| Wednesday, February 11, 2004 |
| first the bad.. i think i may be getting sick. [gasp] ..plus i think i got a virus on this computer.. plus today i failed a quiz and a test. ehh.. now the good.. got valentines grams from angelica and charmine. ..and a rose from jill and michelle. [thanks ;)] watched grease. bought the "Dumb and Dumber" DVD.. FINALLY got to catch up on my sleep. i also found out i may be going to disneyland on sunday. i also have a plan on saturday, but im not sure if i'm going to go through with it. thats it for now with my unspecificness. im gonna go do something. later. |
| Tuesday, February 10, 2004 |
| fully disoriented. what the heck is happening. i need to write in my planner more. I CANT GET OUT OF MATH. freaking i did NOTHING since the beginning of the semester and now i can't get out, so all that has caught up with me. ugh. i guess im keeping all my classes.. today left me seriously confused. freaking poli sci makes everything seem slower even though i seriously thought it was a halfday today.. i am expressing the symptoms of being sick, which is weird for me because that never happens to me. plus i got a variety of different things that need to be done today. it seems like im "stressed".. ...i really should be, but i'm really not. i can't wait til the weekend. uhhh highlights of the day? •anal sex monologue •yo yo trick that has the potential to cripple my hands •paying mr brown to eat hot sauce •"bragging" about my car accidents •carrying angelica to 6th |
| Monday, February 9, 2004 |
| what should i do now... finish writing my song? or finish writing my reflection? i shouldn't have to choose between these two things since academics is clearly more important to me. which reminds me, i need to complete the 10 math assignments i've abstained from doing, finish the rest of the 7 out of 7 pages for my essay, study for physiology, and read for poli sci... heh. |
| Sunday, February 8, 2004 |
| many people have expressed an interest in my mixtape. multiple people have told me they'd purchase my CD if i ever came out with one.. ..which gets me to start thinking.. ..should i pursue a career in the music industry? well basically here's my plan of what i'm going to do in the future in terms of my music: i do not plan on getting a record label. it's too competetive to sign with a major label, and i've looked at local labels, and none of them interest me or have the same creative views as i. i DO plan on performing throughout san diego though. so watch out for that. PS TIGER FOLLIES HAS BEEN POSTPONED TIL NEXT MONTH |
| Saturday, February 7, 2004 |
| i didnt blog yesterday cuz i was tired and reading.. i've noticed an indirect correlation between the way i write and the way i speak. when i write, i can paint images with words, but when i talk, you would never guess i could write things like this. highlights of my day yesterday: received 2 things in the mail. a novel i purchased, and with impeccable timing, since i just recently finished it's predecessor in the series. the other item i received was a letter from angelica which i plan on replying to sometime soon. well anyway, i dont feel like writing like that for now, since i had tons o' fun today. this instrospective style doesn't convey positive emotions as well as slang. today picked up kirstie at her house so we can go to a picnic with her youth group. i already knew jarred and christian from school. met nate and chris 2 weeks ago. met marjorie and jennifer on wednesday. pretty fun. seesawing, taking everybody's chips at poker, barbecue. then we went swimming, and i didnt bring any trunks, so i just jumped in with my pants. played marco polo, and followed marjorie the whole time making her become "it". haha. then yeah, spent most of the time in the pool. i got out because the security guard said i need "proper swim attire", but yeah. took off my pants, then my wife beater, and used my wife beater as a pseudo-mini-skirt. then everybody had to go to church, so i dropped of kirstie. and came home pantsless. not too long after, i took my sister and isabelle to parkway plaza. saw phillip, vic's brother, and his parents there. hung out with them for a while, found out how to get to the breakfast club cast party place. then i looked around for valentine cards. ..and then.. went to petsmart because i wanted to get a crab, but ended up not getting one, because i should really be saving my money. guess i forgot to mention i wrote, composed, and recorded a song like 2 weeks ago.. yet another example of the difference between how i write, and how i speak. |
| Thursday, February 5, 2004 |
| if everything i was thinking about was spoken out through my mouth, i would then never shut up. in 20 years, when i retrospect on my high school days, the recollection i'll most remember is that i can't remember well at all....i seriously just blanked out for a couple minutes just now...it doesn't seem like that when you read it, but i did. today i found out i could switch out of discrete now, but not sure about PE. they'll probably call me in tommorow. i finished my mixtape. i just wanna redo some songs, because i've acquired new techniques to record a quality track. but now i have a "been there done that" mindset and need to quickly move onto something else. ran today. WHAT THE HECK? TWO MILES IN TWENTY MINUTES. i seriously didn't think i could still do that. ..i'd join track, but GREASE will be way funner. |
| Wednesday, February 4, 2004 |
| the bleak weather of the previous day has decided to prolong its stay and frost the air of another. i have no proper recollection of today's events except for that of the most recent. after lunch, we were expect to make cinnabuns, when to me and eshjel's suprise, we were both the peons of our groups, one's who couldn't cook and listened to what others told them. thankfully el hadn't stayed long with her advisor, and ours turned out pretty well. physio was quite redundant for me. i skipped so much work, that it was almost impossible to catch up. i was running after a rabit on a treadmill. i attempted to change my classes once school has retired, to my surprise my counselor has informed me its too late, but when i told her i wanted to change math, then all of a sudden it was okay. the counselor i needed to talk to wasnt there, so i left a note. hopefully she gets it. |
| Tuesday, February 3, 2004 |
| tuesday tuesday tuesday. the groundhog has caught a glimpse of it's silhouette and it's reprocussions have caused a dark cumulus cloud to form in our skies to cast a shadow on our day. there have been sporadic instances of light and warmth, but alas the day has been consumed by the frigid wrath of winter. today found myself walking aimlessly through the rain only to find refuge in another man's classroom where his glares almost intimidated me. again as i've mentioned before, i am tired of consistency. i am ready to retire. i might as well move out, get a job, pay taxes, and handle bills while i still know everything. |
| Monday, February 2, 2004 |
| today i read my book during the first two periods (2&3), pretty intriguing book. umm. FINALLY got my portfolio back. not like it matters, ive practically been done with everything since last year. during lunch bought roses from hands helping humanity. which reminds me, i gotta write in that card. ..stupid "no more hitting on people" resolution. if i didn't stop, i'd have a date to asb by now, but oh well. tiger follies been pushed back til next month. what a relief, cuz we need practice. grease auditions last week of this month. i need to start listening to ballads when i sleep again. the only downside to that is that i'm gonna lose some of my inspiration from listening to only one type of music. |
| Sunday, February 1, 2004 |
| time to retrospect.. ME in 9th grade: •for the 2nd semester finals i studied EVERYTHING from first semester and nothing from second semester, because i thought the final included everything •all my pants had bungees at the bottom •i looked like bruce lee •the Breaking Room •i knew nobody since i moved recently, so i was a loner for the first week •when asked if i was going to ASB ball, i said "no, because i'm not in ASB" •had my last[for now] brush with authoritive figures •what the heck is pusoy dos? ME in 10th grade: •cut my hair •go pj go pj go •less quiet •the posse •who needs to read when you have book notes? •ohhh its a card game ME in 11th grade: •figured out the reason i don't remember most of what i did in english class... i was asleep the whole time •figured out the reason i didn't comprehend precalculus... i was asleep the whole time •for some reason i did good in physics, but i was asleep the whole time •singing, rapping, and beatboxing in art with joe and dante •VP of drama club •Toto in "The Wiz" •"i rap like a pyscho, like a girl on her menstrul cycle" •started performing more on stage ME now: •uncontent •aspiring to be alot of things •kept aquatic animals alive for more than a month  •READING A BOOK [non-required] •apparently a pimp? •still fidgety because time doesn't go by fast enough •what the heck is pusoy dos? |