A_R_E _Y_O_U _M_E_N_T_A_L

-Friday, August 22, 2003 12:20 p.m.-

Heheh told you I'm gonna update again. Since there are no classes (yeah!) I guess I'll be devoting my time to my site stuff. Maybe I'll post my cg later because there are tons of them still pending as well as other literary work. What else?? Oh yeah, how hard is it to pursuade other members to sign up! Oh well a kick-ass leader's work is never done! (snikers:P) F*cking screen is still bobbing up and down. Gotta fix that up real soon.It's making me like poppy genki music. Oooh the horror!!! Anyway it's really hard to find a good ftp program so that other site would have to wait. I'll be changing the layout in a while in the meantime....
eeling??
You represent... insanity. You're quite a quirky little creature. You're
emotions are varying. You may appear childish
and innocent, but you have a tendency to freak
out. You're incredibly random, but it's good
to be unique. People know you're an odd one,
but you certainly don't mind.

What feeling do you represent?
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Disorder?? HASH(0x84250a0)
schizotypal

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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kinky isn't a feather...its using the whole damn
chicken! and you kno it. you are so kinky that
even you are afraid of yourself sometimes.

What type of SEX do You enjoy?
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Yep folks! Many where that came from>^._~^< Azreal-chan*

-Wednesday, August 20, 2003 11:24 p.m.-

Hellloooo Guys! It's been quite a hiatus I know but my computer was way busted and medical school is much more of a bitch that Schwarz could ever be +) Anyway I promise to update more here and I will change the layout plus New skins will also be posted. Busy, busy lately with the pageant shit and exams and all. Another excuse why I'm not really updating anymore is that there would be a new (actual!) website and I'm finishing it right now. Just gotta find a good ftp program. If there's anyone willing to suggest I'm very open for it. It is also such a drag because school is taking so much time for me to finish my fictions but I'm glad I already know how to cg properly. Hey you guys, if there's anyone out there, would you please sign up??? Anyway here are some more insanity results for you to ponder on!

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Very High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Very High
Narcissistic: Very High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

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Well that's all for now promise I SHALL revive this mesage board!>^._~^< Azreal

-Monday, July 28, 2003 09:12 a.m.-

I will make this blog live once AGAIIN!!! (MWAHAHAHAHAH!!!) Well anywaez, Azreal, I'm really sorry for you not winning the pageant, I assure you, that you are the only pretty person there.. (well excluding me of course! ;P) hek! What else.. um, Advanced happy birthday and I miss you guys more now... dunno why... I guess maybe because I love you guys sooooooooooooo much!! You're my only reason for being here! (that was mushy mush.. eewww... I think I ate something weird...) eherm.. and sooo, GUYSSSS LET'S WATCH TOMB RAIDER!!! Lara Croft... WAH!! SUGOI!! *DROOLS* hmm, so what else! Ah!! My quizzes in math are great this year! yehey! That's something new! =D GAwds I love this... Sir Ben looks like an autistic freak! mwahahahah!! That I just realized and still I like him even with his unusually stupid lookin' teeth. EEEW!! ANIKI I LOVE YOU AND I HATE YOU EVEN MORE!! BUT STILL I LIKE YOU!! HEHEHEHE!!! DON'T GO TO THE STATES, I WILL JUST KILL MYSELF IF YOU LEAVE!! Oh please don't leave my ever so useless self to rot and have no one to worship here in the philippines.. PUH-LEESE!! NO MATTER HOW MUCH I MAY HATE TO ADMIT IT, AI SHITERU! TE QUIERO! WO AI NI! I LOVE YOU! MAHAL KITA!! (drops dead) eherm... hehe! who friggin' cares about what i typed out there... heehee!! For all I care, I think I'm only lusting over him... EEEEWWWWW!!!! So thin.. so gorgeous... so, so... EEK! (magpataba ka nga!) Hmm, I suddenly have in my head the anime quest.. he was sanzo.. the girls dig him.. I wanted to punch them to the moon or maybe just to the opposite wall of the mega trade hall... damn them... Fine, I'm jealous... I wanted to talk to him, but I can clearly see that he loved the attention he got from his hatefully adoring fan girls... Next time I assure them that they wont get close to Aniki... I swear that on... my sock's grave. Eherm.. Sooo.. sponge bob looks stupid... and porn movies are stupid... Dianne is still pretty but I don't like her anymore.. ANIKI ZUUTOOOOO!!! =D NYA! ~Shreint

-Monday, April 28, 2003 09:46 p.m.-

Lucifer: Its me again. There is but trouble in Schwarz, I feel it (or at least I was told off by the leader. Our dear screaming water ha stopped screaming, and I do not in any way like it. It is just so not her. So please, try contacting me. I will be waiting. I love you dear. And I love You guys as well.

-Thursday, April 24, 2003 03:15 p.m.-

Hmmm...As usual everyone's too lazy/busy to update. I've been pretty busy myself. I just returned from my holy week vacatiob from Baguio and I just finished enrolling for college which is just plain DEEP SHIT! I just fell in line for two days straight and will undergo military traning. That's right folks. Anyway I really miss schwarz since I haven't heard from you guys. Where are you anyway. Please contact me if your still alive eh! Oh just another news, I'm still not cured onmy PS2 syndrome and just finished the new layout for this site which is DEVIL MAY CRY! Good thing I just finished the game too! I'll upload that when this archive actually fills up. Lastly is I'm also finishing the official site of schwartz which will be hosted by KIT! I hope that will be done soon too. Please do watch out for that!
~Azreal

-Wednesday, April 16, 2003 10:23 p.m.-

Hello I'm back! Yeah, yeah this site has been for such a long hiatus for a while. It seems like the members get very little contact more often. But that's okay...I guess. Anyway I haven't inputed here for a while since the computer crashed down and the most terrible of tragedies happened. My photoshop got fucked up! Anyway, it took me ahell lot of time to fix it up and I finally did. Although I still have no photoshop, I currently use Paint Shop instead. I did really have such a slump even my writer's block is getting worse! But its gradually recovering. Here's a sample of it since my long coma:

Requiem For The Undead

What if I was immortal?
Would I still get to live each day as if it was my very last?
And what will eternity be like to me
Will forever remain steadfast?
I wonder if a lifetime
Would seem like a blink of an eye
Would I bear to notice
That everyday people die
What would life seem to me
If there was no afterlife
Will death still be meaningful
If you have no meaningful life
Everything changes
But nothing is truly the same
As time passes by
Would sanity remain sane
What if I was immortal
What would living be like to me?
Or a pulse, a breath, a spirit
Would these matter, really?
Until then, a lifetime would I forsee
What oblivion held out for me

Well, that's for now. Holy week is about to come and it's bore-uthopia for me again. Oh well! Keep in touch you guys. Oh yeah Shreint, I am willing to help you out with whatever and I'll ask the others too. Although I'm not sure...Just call okay!
~Azreal

-Wednesday, April 16, 2003 03:54 p.m.-

Uh, guys, anyone willing to help me with this math problem thingies for the summer? MY DAD's willing to pay anyone!!X___________X HEEEELPPP!!! ~Shreint

-Friday, April 11, 2003 01:23 p.m.-

Hello! At long last, it's me again! Yes It's been a while since I last updated. I guess I was a little too busy, displaced for that matter. Since my brother got PS2 and put it in my room, I can barely go there because he's using it 24/7! But I might admit, Kindom Hearts and Devil May Cry is pretty cool. Maybe I'll make a layout of that next. SO you guys, what happened to you already? Things are pretty silent here for the past few days. Anyway, Cymone you can download your layouts here since I already have no more disk space: New Layout . Here is also the revised Miyu layout . It's already fixed and I put it here just in case you still want to use it. Just remember to unzip the file to a new folder. I'll text you the password to that later on. Well that's all for the moment. Sorry for the delay for all those I still owe something too. Let me here from you guys ok!

~Azreal

-Monday, April 7, 2003 09:04 p.m.-

*sigh* hey guys... tomorrow is the day... Dianne... wish me luck that I may still wake up from my dream... Someone help me... I can't get out of this madness... My pretty little thing... is so pretty.. someone greet me...

You are Toreador, The Toreador are called many
things - "degenerates,"
"artistes," "poseurs" and
"hedonists" being but a few. But any
such lumpen categorization does the clan a
disservice. Depending on the individual and her
mood, Toreador are alternately elegant and
flamboyant, brilliant and ludicrous, visionary
and dissipated. Perhaps the only truism that
can be applied to the clan is its members'
aesthetic zeal. Whatever a Toreador does, she
does with passion. Whatever a Toreador is, she
is with passion.

What Vampire clan of the Camarilla would you fit best?
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-Saturday, April 5, 2003 06:20 p.m.-

Ventrue
You are Ventrue, The Kindred of Clan Ventrue have a
reputation for being honorable, genteel and of
impeccable taste. From time out of mind,
Ventrue has been the clan of leadership,
enforcing the ancient traditions and seeking to
shape the destiny of the Kindred. In nights of
old, Ventrue were chosen from nobles, merchant
princes or other wielders of power. In modern
times the clan recruits from wealthy "old
money" families, ruthless corporate
climbers, and politicians. Whatever their
origin, Ventrue vampires preserve stability and
maintain order for the Camarilla. Other Kindred
often mistake this for arrogance or avarice,
but to the Ventrue, their shepherd's role is
more burden than honor.

What Vampire clan of the Camarilla would you fit best?
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~~* Yay! Ventrue! I control you all! Bwahahahahahah!!!
*booming female voice* Who's your queen? Bow before me, you puny mortals... and lower vampire clans! Bow to me y'all!!!

Lucifer says: She really doesn't run out of things to say...

*Cymone simply goes on proclaiming her unending prowess to all clans...*

-Saturday, April 5, 2003 06:14 p.m.-

You are Malkavian, Even other Damned fear the
Malkavians. The cursed blood of their clan has
polluted their minds, with the result that
every last Malkavian across the world is
incurably insane. What's worse, a Malkavian's
madness can take nearly any form, from
overpowering homicidal tendencies to near-
catatonia. In many cases, there's no way to
tell a Malkavian apart from the
"sane" members of other clans. Those
few whose psychoses are immediately obvious are
among the most terrifying vampires to stalk the
streets.

What Vampire clan of the Camarilla would you fit best?
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Yup its me... Lucifer

-Saturday, April 5, 2003 05:44 p.m.-

That I-don't-know-what-the-hell-to-say-when-I'm-in-front-of-the-pc syndrome of Sempai Lucifer's is highly infectious. But since Azreal is here to remind me of the thing we DID do today, I"m shaking it off a little.

Hmm.... oh yeah, I learned that shopping with the gang is fun. It normally sucks when I'm the only one doing the groceries but with a walking-talking commentator pushing our cart, things have a tendency to turn interesting.^^ Take for instance, the carefree panty liners branded Barely There

Barely There-- Don't buy it cause you'll never know if it's there.~ Sempai Lucifer

And this coming from a person who doesn't even use one. Unless of course... he really does and he's not just telling me.^^ Though I really don't want to imagine how a panty liner named Barely There can provide the necessary *cough cough* support....

From hereon, I shall remember to call on the Schwarz team to aid me in my daily battles against these menial tasks called chores... and babysitting a Satan-in-the-making brother.

Schwarz:
Truly reliable. Truly demented. Truly family.

They're the only people that my devil incarnate of a brother hasn't scared off yet. So I, as manager of the group, am truly grateful for their unceasing support. (that same devil incarnate is currently trying to turn off the pc and smacking the tv with his palms as I type.^^)

'Tis all. And about the syndrome I mentioned in the first paragraph? Don't mind it. I am a pathological liar.^__^

~~Cymone

-Saturday, April 5, 2003 05:40 p.m.-

Lucifer: Why do I always forget what I am going to say whenever I sit in front of a p.c. ? I better start writing down what I'm going to say. Well anyways... love the new layout, its just so...me!

-Saturday, April 5, 2003 01:47 a.m.-

Wooohooo! New layout. I just can't help myself to load everytime I make a new layout. I think whenever I update a lot, it's cumpulsive of me to change the site's layout. Enwei, this features a guy from ANGST-L. An original manga/art by the wonderful Brazilian artist Davison Carvalho. I really admire this guy's art skills I just have to make a layout of his wonderful work. Oh yeah, this layout is dedicated to our most dearest,twisted, Malkavian-friend, Lucifer-sempai! I know he's getting a kick out of this. Ok my insane friends, here is one more freebie for you! ~Azreal

To upload the wallpaper, simply unzip the file and extract it to your folder, then upload it! I have to zip-up all the download goddies because geocities isn't kind enough to direct link ;->

Designed byAzreal LlywenH
Site owned by Schwarz Angelx's

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Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Very High
Schizoid:	Very High
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Very High
Narcissistic:	Very High
Avoidant:	Very High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
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