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The update!
Well! It's about time I write in this again. So here it goes, I do have somethings to write about. Oo;; Maybe not very interesting loll but loll.. Okay! First off! Very important news, my cousin is getting married. Yep, she's getting married to her boyfriend. Yes her boyfriend Peter...::Sighs:: I'm not to happy about that, Because her boyfriend can sometimes get on my nerves and insult me when he means not to. He can be cool at times to, but at other times, no most the time he is just blah! But he loves her and ya.. I am happy for her!^^ Oh and also! Valentines day was cool! I called Steff, and I actually got to hear her voice, which was cool, but kinda weird cause I wasn't surprized how she sounded, its like I've heard her before! Oh ya! Jon was with her too when I called! And I got to talk to him! XD And he told me to eat an orange! lolll cause of this stupid evil flu that I have!..and he said it might help! But, if I have oranges when I'm sick, they ugh...just come back up ><;; But usually I can eat them..just not to much of them. I can only drink milk! When I'm sick... Which is strange...OO;; Ok! Anyways...other than that my weekend sucked! Well sorta, I asked my bro Nevins to be my valentine...cause well Jon had to leave and stuff and ya, but he said yes, and we gave eachother pictures of chocolates and stuff lol it was really fun ^^. So I guess my weekend wasn't that bad, just a little boring Oo; ^^

I'm Back!
Hey! I'm finally back!! Its amazing! I know. Let's see, the last time I wrote seems so long ago. That's because it was right? loll. Ok first off, things have changed for me. December 7th of 2003 was the last time I wrote, I saw. Well, a lot of stuff happend between then and now which is Feb. 11th. Ok! Let's begin. One, exactly 2 months after the old fire, which would be Christmas day it rained really hard. So hard that it knocked the power off. (Wonderful...::mummbles) That was fun. ::Sacasum:: From 1pm-3:05am X_X;; That was memorable. Well cause the fact that 14 people died that day. The rain was so bad it caused a lot of stuff to happen. I mean I went outside (So wise right?) to go with my mom and dad to pay a bill. They had the roads closed, where you couldn't go up or down past sunset... but we went this one way I didn't even know was there. And let's put it this way the water was high enough to cover my ankles. Last year sucked... ::Sighs:: OK! For some more news. The first of the new year was good! My mom and dad took my sisters and brother with me to go look at Saturn. Since it was close to earth. That was so amazing! You could actually see the ring around it! And one of its moons! With binoculars of course. Hehehe, also the fact the moon was setting was cool, cause I looked at it with binoculars! It was so beautiful! XD Hehe! Now for some interesting news XD Well one we got a new car!! Yesum!! That's a good way to end a month XD Things are starting to look good for this year! And its about time too! After two years of bullshit! I mean, 2002 I lost 7 family members. 2 of whom I was close to. And 2003 I almost lose my home, then 2 months after that almost get washed away. X_X;;; So I am hoping this year will be good! I haven't been online that much, which is a good and bad thing. I mean I love talking to my friends and my online family. But sometimes you need to get away from everything. Well mostly! Things picked up right basically where I left them off. I am "kinda" busy now. Which is nice to be. And things are going kinda ok. For a change! Today, I've been online more than I have been in the past 4 months X_X;; And I am glad to be back. ^^. I wanna thank my best brother (online XD) Nev! He's put me in such a good mood for a change! Thanks Nev!! And My boyfriend of course, whom I love so much ^_~ Love ya Jon XD. And my bestfriends Stefferz, Waky and Cheryl XD They really have made my day! ^^ And to finally say! I'm back!! Hehehe! I will try and write in here whenever possible! Which should be soon! ^_~ Thanks for reading this loll XD

Talk about hell X_X;;
Sun. Dec.7, 2003. 10:05pm-10:25pm. XD Ok! I know its been a long time since I have written in here.. I know I said I would write everyday. I'm sorry I didn't keep to my word. X_X;; But lots of crap happend. Let's start out with the 25th of October. WARNING long story ahead loll. Ok! I had my birthday and ect almost two months ago. It was ok, my birthday was the 13th of October XD But anyways..after that things started getting bullcrapable! I'm not kidding here. First, I believe everyone has heard of Southern California being in flames. Lots of fires broke out everywhere!! Including where I live. It was less then a block from my house. That's pretty bad. I was afraid of losing my home so much. Evacuating is not fun at all. Let's see I have so much to tell about that night and my miserable two weeks. Let's begin again lol. Ok! Another thing. We took both our cars leaving a bunch of priceless stuff of ours behind. You can't imagine how awful it is. Well my dad's car (Which is now my car XD since it was my grandma's ehhe) didn't have much gas. The power was out at our home at 6pm on the 25th and it was manditory we leave around 12am which would be the next day. But, it was actually day lights saving time and ya. OK! Anyways, I saw the flames from where I was staying. Which was with my uncle. He lives about an hour from us. And we had to go the long way around. I saw the flames as we headed away from the fire. Oh ya about the gas, all the gas stations seemed to be out. X_X;; What a perfect damnable night. We did get ot a gas station that was open. Luckily. And well we headed down to my uncle's and ya. Then began my two weeks of hell. Well almost two weeks. My cousins and Uncle and Aunt. I love them alot. But living with them,...no! X_X Rather visit then live with them that is soooo for sure. I didn't have a good time. We (My family and me lol) wanted to go home so badly but well we couldn't. I didn't get to go on aim for a long time. I Missed all my friends and glad to know they cared and were worried about me. But there is where my story turns soap opera like. Number one! My boyfriend said he almost flirted with my sister. (My aim sister) I forgave him for that and stuff and its all in the past. But I was gone and couldn't defend him and well that turned into a big mess. Another thing I've been so moody and cranky. Found out I was just changing into a different person and going through emotionally messed up problems. My views different and stuff. And realizing that its been a year since my uncle died...it...was just hard. And lately! Man, things haven't been much better. School is a pain in the ass. Everything is just crap. And my relationships with my friends has changed. Cause well I have changed. I know this posting is long. XD But I have a lot to update on. Hehehe, oh man... I just wanna keep ranting here its actually good to get this all off my chest XD And now not long ago. Maybe about...30 minutes to the most ago. I read an e-mail a friend gave me. It hurt really bad. As if I need this Bullshit. Seriously. I am a christian! And proud of it! I don't care what anyone thinks of me for being one. I am proud! Well I didn't know my friend wasn't one and he wrote me the most rudest and cruel letter I have read in a long time. He apologized in another. But I still can't say I'm going to forgive him right now. Cause well, I'm hurt. I didn't know and if I did I would not have sent it to him. It was wrong on his part. ::sighs:: Ok! That is about all I wanna write here and stuff! ^__^ I will try and update more when I can. XD Cause well things have changed and I still don't know what the heck I'm doing with this hehehe. Thanks for reading XD ^__^

Day 2 XD
Ok I said I would write in here everyday. So I plan to keep what I said true XD ^_^. Okay first Off I am new to this so its gonna look crappy for ugh..who knows how long XD Also that today has been ok, my foot is killing me >< But other than that it was pretty ok. I got paid XD! Woot! I got some sleep, which is good um I think 4:30am-3:50pm Yes almost 12 hours, but I needed it. Not getting much sleep is bad for you. ::nods:: Also its been cold up where I live ::shivers:: Ya, from the blazing heat of summer, to the chilling winds of fall. Also living in the mountians makes it even colder. It was 39 degrees where I live, lastnight. Also I had my fan on, smart yes? lol coldness. Also! I love the cold weather, but these changes makes earthquakes. Now I'm not sure if anyone reading this has ever been in a earthquake up in the mountians. Its a very odd feeling, and it freaks you out a little. But anyways! It seems today my dad is working on getting the house all nice and warmed up yay! No more freezing coldness XD Also my birthday is in 10 days! WOO HOO! Yes I'm gonna be 16 so I am counting down the days! I can drive, I can date and ware make up lol! Also the days till Halloween XD woo I love Halloween XD And Christmas! XD Christmas is the best at my house. XD Well to me lol Okay that's enough for now, I'll be writting more later or something XD Till then bye XD

Ugh another day ^^ And first entry XD
This is my first entry XD As you can tell and I am going to tell you about my great...Day ><;; NOT!! Great, is not the word I would use for this day. The word I would use is one I am not gonna use. But you get the drift. Oh well first off, I went to bed lastnight at 5am...yep I know late. That's cause I was studying for stuff and watching TV trying to unwind a bit. Still late I know..>< don't kill me Inuyasha XD ok well I crawled in my bed and heard this noise from outside which scared the crap out of me. I have this huge window that is over my bed. You can see through it, when our light is on.. and well I heard these guys outside talking. Which made things worse for me and my perfect hellish day. Also I had this nightmare..it wasn't pretty ><; I got some inmagination that I do and well it was heck so I didn't sleep well. XD Also while I was sleeping I hit my foot against my dresser. WHICH HURT LIKE HECK! X_X, well I'll tell you more about that later. Okay anyways! I was sleeping when there was a knock on my door at 12:50pm. Now I babysit and the lady I babysit for wasn't suppose to drop off her grandson till 2pm. Which I am going to get into that later of course. But anyways, natuarlly no one got the door. So I had to get up and get it, well while I was heading down the stairs when I slipped and hurt my left shoulder and my right foot even more. Perfect yes? ><; and 6 hours of babysitting heck afterwards. Ok now about my foot. MY sister and I we're dancing when I hit the frame of my bed. Which hurt really bad, but I am strong and didn't cuss nor cry which is surprizenly odd as bad as it hurt. Also I went to the hospital today, actually I just got back not long ago. Maybe 20 mintues or something. I found out it is not broken but serverly sprang. Pefect yes? I'm glad its not broken, cause my birthday is in less then 2 weeks and that would be awful you know what I mean? Okay anyways, also about babysitting, its my part time job so to speak. A pain in the @$$ if you will. ><;; I was suppose to watch him (The little boy I babysit) 2-7pm all week, which turned into 1-7 all dang week. Ugh... She told me there maybe a 1-7pm in there, well what a hellish lie that was. And at the hospital was a pain too. I hate it when doctors ask you "Does this hurt?" Your thinking. 'NO IT FEELS GREAT DOC!!! KEEP DOING THAT SO YOU CAN FEEL THIS GREATNESS OF MY FOOT UP YOU @$$.' lol!! Okay anyways.. This day was bad like yesterday emotionally not really. But yesterday was my emotional and phisical sadness day! Well I'm doing ok now waiting to see if my boyfriend is going to be on...XD Okay anyways! See ya later I will be posting more and ya..everyday to be exact..XD You know OOH! Special thanks to Link XD and Kits, Kits for telling Link about this site and Link for telling me! Thanks everyone ^^ XD

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