ok thanksgiving break was the shit. why? because i skipped class on wednesday, thus making it a 5 day weekend for me. i soaked up the awesomenesssssssss and it was glorious. aaaah.

i rented harry potter 3, elf and shrek 2. it was a great movie weekend.

everybody came home to pho-town and it was wonderful seeing them all. it was like one big grand reunion and i was really happy. maybe except saturday when i had a fake plastic smile on my face for a long time.

thanksgiving day itself was interesting, because i dyed lexi's hair in the morning, and then she went for her lunch, and then i had my thanksgiving dinner, and then she came over and she dyed my hair. hahaha. who dyes hair on thanksgiving day?!?! WE DO! she now has reeeeaaaally dark brown hair, and i have dark red hair [once again]. man, we look bangin! ah then we went to go get our ritualistic ice cream cones from mcdonalds but they were closed. :(

ooh you touched my tra la la.... my ding ding dong!!!!!!! (that was just for you, slute.)

party friday at the tempe house, that was alot of fun, i was allowed to drive, and that was a change. i had one too many energy drinks and couldn't fall asleep when i got home later, lol. but i had fun bc it was soooo nice to see everyone again. awwww. so warm and toasty. YEAH RIGHT. just the opposite.

WHY THE HELL IS ARIZONA SO DAMN COLD!!!!!! bad weather, BAD!

saturday included going to work, going to a ghetto party (aww i miss those), going to a rich boy party (more highschool memories, eh), and then back to the tempe house to chill with our boys. awkward at some points, yes, but also enjoyable, i'd say.

sunday= church and then ASN (Asian Sibling Night!) hahaha. i couldn't make it the night before bc i was hanging out w my friends so we asian pinky promised to hang out on sunday. my bro, jen and her bro, and i hung out. we watched the movie saved at their house. haha that movie was funny.. but weird and at times i was like WTF!!! lol. jen and bj remind me of my bro and i. lol. and my bro says that i'm like a younger version of jen. and i said bj reminds me of him too. LOL DAMN. pseudo siblings for LIFE. later we picked trav up from the airport and then hung out at his apartment till 2am.

then i went to bed ASAP, and woke up at 7am to write a paper for english. what a classy way to end a great weekend.

i need a haircut. i got bored and cut more bangs again, and i even attempted trimming the ends of my hair. it doesn't look bad, and even if it did, you can't really tell since my hair is so long anyway. lol.

it's kess's birthday tomorrow! we are arranging his gift and i think he'll really really really like it. and if he doesn't, i'm gonna say he does anyway. HAH.

um okay i think that's all the unfinished thoughts in my head displayed for you to read now. delicious.


How can I put it, you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

audio:: kelly clarkson- "since you've been gone"

When your out in the club, don't think I'm not
Even when your out making love, don't think I'm not
When your feeling good in somebody's spot, getting hot, don't stop
Just don't think I'm not, cause I'm out getting mine

lex and amo ... i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so it would probably be really bad if i started developing a dependency on energy drinks right? but i swear i'm not using them as a substitute for alcohol. because, i might as well just drink alcohol then. haha no really. i have another econ test tomorrow and i'm definitely up studying. (well i just finished an english paper actually).

damn i am not caring about this school thing as much as i should. i went to watch the incredibles with my bro, trav, and the ho's (jen and her bro). jen and her brother had the cutest matching t-shirts from urban outfitters, (and i will go get one), that said "everyone loves an asian girl" (or boy, respectively). hahahaha so awesome. anyway the movie is GREAT, and well worth your hard earned cash. (i made my bro pay for me heeee)

so um let's see. the car show last week was pretty cool, not as big as the last one, but the races were awesome to watch since we got vip wristbands to watch from the tower. yeeea. VIP BITCHES! haha anyway, it was freezing and i definitely froze my ass off. we built a little fire and i was pretty much by it most of the night. busta, bailie and mike showed up and i was really happy to see that some people actually braved the cold and long ass drive to come see me (and the cars). yay!!!

so the week was boring i guess i'll skip over that.

um yesterday was busta's birthday, so there was a party for him at the house. it was pretty damn bangin, if i say so myself, (partly because i've been a loser and didn't go out last weekend and this friday) and i had a good time. we got busta the best gift everrrrr. imagine a rocket shaped pinata, with a couple condoms and a special leopard print man-thong.. aah it was glorious. we also gave him a gift certificate to american eagle. damn that boy better know how much we love him and spent on him. lol. and damn they even tried to charge us cover to get into the party and ash put her foot down and was like NUH UH BITCHES WE'RE BROUGHT THE CUPS. YOUR PARTY WOULD BE NOTHING IF WE DIDNT SHOW UP. daaaamn straight. hahahaha okok just let me feel important for a minute at least ok? alot of people are back in town for thanksgiving and that is WICKED COOL because i miss all of them alot. this week should be alot of fun chillin w them.

anyway, i slept over in tempe and thus landed up trying to study fruitlessly in the MU with kim for my econ test tomorrow. but kim is my lifesaver and just faxed me over some study notes. i <3 her! plus tomorrow she's gonna try and teach me some things before we take the test. BANGIN.

i don't think i'm going to tucson anymore for the ASU vs. UofA game, which kinda sucks. the tickets are hella expensive, we're talking about 30 bucks a piece. and i figure lex couldn't get us tickets through her dad, and i say "i figure" because i havent even had time to TALK to my best friend, bc carpool thursday has been MIA for like 2 weeks now plus we're always so friggin busy. I DEMAND SOME BEST FRIEND TIME, WOMAN!!!!!!!! but at least i have the satisfaction that we're still in a never ending poking war on facebook, thus letting me know that she still cares deeply for me. mahahahaha. JAY- KAY YO.

alright alright. i need to get back to studying before all the caffeine wears off.

ciao my loves.


Dearly beloved are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused
For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse.

audio:: greenday- "jesus of surbubia"

so i think i just had a really bad friday night. i haven't had one this bad in forever, and damn. i hate it.

everyone was busy with something, or someone and i even resorted to calling people i usually don't call. ah loser, i know.

anyway. i decided to fuck the going out thing because no one was calling me back and i was getting grumpy about it. i went and got my brother, dragged him off the phone w his girlfriend and we went and got starbucks (at 11pm, no doubt) and then hit up blockbuster. i finally rented mean girls and i got to watch it again. that made me happier.

EXCEPT that it kept getting interrupted by people CALLING ME. i'm sorry, since my night was ruined, i don't want people calling me after midnight asking for parties or telling me about parties when i'm sitting comfortably in my jammies after having resigned to the fact that FRIDAY NIGHT = SHIT. wtf. geez. first people don't call back, or are too busy. THEN suddenly EVERYONE wants to hang out. WHAT?!?!! seriously, that's frustrating. FRUSTRATING. my phone is ringing off the hook now and i'm fuckin not gonna pick up anymore. take it, skanks. ugh.

and tomorrow? i can't go out either because i have to be at another car show for my brother and his company. COOL. why? because lex told me we got invited to an invite only frat party. OH HOW NICE ... because I CAN'T GO.

wednesday night i didn't go out, thursday was veteran's day. that night i didn't go out either. friday..nothing. and saturday.. oops got the car show, guys. great weekend. really.

not that i NEED to go out all the time, i guess it's kinda good for me to stay home every once in a while (got into an argument with my dad about that today too, nice) but i'm just frustrated because sometimes people can be dicks. and dicks fuck assholes. (oh team america, i want to watch it again)

now i'm gonna make a list just because i fuckin feel like it.

movies i want to own:
mean girls
charlies angels 1 and 2
down with love
moulin rouge
chicago
harry potter 3

movies i want to watch:
elf (again)
the prince and me
13 going on 30
saved

as you can see, i missed out on alot of movies when they came out forever ago. thank god for dvds. and nights like these.

i'm out bitches. people suck.


Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book,
but the pages are all torn and frayed

audio:: my chemical romance- "i'm not okay (i promise)"

who is your daddy and what does he do?!?!?!
haha kindergarten cop. ah-nold is my hero.

i just cracked open my first energy drink of the night. everybody give thanks for piranha, my choice of energy drink. "phunky fruit punch". delicious. okay so what is it for? momma's got a paper to write for ze honorz clazz. i am writing on beowulf, that old guy who killed the grendel clan and that dragon, ya? muy bien, i must begin writing soon. but never fear i kinda know what i'm gonna say, plus i got quotes! and when you got quotes you have something to write!!!

k. my daddy is going to LA for a coupla days.. then he is going to shanghai for a coupla days.. but he just got back from vegas. ah the SEMA car show..if only i could have gone. anyhow, for thanksgiving i'm trying to see if i can go to tucson for the ASU vs. UofA football game.

whoa my mind is going crazy and the energy drink is kicking in! lol i don't know if that was a good move to have drank that... my paper's gonna be all over the place.

um. i don't know if i want to continue working at hollister. it's been a year almost now.

this weekend was okay. nothing like last week when we went on our crazy road trip. some random parties, some random fun. oh but we made s'mores at the tempe house w the boys, that was so cute! next time i want s'mores i know where to go and who to call, lol.

ok. i should go write my paper. you know they say that procrastination is like masturbation. in the end, you're just fucking yourself. hahahahahahahaha!

right on folks.


Someday I'll appreciate in value,
get off my ass and call you...
but for the meantime I'll sport my
brand new fashion of waking up
with pants on at 4:00 in the afternoon.

audio:: fall out boy- "grand theft autumn (where is your boy)"

whats up bitches!!!!

my english paper got pushed back to friday, and my human event paper got pushed back to monday. that is AMAZING news and i am ecstatic!!!

today was election day. definitely been a tense atmosphere everywhere. i couldn't vote, since i'm not a citizen yet, but i really wish i could have been a part of it all. but i've been watching alot of CNN and looking at yahoo.com and bush is winning.. at this moment in this time. go electoral college you can DO IT!!!! VOTE OR DIE YOU HOS!

i got the funniest prank call of my life today! from "jack" and his brother "pikachoo". AWESOME! i couldn't stop laughing, haha it was great. they called lexi as well. silly joshy and busta. i <3 them.

i am officially addicted to facebook. lexi and i are in the "ULTIMATE POKING WAR!"

i have a new nickname, "snap snap". nuh uh don't you snap your fingers at me, boy. lol courtesy of brenden in the computing commons. gee thanks.

ok ya running on very little sleep, and math webwork is a bitch.

i'm out.


I'm good to go
And I'm going nowhere fast
It could be worse
It could be taking you there with me
I'm good to go
But it looks like I'm still on my own

audio:: fall out boy- "saturday"

hollaaaaa!

last weekend= off the heezy fo sheezy.

thursday night i was supposed to do a thirsty thursday with coleman but i didn't make it, lol.

friday was insane bc i was trying to get my whole halloween costume together and i was at walmart, walgreens and even the dollar store trying to get stuff. absolute madnees. ya i said it. madnees. lol no i mean madness.

ok so friday night lexi and i are all dressed up in our halloween costumes. lexi = mobster/gangsta girl w her pinstripe getup and fedora and everything. me= i was pretty much lara croft from tomb raider, except that my shirt said "boy raider". it was awesome bc i made my double gun holsters and i had toy guns that shot those foamy nerf arrow thingys. add knee high black boots and a trenchcoat w a fur collar and there ya go. KICKASS.

anyway, we're drivin around tempe and we're like, damn there's nothing to do.. and then lexi comes up with a crazy idea that we should go to tucson. YEP. so i'm like, "i'll do it if you're up for it!!!!", and so taadaaaa... ROAD TRIP!!!
one hour ten minutes later, we arrive in tucson, and we party with all our UofA buddies! hahaha so friggin awesome. we saw alan, alex, ashlyn, brad, kenny, matt, mark, jaymie, blah blah blah. we went to 2 frat parties and visited coronado (scoronado!) dorms. i found hunter's dorm room and it turns out we know his roommate, which is hilarious, so i left him a note bc he wasn't there. then we braved a long walk in the freezing cold to lexi's car and then we decided to drive home at 4 in the morning. this definitely ranks up there with one of the most spontaneous things we have ever done. i just wish that ash could have been with us. dammit.

moving on! saturday= shitty day at work. my favorite two managers jimmy and steve are leaving our store at d-ridge to go over to fashion square, bc they've been reassigned. so frickin unfair. argh i don't wanna think about it. anyway.

um saturday night i got dressed in my costume again, and then drove to tempe, picked up cole (dressed as a cowboy), met up with kyle(bunny costume! so scary!) and my friend kim(a princess, awww) from a couple of my classes and then we went to this costume party. we got there kinda early and there weren't alot of people there, but everyone started streaming in and DAMN everyone had some funky get ups fo sho. there was a guy in a hooter's girl outfit, the ninja turtles (complete with splinter!), the hamburglar from mcdonalds, a 70's talk show host complete with big hair and a microphone, neo from the matrix (but he looked more like a blind man than anything else, so he gave up on the neo idea and became blind for the night, lol), some nerds, boyscouts, flappers, a guy in a take-out box, pebbles and bam bam, pirates, pimps, ho's, geez there were so many i don't remember them all! ash was a genie and her bf was a nun, lol. i was just having such a good time looking at everyone's costumes. DAMN there should be theme parties more often! lol.

anyway, i left around 2:30am and went over the the tempe house to visit the boys to see their costumes. busta= lt. j dangle from reno 911, aka the gay police officer. hahha he was soooo drunk it was hilarious!!! kessler = baseball player, and i thought it was so cute bc his shirt said "shaps" on the back. i think he misses ben alot. shoemaker= a beer bottle. hahahha! busta was definitely all over the place and his shorts were so damn short he was hanging out the whole time, ewww. so i'm standing near him and he takes out his cell phone, calls me, and i'm like wtf, i pick it up just to humor him, and then he goes "BLAARRRRGHHHHHHHHEHEHEHAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!" into the phone, hangs up and runs around the house. AND he pulled down kessler's pants in front of me and i got a good show of ass. hahah holy shit i love those boys.

SUNDAY= halloween, dragged out of bed for church, not very many trick or treaters, lex and i definitely got hit on by my neighbor chase and his friend. aka. JAILBAIT bc they are juniors in highschool. but we went to blockbuster and rented some movies. she said it was halloween so we should watch a scary movie. BAD IDEA. BAAAAAD IDEA. we got "urban legends: final cut", and we were screaming like maniacs and hiding under blankets and lex was running around the house. hah we are cool. the movie isn't all that bad bc the ending solves it all ya know. but shit we were scared as all hell! anyway later i watched "the girl next door" with my bro.

yaaaa i could probably keep on going but dammit i have to go read beowulf. and think about my two papers i have to write by friday. COOL.

KTHXNIGHTBYE.


And when tomorrow has begun, well now,
well yesterday is so far away,
and I don't want to lose you again, my love.

audio:: ryan cabrera- "yesterday's gone"