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Monday, June 18, 2001



06:10 p.m.


it's 6.10.... I'm tired.... Finished studying law at 3.00, after studying almost non-stop for 6 hrs. I DESERVE this 3 hr break! bleah.... But now I gotta start studying finance.... if I still wanna pass this exam.

I wanna get out..... hhhhhhhhhhhh


Monday, June 18, 2001



10:43 a.m.


I'm tired of studying, woke up around 8 and studied non stop ever since. Actually managed to make good progress.

It's amazing how fast ur brain works when u have the pressure. Up to chp 18 now. Only prob is: chp 18 and 19 are HUGE chapters.... >_<

If I could finish all this by 2 this afternoon, I'll be happily dancing madly, then sit down and stress over finance for the rest of the day. ergh.....

Tsukineko-chan..... wish I could stay up as late as u did. Remember when I sent u the ff10 trailer? (people, go see it. It's VERY good. U agree neko-chan?^^) I lied down for a 15 minute break.... supposedly 15 minutes...then I simply collapsed and didn't wake up till about 8.30. Sowwie....^^;;;

Last night was the same. Was planning to stay up late, but then tried those 15 minutes break, only prob is 15 minutes could very easily become 8 hrs of blissful sleep. ^^;;;;

Moral: never take 15 minute break if u wanted it to stay no more than 15 minutes.

Just found out that Hideaki Takizawa (the delicious looking bishonen) might be the model for Tidus, the main chara in FF10! There's this commercial for ff10, and he starred in it. anyone wants to see it? ^^ yes, I'm currently obsessed with ff10. At least it's still 3D! GYAHAHAHHA! *remembers what Neko-chan said the other day*

And I WANT Gravi 4. Link is there, just can't d/l since my hard disk is full..... great..... gotta wait for CD writer to arrive.... which is still more than a week. o well....

Silverwind, mind if I send the money later? Mum is busy right now, so I guess I have to wait for a few days before I could ask her to send the money.

yosh! now on to my studies again....... hhhhhhhh


Thursday, June 14, 2001



12:45 p.m.


ARIGATO SILVERWINDDDD!!!!!! *hugs*

To Tsukineko and Leareth, here's that url to Gravi 3. *could see leareth wanders away to d/l*
http://www.hypodermic.net/yaoirpg/temp/bmxgravi03.avi

Anywayss... how much did u two finish yesterday huh? *evil grin* I couldn't go online yesterday. Too tired...slept for almost 10 hrs instead. *I'm a very happy person now. =)* And speaking of study, I should be doing it right now.... ^^;;;

Um.. I'm hungry.... wonder if there's anything in the fridge...Most likely...no... which reminds me that I have to go to supermarket and school today. >_<

Tsukineko, I congratulate u on giving that idea to leareth, but... DOES IT HAVE TO BE THAT TREE-FIC KIND OF THING AGAIN!?!??! *reads the little excerpt...shivers*

*imagines*..................................
better not imagine it till then..... 

Garnet chan is online! er... she seems to be online ALL the time... ^^;;;

okies...where has Val-chan gone?! She's been non-existent on the wired world for almost...a week?????? @_@ What happened?

Ok, back to study... better eat something first.....


Wednesday, June 13, 2001



10:14 a.m.


Was planning to sleep till like 12 this morning...But dear sis needs to be taken to school, so I've been up since 8.30, and couldn't sleep again, after I slept around 4.30 last night... >_<

Yes, Tsukineko, u're not the only one. Part of it I blame Leareth as well to introduce me to Tei&Riki. Yes, Tsukineko, u're SOOOOO not the only one...

I wanna see that manga of yours! *imagines the charas* That should be fun, ne? Which reminds me, I got to get my own manga done if I want to seriously try to send it to a publisher. hhhh.....

Silverwinddd!!! ARIGATOOOO!!! *hugs hugs* If only I have replied later, I would never get my hands on that chara book.^^ Saaa... I'll tell my mum later to send the money through to ur account number. =)

Yoshiki=Die??? erm.... euh...which era of Yoshiki are we talking about here??? I don't really know about Yoshiki. So no comments on that. ^^

Garnet-chan made a wonderful fic! I simply luv it, especially since there are not a lot of Kamui-Fuuma fics out there... ^^

Actually talked to Meia on the ICQ. She's going back this Saturday! >_< Meaning I'll never have a chance to meet up with her.... If only I was not having exams.

Btw Leareth, as tempting as ur offer sounds *magines the wide screen projector*, I got my WHOLE family coming down on the 28th, remember??? um... I'll think of something then, since my other auntie also lives in Winthrop. See whether I could go to ur place for a while. ^^ I'll bring that HOT concert vcd with me. *nudge nudge*

And for that Gravitation URL, um... Silverwind??? could u give us a hand here? *sweatdrop*


Tuesday, June 12, 2001



09:46 p.m.


I.AM.HYPER!!!!! GYAHHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!

This is the side effects of having just done an exam which I have been stressing over the past week. Come to think of it, one whole week worth of stressing, over in only two hours of exam time..... amazing..... @_@ Anyways... thought I did ok for it...^^ One down, two to go... hhhh.... Tsukineko, don't worry. U'll get over this. U'll be prepared for ur exam. Just make sure u stay away from a certain number of people *nudge nudge*, lock ur whole anime collection in the store room and asking ur mum to hide the key, and finally cut off the internet connection. ^^ By the end of the week I think there's a big possibility u could go insane though.... ^^;;;;

Ohhh! And just watched Gravitation 3! Gosh... I just luv that anime. I know the manga has more in it, but since I can't get my hands on the manga, might as well satisfy myself with the anime. =) This concludes my happy happy day..... aaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!! ^O^

Urm...is it just me, or has Val-chan dissapeared from the net world since Friday???? Coz I didn't see any more entry in her blog.....

Saaaaaa.... Silverwind, u're selling the YnM chara book!??! *big shimmery eyes*. Can I?!??!? I'll p-mail u shortly... And arigato for the comparison pic of Hyde and Kaine! *drools* They DO look alike.... Naaa.... and who would be Die hmm???? *grins* I seriously need to get that manga. *determined look*

Ne, Leareth, when's ur first paper? Just thinking about when all of us could actually meet again.^^

And big huge thanx to Murasaki for giving that link..... All hail to the great Japanese artist... Never saw anyone who could draw THAT similar to CLAMP's artwork...*eyes shining with envy*

Right, now I need to...alas... go back to studying.... blerghhhh.....


Monday, June 11, 2001



12:07 a.m.


I AM TIRED....

I'm supposed to be studying for Law Finance. I was feeling totally okay with it, till my friends start calling and asking questions and somehow I don't feel that ok anymore... >_<

I see a lot of coffee tomorrow..... And a lot of books and papers piling around, and me with panda eyes.... erk!

To make matters more cheerful, the electricity kept cut off! Just because of that iron that used 1000 w and all three rooms happened to use the big heaters as well.... hhh....... I think I might become a bit snappy here.... if that's a word... I don't know anymore... I couldn't even spell Wednesday correctly a few minutes ago... aiaiaiia

Nvm, at least I got Leareth on line to cheer me up. ^^ Arigato leareth-channn!!!! And to Meia... wish I could meet u during ur stay. U don't know me yet though...^^;;;

Silverwind, ano... u know anyone in indo that sells j-dorama vcds with english or indo subtitle??? I really wanna get something like God Please Give Me More Time and Forbidden Love. Arigatooo! Btw, I'll be coming back in December. So we'll meet during that time? =)

Enough blogging for me... need to go to sleep, and dream of a certain silver, long haired angel with a total hunk who happens to be the soccer star for a crush....... yum..... =)


Sunday, June 10, 2001



12:07 a.m.


Oh.... it works..... >_<


Sunday, June 10, 2001



12:03 a.m.


Ok. Is the blog working? How come I couldn't see what I've put!??!?!


Saturday, June 9, 2001



11:51 p.m.


I managed to blog. How's that? =) Wai wai! Leareth, how come I didn't see u online? I was on from 9 till now! Ne, u have received the PSOH mangas eh???? *grins* I could see a lot of ficcies in the future now....

To Meia, welcome to Perth! Not exactly the most happening place in the world, but... u'll live.^^ Btw, I haven't actually introduced myself have I? ^^;;

Tsukineko, how's the ball???? *wondering people's reaction to the cloak* ^O^

Saaaa, Silverwind, ARIGATOOOO!!!! *hugs* U WILL scan them don't u? (the sketch book, I mean). Um, u ok dear? Sounds like u're really pissed off with someone there.

Um... *reads Val-chan's blog* nice people? We are? *looks at others* Are we????? And Garnet, were u online? I tried to contact u but there was no reply. Did the msg get through?

Right. I'm supposed to study, but I can't just seem to force myself to do it. Oh well, at least I've finished... er.. 3 chapters out of... 20.... oh man... ^^;;;;


Friday, June 8, 2001



07:15 p.m.


Just woke up from my afternoon nap. And what did I do straight away? I blog. -_- I hope I'm not obsessed with blogging... *huge sweatdrop*

Yes, Leareth, u could see some of my artworks for Silverwind. But it's so old! And Silverwind, thank you for the compliment, but let's just say in the past year I have found a WHOLE lot more talented artist. ^^ I'll show you some of the pics sometimes.

Today is probably the last day of me blogging so many times on one day. I still have to catch up with Law Meeting. Argh! Can't u see I'm stressing here?!?!

Btw, Silverwind, mind if u scan that YnM sketch books as well? I would be one really happy person if u do!^^ And I'll give u a big bear hug as well!^^ And yes, it would be really fun to convince the warungmangaers to make their own blogs as well. Hmm... let's start with Think2 shall we? *evil smirk*

Ano, Tsukineko... U actually think I'm... er... modest... and... pretty? *hugeeee sweatdrop*

Gee... thanx.... ^^;;; U're nice and fun as well! And one big impulsive buyer if I must add.^^v.

Ok...end blog...have dinner.....


Friday, June 8, 2001



02:01 p.m.


Date and time is now showing! All thanks to Garnet, who happens to be online when I was trying to muck around with this. ^^ Arigatoooo! *hugs* I promise I'll learn HTML.... ok. back to studying.


Friday, June 8, 2001



12:45 p.m.


OK... why is the date and time not showing? Am I doing something wrong here? XO I really really need to learn HTML... *looks at law books again* Maybe not now.... Val-chan, pls don't say that I'm a really talented artist. U should've seen some of my friend's pics then u'll know why... ^^;; But I am flattered to be said that waay anyway... ^^ My point? I don't think I'm actually making any. Blame that on the number of text books I have to study today.... Tsukineko, tell me about the ball thing later ne? Don't know if I could go on line tonight, I need some serious studying... Leareth, thanks for announcing my blog in ur blog! ^^


Friday, June 8, 2001



01:27 a.m.


YAYYYY!!!!! leareth-channnn!!!!! *all hugs* ARIGATOOOOO!!!!!!!! *happy dance* I finally have a blog.... I finally do... *all tears* Have to thank leareth who actually made all this layout thing for me and bothered to stay up and answer all my stupid questions.... I'm so hopeless when it comes to HTML.... Okies, today was busy... been running around here and there since 9 this morning till.... *gulps* 11 at night... no wonder I'm so tired... oh well, nvm. At least now I have a blog! Yay! Had lunch with Tsukineko and Leareth... fun! (and this is supposed to be my STUDY week....) oh well... btw, tsukineko and leareth, remember allan? He forgot to say "Nice to meet u" to u two. So he's asking me to say it to u. ^^ enough ranting... i need to sleep... *looks at law books* REALLY need to sleep.....

"Quite a place you've got here,"
-- Leon Orcot, Petshop of Horrors

Name ... Jocelyn
DoB ... 4 September 1981
Country ... Indonesia

Email ... petok_petok@yahoo.com
ICQ ... #50731231

Studies ...
Business Law at Curtin University

Likes ...
Most 2-dimensional guys who happened to be cute and angsty or just downright adorable... ^^ Drawing, the basic necessities of life such as sleeping and eating. =) Writing fics ... drawing manga! K-pop!

Fav anime/manga ...
Tokyo Babylon, PetShop of Horrors, Yami no Matsuei, Card Captor Sakura

Fav anime guys ...
Sakurazuka Seishirou, Sumeragi Subaru, Tsuzuki Asato, Kurosaki Hisoka, Kinomoto Touya, Yue, Count D

Keep an eye on ...
Amei * Faded Ink
bishounen * Bishy Diaries
Garnet * Darkness of the Heart
Indonesia * IndieLog
Kenchan * Recollection
Lilack * Narcisstic Anima
Leareth * Echoes from the Void
Reinselft * AcidSpit
Silver Wind * Twisted Thoughts
Taryn * Random Pie
Tsukineko * Tenshi 20XX
Val * An Assassin's Life

Check out ...
Ochiba Anime
X Handpuppet Theatre

Picture ... Under investigation (Petshop of Horrors OAV) edited by Leareth

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