hi.

everybody should ignore the comment that was left by a dear friend "billy fucking bob". and by "ignore", i mean "READ IT", and by "billy fucking bob", i mean "fucking annoying little shit". here's to you, because it would be like sooooo omggg highschool, if you comment on other people's blogs without leaving your name. may you be afflicted by an incurable sexually transmitted disease, you moving stench of leprosy.

in other news. i went to see team america again, this time with my brother and trav. it's so damn funny, i love it! "there are five terrorists headed down baka laka daka street!" "Remember, there is no 'I' in 'Team America'!!" seriously, go see it, you'll laugh your ass off!

scheduling is definitely a bitch. should i stick with my honors teacher or switch to a new one? should i take the honors section of microeconomics bc i need the credit, or should i take the regular one because econ is difficult? plant bio or regular bio? grr so frustrating.

oh. sociology today = definite test bombage. and my econ teacher posted the correct answers to the test from yesterday. yeeeeah. test bombage x 2. COOOL.

HALLOWEEN IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have so much stuff to do this week and next, but i'm going to ignore all of that because this weekend better be off the hook!


Maybe the rain will stop following me
With millions of colors reflected in daylight
Right on the kick drum, turning the sound up

audio:: secret machines- "nowhere again"

i don't know how i did on my econ test, but all i know is that i was up till 4am studying for it so i'm hoping that did some good.

i saw my advisor today. i waited forever in line, and when i finally got to see him, all i pretty much needed him to do was clear me to register for next semester. but he says i should come back next february so we can plan out my schedule for like the next 2 years or something like that. sounds good.

argh. but now i'm working on figuring out my schedule for spring but holy shiat, i hate it. i have to take ENG102, MAT210, HON172, ECN112 and for my last class i can't decide if i want to take plant bio or regular bio or something. i don't knowwwwwww. plus, i don't want classes on fridays. )*@&#)!@$^#@ pre-registration is a bitch.

and i gotta study for my sociology test. cool.


edited to add: i feel like shit. and i don't know why. well okay i lied. i know why, kinda, but i still don't like it. dammit i just want to stop feeling like this. i think i'm either stressed out or just annoyed with life. i can't even articulate my thoughts. urgh. i think i will just leave it at that for now.


I saw you go
Faster
I want to get off one time and not apologize
You got to steal from the time of a life that's passing by

audio:: third eye blind- "faster"

ah this weekend hasn't been that good.

friday night i went to bunch of lex's sorority sister's parties and then some delta chi thing. but later we went and met up with brian and all them old guys. that was fun bc we haven't seen them in months. awww i love them! and it seriously made my night to see them again. yay!

saturday lex and i hurried down to tempe for the ASU vs. UCLA football game. we kicked their asses, and it was an awesome game. lex and i only stayed till halftime because it was so damn hot that we were losing concentration and focus and were ready to just kneel over due to heat stroke, lol. good game final score 48-42, we won! :)

speaking of the weather. only in arizona will you find the temperature dipping about 20 degrees in one day, and then rising back up again like crazy. its so unpredictable and kinda annoying because i don't know what to wear to suit the weather.

saturday night was kinda like one big annoying night. i started out okay i think and just things kept building up and escalating and stuff and i seriously was ready to beat people up by the end of the night. ugh. i'm beginning to think that ASU boys aren't all that great. and i don't know if i'll ever find any that will prove me wrong.

i went to the mall today with my brother, trav and my cousin. i was on a mission to buy stuff for my halloween costume. i got some black knee high boots for $6.99. damn i am a good shopper. and they're not like shitty ones that will fall apart after i wear them once. but whatever, i needed a pair for halloween and i'm glad i didn't blow like 30-40 bucks on boots. good deal.

eh. econ test tomorrow. it will kick my ass and i know it. plus i gotta go and see my advisor so i can make a schedule for next semester. AND i gotta attend an exam review for my sociology test. fuckin i hate how all my midterms are all grouped together and how my papers are all due around the same damn time.

i feel like i'm stuck in a rut and i can't get out.


Like an echo pedal you're repeating yourself
You know it all by heart, why are you standing in one place?
Born to blossom, bloom to perish

audio:: gwen stefani- "what are you waiting for?"

aahhhhhh fuckiiiiiin motherlovin.

i had two webwork assignments due tonight, TWO. my teacher is insane. and i definitely didn't finish because of one stupid ass problem. argh that pisses me off. <3 to a-mo and another girl from my class for helping me out.

today rained like a mofo. i disliked it immensely and definitely got my pants bottoms soaked while walking to get lexi and then to my car. oh yeah, on top of that, i was in flip flops too. quite the most disgusting feeling in the world is : dirty nasty rain water all over your feet, and there being nothing you can do about it. also. flip flops = no traction, so i was definitely slipping and falling all over the place. 100% attractive, YAY.

OH MY GOD. i got back my paper for my honors human event class! i was expecting a shitty grade because i wrote the paper the night before.. till like 530am, but HOLY SHIIIIAT. i got an 84 which is an AWESOME grade for a first paper. because he said he gave 60's, 70's, and 80's. you get a 70+ if you use texual evidence and analyze it. you get a 80+ if you present a solid argument. fuckin take that motherfuckaaaaas! i was actually pretty stunned when i saw my grade bc i know that my teacher thinks i'm a dumbass. HAH. HAAAAA. omgogmogmogomgogg soo happy! that definitely made my day!

um. econ test monday, sociology test tuesday. i love how all the midterms are always around the same freakin time = no time to study!

my parents are going to atlanta this weekend to see some relatives who are here visiting. i was supposed to go, and i think my dad is kinda disappointed that i didn't really want to. and i feel a little guilty, but i just really don't want to fly to atlanta for the weekend, see some relatives i've never met before in my life and then hang around by myself bc i'm sure there wouldn't be any kids my age. but i can justify it by saying.... my brother is home, and i can spend time w him. pssshhh yeah that was a cheap shot. we'll both be out and he won't wanna spend time w me, lol. *sigh* whatev.

yesterday, i helped lex design and paint a paddle thingy that she has to give to her big sister in her sorority as a gift. it is the HOTTEST thing i have ever seen. it's black with a green border with hot pink flowers and glitter and stuff. hehehe if i ever had to receive a paddle (OR BE SPANKED BY ONE!!!!!!!!!), i would want it to look like that. yeeeah. mama liiiike. i kinda miss doing art things, and designing and painting and all that. maybe if i have time i should take up a class again. we'll see.

HOKAY. i'm exhausted, my mind is pooped from math and i can't even think straight anymore. plus i'm the only one awake in my house and that's kinda creepy.


This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles.

audio:: nine days- "absolutely (story of a gir)l"

team america: world police is an AWESOME MOVIE! go see it NOW!!!

america FUCK YEAH!


MY BROTHER IS BACK! HE'S HOMEMEMEMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! he's back for a month or so, and then he'll go back to singapore at the end of november or early december for his two year stint in the army, or somethin like that. but i don't care! he's HOOOOOOOOOOMEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYAYYYYYYYYYAYAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!


So let's sink another drink
'Cause it'll give me time to think
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance
And I'll be dancing with myself

audio:: billy idol- "dancin with myself"

so i was at work yesterday, and since my manager steve is on a vacation or something, we had a manager from another store come in and act as a stand in for him. so this new manager and i happened to be talking, and she asked me if i was in school and all that, so i told her i was at ASU and that my major was marketing. and she goes on to tell me that was her major, and she wanted to be in advertising. and i was like holy shit no way!
anyway, pretty much what she had to tell me was that since graduating in may, she hasn't been able to find a job. uh oh. that makes me so discouraged and worried because what if i land up like that? what if i have to get a job at a clothing store!?! i mean, she can't even find a job and she has to work in retail! urrrgh. i just hope i made the right choice in taking business as a major.

anyway. halloween is coming! i think i know what i want to be, and i hope lex and ash will join me so we can be a cute little group of.... hah i'm not gonna tell you yet. secrets secrets are so fun, especially when i keep them from someoneeee!!!!! (hahahahhaha!)

lexi got a car!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!! it's so cute and suits her so well, a volkswagon cabrio convertible! hahaa it's adorable, it's dark green with a taupe-ish leather interior. haha she came over on thursday and suprised me w it! hahaha and then we went for a quick spin and that was so fun. we can cruise w the top down!!! :)

anyway friday, my dad let me take my car out for the night, holy SHIAT. hahaha that was really exciting, but i was really late in getting to ashley's dorm, oh well. anyway i was DD for the night, which hasn't happened in forever, so i really didn't mind. we went to a phi psi party, i think. that was pretty cool, and i actually knew some people there. everyone got plastered, and i took them home. hahaha damn talk about responsibility.

saturday... i already talked about work, but more exciting stuff happened, lol. we have to battle alot of theft, so now we have these walkie talkies, and once we're assigned to a room, we cannot leave the room under any circumstances, so if we need a size or something, we get on the walkie talkie and go "jimmmmmmmyyy!!!" (aka store manager) and he'll come and then grab a size or help a customer or something. SO COOL. hahaha of course i felt so badass bc i had a walkie talkie. lol. kickass.

we had a dinner at home last night bc we were technically celebrating trav's and ryan's birthdays together. anyway dinner was good bc mom cooked, of course. but my mom invited her friend's son who just relocated here from new york, and we also invited justin, the salesman we just hired for the company. aye that boy talks alot, but i guess he has to, since he's good at sales. pam came too, but she's cool. um anyway so this friend's son right, lets call him "IDIOT". idiot, is 30+ years old and is the most obnoxious and annoying person i have ever met. he has a response for whatever anyone has to say, usually irrelevant and completely unncessary. and he tries to be funny about it too, but he really isn't. he thinks he's the shit, and he really isn't. just a 30 year old, single, loser guy. wanna know the worst part of all this? i mean i can handle obnoxious people, because i'll either ignore them and not give them the time of day or just let them know they annoy the living daylights out of me. ANYWAY. the reason why i really FREAKED OUT, is because he kept staring at me during dinner, and anything i would mutter to myself, he would hear it, and say something stupid about it. and i'm like listen up IDIOT, shut the fuck up! but it was like he was trying VERY HARD to listen to what i would say. he would watch me eat, and watch me talk to travis, and that honestly was just plain WEIRD. and on top of that, he was trying to hit on me. HELLO?!!?! I AM 18! YOU ARE PROBABLY DOUBLE MY AGE. YOU ARE ANNOYING! YOU ARE STUPID! YOU ARE OBNOXIOUS! YOU THINK YOURE HILARIOUS BUT NOBODY'S LAUGHING!

needless to say, i got out of the house as fast as freakin possible.... after running to my room and shutting the door and trying to regain sanity. ugh. ANYWAY. that really messed up my mood for the night. but trav dropped me off at a party that ash was at. that party was definitely well hooked up. they had a bar and like menus of drinks (if you wanted anything other than beer), and wristbands to denote if you had paid or not, and 2 tables built especially for beer pong. definitely badass. but that got broken up and the cops were swarming all over the place. 4 cop cars outside the house, i think, and anyway we left and then got picked up by john's friend, scariest car ride of my life, and then we went to the village (apartments on university) and then trav came and got me since the bars were closing. then we dropped jeff off, and then we went to super burrito bc the boys were hungry. FIIIINALLY, i got home and i went to bed. gee whiz. what a night!!

now= sunday. i finally got to talk to lex, and i haven't seen her all weekend bc she was sick on friday and at her formal for her sorority on saturday. argh lex i hope you're ok. anyway i need to go and get trav a birthday gift.

WOW OKAY I AM DONE.


You are the last drink I never should have drunk
You are the body hidden in the trunk
You are the habit I can't seem to kick
You are my secrets on the front page every week
You are the car I never should have bought
You are the dream I never should have caught
You are the cut that makes me hide my face
You are the party that makes me feel my age
Like a car crash I can see but I just can't avoid
Like a plane I've been told I never should board
Like a film that's so bad but I've got to stay till the end
Let me tell you now: it's lucky for you that we're friends.

audio:: pulp- "like a friend" (thanks, val!)

bored as all hell.


45 random things about me:

1-WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
phoenizzle.

2-SEX OR ICE-CREAM?
ice cream, sorry. <3

3-WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
black. with hot pink. and they say "sun goddess" on the butt.

4-WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?
filling this out, stupid.

5-WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU WENT OUT TO EAT WITH?
like actually went out? um. trav, my dad and cousin for a nice family dinner last friday.

6-IF U WERE A TOY, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
barbie, bitch.

7-WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON?
i'm going to be boring, and say hawaii. but somewhere tropical and like paradise. but location shouldn't matter if i'm on my honeymoon. heh.

8-WHATS YOUR RING TONE?
default- "slide along side" by shifty. but my favorite one is "toxic" by britney for my bitches.

9-WHAT DO YOU THINK A TOBLERONE IS?
mmmm chocolate.

10-WHAT R U WEARING RIGHT NOW?
hahaha! tshirt and boxers.

11-DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
yep

12-WHAT WAS THE BEST ADVICE EVER GIVEN TO YOU?
"everything will be okay in the end, if it's not okay, it's not the end"

13-DO U OWN A VEHICLE?
mmm huh. the yellow pimpmobile, bitches!!!

14-WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE PLANS?
wake up for class tomorrow. oh you mean FUTURE, hah well let's see, graduate, get my masters in advertising, make millions, get married... you know.

15-FAVE FILM?
i will have to say old school, or finding nemo.

16-LAST FILM YOU SAW AT CINEMA?
shark tale.

17-FAVE DAY OF THE YEAR?
christmas.

18-DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE?
what kind of question is that?! i never stop!!

19-ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK ANYONE OUT?
depends on who it is and how much i like them. but probably yeeeah.

20-DO YOU SLEEP NAKED?
too breezy, tank top and underwear/boxers.

21-CHRISTMAS OR EASTER?
christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

22-LUST OR LOVE?
love. <3.

23-KISSES OR HUGS?
kisses and cuddling!

24-WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
regret.

25-WORST SOUND?
do you want me to say fart or something? no. the worst sound is my alarm clock going off in the mornings. absolutely HATE IT.

26-WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU DO WHEN YOU WAKE UP?
roll over and go back to sleep. once i do that, then i go wash my face and brush my teeth. of course, silly, hygiene is key.

27-ROLLER COASTER, SCARY OR EXCITING?
THRILLING!

28-HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU LET THE PHONE RING BEFORE YOU ANSWER IT?
i don't pick up the phone. EVER. i have a reputation to uphold. hahahhaa just joshin. as soon as i can get to it, i guess.

29-ZODIAC SIGN?
cancer.

30-IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL?
i'm going to be honest, half empty, i'm more of a pessimist, even though i know everyone and their grandpa says half full.

31-MOST IMPORTANT PHYSICAL FEATURE:
hair and eyes.

32-MILK: WHITE OR CHOCOLATE?
white. with cereal only.

33-DAY OR NIGHT?
night. days are cool too, but mornings ARE NOT.

34-SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer, OF COURSE. but the weather has been really nice recently.

35-CAKE OR PIE?
mmmm both.

36-DIAMONDS OR PEARLS?
diamonds, i like the bling what can i say.

37-SUNRISE OR SUNSET?
sunrise. and of course it goes without saying that i haven't seen that many.

38-HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN A BONE
nope. just hearts. HAAAAAAA. joshin once again.

39-DO YOU HATE ANYONE?
only a select special few.

40-DO YOU BELIEVE IN FIGHTING?
fighting for my right to party!

41-WHO DO YOU TURN TO FOR ADVICE?
friends and family, of course.

42-YOU COULD HAVE ONE SKILL IN LIFE WHAT WOULD IT BE?
hmm. to have one innovative idea and make millions. damn post it's.

43-WHERE ARE YOUR FAVORITE PLACES TO SHOP?
hollister (doh), XI clothing, sephora/ulta.

44-WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WEBSITE?
my fuckin blog, doofus. and facebook, and myspace!!!!!

45-WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP????
i wanted to be a princess. yup.


OK BED TIME!
sweet dreams, pumpkins.


And then you say hey I bought you flowers
And then you say wait a minute sally
I think I got somethin in my teeth
Could you get it out for me
That's fuckin teamwork !!!!!!

audio:: tenacious d- "fuck her gently" (hahahaahahahaa omg i love jack black! trav and i will sing this for karaoke some day!!)

fuck me.

i took my math midterm today, instead of on tuesday. i spent like 2+ hours in the damn testing center workin on it. but me thinks i did ok.

i got a shitload of reading to do tonight, plato's "phaedo" and "republic" and aristotle's "the politics". gee whiz.

today was absolutely nutty on campus, mass chaos for the debates fo sho. there were so many people protesting and rallying and stuff. and SOOOO MAAAAANNNNYY COPS!!!! holy shit it was pretty damn crazy. but alot of classes got cancelled, so there weren't alot of people on campus.

i turned in my english paper, which i was up till 4am writing. then spent a bunch of time in the MU studying for math. i was thoroughly entertained by these guys i just met, especially by one who kept telling me "asian girls are beautiful" and all that stuff. i was thinking to myself the whole time, "bitch, please! SHUT UP!"

it's not my fault that i'm really really ridiculously good looking. (haa zoolander, best movie ever)

i have a new favorite drink!!! RASPBERRY ICED TEA!!! (oh, but the peach tea is exquisite!!) damn that shit is good.

um. i like facebook, it's getting me in touch w alot of high school buddies who are scattered all over the country for college. yay facebook!!!! it's like friendster/myspace. aweeeessssoommeeeee.

ok. this was yet another disjointed entry from me. my thoughts are all over the damn place.


These eyes they're strongly covered in disguise
They're waiting on the real time again
You'll see that no one knows for sure

audio:: the early november- "i want to hear you sad"

holy shiat.

i'm in the midst of reading The Symposium, by Plato, and i just finished some more math webwork. i also have econ hw to complete, and i definitely CANNOT FORGET to turn it in online this time. my professor didn't cut any slack last time and so i don't get a grade for that hw and that fuckin sucks. also i have a paper in english due on wednesday, but i just have to review my 1st draft and make it better so that shouldn't be too bad.. who am i kidding, i have to do a "rhetorical situation analysis" together with that paper, which i was supposed to do BEFORE writing the paper. but uh. i haven't done it yet. oops. oh and i have a freakin math midterm this week, and since i'm takin it on my own time, i'm gonna go take it tomorrow.

WEDNESDAY is going to be a big day at ASU. the final presidential debate between bush and kerry is going to be held at gammage auditorium. that's history in the making, lol. i think it's pretty fockin cool that the two presidential candidates are going to be on campus. but i don't think its cool bc there's going to be a shitload of chaos EVERYWHERE. parking is all messed up, roads are blocked off, security will be nuts, reporters everywhere... AND classes are not being cancelled (unless your professors are the bomb diggity, which mine are not) but damn. it's a pretty damn big event. i just hope i can make it to school without any super bad traffic or anything. ha. once again, who am i kidding?!

um last weekend was cool. friday, we went w lexi to a kappa sigma (i think) party, which was interesting bc we ended up showing up w a posse of people and everything. lexi was "sororitizing" most of the time, so i either hung out w busta and them boys or kyle the whole time. saturday i had work, i <3 my manager steve, he is awesome. that night, jen (trav and my bro's friend, aka my newly adopted big sister) drove lexi and i to the 620 house (SHARP RIGHT!) and partied down over there. the usual, beer pong, flip cup (GO LEX!), dark beer (yuck), mass craziness. i was wearing my new fuzzy boots (f-uggs, baby, i'm too broke for real uggs)and a jacket and that was fun bc i was super comfy and warm while everyone else shivered their hineys off. but seriously, that party should have been nicknamed the groping party or something bc lexi and i were getting felt up alot and i was like WHOA THERE NO TOUCHY TOUCHY! but we saw alot of our friends, and met a bunch of new people, and that was fun. i think our boys got in a fight though, and i got a crazy phonecall at 3:40am from jason. aye. drunk people up to no good. i guess i can say alot more about the party, but i think that's sufficient.

next morning = lexi's baby sister's baptism. little anastasia sophia!! awwwww so cute, her white dress was so big that it almost ate her alive, but it was adorable. the ceremony was short and rather infomal and that was cool. i took a ton of pictures for them and then we ate alot of food and drank alot of sunny d back at their house. random: i wanna bling bling like shirley does!

later, i took my cousin to go watch a movie (his bday was saturday, he's 14) and i dragged lex along too. SHARK TALE!!!!!!!! hheheeh that was a good movie, but i still like finding nemo better. BUT anyway, it was funny and i liked it. the two rasta jellyfish were awesome! RESPECT! crazy crab: i'm his financial advisor! angie: sometimes i wanna take your big, dumb, dummy head and NYEYWEWHRRR!
hahahaha oh damn. good shit.

BACK TO THE SYMPOSIUM!


I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite
Albums back as your lying there drifting off to sleep...

audio:: the postal service- "brand new colony"

my eyes hurt.

stupid contacts, so dry.

went for a quick lunch w trav today,
slices is a cool place to eat at.

too much homework.

forgot to turn in my econ hw online today. shit.

tomorrow is carpool thursday.

i need more clothes. xavier has deprived me.

i feel like i'm losing touch w the world.


Well i will keep calling you to see
If you're sleepin are you dreamin and
If you're dreamin are you dreamin of me

audio:: blue october- "calling you"

ok. so i have some homework to do, like. math webwork, and some econ hw questions. am i doing it? no. have i started? no.

my brother might come back for like 2 months and then go back to singapore to start in the army like december somethin. i will be SO stoked if he gets to come back! i needa call him or my mom and find out what's shakin.

i had an unusually good day today! well. it started off okay i guess, i woke up late, traffic was shitty, and i didn't have a response written for Antigone for my human event class, so i got marked off for that. of course, i've been writing those responses for every other thing we've read except this one time, and he checks it today. damn murphy's law. we read parts of Antigone outloud in class cuz he likes it like that, and i don't know, it suddenly spurred something in me, it made me want to get back into shows and acting and stuff. but i think i have to suppress that urge bc i think my time is done for acting in plays and musicals. plus, you have to be DAMN good for ASU, and gammage and all that. whoa.

i was sitting in the MU, working on my webwork, and ashley pops out of no where, gives me a huge scare and tells me she left her french lab early so she could study for another french test today. so she sits w me and we do our work.. till cole shows up too and comes over to have a chat. i haven't seen him in forever and it was his birthday yesterday!

math. hehe was awesome. but i will be irritating and not say why!

sociology was taught by our TA today, and since he's like a senior or whatever, he's young, he's hip, and he drops an F-bomb every now and again. awesome. but i never really learn anything from him. lol.

after sociology, i run into brandon hart! cool, someone else i know in my lecture class of 470 people. so we walk towards parking structure 7 (jake was givin him a ride home today) and then he tells me that it's his birthday today! WTF IS UP W THE CRAZY BIRTHDAYS. hahahaha.

and then, when i get home, chase comes over w his friend and they're talking to me like forever, and i'm like OMGGG ENOUGH ALREADY, lol i've had a long ass day and why does everybody pick the same damn day to talk to me!?!?!?!?

just joshin.

i finally made it to the couch in the den, and i took a nap. only to be awoken by trav a few hours later for dinner. *le sigh* let a sleeping girl sleep, please?!?! lol. oops. i mean SHLEEP.

i don't know what the point of this entry was, and i know it sounds disjointed, but i had a good day. i mean i don't wanna rub it in and everything, because i know some people will have shitty days and really good days, but i just wanna know for myself that i had a good day today.

lol. HORMONES.

my antidrug is men's cologne.


Shes the blade and you're just paper
You're afraid cause shes got closer
You're back-steppin and
She's back-stabbing everything in your life

audio:: sugarcult- "she's the blade"

okay so i finally finished that paper. at 5am early friday morning. it was hell. but i printed it out, shut off my laptop and crashed. thank god my 10:40 english class was cancelled for that independent research day. so i slept till like 11am, and lexi called me and woke me up, i think she was wondering where i was? hahaha anyway, i jammed on some clothes and hurried to campus to turn in my paper. i hope he got it, bc we had to slip it under his door and there was alot of carpet/other papers in the way. oh well. i'm keepin my fingers crossed.

next, library retard that i am, i had to go do my research for my english paper that's due this friday (AHH DIE PAPERS DIEEE), i definitely felt uber nerdy for sitting down w a pile of bound academic journals around me and rifling through them and stuff. oh well i found what i wanted (after like 2 hours) and then headed home.

partay review! friday night was lexi's sorority sister's surprise party, and that was cool. i had some jungle juice, and i wonder what it was made with, lol. saturday night was phi psi (sp?)'s frat party, which was kinda cool. there was no theme though, and i was wondering what was up w that. we played some drinking games, and danced alot. trav came and picked me up after a seemingly false alarm at the warehouse. and then we dropped kupmasta back at the dorms, and then trav, jen, greg (aww all my brother's friends!) and i went to del taco for some late night grub. yup it was fun!

ok. so as y'all already (or should) know, my daddio is the type of man who would go out, and come home with a new car, or new stereos, or new tools, or computers, or WHATEVER the hell it is that incites his inner impulsive shopper. so. this weekend, he traded in our old durango (the lease was up) for a new one. oh but he had to get the one with the HEMI engine, dvd player with wireless headphones, sunroof, leather interior and satellite radio capabilities.

so i come home friday night and see this new hulking SUV in the driveway and i'm like WTFFFF?!?!?! gee whiz. so sunday we take the car out for a spin. ALL THE WAY TO WICKENBERG. yep we drove like an hour or so out to wickenberg, got some icecream at this famous homemade icecream place and drove home. MY WORD. we are one crazy family. i just chilled in the backseat with my cousin watching jackass on the dvd flip down screen thingy. it was definitely SUPER COOL. so stoked. but i doubt my dad will ever let me take this durango out for a spin every now and again. *sigh*.
oh, and it's that graphite gray color, kinda like my brother's car, and travis's as well. and kinda like the color i wanted for my next car. IF that will ever ever ever happen. aye papi. but i am totally fine w just watching that durango from my bedroom window.

*sigh*. we had to give our dog misty to the pound. you know, our new rottweiler? yep. she's gone. why? bc she ate everything imaginable and was super destructive. she ate plastic bowls (her food bowl, i mean. its a "food bowl" but you don't eat your plates do you?!), shoes, flip flops, the bark off trees, a wooden stool, a dirty rag thingy that was covering the propane tank outside, the spare piece of carpet we put in her new doghouse for comfort. yep. and we even bought her those bone thingys to eat. but no, she'd rather eat everything else. oh. all that we could have handled, but she dug up the plants that my dad paid the landscapers to plant in the backyard, after he replanted them and she kept digging them up again, and she also sniffed out the sprinkler pipes and ate those up too. *sigh* so no more dog, it was really sad, i miss her! RIP girl, you were awesome.

if you're wondering, yeah we still have our other dog mojo, cuz he doesn't eat things. and my dad would probably give me away first before he gave away that dog. lol.

i can't think of anything else to say, but i really don't want to go read Antigone. or do my math webwork.


Crawling around
Somebody save me
And two warm hands
Break right through me
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it
Just save me

audio:: remy zero- "save me" (the theme song of Smallville, folks. mmm tom welling.)