Monday, October 4, 2004
PAY DAY! XD

mrs. z gave me my first check for september. hee hee! now i finally have money...meaning i hafta pay back all the money i owe dad, which includes my expensive online order for mike ><

dodge poetry festival. i enjoyed it, desipite the fact that the festival took place outside...on a FARM, where it happened to RAIN, and i had MUD all over my SLIDES and WHITE SOCKS. we were all assigned tickets, but since gracey and i had only one together, she and i decided to just see various ones together...
our first poet: suji kwock kim. a korean poet whose poems are mostly based from the struggles of the korean war. i guess i can't relate to it as well as gracie...but then suju recited one of her favorite poems from langston hughs...ISLAND:

Wave of sorrow,
Do not drown me now:
I see the island
Still ahead somehow
I see the island
And its sands are fair:
Wave of sorrow,
Take me there

and that is why i'm considering good ol' hughes for my poetry project...if we get to choose.

anywayz, the other poets we listened to were not very appealing; from a new york-an poet using that infamous F word every five seconds to an older poet reciting "fart" poems. sigh. i feel guilty i haven't enjoyed it fully as much as my other peeps.

friday. youth was AWESOME. i love discussing apologetics. i'd elaborate, but my hands are quite tired from explaining reggie's teachings to shendz :/. besides, the people who read this most likely already knew what went on. if ur one of those people that was not there, email/im-me, and i'll gladly give u info...

saturday. nat's bday party! once again, mike, lucy, geoff, me, and gracey arrived at bens house. we watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, starring the notorious jim carey. a BRILLIANT plot i admit, but the movie overall...was weird...i stayed till eleven-thirty, when gracey, mike and i were watching ben trying to imitate a moth. ha ha. mike's bday is up soon. so that means partay at his house this saturday. ^_^

sigh. i have said enough, though i know there is much more to be said. i have too much work to do. so taa taa...

Wednesday, September 29, 2004
~i have no idea what my introduction to this entry will be. so i'll leave it like this~

well. so far i've had a test on every subject, so now i have one grade for each academic class. pre-calc test was fine, though of course, i am aggravated that i made a stupid STUPID mistake {having the correct answer down yet writing it wrong on the answer sheet ><}. second chem test i performed well, yet an even stupider mistake: for one problem, i failed to accurately subtract the mass number from the atomic number. pwah. u.s. test i did really well, but now we're starting imperialism...and i'm falling asleep. english summer essay i did bad, but i still heart wittmaack and my grade is understandable. spanish test? ugh, i didn't get the results back, and i don't think i wanna see it...

alright, enough with that boring stuff...at least i killed about half a minute of ur life right? XD

working at the art studio with mrs. z is great, though my stomach grumbles like crazy. i've already favored one student, josh, who's in my tuesday watercolor class. josh. not only is he an adorable fourth grader, but i find it hilarious that he sings eminem, usher, ja-rule, nelly {josh: why does he have a tape on his face?}, and even some p-diddy songs that were released when he was, like, five...XD i love that kid. he's so hyper and he drives mrs. z kah-razy.

okaay...i had a brief meeting with jeff and mrs. troxell. gosh i love her. i stared in awe as she created an amazing masshead for the newspaper. wait till all u lhs students see it. ^_~

hah. that's enough. tomorrow: POETRY FESTIVAL! :D

day after that: nat's bday! *gasp*

Sunday, September 26, 2004
i am drowning in guilt right now ;_;
mom and dad are attending ate tina's wedding, so tita flo and meeks drove me home. tita flo then revealed to me that in freshman year, someone i least expected from church liked me. but of course, being the bonehead i was...and am...i had yelled at him...or at least, took revenge on him. >< me so horrible...

of course, i hadda just blurt this all out...ya know...let it off my chest before the guilt sinks in further...

{awkward transition to next paragraph}

gracey, saskia, shelly, lucy and i skidaddle over to loews to check out Wimbledon yesterday. i didn't wanna see it, cuz i'm not fond of kirsten dunst, the main actor's not hot [though his german best friend in the movie is XP] and i'm not fond of tennis {saskia's gonna shoot me}. suprisingly, the movie was cute; especially the ending, when peter colt's child whacks him with a tennis racket ^_^. of course, shelly lucy and saskia ADORED it, laughing up a storm in the theater. grace and i were only shushed once XD

the day before that/friday {a chronological flashback} was youth at rachels. mike and grace are supposed to do a survey together: interview 50 people...but of course, gracey is PAINFULLY shy, so i decided to help her out. {alright, so maybe that wasn't chronological. bleh}. reggie once again was teaching, and he handed out info of what the baptist church is, what does it mean to be a southern baptist, and the differences between the other denominations. i can continue...but that would make me take out the paper and read it out...which i'm too lazy to do since it's on my desk grr....

and that is all for today. my fingers hurt from playing the bass guitar, and simon's demanding that i play him a tune for him and george ><

Thursday, September 23, 2004
i should drop out of AP Eng. it's not that whenever we have discussions i can't make book connections, it's just that what's on my mind is relatively similar to the idea of the person wittmaack calls on before. in addition, i'm afraid that what i'll say won't have real substance. i don't know. and with all the comments he notated on my summer essay, i KNOW my grade will be down the drain. ><

my abundant amounts of schoolwork has forced me to quit piano lessons for awhile =_=. don't get me wrong. i love playing the piano...but i just can't find the time. literally. i mean once i get home, i take a quick nap and then go right on to studying. and the time i'm putting to type down this entry, is just a little break for my part.

first day of symphonic band practicing. ugh. no offense, but deep inside, i can't stand it. well, i'm being snob for saying that the sophs are quite annoying, and this is the band that needs to be told to BE QUIET several times. and the percussion section is not even trying. even dana admitted it ><. i feel so horrible admitting this, i'm not saying i feel pure animosty, i just know i am capable of doing better. <-- i swear i typed out that line somewhere in my earlier entries. anyway, i must challenge wind symphony. quickly.

on a lighter note. afterschool before dad showed up, lucy mike and i were searching for gracie. we met sydney on the way and she said mike will look like carey when he's an adult. i dunno...i laughed like crazy, cuz i agreed with her for like...2 minutes.

ooh! something else i thought was cute. ianuzzi has an obsession with pokemon ^_^. i couldn't help but eavesdrop when he was talking with pete about saphire...then he eventually announced to the class that he bought leaf green. i find this a really interesting fact about him.

alright, i think this entry must draw to a close. seigal test tomorrow! i like her. preppy, but very nice. i find her teaching style very effective, and she has a "kid at heart" personality...

hmm. i have no idea how to conclude, and since this entry is not being edited...i will end it...HERE

Tuesday, September 21, 2004
hmm. it's 10:30pm. eating a soft banana. and i am sh-sh-sheeevereeng. symptoms of my coldness and boredom. the remedy: write in this freakin blog:

i am mad at my flute audition results. though i knew that i would be scored low, so i'm just mad at the fact that i knew i would be mad and complain. first seat...symphonic band. now i know that shouldn't be something to complain, and i know...but i AM capable of doing SO MUCH better. i guess it's cuz i was picked second to audition...and of course my nerves were not calm yet. sigh. why am i blaming my bad audition timing? i should blame myself. i only practiced for several hours all at once, and according to my assignment pad, practicing in small amounts over a long period is more successful than practicing all at once for hours. -_-. giovi and kristina say that i MUST challenge cuz wind symphony ain't gonna be fun without me, so i guess that'll lift my spirits a bit.

urgh. i feel uncomfy and unfocused talking about that...let's try something else...

monday was my first day working with mrs. z and the kids, approximately between 8 and 14 years or age. the class i'm assisting is just beginning oil painting. ^_^ i love 'em. i find it so cute when they're fingers curl in the handle of the pallet knife, swishing the knife uncomfortably back and forth, trying to mix the stiff paint, and smearing their pallet at the same time. i loved watching the kids and how they raised their hands, asking me if their attempts of painting their sky was good, then i'd say "it's nice, but you need to smoothen these brush strokes...or...your colors need to merge. see how mrs. z's color all blend in?" XP i am SO writing nonsense. but who cares? this is my passion. my time away from school and homework, to just relax.

today i come once again to help teach. but there are three of us now: me, jaime/jayme, and emily. this time the kids here, who are like between 6-8, are just beginning watercolor. of course they need more supervision, cuz they have a hard time listening to mrs. z's exact instructions, and one mistake on a watercolor canvas takes a whole lotta time to fix...but in a nutshell, i enjoyed it very much.

since after their class it's my class time. means that i don't go home until eight. miraculously, i didn't have much hw tonight. so now i'm here.

i have an urge to read msn news. i dunno why. perhaps becuz the progressive campaign with tedd roosevelt, taft, and wilson was sooo interesting for my part. >< i'm such a loser...

Sunday, September 19, 2004
*shivers* my GOSH. when did our house become so COLD. i wasn't aware at first in the morning, cuz my body was wrapped up in two thick blanket layers. mom and dad dragged me out [literally. no joke]of bed, and my eyes shot open at the sudden exposure to the cold air *sigh*.

shendi always tells me that the more i write, the better writer i will be. but of course, this isn't writing. this is typing. come to think of it. since second grade i have been writing personal journals. but they were written in a language that only i could understand {to avoid any "journal intruders". i'm such a lose XD}, so that doesn't help. ha ha, now that i think about it, my sixth grade journal was full of my attempted misery nonsense...

hmm. what's to say? youth friday at tito bongs. shendi, mico, jessi and i chipped in to buy reggie, pokemon colluseum and a memory card. he couldn't thank us enough...i think. he brought in a dvd titled JESUS {not necessary in all caps ><} fact or fiction? philosophers and lawyers, and theologians were in the dvd, explaining the evidences found for jesus' miracles, cruicificion, ressurection, the list goes on. good stuff.

i did nothing on thursday and friday, so saturday was dedicated to english project. problem was, every two hours, i would need a thirty to forty-five minute nap. my bed is so tempting. well, after long hours of english approach paper/downloading music/downloading dnangel, six o'clock came around and i went over ben's house. sydney and mike {teaching rebecca a card trick} were already there, helping ben put together his 1000 puzzle piece of hollywood movies. big suprise. nat, geoff, mark, and lucy arrive, and we all eat pizza. rebecca was throwing wrapping paper at ppl, mostly mike, and i tried HARD to understand what the heck nat was saying, cuz his random comments never make sense.

then we all go to his room, and spend the next few hours throwing his stuffed animals all around. childish i know. i said i was being a pacifist, and stayed away from the toys being tossed in the air and thrown at someone, ben's computer, or ben's shotglass collection. the rest of the night we just talked...my fingers are frozen from this cold room, so it's too hard to think >< let's just say that mike tortures his telemarketers, rebecca acted drunk, syd has a cool uncle, and mark is my long lost brother since he can also do the "wave" with his hands. a flexibility trick. i come home past eleven and i do my english paper till two

today rolls in. it's colder than ever. church: does a christian go to heaven or hell if he/she commits suicide? it's weird cuz that's crossed my mind several times. of course, i only recorded my feelings towards that in my sixth grade journal ~_~ how dramatic.

monday is approaching. and i know i will get picked to present my approach paper. oi boi, or as mcmurphy from one flew over the cuckoo's nest says: "hooeeee"

is quoting wat he just said...plagerism?

Wednesday, September 15, 2004
four day weekend. awesome.

flute auditions on monday. dang that suprisingly sucked, but for some reason, i predicted my gemeinhardt would suddenly go bad once i approach mr. c and perform my scales.

yesterday was The Lance meeting, in which mike (photo editor), ben(movie reviewer) and i (layout/graphics editor) have signed up for. i teased ben saying that now he had a more solid purpose for going to the movies every single weekend. the meeting dealt with our co-editors emphasizing the need for our involvement and that we should have courage to always share our ideas. then the other editors needed people to write certain articles. ha ha. mike, dan and i are the only ones who don't need to write anything. but depro is counting on me to make sure The Lance is COVERED in art that people will be fascinated when reading ><. also, mike and i are planning to draw charicatures of teachers when the humor issue comes out. this was influenced by his drawing of amsellem, though ben mistakened it for his dad...

so back to today: i stayed up 'till two in the morning creating my theatric poster for eugene o'neill. even though i knew i would lack space, i still created four mini-posters of o'neill's plays. i dunno, i took wittmack's assignment of "leave no wall space uncovered" sort of seriously.

thank god i took chem in the summer, so i was sort of relieved from studying for carey chem test...

afterschool, lucy and gracey laugh their butts off when recalling the story of mike running for the frisbee during gym, and whamming into the benches, sending him straight to the nurse. ><

anything else school-related to say? naw...

REGGIE'S BDAY TOMORROW! shendz, jessi, meeks and i are gonna go to the mall tomorrow to chip in and get him something...

this is the end. i'm sooo exhausted.

Saturday, September 11, 2004
in remembrance {from msn site}:



dang...three years...

Wednesday, September 8, 2004
so passes another day of school. i know it will soon get harder, but so far, junior year is quite enjoyable...
i'll only explain the classes i so far enjoy, so hear i go:
chem with carey. the class was a bore cuz the section is dry, but later on carey mentioned that whoever discovers why protons and neutrons are able to hold on together in the nucelus, will automatically win the nobel peace prize. for like, a millisecond i imagined myself discovering it. ha ha, pretty lame huh, but i dunno...

english with wittmaack. hee hee, it will be fun decorating our classroom with authors. at least it releives some of my unecessary nervousness. but who's eugene o'neil?

digital imaging! i'm lovin it i'm lovin it. i forgot to mention that on the first day, mrs. brown said we'd create a music video. she's even planning to take us to mtv animation studios. that would certainly be exciting, interesting, and a whole lot of happy emotions XP

commercial graphics! i love it too, though we're not starting anything in particular yet. i think it's logos we'll tackle first...

spanish 4H? well, hubert-friscia gave us folders. jian started on the wrong side, then finished writing his name on the other side of the folder. hubert-friscia looked at it, and now calls him "ji ji". i dunno. it's weird, but funny to me ^^;;

that's enough from me...
p.s.: i'm still deciding if i should go to the poetry festival or not. it's not that i want a day out or school, it's cuz i want to become more exposed to the world of poetry. sure i covered two weeks of poetry in the academy but still. if shendz and gracey go, then so will i. heh...

Tuesday, September 7, 2004
hmm...first day of school...

i guess i wasn't as motivated as many of my other classmates were about going back to lhs, due to a reason i found out later on in the afternoon...but anyway

first period band. jedwabnik. where did shelly go? plus ben and i laughed endlessly when we discovered that ben's future dk game will involve beating on the bongos the whole time XD

pre-calc with hyman. shendz and liz, along with my fellow page classmates: emily, katie, and zawadski (i'm 99% sure i spelled that wrong). hyman seems nice, but i still miss the days of the page craze back in the sophomore days...

gym. ben and saskia. hee hee...of course we spent the whole time talking, and continuing the conversation of what to get ben for his bday...

chem honors. good ol' mr. carey. george and devon, and all the sophomores (who are still considered freshman for my part) are there. chem should be a breeze, hopefully, since i know most of the stuff carey will be teaching for the year...

ap english. wittmaack. very spunky but a good guy. i'm so glad he wants us to enjoy the course, but i'm still thinking of dropping out. but as the days and weeks progress, we shall see...

digital imaging. brown! i missed her since va1 in frosh year, and she still remembers me ^_^. we're gonna do animation, music videos, photoshop, and all sorts of cool things. me so excited ^_^

us2. seigal! she's young and very spunky as well, though i don't understand how nardone thinks she's gothic ><. lucy's in my class {shendz and shelly and sotto and a handful of smart people are in my ap eng. forgot to mention...} so this year should be interesting.

commercial graphics. ianuzzi! he's so cool. we're gonna create book coveres, movie posters, cd covers, and billions of stuff. he was showing us a sample of a designed brochure, and pointed out a particular picture with a weird baby pic on it XD

spanish 4 honors. dr. hubert-friscia. i need help. ><

so ends the day. but afterschool, i finally got to hang out with gracey, saskia, mike, nat, lucy, pauly, geoff, and ben, which i was so relieved, cuz we haven't hung out in a long time *sigh*

so ends this entry. have a good night...

Monday, September 6, 2004
alas, the sun has long set and the days of vacation are now drawing to an end *sigh*...

i'd say this summer was enjoyable. i was able to expand my imagination for fiction writing, i learned a few things for chem so i could easily breeze through the lhs chem-h packet, saw one of my fav cuzns, went to massachutsettes, keswick, new york, and of course, spend some days all alone, doing absolutely nothing...

today was of course labor day. since i found out that my english paper i've been working on the whole summer was totally wrong, i spent labor day, 'laboring' on my essay. {HA HA. that was just stupid for my part XP...}
miraculously, i finished it early, so the rest of the afternoon was spent munching on my dad's delicious bbq chicken and ribs, watched collateral starring my beloved tom cruise, then went shopping again. heh...

so wat now lies ahead for me? work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work...need i repeat? nah...

i'm writing nonsense. i wanted to impress u all with something appropriate to end this summer vacation, but of course, that will have to wait

and now...i shall go...see all u lhs peeps tomorrow

Tuesday, August 31, 2004
ha ha. i haven't been writing cuz i was off in cape cod and berkeley.
well first let me say, mico's sweet sixteen was beautiful. she had this gorgeous pink dress, and of course, shouted out loud her grand entrance, unaware that the pastor was preaching. i also reunited with shendz, who i haven't seen for a month *sigh*
the worship team performed two songs. meeks and i played the guitar and bass, and with our pink formal outfits, we were defintely rock chicks ^_^ then the rest of the nights was spent on the dancefloor, and i left that night with my feet aching like crazy from my high heels...

next day we were off to cape cod, six-seven hour drive. the motel was comfy; a microwave, a tv with cable, and a fridge, so it was perfect.
from eight to twelve mom was off at her seminar so those are hours are spent eating breakfast, and watching tv. there's nothing really on in the morning; i watched lazytown, that creeped me out, and the grim adventures with billy and mandy, which is suprisingly funny.
so when mom comes back, we would eat out (went out every single day) at either a pizza bar, a seafood restraunt, with souvenir shops in between. other activies included taking a nature walk, going to the beach, biking at the bay, and of course, shopping at the cape cod mall ^_^
overall the vacation was very relaxing. i did little to no work at all...

friday afternoon arrives, so we pack our stuff then hit the road straight to berkeley for the church retreat. eight hours man...
keswick camp once again, which i don't mind, cuz i'm familiar with the facilities, and there's lots of games, such as volleyball, which is all i need ^_~
pastor asriel and his wife and kid were the ones preaching (except for their kid). i was really blessed by their messages of making an impact of the community and a reality check on our faith, cuz i haven't been going to church in a while, checking how passionate i am for christ, is something i needa do {an awkward lengthy sentence...i hope no english teacher is reading this}
shendz arrived saturday night cuz she attended sotto's sweet sixteen {i'm dying to see a picture of her dress and her party ^_^}, and after watching a bootleg of I, robot, she and i talked through the night, until a little after five. lolz. some were random, like which movies she watched, and the whole history of how every member joined our church...
sigh. i think i have said too much. sunday afternoon we drive back home, and i collapse on my bed to snore.
so now what's new? i buy some school supplies, including a TI-84 plus calculator, pens, notebook, holepuncher and things of that sort, all a little less than two-hundred bucks...
wat else? uh...joseph and jezzie are coming over to play tomorrow, and joseph is gonna sleep over on friday, so that we can go to ny on sat. {we could've gone earlier, but there's too much security from that republican convention *sulk*}
is that it? um, i'm 90% done with my chem packet and 85% done with ap essay. woo hoo!
now i defintely have said enough XP

Wednesday, August 18, 2004
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN MEEKS! YOU ARE AS OLD AS ME NOW! ^_^
and shendz has returned from china! and it's grace's bday also! woo hoo!
sigh. i haven't been online too much cuz i've been busy goin out with my cuzn from california; romilyn.
she and her parents arrived saturday night, so sunday, we went to liberty state park, and went on a ferry to see ellis island, lady liberty, and the skyline. {that meant we didn't go to church. i hope reggie wasn't too depressed} my cuzn laughed at the fact that whenever we passed through them, all the tourists [including her] would go raise their cameras and click away.

monday was "raining", so we drove to atlantic city. my cuzn expected to go on a shopping spree, but there was only cheap clothing on the boardwalk selling at expensive prices {does that make sense?}while her parents went to gamble at the taj mahal, we tagged along with my dad and monika to the amusement park. hee hee, she desperately wanted the pink playboy bunny "pillow" (can u beleive it? the sell those at a KIDS PARK}. after much hesitation, we played, and she won, and to hide it from her 'rents, stuffed it securely in two bags.

tuesday/yesterday, was bright and sunny, so it was off to new york. i wanted to desperately show her times square and rockefeller center, but dad bought tickets to a three-hour cruise around manhattan. darnit i got seasick, and spent half my time pigging out in order for my mind to be distracted from the eating instead of the boat movement. we saw the five boroughs of ny, and i learned some interesting facts about ny, but i'm too lazy to repeat, cuz it's almost midnight...
after that cruise, we ate at ninth avenue, then walked to the empire state building [but before that, we shopped at forever 21. i've never shopped there before, but it's actually a really good store...]
then we went to china town, but elizabeth was closed, so we resolved to go the next morning...
which leads to THIS morning. my cuzn, aunt, and uncle went to stay for a day at ny, and i quickly dragged my dad and monika to elizabeth in china town, but sadly the store wasn't open yet. we came too early...
that just sucked, but i went next door and bought the other half of mico's present, and DNAngel stickers, which i look at more rather than use...
and now i have tonight and tomorrow to do absolutely nothing. hee hee, since i'm going to cape cod next week, i better start packing XP

Monday, August 9, 2004
aww, i feel horrible >< mom is the kind of person that can get worried sick if you don't answer her phone calls. our main line is not working for some odd reason, and i turned my cell phone off. turns out she called eleven times, called other people to call me, and finally called up my neighbor who knocked on my door to tell me to call my mom...;_;

anywayz, throughout this week and the week before, i've been doing nothing but finish up mico's birthday cd (took an hour per page ><), finish the starlight fanfiction, complete my chem packet {which i'm STILL not done yet}, and start on my english essay. actually, i drafted an introductory paragraph, and that as not fun at all. heh. and in between all of this, i'm cleaning the house in preparation for my cuzn's arrival ^_^

last friday youth was at mico's house. kuya jordan, ate esther, and kayla arrived! jordan was the one who taught the lesson, on how God has given us choice, which proves if we truly love Him. it was really interesting and i was siting quiet the whole time...
after that, reggie and i played gamecube. i carried that stupid heavy thing over to mico's house so redge and i can play final fantasy. hee hee, we were intrigued.

the next day was jaise's hawaiin luau! i wore my famous red hawaiian shirt {apollo wore a shirt that SAID hawaii ^^;;}, which mike and lucy once told me that it reminded them of ben. one of the games was [obviously] musical chairs. kayla wanted to play , but since she's only two years old, i volunteered to help her...ha, since i'm the oldest one "playing", it was easy for me to grab chairs, so then it came down to jaise and me/kayla. cuzn vs. cuzn. ha ha, when the music stopped, i tried to rush my butt into the seat, not knowing my strength had pushed jaise unto the ground. i felt so bad that i let him have the seat. reggie and jordan were laughing like crazy, and jordan always repeats the story to others XP
heh, that's all the exitement i can think about now. oh yeah, today's the day that jessi has supposedly come home. i hope that none of her plants have drowned since the last time i was there, and just to let YOU know, jessi, i have your penguin key and your sonic 2 adventure. i've been training Chibi and Sodapop ^_^

Wednesday, August 4, 2004
whoa, long time since i typed up an entry. hee hee, been too distracted with our basement constantly flooding, and raising my pokemon XP

so summer school is long over. for the last day of chemistry, we watched bourne identity, which is such a good movie, but i didn't see the last ten minutes. so i'll try to beg my dad to bring me to watch supremacy. for creative writing, we held an awards ceremony, giving out awards for people who were most humorous, who polluted the garbage the most, cuts class the most, best journal entries, etc. i won best writer, best journal entries, best critic, participates the most, and best play. my teacher even commented on my report that the play i wrote {only had to write two scenes} was phenomenal. u wanna read it? email me or aim me ^_^
this was since july 30, so wat have i been doing then? catching up on some sleep, watch tv, go online, play video games. ha, i became a bum. i also have chem h and ap english summer work to...work on, not to mention finshing mico's present, or at least part of it.
today, has been kind of awkward yet interesting. this morning tracy revealed to me that blues clues is now a puppet show, my left eye was starting to become foggy, it took me a short amount of time to fully purify metagross [pokemon coloseum], i went over jessi's house and i discovered the stain i left there a few days ago disappeared, i downloaded ayumi and gackt singing Silent Night in english, and now i just came from ria's baby shower, in which the moms and dads shared their joy when they first held their child. *sniff*
hmm, that's all i'll write right now. i'm still counting the days when my cuzn is coming over...woo hoo!
ack! mom's bday in eight days! ><

Tuesday, July 27, 2004
twentieth archive! new midi backround song is Angel's song, by Ayu herself ^_^

one more week until summer school's over! i've had quite enough of chem for now. so for the next two weeks of august, i'm gonna be lying on my bed, staring at absolutely nothing! argh...
i also got a job to take care of jessi's house for two weeks. i think i over-watered her plants, so i hope the plants don't...drown...o_O well i no the ones outside will drown, cuz it's gonna rain every freakin day.
time to finish my creative writing play! then i'll take a snooze ><