| Saturday, January 31, 2004 |
| today was pretty fun. ive been deprived of sleep this whole week, so sleeping in felt soo good. today went to heidi's house for her party since her birthday was 2 days ago. pretty fun. alot of karaoke. then william, charmine, and keshia left. so we played mario kart on gamecube. pretty fun as well.
after that i went to school to watch The Breakfast Club. saw cindy there so i hung out with her before it started. got front row seats :). i loved it. i hate not being in drama class, cuz i wanted to be in it. i can't wait til Grease. after the show i got the WHOLE CAST'S autographs. and then we hung out in front of the school for like half an hour. we would've stayed longer but that cop guy made us leave. ..well anyway.. heres the REAL breakfast club:  pics from today |
| Friday, January 30, 2004 |
| HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACKIE :) saw the breakfast club today. ronalds da bomb. after the show grabbed the mic and beatboxed and did a head slide. media practice involved more beatboxing. i beatboxed for mr fox and mr elston while they freestyled and taped it. and yeah.. todays jackie's birthday. during 6th, went next door with angelica to interrupt ms rossi's class to sing to her. then after went to practice. usual stuff.  |
| Thursday, January 29, 2004 |
| HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARRYL AND HEIDI :) check the trees, ive been writing on the leaves. today in Media Practice we got a new student. but what was really cool was the microphone. mr elson had TWO SHURE SM58 MICROPHONES WITH SWITCHES. i was freaking surprised when i saw those. those mics go for $200 each. i drew a tatoo on myself today. i guess it was pretty stupid asking if permanent marker was washable. but yeah. after school, drama pictures. pretty cool.  |
| Wednesday, January 28, 2004 |
| HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY :) its freaking hard driving with a lap dog. ..aanyway. STUPID COUNSELORS. todays the third time i went. first time i got a pass from my 4th period teacher[she insisted], and they said go after school. second time, i left because they aren't letting anybody into art classes. today i went with miss hayes, and tried to switch. THEY WONT LET ME GO FROM DISCRETE MATH TO PRECAL UNLESS I HAVE A RECOMMENDATION. WTH IS UP WITH THAT. why do i need to get permission to go to a lower class?! ..ugh.. well this is what im gonna probably change my schedule to: 3: PE 4: ill keep Media Practice 5: Library media practice seems pretty cool even though im the ONLY STUDENT. the teacher recognized me as the "rapping guy" haha. im keeping it, because most of the class involve creative freedom with electronic equipment. in a way its art, so i'll stay. |
| Tuesday, January 27, 2004 |
| i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. i need to focus. im reading a book thats not required, yes, a book. i can now windmill and have a flare. im just waiting for newbie breakers to surface so i can shut them down after "You Got Served" comes out. |
| Monday, January 26, 2004 |
| so it turns out my schedule DID change. i went to 4th period food prep as i usually do to find alot of new people except jerard and abigail. i did my work and yeah. 5th period, i went to library, and they were asking me where i was last period. it turns out MY 5TH AND 4TH PERIODS WERE SWAPPED. so i went BACK to food prep, and didnt have to do anymore work. after school took darryl and dave to "christian's house". i forgot where it was, and he didnt answer his phone, so we just went to dave's house. played with his new CD turntables and jammed on the guitar. then went to bother mike reyes without him knowing of us coming. haha. then came home. man.. i need to learn how to drive. i got into almost 2 car accidents today. |
| Sunday, January 25, 2004 |
| man ive been ultra sleepy...maybe TOO sleepy. so yesterday, i didnt journalize cuz i got home late and sleepy so yeah. woke up took SAT IIs at monte vista. i need a yakbak or something, cuz i had melodies popping into my head i want to remember, so i had to write down the sheet notes. umm.. came home and got a call, then called another person. i guess i was supposed to go out with michelle and jamie yesterday? i was freaking tired. i went to sleep right after that and woke up 4 hours later to drop off my sister and friend to the quincierra. i came home and slept again, and then when i woke up it was like 7, so i just got ready and went. i went and ate, and left cuz nobody was there that i knew, and my sister didnt want me messing up her game. i knew how she feels. haha. i had nothing to do, so i called vic and went to his house. we played mario party 5 and yeah. i stayed there until 10:30, then picked up my sister and came home and fell asleep on the couch until 11 in the morning. ..today i wanna go to petsmart or something. later gators. |
| Friday, January 23, 2004 |
| math final. freaking made me think waaay too much. when i finished, i forgot which way the clock rotated, so i thought there was only 15 minutes left, when in reality there was 45. physio, was easy, considering i guessed alot. ...speaking of inspiration.. i wrote 2 songs this week. the first i'm totally done with the lyrics. its actually pretty deep..you might not expect me to write stuff like this, but i'm not gonna finish it for a while, because i NEED a perfect beat to compliment it's subject matter. the other one i wrote after i finished the physio final. its pretty funny, and unfinished.. now for the after school part: went to darryls for a quick while. fresh boyz was supposed to meet up and session cuz we need to practice before tiger follies. i have a buncha ideas in my head, but i need to try those out. catalyst was gonna come over and record stuff.. but i had to help my dad with something, which took a while, and i couldn't get a hold of him after i was done. ..then i went to debut practice.. and i didnt hit on anna today. i haven't flirted since wednesday, or watched a movie since...last year, which is a big accomplishment for me. after practice dropped off jill with michelle then stopped by jamie's. it was 7:20, and i had to be home by 8:00[..eh], but yeah, we went to plaza for like half an hour. saw virgil, that guys OG. then i dropped em off, picked up my sister, went to albertsons, and yeah thats it. |
| Thursday, January 22, 2004 |
| inspiration arrives at the most inconvenient times |
| Wednesday, January 21, 2004 |
| i've had a bit to think about, which is why i haven't posted because when i think deeply, my words tend to elongate, and yeah. ..i'll just leave you with this seemingly harmless statement: whats in my fish tank: •frog •snail if i was in france, it'd be "whats on the menu" |
| Monday, January 19, 2004 |
| this weekend has gone by too fast. i need more time. i got a letter from angelica in the mail. i'll write back when i finish all this freaking work that i never had time to do because of my being easily amused so whatever amused me took up my time, leaving none for actual work. but thats gonna change...startiiiing.......now. |
| Saturday, January 17, 2004 |
| today in a few sentances: took sister and JV unarmed drill to mission beach. pretty fun. freaking cold water. now for pictures:    |
| Friday, January 16, 2004 |
| this entry will be uninteresting due me being really tired, and when tired i forget even more stuff and dont go into detail. from school what i can recall is us finding food in the library and eating it. we cooked maruchan in the microwave. then i got arthritis from rachel. debut practice. home. build something. drop sister off. short nap. pick sister up. home. sleepy. since done with mixtape, i decided to write a book. will be finished post-high school, so sorry for those who actually want to read it. since nowadays nobody actually reads books. no, its not a novel. don't expect something long and thought provoking. tis provoking and thoughtful, but yeah. just wait til i'm done. maybe i should take a period of "doing nothing" since i seem to always have a project going on. |
| Thursday, January 15, 2004 |
| last night went to kirstie's to do homework cuz oh man am i doing bad in that class. buncha things i've been wanting to do. i don't even remember my "things to do before i die" list. but yesterday, i finally got my breaking skillz back. when i came home last night, i did MULTIPLE windmills. and i didn't do it cleanly, but i backflipped today. its been a looong time since i did this stuff, and all this stuff coming back is just great. i've also wanted to get into boxing. i was talking to david yesterday about how we were hardcore before morse. boxing is probably the only way i can actually beat people up and not get in trouble for it. ..i'd take karate, but they don't really do full contact junk. ...well what did i do today you're wondering? watch movie, avoid presentation, big test, take pictures, meeting, organize, work, get friend his work. ..so thinking into the future.. im gonna be BUSY next semester. grease is gonna take up alot of time depending on what part i get. [probably less time than "the wiz", since i don't plan on being one of the main 2] plus theres a potential 5 shows i'm gonna perform at before the end of the school year. look at for those ;). ..i want pet crickets.. |
| Wednesday, January 14, 2004 |
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| Tuesday, January 13, 2004 |
| if you used to be able to stand on your head for hours and got used to it so nothing hurt your head and you stopped for a year and tried doing it again and it hurt your head because your head has become softer due to the fact you're not using it as much...don't tell your friends to hit the top of your head really hard to harden it because the pain follows you and it gives you headaches even after your friend pounded your skull and it's also not a very smart idea. |
| Monday, January 12, 2004 |
 while i was sleeping, this lady i never met told me about FASFA. it was pretty weird, she knew everything and all the details were correct, and she explained it in language i could understand. ..maybe its a sign. oh well.. i've decided to become a doctor. i'm gonna live the good life when i get older. no more living in the projects broke with no lights on getting heat from the oven. its all good now, we out the hood now. ps HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER :) |
| Sunday, January 11, 2004 |
| last night i went to drop off my sister's friend. when i got back my freaking cat knocked down the fish tank. ugly and artie are okay, but grrr. stupid pussy. today i just stayed. highlights? i made salsa out of scratch.[hear that ladies? i can prepare food].. but i was feeling adventurous and added a chilli pepper, spiced vinegar, and tabasco sauce. oh man, that was freaking hot. it burned my lips. ..then after more than a month of not doing math homework.. I DID MATH HOMEWORK. i'm still behind though since i have no paper to do the homework on. haha. ..tommorow is my sister's birthday. |
| Saturday, January 10, 2004 |
today got more musical junks. the first albums from NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK, and TLC. plus i got a breaking video. ummm.. then later i went to mission valley. i was gonna get some art supplies from michaels, but there was a big sale, and a reeeallly long line. so i just left my sister and her friend there to fend for themselves and went to michelle's dinner party. PS. HAPPY NEW YEARS! |
| Friday, January 9, 2004 |
so todays new years eve. that means less hitting on chicks and watching movies for me.. well, here's a picture i colored today: here's a picture i took from marc L's zanga:  |
| Thursday, January 8, 2004 |
| another reason for my moving out: parents are weighing me down in my pursit to live life to the fullest. lately i've been staying home. not because i choose to, but because they make me. of course i can find activities to occupy myself, but i'd rather spend my time outside with my friends. "If somebody wrote a book on your life, who would want to read it?" hopefully i'll be able to dorm at SDSU, but i'd be more comfortable to rent an apartment with one of my friends, which is most likely what i'm going to do. i can't wait til i move out, so i can finally get a taste of the sweet wine of the drinking gorge. |
| Wednesday, January 7, 2004 |
i got lei'd today. thanks heidi. :) well today, was cool. same ol same ol. got 2 books from our library, one with maps of san diego[so i won't get lost anymore...unless i lose the book], and the other is how to surf. i'm gonna learn how to surf, probably in march i'll start going to the beach more often. we live right next to the beach, and yet there are practically no surfers, which kinda dissapoints me. yeah. plus this whole moving out thing excites me because i'll be able to do whatever i want once i get my apartment with one of my best friends. tommorow gonna try to wake up early and go to mt miguel for fun. they're wondering why i don't visit them anymore. and for those who want to know what the aerosolic jam is: |
| Tuesday, January 6, 2004 |
| stupid school. i can't wait til this is all over and i'm violently thrusted upon the harsh realities of the real world. i think i said this before, my days at school are really cool, but they're like that everyday, and consistency bores me. you guys should know that about me by now. i'm usually complacent when it comes to recreational activities. it may seem like i never get bored, but i actually do, it doesn't last that long because i can find something to do really fast that will consume my whole attention and satisfy my need to be occupied for that whole moment or however long it lasts. which also explains the many hobbies and talents i have under my belt. i hope this newly acquired feeling of restlessness is only temporary. i'm sure some have seen me fidget when theres only 5 minutes of class left...cuz it'll get worse next week when we have poli sci again. i want to take another art class, last year in art i talked about anything and everything while doing something that i enjoy. i'll just ride out the rest of the 6 months. i need to be freed from the shackles of meaningless education and locked into the cage of the outside world as soon as possible. if i had the funds, i would skip a year of college and tour through a foreign place like australia or europe. or maybe move to new york for a year to pursue this music thing and get that out of the way. nobody in san diego hires hip hop acts, this whole town is run by punk rockers. not that theres anything wrong with that, i just see a need for variety in one's musical interests. next semester will be more exciting. rehersals for grease will have already started. that means new people, new friends, and new memories...as long as i can remember what happened.. ..which is one of the reasons i'm gonna avoid getting really really really drunk. so what happened to me today? this stationary recycling bin came out of nowhere and i knocked it down with my car. and i now have a roomie for when i move out for college. i'm also trying to organize a bukkake reunion. i'm trying to make it at the aerosolic jam at the end of the month. i'll post details later for people wanting to go. ...dang.. i just noticed that i use alot of big words and metaphors. to pass the time.. i'm gonna start writing more poetry. ..yes, i have meaningful stuff that rhymes that doesn't go to a rythmic beat. i have no idea where this sudden spontaneous introvertness was spawned from.. ..i need to do something stupid cuz i think too much. |
| Monday, January 5, 2004 |
| carpe diem. my day is as i make it. i was feeling a rather estatic form of melancholy. 2nd period, we had a slightly unorganized carousal. it was nice fraternizing with acquaintences i haven't seen for a 2 week period of time. 3rd period i was quite loquacious. 2 of my comrades and i were reminiscing about our journeys to disneyland. our instructor fulminated us with a impromptu examination due to our vocalizations. 4th period we were required to contemplate for a moment on the retrospect of our short vacation and share highlights with the class. during lunch, i got an invitation from michelle to her formal luncheon. i must say, the decoration of the invitation was quite admirable. 5th period we continued our manual labor from the previous year. 6th period i was astonished by how assiduous i was at my tasks. i nearly completed every assignment. after school i ventured to the library. i felt like a derelict due to the fact i rarely pay a visit to this particular facility or any of that kind for that matter. my stay there was prompt, due to the fact that i was feeling a bit edacious. that was the sum of my day. til tommorow my friends. |
| Saturday, January 3, 2004 |
| easily distracted from important work such as critical assignments that should be completed before the start of school? yes |
| Friday, January 2, 2004 |
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? take my music onstage, produce a mixtape 2. Did you keep you New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i thought i didn't make one, but it turns out i did. which was to remember something. but i forgot what it was. 3. Did anyone close to you give birth? nope. 4. Did anyone close to you die? absterbetta :( 5. What countries did you visit? san fransisco 6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? free time 7. What date(s) from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? feb 5: tiger follies may 23-24: the wiz jun 5: morse idol jul 11: 1st caaaar accident oct 25: homecoming oct 27: fire week oct 31: llamas nov 22: parents out of town/ party/ lock self out of car/ car accident/ gothika 8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? "Most Unique" 9. What was your biggest failure? Discrete Math 10. Did you suffer illness or injury? NEVER SICK! HA! 11. What was the best thing you bought? i don't think i bought anything for myself.. i spent like $250 at the theatres.. but thats not really a "thing" 12. Whose behavior merited celebration? san diego firemen 13. Whose behavior made you appaled and depressed? george w. bush 14. Where did most of your money go? movies 15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? what to do next 16. What song will always remind you of 2003? "Never Scared" by Bonecrusher ... thats like the only new rap song i actually liked 17. Compared to last year, are you: what? ...uhh.. last year..i guess i'm differenter somehow? 18. What do you wish you'd done more of? homework haha 19. What do you wish you'd done less of? car accidents 20. How will you be spending Christmas? for 04? at home. 21. Did you fall in love in 2003? sadly...no 22. How many one-night stands? none 23. What was your favorite TV program? that came out this year... probably The Chapelle Show and The O.C. 24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? nope 25. What was the last book you read? Calvin & Hobbes: The Authoritive Collection :D 26. What was your greatest musical discovery? the eternal rythms lying within me that aid in creating somatic sounds 27. What did you want and get? i didn't really want anything. for my birthday i asked for big boxes filled with nothing. my christmas list consisted of a box of crayons. i got both. :) 28. What did you want and not get? Shure SM58 Microphone...or a new car stereo haha. 29. What was your favorite film of the year? X2 ... i can watch that again and again 30. What did you do on your birthday and how old were you? turn 17 and ate at applebees with the family 31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? for a long time its been "whatever is comfortable to breakdance in" plus "uni-colored hooded jacket whenever its cold" 32. What kept you sane? MUSIC. oh man. not just making it, but listening to it too. you can always tell how i'm feeling at the time by what CD is in my boombox 33. Who did you miss? alot of people, i have bad aim ;) 34. Tell us a valuable lesson you learned in 2003. before you close the door, make sure the key is in your hand and show a friend to make sure you're not hallucinating the key 35. Quote a song lyric that sums up you year: "like a girl on her menstrul cycle" -Me |