This blog belongs to Storm, otherwise known as Takepon by some. An androgynous female residing in Jakarta, Indonesia. Still searching for the meaning of life. Meanwhile, jobless and currently working on getting an undergraduate degree.
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Friday, March 14, 2003
*BGM : Every You Every Me ~ Placebo*
Hm, be prepared for a depressing, angsty and confusing rant if you're reading this. I know, this is my online journal and all, but somehow I still don't feel comfortable pouring my heart out here. Gah, I don't usually pour out my heart to anyone period. I'm emotionally crippled that way. And when I do, I'm actually confused about what I'm saying and what comes out of my mouth doesn't make sense. I guess I have difficulty labeling my feelings. I don't like labels anyway. I dunno, maybe I have a slight case of a borderline personality disorder. And I digress.
First of all, I'm not happy. I haven't been happy in a long time. Maybe I'm depressed. Clinically depressed. And the handbook says I should get help. Right. But, I've kinda lost confidence in the people who are qualified in this field professionally. I'm a psych student. My parents want me to get a degree and pursue a career as a psychologist. So, if I turn to those professional psychologists, who are mostly my professors, for help, I'm afraid they'll screw me over later on. Cause I've heard some of them doing those kinda things. I don't mean to slander (coz it's the truth). I know I need to talk to someone about my condition, seek help before I lose it completely, but I'm afraid of the consequences. I'll rant more later. Got a chat buddy online.
Hehe, koi, wondered what made you ranted about the youth. Did something triggered it? Politics, it's a touchy subject I guess. As for me, I'm already tired of criticizing them. Wanna do something, but not sure what I can do. Apathy is clouding me these days. Sorry. And as for they youth, I blame the education system. The system is made to train robots, not human beings. Thank God, not all hope is lost though. At least I could look at my bro and say, heh, he's a mature 17 year old who is not ignorant on those around him.
Yes, Kiggs, I'm stalking you. Hey, what kind of stalker would I be if I asked permission to stalk my stalkee? But then again, I did ask you, remember *shows the license to stalk*?
On a happier note, I got my dsl today! YAAAAY! Finally, after 2 months of hassling the company. So right now I'm d/l ing like crazy.Hehehehe.
Had an interesting chat with Dhieta. It was just nonsensical stuff, but this came up :
Dhieta: kalo ketemu anne, mo gaya ala maissy ahh
brooding_vampire: hehe, silakan
: tapi kalo dia nyekek elo, gue gak tanggung
Dhieta: kan gue lsg kabur ke lo
brooding_vampire: dan gue akan menghindar
brooding_vampire: itu urusan elo berdua
Dhieta: gue memeluk lo erat2
brooding_vampire: er, entar dia semakin marah
brooding_vampire: she's just posessive that way
Dhieta: gue akan bilang...
brooding_vampire: bilang aja
Dhieta: kalo berdua kan bosen, bertiga merupakan alternatif lain memperoleh kesenangan
brooding_vampire: hehe, elo berminat?
brooding_vampire: nanti gue kabari koi gue
Dhieta: ha
Dhieta: iih,,malu
Dhieta: asal make lubricant aja biar gak sakittt
brooding_vampire:...
brooding_vampire: nanti gue kasih tahu dia
Dhieta: *inget fanfic tenipuri*}
brooding_vampire: apa perlu gue taro percakapan kita ini di blog gue?
brooding_vampire: sure, uhuh
Dhieta: silahkaaaaaaaaaaaaaan
brooding_vampire: bener?
Dhieta: iya...do me as u like
brooding_vampire:...
brooding_vampire: I'll take that up someday
Dhieta: I'm still I'm still dhieta on the block..*nari2 ala J-Lo*
brooding_vampire:...
Threesomes? Lubricants? Do me as u like?!? Gah, innocent my ass! Heheh, kalo kaya gini anak polos, gue gak tahu deh kalo gak polos kaya apa -_-;;
On another note, kinda tired coz had to repair the tiles in my room. I had some workers do it, but I had to move my furnitures and stuff. Good thing I'm still high from all that Faithygoodness. Hehehehe... Faiiiith *goes to a happy happy place*. Oh, some lines from that Salvage ep :
Faith: Are you okay?
Wes:Five by five
Wes (after Faith dusted some vamps): Thought you could use a little release. Feel natural?
Faith: Just like riding a biker
Ooh, and Faith kicked Connor's ass! Hell yeah! Highlight of the ep. Okay, every Faith scene was a highlight. It even had Faith on those gymnastic bars. Bring It On flashback anyone? Oh, and she still have that Boston accent. Woo hoo! Argh, can't wait for next week's ep. Especially Nate's gonna be in it. Hehe, two Dushkus sharing a screen? Why not? This should be interesting.
PINKY TEDDY BEAR? ME?Woman, you really ruined my image this time. Good God. Fine, I'll just take that as a complement of some sorts. I'm a badass, not a pink fuzzy stuffed animal toy *sulks in the corner*.
Faith is back! Thank God Almighty Faith is back! Am downloading clips right now. Aaaw, Faith is so cute. Hm, the LA County did a good job on her blonde highlights and making her gain some weight. She looks healthy. Good for her... Okaay, I'm supposed to be talking about Faith, not Eliza, but Faith is just so damn cute. She's not menacing in any way. Hm, gonna wait until Americans gets it, then off to shareware to d/l the whole episode.
Met this guy today, who was a friend of a friend. Rama, the guy, despite his shortcomings, have many gifts. He's like the live version of Daredevil I guess. A real eye opener. Rama, if you're reading this, yes, that was a complement. And thanks. You know, and for not being judgemental and all that.
After picking up Adrianne at West Cape, went to PIM. Met Dhieta there, then we decided to go to Plaza Indonesia, because she wanted to go to Kinokuniya to get those Spiral mangas. While Dhieta and koi went to brows those Japanese reading materials, me, the kanji-illiterate, was content enough to go to the English section. Guess what I found? An Angel paperback, woohoo! And it was on sale! So double the woo and the hoo! No Faith, but it had Angel and Cordy on the front, so being the closeted Corgel shipper that I am, I just had to have it. There was this Buffy paperback also, but it had Spike on the cover and the summary said it was a post-Joyce era, so... Spuffy alert!Dropped the thing like a hot potato.
Then after an hour or so, Ghia showed up with Rama. We goofed around for a while at the bookshop, paid our purchases, Ghia had these 2 huge packages of books, and off we go to McD's. We stayed there a while, eating while talking from nothing at all to heartfelt sentiments for some. Rama, who could read auras, said that my aura was interesting. Despite it's dark surrounding here and there, the core was pink. Whoa!
According to my shallow knowledge in that area, that would mean either I'm in love or just a romantic fool at heart. I guess the guys at Kindred weren't kidding when they dubbed me as kuschel vampir or fluffy puppy with bad teeth. Hee, I hope my esoteric shield didn't go up then and put me in defensive mode. I haven't practiced for a while, but it's (my chi, I guess, for the lack of a better term) still there, and it's triggered unconsciously. I tried not to make it go up, but those things are like reflexes. Anyway, the guy was pretty cool, so he didn't tread on personal stuff we didn't wanna touch. I felt better. Seriously, dunno why or how, some of the weight on my shoulders seems to disappear. Dunno if this will last, but it's a nice feeling, even if it's temporarily. So, whomever was responsible for that, a big heartfelt thank you from me.
I just remembered that time at the market
snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart
and rolled down aisle five
you looked behind you to smile back at me
and crashed into a rack full of magazines
they asked us if we could leave
I can't remember what went wrong last September
though I'm sure you'd remind me if you had to
our love was comfortable and so broken in
I sleep with this new girl I'm still getting used to
my friends all approve,
say "she's gonna be good for you"
They throw me high fives
She says the Bible is all that she reads
and prefers that I not use profanity
Your mouth was so dirty
Life of the party and she swears that she's artsy
but you could distinguish Miles from Coltrane
Our love was comfortable and so broken in
she's perfect
so flawless
or so they say
She thinks I can't see the smile that she's faking
and poses for pictures that aren't being taken
I loved you
grey sweatpants
no makeup
so perfect
Our love was comfortable and so broken in
she's perfect
so flawless
I'm not impressed
I want you back
Comfortable ~ John Mayer
I love this song. Angsty yet romantic. This guy sure knows how to play with words. 'She's perfect, so flawless, I'm not impressed, I want you back'. *sigh* Hard to let go of someone irreplaceable. The idea is nice (for lack of words) and a pain in the ass at the same time. Never really felt that way about someone, though. I wonder if I ever will. Or maybe I have, but I've repressed it due to the pain? Gah, enough Freud and self analyzing.
Gonna go to PIM to meet Dhieta. But first have to pick Adrianne up at West Cape Station. Yes, that girl really needs to get oriented. Heh, sometimes I wanna drop her off somewhere and see if she can get home *evil grin*. But I won't. Why? Cause I'm nice.
Finally, the Return of Faith! Tonight for Canadians. Tomorrow for Americans. The few next days for the rest of us, as soon as it's up on shareware *hint, hint*. Or else we'd have to wait for a year or two *kicks TPI and SCTV*. Can't wait to see this. Must've seen the trailer hundreds of times. Yeah, okay, I'm exaggerating, but still, I've seen it multiple times already. Can't wait to see the real thing. Cute!Faith in denim, brawling against Angelus. Entertainment at it's finest.
Yay, John Mayer won a Grammy! Hee, just had to write that down. The guy deserved it. He looked cute all flustered and nervous receiving the award. He also performed, looked kinda nervous but did pretty good, despite the editing and stuff. That song just doesn't seem the same when certain parts is omitted. Yea, I understand he had to share the stage with 2 other performances, with Vanessa Carleton and this other guy. Vanessa Carleton's 'a Thousand Miles' was also an edited version. She performed well also, but the it just isn't the same.
Norah Jones seems to follow the steps of Alicia Keys. She was really surprised that she won multiple Grammies. She was surprised and happy when she won the first one, but after that she was stunned. Hehe, another one who looked cute all nervous and flustered. Especially when Aretha Franklin and Bonnie Raitt presented the award to her. She couldn't believe that she's actually up on the stage with them.
Nsynch did a medley of the BeeGees songs, acapella. They're actually pretty good. Yea, the BeeGees were honored a lifetime achievement award (I think). They deserved it.
Avril Lavigne's performance was actually better than those other live performances. Guess the girl finally found out that she doesn't have the stamina to sing and jump at the same time. Good girl. Yeah yeah, poser whatever. I still think she's cute, and the music is okay. About the poser thing, i blame the manager. It's a marketing thing.
Not a bad show this year's Grammy. But there were some technical badness that happened. Not really a big thing I guess, but it could've been better. Gah, there were microphone feedbacks, microphones not working, and the sound balance were under par. Prompters were seemingly not working and footages were late. Gee, wonder what would happen to the crew later on.
*BGM : Bring Me to Life ~ Evanescence (Daredevil OST)*
Added Piper, to my stalker list. Yup, Piper, beware, you're a stalkee now *evil grin*. At least I get to bug you into updating Wicked&Divine. That site really needs updating, for the love of Fuffy! *ducks from wooden stakes and arrows*
Okay, I really feel crappy these days. Ugh, headache and stuff. Heh, seems all I can do is bitch on my pathetic life. Oh, well. That's what blogs are for, right? And friends... but that could be debated. Anyway, I should really go out and buy groceries and probably vitamins. But I'm too lazy to go out in the rain.
So, how did the trip to campus go, koi? What was there anyway? I woke up at 3 pm anyway, so no way I could've gotten there in time. Sorry. Oh hey, So Close is up. Wanna go watch it? Where? When? lemme know.
Yes, I know, work on thesis. Go to campus and get that Advisor thing sorted out. If only I could actually wake up each morning... this vampire habbit not good for my social life- or not so social life. Whatever.
Just watched Roswell's season 2 finale for the 3rd time. Heh, what an anti-climax. At least there's still a season 3. But I heard that it's not that good. Also heard that Jason Katims is in talkings of making a Roswell movie. First I heard a Xena movie is in talks, now a Roswell movie. Interesting. Wonder if it's gonna follow the TV series or is it gonna follow the books. At least in the books, Max was more bearable. Hey, I like angsty brooding guys just like the next person, but too much brooding just makes me wanna kick them to Timbuktu (yes, that goes for you also, Angel. But yay! for Angelus).
Speaking of Angel and Angelus, can't wait for the Return of Faith in 3 more weeks. Hopefully my DSL connection would be up by that time. Hello, Indosat? What the hell is wrong with you? I've waited for 3 friggin weeks, and no word from your company. Your employee told me that at it'd take them 1 week max to get me connected. Yeah, right, one week my ass. I alread faxed my application 3 weeks ago, and nothing, zip, nada. Gah, maybe I should just find another company.
Yeah, I'm aware I've been staying home, doing nothing in particular for the last 2 weeks. I dunno, maybe I'm depressed or something. I just feel like moping. No, I don't know what's wrong with me. If I did, I'd have done something about it. Oh well, maybe it's just the weather. It's been raining for days. And my Vampiric Circadian Rhythm made a comeback with a vengeance. Today, I slept at 10 am and woke up at 6 pm. Yep, I rise just in time, when the sun goes down. Somebody dubbed this as my 'Nocturnal Fetish'. Sounds... kinky yet stupid. Well, I guess it's better than 'Nocturnal Habbit', that would've made me sounded like a raccoon.
Oh yeah, my family is gonna be back in early May. They're planning to make a transit to Bali for a few days. I might join them myself.
Argh! So last week was really the end about Dark Angel? Damn! Damn the WB or Fox or whatever company that decides them not to continue to the third season. First Popular, now this? Bloody hell! People, you do not write cliffhangers and leave the audiences hanging just like that! That's just plain cruel. Okay, Dark Angel was kinda an open ending, but still! Heh, stupid WB... Okay, I'm not really sure that they're responsible for this... but I still blame em.
Speaking about tv series, there's been rumors about a Faith spin-off with the working title, yep, you guessed it people, FAITH *sniggers*. Heh, creative, much? Still speculations, though. I mean in many interviews the lovely actor (yes actor, not actress, I'm politically correct that way) that portrays Faith herself has stated she prefers movies to tv series. Yeah, another one with ADD. I could relate to that. And I'm still holding on to my personal belief that I'd rather not have a Faith spinoff, as much as I'd love to watch my favorit leathery-clad bad girl kicking ass every week, if it's just an outlet for Faithabusage and Faithbutcherism, I say no. Well, if the series is indeed happening, I just hope it won't be too bad...but I heard that Marti Noxon is definitely off the project. Yay! Ding dong, the witch is dead. At least there would be no Spaith in the works *shudders at the sheer evilness of Spuffy*. And it's rumored that SMG might guest star in it as well, so there's still hope for Fuffy *grin*. Yay for unconventional relationships!
Koi, you're right about Yoichi and Aidan. Why did he watch the freaky videotape? "I was bored, I couldn't sleep." Geez, might as well you go up to that black figure holding a scythe and say "Excuse me, do you have any spare ticket to hell?" Hey, yeah, I'd love to watch Hero on the big screen. Then So Close. So, you wanna watch it this weekend? Text me, and we'll make arrangements, k? And, still bummed out? Then I suggest we really go out and have fun. Make it a girls day out and do the traditions with the works... binge on ice cream and stuff. Yunno, just for the hell of it. And yes, you can't friggin cook to save your life *sniggers*.
This is to someone whose been on my fuckin case from day one, whose been annoying me to no ends. If you're reading this, make this crystal clear between us : CANCEL MY SUBSCRIPTION CAUSE I'M OVER YOUR ISSUES. There, that felt better. Yeah, I stole that line from somewhere, forgot where. To the person who came up with it, thank you. It felt good to finally say it. Sorry people. Today's episode was brought to you by the wonderful workings of PMS.
Watched the Ring at Plasa Senayan with koi, Mia,
and Mica.'Watched' being the operative word, coz we
actually bitched about it through the whole movie. I
actually laughed at some scenes, where other people
were shrieking. Yeah, where we watched the Eye I had
this death grip on my arm, this time I was swatted
repeatedly... for laughing at the comedic
effort...well, non-effort, of the movie. We were
critisizing the whole thing, the Hollywood critics
would've been proud of us. What did we bitched about?
Alot of things. Oh, no, we didn't just bitched, we
also noticed alot of useless facts.
Well, the bitchfest started with the plotline and
adaptation. Yes, we understood that it had to be
Americanized because the original Ring was
culture-bounded, but please! It was totally
hollywoodized! And they didn't really establish on
how poor li'l Samara made the projections and came to
her powers. And the kid doesn't really look evil for
one thing. Hell, the kid who played Aidan was looks
more disturbing than Samara (cute li'l Lilo,
anyone?). Yoichi was much more cuter.
Noah, the good for nothing ex-boyfriend/husband,
was... well, useless. He's very Xander. At least Xander is a even a little bit useful by being the donut and coffee guy. I kept on saying to the screen,
"That guy deserves to die!" which earned me some
slaps on my arm. I finally justified his presence on
the screen by the fact that Rachel needs his muscles.
Cute guy actually, but useless.
Speaking of Rachel, I just have to say that Naomi
Watts looks pretty there. In Mullholland Drive I
thought she was cute, but here she was pretty, on the
verge of beautiful. Okay, okay, I admit she looks
beautiful here, okay? There. Her acting was good, and
as Rachel, she rocks. I mean, how many people can say
to your boss that you're not fired when the boss says
you are? Cool. Wait, am I not supposed to be bitching
about Ms Watts? The thing is, I can't really find any
flaw from her part. Probably the characterization of 'the mother', but I blame the screenwriters and director. Well, okay, there was this scene
where she was in the water and their were some
inconsistencies about her, erm, upper body garments, or the lack of it.
First shot : she's braless. koi
noticed this (don't ask me how, I mean I'm the one
who's supposed to notice these things).
Second shot : hello, her bra is back (yes, finally my eyes were put in good use, coz I noticed this by myself).
Third
shot : her then-white bra became a black bra (thank
you, Mia for noticing this. My excuse for this one is
that I was too amazed how one can suddenly put on a
bra in such a confining space, while her hands were
full, and not to mention, why the hell did the girl
develop a sudden modesty in the jaws of death?). And
that's all the dirt I can dish about this lady on
this movie.
Moving on, we were wondering why they have the
need to make the victims' skin look really ugly like
they were decayed, or as Mia has eloquently put it :
reptile-skin. Don't get me wrong, the special effects
was wonderful, but the just over do it in some parts
so it just kills the scene. The scoring was alright,
but somehow the original was better.
Oh yeah, btw, what kind of an American name is
Samara? Mia or Mica said that it's just some random
different name that they used, to make it sound evil.
Samara is different therefore evil. Just like Sauron
and Saruman. Heh, I reckon these three should just
have a family picniic together. Anyway back to Samara
(Mica twitched the whole time the name was mentioned
*grin*).
Mia: At least they didn't name her Sally
Me : Wonder why they didn't name her Sally Jo. I mean they did live in a ranch.
Mia : And imagine her talking in a southern accent.
Anne : And a redneck accent.
Me: Howdy y'all!
Mia : Ah ahm so pleahsed to meet ya.
disclaimer : no disrespect intended towards
Southerners.
And we just started laughing at the food court.
And I started to have visuals of Mary Cherry from Popular as
Samara. Freaky thought. Oh, speaking of Popular, Sara
Rue who played Carmen was in the movie also. She was
a babysitter or something.
Still about Samara.
Anne : I actually expected Samara to hold Rachel and
say 'Momma!'
Mia : yeah, that would be very Dark Water.
Mica : that little brat talks too much. And why did
she sing?
Mia : To make her look cute? Oh, poor little Samara,
want a hug? Was she singing the American Anthem? And
she's still very Japanese. She moves this guy who
died on the floor to the chair. Very polite of her.
Anne : yeah, so that when someone finds him, they'd
have to turn the chair for the dead guy to face them.
Suspense factor.
Me : heh, convenient plot twist.
And about other things.
Anne : what was the thing about the rain? Why was it
always raining in a depressing scene?
Me : to build the mood?
Mia : It's a classic cliche (or something to that
effect. Sorry, forgot what you said, girl)
Anne : Okay, I'm definitely gonna finish my Kamui
Ring fanfic.
Mia : what about your Ring site? Aren't you going to
update it?
Anne : With what?
Me : A whole page snarking the hollywood remake?
Anne : ah.
Well, that's all I can recall from today's fun
learning experience. Okay, I also learned that there is
such a thing as a Quickly Slayer, but that's another
matter. If I remember anything else, I'll post it
later. Or you could always go to someplace or the
other and probably another one. Oh, in conclusion, the original Ring was much
more better than the remake. If you haven't seen the
original Japanese version, do so. But yeah, I guess
it wasn't that bad, and it for a hollywood movie it
was pretty good, and I didn't really want a refund,
*cough*Soul Survivors*cough* (even Eliza couldn't
save that movie). At least there was Naomi Watts
*grin*
Heh, yes, I'm bored. Being sick has its drawbacks. Anyway did one of the Buffy quizzes and I got Vampire. Well, it certainly fits my internal schedule. And it's Spike... hopefully, pre-season 4 Spike. Spike that was in love with looney-tunes-Dru Spike, not Buffy's-lapdog Spike. Yeah, well, I'd rather stake myself if the latter's the case.
Was gonna go to campus today, but didn't feel well. Thanks for covering for me, koi. Haven't done much this week. Tried to finish writing a few fics, but they're still nowhere near done yet. Same as the thesis *snickers*. Oh, tried this Popular quiz thing... and I got Sam? Heh, I was hoping for Nicole Julian, but oh well. But I guess there's one thing that's true : I am obsessed about Brooke at one point or another*grin*.
Gonna try other quizzes later, especially those Buffy quizzes. I remember last time, pre-blog days, I somehow always got Willow. Why? I want Faith!!! (gee, ya wouldn't have guessed).
Chatted with my bro the other day, and he told me to d/l Avril Lavigne's earlier songs... which were made in country style. That's right folks, country! 'Touch the Sky' and 'Two Rivers'. Actually, it's cute. Just couldn't imagine the kid being the next Leann Rhymes. Or yunno, instead of that tanks and tie she'd be sporting cowboy hats and boots. Ahmygawd, y'all!
Yea, bout the F4 thing, I still don't get that. Probably coz they inspired alot of people to straighten that hair with that rebonding methode? Dunno, guys. Beats me. All I gotta say is MTV Asia had the mentalitiy of a goldfish on crack when they made the choices for the awards. Okay, some did deserve their award, but others... well, heh *snickers*. Oh, thanks Xera, and rurouni bart for dropping by.
Despite berating me for my absence today, somebody asked me (well, duped me, actually) into watching the Ring tomorrow. And of course, I couldn't say no. Right,Adrianne?
You're Sam McPherson, the smart, articulate outsider. You're rather be on the inside but you'd also rather die than admit that. That and everyone thinks you're obssessed with Brooke. Which you are.
Yes, yes, it's been a while since my last entry. Just didn't know what to write about that's all. I mean, yeah, watched the Two Towers and all that jazz, but just too lazy to blog.
Just watched the MTV Asia Awards and just had to make some comments.
F4 received an 'inspirational' award? What the hell?!? I mean, yes, they are popular. Yes, their songs are catchy. But inspirational? *ducks incoming projectiles from F4 fans*. Gah, can you say exaggerate much?
Speaking of exageration, they also had a 'style' award. And guess who won? Avril Lavigne! Bloody hell! And Miss Lavigne accepted the awards while graciously stating that she's gonna leave her tie&tanks image. She's pretty nice, she gives away the tie that's currently hanging loosely on her neck to the audience. Yes, I admit I like her songs, and I think she's cute and all, but come on... 'style' awards? I think the media makes too much a big fuss outta her. Yes, she's talented, but she still gotta work on her live performances.
Speaking of that, Avril Lavigne's opening act in her Singapore concert is the Fly, an Indonesian rock band that really rocks and they kinda sound like U2. Poor kid, her opening act is gonna be better than she is. Ouch. If she'd just work on improving her live performances... But she's just a teenage girl you say. Well, 3 words for ya : Tegan and Sara. Okay, these Canadian twins are actually not in their teen years anymore, but they started young also. Sure, the girls like to bicker on stage, which actually makes their live performance interesting, but they have a hell of a stage performance. What's my point? Avril can do better. And Tegan and Sara should release their album here in Asia. Had to d/l their songs, while I'd rather buy their CDs.
Stephanie Sun... *jaw drops* WOW! Despite that some people think , & I quote, 'she doesn't have booty to shag', I think she's hot. And finally, I know what the title of her song is, the one that has an Indian-like sound to it. It's 'Magical'.
What else? Oh, can't wait for the Return of Faith on Angel the Series, and the Return of Fuffy on Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Counting the days till my favorite Slayer makes more damage.
I know, I know, I haven't blogged for a while. I'm tidying my house. It was in shambles after I left it for almost a month. Hell, it still is. Well, bachelor pads, gotta love em. Besides, I'm kinda being a hermit (hermit, not hobbit, okay?) nowadays... in an antisocial mood really. One of those days. I blame it on PMS. Cramps just wanna make me drive people up the wall for something so mundane. So better I steer clear from people for a few days.
Home sweet home, back in Jakarta again. But my internet connection is screwed while I'm away. Aaargh! State corporates, why do you suck? Anyway, I'm once again in an internet cafe, so can't d/l songs and stuff. Darn. Well, New Years is a few days away. I'll probably go out with some friends and we'll see what happens. Gonna postpone academic stuff until 2003. Yep, still on Drama Queen mode. Still not emotionally stable. Don't wanna make a big scene in front of the whole faculty and whatnot. Anyway, I'm currently busy tidying up the house. I've only been away for 3 weeks and it's all dusty and grimy *sigh*.
So I pulled another Andrea Corr and decided to runaway from my cousin. I know, I know, I've been ranting about this lately... it's just that little kids tend to get annoying with their bratty and manipulating little ways. Oh well, another two days to go. Yup, I've finally bought a one way ticket to Jakarta, so I'll be home the day after Xmas.
koi, think you can meet up with me sometime Friday or Saturday? Preferably not at campus? Just that don't wanna get the food spoilt by giving it to you on Monday. Yunno, those wingko you asked about? I'm not ready to go to campus. I'm still emotionally unstable XD Yeah, I'm being a drama queen, sue me XP BTW, feelin' better? Like I said, too bad PMS can't be a valid legal defense. And yes, you have your Adrienne days, so I figure if I'm used to it, he should also XP. Hope it works out okay.
Ferrum, thanks for that link on koi's echi face. Yep, definately one of her best echi faces yet. I should know XDD. Oh, and good luck on that Japanese essay. Yikes, looks tough as nails.
Had a chat with Dush on Yaywhore yesterday, finally. Interesting conversation. But still don't get why she's afraid of me. Why??? Like I said, I'm just a big fluffy puppy with bad teeth...
k4r-kun, I'm still at Semarang, buddy. You back in Jkt? Yeah, I'd like to dive into eX-Arcarna again, but I'm afraid that I don't have enough time to devote myself to it. But maybe someday. Heh, seems like Kinokuniya is gonna have a hell lot of customers during Xmas & New Years. XD
Ephi, , ngelirik karena bosan? Oh, the shock, the anguish! And here I thought that I was worth it... *sits in a corner and scowls (yes, scowl, not pout)*. Fine be like that! (drama queen mode, remember?)
Vanessa, thanks. Thesis suck by definition? I'll take your word for it. You are the one with the philosophy major after all *grin*. Ooh, Spuffian booting in my memory. I shall make more sacrifices to your altar then.
No problem,Veen . Just doing my job after all. Glad you like. You want pics?Fine, but you better send your pics also, or this Fuffy puppy with bad teeth is gonna get ya (spelling error intentional *grin*)
Anyway, Merry Christmas to those who celebrate & Happy New Year and Happy Holidays to all. Seasons Greetings, folks!
I would like to say thank you to everyone who has offered comfort in my time of need, especially those who texted me from abroad. You know who you are. Once again, thanks.
Veen, I just added the new rule and whatnot on the message board. Do you think my wording is too harsh? Have a look and tell me what you think, k?
Sorry, not in the mood to social blog. Probably later. Or tommorow. Or the day after. Or sometime then.We'll see.
I'm tired of everything right now. Yup, funny how you're fine one day, then suddenly the world just crashes down on you? Or so you feel. Anyway, I guess I'm tired of my so-called life. I mean, is this what I wanted?My thesis is stuck, I have no passion on finishing it, my thesis advisor asked me (thru a friend) to find someone else to help me. Guess he's tired also. Yeah, well, so am I. I guess I'm really on a Sick Cycle Carousel, and this end just goes on and on, over and over and over again...until I step down from this for good(Lifehouse,2001).
koi, thank you. I really appreciate everything. Dunno what I'd do without you. Probably really turn goth, hehe. Btw, can't open your blog....again. Damn it! What's wrong with this warnet? Oh, about those sms credits, hehe, if you run out because of me, just tell me, k? Yeah, was serious about that. Cause I need you to reply mostly, heheh, not because of the goodness of my heart. And... now do you believe me about that particular subject?I didn't want to say this, but I told you so...though I wish it didn't happen that way.Oh well, that's life, huh?
Dhieta, jadi elo ukenya Ferrum toh? Huahahahaha *ngakak guling2* Ternyata...*cat-that-ate-the-canary grin*
k4r-kun, the gigolo thing? Hehe, it was from those old days at eX Arcarna where I was Kigai Yuuto. You know how Yuuto was often perceived as a gigolo?*grins* Man, I missed those days. Btw, is it just me or maybe your friend is interested in you? In the what-if sense? Hehehe, sorry, couldn't help it *runs away from incoming projectiles*. Hope you're doing okay in Jambi. Families are nice, but sometimes they make you suffocate (heh, you wonder why I always runaway to these internet cafes?).
Eve, serem? What's so scary about Eliza Dushku...with a knife? Maybe I should put a picture of her in a cheerleading outfit? Nah, too fluffy.*grin* Thanks for dropping by btw. Hey, mind if I put you on my stalking list?
Ephi, lucky you for getting the pics. Btw, I can't open your blog too, noooo. What's up with that? Is there a blog-conspiracy going on or something?
And in the words of Creed : hold me now, I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking, maybe six feet 'aint so far down...
Just had to runaway from my little cousins again. Now there's two of em and they're gangin up on me. It's a conspiracy I tell you! Either I flee or I have to lay my wrath upon them, which won't be pretty...coz their parents are there.*sigh* What to do, what to do?.
Still don't know when I'm gonna return to Jakarta. Probably next week. Still have that thesis to work on *sigh*. We'll see. Until then, internet cafes are my haven.
koi, I dunno why, but I still can't open it from here. And it aint just me. Ephi has troubles also. Oya, she wants me to ask you to email her those pics. Hey, mail me some too will ya? I missed the gath and can't open your blog. Don't deprive me of those evidence of insanity *grin*. Oh yeah, ever watched the Skulls? Hehe, potential subtext between the male characters. I'll rant about this sometime later.
Vanessa, I did have a crush on Donatello back then. Don't ask. Thanks, I am enjoying my vacation...well,there are minor disruptions by whiny little kids, but other than that it's all good. I gather you're back from your trip with your friends then? Sorry I missed the chat fest. Didn't know about it until too late. Bad Spuffy Slayer. At least there were'nt any Spuffians to slay, right?*grin*
Veen, thanks. Yeah, I miss ya too. Thing is I can't use the net as freely as I would like too, like at home. So yeah, go rampage on the board and I'll catch up later *grin*.
Dhieta, gigolo? Who me?*smiles innocently* You don't say... Well, Dhiet, I'm as baffled as you are on why those little munchkins follow me around. It boggles the mind. So, did you have fun at the gath? Tasted the newest poison?*insert maniacal cackle*
Hiya, Flow. Thanks for dropping by. Nice blog you have.
My brother told me yesterday that he might return to Indo for his school holidays. That would be fun. And New Years coming up. Dunno if he wants to miss his annual Darling Harbour ritual with his friends, but it would be great to spend time with him again. Ooh, speaking of New Years, still don't have any plans. Suggestions, anyone?
Eidul Fitri greetings to all moslems. My apologies to all for my faults, intentionally and unintentionally, and may God grant peace on earth. Selamat Idul Fitri dan mohon maaf lahir batin.
So, the family had a discussion and finally decided to celebrate Eid on Thursday. Hey, fine by me. Whatever works. Means that I could watch Harry Potter with my regular dose of kernel goodness. Which I did. One of my cousins and I snuck out the house and went to watch it. We had to queue for 2 hours and went from one theatre to another, but it was worth it. The movie was pretty good. And Tom Riddle... man, he's worthy of buckets of drools (that sounded better in my head and not as disgusting). I just had to SMS people to inform them to give heads up for that guy. Anyone for a Tom Riddle drool fest?
IYF gathering today? I'd love to come, but I'm still at Semarang. Sorry guys. Hope you have fun. Just don't do anything that I wouldn't do *snickers*.
koi, yeah, too bad I'm still stuck here with my whiny little cousin. Another sleepover watching movies all night long would've rocked. Your mom wants wingko also? Okay, I'll try to remember that.
Thanks, Vanessa. Just couldn't help myself linking you here. You have one awesome site after all (I'm gonna be shot for using the word awesome, aint I?).
