oO Monday, December 29, 2003 at 09:38 p.m. Oo

k just edited my links. some are updated now, some are deleted bc i either couldn't read your blog for some reason like password protection thingys, and also because you don't update anymore. yup.
let me know if you feel otherwise.

oO Sunday, December 28, 2003 at 05:29 p.m. Oo

so, after ploughing through a tube of lifesavers candy, i feel wired (WIRED, NOT WEIRD) enough to update.
woohoo!

long overdue event here: SO YEAH. christmas dance came and went, i can honestly say the funnest part of my night was dressing up, haha, i got my nails done, i spent about 2 hours curling my hair (which alll straightened out by the end of the night, bah), carefully shaving my legs, and making sure i looked decent. haha anyway i ended up driving for the night, and my dress... well, let's say my dress was one of those wraparound types, so anyone who sat next to me while i was driving, could, uh, see my undies. BUT HEY, who notices those kinds of things anyway....... *coughLEXIcough* hahaha, that's okay i guess, i was born free.
hmm, let's see, dinner was at california pizza kitchen (CPK) at the biltmore, and man haha there were so many people from our schools there, it was kinda funny. we met up with our dates there, so it was katie and charles, lexi and pat, ash and jake and ben and i.
dance itself was fun i guess, i mean can't expect too much from a date dance, pictures, some dancing, walking around in the freezing cold with a flimsy dress on, same ol' same ol'. ben kept me warm enough though, which was a plus. scary thing about the dance is that the teachers really cracked down on "DIRTY DANCING"!!!!! woohoo. they were walking around the dance floor, and word has it that a teacher actually got pissed about it, yelled at a couple and left the dance. MAD CRAZY! it was altogether really annoying, personally, i think people should be able to dance however they want, but that's just cuz i'm a skanky ho like dat, WORD.
>> sidenote: damn i'm trying to concentrate and write this damn entry, but AIM and MSN and ICQ are ruining this one-on-one time with my blog!! <<
um yeah afterwards, we went to this party thing, which turned out to be not so good for all of us, and i won't elaborate anymore, but let's just say i could have spent my time in a better way.

um yeah. i got the plague (the flu.. one of my co-workers calls it the plague, hehe) a day before my final exams, so that was a damn near struggle. i had such a high fever one night i definitely thought i wasn't gonna make it through the night. it was horrible, my mom had to sleep on the couch just outside my room to make sure she could hear me if i called her in the middle of the night, i was burning up but shivering at the same time. YUCK. never again, i hate the damn flu, and i actually thought i'd make it through this year without catching it. no such luck. it gets EVERYONE. i'm pretty sure i caught it from lexi from christmas dance night., katie also ended up getting it, so we were definitely sicklings for a while. well i'm still coughing periodically, but i'm much better, thank god.

yeah so finals came and went, i pretty much bombed them all because i was partially delerious with a fever while i took them, yay. and my long awaited two week break arrived! woohoo! damn, i have never needed a break this bad. anyway, yeah, i've been sleeping in alot, working alot, opening alot of gifts and of course, eating a whole damn lot.
hehe.
so yeah christmas was fun, i love my santa hat, as you can tell from my "HOLIDAY PICTURE STORY", we played alot of christmas songs, and on christmas eve, as tradition goes in my family, we opened gifts at midnight. fun, i got quite a bunch of presents that i wasnt expecting, since i already got some of my gifts in advance. i got alot of clothes, and purses. i might take pictures of them and show y'all what i got, instead of explaining it all. haha or i just might not bother, because i'm a lazy bum and we alllll know that now, don't we?

been working a lot, personally, working at hollister gets more fun each time. ...obviously though, because i'm beginning to get to know everyone better, and that's a good thing, haha. HEY EVERYONE! there's a winter clearance going on, and that means one thing and one thing only. SALES!!!!! hahaha, come and get your hollister clothes now dammit. and say hi to me at the same time. i'll be the one singing along to the music while folding clothes. oh wait, that's everyone. haa. well, i have one gripe about working there, and it's nothing about the job, it's just about the people who come in, girls in particular. whenever i'm working in the dressing/fitting rooms, WHY IS IT PEOPLE HAVE TO TRY ON THE SAME SHIRT IN THE SAME SIZE BUT IN THE DIFFERENT COLORS? i mean, won't the same shirt, in the same size look exactly the same on you? and just take a pick of the colors you know look good on you and you're set. geez. lol you have no idea how many identical shirts i had to sort through like that. gets frustrating you know. lol oh well the ups and downs of working at a trendy clothing store. and will people stop asking me if i can get y'all a discount? because i CAN'T. if i you think about it logically, if i could give everyone i wanted my discount, then it won't really be an employee discount will it? and then the company will start losing a shitload of money, and will close down, and now, who wants that to happen, huh? HUH?. plus, won't it look kinda SUSPICIOUS if i'm buying guys clothes? hello? think about it., k .. /end rant.

my brother and i highlighted our hair(s), lol, on friday night, it was like 1 in the morning and i had just gotten home from a night out with my best friends (doh) and yeah.

bro: hey mei (little sister in chinese), wanna dye our hari?
me: it's 1am!
bro : i know, but when else can we do it?
me : ah what the hell, let's do it!

well of course it was alot more complex about that, but we decided, why the hell not.
so we broke out the bleach and i streaked his hair with some very nicely placed highlights. damn i'm a pro at this shizzle. and uh, he did my hair, kinda haphazardly, and i was definitely worrying about it. lol well turns out, his hair looks perfect (mahahaha), and my hair is kinda whacked out lookin. well i left it on for like 20 minutes, and so the bleach only lightened my hair, and my brother left it on for an hour and got the full out blond streaks. those would look too weird on me, so mine are kinda subtle i guess, you can only tell when you look closely at my hair, BUT damn, when i washed it out and i saw the funky [read: patchy] streaks in my hair, i flipped out. lol. damn. well i managed to fix it, so i dont look like a raccoon or anything, i moved my part further down so it looks somewhat agreeable now, thank god. i asked my grandma what she thought of it, and being the kickass grandmother she is, she said it was really "nice" and she liked it. hahahha i was like YOU ROCK!!

anyway speaking of my grandma, she's leaving tomorrow to go back to singapore, and i'm gonna miss her, i kinda take her for granted when she's here, and i guess i kind of knowingly do it, because i mean i SHOULD spend more time with her. but i had a good chat with her last night while my dad's business friend was over. he brought his kids over, the girl erica, age 20, and boy, michael, age 16. my bro and i had to entertain them and everything, so yeah i didn't really do that good of a job doing that, because i just sat with my grandma and talked to her! lol. my grandma kicks ass, that's all i can say, she's reading my 5th harry potter book, and thinks is awesome that i'm working and earning my own money so i can be [SOMEWHAT] more independent with my own money. :) yay grandmothers!!!! after all, she's the only grandparent i have left, i better spend all the time i can with her, right? she only visits us like once a year anyway, and well next june when i'm back in singapore, i'll be staying with her :) *aww props to the grandma*

so yea, throw in some movies, i caught return of the king, which was awesome, as i expected. and also honey with jessica alba.. man that girl can shake what her mama gave her! hahaha, my brother idolizes her, and my grandma is a fan of her too, since her dark angel days, and i was there to see the dance skillz, so we were a small HONEY party, weren't we?

yep, movies, hanging out, sleeping in, working.... my winter break has been nice and relaxing so far, and i don't want it to ever ever ever end!

audio:: khia- "my neck, my back" (damn this is the skanky as all hell song, haaa) and jc chasez- "some girls dance with women" and the darkness- "i believe in a thing called love" and something corporate- "space".

oO Wednesday, December 24, 2003 at 09:31 p.m. Oo

and now, presenting a holiday story written and produced by holly.




"oh man, is that santa dude ever gonna show up?"



"i hate waiting."



"wait, is that him i hear??"



"hmm.. maybe..."



"SANTA IS THAT YOU???"



"muahahaha, tricked y'all. he's not here yet."



"Merry Christmas to you. :) May all your christmas wishes come true. and on top of that, i hope you got some kickass gifts, if not come and claim a hug from me!"


kisses!... and i know you like my santa hat, hehe!

oO Tuesday, December 9, 2003 at 10:11 p.m. Oo

this week has to be one of the busiest ones i've had since my homecoming committee days.
lotsa stuff to do, tests to take, gearing up for the christmas dance (that is this saturday, but i'll get to that..), and finals to prepare for (next week!! aah!)

took a physics test today, and my teacher oh-so-kindly decided to make it open note, so that freakin saved my ass, i don't think i did that fantastic on it since i suck completely at deriving equations when i'm pressed for time, (yea i suck at math k), but i mean i think i passed. phew.

psychology just keeps getting more and more interesting. we were talking about attraction and liking and loving today. that totally caught everyone's attention, and ya know why you like the type of person you do? it's cuz of their SMELL. pheromones, baby, pheromones. the reason why long distance relationships are hard to maintain is because people wanna be able to smell their significant other, because it's that's being intimate. people tend to be attracted to others by physical attributes, proximity (nearness) and similarity. argue all you want, but this shizzle sure makes sense to me.

also, romantic love is the really intense butterflies in your stomach love that is short lived and usually/typically lasts 6-30 months.. after that period of time when the intensity fades, a couple can make the decision to move on, or stick it out to companionate love, which is something i sure hope to acheive one day. companionate love is when a couple respects each other in all aspects, is concerned about well being, and they can stand stripped bare, with no pretense, no lies and know that they can completely trust and have no fear or rejection or judging each other, and they work as a team, taking risks and meeting obstacles together and accepting consequences together. this, my teacher said, can last a lifetime, and don't you think it's cute when you see an old couple holding hands?
ahh, attraction, like and love. so interesting, but can it really be broken down into those components, or should they remain a mystery?

today i got home at 3.30, messed around and did some reading for english, and then headed back to school for the Christmas Pageant, "Mary's Christmas Song", basically just another navity scene thing, the reason i went was cuz april was one of the two narrators, and a hella lot of my friends were singing and dancing in it. turns out they were kinda off beat sometimes, and the dancers had really unflattering costumes and the singers too, and it was just kinda funny and cheesy i guess. okay i'm sorry that i thought it was funny, it's kinda sad and pathetic why i thought that, but i really couldnt help giggling when i saw one of my teachers dressed as a wise man complete with a fake beard looking so serious. it was difficult. oh well. good job regardless. :)

um yah. christmas dance. so i managed to get myself a date, except he wasn't sure if he could go because he thought that he might need to work that night, and he did, but he switched his shifts with a friend, and everything is dandy, and i'm not gonna be staying home by myself watching re-runs of the real world!! yay! ANYWAY, my date's name is ben, i think i've mentioned him sometime ago, i don't know, but yeah! woohoo! i've got my dress, shoes, um. gonna get the ticket tomorrow, i'm doing my hair myself to save money since i blew alot of $$ on last year's prom hair, lol. so i guess all i gotta do is book a nail appointment and i'm all set to go.
this year, i'm determined to have a blast, because i think it's kinda pathetic to pay so much money for a date dance and it can't guarantee you a good time! that's my gripe about date dances, they suck. lol.. anyway nuff whining.

btw, speaking of christmas, since it's my favorite holiday, i burned a cd with all sorts of christmas songs on it, YEAH! i've got the classic bing crosby and frank sinatra, as well as some blink 182, new found glory and mariah carey. YUP. haha i forsee many more mornings of singing along in my car as ash, lex and i drive to school. :) ahh good times good times, as long as they don't beat me with their books bc i force them to listen to xmas music. hahahahahhaa!!!

The best way to spread Christmas cheer, is singing loud for all to hear!

off to do some physics homework and i sure hope i get it, lol. LATERZZZZZZ.

audio:: lucky boys confusion- "fred astaire"

oO Sunday, December 7, 2003 at 06:57 p.m. Oo

oh by the way.
i caved in and bought the trucker hat that i've been eyeing for a while.
it's hot pink, and DEAD SEXY.
check it out >here<, it opens in a new window.
yeah, you know you want one just like it.
ow ow.

oO Sunday, December 7, 2003 at 06:32 p.m. Oo

so friday night i stayed home and did nothing because saturday i had to take that damn AP english exam.. which is gonna count as my final for english class. oh yay! of course, the close reading/ap critical thinking questions were pretty difficult and i just about BSed my 3 essays.
that's accomplishment, i tell ya.

anyway. went in to work at 3.30ish on saturday too, that was okay too, man, i'm getting really good at folding clothes. robyn came and visited me! since she was at desert ridge anyway, and that was nice :), also found charlie (brother's friend) browsing the store, and i havent seen him in a long time, so that was pretty damn cool. then two other girls from school randomly stopped by the store and they were like "OMG YOU WORK HERE?" haha well, no i just like folding stacks of clothing while i shop. mm yes.
lol, okay okay i won't be mean.

anyway later i picked ash and lex up from lex's house, and we went over to this dude drew's house, and then to a party. now i won't say what school the people throwing the party were from, because the girls were the biggest bitches ever. apparently it was a themed party and we didn't know that, SO we were getting dirty looks. and damn those girls are so INVITING AND WARM AND SOOO NOT HOSTILE! YEAH! i'm SO GOING BACK FOR ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE!!!
we decided to leave after like half an hour, and thank god we did, i don't know if we could have handled anymore of that..
well i decided that we would go over to jon's house and drop off his pants that i still had from HOMECOMING.. lol yeah so i've had them for a long time, and they'd been sitting in my car.. so back to jon they go. ANYWAY. yeah it was a fun car ride, full of tourettes syndrome and spazzing out at the drivers next to us, trucker redneck talk (WOT IN THA HELL SONNY? JOWN BONDEY! I KNOW HIM! BOBBY AND LOOGAN! I THUNK!), the benny benassi "satisfaction" SEX SONG, and other fun stuff. good times good times. :) haha!
so yeah at jon's house, that was fun, lotsa story sharing and laughing, and ash: "whoa i just had a deja vu moment, it's like i told the future!!" jon: "HEY I'M PSYCHIC".. and his friends popping up at his house so randomly, yep. and there was this so RANDOM phone call on lex's phone and then with the busting out of the tourettes on the caller and then hanging up, and then they called back, and jon says "i'm gonna stick it in your ASS!!!", i think the caller got a little alarmed, if not they should have busted out laughing, i don't get it. but whatever, good times good times....

odds are, if you're not lexi or ashley, you're not gonna get most of what i said, but that's okay. if you don't get it, then it's probably NONE OF YOUR DAMN BIZNAZ BIAAAAAAAATCH!!

HALLA. i'm out.

my away message reads: Apparently my teachers are having a contest to see who could give out the most homework.

audio:: C24C- "super mario bro's"

oO Tuesday, December 2, 2003 at 10:50 p.m. Oo

so, i don't think i'm the only one who thinks it's absolutely ludicrous (not ludacris, kids) that we have to take the AP english iv exam this saturday? ........)($&!#($&!@_)#(*@
sure, it's gonna be 3 essays, but i don't think i can write that much! and my writing skillz aren't up to par, ya know. wtf, i don't wanna take this, and it's just STUPID.
ugh, this is bullshit.

i took a long ass nap today, about 4 hours, so i'm pretty much awake right now. i also have a shitload of homework to do, and i've only completed one assignment. OH, and i also have to read part of Pilgrim's Progress.. (wtf....... beh) because we have an inclass essay on it tomorrow. now isn't that just friggin peachy?
so my mom is back in san francisco, after being here for the whole week of thanksgiving (which was something to be thankful for in itself, friends), and yeah well she comes back on saturday, then my parents are jetting off to shanghai, because my dad's got to go for a business trip, and wants my mom to follow him. which means she's gonna be like shopping for 8 days straight. i wonder if i should ask for anything, i mean everything is made in china, so why not , eh? but anyway, my point is that my parents are gonna be out of town, again. AND I HATE IT WHEN THEY GO OUT OF TOWN. gah dammit. i absolutely hate it. i mean i'm such a weird kid, anyone else would be jumping for joy if both parents are out of the house, but dammit, they've done it so much that it's not fun anymore, and i just rather have them home.
i'm such a dork.

anyway, um. YEAH so sometime last week, my mom passes me something in a bag right, and i'm like what's this? and she says.. well it's one of your christmas gifts, but i didn't feel like wrapping it, so here you go.
and i'm like WHAT? NO! GIVE IT TO ME ON CHRISTMAS! and she says.. just open it! i didn't wanna wrap it.!.. and i'm like whaaaaaat. argh so anyway i open the bag and taadaa, i got a new jacket. its baby blue, and it's like one of those puffy jackets, but not THAT puffy. just a little bit, and it's not like the quilted ones, thank god. anyway it's cute and i like it. BUT i think it was ridiculous that my mom didn't feel like wrapping a gift and so gave it to me at THANKSGIVING. lol wtf.
to top that all off, my brother hands me something and i'm like WHATS THIS???
"open it".. doh okay.. so i open it, and it's a kick ass fatty red watch, ya know those ones with the thick straps.. and then i'm like okay, why are you giving me this?? apparently, my mom and brother got it for me, FOR CHRISTMAS, and they weren't sure if i wanted the red one, or the black one, and so they let me pick, and so i decided i liked the red one.. so i have ANOTHER one of my xmas gifts early.
so you're asking, wtf holly early christmas gifts, what are you complaining about?
let me explain. christmas is my favorite holiday ever kay, and so i love all the festivities, and yes even the damn carols that i force ashley and lexi to listen to in the car, hahaa. but yeah. okay so this christmas is gonna be pathetic because i'm gonna be sitting there at midnight on xmas eve with NO DAMN CHRISTMAS PRESENTS because i got them already. THAT IS JUST THE ULTIMATE IN SUCKINESS.
it's just my luck to get my christmas presents at thanksgiving. and i'm going to get to watch my brother and cousin tear through their gifts, yes TEAR through their gifts, while i sit with my new jacket and watch on and wallow in my sucky christmas misery.

that's pathetic.

audio:: hot action cop- "fever for the flava"

oO Sunday, November 30, 2003 at 11:16 p.m. Oo

whoa! thanksgiving was good. so much food and we ate tons and drank alot of wine and had a grand ol' time! yay! :) it was really nice.

yeah so MY FIRST DAY AT HOLLISTER! wow i was so nervous about it, since it was my first job, and my first day and everything. so yeah i went in and was basically told to make the store look good and just keep the clothes nice.. so that meant..... FOLDING and reFOLDING and after that, when people messed it all up again, FOLD IT AGAIN! hahaah it was alot of standing around a folding and it got tiring, but it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. so it was okay. and i got to meet the people who worked there, or some at least, and that was cool. they are such good looking people, and it's a little intimidating.
anyway, so i went in again on saturday from 10am-2pm and i got to do the dressing room aka "go backs", which is basically taking clothes out from there that people try on and put them back out on display. hehe. very thrilling work. lol just joshin, it was okay. i'd rather be doing all that then doing homework.
today there was a big store meeting, that we had to go to or "find a new job" hahahaha. anyway that was basically to tell us that we have to get the store to look good, be organized and work hard and etc etc. yup.
so i'm officially part of the working force!

come visit me sometime, Hollister at Desert Ridge! i mostly work weekends. :)

hmm. between thanksgiving with the family and starting my job, i didnt really do much goin out and partying this weekend. i stayed home on friday night and that sure as heck felt weird.
but i went out saturday night with ash and lex.. we went to a party over in Tempe, by ASU. that was quite fun! it was a housewarming party kinda for one of ash's friend's friend. hahaha so yeah fun watching drunken guys dancing around and me trying to tune out the blaring country music... wtf? lol yeah. then there was bobby, who was like "i'm gonna hump whoever walks by meeee!!!!!" and i got caught in the big hump fest. lol but i'm not complaining. hahahahhaha. anyway. yeah and logan was really cool, eh, girls? hahahaha oh well. good times good times.

so i'm done talking now, kinda tired, got some math hw to do, and then i will crawl into my comfy bed and fall asleep and have some good dreams with lotsa hot guys in it, because that's how the way the world should work. AND i will have a hard time waking up for school tomorrow and bitch and moan at my alarm clock till i drag myself out from under the covers and get dressed half asleep. YAY! sounds like a plan, homies!

halla back youngin', i'm out, fo shizzle.

audio:: C24C- "Go Commando"

oO Thursday, November 27, 2003 at 02:39 p.m. Oo

taken from.. sheryl, who took it from ginny, who took it from harps.. and the list goes on.

Word Association

o. Eminem: slim shady.
o. Hot: guys.
o. Britney Spears: just got her CD. (d/l Toxic!!)
o. NSync: lol, they are no more.
o. Real World: paris is over, and the next one is in SAN DIEGO!!!!!!!
o. Orange: we have alot in our fridge, mom just bought a case of oranges.
o. Fuck: me. i mean you. i mean. lol.
o. Bisexual: not for me.
o. Black: clothes.
o. Insane clown: POSSE.
o. Linkin Park: numb. METEORA!
o. Jack: hehe from will and grace.
o. Rainbow: sammie and his "what's beautiful to you today?
o. Cherry: sold out to the punk trend. and i don't like anything with cherries on it.
o. Cucumber: you hate em or you love em. and i love em.
o. Shark: BAIT! hahahah nemo!
o. Bat: man. yeah.
o. Leather: pleather!
o. Whip: skanky and kinky.
o. America: i love america baby.
o. Water: keeps us alive and drink more of it, it's so good for you!
o. Volcano: hawaii.

THIS OR THAT

o. Rock or rap: rock.
o. Pop or rap: both i guess.
o. Rap or R&B: rap.
o. Rock or metal: rock. (heeyy.. where's punk?)
o. Linkin Park or Limp Bizkit: Linkin park. and limp back in the day.
o. Tool or Korn: nah.
o. Winter or summer: summer, fo shizzle.
o. Spring or fall: spring.
o. Shakira or Britney: BRITNEY.
o. ICP or Eminem: em.
o. Marilyn Manson or Rob Zombie: hmm i'd say neither, but i really like tainted love, by manson.
o. Kittie or Garbage: Garbage. sorry girls.
o. MTV or VH1: MTV.
o. Buffy or Angel: well, buffy, but it got really dumb.
o. Dawsons Creek Or Gilmore Girls: GILMORE GIRLS.. dawson, your creek sucks..
o. Football or basketball: FOOTBALL baby! i miss the games.
o. Summer olympics or winter olympics: hmm winter bc there's ice skating and i love watching that.
o. Skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding.
o. Rollerblading or skateboarding: skating.

PRIVATE LIFE

o. Boyfriend/girlfriend: no boyfriend, and no girls for me, thanks.
o. Crush: no one in particular really.
o. Do you love anyone right now: not like that.
o. Have you ever been in love: no.
o. Ever had sex: no.
o. How many hearts have you broken: some.
o. How many people broke your heart: some, but nothing too earth shattering, i don't think.
o. So what's your significant other like: i'll get back to ya on this one.
o. Do you go more by looks or personality: well for a first impression it's looks, then onto personality to have me stick around.
o. Ever kiss a friend: yeah.
o. Are you still friends: yeah, i think so at least. lol.
o. Do you smoke: no.
o. How about weed: no.
o. Acid: no.
o. Ecstasy: no.
o. Crack, heroin, anything else: no. no smokin and no drugs for me. i'm a good girl :).
o. Are you a sissy who drinks Mike's Hard Lemonade and wine coolers: haha it tastes good, so i have to admit, yeah. my tolerance isn't very high.
o. Prefer beer or liquor: the hard stuff ;)
o. Last time you got some: haha um. last month?

WOULD YOU EVER

o. Bungee jump: yes, i would.
o. Skydive: that would be so fun. once in a lifetime thing, i'd do it.
o. Swim with dolphins: aww YEAH!
o. Scuba dive: yeah, count me in.
o. Go rock climbing: haha yeah! i'm all for new experiences.
o. Change your religion: no, this one is happy where she is.
o. Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: i would never be able to live with myself if i did. so never.
o. Steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: hot damn. no.
o. Crossdress: well, for homecoming we were rappers, with man pants, does that count? but other than for fun, no, i wouldn't.
o. Lie to the police: no.
o. Run from the police: haha. um. been busted by the cops before, and we ran. yeah.
o. Speed away from the police: no.
o. Walk up to a total stranger and kiss them: if he was really really hot and i was really really intoxicated.
o. Be an exotic dancer: would i ever? probably not, but lol could be like a for shits and giggles kinda thing, but not as a job, no.
o. Walk out of a restaurant without paying: not on purpose.

FRIENDS

o. Best friend(s): lexi and ashley.
o. Known longest: um. DAMN. i'm thinking back to my primary school days. i think it has to be esther leong enling!
o. Wish you talked to more than you do: oh geez. um alot of people!
o. How many friends do you think you have: what kind of shitty question is this? i have plenty of friends thank you.
o. How many do you actually hang out with: i hang out with a bunch of different people all the time, but mostly with ash and lex.
o. Who drives you insane: in a good way or bad way? because.. in a bad way, there are a few, yes.
o. Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the next level: not technically.

HAVE YOU EVER

o. Flashed someone: well. no. not naked boob flashing, but i'm pretty sure there are quite a number of people who've seen my underwear, by accident!
o. Told the person you liked how you felt: not directly. i'm too chicken shit.
o. Gotten really REALLY wasted: um.
o. Gone to jail/juvenile detention: no. but i've been to detention at school! roflmao.
o. Skateboarded: my brother has tried to get me to go on his longboard, but i lack the balance and coordination.
o. Skinny dipped: no. lol.
o. Stolen anything from a store: by accident, once i think. (this was with ginny i think, some stuff fell into our bag without our knowledge)
o. Kissed someone of the same sex: NO. and damn i hope i never do this. unless i'm really inebriated. but i wouldn't anyway. lol.
o. Been to a concert: lol yes.
o. Been to another country: haha i LIVE in another country.
o. Talked back to an adult: yeah to my parents, but not anymore, it got me into so much shit back then.
o. Given money to some homeless person: yep.
o. Tried to kill yourself: never.
o. Cried to get out of trouble: well i've cried because i was IN a shitload of it.
o. Kissed a friend's brother/sister: no.

THE LAST THING…

o. You ate: some chinese candy that my grandma brought over.
o. You drank: capri-sun! RED BERRY!
o. The last place you went: church, this morning.
o. Last thing you bought: lol. wow um the britney cd, and food, prolly.
o. Last person you saw: my brother, is sitting next to me, on his computer.
o. Last person you talked to: my brother. i was in his room, being a dork, and pulling on all his sweatbands on my arms and sunglasses and just being a lovable (read: annoying) sister.
o. Last person you hugged: brian, last night i think. and i also hugged my brother and didn't let him go.. then we got into a TICKLE FIGHT! (haha elf..)
o. Last song you heard: rufio- "white lights"

YES OR NO

o. Do you like cows: TIPPING. um. probably not, because they're big, smelly and could trample me.
o. Do the voices talk only to you: YES ONLY ME AND NOT THE OTHER ME. psh. this reminds me of those annoying teeshirts.
o. Are you straight: yes.
o. Are you short: i prefer petite. lol.
o. Do you own a hot pink shirt: yes. and a hot pink pashmina and gloves that i wear to school! and hot pink nail polish on my toes!
o. Do you like Marilyn Manson: no.
o. Did you ever touch someone else's no-no spot: um.
o. Do you shop at Hot Topic: no i don't shop there, but i've been in there yes. i'm looking for a girly sweatband, but i think i'm better off getting one at pacsun or anchor blue. PLUS, hot topic just isn't my style.
o. Do you remember your dreams: when i tell myself that i must. and when they're really important, yes i guess i do. haha don't get me started on psychology though.
o. Can people read you like a book: yeah, usually.
o. Do you talk a lot: unfortunately, yes.
o. Are you afraid of clowns: no actually, i wasn't when i was a kid. but that one in the poltergist totally changed my mind. gives me the heeby geebies.
o. Can you drive: yes, too much driving = a pain, but ya gotta get places, ya know? i actually like driving places on my own though, it's very calming.
o. You an only child: no i am not. i've got an older brother who kicks ass and is dancing in his seat next to me with his earphones on, because my dad is blaring some 80's dance tunes downstairs and we can't stand it. oh. and we're both wearing camo pants! haha we're cool like that!.


whoa that took a while, and damn, i'm bored. lol.

oO Thursday, November 27, 2003 at 12:59 p.m. Oo

Crush: Takin' on the jellies.
Marlin: What?
Crush: You've got serious thrill issues, dude.

i love finding nemo! it's quite possibly one of the best movies i've seen. (psh yeah yeah, i admit, i went out and bought it on DVD.)
anyway. HEY! wow, it's been a while, eh? i've got so much crap going on, as well as me being a lazy bum, and so i never got around to updating.. BUT never fear my poppets, i did not leave you entryless. :)
HOWEVER, young grasshopper, this entry is gonna be a long ass one, go grab a drink (heh), settle down and let me fill ya in on like what, 2-3 weeks worth of the EXCITING ESCAPADES of my life. oh the thrill!

so this is gonna be like a breakdown of what's going on, true to my blogging style, chronologically!!

so what the hey, i haven't been doing so well in my physics class, every time i go in there, it makes me wanna shoot myself in the foot and go gimping out of there to the nurses office where i can cry away my sorry ass for not understanding vectors and all that. well hey so our teacher gave us this lab to do, and it was called the "hit the kricket" lab, we used hot wheels (HEY REMEMBER THOSE?) tracks and a marble and basically we were supposed to make the marble go into an airborne trajectory and land on a paper target on the floor, that had a KRICKET on it, so if you manage to hit the damn kricket, you get 6 extra credit points hey, and that's never bad. SO my group was determined to get it perfect, and we measured and averaged and measured and averaged again, and we landed that marble on the sucker kricket and nabbed those points and DAMN that sure brought my grade up. what's so exciting about that? well we're the only group in the whole of my teachers years at our school to hit the damn kricket RIGHT IN THE GUT, and not on the sign, or on its toe, etc etc. THAT MY FRIENDS, IS ACCOMPLISHMENT. *applause* yeah, i'll pass out autographs later.

more physics info? YES SIREE! i bombed that one test, and my teacher gave a re-take test, so i most definitely took it, and i still haven't gotten it back yet, but i sure hope i did better, because ashley tutored me for a gruesome 3 hours, and drilled in everything i needed to know. all hail ashley , queen of the physics homework!

so i've got a gripe about the Xpress. my school's newspaper. so hey, i illustrate for them right, and i think it's funny how they always ask me to do SO many illustrations for them, draw a girl with her head sticking out of a window waving to her friend who is driving her car outside and she has to be singing and playing her radio really loud at the same time!!!!! (no, just exaggerating there) but seriously, they ask for multiple illustrations at one go, and THEN at press time, when we call receive it in homeroom, WHAT THE HEY !!!!! they only use ONE, one miserable drawing. oh well, that's what happens when you offer up your talents, right?

so yeah have i mentioned how much i love MR. COSDEN? i had him for english sophomore year and i still love the guy. most definitely one of the best teachers i've ever had. and he is the most caring person in the world. i was having a bad day like 2 weeks ago, (why? eh physics again!) and he sent an anonymous card to me during one of my classes and this is what it said :

Life is a precious gift,
Every person is a treasure,
Some days we need a lift,
A kind thought's the right measure.
Have a wonderful day!
from: the White Rose.

so yeah, not so anonymous because i knew it was him. and omg what teacher would take the time and effort to do that? holy shit i love that man.

hmm. yeah got the car fixed, finally, it's brand new and shiny looking again. YAY! if i ever find out who hit my car, you owe me (well, my dad) 7.50!!!!!!! a great big fuck you, to whoever did it. grrrrrr.

so let's see, the movies i've seen.. the matrix (thank god the trilogy is over, i don't think i could handle anymore matrix-ing), and elf, which i caught last night and that is so damn cute. i love will ferrell. "BUDDY THE ELF, WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE COLOR????" hehehe.. oh and yeah ive watched finding nemo a couple more times now, since i OWN ITTTTTTTT. ;)

Crush: RIGHTEOUS!

so i signed up to be in the mother/daughter fashion show. and hey that should be tons of fun. i'm excited and charlotte russe and rampage are sponsoring the clothes. no we don't get them for free, unfortunately, they're on LOAN to us, but still, it should be fun as hell. the two choreographers, are tina and lauren, and i know tina because she graduated 2 years ago from xavier, and then i know lauren because she's one of my brother's friends. lol awesome huh?

so yeah my psychology project is finally over. i did my interview with a woman who had her doctorate in social work and man she was really interesting to talk to. i did my presentation on powerpoint, and my collage was pretty cool. haha you must be like eh? holly what are you talking about? well. my semester project, over PANIC DISORDER WITH AGORAPHOBIA (sound familar??) is over, and that just makes me happy, and that's all you should know, if you didn't get the first part.

um so hey. ya know how it sucks when you have family at your house.. and i'm talking like extended family.... and it's just really chaotic? YEAH well. let's see. so there's my mom and my dad, my brother and me, my cousin, my grandmother (here for 2 months YAY!). alright, so that much i can handle, right? WELL. my cousin's mother is here, and so is her sister. and mind you my cousin's parents are divorced k. well. his father is arriving today, along with his girlfriend's son. then later in december, the girlfriend will arrive too. LIKE WHOA. THAT IS SOME MINDBLOWING FAMILY BUSINESS RIGHT THERE. there is gonna be major tension, that's all i can say. why do they all have to visit all at the same damn time? lol. whatever, i just we all come out of it alive.

let's see, i'm checking my little post-it to see what else i should write about. um OH YEAH. MY HOUSE GOT BROKEN INTO. it was so weird. my brother left the house at 1.30pm to go to school, and my dad and grandma arrived home from the airport and picking my mom up at 2.10pm. so in that 40 minute time frame, some dudes came to my house, scaled our side gate, broke the back(yard) door, and came into the house. BUT. we checked everything, and my parents said nothing had been taken. i guess my dog either barked so viciously at them that they decided it wasn't worth it, or the dog attacked one of them or something. either way, they did a half shit job and now we have a broken back door. lol. weird huh?

oh yeah hey i bought the britney CD, YES I DID! hahahaa. and i must say, it's pretty damn good. my absolute favorite song is "Toxic", omg it makes me wanna go dance in my room like a little girl! well, like a little girl, britney style. hahahahahaha. lexi and i had fun previewing all the songs in my car after buying it at Best Buy, haha (and messing around with the CD decks, and playing some videogames in there cuz we're the coolest girls we know). some of the lyrics are a little risque, but hey lol she's a big girl now. lexi and i also had a wild night that night, i can't remember what we were up to, but we landed up walking around the biltmore with nothing to do. lol.

NOW SOME REALLY AWESOME NEWS!!!!!!!

so i was out shopping with my brother and travis last saturday, and we stopped by hollister and travis was trying on some clothes and when he was ready to pay, the girl behind the counter was like "TRAVIS!!" and he was like "MEGAN!!!!!" so hey, as it goes, they're friends from college, and so yeah they were talking for a bit, and later i bust in with a "hey dya think i can get an application??" lol, so she goes SURE! and grabs one, hands it to me, talks to me a bit like what school you go to, when will you be able to work, etc. and then i was like, yah i go to xavier, i can work weekends, etc etc. and she says "yeah i'd hire you" and i'm like whoa, haha awesome. and she told me to go back on monday.
SO I DID. except i got there at like 6pm, after goin home from school and doing some stuff first, yah so she had left by that time. and so i talked to the other manager who was there, and he asked me a few questions, and then the took me to the stock room, to fill out some paperwork. and basically hired me right there and then. and there are no words to describe how much in SHOCK i was, because i was expecting to be told yah group interviews are wednesday's at 5pm, come back then. and i was like OMG WHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEY I HAVE A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ladies and gentlemen, i work at hollister. (at desert ridge). my first day is on friday (tomorrow), day after thankgiving, i'm so dead, since that's like the what, biggest sales of the year going on. omg i'm so scared and excited at the same time, i just hope i don't mess up too much.

if you can stand anymore good news. that same day, in the mail.... came a little letter...which told me that ASU has granted me a full ride scholarship for 4 years plus a cash award of 00 for each of those 4 years. NOW. you may not be able to see how excited i am about this, but i was jumping, screaming, prancing around the house like maniac (not like usual maniac i am, but x10) announcing to my family that maybe i'm not so retarded after all! YAY ASU! haha by the way, this isn't my leadership scholarship that i was applying for, i haven't heard back about that one yet, and i don't know what i'll do if i'm granted that one too. but CRAZINESS! i can officially and confidently say that all my hard work has indeed paid off, what with grades and classes, and all my damn extra activities that i do. PHEW.

so today is THANKSGIVING.
(happy thankgiving, y'all, i hope you're all eating and drinking alot!!)....... and boy do i have alot of things to be thankful for. i really really really am so thankful to God that i've been granted all this, ya know? i mean who gets a job at Hollister (hey hey, my nickname has a double meaning now! ROFL) and a full ride scholarship in one day? it's like unheard of and honestly i thought i was dreaming. "i must have done something good..." (ahh sound of music memories, lol)

um yeah. one last thing, today is november 27th, and i love the 27th of each month, bc it means that i'm one month older each time, and it's my lucky number anyway!! lol random.
ANYWAY FOLKS. that's all for this round. i hope y'all have a good thanksgiving!! i hafta go and help my mom and grandma out with the dinner preparations.. the house is just overflowing in good food aromas right now.

audio:: um. a mix of britney's new cd, and whatever's on my winamp playlist. but i hafta highlight a few songs that have been on repeat for me.. LINKIN PARK- "NUMB", BRTNEY- "TOXIC", OUTKAST- "HEY YA", AND ALLISTER- "OVERRATED".

oO Monday, November 10, 2003 at 10:18 p.m. Oo

sorry for the lack in updates. i've had so much going on and so much stuff to do, that i'm technically NOT doing, but what the hey.

today i had my psychology article and paper due on "the treatments of panic disorder with agoraphobia"... if you remember, my last paper was on the symptoms, then the previous one on the causes of that disorder. yup. also out ap questions packet was due, plus there was the test today. yeeeah i'm all psych-ed out.. haha excuse the pun....
um. i actually wrote down a small list of things so talk about here so i could be a bit more jiffy getting through this entry.

i like receiving packages in the mail! when the stuff i'm getting off ebay, brand new makeup, primarily, it kinda makes my day. but then again, who doesn't like getting mail?? well with the exception of that anthrax scare back then when. haa.

dad and my brother are home from the SEMA car show, i'm pretty sure my brother had a good time, judging by the pictures of cars and car models he got, plus all the freebies like teeshirts and caps and other crapola he got. lucky bum. he got to go to vbar, studio 54 and rain. THAT is not fair. i'm so going next year!!

just take note, i snipped off more of my hair this weekend. soon i'm gonna be cutting my own damn hair and have none left. well i just cut pieces in the front, but maybe it would be better if i stopped, lol. but i get bored with it too damn easily!

oh. football game on friday.!! it was awesome, we kicked north canyon's ACE. 50-12 yeah baby. lexi and i were breaking out our manly "woo-woos" as usual. ash didn't join us cuz it was her mom's birthday and they had a family dinner and jake went along, so i think they ended up watching a movie at home. lexi and i landed up in the parking lot of McDonald's cuz we were starving, and later we decided to stop by jon's house bc we had nothing better to do. yeah we're cool like that. i forgot his damn pants though, i have to get those shiny thug jeans back to him. lol. not like he wears them on a regular basis. but i think we've still got some of scott's, and brian's pants too. lol.

my next topic is..... i like hugs. big hugs, small hugs, group hugs, ALL HUGS! woohoo! i'm just one big huggin machine, hey. katy powers makes me give her a hug everyday, bc she says i give the best hugs everrrrrrr. haha that's good to know right?? and it's funny cuz i'm so short, people have to bend down alot, or pick me up. rofl. funny lookin, but still a hug is a hug!!! *grin*

WHICH brings me to my next topic, on being short. i forgot about this till now, on halloween, or the day before or whatever, there was that silly pumpkin decorating contest with our little sisters.. yah well sonya came up to me and told me that her little sister told sonya that she thought i was either really short/ or that she didn't think i was that short/ she thought i was taller than i was. ah.. isn't that a pleasing thought? a freshman commenting on how VERTICALLY CHALLENGED I AM!. it was probably that damn homecoming skit.. it will haunt me forever... lol.

um KAY. onto the next thing. i just so happened to realize on sunday night as i was perusing though my planner that....... the good ol christmas dance is about a month away. isn't that peachy??? we've been through this process.. holly needs a date, holly can't find a date, holly is screwed........ yeeah. it's a wonder that i've gone to the last two. eh.

today the principal came onto the announcements to tell us all that if we sold our quota of raffle tickets, we get a day off before thanksgiving, hence making our long thanksgiving weekend... one day longer. A DAY OFF IS A DAY OFF, i'm selling those raffle tickets. lol.

i'm extremely grumpy right now because i've got a physics test tomorrow that i need to be studying for, but i really am procrastinating, and typing out this entry anyway!... but yeah physics can jump up my butt because i don't get it and i don't listen in class (HEY HEY MAYBE THATS WHY YOU DONT GET IT.. )and yeah if there were negative scores given, i would have the highest score in class.. negatively, that is. psh. i should have taken anatomy dammit.
also. i'm even more grumpy over the fact that everybody and their grandfather, aunts, and neighbor's uncle's 2nd cousin's twice removed's dogs DONT HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!!!!! what the hey. we should get veteran's day off just like anyone else dammit. and i'm jealous because my brother took my cousin to go watch the matrix. DUDE. that's not fair. I WANNA WATCH THE MATRIX dammit!!! anyway, SOMEONE BETTER BRING ME LUNCH TOMORROW!!!!

i caught the other fall play on thursday btw, Noises Off, and hell it was so damn good. i was laughing the whole time, i loved it! props to the actors on pulling it off, especially brandon, i have a shitload of respect for that guy. why? because he was the assistant director for the show, and an actor got pulled out last minute on the DAY OF THE SHOW, and chaos ensued. but he, as the asst. director took the part, rehearsed for 3 hours, went out and did the show, and pulled it off. holy SHIT. that's talent, right there. BRANDON, YOU ARE THE SHIZZLE! yes, also noel was hilarious, with her big hair and cockney accent and she was just great. also props to the dude who's pants fell down, and to the brooke girl, she made me laugh so much. haha dammit i'm doin a show next semester, preferably mrs. dunnion's musical, though i can't sing. but whatever i miss being in a cast. yep.

well um. (mental note: stop saying um), i have to go read the damn chapter on physics and attempt to do some problems and then get frustrated, cast the book aside and flop down face down on my bed and cry miserably because i'm not the brightest crayon in the box.

thank you and goodnight.

audio:: blink 182- "feeling this"

and so much for jiffyness. lol.

oO Monday, November 3, 2003 at 11:52 p.m. Oo

dad's gone to vegas. my brother should be leaving tomorrow night. but for now he is hurrying to finish building some models for his projects that are due friday, but he has to turn them in tomorrow b/c he's gonna be in vegas. travis must be hurrying to do the same.
mom's home! i got home from school today and took a nap, then went to pick her up. and i'd like to say that i absolutely hate the airport. everytime i go, i end up taking the wrong turn or something, and you can be thinking, "holly you doofus, it doesn't take that much thought"... yeah well.
i got lost going there, and coming back.
that's utterly pathetic, and i know it too.

i also had a long conversation with taylor about the joys (haa) of blogging. i should have saved that conversation for further reference. i'd like to say more on it, but i really need to go to sleep. (yeah i know i took a nap today too). so that's shower and sleep for me. another night of tossing and turning. argh. i think i'm getting sick too... everyone and their grandaunt is sick at school, and so are my mom and cousin. hey that's what happens when it drops 20 degrees in one frickin day!!! (we're talking fahrenheit here though)...
other than that, i actually had a pretty good day. lol. well of course it wouldn't have been that great if it wasn't for freezing my hiney off.

i'd like to finish with this poem we read in english class the other day, it actually caught my attention long enough for me to read it in class. haa. yep k here goes.

TO THE VIRGINS, TO MAKE MUCH OF TIME.
by Robert Herrick

GATHER ye rosebuds while ye may,
Old time is still a-flying :
And this same flower that smiles to-day
To-morrow will be dying.

The glorious lamp of heaven, the sun,
The higher he's a-getting,
The sooner will his race be run,
And nearer he's to setting.

That age is best which is the first,
When youth and blood are warmer ;
But being spent, the worse, and worst
Times still succeed the former.

Then be not coy, but use your time,
And while ye may go marry :
For having lost but once your prime
You may for ever tarry.


CARPE DIEM DAMMIT.
you hear me? CARPE DIEM!

audio:: lucky 7- "california girl"

oO Sunday, November 2, 2003 at 03:47 p.m. Oo

i forgot to mention, that on halloween night, i pulled my first ever chinese firedrill!!!
for the uninformed, that's when you're in the car, at a stoplight, and everyone in the car jumps out, runs a circle around the car, and jumps back into the car, all before the light turns green.
that was the shit. granted, it was only lexi and me in the car, because kt and ash were in the other car, but still, it was fun as hell and i'm no longer a chinese firedrill virgin. of course, we were also in our ho outfits, so that must have been a sight. LOL. good times, good times.
anyway. i went and caught scary movie 3 last night. lol it was incredibly stupid and you should just wait till its out on dvd so you can rent it, and then say, "damn, that was a stupid movie" in the comfort of your own home.
my dad leaves for the SEMA car show in vegas tomorrow morning, and my mom will be home for the week! huzzah! i havent seen mom in 2 weeks. and usually i dont see her for that amount of time anyway, but for the last few weeks, she was home every weekend, so i guess i got too used to having mom around.
i miss my mother, dammit. let me wallow in my childlike yearning.

damn this homework shizzle. at least, it's psychology and it's interesting. a critical thinking paper on therapy! i think therapy would be helpful for anyone, and everyone, and not just the messed up headcases in the world today. that being said, maybe i SHOULD see the school psychologist. BUT SOFT! just by saying that shows that it's got a negative stigma attached to it!! what the fizzle!

i'm fighting the urge to dance around my house in my underwear, but i really want to.

audio:: lucky boys confusion- "arizona stand"

oO Saturday, November 1, 2003 at 05:58 p.m. Oo

ROLL OUT!!!
homies, dis gonn be a long entry, (just a warnin, hey.)
this is going to be about HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!! i would just like to say this to start off:

This year's HALLOWEEN has been the most crazyass, kickass and badass halloween EVERRRR!!

that's right, mah nizzles! there was alot of ASS. everywhere. fake boobs even. LOL okay okay, let's get [it] on and i'll explain. hahahaha

righty-o. first of as all y'all know, halloween was on a friday this year, and dammmn that hasn't happened in a while, and so we didn't have to go to school the next day (yay) and so alot of people went all out this year. hehe. woohoo! so as usual, the day starts off with school, and the coolest part was that the boys over at brophy got to dress up in costumes to school, (although my school didnt allow that) and it was funny watching all these boys in funny costumes all over the place. i saw some spidermen, jedi knights, a couple priests, and a boy dressed up as a xavier girl. haha yeah, that was TG and he looked pretty damn convincing. haha i was like dammmn that girl needs to shave her legs! hahahhaa
anyway, it was also the kickoff of my school's annual NHS (national honor society, for y'all who don't know) canned food drive, and so at break we had the whole school gather in the gym for a short rally. since i'm in NHS and i didnt wanna be collecting cans from homerooms each morning, i signed up for the rally committee and turns out all i had to do was walk a sign around the gym and i was done. hahaha awesome! but it was like a game show deal and there were girls dressed up as a slice of pizza (*COUGH-ASHLEY-COUGH*), a carrot, potato, soup can, tomato, and milk carton.. and i'm not talking shitty homemade outfits, these babies were rented costumes and it was FUNNY as hell and it was quite a good skit. anyway. good facts i learned from the rally : we need 30, 000 cans, which is 25 cans per person, and then we get a day off in january, and then a jeans day for bringin in 5 cans on that day, etc etc blah blah blah.
the senior mom's came in and handed out lemonade and candy to the seniors, which was really cute and really nice. haha i love being a senior.

if you wanna stop reading for a while, you can, go grab a drink or something, because that's only the school part of my day! haha there's plenty more to come.

mmkay. ash dropped me off at home and then headed to her house because jake (her bf) was gonna head over to here house too, because they were doing a couple costume for the night.. lexi had to volunteer at the hospital so that's where she was. ........ i took a nap..... lol.
ash called at like 3 and we were discussing who was driving that night and who was meetin us, etc etc, and then i started getting ready. haha okay so lexi and i decided the day before that we were gonna be HOs!!!!!!!! haha NASTY SKANKY ASS WHORES! woohoo! okay we can only get away with dressing like whores one day per year, so we figured why the hell not. okay i decided to take my costume one step further and be a SCHOOLGIRL WHORE. okay okay i know you're gonna say, but holly, you already ARE a schoolgirl (hey i wont even mention the other people who said, but holly, you already are a whore... hahahah psh), but i figured my daily school uniform just doesnt cut it. so i got out a black tanktop, black mini MINI skirt, white shirt to tie up in front, and my big black coat with fur trim. hahahah then i had the whole white kneesocks and black loafers (hey i wear those to school too) and i put my hair into two high pigtails and a sparkly purple headband. i painted my nails dark purple and put on a bunch of necklaces, not forgetting a crucifix with purple rhinestones.. (if you cant tell, i was doing the whole purple and black thing) and then makeup time. whoa i layered on the eyeliner really thick and alot of purple eyeshadow and alot of blush and everything. man. i could have passed for a crackwhore. hahhaha. my brother said i looked like kathryn (sarah michelle gellar) from cruel intentions. i was like, hey cool. hahahahaha. my dad thought it was pretty nifty that i came up with that all by my lonesome (not that it took much thought or anything) and snapped some pictures of me. hahaha!

ashley and jake came to my house and i was gonna follow them in my car to david's house (where we were going to trick or treat at) and WOW. um okay i didnt recognize her at all when she came to my door, because she was dressed as a trailer trash man, and jake was a trailer trash girl. hahahaha it was the funniest thing. ash had like a big pillow belly and a stained white tshirt, jeans, sneakers, a mullet, trucker had, fake nasty teeth, a fake "mom" tattoo, and a drawn on beard and chest hair and oh my word, she made the UGLIEST man i'd ever seen, but it was the FUNNIEST THING IN THE WORLD. so great! jake had a skirt, kneehighs and loafers, a curly brown wig, fake BIG boobs and ash painted his nails. it was the best! hahahaha

anyway. we headed over to david's house. and he was dressed as the joker from batman, and that was pretty cool too. a whole purple and green suit. his best friend megan was there and she was a baseball player with a bat and mitt. their friend AJ showed up later and he was like a dude from the 80's, ripped jeans, bandana and all. .. so we went trick or treating around david's neighborhood for a while, and everyone laughed at ashley and jake (the crossdressers!!) and they even asked us how old we were .. haha okay i know 17-18 yr olds trick or treating was kinda weird to see, but it was fun, you're never too old to be a kid dammit.

lexi met up with us, and she was a ho, with me, she had a small white v neck shirt, a glittery funky red and gold print skirt that had the HIGHEST slits i had ever seen, (hence, ass all night long, lol lex i love you) and she had this plaid looking coat over and a newsboy hat. also, can't forget the white plastic skank shoes. hahahahaaaahha oh my word it was great. we were headed towards jack in the box to get some fast food, bc we were kinda hungry, anyway kt ended up meeting up with us, and damn we havent hung out with her in a long time, since she doesnt party. anyway, went to jack (IN THE CRACK hahahahah) and got some soda and food. jake's friends came and met us there, brandon, another brandon, and another david. hahaha damn. they were so checking us out, and kt was dressed as a goth witch, but she looked like a ho anyway. hahaha. uh.. we left there and went back to david's house (the joker) and when got there, we decided to split up with the boys, because they were headed off to jill's where the party was going to be. and us girls wanted to go to brophy's football game for a while.

so we headed over to the game.. singing along to all the skanky pimp ass ho songs in my car, like dirrty, hahaa and we get to the game, and turns out we didnt have to show our school ID's because it was near the end of the game anyway. there weren't alot of people there, as i had suspected, because everyone was out doing halloween stuff. there were some seniors there, and they all laughed at us when they saw what we were wearing, but i saw mitch, and he was dressed as a hobbit, there were fallen angels, fairies, cheerleaders, and a whole bunch of other costumes. tommy told me he liked what i was wearing, and i was thinking, lol yeah obviously, i fufill lots of guy's fantasies about the corrupted catholic schoolgirl. LOL. he also said i looked like Fook Mi from austin powers 3.. hahahaha i was like AWESOME!! juan was dressed as a gorilla man with a pimp suit and everything and gave us some candy. the guys showed up and that was nice, they were all "hey ladies" hahaa and that was fun, WE LIKE BEING SKANKS! (hahahah lexi!) we saw who we wanted to see, *grin* and we prolly stayed at the game for like, max 30 minutes.

next, we headed over to jill's party and man that was kickin. i dont remember how things exactly happened, or in what order, but it was a really awesome party. like there were so many people, so many costumes. okay lets see, there were angels, devils, pebbles, supergirl, a ghoul (GHOUL MAN HEY GHOUL MAN!!!! HAHAHAHA "i love yoU! and you're cool" haha psh lexi you know what i'm talking about), there was a girl as a cop (she had cool aviator sunglasses), brian was there as a fisherman dude (hey want some bait?LOOK IVE GOT SOME BAIT!--haha his bait was some cans of beer in his tackle box-secret stash!! haha), stripper firefighters (it's hot in here!), bunnys, eeyore, alvin was there as jesus (je-sus-pronounced as hey-zeus.. and he was like dammit i'm jesus in his younger days), an army guy and girl, jill herself was a cowgirl, there was scarface (paul, haha ooooooooooooh say hello to my little friend), a dude from pulpfiction, another trailer trash dude (who tapped me on the shoulder and was like HAAAAAY! hahahha), and noah, who was dressed as himself in a few years, and finally: many guys claiming to be our pimps, because we were hos. like ben, and gian, and i think even nick said so?! all complete with some ass slapping here and there. oh my. hahahahaha can't remember what else, but we sure got alot of "hey you guys look so goood.. lookin good ladies, etc etc.. and we're like MAN WE LIKE BEING HOs!!!
and yeah lucas was there, dressed as maximus, but everyone called him trojan man, or as kt says, ben hur. anyway i decided that since i was a ho, and i should be friendly to everyone (hey, its a business) i didn't ignore lucas and was nice to him and said hi and everything, i even have a picture of him as trojan man, and i guess since i didn't want things to be awkward, it wasnt. i'm a firm believer that things wont be awkward unless you make it out to be that way, it's all in your head. so that worked out, and he was nice back to me, and no hard feelings eh? hahaha.. awesome.
we played alot of foozeball and ash did a kegstand (WHERE THE HELL WAS I?!?!?!?!) and watched people play pool (cuz i can't play lol) and just took some pics here and there, walking around and socializing. hahah man, i love the St. Mary's people. although our schools have big time rivalry shit, i love them.. oh and the sunnyslope guys.. namely gian, ben and marcus. hahahahaha

wow. okay. well i took lexi back to her car which was parked over at david's because she had to make curfew .. and then i went back to the party go get ashley. i ended up staying for like 15 more minutes before we left, so yeah. everyone was like "hey you're back!" hahaa. and mark called me a liar because he said that i said i wasn't going to be back. and i was like you're so drunk you won't even remember i said that. anyway i had a mission set upon me by lexi, i had to get paul's number for her, and i did., WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!! OW OW!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha! anyway ash and i made our rounds and said bye to everyone and headed home.

BUT THAT'S NOT ALL!!!!!! so i was on the way to ashley's house to drop her off, and once we got into her little community neighborhood, i drove past these two orange cone markers that wear just sitting on the side of the road. and suddenly ashley was like "WAIT !!!!! SHOULD WE TAKE THEM!?!" ........ okay so ashley, lexi and i have this thing where we WANT to steal some road signs or cones, i guess, sometime before we graduate, and so......... i backed the car up, unlocked the doors and told ashley "QUICK LET'S JACK EM!!" hahahahahahah so she stumbled out of the car, grabbed them and made our getaway. yep. so she took one, and i currently have an orange cone sitting in the boot of my car. PAHAHAHAHHAHAA. oh my word, that was SO great.

and thus, we wrapped up our night.

that is why, that was the best halloween EVER.

crazyass, kickass, and badass .. and ass slapping. but ALL GOOD.

wow okay i've said enough!!!!!!!!

audio:: some ludacris.. i've got HOs!!! in different area codes!!!!!