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name:holly gender:girl age:15 bday:27th June origin:Singapore location:USA

~Monday, March 11, 2002~

id like to say that today was the very first time i got to drive a car. haha! it felt so strange and scary! i thought i was gonna crash into a couple cars! haha okok, let me explain. ash stayed the night and we were watchin movies till late. well we sent her home this morning( i think i said so before, no school today;)) and on our way home, when we got into our neighborhood, theres this street thats really long( i dont know what adjective to use to describe a road.) and my brother stops the car, gets out and says, "you drive". i was like OMG IM GOING TO DIE. lol, prior to today, my parents and brother have never ever EVER let me touch the steering wheel, or the car as a matter of fact, let alone let me drive it. so. hollys first time on the road turned out to be ok. i drove down the road, with my brother directing me "accelerate a bit more" "brake!!" "watch out for the car!!!!!" lolol. it was pretty entertaining. but i hit the brake so hard one time that the whole car propelled us forward and slapped us back into our seats. WOW. nerve-wrecking experience. my brother says i have a brake problem, but my driving was pretty ok. 20 miles an hour down an empty street was kinda fun. kinda scary at the same time. next time, i think ill drive a less powerful car? i drove our dodge durango. click here to take a look. whew! not bad, not bad.

~03:41 p.m.~

~Sunday, March 10, 2002~

righty, changed the lil pic to one of my school uni. looks cute, but its a bitch to wear every day.

~02:55 p.m.~

~Sunday, March 10, 2002~

ok, let me recount my week. as all y'all know, this week has been really crappy, day after day of horrible days filled with tests and projects and applications. eh. anyway thursday i went to watch the play (The American Car:The American Dream), its all about how cars play an integral part in America over the years. i thought they did a fantastic job! i really enjoyed myself and ashley did too. we brought flowers for april and kt and they were happy too. anyway friday was the start of a great big bruhaha with my dad. ok. in the beginning of the week i had give him this packet with a whole buncha papers in it, because it was time to register for school next year. i filled out everything that needed to be filled out and got my dad to sign it all. now all that was left was that i needed someone to notarize the papers, and then someone to witness it. fine. i gave it to him on monday and told him hey dad, i need this done ok? and hes like ok. OKAY. well friday hops by and he doesnt have it done. CMON WHAT WAS I THINKING, WOULD MY DAD REALLY TAKE THE TIME AND TROUBLE TO DO SOMETHING FOR ME? heelll naw. well i got yelled at, screamed at and so he finally got the papers done friday morning when i was in school,and he came to pick me up. so he gave me the papers and said go give it in. i did, and it was a huuuuge load of my back. kt and ashley asked me if i wanted to go for lunch, and so i asked my dad and he was like FINE BUT YOU HAVE TO FIND YOUR OWN WAY HOME. ok i figured i would call my brother. ok. but wait. NO I CHANGED MY MIND, YOURE NOT GOING, YOURE GONNA COME HOME. i swear, at that moment if i had a knife in my hands, i would have done something really drastic. argh. ARGH! anyway, i came home and watched evolution, and it cheered me up. then my dad told me that my brother's friend travis's parents were coming over for dinner that night, so my dad had to cook. which means, holly will be stuck in the kitchen helping. i dont mind helping out and stuff, but i do mind when someone is barking their head off at me, DO THIS DO THAT LAY THE TABLE SERVE THE DRINKS YADA YADA. whatever. its over, its done and im glad. well i have monday off, its my 3rd quarter ONE DAY holiday. oh well, better than nothing. this weekend my group is supposed to work on the PE dances. haha, yeah right. and finally one last rant, about the man who ruins my life, DAD, and also this if for my brother. i woke up this morning to the sounds of my dad yelling at my brother. im not sure exactly over what, but my bro just came and told me that dad took his car keys away because apparently my dad thinks my brother cant park his car properly or something like that. talk about taking out your bad mood on other people!. i seem to release all my anger about my dad here, dont i? well like i said..... hes the one who ruins my life. ARGH! i also recall kt saying, ya know holly, dont wanna say it, but i think your dad is being a bastard. hahaha, i said to her something along the lines of: "ya think?"

~01:58 p.m.~

~Wednesday, March 6, 2002~

well, ive had another rough day today. i decided that the picture i color copied wasnt going to work with my art project, so i would have to go and xerox yet another picture. i expected my brother to be mad, but he wasnt, weird. anyway. i also spent my whole lunch, and missed my student council meeting(i got someone[leia] to sub for me, so its ok) because i was helping to paint the set for the school play. (which btw, if i never mentioned, because it hurt to much, i tried out for but i did not, unfortunately, get into.) i think all play directors have something against me. argh. anyway. i decided not to do any homework whatsoever, because i think i needed a break. not like i do my homework on time anyways, but hey, shh up. i watched tv and stretched( we are taking a dance thingy in PE. and its ballet. of course, so we have to stretch whenever possible, so i did). i watched the ending of frequency, the beginning of charlies angels, and almost all of the mexican(i have to comment again :brad pitt looked really hot, particularly when he wears long sleeved shirts with tshirts over.) and i was gonna start the dvd up, evolution....... but ran out of time. btw, kt lent me the dvd, bless her heart. there you go, the recount of my stressful but yet relaxing day. my eye itches.

~10:13 p.m.~

~Tuesday, March 5, 2002~

well, i tell you, im in a fix. actually, im in 3 fixes. number one: i have to get a picture of myself and get it color copied, because of this art project that we have that involves a self portrait thingy. well. i couldnt find a picture and so i decided i would take a picture of myself with the digital camera. ok. i look for the cam and i find it in my brothers backpack, after sifting though a pile of junk. well. its in a HORRIBLE CONDITION. kinda scratched up, and like well, its not good. i cant really take a picture of myself, myself. so i got my dad to take it. AND WRONG MOVE AGAIN HOLLY!. he sees the scratches and goes ballistic. yep. he was yelling about how we never take care of our stuff and all the usual bs. well. i went through my room and dug up a couple pictures and decided to use those instead. well. my dad comes storming out of his room and grabs a hammer, and the camera and threatens to smash the camera into bits. !!!. yes. i was like NO! WHAT THE *BEEP* ARE YOU DOING?!?!? ( well i didnt exactly say that, lol) and so, we came about an inch away from NO MORE DIGITAL CAMERA. well let me remind you, my family isnt in the best of financial states, and the cam cost alot. so he was willing to smash it just to prove a point about keeping our things in proper order. well, ya know what, HES PYSCHO! i swear. argh it pisses me off! its like the time he cut the phone cord cuz we didnt untwist it when it got tangly. you ask .. WTF? yes, i know. i live with him, and its hell. well, next fix. i have 8 brand new tapes with me because i have to record onto them my remix of the songs for our dance in PE. well. i come home,.. and find out my stereo is acting up. can it get any worse? well. last and final problem. tomorrow in English class, we start the book evangeline. (by henry wadsworth longfellow) well we of course, need this specific version with this introduction done by some funkin mole of a man. well, i go to the bookstore in school. guess what!?! they were out. i got my dad to drive me to borders(before he got all crazy) and get it, oops, they dont have the version. next, on to another bookstore. WHOOPS, they sold the last one. CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS?! so i come home, with no book. i ask one of my friends if she has it, nope. ok. well, another friend just called me up to tell me she had it, and THANK THE LORD!, i am saved. well anyways, in my english class today, i find out i have a 92% which, in my school, is a B+. one more point and i have an A. mind you, it might not seem like a big deal, but ive had straight 92s this whole year. first quarter, second, 1st semester,and now... 3rd quarter. i had a 95, then we got back the poetry test that i failed yesterday. yes i got an 84. which makes it a C. brought my grade down milestones. and then WHAAT. oral presentation. my bloody teacher decides my poem didnt match my song, so i dont get full points. I WAS SO FREAKIN PISSED TODAY. i know it sounds like nothing! I KNOW! but hell, the only way im getting into NHS(national honor society, which of course i got invited to join yesterday) is having high grades, and eventually i want to go into honors english next year, because my parents want me to take as many honors classes as i can and kill myself with the stress. and further, if i do well enough, i could get a scholarship and maybe my parents will be in a better financial state if i can do that. yes it all adds up. and yes, I LIVE IN A SICK SAD WORLD. really and honestly. today has been the worst possible day i could ever imagine. i cant do ANY of my homework, because im missing a book, a picture, and i cant record tapes. im sitting here moaning and groaning and i cant to do a thing about it!!!!!!

~07:49 p.m.~

~Saturday, March 2, 2002~

darn. ive been stuck at home all day, im incredibly bored and i absolutely do not feel like doing homework. well. i would like to go out and do something (anything!), but then again i dont feel like stepping out of my house because i look like a volcano erupted. yes. it sucks and i really wish there was like some miracle pill or something that gets rid of breakouts plus scars. with no side effects. at all. also, my glasses have finally come back from singapore with their new prescription lenses in, so i can wear em instead of my contacts sometimes. so now, at home im bespectacled, and other than that its back to pokin my eye out. yes, as you can tell, im not in the best of moods. im darn lonely. i really miss male company. *rolls eyes*. ya think?

~05:30 p.m.~

~Friday, March 1, 2002~

oh, i forgot to mention, i am now an official member of RICE BOWL JOURNALS!

~05:30 p.m.~

~Friday, March 1, 2002~

ive had a really interesting week. very tiring, ive been falling asleep in class alot, i failed a math test(first time this year) and im having tension with one of my friends. well. just for the record, i would like to say i saw the HOTTEST guy alive today. i am so serious. i have a witness too, ash came over today cuz she didnt have a ride home so she hopped on home with me. anyway, back to this mystery boy. we were just chilling in my room, and talkin, ya know, the usual ;). we hear this car pull up and i thought it was my brother, so ash peeked out the window, and we saw hunter(my pretty cute neighbor) get out of this reeeally pimped out car. white, with a nice spoiler, 2 exhausts, and a side kit and front bumper kit too. (yes, i was eying his car). and i was like thats weird. thats not his car. so. we look again, and THIS OH SO HOT SEXY BOY gets out. hes pretty tall, with dark spiky hair, an earring and just, HOT. HOT HOT HOT. i know it sounds so darn superficial, but deal with it, because i bet if you saw a really hot guy/girl, you would go crazy as well. at least, somewhat. not as crazy as ash and me, cuz we were laughin and blowing kisses (and not to mention droolin.;)). yes. we are typical, but im proud of it. *sigh*. hope this hot hot hot boy comes back sometime soon, and ill try to be outside. or maybe ill get hunter to introduce us. *blushes* i sound like a silly schoolgirl.

~05:16 p.m.~

~Monday, February 25, 2002~

wow. havent updated in a while. anyhoos. last week was pretty busy for me, thursday, friday and saturday i had to set up for the father/daughter dance, which i wasnt planning on going to. but i did, because i was told student council had to at least make an appearance. my dad, of course did not want to go, so i got one of my friends to get me in with her dad.i brought kt along too. it was pretty fun, i must admit. but really, 3 hours of oldies drove me nuts. the band was pretty good though. we also auctioned off our poster for $725. can you believe that?!?! but it was an awesome poster anyways. i would like to own it. but. i dont have the cash to spare, eh? anyway, we had to clean up on sunday morning too. and because of all that, im so tired, i dont even know what im doing. im kinda in a daze. hazy, wooo.. whats this kinda feeling. i feel lonely!!!!!!!!! i want somebody to keep me company. i am in dire need. well. kind of. whatever. lol. tomorrow ill come back and be like, what in the world was i thinking yesterday?!?! haha. oh well my brother is supposed to mix a couple songs for me because in PE we're havin a dance unit, and we have to choreograph this whole dance, and well, to dance, you definitely need the music, eh? figures. so. hes watching tv right now, and im ready to conk off. i neeeeeedddddd thaaaaatt reeemiiixxxx. another thing. my skin is so dry it looks like cracked land. damn this winter thing. pfft. g'night.

~09:27 p.m.~

~Tuesday, February 19, 2002~

yay, gbook is working alright again. :) well this is my last relaxing day this weekend. back to school tomorrow, but it wont be so bad, because its our annual walkathon. a bit of a pain, walking 10km, but oh well. better than classes any day. yesterday we went to michael's (arty crafty store) to pick up some glitter paint for me, and materials for my brothers design project. the reason why i needed the paint was cuz SINCE tomorrow is the walkathon, we had to do something spirit-y for the whole 10th grade. so whoop whoop, student co. gets stuck with the work, eh? oh well, actually lexi ended up painting like 270 bandanas with the girls names, and i ended up doing just my homerooms. partly because the other officers didnt want to do em. and lexi decided she would do em. for me, i wanted my homeroom's to be pretty, so i did em. they turned out pretty well, funky colors and glitter. also at the store, i got some hemp cord. i want to start a new project of makin hemp bracelets. they look really beachy so i really like it. the hemp i got is a little too thick though. oh well. ill make em for my brother. well today, i helped my mom decorate a little bear she bought for my aunt. we made a grass skirt, a bikini top, and a lei made of little crystal beads. *grin*. seems like it was crafty day in my house today! haha! probably bored you. oh well. time for dinner. music::shakira--"eyes like yours"

~07:57 p.m.~

~Monday, February 18, 2002~

*wails* whats wrrooooonnggggg with my gbooookkkkkk...!!!!

~03:14 p.m.~

~Monday, February 18, 2002~

well. sometimes i shouldnt sleep so much. i originally woke up at 6am, because my left knee was acting up again. i dunno but these couple of weeks my left knee seems to ache when im asleep, and being such a light sleeper, the pain wakes me up, and i cant sleep. well anyway i drifted back to sleep clutching at my knee, lol. then i woke up at 10. then back to sleep again. so i officially got out of bed at 1pm. lol eventful night. ANYWAY. my dad said that ashley gave me a jingle, so i called her back. and her mom said she was out with her sisters, watching crossroads. aaaahhh. moral of the story: holly needs to wake up earlier. ok well anyways,i finally got my butt down to emailing people yesterday, and bam, they reply so fast. bern sent me this picture of her and clarence, and it is sooooo cute. then jean tells me about whats goin on in her life now. hmm, yes i feel like going back. i rrrreeeally want to. give me some time, and a cheap flight back. please?!?! music::five for fighting-"superman"

~03:03 p.m.~

~Sunday, February 17, 2002~

alrighty.got back just now from the movie. we ended up watching rollerball. that was one weird movie. not weird as in freaky weird. just a little hard to understand because they didnt explain alot, but a funky storyline. i reccommend seeing it if youre really bored and you have the cash to spare. if not, just wait for it to come out on dvd or something. think im going to catch crossroads tomorrow. and then walk to remember seems interesting. all these popstars are crossing over! lol. anyway. got home and my parents were home, they had come back from LA already. well my dad said that katie called and call her cell when i get home. ok. so i call her. and shes in salt lake city, for the olympics. can you believe that?!?!? tomorrow shes gonna watch the freestyle jumps and her hotel is right on main street, and she can watch alot of things from her window. gee whiz. she also got me a collectors item pin. whoo. hmm, tomorrow is presidents day, and i have it off. i also have tuesday off because its a bishops holiday, and my school gave us the day off. hehe. alrighty. sleep tight!

~11:21 p.m.~

~Sunday, February 17, 2002~

wowwee. my house is freezing and my hands are numb. hohoho. anyways last night my brother brought me for a chinese new year dinner with his singaporean association of ASU people. lol it was pretty fun and the food was nice. they all ended coming home with us and watching 2 singaporean made movies. chicken rice war and teenage textbook movie. i, on the other hand, was on the computer. oh holly, you geek. ok. today, well, i finally got my ass down and cracking, and downloaded the new ICQ2001b. lol. well it turns out i dont like it because it doesnt show the skins very well. so i went and searched out the old version, re-downloaded it and installed it. then i went hunting for new skins. so now its a pretty pinky one. whee! anyshooos. im gonna go now because im off to the movies with ashley. checkya later!

~05:07 p.m.~

~Saturday, February 16, 2002~

okie, well i think i have this up and running. there still are a several specific things i need to tweak here and there, but i think this is pretty ok for now. alrighty. im done.

~11:53 p.m.~