06:01:2003||13:31
Weeheehee...mascots...
I dunno...got an Otaku Mascot program and while it's a bit useless, it at least has a little chibi Mukuro sitting around on the corner of my windows...
*Thoughts of slutty desk secretaries comes to mind. Nosebleeds and shoves the thought away.*
A coupla hours later...
I feel like such an asshole!!! *the word asshole bounces off the walls in an echo* Baka C-chan!! Bakabakabakabaka!!!
This sucks!! I don't deserve to be on the cast!! I misinformed the public!!!
The reason why Mukuro covered her face/hid her identity when she first showed up because it was because she didn't want to be known...gragh!!!! IM SO STUPID TO NOT KNOW THAT!!!
I know...its kinda shallow but please forgive me. This is a grvae sin for one such as I. *sadly tears the "Mukuro Afficionado" banner off the wall* I...I don't deserve my beloved...@_@
I know, I know...I'm getting melodramatic again... but I hate frustrating myself!!! Yosh!!
I'm going on a journey of self-discovery and I'm taking Mukuro with me!! *Which roughly translates to...I'm gonna do research again...*
Although the term triumvirate is kinda right when describing Makai...Alright, who wants to be Caesar??? *Watches Yomi raise his hand.* No, you're the rich one. XP
05:30:2003||19:46
I'M IN PAAAAAIIIIIIIN!!!!!
Last day of summer training and I think I pushed myself too much...been tossing around rifles and all...now my right arm hurts. Oh well..I'm gonna try and make myself feel better with....
The usual Phobos bashing!! *pulls out teflon wok*
Yep, just read W.I.T.C.H. 12 and I'm ready to bash Pho even more! He turned Ced into this giant cockroach-looking thingie and now the two of them are locked up in Kandrakar. Good going, Pho... XP
WAAAAAAAH~! Not even bashing on him is as fun as it used to be...does anyone wanna rip my arm off today?
05:28:2003||09:14
Son of a maggot......
So anyway, here I am, back at home with an ice-cold can of Cali Ice (TM. My Furc is acting weird again but what the heck?
Oh well...I don't think CMP training will go on for the rest of the week, damned rainstorm. Back to glomping my Dauragon on Furc!! ^^
05:23:2003||16:20
kyuu~!!
Thank you for your concern. He's pkay now, out of the heart center and all but he can't drive for 02 weeks. That leaves it up to my father.
Commute? They'd kill me. That's the problem with overprotective parents. They won't even let me go to the mall on my own...
Meanwhile, on happier notes, I finally watched .Hack//Sign and I can see why so many people say it's nice. I like it! Even the OST sounds good...^^
The opening gets stuck in your head and the background music reminds me of Enya. I dunno. Basically, its about this kid names Tsukasa who gets stuck in an online RPG and can't log out. It seems that his consciousness is stuck in the game and his real body is in a coma...or something like that. I didn't see the whole thing.
05:20:2003||18:02
Running out of titles...
Day two of summer training and my legs are DEAD! But anyway, that's not why I'm blogging.
Talk about perfect timing. My dad picked me up today because my grandfather couldn't make it. Turns out on the way home, he had a mild heart attack which was something more of a chest pain that lasted for a good 30 minutes. I'm sure he's gonna get better and all but the one thing the doctor said is that he probably can't drive anymore because it would be too much of a strain.
Now the last thing I want to do is to cause trouble for anyone. My grandmother's main concern in that she doesn't know who's gonna bring me to school come the start of it and who's gonna take me to summer training.
He's in the Heart Center right now with some sort of blood clot in his heart. He wasn't complaining about it at all and it turns out he's been having chest pains ever since four months ago. I don't know exactly where my emotions lie right about now but I know for one thing that I'm definately wishing he gets better.
It's not at all fatal, as far as I know but I can't help but worry myself. My grandmother's with him right now and I'm here, home alone and waiting for my mother to come home. I just hope everything will turn out right.
05:19:2003||16:13
Ohmyghulaydalamhay-!! Thank you, Fox!!
Holy...WE FINALL FOUND IT!! NO FOOLING!! We found Rebirth! Ye-es!! No bullcrap this time around but I'm abso-fucking-lutely finally downloading the song! Wahoohoo!! *I know, I know, I'm going terminal...but once you think about it, I've been looking for it for 3 years now...of course I'd go terminal!*
Oh hapy day...my three year long search has finally come to an end. Move over, Sir Galahad! Sir Cicero has found her holy grail! Now no one bother me...I'll be in the fifth limbo of unparalelled bliss.
05:17:2003||19:28
Whoo-! New thread!
I got a new thread in my side of the forum. I'm quite impressed with myself...hot topic... n_n [Ego +2]
On other things, like I said, summer training starts on Monday. Sadly, Hisui-chan is gonna be absent on day two due to a play she's having. Hope it goes well for her. Wanna watch?
Riki, Ken-san! Sank yu! I got your gift in my email. I promise to use it as my next layout. I love you both! *huggles*
05:16:2003||00:44
Arigatou, Rik...
Thanks for pulling me out of my melancholy ditch yesterday. I fell better. Aisiteru yo. n_n
Onto other things. I've been replaying Bust a Groove 2 all over again and found an amazingly cute song, "Hizashi no Oku no Happy Heart". It's so frigging cute... watch out for next layout, it's the base song. Gyehehehehe... Mukuro-sama...
And summer training starts this Monday. You're gonna be CMP, right? Pleeeeeeeeese~? Hope so.
Not too many questions this week. Yay. I can take a break!
Not to satisfied with the June layout I have lounging around my hardrive. Might end up doing it all over again. Guess I'll do my Terriermon layout, too. Momontai! =^o^=
Thursday, May 15, 2003||08:21 p.m.
...
(Just a bunch of "near schooltime" rants)
I know, guys...I know...don't talk about school yet. It's not really fourth year I'm thinking about...it's what comes after fourth yeas. I'm talking about college. I don't even know what I'm going to do with my life after it. I don't know what course to take, I don't know where to get a job.. I really thought I had it all worked out already but the minute that this choice is staring me right in the face, I realized I really didn't work it out and it's not as simple as I thought it would be.
Visual arts was my first shot at a course, then recently, it occured to me: The talent test. What am I going to do about the talent test? I mean, I'm like the worst of the best. Me? An artist? I've got to be kidding myself...
Then there's journalism. I don't know about that because a job in a newspaper is kinda limiting to me. I don't want to be writing news because all you can do there is state the facts and stay within the barrier of the news. I can't work being focused on one topic all the time.
Well, there's always getting a job for a video game magazine. That's one thing I wouldn't mind doing but how the heck do I get into a job like that? It's always been my dream to do something like that but...there's something that's stopping me from doing it.
I'm looking into a job that does storyboards for games but I don't know where to begin for that. I really want a sort of job like that. Getting somewhere like that would be the ultimate for me.
Honestly, now I really don't know what I'm going to do with my life. My mom's pointing me towards a communication arts course but honestly, I don't want to follow in her footsteps and go into advertising. I want to do something I would never tire of but something's keeping me from what I want to do. I don't know...right now, I'm just really confused on what will happen in my future...
If I even have a future.
Now I know someone might shoot her fat ass mouth off and say what a loser I am and such but I really don't care. This is my blog, after all and this is where I wanna rant. I don't care if my entries sound pathetic. Like I said, this is my blog and I will write whatever I want to in here. So fuck off.
Wednesday, May 14, 2003||03:41 p.m.
People are running out of questions...
Oh well, at least I get a break from all that back-breaking question answering. Right now, my Sephie-fever has gone through a new high. Matching icons and a Masamune cursor to boot. Geez.... n_n'''
I really should find something else to do right about now.
05:13:2003||13:18
Ehh??????
Hmm...is my blog working right? It's as if I never edited the entry below. Oh well...onto the news.
Rik! You rock, dude! That's pretty good working on a PhoXCed yaoi pic! I'll make sure to show you guys when school starts. It's so... BWAHAHAHAHAHA! And it's so unfair, Rik, how come you can manage to copy the dratted W.I.T.C.H. style and I can't? Hmph! *sulks*
Nice pic of me, btw. n_n
05:12:2003||11:10
On three favorites list!! Go me!
Ego + 2! I'm actually listed on the favorites of three writers on ff.net! Woohoo! Go me!
Lessee....there are other things I wanted to mention...ah yes...got W.I.T.C.H. 11 at last. You wanna borrow 10 and 11 when school starts? Oki, time for my usual Cedric-Phobos bashing...
PREVIEW!!
So Elyon's being crowned as the queen of Meridian but of course, being the villain he is, Phobos isn't gonna let go of the crown so easy. He plans to suck he energy from her using a thing called a crown of light. Simply stated. I don't wanna give anything else away. But...
It seems that he's got a new breed of Whisperers to play with and they kinda look like Ced in his reptile form... hmm...I wonder... *hint hint*
Copied from Pg 37, slightly crapped up
Phobos: Observe, Cedric, and learn to fear them...
Ced: !!
Phobos: Our children! *Coughs* I mean... learn to fear my army of Annihilators!
Couldn't resist. On other matters, I've been writing a PhobosXCedric yaoi which will be previewing on ff.net when I get it up to Chapter 6. Gyehehehehehe...
PREVIEWS AGAIN!
Cedric hires this guy named Crimson Sheyd (My character! Mine!) to gather information about the Guardians. Crimson has the ability of foresight which Phobos uses then to his full advantage - namely spying on Ced at every moment. *Watching him in the bathroom?!* Ced notices all the time Pho is spending with Crimson and concludes that the prince may be falling in love with Crimson, *Crimson sweatdrops* which of course is not true so to prove himself once and for all, he decides to do the ultimate sacrifice which is to battle the Guardians once and for all to prove his true feelings to Pho.
Crimson: I'm in the middle of a love triangle?!
Cicero: You bet!
Phobos & Cedric: CICERO!!!! *flames everywhere*
Phobos: I order you not to upload that fanfic!
Cicero: Make me! :p
Ced: Cicero...you wouldn't...
Cicero: I may like you, Ced, but I can't help it. The two of you look so good together... n_n
Ced: *reads script* I'm...I'm going to die?!
Cicero: You're going to die either way, in the next issue or in my fanfic!
Ced: Cicero....
Cicero: Be with me in the arms of death... *grins*
05:05:2003||13:59
Going well again...
Uploaded three new fics onto ff.net, all of them YnM. Ne, remember the hypothesis on tying Muraki and Tsuzuki up in separate chairs? It's up and you're guest starring in it! n_nx
Oh the beauty of a boring day...it can really make you do stuff!
05:04:2003||14:14
Hah! What say you?!
Well, there he is, in all his bishie glory. My beloved Ramsus. *everyone gags* What did I tell you?! I'm frickin proud of this layout...
He looks good enough to eat! *drools*
