I did it...finally
I was rocking happy yesterday when I found out Ms Chng (our coach) was planning 2 put me in2 the finals on friday (4 those hu din noe...i got dropped frm main team b4 diz)..seriously even though it wasn't confirmed, I was still really glad that she even considered me. And 2day, she told us that she was going 2 put me as GK and Yvonne as C 4 the firz quarter...n i really hope I was not juz hearing things...and she taught me how 2 defend Natalie (IJTP's GS) properly...i'm so...im juz so freaking happy...

But i feel conflicting emotions as well...I really want you 2 play (whoever u are, you noe its u im talkin abt) as well...but I want 2 play 2. But I really believe that you can get back up...dun give up now..its the final race...I dunno wad 2 say 2 make it betta honestly, except juz b there 4 u...u're a fabulous friend, girl...u picked me up when I was down...u were there 4 me when no1 else was. I really appreciate everything u've done. It's my turn 2 be there 4 u...

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand; I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love; I had it all
I’m grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was
Loved by you, ooooh

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’cause you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love
Into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place
Because of you
butterflies in carol's tummy onWednesday, July 23, 2003
08:45 p.m.

History Drama
Not bad really...but some schools were quite boring. RGS got first runnerup, NYGH got first. It's alright I guess...but our actors were really good. They acted with lotsa feeling n it was all so natural...not faked or forced.
Bel, Me, Siok, Ness, Che Hao and Haoran went to KAP for lunch. Then we invited Larissa and Shaomin from NYGH to join us as well. We basically juz ate and chatted. The conversation flowed pretty well actually, considering we only juz met Larissa and Shaomin. And Che Hao is exactly like he is online. Nice open and forthcoming. Can imagine him blushing when he reads this already. Anw, for those of u out there, he's juz a friend..so pls no wrong ideas. Thanx.
Only aft me and Siok left did I realise that Che Hao 4got 2 pass me the "catch me if you can" and "sweet home alabama" cds...and so I messaged him. And he was so nice...he actually came back all the way (he left KAP already) and came 2 find us at the bus stop juz so he could pass them 2 me...I really din expect it. Thanx so much...Honestly, I wouldn't do tt for others. I guess I betta be more generous and all yeah?
butterflies in carol's tummy onSaturday, July 19, 2003
03:59 p.m.

Thoughts
Yawn...its com studies once again...can some1 pls spare me from this monotonous droning. I bet 3/4 of the class isn't listening to this pointless crap.

Anw, I'm working on a new layout. Gonna upload it the next time I go online at home. I din really think of using the upcoming layout..cus I was making another for another theme. But it din really work out. So I need more time to do that. So now Ill put up the other one first..oh well I realised that I was rambling...so u can see exactly how bored I am.

History drama 2mr...poor Nat doesn't know whether to perform 4 History drama or 2 go 4 basketball trng coz their nationals start on mon.

Man...I feel sleepy...really really sleepy...I think I'm going to sleep soon...stupid...er..wads-his-name com teacher is talking to like nobody..because no1...and i mean NO 1 is even listening.

Think I shall delete some of my earlier entries. People who come 2 my blog regularly would have read it already...so I dun c wads the problem with deleting those entries...but u noe the prob with blogs is tt they are not lasting. You carn keept those memories (whether good or bad) 4ever...or read them again a few years down the road. To think back affectionately and fondly..or with embarrassment on those memories...you know juz 2 remember ur childhood, ur teen years...events in ur life, moments tt u share with special pple. Blogs basically carn compare coz they dun last, unlike a diary. I lyk writing in a diary...it really helps to sort out my confused thoughts alot. And its smth I've been writing in alot these few days, coz I really need to set all my jumbled thoughts staight and let it all out. A blog isn't as personal as a diary also, coz you know other pple r reading it. And the purposed of my blog is more 4 leisure coz I juz like doing the layouts..and its also 4 updating pple hu care abt my life. But its not really...THAT personal if you know wad I mean...
butterflies in carol's tummy onFriday, July 18, 2003
09:48 a.m.

Track Meet
It was pretty ok...but was quite exciting at some points. Actually I was anticipating quite a boring time..but watching, rgs, ri and rjc run (esp 4 relay) is super ci ji!

And I feel so humiliated...I did smth really dumb...I din even realise lor! And like...the trackers tt were there were yelling very amusedly at me..and Jenny was very shocked...I really din realise ok (4 those who knew wad happened)! I din mean 2... I totally did not see the other one! I only saw the sign and went in2 the one that I saw...oh man..Im feel so malued!

And I took ages 2 come home 2day...I had 2 let 2 bus 16 pass because they were so full..and then I waited half and hour 4 7...I left National Stadium at 615...I reached home at...745...quite long rite?!
butterflies in carol's tummy onWednesday, July 16, 2003
09:02 p.m.

Man my day sux. period. we won yeah...44-14...good game. Period.
butterflies in carol's tummy onMonday, July 14, 2003
10:01 p.m.

Funny day
B4 i start..hey christine...dun worry 2 much yeah..i noe it sux..trust me i understand..but hey life goes on ok?
Well, 2day was pretty fun actually. During math, ellen and hanxin were bz slapping each other n ignoring Mrs Ang, and I was observing them very bemusedly and innocently at the side. But me being me...had to open my big mouth and say "continue go on..this is interesting" when they breaked for a moment..and they decided 2 slap me! But...me with my wonderfully quick reflexes (ok..so mayb not) dodge ellen (who was planted in the seat next to me) and got around her wildly failing hands to slap her face first! You should have seen the shock and dismay on her face...she looked like she wanted 2 cry for tt split second...AHAHAH.

Lit was act pretty fun...we were working on our collages and leaflets for the making connections project and actually its really interesting and you really gain an insight into the book you're doing on. Recess...oh! We kept meeting hanxin's juniors everywhere. Especially the one that is mortally afraid of her. And we met her at the stairway actually and she saw hanxin and immediately turned around..but then realised tt hanxin spotted her and thus, had 2 wave rather reluctantly. Then we very coincidentally picked a table tt was near tt poor lil junior! And this whole group of them kept waving at hanxin...lol...and poor hanxin (or should i say the junior?) was so embarrassed.
Went home at like...530 2day...coz me n siok were doing hw in the library while bel went to some dedication thing...smth abt worship..im not really clear wad its abt tho (confused look). Later she joined us and we worked until 530! I fell asleep on the bus back and I nearly missed my stop...I was juz sooo tired..I also dunno y...shrugs.
have you guys heard the song "a time for us" its an oldie and its simply lovely...I feel so sad everytime I hear it. Oh and "moon river" (not the one by richard clayderman...i dunno who its by) is really touching too...the chorus somehow reminds me of hp...in a good way.
butterflies in carol's tummy onFriday, July 11, 2003
08:31 p.m.

Netball
2day was good...I played rather well. Played WD, and Ms Chng said that my defence at the D was good...as in I made one good deflect with the outer hand, when I circled around the player. I must learn to do it more, without contacting or causing contact. And I made one deflect during centre pass, but it was kinda far..so I couldn't reach out and grab it 2 me. Next step is to bring up my other hand so that I can intercept instead of deflecting all the time. Amelia...I'm happy 4 u! I knew you made it laz trng already like I told you...great going!
butterflies in carol's tummy onMonday, July 7, 2003
09:37 p.m.

Splitting Headache 3
Today was REALLY bad...I felt like crying on my way home. Cus after netball, I suddenly had this headache on one side...migraine I think. During lunch..it jus stayed as a headache...that was quite irritating. But after that, once I got onto the bus with Amelia, it got really bad. Probably cus the bus kept shaking and bumping..after Amelia dropped off, it got even worse. I felt nauseous when I got off at my stop to wait 4 7...and I was like...praying for 7 to come..coz I desperately wanted to go home and sleep...or smth. And immediately when I got home..I bathed in record time and collapsed onto my bed and went to sleep for four hours straight. I slept from like 2-6...and I woke up feeling very relaxed, rested and happy! Haha..but really dunno wads wrong...I keep having headaches these few days...
butterflies in carol's tummy onMonday, July 7, 2003
06:49 p.m.

Splitting Headache2
It's back again..at first it was still ok..now its getting worse...it keeps hurting...I dunno why...I haven't had headaches in ages...oh well...never mind.
I'm supposed 2 be doing my pollution assignment now...but I'm kinda slacking cause I can't think and I really want to talk about smth 2 sm1..but tt person is bz...haha..oh well..its not impt so I guess it can wait. =P It's her loss anw...(grin)
butterflies in carol's tummy onSunday, July 6, 2003
09:48 p.m.

Splitting Headache
I've got a really bad headache now...I can barely think staight...I can't concentrate on doing my IRS at this point...mayb i should go sleep soon...then the headache will ease. 2day was really fun...and fruitful.

Bel, siok n i met in sch 2 do IRS...n siok n i were there at 8. but bel only juz woke up! Hahah..so she came around 9. den at arnd...1130 they chased us out of the com lab..so we went 4 lunch coz we were hungry...so we went 2 burger king. only i realised my coupons were expired!

Then, we went to take a neoprint..it was quite cool...ill be uploading all my pics soon..so u guys can c it later. But in one of the pics we din pick, annabel's water bottle was standing alone at the side! Coz we act sat in diz green box n took it, n the greenbox wld b reflected as wtv background we chose. So bel's bottle happened 2 b in the greenbox with us as well! The fotos turned out quite good act..we all looked pretty gd (4 once!)

Later we went 2 cine foodcourt 2 do more work coz its actually quite a good place 2 work..plenty of space. And I recognised this actor, who normally acts as the bad guy in channel 8 shows..n we were act blockin his way (we din realise!) n he said excuse me.

later we were very bored...n so we went 2 paragon 2 marks n spencers! n i had diz wonderful idea. lets make each other try on children's clothes (marks n spencer has em in our size) n make each other look stupid! den i pretended tt i was buying clothes 4 my sister hus older than me by one year but my height (HAH)..n she was called michelle (firz name tt came 2 mind). Then we went 2 metro..n we made siok wear a barbie doll dress! And bel had 2 wear a white tight halter dress..n I had 2 wear this pink wide dress tt made me look like I was pregnant!!! And cus it was so suspicious, we each pretended we had a sister..hu we were buying the clothes for!!! Hahaha. Then, we went 2 the woman's section and i tot "why dun we pick clothes according to a theme!" so we had punk and tried on funky clothes, like netted stuff. next we had "beach wear" and we got like flowery (BRIGHT PINK AND ORANGE) boardshorts and bright tops etc. And we each picked sundresses as well!!!! Hahahha...u wun believe how stupid we looked...and poor bel met so many church frens and was so maluated! Its dead fun man...u guys shld go try it some time..u wun regret it..even if u do look pregnant..or meet sm1...hahaha.
butterflies in carol's tummy onSaturday, July 5, 2003
11:14 p.m.

Good Luck
Good luck christineh! Go do a great time 4 ur hurdles and jump etc kk?! You can do it...juz be confident...sorry I din wish you earlier...I 4got tt you weren't coming 2 sch 2day...hee (sheepish grin)...anw...we're in here stoning during com studies..while you're out there warming up and running...its raining now..hope you run well. Theres a match against River Valley 2day..I'll be leaving class at 1215..haha..ellen hates me cus i'm missing boring assembly and 1/4 of math. HAH. Hope I play well 2day...I really need to prove that I can do it...Oh well. Juz figured tt i haven't blogged in a long time since my prev entry...time 2 start updating again..but i've been so bz...laz few weeks..haha..
butterflies in carol's tummy onFriday, July 4, 2003
09:48 a.m.

More presents
Diz is juz gonna b a short entry..gotta go study 4 test. I received one more b'day present...from Suat...thanx 4 the cute lil white bunny with purple bunny slippers! It's SOOO cute. And Ellen thanx 4 the...erm...furry headed soldier thing (sorry..i carn rmb wad its called) tt u gave me as a souvenir from ur london trip...i lyk its furry head! oh yes! thanx 4 the Harry Potter bk Darren...really appreciate it...
butterflies in carol's tummy onWednesday, July 2, 2003
10:47 p.m.

Friendly With NYGH B Div
Well...basically we won. But I played really badly. I only started to play better in my last 2 quarters. And even then, I din have a single interception. I jus kinda realised that its true that everything is all up in your mind. That if I feel as if I'm playing badly, then I'll play badly. And if I keep dwelling on it, then it'll keep happening. And I knew I wasn't getting into the game and instead was focusing on "shit...What am I doing????!!!" that kinda stuff and I was getting very pissed with myself. I know I can do it, I'm just NOT DOING IT???? Some1 explain to me my mentality? I thought I was finally bucking up, and now...I probably played even worse than before. Sheesh. 4get it. Just 4get it.
butterflies in carol's tummy onTuesday, June 24, 2003
03:18 p.m.

Lovely Story

FAIRY TALE

nce upon a time there has a young OFFICE CLERK named SARAH. He was AS USUAL FARTING in the BARE forest when he met UGLY TAMORA, a run-away WATER CARRIER from the SEXY Queen JEREMY.

SARAH could see that UGLY TAMORA was hungry so he reached into his PANTS and give him his HANDSOME BANANAS. UGLY TAMORA was thankful for SARAH's BANANAS, so he told SARAH a very SUCKY story about Queen JEREMY's daughter JOSH. How her mother, the SEXY Queen JEREMY, kept her locked away in a RUBBISH BIN protected by a gigantic FREAK, because JOSH was so MAD.

SARAH FLOPPED. He vowed to UGLY TAMORA the WATER CARRIER that he would save the MAD JOSH. He would EAT the FREAK, and take JOSH far away from her eveil mother, the SEXY Queen JEREMY, and FLY her.

Then, all of the sudden, there was a PRETTY SHITTING and UGLY TAMORA the WATER CARRIER began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic FREAK from his story. SEXY Queen JEREMY FLIPPED out from behind a BOTTLE and struck SARAH dead. In the far off RUBBISH BIN you could hear a "AH".

THE END.

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Blessed
You know, I was out with some ex-hpps pple and I was really late in coming home. About 1 and a half hours. Cus we were watching "Heartbreakers" at Jinyan's house after we played laser mania and bowled. So obviously I wouldn'y leave cus it was halfway through the movie! And actually yesterday my mum already specifically told me that I had to be home by 7, and she was so firm about it I decided not to argue anymore. But...yeah...if you know your math, I reached home at 830. And when I called to tell her I would be late, she screamed at me over the phone. But on my way home, I was praying fervently over and over again for God to help me. Cus I really knew that it was my fault this time and that I deserved to be scolded and all. Then when I reached home, guess what? I found my mum fretting over a tap that was left on for ages. And she didn't even scold me. Not one word. I felt so lucky. My dad didn't scold me either. I was so stunned and grateful to God. Like...oh man...I was just so...awed by this. It was like the answer to my prayer. I felt so blessed, as my friend put it. WOW. That's the only word that can describe it.
butterflies in carol's tummy onWednesday, June 18, 2003
09:16 p.m.

Netball!
Im really happy now...=D I feel like I'm on a roll? Like, I played quite well yesterday at the friendly with MGS c'div and b'div, and I played really well in the last quarter. And its like I'm finally performing according to my expectations now. I made 2 interceptions and 2 deflects I think in the last quarter...yeah! And...Miss Chng said my circle defence was good...jus need 2 learn how 2 swop shooters seamlessly with co-defender. Hee...Im happy! And then 2day, we had a funny fun game with st marg b and c div also. And when I played WD i made 3 interceptions and 1 deflect in 8 min! Im happy! gotta run, dad chasing me!
butterflies in carol's tummy onTuesday, June 17, 2003
11:14 p.m.

Sleepwalking
Anw, I did promise that I would write about my sleepwalking episode. It was really freaky actually. Cus all I knew was that, one moment I was in my bed, and the next, I was standing in my parents room, pressing the switch to the computer. And luckily my dad woke up jus then. He was like "Carol! What are doing?!" cus it was kinda...like 3am in the morning? And he didn't know I was sleepwalking and so I just suddenly jolted awake. And even then, I wasn't really asleep. My dad just guided me back to my bed. And I fell asleep immediately. Gee...wonder what happened back then...I dunno why I suddenly sleepwalked. It was somewhere at the end of p6 I think. *shrugs*
butterflies in carol's tummy onSaturday, June 14, 2003
11:17 p.m.

NARCISSISTIC?!
hello..im lyk seriously insulted. im NOT in love with myself whatsoever ok?! sheesh...*makes face*...oh wtv! anw..had training 2day. at first was kinda..bleagh coz we had 2 do physical training (PT from now on) and we had 2 jump 50 2 legs, 30 each leg. 2 sets of that. then sprint this circuit sorta thing. n we had to run long run and stuff. yeah. but later we did courtwork and that really makes up 4 everything. coz we've been wanting 2 concentrate on courtwork and getting stuff right 4eva, n finally we are starting on it. =D I just love netball so much...its become this really huge part of my life, and the netballers..what can i say? You guys have practically become my soulmates or smth. I dunno..its juz that we go thru so much 2gether..n theres alot of common interest and all tt. dun ask me2 explain abt frenship n all. psychology etc ain't exactly my bez sub (not tt i even take it but...shrugs)..hahah
butterflies in carol's tummy onThursday, June 12, 2003
08:30 p.m.

I have no idea what to name this page
I was supposed 2 meet up with a couple of my hpps friends, juz 2 catch up n stuff...but darling Annabel and Siok here decided that they were unwanted, and that they were busy! And so..i obviously couldn't go alone with 2 guys! I mean...I'm not that kind. And I'm not gonna risk being sighted alone with them either! So I decided not to go. Besides, I had tuition. So...yeah..i didn't go. But later they called me up and asked me 2 joing them 4 lunch. So I was like. No...no thanks. Anyway, 2day was so boring! But I did nap 4 about...1 and a half hours...but felt darn hot halfway. Yawn...I dunno y but halfway thru, i got up from my bed, went 2 my parents room, n lay down on their bed, and went back 2 sleep. =S...haha..sleepwalk arh! Oh! I've sleptwalk b4..i'll tell next entry.
butterflies in carol's tummy onTuesday, June 10, 2003
09:52 p.m.

Netball Carn
Oh man..my NOSE is sunburned. It hurts like crazy man...after I washed my face the skin felt so tight! ANW! I was umpiring with JingLi first but later, Rachel swopped with her so she could umpire with me! And we were umpiring sec3s. But u noe rite...my whistle a bit the lou feng ok?! I blow one time nobody listen. Just keep playing. Haf2 blow like 3-4 times then people can hear?! So siao you know! Then the music was blaring so loudly...that sure didn't help! Later we had 2 go sell grapes and drinks 2 the pple coz as usual, we cld't finish! So Rachel n I walked up 2 lyk...pple we hardly even knew lyk Belicia, and Melissa (in my case) and Wanying and begged them 2 buy. And it was very funny cause when I saw Belicia, den I had this evil glint in my eye. And when she saw me, she had the "OH SHIT" look. Den she come n bargain with us ok?! supposed 2 be $2 end up we sell her 1.80.=( bad girl.

Den later rachel, amanda and I went 2 suntec for dinner cause it was on the way home for us. And later when we finished dinner, we going down the escalator. Then, Rachel stepped on (she was talkin 2 mel on her hp) n juz went down. Then i pulled amanda n stopped her frm getting on. And we both hid behind this pillar n watched her go down. Suddenly she turned around n started lookin everywhere with this panicked look in her eyes. Amanda n I were clutching our stomachs and laughing like crazy! Then suddenly she called me, and I was laughin so hard I could barely talk. And I told her we were at "EXPORT FASHION", n rachel being rachel..had 2 go there! (I mean wad wld we be doing in export fashion man?!). Then, later I suddenly exclaimed! "OH! Now we're walking to Nokia! Where are you?!" Then, we saw her...squatting down in the middle of suntec, holding her stomach and roaring with laughter. And this old man kept giving her funny "are you crazy" looks! Later, when we were walkin alongside carrefour, then she was on the phone again! Then I dragged amanda behind the pillar! But, shux. Diz time the plan was busted..she caught sight of my sleeve =(! So...haix!
butterflies in carol's tummy onTuesday, June 10, 2003
03:29 p.m.

Problems Again
Sheesh...juz when I thought the situation couldn't get any worse..it did. The same thing happened. Only its now a different person. Shit. But luckily this person's a lil more understanding...and not hurt. I hope. Haix...wtv lar...I'm gonna ignore it again.
butterflies in carol's tummy onSaturday, June 7, 2003
09:26 p.m.

A Poem I Wrote
This poem is based on the story of a walk to remember. Just give me your comments yeah? I dun mind if they aren't flattering. =D

Bruce Almighty
Went 2 watch it 2day with Rachel, Anna, Amanda and Shi Hui. So farni man! I nearly died of laughter in there, n actually most of the laughter died down already, den suddenly some1 burst in2 uncontrollable maniacal laughter n we gave in 2 the urge n started crackin up again! I laughed until my stomach hurt. It wasn't all that fantastic, rather a typical storyline actually..happy-ending duh. But it was really humourous and I felt so happy after watching it cause I laughed so much. And REALLY laughing feels so great now! OH! When we were eating at Long John's, some girl was crying and talkin on a phone. At first I thought she had some depressing news or smth. But later the amubulance came, and people wearing masks and full "suits" came in. I was super freaked out. I thought she had SARS and i was thinking "omg...i dun wanna die yet. My siblings..." etc etc..my imagination was runnin wild. Later I realised that she was gripping her stomach. And she was wincing with pain, and her whole face was deathly pale. I felt so bad 4 her. She looked lyk she was in terrible agony, and she was alone, only with a friend and the friend's mum or smth. Man...
butterflies in carol's tummy onFriday, June 6, 2003
06:44 p.m.

Problems
I'm having some major ass problems now and I have no idea how 2 resolve it. Gee. I dunno wad 2 do abt it at all! I wish I could jus run away from it and never have to hear about it again. At first I jus tried 2 ignore it, but now its caught up with me again. I guess smth has 2 be done this time round, but I just have no idea wad! I wish some1 could tell me wad 2 do...
butterflies in carol's tummy onFriday, June 6, 2003
06:24 p.m.

Freaking Bored
I'm stoning online. Like really stoning online. This really sucks I'm dead bored. I should be surfing n d/l songs n hafing fun..but im freakin bored. Yawn..hahah..I guess I'll go check out some nice sites. Yupz...BORED BORED BORED BORED. help sm1 entertain me!
butterflies in carol's tummy onThursday, June 5, 2003
08:52 p.m.

Lunch
I went out 4 lunch 2day with bel n siok..n they were actually supposed 2 go get the other half of my prez b4 I decided I was going 2 join them. And they were supposed 2 meet this girl called MeiLing who was wearing a sleeveless blue shirt n had (2 quote her msg) "3 guy pupils tagging behind me"...haha. Oh well...and they won't tell me who MeiLing is and why they are meeting her...but it was quite a pity cause I wanted 2 go see who she was...but I couldn't cause I had 2 go 4 tuition! And speakin of tuition..it was ok until the end where my eyes wanted 2 slam shut...Nearly fell asleep...wahaha! Anw...bel siok..u betta faster tell me who she is and why you wanted 2 meet her...woah...Amanda Chong's blog way funky...how does she do it man?! Everyd1 go check it out...wait...lemme find her link...
butterflies in carol's tummy onWednesday, June 4, 2003
10:13 a.m.

Netball
Played pretty well 2day. Im happy man. Finally I'm bucking up again...goodness knows its about time! I din exactly intercept but my court movement was way better...I deflected a couple...should haf intercepted those..but my stupid hands lar..refuse 2 co-operate (grin..I know I know..I'm tryin 2 blame other stuff)! Some stuff's up w the team..n bel n siok finally joined us 4 training again! Yeah! 2day's training was rather fun. It wasn't tt tough but I dunno y I came home totally exhausted...weird. Haha.
butterflies in carol's tummy onMonday, June 2, 2003
10:15 p.m.

Ms Chng's House
I'll update what happened ever since I last blogged first then I'll talk about 2day. Been so busy I din even haf time 2 tok abt the great time I had at Ms Chng's house! Thanx Ms Chng! Anyway, I met Carmen, Gillian, Jenna and Rachel at Clementi MRT and, AS USUAL (wink) Rachel was LATE. We played bball firz, n yeah...we were so not good at it. Haha, least I wasn't. Grin. ANW! After that, it was scorching hot and we were dying 4 air-con. And btw, Ms Chng booked this function room 4 us n its lyk super nice! BTW, i must mention that the condo is FANTASTIC...seriously..its so nice man. I wanna live there!ANW, we went in2 the function room 2 stone 4 awhile b4 deciding 2 swim! N we swam 4 lyk...5 hours?! Hahah..we played sea monster on the kiddy playground in the middle of the pool n I tried to climb up the slide (which had water running down) n smashed my shin up. (It's bruised now..ouch!). We also decided that as a act of gratitude, we would put up a performance (water gymnastics) 4 Ms Chng and her 2 nephews (Juntian n Junhao)! And it was really quite dumb...*sheepish grin* but...hey it was fun! BTW, Junhao is the younger one..super sweet man...! N Juntian is so hyper! ANW, aft lunch we went 2 the karaoke room 2 watch Matrix reloaded but I fell asleep 3 times cause I was so exhausted from playing so madly! N juz b4 we left, tiantian (ttz Juntian) was entertaining us! He ran round n round the whole room spittin saliva (eew!) n every few rounds, he would come 2 the bball Carmen was holding n kick it. Den he would exclaim, "OW!" den run round n round again! N Maybelline kept bullying him (grin) n chuckiin pillows arnd n getting him 2 pick it up 4 her! Den she said she specifically wanted Amanda's pillow (which amanda was sleepin on). So tiantian tried 2 gif her smth else, but she refused. So he cried out "but its the same colour!" so smart man...hahahaha! Man...later he called me teriyaki sauce...or smth else I carn rmb...haha...WTV lar! Damn funny man...that's all I know!
butterflies in carol's tummy onMonday, June 2, 2003
09:12 p.m.

Feeling Better
Woah...i sounded so melancholic in the last entry...haha..well i guess i was really down. but i feel way better now...im gonna do much better next 2 terms..n become diz utter mugger...den ill get wad i hope 2 achieve.n netball..i dun care...wtv it is im gonna fight till the end...freak larz...who cares if i din play well in finals...doesn't mean im not gonna play well 4eva. besides...i think i've been playing quite well last few trainings..so what the heck!
butterflies in carol's tummy onThursday, May 29, 2003
08:55 p.m.

i wanna watch matrix...but im not in tt much of a hurry 2...think the sec2 gep production should be quite cool...but sec3s snatched padma naidu away...haix. aiya...wonder how the script is...i hope its not smth really typical n dumb or smth..will b so bohliao. i think my hair's long enuff 2 tie..but cause its lyk super layered the top part sorta puffs up..gross..but i look funnyw a ponytail...i muz either haf it totally down...or totally up (as in in a bun or knot or twist or smth). oh whatever! i duno either! ~yawns~..i told u im really sleepy. luckily laz lesson. heng. christine...that thing got development liaoz...now muz wait 4 sat...haix..hope sat no trng...i wanna go 4 the humanities symposium. you know they say "when one door closes on you, another opens for you". but i juz carn c tt open door. alots going wrong in my life..i look 4ward 2 netball...but it juz basically sux rite now. i juz feel tt she doesn't want 2 give me a chance anymore...and my grades really suck this semester..i've never done so bad in my life...i ought 2 haf gotten lyk at least A1 4 hist, sci n maths (which was my bez sub but is my worse diz time)...yea..lyk i said...i carn c tt open door...
butterflies in carol's tummy onThursday, May 29, 2003
01:08 p.m.

Com Stuides again
bleagh...how boring can roy tan (com tcher duh) get...and his voice is, 2 quote christine "so gay". n i agree..its worming its way into my ear..n its freaking irritating...grrrr...anw, im playing balthasar in 2day's lit drama thing..and i've got so much 2 say...i dun think i can rmb anything AT ALL. like really...i mean...i carn rmb the middle part of the speech of mercy...(suat...pls dun strangle me). netball later..carn wait...should b fun..but i think theres no plce to train again...seniors n sec1s taking up all the space...haix...hahah..hope we dun do PT again...i wanna play game...wanna do court work...we're doing very little court work now...so freaking shit. yawn..im sleepy...i was sneezing the whole day cause the air con was so cold laz nite..but so shuang!was rehearsing 4 the play yest n nat fell asleep...so farni...i cld tell she fell asleep...she had tt kinda..."ah!" look on her face...hahahaha! was darn tired the whole day 2day...nearly fell asleep in sci..my eyes are lyk nearly glued shut 2gether or smth...yawn
butterflies in carol's tummy onThursday, May 29, 2003
12:55 p.m.

Thanks!!!
OH MAN! i so love u 2...bel n siok! they gave me this fabulous necklace ttz this metallic heart...ttz got a hole in the middle..itz darn nice...n the bracelet! itz got diz bead which says "love" n i duno how 2 describe it..but its basically lovely! thanks guyz! love u guys so much! hahaha...
butterflies in carol's tummy onTuesday, May 27, 2003
06:11 p.m.

Match
Went down to Toa Payoh to watch a division finals. Really awesome...Hwa Chong was super...duh they won. I really wanna learn how 2 intercept like them...haha...can't wait for competition 2 start...juz that i think we need a bit more time to improve some more first. There was this banner that said "He Zhen jia you!" on Hwa Chong's side. She's laz yr sec4 senior...super zai. Not bad lar..go there only gather a fan club already...bu chuo, bu chuo...hahahah! Im gonna get broadband! Yay...hahah..about time 2! Im gonna ignore u guys (nat and ellen)...always teasing me =@ so bad...hahaha...
butterflies in carol's tummy onMonday, May 26, 2003
07:13 p.m.

lit wkshop
SCORE! oh man..christine im so proud of us! hahahah...*wink wink nudge nudge*. anw...it was really hot n stuffy in nygh...sum1 ought 2 go sue the aircon 4 backing out on us...=(i was sweltering in there n cursing silently under my breath. n it din help tt nat n christine were leaning over me...n lyk BODY HEAT?! i was roasting alive..wonder if i've gone even more chao ta than i already am...=S...n u cld quit teasing me abt it nat.
butterflies in carol's tummy onSunday, May 25, 2003
12:28 p.m.

Comp studies
comp studies now...hafing roy tan instead of the arthur lim, who allows us 2 surf...but i dun care...im surfing ANW!we're typing our desired grade now...woah...i got lyk...90 (I WISH!) 4 science, eng, geog n history! wahahah...shit my background picture always doesn't load...it really sux big time. haix...some1 HELP me!shit...it shows up sometimes..n doesn't at others...grr..oh wtv! cool..im rogue...i like rogue! flirtacious me?! dun tok rubbish *glares at some pple*...woah...i lyk bobby 2! hahaha...christine...i saw u n nat...toking rubbish...n pointing at my blog...wad were u toking rubbish abt?! get lost already...=(
butterflies in carol's tummy onFriday, May 23, 2003
09:59 a.m.

2day
had training 2day..was quite alrite...only sprinting up the stairs, jogging down (x4) was quite tough...other wise...ok lar. but i played lyk shit 2day..haix. 4get it. dun wanna tok abt it. anw...had art 2day and christine was telling me stuff (secret secret!!)..wahaha. *sticks out tongue at nat n ellen* grin...2bad...she trusts me =P! 2day was actually basically quite boring..juz kept crapping on n on w nat, ellen n christeneh...n irritating nat w a certain smth...(winks 2 christine)
butterflies in carol's tummy onThursday, May 22, 2003
08:31 p.m.

shopping
went shopping wif nat and ellen 2day! act it wasn't really shopping...we juz sat around at cine and ate 4 lyk...1 and a half hours. den went 2 cine 2 take neoprint. den we picked the wrong pic lor! argh! hahaha! den look so freakin there..ALL OF US!as we were about 2 head home, ellen and i decided to..erm..answer the call of nature =}!so we ran 2 the toilet. in there, ellen and i were crapping endlessly. suddenly there was this loud "whoosh" lyk...great gush of erm..u noe...urine...gross! from the stall next 2 ellen. n i..stupid being stupid..went 2 say..."ellen was that u?!" she answered "no carol (patient tone)it wasn't me." then i said..."oh man. i dun feel lyk getting up!" and she said..."er..dun go out until i tell u 2". then i said "why!n u'll prob nv tell me n ill stay in there lyk an idiot 4eva!" so she promised that she would call me so i waited. then after taht, she suddenly was knocking on my door frantically saying "carol! carol! hurry up! get out!" so i did. n we ran 2 wash hands n scuttled out of the toilet lyk rabbits!n we laffed lyk idiots aft tt!oh man...my stomach was hurtin lyk crazy later!
butterflies in carol's tummy onWednesday, May 21, 2003
05:34 p.m.

Kissed..(or nearly)
Ellen. You nearly did wad my title said. Hahaha! In my last entry I said we went to borders. Well. Ellen wanted to head off to look at smth but chloe pulled her back AGAIN! so ellen stopped and spun around, and nearly came face-to-face with this..other girl, correction quite old lady. I think she nearly died of shock or smth.seeing ur horrible face right smack in front of her (kiddin!). ahahha..near miss dear...near miss..lucky 4 her tho..i think she wldn't haf enjoyed it! after that i was saying "imagine that ellen, your first kiss with a woman...hmm..". dun worry girl, im juz teasing.
butterflies in carol's tummy onSaturday, May 17, 2003
11:29 p.m.

Pissing Chloe Off =P
2day went to pacific plaza to exchange the shirt, and nat, ellen and chloe came along. then cause chloe needed to go off really soon cause she was gonna get screwed by her mum...and nat, ellen and i were lyk irritating the shit out of her! coz after we got my shirt, then we passed by macs and nike! so i wanted to get fries (btw, i bot and "buy 1 get 1 free"!!!), so ellen n nuttie n chloe went 2 nike. den ellen was lyk wasting time deciding which colour shirt she wanted 2 buy...but in the end she din buy! so chloe was pissed (a lil anw)! then, we passed by lido, n nat n ellen saw XMEN2! and cause they've been wanting to see it so they were lyk magnetically attracted 2 the ad! (shrugs..dun ask me i dunno y!!) then chloe caught hold of ellen's bag, n dragged her back screaming n yelling! wahahahha! then when we crossed to borders, ellen n nat decided they wanted orange julius [partly to piss chloe off!=}]so i went there, put my bag n file down, n pretended i was gonna sit there n eat! n i said "i think we should sit n eat..." n she practically shouted "no!im gonna get screwed!" whahah! den we were crossing to the bus-stop, n we decided we were gonna turn in2 borders 2 READ! n chloe nearly lost her head! hahahhahaha! oh man...i wonder wad wld haf happened if we had sat down with a book! oh man
butterflies in carol's tummy onFriday, May 16, 2003
08:11 p.m.

Thank You!!!!!
oh man..i luv u guyz so much! thanx christine, hanxin, natalie, ellen and jenny! they got me this 3/4sleeve roxy shirt in replacement of the 3 sizes too small one...and it rox!! its super nice! and thanks shinbin! i luv the ferrero rocher! yum! thanks man! really appreciate it!
butterflies in carol's tummy onFriday, May 16, 2003
08:07 p.m.

Birthday
yar. 2day was my bday. I was really upbeat abt it at first. I actually 4got it was my bday tho. Rachel was lyk "Happy Birthday Carol!" den i was lyk "huh??" until i finally realised! it was cool lar...i got a roxy shirt from nat, ellen, christine, hanxin and jenny. NICE! haha and this "band" thingy saying carol from serene..and bla bla bla..etc etc etc. thanx so much everyone! I really love everything and its not so much what you gave me but the thought that comes with it! its so sweet..thanx everyone!=} I got this silver choker and this digital recording studio mini thing from my parents. i love the choker but...i mean a digital recording studio? i really appreciate the fact that they went to the trouble to get something and all that (it was really ex 2) but...it jus shows how little they know abt me. Its lyk they still treat me as a kid or smth. They dunno wad I lyk or dun. heck NVM!
butterflies in carol's tummy onWednesday, May 14, 2003
10:17 p.m.

Ellen
Ellen Kan, u are damn farni! hahahaha...juz b4 public speaking (fine..i am talkin abt it..but diz is really farni)..ellen was sitting next 2 me. den she shouted 2 annabel lim hu was lyk, 4 rows up "u want to go out with us after this? we are going to buy carol's present!" hahahah! i was lyk staring at her! and den she suddenly realised i was next to her..and she was lyk..."oops...wad did i juz say?" and hanxin slapped her thigh! ahahhaha! den dey said "aiya..we're buying 4 carolyn ang...hu wants 2 buy 4 diz girl man...puhleez lar!" ahhahahaha oh man!
butterflies in carol's tummy onSaturday, May 10, 2003
06:50 p.m.

Public Speaking
Oh man...i am never going 2 ever mention public speaking again after i talk abt diz 4 the laz time...im so sick of the topic! WE WON...OMG WE WON!hahaha...i've got diz huge tall towering trophy standing on top of my cupboard now! hahaha..so fun! i was lyk speaking...at first i was really nervous when i was going up...my hands were trembling slightly...hello it was lyk a crowd of 200?! and i had 2 wear my ultra tight belt...jing made me! i felt and looked farni ={..aiya...nvm! hahah...i finally relaxed later on and we won! woohoo! we won we won *sing-song voice* haahhaha...but there were only 6 trophies and 8 pple...so 2 pple din get...i feel so bad 4 them...we hafta get smth 4 them..dey deserve it...dey did as much work as the rest of us!
butterflies in carol's tummy onSaturday, May 10, 2003
05:58 p.m.

BUSY
shit shit shit...i hate public speaking...its taking up so much of my time..and i slept real late laz nite..nowhere as late as hanxin and christine...(dun stress u guys)..but im lyk kinda braindead rite now! and i bet jenny is going to flirt on sat on public speaking...lyk...DUH? haha..*sticks out tongue at jenny*. you know wad im super pissed about? combined schools selections are on the day i have public speaking...at exactly the same time! i mean..yea ill prob not get in..but still i wanna try. i wun noe until i try rite? at least i know that i tried tt option out or smth...i feel lyk swearing...its com class now...i din even open my ulead thing. bleagh...we're supposed to be workin on our video? well..we're not...we dun even haf a storyline...let alone a storyboard. oh wtv...its all rubbish anw...having public speaking trial later...and our whole advertisement is screwed...it just wun play! wow...i am SO totally enjoyin myself rite now. waiting 4 this stupid freaking thing to load. WTV
butterflies in carol's tummy onFriday, May 9, 2003
10:30 a.m.

2.4 Km Run
OH MAN...this year was really tough. Just had 2 keep pushing myself on. Was so tired and couldn't breathe properly in the last round...bleargh...and the freaking ground was so muddy that i had mud splattered all over my legs and it formed a zebra pattern on my left leg! wahahaha! there was so much of it! And my shorts had it 2! lol...after that i got scolded by KT aka Katie...4 wearing fbt shorts...n freak man...practically half the field was wearing it ok! and he came and scolded me, nat, ellen, christine and debbie! FREAK LAR...kaoz he has a big prob or smth...i mean...ok i noe we are wrong and stuff...but still...does he haf 2 nag so much and long tt i was late 4 netball and got drenched walkin in the rain?! pity netball was cancelled, i noe that we would haf been really tired, but the thing is i love netball and i really wanna play! hafn't played since weds...which was really fun, btw...haha..made one perfect interception! ONLY ONE...gee i really need 2 get back on track! anw, i went 4 lunch w amanda, toffa, jenna and rachel...so fun! talk n crap w rachel so much. den yvonne and janell found us...but later they went off w jenna..so left me amanda, rachel and toffa...went heeren 2 look at stuff...but my feet were wet coz of teh rain and the mud...and my socks were taking all the moisture, so my feet felt terrible! gross! and when i came home, guess wad? my feet were all wrinkled! hahaha...quite cute lar...but it felt gd 2 be outa wet shoes n socks...eew!
butterflies in carol's tummy onSaturday, May 3, 2003
04:18 p.m.

THAT PE teacher
Im not really sure what her name is...dun really noe if itz yeo pei li or yeo pei lin or smth...but its super funny!happened much earlier in teh year...i juz thought of it 2day and i started giggling 2 myself...pple muz haf thought i was mad =S!you see...i was having my rock climbing module 4 pe. then i was climbing behind the mini-amphi and yeo pei li or yeo pei lin or wtv came up n said..."what are you doing?" so i juz stared at her...well cause what i was doing was none of her business, she wasn't my pe teacher!so i just answered "climbing". then i went on climbing. then she said "climb some more? climb some more!". so cause i din get wad she was doing...i climbed more!!!! hahahaha...then when i came down, she looked like she wanted 2 whack me! lol...she came over w her rolled up stack of paper and conked me on the head with it!!!!! hahahaha...guess wad? she thought i was from her class! so she was so embarrassed later when she saw that i was actually from Kenneth Tan aka KT aka Katie's class...hahahha...i nearly died of laffter! =D
butterflies in carol's tummy onFriday, May 2, 2003
05:45 p.m.

Netballers
Sometimes i feel like i carn stand being in class. itz not so bad this year. it was worse last year...as in...some of them are really lovable. but some...haix...4get it. when its a trainin day, i always find myself lookin 4ward 2 it...the netballers are really close and itz cool how everything is so perfect (almost) with us. Im closest to amelia i guess. Im not bad with janell and yvonne too. Im rather pally with rachel and amanda...a lil lar...use2 be closer but now...itz weird...i seem 2 be drifting. n i hate it. it always happens 2 me. i think itz me...ive noticed recently that i do tend not 2 reveal my feelings 2 others. maybe itz time 2 open up a lil...i dunno. everyone in the netball team seems to have a "certain some1"...i juz lyk 2 drift in among the team i guess..but i am cliquish outside of the netball team...why carn we all juz mix and all? y shld dere b a certain fave person?
butterflies in carol's tummy onTuesday, April 29, 2003
10:01 p.m.

Backstabbing
some gurl from rgs gep sec2 was bitching abt a couple of gurls who i am relatively close 2. wad the shit. i mean, sorry but wad is ur problem? you don't even noe them well. im sure you haven't even talked to some of them b4! I know im not really involved cause i wasn't mentioned (thank god) but still...anyway...i really hate that word. backstabbing. if your friendship ain't strong its only gonna tear the 2 of u apart! thank god my friendships have always been able 2 withstand it...i juz wish that such things would not happen! its so mean...i mean u're supposed to be friends. why stab each other in the back? jealous? talk it out! but u noe wad? i really think that you guyz shldn't go n find out hu did the bitching coz...wad gd isit gonna do? its only gonna turn really ugly. they say ignorance is bliss...perhaps u only wan2 find out cause you are upset by it...juz leave it be...it'll blow over soon...hopefully...
butterflies in carol's tummy onTuesday, April 29, 2003
09:18 p.m.

Adrian
adrian is so freaking nice to crap with! hahaha...hez a great friend man...so crappy and fun...im really happy hez turned his life around and his doing much better now! im gonna watch movie with him n couple of frenz...so fun! hez so spastic and corny...jokes so lame...yet so fun! hahaha...dun b ego if u ever read this, ad!hahha...there was one stretch of time last year where i barely spoke to him...cause it was really awkward and stuff because of certain things. well...im glad we're pass tt again and back to how we use 2 be...great friends and always crapping and laffing and having fun! wahahaha! with bel, me and adrian in one convy 2gether, u laf until ur sides split!
butterflies in carol's tummy onMonday, April 28, 2003
09:12 p.m.

Finally!
FINALLY! I have some time to do some editing 2 my layout which has been so screwed for some time...i think someone came along and fiddled with it. but wad the heck...hahaha...2day was pretty good...only that i was sweating like shit the whole day long. it was pretty uncomfortable. may tan is really cool man. shez got the oomph tt julie quah and ivan soh so definitely does not. even tho shez really strict and stuff i know tt im gonna learn a lot from her. finally after having 2 sucky teachers, julie quah and amy loh. i mean...they are a disgrace to science man...*grimace*
butterflies in carol's tummy onMonday, April 28, 2003
08:12 p.m.

The Past
Sometimes i miss alot about the past.Even tho i do enjoy the process of growin up, itz still really difficult at times. i hate battling with emotions and anger and despair. I hate having so much problems with everything and fighting with friends, having bgr problems etc etc. I miss the past when life was jus simple, when we argued we made up. when we were happy, things were perfect. i miss some of my old friends. even tho we still KIT..itz not teh same you know? I knew we argued alot. I knew we fought. But we had something. Some kind of connection that only now i cherish. Its really sad you know? I miss cheryl a lot...we use 2 fight so much and even tho on the surface everything was perfect, both of us knew it wasn't. Its quite weird really. She was a huge part of my life.
butterflies in carol's tummy onSaturday, April 26, 2003
09:33 p.m.

Work
You know theres so much work all the time now? Its like the work load has tripled (well, maybe doubled) since sec1..and tt really sux. I dunno if i can go on sleepin so late n wakin up early n going 2 sch, followed by training. Sometimes i haf 2 run somewhere else so tt we can do irs. i mean..wad the shit. wad kinda life is this. and when i get home i haf no time 2 relax. i haf2 get rite down 2 work. wad a bummer.you know wad's worse? my parents dun think i work hard enough. they don't think i prioritise. they don't think i manage my time properly. as if. my schedule is so packed tt if i din manage it, i wldn't even be able 2 finish anything long ago. And i hate the stress that comes with all the work. I enjoy some of it, but with the stress, all enjoyment and fun is gone. I don't eve have my weekends to unwind. Every weekend is spent rushing work, catching up on lessons, preparing for a test. Its just too much. Some1 should sue the teachers for giving us so much work and stress.
butterflies in carol's tummy onSaturday, April 26, 2003
09:20 p.m.

Happy Birthday!
Heyz Siok! Happy fabulous fourteen! I dunno if you're gonna read this...but wad the heck! Im juz gonna write it down and all. Well...I wanna thank you for being such a fantastic and awesome best friend to me. You've always been so sweet about everything, loyal and understanding. You listen without judging. For that I am really grateful! Anyway...im giving u a card 2mr the finer details of exactly how much i love you etc is inside. You better not let your head swell 2 much from all the FLATTERY...(rmb it means stuff that's not true) haha...nah... compliments!
butterflies in carol's tummy onSunday, April 13, 2003
08:48 p.m.

MVP Valentine
Was watching it on VCD 2day...really cool. Was watching episodes 4 and 5. Oh man...taizi rox...haha..he looks betta w short hair den w a lil longer hair...w short hair he looks cute. I noe he ain't...super handsome or smth...but he's gotta b one of the bez in the show...and i luv his character. I lyk duanchenfeng 2!He's super zai and cool man..feel so bad 4 him...hafta look aft Angel! to those who dunno wad im tokin abt, sorry! haha...but u shld go watch it or smth...itz awesome! And i think xiaoxi is super cute...lyk...lil gurl cute? shes so sweet...haha...i find the way her 2 pony tails bob abt so endearing...haha...lyk..can b lil sis liddat...haha so fun! DJ is so gay! I mean...yea he's cute and all..but..so poser can or not? Gaoxing...diz one is cool. He looks lyk a pufferfish alrite, but a cool one. His attitude is...cool. Yeah, tts the only word for it.
butterflies in carol's tummy onWednesday, April 9, 2003
10:46 p.m.

Siok's House
Gee...my dad din let me slpover in the end, but wad the heck...i sorta understand their concerns...but...we did some work. and now we're stoning...its kinda boring...haha...but we nanaged to get some work done..and we're gonna DANCE later..haha..prob watch something...lol...have lunch...slack around i guess...im waiting for the rgs site toad...but...its taking ages...bleargh...i need 2 submit my chinese! i tell u siok's house is awesome..haha...it looks really homey. and her bed is so cozy...(DUN THINK DIRTY)...haha..when we slack..we juz laze on the bed adn tok. yar..i love her com...and her keyboard. but i luv bel's table..haha...its cluttered but has alot of cool stuff...but i lyk my wardrobe...=D hahaah...lol...yea duh...coz itz my style! haha...yea so i lyk my clothes...but smtx derez juz nothing 2 wear...nothing suitable!yea..call tt a wardrobe crisis..haha
butterflies in carol's tummy onTuesday, April 8, 2003
11:55 a.m.

Friends
Im so lucky. I really am. I have a bunch of marvellous best friends by my side, to keep me going when Im down. They always urge me on, encouraging me and having faith in me. *Glances at Bel, Siok, Cheri, Ness* Thanx guys, w/o you all my world wouldn't be complete. Especially for those of you who were there during my Netball crisis...well...thanx ( I believe I dun need 2 mention names...u guyz noe hu u r). BGR will never make up 4 frenship. Definitely. Not now anw. Right at this moment, Im just pleased 2 have all of you supporting me (I hope Im not 2 heavy =P) Bel, sorry abt snapping at u abt ur BGR...dun fret, things will always be alrite. Siok, ur b'days coming soon...sorry 4 u...it falls during SARS...but hey...we wun 4get u yar? we wun b able 2 gif u ur prez on time...but we'll def get round 2 it k?
butterflies in carol's tummy onMonday, April 7, 2003
11:11 p.m.

Netball
Have I ever told you guys how much Netball means to me? I went through a tough period recently encountering several setbacks after a major disappointment, and things got pretty bad for awhile. It started affecting my performance for awhile and I got pissed at myself. I started wondering why I do so much for netball...I got my answer. I love it. I love the feel of the ball, the exhilaration of the game. Everything about it feels good. The only thing that i dun lyk is the fact that within each team, there is so much competition. I think it hurts your friendship within the team too. And its lyk its either you are in the main 7 or you're not. Sometimes, you feel lyk giving up when the going gets tough. I felt lyk tt. But I felt lyk slapping myself when I realised what I had been thinking. I know that Im gonna fight on. Definitely.And if my best is not enough then I ll accept defeat. But until then...I will never give up.Isn't tt what life is about tho? Obstacles and struggles. Its those who manage to fight their way through that really benefit from the experience, for you become stronger. I'm gonna be stong. God give me strength.
butterflies in carol's tummy onMonday, April 7, 2003
09:32 p.m.

GurL tOk
Well...I was bored outa my mind, with nothing to do and plenty of time on my hands. So I put my mind and energy to work to build up this brilliant blog. Not bad for a first timer, i hope? Well life's a bugger, with plenty of hw...and no social life...how nice huh? Not my fault! Its all coz of SARS..but I would be getting outa the house soon I know! Tomorrow morning in fact, because im going 4 a slpover at Siok's house, with bel! Tis gonna be fun...ssh..im not gonna tell wad we're gonna do..mayb dance a little (yes...dun look so surprised.i dance)..chat about stuff...do some hw 2gether, get some stuff (TOP SECRET) done..prob ll throw in a couple of movies and cooking to let us haf stuff 2 munch on all the time!Fine...im a pig...so what? hahaha...gotta run! parents back...ciaoz
butterflies in carol's tummy onMonday, April 7, 2003
05:56 p.m.