I 4got 2 add that I am broke..because I spent 1/3 of my allowance yesterday..which was only the first day of the week. All cause of the stupid neoprints...the first one din turn out as we expected so we took another one. Guess wad? It was even worse than the first. Then we stupidly went to take another one 2day!! I swear..its pretty horrendous. The nicest one I ever took (as in the background, the smiles, the words)was the one with Bel and Siok. The background was beautiful!!

Well anw, I went 4 lunch b4 netball with Nat, Elle, Hanx and Debbie. Christine was going home. But we took the neoprint with her first anw. There was barely enough time to eat lunch..but we managed anw. Hanx was freaking out cause she thought she was going to be late. So when she saw 132 she was like "I am saved!" (with grateful look in eyes). But the rest of us weren't intending to run. But elle started running..so wad did we do? We ran aft her! Then she slowed down, and when she realised we were running, she went yelling and screaming and tried to catch up again. It was pretty comical...we were all running and laughing maniacally down the street...and I caught some really odd looks as we ran past some people. *Shrugs* oh well...who cares what they think!

Actually I thought 2day was official training..but turned out it was yet another bonding session with our every1 from sec1-sec3 this time. Actually the sec1s are quite nice...juz that perhaps we were a lil prejudiced against them at first. But they're kinda shy..mayb cause they feel weird among us seniors. *Shrugs* Oh well.

Anw, those who know about those =you know= blogs...well..wadya u guys think huh? I think its juz absolutely disgusting..I guess I can sorta understand why they did it..but they're really 2 much as well. If we are nerdy...then they're like total dorks. Cause..u've gotta admit that our batch has the coolest pple *hi-5*
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Tuesday, August 12, 2003
09:23 p.m.


Aft sch 2day, Nat, me and Christine went to Wisma then Taka. Christine was looking for some nice Hangten shirt she saw in a magazine...cept tt it was about 10 years old. So..yeah she din find it. I told her there was this nice racer back (t-back) tank at Giordano but wisma didn't have it. But we passed by Giordano at Taka (we passed by caused we were going there 2 eat), and she was lyk "ooh..nice" or smth liddat. Carn rmb lar..so sue me..I have short term memory. And its...2 for 20 bucks. Pretty cheap actually.

Had haagen daz at taka as well as doughnut...yum yum. We walked over to Heeren after that. We went into flash and splash and started picking out bikinis for Christine. And I commented that the reason why she looked good in earthy colours (green, brown...you get the idea) was because her complexion was greenish. Hahahah. And she totally freaked out "I AM NOT GREEN!!!" So I was attempting to explain to her that she was not green, but it was something to do with your complexion being spring, summer, autumn or winter. And I think spring was the one where you have a very slight greenish tinge. Yeah. And Nat and I insisted that she WAS green and she told us that she now has a phobia of green cause of what she said. She wouldn't touch any shirt that had the colour green!!! Hahahahah!

Then we went to take neoprint..but guess what? The machine SUCKS big time. The alignment sucks...after we took the picture, a head was lyk half cut off here or a shoulder was missing there. So yeah...we pretty much had a tough time. But the worse thing was that the printing totally got botched up??? Cause we could colour this silvery background thing..but it gets...sorta...out of place when you print it out? So like we coloured it all around our words, but aft we printed it 1/4 of the words got cut off cause the silver thing was on our words!! I was so freaking disappointed with the picture!!! But thanx to my lovely picture editing skills (nat n christine you betta thank me) I managed to edit it in my com, after I got home. I've uploaded the edited version, but ill only post it 1 or 2 wks later. Looks much better than b4...rmb 2 thank me dears...

Anw...I've been collecting all my pictures and stuff (Netball, my family, me, my friends, random stuff etc) and I'll be uploading them soon. Check them out in one or two weeks.
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Monday, August 11, 2003
06:07 p.m.


Friday...had national day celebrations and I guess the only really interesting bit was the sec3 cheerleading competition and then the sec4 costume parade. 310 shldn't have won man...I dun lyk their routine at all...303 should have won. I wouldn't mind taking part in the cheerleading comp next yr. Would b cool and fun. Anw, I think in sec4, Shin Bin should go and parade around in our the costume we are going to design for her. Hahaha.

Aft that we went 4 Shatec. The theory practically bored me to death. The only part I looked 4ward 2 was the food...and even that disappointed me. It's not as great as every1 said it was...maybe they gave us leftovers? *doubtful look*. I brought my camera, so aft Shatec, Me, Nat, Elle, Hanx, and Chris took a pic of us all in the pai kia way...lyk loose tie, tucked out shirt with the "got prob issit" look on the face. It was pretty farni.

Anw, my tuition teacher called again after Shatec and told me that I din have to go 4 tuition already. But that was aft every1 left 4 the CIP meeting thing. So I juz went shopping with the usual gang, cept elle. She went out with her senior.

At wisma in Isetan, Nat, Chris and Hanxin tried on halter tops. It was really funny. They all looked pretty good act. I sorta expected it anw. And I din get 2 c Nat in the halter! Cause at that point hx was trying on a halter and I was telling her it looked good in another section. But according to Jenny's reaction (attacking nat when she showed them how she looked in it) can tell she looked real good. But Christine said she was really shy...like backing in2 a corner when she opened the door. Hanxin looks really nice in the halter style that it a lil lyk a tube, cept that theres a sting bit coming up from the center. I told her she should wear smth along this style during alma mata.

Speaking of alma mata *did i spell it rite?*, we were discussing during celebrations abt it and I remember that Nat and Elle were supposed 2 tell me who some1 was during it. *shrugs*...I have no idea wad the suspence is 4. Anw, I really wanna book a hotel room aft our Alma mata and spend the night chatting with friends or smth. It'll b really cool. I want my alma mata dress from Daniel Yam or Celia Loe! And you know Shin Bin's aunt is Celia Loe? No wonder her dresses are always so fantastic! No fair...then she'll get her prom dress from Celia Loe, and the material is LOVELY. POO.
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Sunday, August 10, 2003
12:09 p.m.


The following comes from the most bimbo blog i've ever read...

Mi VoIcE iSh HiGh
mI cHeErIn RaWkX
mI wEaR e LaTeXt
HaLtEr ToPx

mI fLiP mI hAiR
mI fLoP mI hAnDx
ThEy AlL lUrVe Mi
FoR mI tAn!

i StRuT aRoUnD [YiTiAn SaYx Tt HoRx PpL hU sTrUt R rIcH RiCh WaNx.... WaHx.... ^^]
wIf0uT a CaRe
t0 sHoW mI BoDy
sHaPeD lIkE a PeAr

dEy sHo0o sHuAix
Mi Sho0o cHi0x
wEn I c Em mI sAy HuLl0!!!!

dIcKyY, sHinTa & Hc
WeIhEnG, KuAnGli
mI sHuAiX gEx
oH & KeI n ChUaNgYaNg To0
h0w DeY aLl LuRvE Me sHo0o!!!
*BlUxHeX*

is this juz nauseating or wad? i nearly puked when I read it. in the first place..which person wants ur body 2 be a pear shape??? n flop ur hands??? flop??? *shakes head in disbelief*...gawd help me.
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Thursday, August 7, 2003
01:02 p.m.

Yawn...
Ok...I'm kinda bored right now. Parents at RP talk. Actually I have some work 2 do..but I'm quite free today. Nothing due 2mr...thank goodness.

Hanxin, Eliza and I were walking along the D Block hallway 2 the humanities centre 4 IRS. Then along the way something really jumbled happened that I dun get. Hanx met some of her batch mates and she was saying hi 2 them! Then suddenly she juz pounced on one of them and said smth along the lines of "Don't you..." i dunno wad else came next. And then...I was standing there looking at her in shock with my eyebrows shooting up in2 my fringe. So...if any1 knows wad was happening do give me an insight..cause hanxin kinda explained..but I din really get it. But anw...when I reached the humans centre...I suddenly remembered that my IRS venue had been changed and so I had 2 rush off 2 there...

Janell, Siok and I stayed in school til lyk 515 2day 2 do our work. Bel went off first. So rubbish lar diz girl. Looking at all the forwards in Siok's outbox and making us wait for her 2 go so that we can move to a table that isn't so dirty so that we can do our work properly.

Im chatting with Sheralyn now and we're talking about final fantasy. And I remembered how Bel used 2 print out these whole character lists 4 me each time there was a new ff game and she and I would assign character roles 2 specific pple in our class. And SHE would be the main female character and she'll secretly assign the guy she lyks as the main male. And poor lil me got the role of the THIRD PARTY. I was lyk HEY...THAT'S NOT FAIR. An example wld be...she was Rinoa...and I was some flower girl that sorta cut in between squall and her...think her name was Quistis...can't rmb...It was REALLY funny...but at that time we thought it was so cool! hahaha! Oh...and we also had this game where we were librarians??? (dun ask me why...i dunno!) and we would pretend we were stamping books and scanning them (it was fun THEN!). LOL...if I blogged about all the little games we played in primary 4 I would need to take the whole day!!! Oh man...I'm laffing lyk mad now...
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Wednesday, August 6, 2003
08:25 p.m.

Sneakers Club
2day was soo fun. Hahaha...my team played pretty well during club training...its made up of me, shi hui, bel, siok, carmen, one nanyang defender called Lynette, one cresecent shooter called Joyce and two St Marg players, Jolene and Sandy. Hahah...I played really well..and I was soo happy. Coz I played badly during finals and my morale sorta went down...so now my confidence is back up at that level again. I played WD and GK a few times...I felt so happy.

I know that is going 2 be hard for my team 2 go far during Pesta Sukan cause we're all from different schools. I mean 4 schs in one team is quite alot??? But we're all gonna try our best..and we're juz gonna pray we can get through.

We got another of our club training tee. This time its a tank! It's so nice man!! It's like dark blue with light blue words at the back. And one of the words has a white outline...I dun think you guys can really imagine it but its so awesome!!! We're gonna use fabric paint and write stuff at the front. You should here wad some of the netballers came up with. "Mamasan" "Ah Gua" "Eunuch"..yeah u get the idea..the works.

After training...we went 2 macs 2 haf dinner with the team and ms chng and all. And Shi Hui was telling all her normal stories...and we were roaring with laughter. Seriously...and Shi Hui sent me home 2gether with bel and siok. Thanx a bunch Shi Hui!
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Saturday, August 2, 2003
10:30 p.m.


I'm in a pretty average mood rite now...not very happy but not down either. Shrugs. I shall get myself high again like I was during recess. It was darn funny we kept teasing Christineh abt Roland..and she kept digging her own grave. She blurts out stuff that seems incriminating although it actually isn't. This girl is so...muddled up. And poor thing really. I have a feeling the whole world knows about all her scandalous affairs. I mean...how much does it take 2 find out abt all her 10 boyfriends? yi jiao ta shi chuan. wad 2 do rite? so scandalous *laffs at christine's mortified expression*

yawn...anw...we had yet another netball meeting yesterday. And this time we can tell that the appeal is gonna fail already. Perhaps i'm relieved. I dun want my netball 2 suffer and I do want ms chng to keep training us, but I dun want ms chng's friendship with ms puva 2 die. And I'm glad that I din actually have to make a choice. Coz even if I had it wouldn't have made a difference.

I love torn by Natalie Imbruglia. Boy does it rock. I'm so hooked on it. The tune won't leave my head and it doesn't help that Christine is playing the minus 1 version on her com. Think its quite a sad song.

"I'm all out of faith.
This is how I feel.
Im cold and I'm ashamed.
Lying naked on the floor.
Illusion never changed.
Into something real.
I'm wide awake
And I can see the perfect sky is torn
Your a little late
I'm already torn.
torn...

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Friday, August 1, 2003
09:45 a.m.


Just archived..but the link doesn't seem to work. Oh well..*shrugs* nothing I can do right? So 2 bad 4 me I guess. haha. Oh well.

Oh I was so tired diz morning. I couldn't wake up and I ended up only waking at 645. And normally at 645 I would be downstairs waiting for the car. So yeah...basically I was very late. And I feel bad cause they probably waited for me for very long. EEks. Oh well...sorry guys.

Nothing much 2 blog about 2day. Juz that I can sleep early for once! It's been ages since I actually came home at 230 u noe??? I'm serious. Prob lyk firz time in the whole year or smth.

Oh yeah...Christine and I had quite an interesting chat during History. Except it was not really a chat. More like a writing notes session. It was quite ok..but we did drift totally out of point in the end.

Oh yeah, yesterday we had some sex ed talk. But it was on relationships and dating. And we watched these 2 videos on it. It was quite...amusing in the sense that the acting was so lousy? And the guy was so ugly??? Gross...and the teachers prob tot we tot they were cute coz we were making so much noise when we saw him. Please...our taste is a thousand times better. Sheesh.
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Wednesday, July 30, 2003
10:03 p.m.

Life's full of tough decisions isn't it?
I wish I didn't have to make up my mind. To choose one over the other. How am I supposed to choose between the one who sparked my love in netball and the one who caused my love to persevere? I dunno wad to do..I really dun. I know you guys dun lyk Ms Puva...and you are entitled to your own opinions. I'm really sorry but you guys dunno wad its like to train under her. True, how she treated us in primary school was different. And I admit that I was shocked when I realised how she treated the sec school netballers. I dun wanna hurt her, but I dun wanna hurt Ms Chng too. Ms Chng's really an awesome coach...and I'm missing her so much already. I dun wanna let go of these good times...but I dun wanna make wads bad already worst. That's why it sucks that we have to push for this. Why do I have to be forced to choose one over the other? It juz doesn't seem fair to me, that's all.

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Tuesday, July 29, 2003
11:00 p.m.

Yesterday
Ok I must first say that I had a pretty horrible day. Seriously. I was so tired cause I slept pretty late the night b4 and on top of that I still couldn't finish some of my homework. So I went to school all grumpy and stuff. Secondly, I realised that there was even more work and I had 4gotten some of it. And I nearly got in2 trouble in Chinese. That SUCKED. And to top it off, I was buying Chicken rice 4 Hanxin and me. And I was holding so many things. So guess what happened? My chicken rolled off my plate, onto my worksheet and down onto the floor. SPLAT. LOL...actually looking back on tt now, I think it's pretty funny..hahahah

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Tuesday, July 29, 2003
10:36 p.m.

Netball Finals Day
Finally I have some time to blog again. Lemme talk about Friday and the finals first.

I was quite disappointed we didn't win...I dunno..but I wasn't all that crushed. That's what made me feel weird about the whole thing. I only played the first quarter though..and I think I really need to grow taller. I juz couldn't deflect those balls to Natalie. I only did one deflect...the other one, I nearly intercepted but I was blown for contact. Sheesh. Oh well, its alrite. Super tall amanda did a great job of defending Natalie...pfftz. I wish I had her height. I really need to drink lotsa milk and..i dunno?! Jump?

What really made me sad was that it was the last match I was going to play for Miss Chng in C Div ever again. I really dun wanna leave Ms Chng and C Div and Carmen and Gillian. All of us really bonded so much..and I guess I juz dun wanna let go of those fabulous times.

We had a really great time at Seoul Garden after that. I took quite a few gay pics of Janell and Shi Hui...it was hilarious. And we cooked our own food...and Im fantatic at cooking the beef! Hahhahaha..really ok! Then, we sat around and talked and later we played truth or dare but it wasn't quite as fun. Towards the end, we talked with Ms Chng, Ms Puva and Ms Vivian..and Ms Chng kept insisting to Ms Puva and Ms Vivian that her nephew was her son! And..after a whole round about...I'm all confused. So I dunno if its her nephew or her son. Hahaha
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Sunday, July 27, 2003
04:56 p.m.

Goodbye Ms Chng...
Yeah...tt's really what I want 2 say...I'm going 2 miss her so much...her smiles and laughs and quiet dignity...her kindness, firmness and generosity. I'll never 4get the day we went 2 her sister's condo and swam and watched a movie, and talked and laughted and enjoyed ourselves as a team. It's one of those glowing memories that I will definitely remember. She's really such an awesome coach...I juz can't really believe that today was our laz training...it din feel like it was going to be our laz training at all. It's our laz trainig of the c division. Our laz training with Carmen and Gillian (cept when we meet again in sec4 *shudders in horror*..hahaha). I'm going 2 miss the 3 of theml, really. Its going 2 be so different going back 2 Miss Puva (She was my pri skoo coach) and getting used a whole new style of play.

And this change of coach juz made me realise how fast time has passed. It seemed only like yesterday that I walked down the halls of RGS for the first time. Before long, half of our Sec skoo years are gone...den we'll b in Sec 3. I think I'm getting rather melancholic right now...wonder what's wrong with me...
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Thursday, July 24, 2003
01:17 p.m..

What a Day...
Oh man...Lit was really frightening today...after a couple of presentations, she suddenly told us not 2 look and her and instead look at diz sheet of paper (abt behavior of gep students) and I think she was really really angry and hurt...I think she started to cry..and she was really upset. There was this whole stretch where the whole class was deathly quiet...I think she got really overwhelmed by her emotions then. I dun think I should tell the whole world what it was about...its quite a problem, but I'm sure some other blogs will talk about it, so go to those 2 get your info if you want. But I really felt so bad 4 her...n she's honestly one of the best teachers you can get...I mean what more can people want? It's really shocking how ugly human nature can get in the face of competition and jealousy. I juz...I juz dun understand how anybody can do smth as mean and lowdown as tt...maybe I dunno the real story, and I'm being really judgemental by jumping to conclusions this way, but I juz dun c what the other side of the story can be. *shakes head*

I'm starting to get really nervous 4 2mr's match...I really have to make sure that I can get my emotions and feelings under control, and not let my anxiety affect my performance. I really really want 2 win and play super well so that I dun let down the team and Miss Chng...I'm going to put in my bez...that's the only thing I can do...Wish me luck people...I'm gong to need all the luck and well wishes I can get...

Ms Chng wants me and Amanda to watch the finals video again this afternoon(i've watched it 4 times already!!!), so that we can observe the GS and mentally visualise how we are going to go around her and deflect or hopefully intercept the ball.

I'm playing this match 4 you...(you know who you are, once again)...dun lose heart alrite? Even if it isn't what you expected it 2 be, there r still many opportunities down the road. Theres the club where we are going 2 improve tremendously in ok? And we're going 4 SPE carnival and pesta sukan...so we can use the experience...smile girl...(like i've told you b4) its the curve that makes the world straight again. =)

Cheryl Toh: Don't publicise everything 2 the whole world~!And you can wait 4 a few more days...dun b so impatient...haven't you heard? Patience is a virtue!!!
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Thursday, July 24, 2003
12:59 p.m.

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