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Cafe Terrace at Night
I just witnessed the film "Lust for Life" starring Kirk Douglas. Amazing. I gained a new appreciation for what gifts I possess: vivid life, upstanding morals, and at least a partial sense of mental health. I am still absorbing this spectacular piece of work. I think any aspiring artist should, nay, must see this movie. I dare anyone to absorb the entire feeling in just one viewing....I will study it again to gain more understanding myself and of myself. All of his works in ten years. Imagine if he had a career. If you do not know who this artist may be, you should recognize his ear. Should I say his lack of ear? In past times those rare geniuses who could take this universe and transform it into their own worlds have been snuffed out, if you will, by the unfortunate world around them. Vincent van Gogh, Edgar Allan Poe, and Ludwig van Beethoven were not killed directly by the world, rather they died because of it. Why must genius' stay be so brief? Please look around you and bear witness to the genius in your world. Do not let it go out of your sight! I beg you to express your emotions! Let them roll free, rising from your soul as light beams off a lone candle in the night! Do not take for granted your own genius! Demand that I revel in mine! We all must use our abilities and talents to create the world we desire to see around us! Paint, write, compose, create websites, sing, design, build.....do what you can and must to show the rest of us that you are alive!! Then, thank God for your abilities, and show Him what He has created through you!! CREATE!!!!

New Links?
I wonder if my new links showed up yet?? Can you pick them out??

Unattended Direction
How does one just let go, to do what they dream of doing? To just say, "Damn the torpedoes, full speed ahead."? Forget money, I will enjoy what I do for the rest of my life, and I will do what I enjoy. What does one do about bills? Many things do I want out of life....which do I want more? Life will be difficult whereever I go. Shall I do this, shall I do that? I do not want to waste what I have (opportunities or talents). I want what I want. Is this ungrateful of me? My life is just that, my life; I cannot live the life of another. I will not want what another wants. People tell me all sorts of noise. I have wasted so much time, but I would not be right here right now, if I had not done so. Such is the life of a discombobulated faux-artist. Do not think ill of me, for, problems ARE relative!