Sunday, April 25, 2004
oh no. my sms is 1700. bill 92 bucks. shiet. next mth if e bill's as horrible as this one im going to die.
10:07 p.m.trapped memories
Saturday, April 24, 2004
oh man. camp was super slack. just hung around and waited for instructions then carry them out like some bunch of super lagged persons. haha. dno lah. but still feel shagged. dno why. fell aslp on e bed just now while waiting for e comp to boot up. then forced myself awake to get to e comp desk and do up an entry here before i try to do come h/w. really no time at all alr man. time is like, passing so damn fast. and its like alr gna b wk 6!!!!!!! gahh. )): 4 more weeks thn prep for prelims alr. and have i started revision ? NO. gosh. im really dead lor. and im like, totally obssessed in tkd. maybe have to set my priorities right now. altho its too late alr, but still hoping thr's enough time.sigh. okay just crapping away. my mind's like still blocked. dno whether to do work now or ltr. ahhhhh. )): sigh. so tired. so tired of thinking. so tired of moving about. just want to slp until im fresher to start any work at all. ahhhhhhhhhhhh. ): okay. thats only a mild way to put things. sigh.
know accept and look at me. tts all tt i ask o u to do. im glad tt u made e first move. im glad tt i get e feeling o not wanting to hurt u in anyway. not wanting u to turn ur back agst me. im starting to depend on u. and im getting very afraid o wad might followup if this continues to happen. i dnt knw i wld feel this way whnever im w u. its like hanging and depending on a fragile piece of sugar glass that im savouring e moments o dependance on u, all e happy memories w u, until e day whn e glass breaks and nth can b done 2 repair it agn. )): well. tts wad i predict anw. just have this feeling.
09:21 p.m.trapped memories
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
i love God.
oh man yes i do love Him. ((: haha. have a sudden brust of such a feeling after recieving an email about Him. yeah.
hehehehe. yest tkd was FUN FUN FUN FUN. fell off suiyuan once from her back and scraped and bruised my knee, and etc. but yest memory is really like..one of the best times mannn!! okay..everytime in tkd is THE BEST. ahhhhhhhhh. no idea why im so happy about all those tough trng and such. hahaha..laughed like mad. train like mad. hahah. so happy. so shuang. oh man. but cant go for this fri's tkd cos o camp. but think e camp gna b very fun too !! cant wait man !
08:42 p.m.trapped memories
Sunday, April 18, 2004
hahah. pitas was down on friday whn i wanted to update. so i shall update now. hahaha. friday was damn slack. finished most o my hw whn i got home thn went to take a nap. act wanted to slp till 7pm thn prac piano for a while, but in e end i slp till 730 ++ so had to prep for tkd alr. went dwn and shuzhishuhuievonne didnt come !! stupid piggs. went to macs and eat instd. haha. but tdy's trng very funny. sir divided us into grps o 6 thn 2 grps wld go up to e front line to trng. he started from e higher belts to e lower belts. thn since im like only yellow so sat by e side waiting. thn watch them train. oh man ! really tough man. but damn funny. those little kids who cant run fast he wld take his belt and chase them arnd to make them run faster. ahahahs ! thn he hit my butt with e belt !!! for not shouting e coutning. ahahas. so stupid. then he laughed at my standing broad jump dist. ahhah. so stupid. felt so malued. then went to eat dinner with zhao xiu shuizhievonne(they turned up after trng) and suiyuan. was walking to e 'tkd hawker centre'..haha. called it that cos most o e tkd peeps often go thr and have dinner. thn saw px's parents along e way. heh. thn ate porridge but evonne kept eating my share cos i wasnt hungry and was talking to zhao xiu. guess was. SHE IS ALSO FROM CHONGFU !!! oh my gosh my njc idol is FROM CHONGFU. mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. :D:D:D thn kept talking about e past. hahahhahahha. hehehehe. tn went home. a bit siao but nvm.
sat...woke up and slacked arnd before going for sports day. played under e hot hot hot hot sun with our blazers and everything on. ohmygosh. really damn sweltering mans. then even stood thr watching e cheer routine before we can go back to e shelter. then after drinking 5 cups o milo and a cheese bun, went to my house to cheer. gosh. so exhilirating to scream yell and shout for my house. and red house got second placeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! even tho e cheer routine sucks and we dropped out o e champion cheer but still, WE ARE SECOND WE ARE SECOND WE ARE SECOND!!! thn my laopo bcos o me and liying's persuasion came dwn even tho seh planned to pon. gosh. so paiseh. hahah. thn ltr after e whole thing we went for dinner. hehehehhehee. at delifrance. rolled eyes at e cashier within her view cos she sneered at me. thn mocked her back infront o her manager and her in a loud voice tho i didnt say it in her face. ahhah. dno lah. i was really very high. thn peishan came dwn to join us for dinner then ate and talked till 10++ thn went home. ahhaha. :D:D:D. okay i shall stop here. got too many thgs hanging arnd for me to complete. bye !
AND TMR'S TRAINING AGAIN !!!!!:D:D:D
10:04 a.m.trapped memories
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
feeling so so so so tired.
08:08 p.m.trapped memories
Saturday, April 10, 2004
hahaha. im too muscular at e legs alr ! gosh. so scary. looked at e mirror yest whn i wnt 2 e gym at orchad condo w px to jog. jogged fer 25 min and fer 3 km before i cooled down slowly. ahh. which means ive been jogging for 3 days st8. beat rest before trng on mon. or else i think i'll definately die. ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
yeah. and i lost weight bt gained weight cos o e muscles. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. oh man. ): and i cnt wit till fruit basket is out. laaaaaaaaaaahs. bored
09:12 a.m.trapped memories
Wednesday, April 7, 2004
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHH. i ate so much today!!! aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
went home. ate 3 a banana and half cup o apple aloe vera.
thn dinner.
thn 3 squares of chocolate and hazenut
thn lots of handful of oreo cereal.
thn an apple
OH MY GOD. I ATE SO MUCH TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
feel so full now. gosh.
and HAHA. now knw why my stomach was so fat today. one wld b constipation. next reason wld b my mthly cycle is hereeeeeeee. no wonder my body's rxn's so strange these few days. GOSHHHHHHHHHH.
cnt wait till friday and next mon. cn lose weight agn! HAHA.
08:50 p.m.trapped memories
Wednesday, April 7, 2004
i feel so.
blah
dno why. bt thn agn..:/ nostalgic. rach nana n ru pted out tdy tt we only left 24 more band pracs in e band b4 we perform e pop ceremony and hand over our positions and our time in band will eventually b only a bittersweet memory. part of our lifes, part of our teenage times, and part of the place where we grew up and learnt a lot. gosh. ):12:13 a.m.trapped memories
Sunday, April 4, 2004
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. FUCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK UPPPPPPPPPPPPPP. i am in a TERRIBLE mood now and my parents' aint helping me to get over it. INSTEAD. they PICK on me CONSTANTLY and HURT me again and again and again! AND GUESS WHAT.
I AM TOTALLY NUMB.
09:34 p.m.trapped memories
Friday, April 2, 2004
shall blog before i take out my contacts..so tired. ): in fact, exhausted! tho this week is super slack week, has been a mentally torturing week. had been thinking abt certain stuff a lot..and had been a pain to my friends due so certain controversy that happened to me. spoiled my entire week's mood.): hahas,but now im realy okay alr. heh.
ran 3 rnds for morn jog tdy. then ltr my piano tchr smsed to go for lesson tdy. so rushed like siao to b on time. got stopped once to buy some ticket to help raise funds at e mrt station. thn ltr rushed to go for lesson. thn after that went to sun plaza to buy a snicker to eat, but got stopped agn. that guy asked abt my broadband thg. :/ bt realised tt i subscribed to bbd for less than a yr only so jst told me pathetically tt if i had it longer than 3 yrs i cn get free gifts..i wasnt interested anyway. jst wanted to get my snickers. haha. poor guys. :/ stopped me and to no avail. went back home and instd o resting decided to go jog w my dad. haha. (: joggged another 3 rnds in 6:30s...so slow! gosh. thn went for tkd. was so tired that whnever i sat on e grnd wld feel like lying dwn and slp. hahas. did taegueks...clarified my demo kicks thn sir released us half n hr ltr. fooled arnd bfore going to eat dinner tog. yay..ate my horfun..love it.
okay. think im definately exhausted. cnt do any more wrk than bath and have a gd nights' slp. (: byee`
10:30 p.m.trapped memories
Wednesday, March 31, 2004
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! tdy all e tests are finished for this week! tho i think i will screw up every single one of them but still...over means over! hahahahha..and px's moving OFFICIALLY to orchad condo near my place!! yay! so excited! now i cn go to sch w somebody to accompany me liaos! hehehehehe. :D:D:D
and i cant wait for tkd!!!!!!!!!!!
friday: final revision o taegueks and demo kicks for grading and dinner with suiyuan!
sunday: LR's bday!! thn leaving early frm tuition for grading!!!! finally cn raise my belt...
monday: liying and friend joining us and.....my most anticipated TRAINING!!!! hahaha. :D:D:D hope tt perverted blk belter wld come. usually whn we trn under him i will definately lose weight de. hehehehe
04:40 p.m.trapped memories
Monday, March 29, 2004
haha! tdy celebrated bobo's bday! ate until i nearly wna puke! hahaha! thn she has LOTS o presents. so envious. haha! ((: glad tt she enjoyed her bday tdy..
who am i waiting for? why have i reverted back to the previous stupid way i was last time? i hate it whn tt person comes back into my life. it jst upsets the stability i was experiencing until last friday. AHHHHHH.):
09:27 p.m.trapped memories
Monday, March 29, 2004
okay dnt mind me ranting. i jst feel v restless if i dnt get it out o my system. gosh ! its past midnight! need to say....
12:30 a.m.trapped memories
Monday, March 29, 2004
first things first:dezhi: u knw. nearly died? tired until u cldnt laugh or do anythg at all? stretched till whn i got up i cld feel my butt muscles moving on their own. it was THAT BAD. )))))): if u dnt blieve me u cn come dwn on e days tt perverted blk belter takes us for trng. yeah.
you knw. i think im sick in the mind. :/ cn t get smone out o my head currently. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH. shit. )))): dnt wnt tt distraction man. gosh. i think im really really really sick in the mind. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! well. nt in e perverted way, but still sick. get that? nevermind.
WAHAHA. went to church today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love the service and loved the way pastor prince preached. he loved god and jeus truly and its totally wow. O____O haha! went with ben and px. hehehehe. stupid ben. talked cock the whole day thn me and px wanted to beat him up so many times for saying and doing all the lame stuff! ahahs. okay. and both o them were LATE. ughhhhhhaghweroaWRHYQA#%EYFW&$Wtr. i had to walk to the rock audi myself..and i did it for the FIRST time w/o getting lost! yay! god's grace. (: thn they eventually turned up and apologised. thn pastor preached on god's favours and stuff. really REALLY good. think im gna buy the tape nxt wk whn it comes out to listen to it agn. heheh.
okay. totally crapping. u knw wad? i got to realise tt the second time u experience sth, the impact o the feeling u have the first time wld b even greater, and even harder to forget. GOSH. well. i dnt want to elabo on wad i meant here. but yeah. jst wna share this sudden thought out.
one more thing. have i mentioned that I AM SICK IN THE MIND RECENTLY?!?!!?
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.):
12:01 a.m.trapped memories
Sunday, March 28, 2004
WAHAHAHA. just looked at e recent photos taken by my sordidfied family. RAHHHHHHHHH. i am FAT and there's aint no body who will dissuade me from the truth. OMG. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
in shock. oh well. gta go back to geog.><
09:14 a.m.trapped memories
Saturday, March 27, 2004
yest tkd was hell. gosh. my butt is sore now. did stretching exercises until we nearly died. all thanks to the sudden attendance of the perverted obs instructor blk belter. he disappeared frm tkd trng since this yr thn i thot he's gone for good. instd yest he suddenly turned up.man. as usual, with him arnd warm ups and trng are hellish. and yeap. yest suffered under him. poor kids. poors adults. poor me. arghhhhhhh.:/
03:59 p.m.trapped memories
Thursday, March 25, 2004
crazy week. gosh. i nearly died.
11:02 p.m.trapped memories
Saturday, March 20, 2004
yeah! got back from the exhibition. oh WOW. it is so damn cool man. absolutely lotr-ish and is CHUNKFUL of lotr stuff. you HAVE to b amazed by those guys thr at WETA n thr brain and e perfectionist peter jackson. goshhhh. :D:DD:D and saw ARAOGORN's costume. cn u believe it?!?!? aragorn. MAN. was nearly drooling at e stand thr. hahah! aragorn rocks man, and his describtion made me admire him more. x) px was drooling over her legolas. hahaha! thn we walked arnd..watched all those videos provided. the digi works and stuff are really jaw dropping and we were constantly praising the actors' skills fer their imagination to act w/o proper connection to make the scene look EXTRA perfect. goshhhhhhh. omg. going thr agn to look at e exhibition one more time and to GET THOSE SOUVENIRS. didnt bring enough cash with me and OH MAN. was drooling at the arwen necklace n strider's mini sword. ARGH. x) im going to go broke man...haha!
thn we went to watch sm video in the 'cinema' set up thr on the props making, digi making, camera tricks etc. goshhhhh. stayed in thr and watched the whole thg fer like 2 hrs?!?! nearly died of coldness man. px cld stand it but i cldnt. call me warm blooded but i jst cnt stand the cold man. even w my jacket i still felt damn cold and was trembling like a LEAF in thr. all my hair on my body stood up(other than my hair silly). but reallllyyy enjoyed the video. made me admire WETA ppl more and more. and their creativity is jst so PHWOAH. O______O mind boogling. love it.
after tt we headed to the exit whn we saw this stimulator. its pretty shit but still some senseless fun. rode it fer 4 bucks. it didnt have any safety stuff inside other than some precautionary measures of holding on to the handle. and throughout the entire ride my butt kept sliding to and fro the seat and at one moment i jst rolled to px and crashed into her! hahaha:D was laughing and still trembling like shit thr. :D saw mikaela too! she was w her fam. hehs. thn ltr headed out and went to the shop and saw her agn. admired the lotr souvenirs and thn headed to eat.
was eating and complaining about our fam and our troubles lor. ahhaha. didnt realy provided any help to solve the troubles but i guess what the both o us needed was someone to knw what we were going through and needed to let some steam out. yeap. tts all..thn wnt to cash converters and bought two cds. (: an old used jolin cd and lilo n stitch sndtrack. ahahs. gta go bath le. tata`
08:45 p.m.trapped memories
Friday, March 19, 2004
was going through my friendster list of friends..thn saw the names of those ppl whom i used ot b closed w thr. suddenly missed them a lot. as in...REALLY a lot. dnt knw why. but i jst missed the times i had with them. the feeling like came to me like a pang of poignancy of lost times. gosh. i sound so mushy. love thm all. and you knw wad. one testi frm daniel said, 'yizhen treasures her friendships a lot'. well. i think i cn understand why now.
and guess what? bought lotr exhibition tickets alr!!!! going tmr with dearie px. (: ahahahas! thought of this crazy idea of waiting outside sci centre before it opens so that we can b the first ones inside!!! haaha. told her on the phone last night and she was like, laughing like crazy. that silly poots! she knws im very into this exhibition and still laugh like some maniac. rahhh!! gna get her this time! hahahas. (: bt gna arrange to meet her soon. rahh!
sihui's bday party tdy toos): bt i think im not going cos im not familiar w most of the peeps thr. think im gna give her my pres fer her on monday. wells. :/ rahh! stuck at home. someone ring me? hahahs. i dnt mind chatting. lalala. but thn agn, i have tons of h/w left undone! oh no. and i feel like baking pancakes now for lunch. hahahha.so silly. okays, this is jst one of my ramblings. so bored.
got this thru jiamin's blog(: i love that babe sooooo much! hahas.(:
Dear yi zhen ong, If you were a Hobbit, your name would be Mengwen Roots
and if you were a (female) Man, your name would be Gissi
and if you were an Elf, your name would be Eäredia
and if you were a Dwarf, your name would be Meabrylla
and if you were an Orc, your name would be Pidish
Your nearest Tavern might be called The Broken Cane
and your sword would be called Trithdrsil
lalala. i love lord of the rings. esp aragorn.
12:14 p.m.trapped memories
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
omg. she's one of the most goodlooking cosplayers ive ever seen roleplaying sanzo. -glomps- she rocks! and she even had his gun custom made. gooddd. O_______O
rahhh. spent the whole day online. geez. no mood to study. sth happened in e morning which caused me a really bad headache. well. tts a first fer this year. and thn went on to play ff7. finally reached disc 3 but got defeated by the second form o sepiroth. puis` and curse meself fer putting the save crystal in some stupid path whereby whn i enter cloud wld automatically go fer a descend. well. thats really stupid of me. hm. think im going to cont playing and try to defeat sepiroth by tdy and do my work at night. oh yeah before i go..
laopo, delfine. sorry fer nt informing u guys abt me not coming fer e bowling thing tdy. ): my hp got confiscated last night (but it has been returned to me) and i cldnt contact u guys. the parents are also a barrier to my access to you. so that is why i am unable to contact any of you..didnt mean to stand you guys up there. ): hope the situation's fine b/w zibbie n joy n d. (: forgive me?
tata`
06:24 p.m.trapped memories
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
i feel extremely tired. gna watch e next disc fer band of brothers ltr. love the show. steven speilberg is my hero for ww2 movies. damn. i still wnt that offer. electric guitar now rocks my socks. swoon.
09:35 p.m.trapped memories
Monday, March 15, 2004
EDIT. i deleted e previous entry. well. this made me feel loads beta. (:
and the full value and webpage:
http://www.zzounds.com/item--SVTRK21PAK
i badly want to have this guitar. it has all the thgs provided and the amps and everything!! its really a WOOT price man. not like e yamaha one. everything costs a bomb and this offers e best fer beginners. woahhh. and have i ever mentioned it comes tog w e amp?? even tho its so small and nt really significant to do any good fer performance or such but still its gd enough! and tuner, an extra set of strings and frets. cool. (((: love it. anyone wld want to buy my acoustic guitar fer 330 bucks? its enough to cover the shipping and cost o e set. and my guitar's bought frm hongkong, and its made of sm good wood and havent used it b4. (: lalala.
03:34 p.m.trapped memories
Saturday, March 13, 2004
oohhhhh!!!!! my piano exam's overrrrrrrr. hahahah. let me gloat about it. nyahaha. :D even tho its in e same room as maybelline. -pukes- but anyway .she didnt spoil my mood whn i came out o e room. hahah. one thg's for sure i was freezing in the room and another thg is tt e paper was suppppppperrrrrr hard! gosh. ): think im gna fail but WHO CARES. im done! yay. hahha. back to the present. i am taking quizzes again from emode.com! tho they chged their name to twinkle which is a super duper lame-o name, but still all the coolest quizzes are there! hehs. (: i got this from there!
do u follow ur heart or ur head?
Heart-Strong Idealist
You're an impassioned individual who just can't suppress your ideals. You've got a strong sense of right and wrong, and want to let people know when they've crossed the line. Sure, there are times when you sit back to hear both sides of an argument. But people had better stay out of the way when your fiery passions take hold.
But just because you can be a bit of a rebel with a cause, it doesn't mean you're incapable of being understanding and compassionate. It's because you're so invested in your ideas and interests that you can work so tirelessly toward your goals and speak up for what you believe in. So keep pouring your heart into it. With conviction like yours, you're sure to succeed!
i like it! im gna so win and rule this earth one day! hahaha. watch out people!
10:55 p.m.trapped memories
Friday, March 12, 2004
lalala. sm stuff happened at home. so im here at px's hse using her comp!! woot! didnt knw living alone is so cooolll. hehs. (: lalala. feeling much beta now. ehs. got back ppr. sucks like shit. cnt even get into a jc, let alone my dream jc. wahhhh. im dead shit lor. but thn heck. its nt time to worry abt this. beta start studying fer my piano exam. rahhh!! tatas. (:
05:34 p.m.trapped memories
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
rahh. having headache now. stupid q/a. did tt fer chem remedial. cldnt smell anythg initially so i added more barium nitrate. thn i took a sniff. and yupp. u cn guess e consequences. the chlorine gas shot instantly through my nose and up to my brain and caused a throbbing headache hence after. -rahh- reading 'the pligrimage'. its about this guy learning more about himself and God. its really really really inspiring and thought provoking. just like the book 'little prince' i love both books. hope my dad allows me to buy them! and princess diaries came out too! hahahaha..my dad's gna go real broke. :D eh. nth much. tdy had our last test of the term. gags. think id do pretty badly for it. its on differentiation. thought it was a pretty easy subject to pass but i didnt quite get one of the question's requirements and eventually ended up doing it wrong. said bye to four marks. rahh! hm. crapping now. going to eat dinner and buy nuggets for sec one orientation tmr. yay! free food! well, not exactly though. hmms.
i really feel like converting to a christian. thr is so much hope, and faith and love from the Lord himself. because He appears to us in one form of emotion which can be seen clearly around us. and that is Love. (: i learnt tt from the first few chapters of 'the pilgrimage'. x) love it. hmms. im still doubting myself on my dedication though. oh well. i gta go prep for my theory exam this sat..anyone wants to accompany me during the time i would be hanging around orchad before i go for my exam??? rahh. i dnt wna wander arnd orchad by myself. :/ i'll look so weird.
06:05 p.m.trapped memories
Saturday, March 6, 2004
fuck. the more i think about it the more i feel angry and frustrated. the question 'why' keeps revolving in my mind. i wnt to rip the memory out and re-create my past. but that cnt ever happen. oh well. i hate you. even though it has been wad, 7-8 yrs? rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
fuck you. i hate you.
i wished that i hadnt been that stupid to put u in tt special place in my heart and that it always hurts whn i think about what u had done to me. even if it is not in the direct way of stabbing and destroying what respect i had for you previously. i hateeeeeeeeeeee you. fuck up u slimy bitch. i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you for using me all the time.
02:39 p.m.trapped memories
Friday, March 5, 2004
rahhhhhhhh. its so funny how our emotions affect how we present ourselves? and guess wad? got my very first c6 fer english for the first time in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my god. guess my new eng tchr doesnt like my style of writing. she commented that my discussive essay has too many sentence construction problem. (is that how it is supposed to be?) i have no idea though. and she said sth like my ideas are lumped together in an effort to make my essay sound sophiscated. rahhhhhh. fine. i shall try my best to speak and write good english from now onwards. am reading "the little prince" presently and i find the introduction and analysis of the characters featured in the book rather irritating and irrelevant to the storyline. because it infers to the book "alice in wonderland" and how this book and "alice" has some sort of similarity that might have evoked some notion of the two main characters being symbolised as our "conscience". whereas the adults in both stories are seen as evil natured, insensitive creatures not allowed in their world.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhh. i feel so constricted in the way i am typing my entry now. but i guess it would be for the sake of my english paper for the final year. another reason perhaps to justify myself is to try to get into good terms with my eng tchr and also to write in the way that i always dreamed of, as in, writing in a really elegant, sophiscated, simple and clear cut way. simply put, be a good enough writer some long term dreams and short term ones like the o lvl paper and the GP paper in jc.
had dinner with suiyuan tdy! ahha. and that was like, 2 hrs ago? hehs. (: always enjoy her company. she's super funloving and cheeky and its always hard to believe that she beats people up in her school. bt i guess it cnt be helped cos o her sch's reputation and disciplinary problems. ): but in actual fact she's a real sweet girl. hehs. but realised sir wasnt in his best mood recently. always screaming and even repeated our warmups fer today! whn lat week he forgot to do part of the norm warmups. mann. wad happened to him????? and he even talked about jail and bailing people out of prison or whatnots whn he was warning us to pay up our grading fees on time. wads wrongggggg????????? omg. rahhhhhhhh. and i hate awkward situations. -sticksouttongue- told sy abt e incident cos its gettg a bit too awkward whn me and this other person see each other durg tkd lesson. thn she was telling me it was all my fault in the first place and i would have to suffer the consequences alone because i chose a path tt had led me to this situation. rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i hate it. maybe i shld jst get e courage to mend thgs btwn e 2 o us. bt really, it doenst matter anyway. rahhhhhhhhhhh. however, thr is always a 'bt' and a 'senario' to consider. hmmmmmms. oh well. this is jst another of my rantings. ignore this entry if u dnt understnd wad it meant.
yeap. i guess that's all. rahh.
10:51 p.m.trapped memories
Thursday, March 4, 2004
i feel so raaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrAWERYW$^SUw35uJGFNrw.
u understnd??????????
i want a new digicam!! someone pls sponser fer me????????? jst some 10plus bucks also cn???????????? walao. damn. im lack o sooooooooooo much money lor. sigh.
moreover my parents dnt wnt to sponser any money fer it. fcukkk.
rahhhhhhhhh. and i dnt knw why is e foul fcuk owrd so frequent in my mouth these few days. fcuk fcuk fcuk.
and broke one new yr resolution o nt blogging tt much. fcuk.
08:40 p.m.trapped memories
Wednesday, March 3, 2004
i suddenly want to go fer tkd trng. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. bt gt so many tests and stuff, so cnt go fer e more hiong trng on mon. rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. tdy went to j8 with laopo, liying n yoshika. haaha.they wnt to find present fer kanglin n i wnt to collect e pres ive ordered fer my sis. ((: lalala. im bored. sigh.
08:11 p.m.trapped memories
Tuesday, March 2, 2004
yeshhhhhhh! finally finished! nyahaha. (: gna rush 2 prac piano le. bye! leave u w this song i really love.'
just another note, my tagboard now is in another link, so link on e word' tagbrd' up thr above e huuugggeee word ' quixotic' thn it'll link u jst thr! (:
also, my blog is a little kuku, so if u come and ivist and dnt see any update, jst refresh one more time yeah? (: thks!
happy reading my entries!
Superman (It's Not Easy)
Five For Fighting
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird:I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train and
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd:but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed:but won't you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream but
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away:away from me
It's all right:You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy:or anything:
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
It's not easy to be me.
09:16 p.m.trapped memories
