it's been drizzling since morning. what a day for grieving. they're about to take the coffin to the cemetery. i wish i could go with the family but i can't. i didn't go to their house last night and not even today. i'm afraid that would remind me of my grandma. so goodbye, grandma leonora. say "hi" to God from me ...

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Friday, March 15, 2002
12:54 p.m. GMT+8

the old lady next door (i don't know her name, but everyone in my neighborhood's used to call her "grandma") passed away this morning. she had been in the hospital for almost a week or so due to a heart disease and very early this morning she slipped and fell while heading to the bathroom.

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Friday, March 15, 2002
12:15 p.m. GMT+8

lovescope-gemini: if you aren't sure what to do next concerning a relationship, ask your friends for advice. - neah, that's the last thing i'm going to do. :)

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Friday, March 15, 2002
10:44 a.m. GMT+8

Indonesian activists demonstrate for human rights outside the Central Jakarta Court as the former Indonesian police chief Timbul Silaen and former governor to East Timor Abilio Soares appear in court over East Timor, in Jakarta 14 March 2002. Indonesia´s landmark human rights court began 14 March hearing its first case of abuses in East Timor from 1999.

also read this.

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Thursday, March 14, 2002
11:03 p.m. GMT+8

i just had a conversation with tiara, cass and aiko @ msn. we talked about the latest news in naked reviews as one of the reviewer had resigned.

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Thursday, March 14, 2002
08:39 p.m. GMT+8

funny quotes
"sex without love is a meaningless experience, but as meaningless experiences go, it's pretty damned good." - woody allen
"i believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy." - steve martin
"you know that look women get when they want sex? me neither." - drew carey
"having sex is like playing bridge. if you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." - unknown
"if it weren't for pickpockets i'd have no sex life at all." - rodney dangerfield
"bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on saturday night." - woody allen
"it isn't premarital sex if you have no intention of getting married." - matt barry
"life is a sexually transmitted disease." - unknown
'my sexual preference is not you' - slogan on t shirt
"programming is like sex. one mistake and you have to support it for the rest of your life." - michael sinz
"remember, if you smoke after sex you're doing it too fast." - woody allen
"sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." - george burns
"sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. the other eight are unimportant." - henry miller
"the bible contains six admonishments to homosexuals and 362 admonishments to heterosexuals. that doesn't mean that God doesn't love heterosexuals. it's just that they need more supervision." - lynn lavner
"there are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. chief among these is the mercedes-benz 380sl convertible." - unknown.

as copied from here.

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Thursday, March 14, 2002
08:26 p.m. GMT+8

what's happened with my tagboard???

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Wednesday, March 13, 2002
12:58 p.m. GMT+8

i purchased the latest edition of cita cinta today and found an article about vin diesel, the sexy racer from the fast and the furious, as the new sex symbol. sex symbol eh? i love his performance in that movie so ... :)

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Wednesday, March 13, 2002
02:19 p.m. GMT+8

color schemer to help you design a web with matching colors. spice up your web, yo! :)

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Tuesday, March 12, 2002
12:04 p.m. GMT+8

today's movie: collateral damage. read the review here. still the same old arnold - shooting and beating up bad guys and blowing up things. the weird things is, as being a regular fireman, the man surely knows how to make bombs out of generator, light bulbs and gas.

when we got home, mom told me the reporter had called 3-4 times already and asked her my mobile phone number. well i told him once, it's his fault if he lost the number.

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Tuesday, March 12, 2002
10:32 p.m. GMT+8

ferry gogani had died of a heart attack on sunday (10/3) in the age of 56. he was a very talented makeup artist and hair stylist, and had received so many national and international rewards back in 80's and early 90's for his excellent work especially in fantasy makeup. he'd been my hairdresser since i was 12 and we had lost contact ever since i quit modeling, until i received the bad news this evening. the funeral will be held tomorrow at 2:30 p.m.

R.I.P. ferry. we all love you.

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Tuesday, March 12, 2002
12:42 p.m. GMT+8

i just had a call from a reporter of a local newspaper. he wanted to interview me for tomorrow's edition about what i've been doing, whom i'm currently dating; the usual gossips. i'm bored. i've been out of modelling for more than a year, why would they still want to interview me? they never wrote what i really said anyway. they only wrote what they thought and all those cheap gossips which came out of nowhere so people would buy their newspapers.

i gave him y's mobile phone number though. not a chance i will give him mine, or i will lose the private life i've been enjoying very much so far.

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Tuesday, March 12, 2002
11:44 a.m. GMT+8

i checked on the latest nakedreviews' review and found out that eric had given wyvern a really good score for her layout, personality, artistry, commitment and whatsoever. so i went to the diary, very curious to see it myself, and today's entry is intended for her mother!

so whoever (and me) have online diary, beware. your parents, boyfriend, girlfriend or friends might've been reading it without your knowledge. :)

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Tuesday, March 12, 2002
10:39 a.m. GMT+8

i just found out that tiara sent me email a couple days ago. she said she was sorry for being a bit rude while we were talking @ msn the day before. she was on pms. rude? then she must be a really good actress because i didn't notice that. she was still sweet as usual. well, if she was that rude while pms, then she must be sweeter when she's not :)

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Tuesday, March 12, 2002
10:35 a.m. GMT+8

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Monday, March 11, 2002
04:43 p.m. GMT+8

when i am king.

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Monday, March 11, 2002
12:09 p.m. GMT+8

i hadn't heard about her for years until i played her old song "saving forever for you" this morning and went to websites dedicated to this brilliant singer with the voice of an angel. i used to love her songs, and i actually still do. well, she's not an 18-yr-old-bubbly-girl anymore singing "i love your smile" which made her a teen star. she's all grown-up now, tempering her young-girl enthusiasm with womanly wisdom. awrite, shanice! :)

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Monday, March 11, 2002
09:22 a.m. GMT+8

i love this layout! i think it's the best layout i ever designed for both my diary and old blog. if you've been following since my first diary and blog, you'd know what i mean ... ^_*

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Monday, March 11, 2002
08:49 a.m. GMT+8

i was talking with cass last night when suddenly the electricity went off. it's the third time this week, grrr!

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Sunday, March 10, 2002
08:48 a.m. GMT+8

welcome back to blogging, myself! yay! glad to be back again.

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