I AM TIREDDDD! Getting to bed at 3 in the morning only to wake up at 8 just because I can't sleep since I was stressing over my assignment is majorly stupid.

But I'm happy since I felt rather productive today, what with all the reading and typing I've been doing since 9. I may look like a vampire right now, but I couldn't care less. NYAHAHAH!

And the little rant about U.S, hmm... This whole thing is really starting to make me feel like I'm watching a GUndam Wing anime. Let's say Earth or Oz is U.S and all others, and the collonies with their pilots who are willing to die for a mission (reminds me of Heero and his beloved self destruct button) are the terrorists....... I know, poor example, but still. It really just makes me remember Gundam Wing. Alright, on with other stuff.

I can't believe how much I've missed on the net world lately. Val, UR BLOG is just absolutely GORGEOUS! That's it. Once I got myself enough money, I'll buy the fabric and make one cheongsam just like that. Not to mention some black hair dye as well. ^^ And I am a proud person to actually inspire you to make a D fashion site. HOHOHOHOHOHOHO! *Hokuto's chan laugh*

And the doujinshi project with Leareth and lilack and Neko chan, I'll just have to wait until u finish the first chapter. And more likely after I finish my assignment.

Erm, $90 for ur mobile bill Neko chan? ano.... ^^;;;;

Okies, I'm still oblivious to the other blogs, think I might read them later. Right after I got my brain to rest.

I'll be oblivious to all other blogs right now since I just need to rant but don't really have the time and energy left to actually do all the blog replies.^^;;

Just got back from the function that was held by my bf's church. I won the first prize for the door prize. A return ticket to Bali for a day, valid till 15 Dec, and a music cd. And that is straight after me and my bf said that we dun have this kind of luck in doorprizes or anything of the sort. They called my number. I went @_@

Thrilled, yes. But mum wouldn't let me go since she said it'll be too tiresome and I could get sick. =( So only solve now would be to sell the ticket for half a price. Anyone in Perth would like to go to Bali for $150? ^^ But the fact that I won a frist prize door price (and it was no 4! My b'day date! the one number most chinese people would consider as bad luck. xD) was actually more exciting than the prize itself, I guess. ^^;;

And watching 6th Sense with two easily scared people is NOT good. My sis and my cousin demanded me to come with them to the loo because of it. And they blame ME because they were tempted to watch it as well, thus getting scared out of their wits in the end and didn't get any assignment done. All I did was play it. It was their decision to watch or not, right? *feels the glares from the abovementioned people*....... er...... ^^;;;;;

I'll better get to sleep now. Only 5 watts left in my eyes.... It's drooping now...... must...go...to....bed.... -_- zzzzzzzz

I am certainly starting to make a habit out of blogging from work. But hey, I worked in an internet cafe, so why not? ^^Have been such a slack these past few weeks. Why can't I get all my stuff done? And I need to study Law Banking soon since test would be coming while I have another 2 assignments due. ergh.....

Leareth, is it just me or is it a bit hard to actually see that Doki Doki Doki comic strip? I tried to open it, but either it only opens half the pic, or doesn't open at all.=( Haven't read ur fic yet though. *grins*

ANYONE has any idea on a doujin of YnM I could make???? So far I could only think of Halloween. (dun ask how I'm going to go about it, since I dun know. XO) bleh... and here I was making a promise to myself that I'll start doing REAL work as in my school works.

Silverwind, u know Marissa is gonna go to Sydney on Oct 1? Man, this is fast. I knew that she's bound to go there someday, but time moved so fast. Hmm, maybe I could fly there sometime to visit her. ^^ Hmm, that's it for now.

Oh, btw, Leareth, Lilack, Neko chan, Flamebyrd, we're still meeting on Thursday the coming week? For that RPG ing thing. ^^

Good GOd... My deepest condolences to the Americans. I hope all of u there are ok, and to whoever lives in NY or WDC.... Val, Jen, Garnet-chan, be strong ne? I can't believe this have happened. And all of the others who are living in the U.S. or have realtives there. It was scary.... How could they?!??!?! To hijack a commercial flight nonetheless!!!!!! I shouldn't curse, but.... oh hell.... For the people who think up of this plan, rot in hell! And I was just getting ready to bed last night when the news hit...

Silverwind, thank u very uch for the cds then. I'll tell my mum about it later. I can't really write anything right now, so I'll write later. After the stress has gone a bit.

Bad Jocelyn is not being particularly productive today. Have promised self to do the enormous reading for tonight's seminar so that could come there with prepared questions and look intellegent for once. And make good use of it so it could be used in the assignment. So far, for the 3 hrs I spent at work, I have been doing nothing but reading blogs, checking e-mails, and surfing to some other sites. Number of supposedly reading being actually read: none. This is bad...very bad.... Promised self to actually REALLY do some reading after blogging. Right... Hope that works.

Anywayssss, HOW R U ALL?!?!? I was completely confused when I saw neko-chan's blog a couple of days ago. Totally black. Thought that my comp or the server was doing something weird.>_< Neko chan, u sometimes really do have a twisted sense of humour. but i luv ya anyways. ^^ *glomps* And she's going to translate the second saiyuki manga! And for that she got showers of gratitude and the tears of happiness from my sis. My dear darling sister has fallen into a new obsession. Saiyuki. And looking by how she browsed Animaxis for Saiyuki stuff and how her birthday is approaching, I think I'm right if I have to be really...really...careful about how I arrange my budget now. I never know how much I would spend for that... ^^;;;

Leareth chan.... ano.... good luck on ur assignment.... Lucky u have Kit to help around as well. ^^ Btw, do all of us wanna get together again sometime? Hols is by the end of September. How's that? And I need to give Amei's stuff back.^^;;;

Val, u really serious about making D's wardrobe site??? @_@ Wai! wai! I want! =D I'd luv to see it! Hmm.... It would be really cool if there were actually patterns of D's outfits! If only I'm a fashion designer..... >_< And actually could see the cheongsams from the back and the front... (ok, my brain is going haywire again here).

Silverwindddddd, this one is going to be in Indonesian. Lu beneran bisa kopi tuh X OAV? Ma'acih yo! er..mana yg lebih cepet, bikin dlm versi Div X ato VCD? Soalnya tante gue ada yg mo ke Jakarta akhir September ini. Gimana kalo dititipin ke rumah gue aja yah? Arigatoooooo!!!!!!! *glomps*=)Berapa tuh jadinya?

*was speechless as jo was swamped over by customers* ARGHHHH! Why do they all have to come in at once! *tearing hair out*

Anyway, on to others.

This would be my personal blabber again. I was thinking about making a doujin of YnM. possibly Tsu X Hisoka. but with Tsu x Tatsumi undertones. I dun know yet. Anyone could give any suggestion to a short story? ^^ Cuz I'm in luv with those shinigamis right now. Anyway, jen-chan has said she would help me out! *glomps* Arigato jen-chan! Only thing is I have this assignment STILL going on, and I haven't done a zilch about it. Not to mention the readings as well. Ergh..... Why did I take law? Why???? More exactly, why did I take Company Secretarial LAw!??!?! Right, enough blabbering away about that.

Oh, Leareth chan, u could actually make phone tones? ^^ *am wondering what song she wants* Coz currently I have Crucify My Love, but that was already from a while back, so it gets depressing. ^^;;;

Hmmm... Need to do reading.....

Currently at school. With much too short chair... Nah, good enough I could get my hands on a computer.

I was pissed off today. The whole morning just started out wromg. I had to take my sis who was late to school because her assignment was not finished yet. It was supposed to be a group assignment. But one of the members got a major breakdown and she couldn't bring herself to do her part. Why? beats me. So it's up to my sis to finish it. ergh... Not good...

And then there was the dishes and the laundry and the fact that I booked my car in for a service since it's already 1000 km over the supposed distance. Then there was that thing with my forgotten notebook and my house key which was left in my car. That meant I have to go to the service place again. =( Then I wanted to get to the 4 o'clock class. I arrived 4 sharp, not knowing where the class is. XO

I found out half an hour later which doesn't make any difference then. So I went to the 5 o'clock class with the weird tutor. Dun wanna remember how it went. So now I'm starnded here while waiting for my next class to start at 6.30. I'm tired and very annoyed. What is it with Mondays?!?! My life never seem to go well on Mondays! This is why they call it Blue Monday I guess.

Only hope that tomorrow would be nice, since tomorrow is my b'day, and I dun want anything bad happen. I'm not asking for anything spectacular, just anytihng bad doesn't happen. Right. Which reminds me...

HAPPY B'DAY NEKO CHAN! Although it's late (gomen). But u got the mail right? How was the party ne? (kinda wonders how drunk neko would look like. ^^) Wait till I get the chance to meet u ne?

Garnet chan went to Yaoi-con. @_@ And got YnM djs. @_@ It also includes TsuzukiX Tatsumi, HisokaX Muraki, TsuzukiX HisokaX Tatsumi. @_@...... I WANTTTTTT!!!!!!!Lucky lucky garnet chan..... Could u really pls scan it? I'll luv u! (no, not in that yuri context. ^^ Relax)

Haven't really read other blogs yet. I want to change my layout. But how, I have no idea.... think it's about time to read Leareth's notes on VERY simple HTML....

I am a rather tired but happy person today.=) Why? Because I find that things in my life are starting to go right again. Bliss. Warning, there would be personal ramblings ahead. For those of you who still want to proceed, I deem to be irresponsible should any of you suffer any mental disorder which might result from absolute boredom, pointless rambling, etc.

For the last few days I was so stressed it was not funny. I couldn't even bring myself to read fics happily.@_@ And this is me, the girl who tried to steal every chance possible to read a fic or manga instead of doing some work. *though I admit that's not a very good trait of mine^^;;*.

I think the stress of the assignment and the fact that I didn't really get the chance to do it during the weekend really pisses me off, I guess. On Saturday morning I was woken up by my uncle to buy some flowers and b'day cake for my auntie's b'day which happens to be on that very day. After just sleeping for roughly 5 hrs, up I went to get them. After that it was almost non-stop for me. There's my cousin who needs to be picked up from the city, there's buying dinner since there's not enough food, and all that goes on till 11 pm. I was knackered, but then my friend called me and asked about the cover which I'm supposed to be doing. So I said ok, and said that I did one. He asked for at least two. Fine.

The one thing that cheered me up a bit was the get together with all Perthites and meeting Meia and getting YnM. =) But even /that/ couldn't really cure me enough since I arrived late cause I had to drive my sister to the city and withdraw money first for her, and afterwards I had to leave soon. And so I met my friend and gave him the two cover layouts. And boy oh boy, he actually got pissed and said whether I'm actually capable of doing it. Despite the fact that I'm a Business Law student and never done any designing much less a magazine cover, and that it's not even what I'm supposed to be doing cause that's what the kids in the layout department supposed to be doing. So I snapped. Big time. In front of everyone. All the stress pent up just exploded. Of course I felt guilty afterwards, but at that time I didn't care at all. Hhh.... There.... But at least I've come to terms with a lot of things... So now I'm feeling better.

Meia, ARIGATO GOZAIMASU!!!!! I am now the happy owner of YnM 1-6. ^^ Want the rest though... Hmm... I don't think the airport in Singapore would sell them. =)

Congrats to neko chan & Leareth, who have fulfilled their obsession. Lucky people. ^^ And now, my sis wants to get PSOH as well. Val's site definitely has an impact. Add to the fact that I've been saying to her that the story is good, and so are the pics. And she still has a crush on Tet-chan. Don't ask why.

Silverwind, if u're reading this, X OAV?!??!?! Lu dapet?!?!? Berbahagia banget oiiii! Gue juga mauuuuu! Kalo misalnya gue balik Indo boleh kopi nggak? Gue bayar ne! HOHOHOO! Warungmanga sepi oi, gue lagi diuber2 tugas, ini malah nge-blog. hoeee......

Oh, and I think Meia is cute. ^^ And she has longggg hair. 4 yrs to grow... wow... And not to mention I met Lilack and Liz in flesh as well.=) It was really interesting when neko chan and Lilack played that game of words.... I forgot what u guys called it.=) And we were in front of the Crepe cafe. with lots of other people around us. ^^

And they think I could cosplay as rei Ayanami.... or Hokuto chan. The first one, I'm not sure I wanna be someone as emotionless as ayanami, the second one, I'm not sure about what outfit to wear. And this is the TB Hokuto, and the deceased but still there X Hokuto.... Okkkk....... I really should be doing work, instead of blogging. I'll call this treat of the day.=)

I'm not feeling so productive anymore, but at least a call to my friend who has done Law Industrial and an e-mail from my lecturer explaining the things I don't quite get are relieving... Now I just one hour to patch things up for my law industrial presentation, then I'll be on my way with may Company Secretarial assignment, which has 70% mark... @_@ This is going to kill me slowly.

Just realised that I'm in a very bad financial crisis as I have two b'day pressies to buy (both of them had to be special since one is for auntie and one is for a 17th b'day party)which basically means more money going out of my pocket, then there would be paying Meia for the books if she gets hold of them *bows down in gratification*, and my own b'day to organise, which means...more money. and that's only a week away! ARGHHHH!

Hm... think I should revert to Bridget Jones' style of celebrating her b'day? Then again, I dun think I would have friends who readily books the restaurant, and pay for themselves and buy me dinner instead. (as said friends also having probs with money). Right, maybe I should just treat everyone with chocolate bars and have barbecue at park. It'll be spring by then anyway.

Ok, finish with personal rambling.

Ano, Silverwind, I'm starting to get worried here about u. U sure u'll be ok for the rest of... er..PSU? (or whatever it was, can't remember) *looks at blog* 3.30 every morning is REALLY early.

And I chat with Liz last night! Liz happens to be learning indonesian. ^^ SO we chat for quite some time in indo, though it's very strange for me to actually use formal language. =)And she happens to be a really nice person, who happens to love shonen ai(as my sister later discovers). But then again, who in the world of bloggers here dun like shonen ai? *grins* Especially looking at the MEIFU. HOHOHOHOHOHO!

Leareth chan, neko chan, we REALLY need to organise how we're going to meet up. I'll be in a really tight schedule here. Since friday is my friend's b'day, saturday is my auntie's, erm...sunday? But think I could managed to go on saturday if it's not at night.

Hehehehe. Meia, I just realised, u really start to sound like a celebrity, what with all five of us waiting for u to get here. ^^

Right, on with my assignment. AH! 20 minutes gine just for this!

Not supposed to be blogging. Supposed to be doing my presentation for Law Industrial. The supposedly working me is in fact not working at all.... ^^;;; I'm soooo dead... No, I'm not dead, coz that would mean I couldn't press these keyboard buttons. Right....

I'm so very much in the mood of "dun-wanna-do-work-just wanna-read-fics-and-novels-and-stay-tucked-in-my-bed". And looks like I'm not the only one. *poke poke to a few people*

Leareth chan, did u get dissed last night? Coz one minute I was talking to u, them the next u're gone.

Neko chan, forgot whether I mentioned this to u, but it's the usual jap shop around Pier Street.... I think... ^^;; nvm though. I took the pics of that chinese restaurant already. But somehow the effect is lost if u see it through camera view. And hope u're doing okay! U really r living in super fast lane now...

Meia, so when exactly r u coming down here? *looks at schedule* ano... 27 or 28 would mean Monday or Tuesday... er.... see whether I could take a day off work.^^;; Or just skip class...

Silverwind, I'll be coming home on 22nd November! But I still dun know whether my mum would let me stay at my friend's place at TA. And... @_@ ... 3.30 in the morning??? ano... u serius??? from Bogor to Depok!?!??! darling, u could be nuts sometimes. ^^ How's garnet-chan btw?

Val, hope ur server would be working fine again soon! *a bit scared of what a very internet deprived val would do if she doesn't get it back fast* Right. Now I gotta work...... *at least I planned to*

I am so totally confused with my law company secretarial assignment... I dun even know how to start it! Hopefully my lecturer would enlighten me later... or probably he would go off the roof when he finds out that I haven't done anything. -_-;;

Oh my... *looks at MEIFU* It really does look interesting down there... It's back! Yay! And with such gorgeous layout too!!! *drools at the two bishies*

Val... 3000 HITS?!?!? phew.... talk about famous. ^^ Btw, I WILL finish that drawing tonight, so chances are u might get the pic tomorrow. Am thinking about colouring it manually as well now... hmmm..... But I prefer ur photoshop. ^^ And I'll take the pic of that Chinese Restaurant tomorrow!

Leareth and Neko chan seems to cope pretty well living in super fast lane. ^^ What with all the plays, the assignments, the fic writing *nudge nudge* and the still very present social life. =) Wish I could meet with u people today! Then probably I'll get to see Lilack in flesh for the first time. ^^

Meia chan, r u reading my blog? Coz I'd like to ask whether u could bring YnM from singapore.... Think I should e-mail instead.

Silverwind, dun know if u've read my earlier entries, but mum says she had transferred the money. Oh, and I soooo want us to be able to gather this end of year.

Right, now gotta prepare my wits to face my lecturer....

Think I may need to change my blog. Chance of that happening though is really small. Since: a)I dun know how... (gotta read some of those HTML thingy) b)Time is running short (Why oh why do lecturers give HUGE assignments and still have exams?) c)I dun have another account besides pitas. This is very sad.

On another note: CONGRATULATIONS VAL-CHAN! *@_@* I absolutely luvvvv ur domain and blog. ^^ My younger sis saw it too, and now she's in love with Tet-chan (I told her she should have seen Ten-chan as well then) and is starting to go into another obsession. Lucky me. ^^ If my sis is into something, she'll try to find as much as she could about it. And she would ramble away with all her findings while I'll just sit back, relax, and listen to her. *bad lazy sister...^^*And I will get that Leon and D fanart sent if that's the last thing I'll do!

Oohh, btw, Leareth, Neko-chan, have any of u noticed the Chinese restaurant near that Japanese book shop? (I forgot the name) It really reminds me of D somehow.. coz it has that dragons as the pillars or something.... Hmm... maybe I should take a picture of it... =)