed for half of lunch playing with it. It was having spasms every 5 minutes or so. Once Patches came really close to eating it, but all it did was lick the baby. >_< Too close for comfort. Oh well, the baby won't survive either way. It'll either get eaten by our gecko or starve from not having its mother's milk. It didn't even have fur yet. ;_; I don't really get why I feel really bad for the mouse, but I actually feed crickets to Patches. Maybe because the mouse doesn't have an exoskeleton and that it would have grow up to be an ever so cute...

Hmm, today really hasn't been a bad week. I'm doing pretty okay in school, except I'm so tired. I really ought to go to sleep earlier, like ten, stop procrastinating and just DO my homework. I'll be improving of that. :p

Hmm, we haven't heard a lot about _______ from you. Wonder if it's a good sign or not.

Yesterday I watched Jay Leno (yes, while I was doing my history!) and the bachelorette came on. Shit, she has the most annoying laugh ever! She gave these high pitched, skipping laughs on everything, even if the comment only earned a chuckle. XP Joe Millionare is stupid too. I can't see how those women couldn't figure out that he wasn't a millionare! He was acting so dense about himself and his money. Bonehead shows.

And Friends is not trashy! Have you even looked at the other shows that are on these days? Friends is far from trashy. It's good old comedy, that's what it is.

Argh, history test tomorrow. I shouldn't even be on. :p

listen up and listen good...4:06 p.m.


Monday, February 17, 2003

Wow, a lot was done today. No, I didn't even touch my homework ^^;;, but we reaaranged my room and my sister's. My room looks sooo much bigger. We took out the second bed and shoved everything against the wall. Very spacy. I miss the second bed even though I didn't use it. =/ But Brendo got my grandpa's airbed. :p It's much higher than her other bed. It almost doesn't fit into the little space that's her room. I need new blinds and a paint job. I think I'll get the new blinds soon, but the painting job will be waiting like it has for the past two years. XD

Darn, Brendo gets a whole week off. I only had Friday and today. No fair.

The third rough draft of my road trip to Washington is waiting. It's more interesting than anything else I've ever written. Probably because it's about nothing. Seinfeld!!! The wonderful show about nothing! :D

listen up and listen good...7:11 p.m.


Saturday, February 15, 2003

Ah, Valentine's Day has past. And what did I do? Just watched movies all day, and it wasn't half bad. XD I watched Pretty Woman, that was a good movie. Then it was Man's Favorite Sport?, Roman Holiday, and 10 Things I Hate About You. I'm very disappointed I missed Breakfast at Tiffany's though. Now I have to wait again for it to show on AMC. Tonight I might watch Aresenic and Old Lace and French Connection. Yes, I am on an movie kick, especially old movies. XD

Owww, my fingers hurt when I type. I cut my nails really short yesterday. XO. They better grow back fast. I'm waiting to try out these really nice shades of nail polish I got. A pretty lavender, glittery lime green, and different shades of colors with sparkles. That's a lot of nail polish. I hope the fumes don't get to my head. x_x

Why is my house so cold? I think I'll go bake some cake to warm myself up and fill my tummy. :9

listen up and listen good...12:01 p.m.


Friday, February 14, 2003

Yup, here's a new template. A bit dark, but that's what I feel like. And it's not about Valentine's Day either! Honestly, if you were in love with someone, everyday would be Valentine's Day. I like Emily the Strange. I saw her book at Barnes and Nobles. Very cool.

Bon Voyage, Jeannettee! Paris awaits you! Remember to take a lot of pictures so I can see them later. ^_^ I want to see what you saw! It'll probably be a while before I got to Paris or anywhere, for that matter. Let's see... sleep well, eat well, don't stay sick, bundle up warmly, and watch for wandering hands. I hear some French aren't nice to tourists. Can't wait to see your pictures next time I see you! =)

Today I went to get my matchmaker results from the quiz they made us take. I can't believe I forked over two dollars to see who I would be most compatible with. John's not so bad, he's #1 on my list. He's very quiet, but I wish he's shave off those sideburns. I don't think he's even aware of them. #2 is Darren. Why don't I just shoot myself right now? Self Explanetory. And I have no idea who the other eight people are, but who the heck calls himself T-Bone? For compatible friends, I have Sonia as #1. I've never met her. Then I have Li, Tamara, Sabrina, Anna, and Connie. The other girls are in the upper grades. Odd list, maybe I should have read the instructions and questions more carefully. :p

"All right everyone, line up alphabetically according to your height."


-Casey Stengel

My famous quote. Is that supposed to insult my intelligence?

Me? Clever, Funny, Socially Adept? Who are they talking about? >__>

Did you know, that Ben Ellis goes to my school? When he was a kid he used to be the voice of Arthur, the cartoon show about the ardvark, for four years. Joy, we have a celebrity.

We had a Lord of the Rings rally today. Really sucked. Gandalf looked like and overgrown bush, Legolas was just plain oogly, Aragorn had broken his leg earlier so he was driving around in an electric shopping cart. The Hobbits, what can I say about them? Well, Frodo is not blond. And I don't think they're supposed to sound Irish, are they? The free-style rapping contest was bad. The cheerleaders weren't so bad. Maybe a bit off beat and then they dropped the girl after they threw her up into the air, >.<;; but I saw Amé perform! Cheerleaders are no longer tall and skinny. Most of them are really short, or maybe that's because they put the shortest ones in the front.

*yawn*I'm going to sleep. I have a dentist appointment tomorrow. =X I hope they put on the brackets and stuff. I want to stop being self conscious about the gap from the tooth they pulled out. And the earlier I get them, the earlier I take them off Junior year.

Bon Nuit

listen up and listen good...12:04 a.m.






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