Humm, not too sure what this means. Especially since both the Cat and Bai seem to think THEY rule our house, and both of them at the same time!
Which tarot card are you?
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Monday, March 4, 2002; 02:58 a.m.
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| It's been an extremely busy week for me. Work kept me really busy until this weekend, but that was okay I needed a little change of pace. I did manage to catch up on a few things, and now it's time to start studying for promotion testing. The subject material I have to study isn't exactly anything that stimulates me toward hitting the books at all. I can usually associate just about anything I read with either sex or female anatomy in order to keep up my interest, even the boring stuff. This material is even beyond those powers of my imagination, and I can't seem to find any reward in it. Maybe just the thought of finally getting promoted will be enough incentive to make me do it for a while anyway. I'm thinking this should be the last entry for this archived page, time for a new page. I took the WK survey test the other day to see which character I identify with the most, and I compared to "Ken". That really blew me away, since my whole life seems to be in pursuit of females, which should make me more of a "Youji" character. I thought the test was BS, but Bai seems to think I do share some of Ken's qualities. I may not particularly agree, but it's just a survey and it's all in fun anyway. I went to the Japanese Swan Festival at the lake today hoping to scope some Japanese girls that may not be in serious need of dental work. The festival was smaller than I thought; mainly since everyone was there mainly to see the swans migrate. I wasn't really interested in the swans as much as I really was hoping to see some female Oriental Swans, heh heh. It was snowing slightly, so the weather probably kept most of the younger crowd at home. I wondered around a bit, ate some authentic food and made for the car. I seem to be getting cold more often then I used to and it kinda surprises me. I can usually tolerate very cold weather, but lately I'm turning into such a wusss. Well it's about time to start getting things ready for the workweek ahead. Everyone stay safe and try to find some level of happiness, if not for yourself do it for ME! Byes
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Sunday, March 3, 2002; 01:55 p.m.
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Zodiac sign?
Capricorn
Are you.. Gay, bisexual, straight, confused, "open-minded," "liberated," or asexual?
Make no mistake, straight!
- Dominant (kneel to the master) or submissive (spank me daddy)?
Both, depends on the other person
- Sadistic (do you like to cause other people pain)?
No!
- Masochistic (do you like to receive pain)?
No, I must not be like other people, pain hurts me.
- Sadomasochistic (do you like to cause yourself pain)?
Absolutely Not
- Do you like fetishes and all sorts of naughty stuff?
Oh yes, fetishes rule!
- Bondage (being tied, tying up people)?
Yes, as long as it’s of mutual consent
- Biting?
Nawww, I’m once bitten twice shy
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- Massages? If so, where?
Yes, very much! Lil’ Youji loves it.
- Scratching?
Only when I itch
- Whips?
Crack me with a whip and I’ll likely strangle you with it.
- Role-play?
Sounds good, as long as I get rough sex in the end.
- Chocolate syrup?
Humm, could be tasty, MUST TRY IT SOMEDAY.
- Handcuffs?
*Rubs Forehead* Handcuffing women means I can’t get their shirt all the way off, sooo probably not a good idea.
- Hot wax?
Doesn’t bother me, I don’t want to look like a wolfman.
- Latex?
Never seems to hold up during a sex fest.
- Rubber?
Makes embarrassing noises when you unstick yourself.
- Vinyl?
If I get sweaty, I really tend to stick to it
- Leather?
Could be fun, women look sexy in it.
- Whipped cream?
It’s okies, but it wouldn’t really be my idea, I like my women plain and of natural taste.
- Honey?
Could be sticky and messy, I’d rather make my own sticky messes.
- Candles?
Nice to look at, as long as nobody thinks they are shoving it anywhere, I'll be in NO mood for that.
- Pornography?
I LIVE for porn!, heh heh
- Erotica?
Is there anything else better in life?
- Ice cubes?
It has some advantages: makes it last longer
- Boot worship?
I'll worship her boots, but only if I can stare up at her boobs while I'm doing it.
- Oral fixation?
Oral rules, as long as it’s not with Japanese shark teeth girls.
- Gags?
Tends to eliminate a viable opening, unless I want to shut them up.
- Choking?
Only somebody I don’t like.
- Piercing?
Only if you’re considered an endangered species.
- Cutting?
What? Clothes off, okies. Flesh: No Way!
- Corsets?
Pushes things up, could be appealing.
- Do you have any other fetishes you would like to add?
I COULD have em all if properly motivated.
- Have a favorite obsession?
Hummmm, sex, rough sex, and hard sex. Does that answer your question.
- What kind of build do you like (scrawny, cut, round)?
Whatever type of mood strikes me, wish I were smaller though.
- Chest size?
Unimportant as long as they got good pokies.
- "Other" sizes?
Wish mine were smaller, so women would let me put it ANYWHERE!.
- Favorite body parts?
Uhhh, butts, boobs and bellies!! except maybe feet, they are only for walking and nothing else.
- Younger or older?
Gonna have to be younger.
- Shorter or taller?
Must be shorter, taller might scare me.
- Long or short hair?
Long is my preference, but I’m not turning anyone away.
- Any specific hair and eye colors you like?
Black hair and dark eyes do it for me.
- Do you like them to make the first move or you?
I like women to make the first move, but to date I’m still waiting to see that!
- Do you like them in makeup?
Makeup of any kind ruins great art such as women, would you fill the Grand Canyon with Cheese Whiz?
- Anything you like to see them wear (corsets, leather pants, skirts, dog collars, birthday suits)?
Birthday suits are cool, but I do kinda like thongs.
- Anything that really turns you off (clothing, yogurt, potatoes)?
The shy, quiet, innocent type, give me a gun I’d rather shoot myself instead of being with one of those girls.
- Any other comments? Anything you want to say?
So do you know a girl for me or what??
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Friday, February 22, 2002; 01:10 a.m.
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| What type of tree are you? |
What tree did you fall from? Find your birthday, find your tree and then scroll down...
Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
Mar 21 - Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
Jun 24 - Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
Sep 23 - Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
Dec 22 - Beech Tree
Dec 23 to Dec 31 - Apple Tree
APPLE TREE (Love) - of slight build, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a
carefree philosopher with imagination.
ASH TREE (Ambition) - uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be egotistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule
over the heart, but takes partnership very seriously.
BEECH TREE (Creative) - has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.)
BIRCH TREE (Inspiration) - vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, pretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.
CEDAR TREE (Confidence) - of rare beauty, knows how to adapt, likes luxury, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, determined, impatient, likes to impress others, many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waiting for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.
CHESTNUT TREE (Honesty) - of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritates easily and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self confidence, acts sometimes superior, feels not understood, loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.
CYPRESS TREE (Faithfulness) - strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, content, optimistic, craves money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered, unruly, pedantic, and careless.
ELM TREE (Noble-Minded) - pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, loudest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.
FIG TREE (Sensibility) - very strong, a bit self-willed, independent, does not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family, children and animals, a bit of a social butterfly, good sense of humor, likes idleness and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence.
FIR TREE (Mysterious) - extraordinary taste, dignity, sophisticated, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to them, rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious, uncontested lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.
HAZELNUT TREE (Extraordinary) - charming, undemanding, very understanding,
knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody, and capricious lover, honest, and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgment.
HORNBEAM TREE (Good Taste) - of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.
LIME TREE (Doubt) - accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress, and labor, dislikes laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and
complaining, very jealous but loyal.
MAPLE TREE (Independent) - no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.
OAK TREE (Brave) - robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.
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Wednesday, February 20, 2002; 02:21 p.m.
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| Well I'm home in Japan safe and sound. Traveling back was a real drag, but the female Japanese eye candy kinda made the long trip worth it all. I saw some attractive women, but their oral hygiene leaves a lot to be desired. Somebody should spell out the word B-R-A-C-E-S to these people. I realize that Japanese culture is not nearly as vein as in the USA, but some in some cases these girls deserve the title, "Shark Tooth". I saw pretty girls with rows of teeth like a Mako Shark, one in line to replace the other, EEWWW!! As much as the Japanese would like to think of themselves superior over Koreans, I'd have to give the Korean women a strong beauty edge over the Japanese. Suprisingly I've really been pulling for the Koreans lately especially during the Olympics. I cheered several Korean atheletes on and was pleasantly delighted a few days ago when 2 teenage females won the 1500 meter speed skate over some Chinese women. I really enjoyed it when the Chinese women went to the edge of the rink and just kinda glared at the Korean girls in disbelieve that they just got blown away by some teenies from a country they probably deem as second-class to begin with. Well ALL RIGHT and GOOD for those girls!, GO KOREA!! Not sure why I've suddenly started pulling for Korea, guess I've always pulled for the underdogs anyway. The only problem with the women of both cultures is their personalities. Most are brought up with a quiet, shy, and submissive personality, and that really turns me off!! Guess Eastern women aren't for me after all. I left the USA a few days early, without so much as a word "goodbye" to too many people at all. I also did something that is totally uncharacteristic of me to begin with. I stiffed a date that went out of her way to ask me out for this weekend. It's Saturday night in the USA right now, and chances are she is just now getting the hint that I'm not coming. I feel bad; I've never totally stood up a person like that before. I forgot to call her and leave a message on her machine that I was leaving for Japan early and by now it's way to late. Maybe I'll use some of my father's trashy personality qualities and see if I can wiggle my way thru some lame excuse, and come out on top. Should be interesting to see if I can really pull that one off or not. I don’t really think I possess his finesse when it comes to women, but we will see. Well it's time to start getting my mind set on getting back to work and attending to the issues around here. Have a good holiday weekend all, byes.
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Sunday, February 17, 2002; 11:34 a.m.
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| Well I’ve been awfully lazy about posting any new entries to this page lately. I’ve been busy settling into Japan and adjusting to the new work environment. My father passed away last week after a very long battle with cancer. I grabbed a quick flight home to help out as much as I possibly could with everything. I really wasn’t prepared to go or too excited about returning to CA altogether. Suprisingly I had much the same feelings in the pit of my stomach as I had when I was traveling to Korea 13 months ago. A feeling that I had to go, having no real choice in the matter and I wasn’t too excited about it at all. I really hate funerals to begin with, but I did my very best to help get things thru. The funeral itself wasn’t bad, kinda quick and to the point, which was a very GOOD thing. We hosted a reception at my mother’s house following the funeral and a lot people showed up and there was tons of food everywhere. Some of my friends and a few ex-girlfriends showed up to give their condolences and to visit. It turned into what I like to refer to as “The Robert Ex-Girlfriend Reunion”. A very awkward time indeed, but it turned out okies after all. My mom did her best to be a good hostess to everyone, but somewhat complicated the moment by introducing some of the girls to the other guests and accidentally mixing up their first names, gee THANKS mom!! They all seemed to take it in better spirits than I would have imagined, but it did add a little tension to the overall situation for me. It was nice to see everyone again, but having anything to do with former love interests can be a dangerous thing in itself. I think pity sex was hinted at in some cases. Even though I’m usually a big advocate on getting ANY kind of sex that is offered, messing around with a former girlfriend is kinda like buying back your own used car in life. Would you really want to do that? Ohhhh Noooo!! I knew prior to coming here that I hadn’t really missed the USA all that much, and it feels like I haven’t really been gone at all. Almost everything is much the same as when I left here in the first place. It’s nice to see some people again, but I really don’t have a big interest in hanging around too long. Everyone’s intentions are extremely good, but I just miss a little time alone to myself. I’m plagued with invites and visitors and I haven’t really had the courage to be rude and tell everyone that I’m really not interested in going anywhere or up to doing anything. I’ve been going, going, going since I got here, and I miss just being able to sit around by myself or hang out with my cat in Japan. I'm taking the next day or two and just try to catch up on some rest by MYSELF! It should be fairly easy, one of my friends was kind enough to pass along their cold to me, so I can use the sickness to my advantage to get some quality time alone. Hopefully I can get an earlier flight home, and save my vacation time for a time that I can enjoy it a little better. Take care everyone, byes.
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Tuesday, February 12, 2002; 03:43 a.m.
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| Well I’m slowly settling into my new home in Japan. I wish I could say that moving here and joining a new work section has been without it’s own self-imposed mental stressors, but it hasn’t. I think I have driven Bai and our cat completely up a wall. It’s obviously by both of them if I don’t resort back to my normal way of acting very soon, I’ll be spending my time in the storage shed, ALONE! The cat herself is a hard one to gain favor from the get go, unless your holding a freshly opened can of tuna, then she has no shame. I start my introduction to the new unit tomorrow and I’m fairly confident that it should kick in my normal mode of doing things and help me find a little sense of belonging. I found an e-mail I sent a year ago, prior to leaving for Korea. The way I described myself and the way I was feeling back then is almost identical to the situation I’m in now, except then I had nobody to really irritate with my erratic behavior. I snapped out of it last year, so the odds are pretty good that I’ll fall into sync rather quickly. Well just a quick update and a small message of appreciation to my “roomie” and our kitty cat, both been exercising a considerable amount of patience with me. Thanks so much, byes.
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Sunday, January 13, 2002; 08:34 a.m.
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I took the survey that was linked to Brad's page and this is what I got.
Song Title: Bliss
From the Album: Sky With Stars
By: Michal
Year: 2000
Label: Sony Music Entertainment Inc. / Columbia Records / RPM Records
So yeah, what does this say about me, anyway? Whenever something bad happens - something that would kill a person's spirit for a VERY long time - you seem to find a way to be okay with it. Yeah, you realize that things are bad, but you know that it's not worth getting uptight about. But there are different ways to go about this peacefulness. You can either numb yourself to the point of thinking that everything will be alright after a while, or you can actually see things as a platform to jump beyond your current situation. The end is never really the end, and you know that. Just make sure you don't let this drive for peace harm your health...
Lyrics:
Open up my eyes
Realize this is not what I intended so long ago.
I look through your eyes
Understand my life with you has ended.
So long
I'm declawed and I'm neutered.
I'm gutted and dead.
A lot of my friends say that
I ain't so right in my head
(chorus)
That's alright
It's gonna be okay.
Everything is good.
It's gonna be alright.
My first thoughts broke hard
A vague dull ache that percolated
Through my skull just like a shotgun blast
Details are the worst;
They are just your soul eviscerated
A vice that's holding fast
I'm defenseless and blissful
My mind is at rest
Everything is so peaceful.
I'm blind, but I'm blessed.
(repeat chorus 4X)
Post your results!
My anthem is "Bliss", by Michal.
When something bad happens, I remind myself that the end of something good means the beginning of something better. I try as hard as I can to be a peaceful person, no matter what the cost. But at least I'm not ignoring the problem itself.
Find out what YOUR anthem is HERE!
 | My anthem is "Bliss", by Michal.
When something bad happens, I remind myself that the end of something good means the beginning of something better. I try as hard as I can to be a peaceful person, no matter what the cost. But at least I'm not ignoring the problem itself.
Find out what YOUR anthem is HERE! |
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Friday, January 11, 2002; 11:06 p.m.
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| Well Happy New Year again. I'm slowly adjusting to my new environment. It still hasn't completely sunk in that I'm finally here to stay and not just a visitor anymore with the subtle thoughts of having to eventually leave resting in the back of my mind. I went out shopping with Bai last night and we discussed taking a trip to a larger city to check out book stores that might provide a larger selection of Anime/Manga than what’s available around here. I had to stop several times and remind myself that it's not just wishful thinking and that we can actually do some of the things we planned cause I am here to stay. It's a good feeling, but I'm sure it will still take a bit longer until the concept completely soaks in. I went by my new work center and met some of the people I'll be working with. It was okay, they were all very pleasant. I had a small feeling of displacement; missing the people in Korea cause I didn't feel the same bonds and warmth yet that I receive on a CONSTANT basis from the people in Korea. I have done nothing but think and plan for this time period to arrive for the past 15 months, so it's understandable that fully accepting my long wait is over and feeling completely at home and connected to my new co-workers may take a little while. This is a slightly new look for my blog page, which is symbolizing that I'm making a fresh new start in my new home in Japan. I'm sure in no time at all the thoughts of Korea will slowly fade from my memory. Memories are kinda designed that way by nature, meaning they are intended to fade. A big thanks goes out to my "Roomie" Bai for setting up this page for me, since I'm still somewhat computer illiterate, big shocker there, huh! Well have a good week all, byes.
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Wednesday, January 9, 2002; 09:40 a.m.
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