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NiCk:Rin Name:????? D.O.B:2nd January 1987 Nationality(must make this clear):MALAYSIAN I LiKe!!!: sleeep! * at unearthly hours, like a bat. eat! * Mum's chicken caserole * Japanese food! *DurIaN(poKe mY aSS y dontcha...) * Ice CreAm * Fried Kuey Teow * Big prawn noodle, prawn mee, anything wid prawn in it... SportS * Basketball * Tennis * Running MusiC * Tranc3 * Piano * Japanese * Rock I watcH...: * Anime * Music Videos * Graphics movies eg:Final Fantasy:The Spirit Within I respect... * Prince * Micheal Jordan * Pigs! * Adi * Ben * Toshi I am... * average height * fat! * oversized I look... * long hair * normal-sized eyes * funny nose * weird mouth **can you just imagine what i look like?depressing ain't it? My Older Thoughts... Jan - Feb 2002 bLoGGers oN dA sId3s.. * Shiny Soot * D.R.E.A.M.S * Choking on Soup * Strange Fate * Illuminati * Cynical Dreamer * Kouryuu's Journal * ~~From The Mind's Eye * Laine * Cool Garden * Josephine My Dear Moogle... My Lovely Cybunny... 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SPECIAL THANKS TO YinG FOR GUIDING ME WITH HER INFINITE KNOWLEDGE!!	*KiSSinG in ThE mOOnLighT* YES!!!THE WORST IS OVER..!my chem paper was like...a killer....paper 3 was sooooo hard......!!!math was kinda easy....dude yeah!!only DT left tomoro!! and weEv!!ur page is sooooo kewl!!!!its so good!man experts experts..i think celes is really prettty....!nice pic u got there....and the foulu or ..(*not sure how to spell his name) u knoe when i click on the sprite beside ur info...hes so cool!! hmmm...dont knoe if i can come back to kl this weekend...ive got hols on monday tuesday and wednesday..but cant get tickets...so not sure...but i really wanna go to sunway lagoon!!!*sniff*.....ATB ROCKS MAN!!!he is the best trancer in the world!!!! damn i wanna learn to trance like him...YAY!frens wid ray again!!and finally talking to adi again....after such a long....long...longg....time......seems like forever....and i hate having those..(*) blues!!!it just hurts so bad....it gets me thinking and thinking and thinking.....and i cant stop thinking bout it!!!i should i should i should... i guess the worst is really over...(*lemme take that back!i speak to soon!)spring is finally withering away silently...hmm anywayz....ciao!!oh and h3L, dont forget to gimme ur hp number kayz!ciaoz! Season : Spring Event-os of Today-os : Last day of exams for most people..except me.! I am... : Delighted and hyper in a 'Dita' kinda way.. In my ears... : "Cry" by Mandy Moore Rin's star shot up at the sky at 05:56 p.m.,Thursday, April 25, 2002 *hmm* 3 more agonizing days and its over....exams!!go away!i actually expected it to be much tougher...but ah well...good for me anywayz.. and YinG, as much as i like to believe u, my information sources tells me not...i understand people may slip a tongue or two while talking..so u knoe..its ok...when u get on ur icq..u may have recieved sum evil msgs from me...SOrRY!..but i thought it over..and u knoe..even if it is u...i guess it doesnt matter..i mean i shouldnt hide it should i?but if it was u..pls keep my secrets next time?then ill knoe i can trust u....i was really hurt when i found out it was u..(well im not really sure it was, but info source says so ..so yeah..)..hmm..i was wondering y u were absent from the cyberworld for so long....com keeps crashing huh?oh well...hope it gets well soon! hmm..i have a business paper tomoro!and only business!i get too sleep through the bbeautiful morning!coz my paper is at 1.45!!the worst is over...both english papers are over..geo is over..bio is over...only business,math,chem and dt left and those subjects dont worry me alot..just a bit...less than the other subjects.... talking to dan now...shes really nice!!!and hel's been really close to me too!!!*shes actually my pet sis..!!*they're really nice!!..*to think i nearly tore them down..???im crazy! ahha!!i LOVEEEEE TRANCE MUSIC!!!!am i crazy????no!!!!i was dancing the whole night in my room last nite..?!!!!!yes i am crazy!!..(*y do i sound so like misa??) oh poor shel!!!i understand how she feels....*hugs* to u!its kay!!the world is a big place....time will heal...(*hopefully!)when i read ur blog..i was like...oh my god how disgusting can ppl get sumtimes...backstabbers are really...they really...hurt u!!..dont worry....fight back dude!go woman! hiesh...have to feed my doggie..go study sum business and of to bed i go!!actually i dont hafta sleep early!!!but oh well!buhbyes!! Season : Spring Event-os of Today-os : NoNe I am... : kinda cheerful. In my ears... : "Sakurazaka" by Fukuyama Masaharu(this guy is soooo cute...i think its ironic how yuki yoda(yoda-kun) resembles him so much...) Rin's star shot up at the sky at 08:16 p.m.,Tuesday, April 23, 2002 *.....* i was betrayed. i feel like shit. i found the truth, from someone else. how can this be? is this what i get? for trusting someone, i get this shit? it is impossible, to trust anybody, no more tells. KEEP YOUR FRIENDS CLOSE, BUT KEEP YOUR ENEMIES CLOSER. *sigh*....no way..NO WAY MAN...! its so hard to trust anybody..i guess the people who i THINK i can trust..CANT be TRUSTED..and the people who i THINK i cant trust..CAN be TRUSTED....hm...opposite huh.... how presuming..... Season : Spring Event-os of Today-os : NonE. I am... : Infuriated. In my ears... : Nothing. Rin's star shot up at the sky at 04:34 p.m.,Saturday, April 20, 2002 *gauguguuu* help....im sick...im losing my voice...i hate it!..really bad flu sore throat and the fever is really banging my head....oh no.... i have to go around using sign language...and wats more im going for the sports day and oh damn i cant talk! congrats YinG!go fight for rumah kuning...!!come on!!show them wat ya got..!ahha!is mel participating in anything for rumah kuning?coz if she is....well..u knoe....ahha..did wei yi qualify for lompat tinggi?no rite.?i thought i remember u saying sumthing about helping her out with lompat tinggi and she didnt get it or sumthing....so wat events are u running for sports day on the day itself?(saturday)and there will be 2 of ur long lost frens whu have moved, purposely come from the other end of the world to cheer u on....!!so dont let us down woman!while ur running...seek a loud voice and a cranky old voice sumwhere in the crowd..(if i can actually shout loud enuff for u to hear..)ill try!!! yaY!weeV ur coming!!!!!!i havent seen u in a long timmeee!!!!wheeeeee!!hurray for reunions!...!i have great frens i swear it... oh well.....life bites huh....spring is really a season where everything ends....but its kinda like..goes down and comes up again!becoz yesterday, iz and shareen went back together!!!!!!!!we were all soooooo happy!sum ppl are just so lucky...and rosh was so sweet....coz in math i was telling her... Me:did u hear bout iz and shareen? Rosh:yeah its kewl that they're back together me:yeah i knoe...u and swaneet and iz and shareen are the sweetest couples in our grade!u guys are sooo lucky... rosh:why are we lucky? me:coz u love sumone and sumone loves u so much..and ive been really shit in relationships..nuthings gonna ever work in my life... and then she wrote sumthing on my hand in capitals...it said "BACK OFF!I'M TAKEN!" andd i was like... me:yeah rite rosh wateva.. rosh:what? me:yeah im taken..by my ownself..im sad... rosh:no...!u are taken!< me:by whu;?? rosh:me!in my mind ur taken...doesnt matter what other ppl thinkk... i was really touched..thanx rosh..luv u....ahaha! well well....i need to eat sumthing, even though i have no appetite watsoever...coz ihave to take medication dammit... ciaO! Season : Spring I am... : Very sick. In my ears... : "Trust" by forgot...(its the opening theme to "Vandread") Rin's star shot up at the sky at 01:56 p.m.,Friday, April 12, 2002 *shit* im in so much shit i swear...i dunno if we had to compile the mark sheets with the rest of my DT folder....!!i shouldnt have taken DT..its kinda frustrating..and stressful though interesting and fun...its surprising that despite the fact that im busy doing my chinese essay and compiling my DT folder..(im kinda finished with that..just a WEE bit more..), i can actually spare sum time to come online and add a measely lil' entry...hmm..and my exams are coming up..yet i still add entries nowadays..haha!that rules though!coz i shouldnt stress myself out too much..i might die..though i think i already am dying..but u knoe..trying to lengthen my lifespan....haha....after sports day in SMTTDI im gonna play sum basketball on sunday..*fwweeetttt*! ATTENTION *MESSAGE FR : Vel *MESSAGE TO : YinG *DATE : 7 APRIL 2002 *TIME : 21:47 --MESSAGE-- hey YinG...ahahah knoeing u....ur so nasty!u go gurl!show that show-off wat a loser she is..yeah she may be good..is she though?wateva it is, she doesnt need to go around telling the whole world how GOOD she is...HAHAH!i think ur better though...well...i dont have much cellists as frens soo yeah..!!but ur so talented in music..!cIaO~! END OF MESSAGE went to holland village today to have..lunch?hehe..woke up at 3 sumthing and then left at about 4.30..reached about 5....wat a time to have lunch..more like..lunner??or dunch?hehee....zZzzzZzZZZzzz......and im still sleepy! cant believe myself at times...cant wait to go back to kl...im collecting hardpack cigarette boxes now..and "mengetotkan" it....its really kewl!it looks really cute! oh my god i have japanese test this friday...shhhiiittt....haha anyway..ive rattled on longer than i intended to soo...cIaO wOrLd! Season : Spring I am... : r3c()v3|~i//G In my ears... : "Fighting Spirit" by GLAY Rin's star shot up at the sky at 09:41 p.m.,Sunday, April 7, 2002 *YaY!* dad says i can go back for SMTTDI'S sports day!!!ahah u better run YinG..run as fast as u can....coz im gonna be there standing with the cane and if u dont do well...ill spank u!hahah!evil evil evil.. Group B2(02/01/1987) Your dreams and ambitions are much important for you and you can do everything to fulfill your dreams. Love is much valuable in your life but you always search for someone perfect. You hardly trust someone. Your friends are really important for you but normally you hide a lot from them. You are a deep thinker you always study the negative view as well as positive. You can lead a happy life with a person for whom you care a lot these days. i can finally take the "alone at home" test coz im finally alone at home! WHEN YOU ARE ALONE AT HOME the survey to be taken ONLY when you are alone at home. =Are you alone at home :duh.. =How long have you been A@H : erm..7 hrs pretty much =Are you often A@H : kinda.. =Are you bored : ..yes very!! Are you currently... =Naked : ..no.. =Half-naked? : no.. =Wearing...? : my nightie and shorts =Shameful of what you're wearing :erm....no.. =Bored senseless : yes! =Lonely : very.... =Insane : ...VERY! =Horny : wat the hell???no.... =Sleepy : noooo....i slept so much i think i wont be able to sleep for the next say...15 hrs? =Dancing : oh okay rite..so im suppose to bbe dancing and typing this at the same time...kewl huh...NO =Blasting music at top volume : nope no music..my com just hang just now when i opened Kazaa =Listening to...? : the ceiling fan.. =Snacking/Eating shamelessly : nooooo.... =Eating/Drinking...? : ahha sum lovely orang juice! After this, you are going to... =Play computer : no. =Watch TV : probably.. =Sleep : no..cant =Eat : erm hopefully not.. =Commit suicide : haha good one....NO. =Plan to take over the world : yeah..and im in cahoots with Pinky and the Brain.. =Go out : hell no... Would you like to... =Hang around with your friends : yeah of course.. =Watch TV till your eyeballs frizzle : ahha no its kay..bad revelation for me when i found out i already need glasses.. . =Play computer till your eyeballs frizzle : no..nuthing on my com to play with.. =Travel to some exotic place : yeap!wanna go to hawaii!! =Go on a mad shopping spree : yes...with no budgets.. (*pst pst!=are u gonna gimme some money?) =Eat all the good food you could lay your hands on : nope cant..UNLESS i had a high metabolic rate.. =Stop doing this survey : yeah kinda! your wish is granted! SURVEY OVER Survey above taken from YinG's blog! ok.....haha strange survey but ok.....i am bored... ATTENTION *MESSAGE FR : Vel *MESSAGE TO : weev *DATE : 6 APRIL 2002 *TIME : 16:40 --MESSAGE-- weev are u going for their sports day? END OF MESSAGE ATTENTION *MESSAGE FR : Vel *MESSAGE TO : YinG *DATE : 6 APRIL 2002 *TIME : 16:42 --MESSAGE-- its true that rukawa is cold hearted and stuff...but maybe thats wat people like about him??hehhe...his cool exterior?mitsui is one of my favourites too....sendoh's ok..but i agree with weev..all Slam Dunk characters are cool and their all...erm..should i say,,likable?hehe.. END OF MESSAGE well....gotta go....now.u knoe i think Nappy and Patrick are gonna burn to death..since im always on the com and their sitting right on top of my monitor..haha..sorry dudes..(Nappy and Patrick are a pig and a dog by the way..) Season : Spring I am... : Still recovering..i have reasons to believe that when i begin Term 3 of skool...i will not recover anymore.. In my ears... : "The Ceiling Fan" by My House in Singapore Rin's star shot up at the sky at 04:22 p.m.,Saturday, April 6, 2002 *brr.....* man its so freaking hotttt today!the hell...man getting information for the adidas streetball challenge 2002 in singapore is realllllyyy difficult!!!i mean the lady is really helpful replying to my mails!(thank u!)but shes giving me her other colleagues's emails and they are not replying!!oh my god and i need the information by this week!..everyday is so boring now...holidays and im suppose to be studying..did some math and chemistry yesterday though..(surprisingly..)i was so semangat to study chem yesterday!..dunno y.. Which Angelina Are You? lara croft huh!KICKASS!she rocks man..shes cool....i wouldnt mind being her..always in danger, get to play with guns...lives in a house with EVERYTHING IN IT...i mean...wouldnt u....i think the best part of it is the adventure... Which Member of the Endless Are You? dream...yume...dream...yume...ahhh...i would like to live in a world of dreams...believing in everything false.. Test above taken from YinG's blog! kewl! is the world looking down on me..?i dunno..feels like it.. shit..ive got japanese tomoro.....i dont wanna go....soooo lazeee....lazy lazy lazy..i think im the laziest person ive ever known in my 15 years of living..ahah i think i knoe what im gonna do... Season : Spring I am... : bored and recovering In my ears...: "Village of Dali"" by Nobuo Uematsu Rin's star shot up at the sky at 03:27 p.m.,Thursday, April 4, 2002 hahaaha!* i bunch of tests today!i've been collecting..well..yeah collecting...these tests..kok tjun's so mean i swear...ahha anyway!the tests! Which of the Disney Princesses are you? hmmmmbelle....and i never thought i'd get her...man shes soo..goody...ya knoe? WOW ATHENA! Find out which anime character is perfect for you. quiz by Sera*chan man this guy is just soooooo cute...i mean have any of u watched Vision of Escaflowne??dammit...hes good... there is more..but ill put that in another day.. Do You Realize? Do you realize alot of things a wee bit too late sometimes? Do you realize how much you love and appreciate something only when its gone? Do you realize your actually not as fat as you look? Do you realize there's always so much to do and so little time to do it? Do you realize what you don't realize? am i bored or wat? man i downloaded the coolest final fantasy tribute video in the entire world!it features Offspring's "Staring at the Sun" with Final Fantasy's IV - VIII....its sooo kewl!oh watched "A Walk to Remember" starring Mandy Moore and Shane West...its really nice..sweet and sad....hmm....wat an ending...ahah anyway..added a new section..."My Eyes Desires..." haha features the movies i wanna watch!!!anyway hafta sleep now coz gotta wake up early tomoro to swim and play tennis!ssEeYa! Season : Spring I am... : Recovering.. In my ears... : "Suteki Da Ne" by Kiroro Rin's star shot up at the sky at 11:31 p.m.,Tuesday, April 2, 2002 *errr* finally back from kl...man its been a not so good trip back for me...friday especially..but i dont want to rattle on bout it so..yeah..wassup wid everybody?yO! met a few new ppl that i neva talked to b4...julian, don, hengshun, bOb, ee mun,...and caught wid a few old frens slobby, wansan, sue, erik,sarah,yvonne, YinG, mei, jeev(are u serious ur selling the honda bullet!why!nooo...u promise to take me for a ride..and i get to sit in the front remember??),...tried looking for gian hour at ES but he wasnt there...man that guys at college and he still works on sundays...semangat...ahaha..its not that funny but whu cares....dads going to shang hai tomoro!i get the car..!!gonna vroom vroom here and vroom vroom there!wat the hell...gonna drive in the year of the monkey(year 2004)!!! dammit cant wait...get my stoopit driving licence in kl and convert it in singapore when im 18....oh maybe just maybe...ill be able to make it SMTTDI'S hari sukan and their IU day..!oh lets go lets go lets go!!!!! bye-bye! Season : Spring I am... : a bit sober...(trying to relief the stress) In my ears... : "Information High" by Sharon Apple. Rin's star shot up at the sky at 02:35 p.m.,Monday, April 1, 2002 *shit!* SMKTTDI's hari sukan is when my exam starts!shit cant go...!the hell....i wanna goooo......i went last year......and its YinG's last year in SMKTTDI...!!noooo....!! going back to KL on thursday,,, ah my new cybunny....isnt he just adorable..?HAHA! "Only Hope" There's a song thats inside of my soul, It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again I'm awake in the infinite cold, But you sing to me over and over and over again. So I lay my head back down, And I lift my hands and pray, To be only yours I pray, To be only yours I know now, You're my only hope. theres more to that but im to lazy to type it all....haha! going to ciao for now....hmm.... Season : Spring I am... : erm... In my ears... : "Megamix" by ATB Rin's star shot up at the sky at 11:03 p.m.,Tuesday, March 26, 2002 *full of shit* adi's full of shit...if he doesnt wanna talk to me for SOMEONE'S sake,he can just say it to my face..and he shouldnt say stuff he dont mean.."look i dont care" (when he actually cares..)**usotsuki** anyway...going to SPCA tomoro!see sum lil' doggiez for dog's sake!ahhaha...still in Jo's house going back tomoro..dunno if i can make it for dance class..(*whu cares) i hate life...it sucks.!i hate **? !!he sucks! no wait...actually i hate him currently..but i actually luv him!!that sucks...!sucks to the max!(dont even knoe wat im talking about.. Presenting....the "What Do You Think About Me" section! with ur host, **? !!! so..todays question...what do u think about Vel? Amanda says:funny,likes 2 sleep and thats it..as we only got 1 feedback for today! tune in next time for more! im **? , seeya next time! nobody wants comment bout me...am i that bad? well well....there are certain flowers i hate in this world whu r giving me a hard time..seeya... Season : Spring I am... : (*see other entries..) In my ears... : earwax! (Jo said it and we are laughing so badly..!!!!!!!) Rin's star shot up at the sky at 10:40 p.m.,Sunday, March 24, 2002 *fuuu* first time i wake up so early...surprise huh?im in my frens josephine's house now...staying here for 2 nights!her page has been added under bloggers on the side so go check it out now!shes got pictures too i think.. she hong-kong miX thai by the way..(*yes she can speak cantonese, thai, english,mandarin and japanese) sugoi ne? ahha!on thursday i saw shohei play the piano...so strange.!hes like..such a stereotypical guy and hes playing the piano???strange...he plays the guitar though.... yes im getting drum set and starting drum lessons and restarting my piano lessons!!music lives man..!gonna play sum drums and kick some booty..! anyway...we're going to Marche soon!*Yum..*such good food..!so...CiAO dud3s.. Season : Spring I am... : kinda kkooooll.. In my ears... : "Don't Stop" by ATB Rin's star shot up at the sky at 10:48 a.m.,Saturday, March 23, 2002 *Nooo...* misa's leaving!!at the end of this year!!(June 2002) everybody's leaving...cant live without them!haha! am i crazy or wat?....man first time i dont have much hw on wednesday nite! keWL!shes so cute!ahha....i thought i would be buttercup or blossom though....(*i guess im still so childish inside..) childish..childish.. better go now.... Season : Spring (SeAson where everything ENDS..) I am... : (*See previous entry..AnD...) In my ears... : "Fantasista" by Dragon Ash Rin's star shot up at the sky at 10:49 p.m.,Wednesday, March 20, 2002 tomoro will be the day that he shall die forever in my heart.. YES!that's right!YOU have just won a one-way ticket to UHP,(UnHaPpiness) tha place you've always wanted to be in!!congratulations!arent u just so excited bout it and cant wait?well dont worry!its 14 hours away! oh wat the hell....have to learn to live wid life and its shittyness....aint i right?man...3 more days of skool and im off....dunno is i should go back to kl though...alllmy frens are like, busy preparing for PMR and they're not even having holidays.. man i tell u...life bites..to the max! the way some ppl are sumtimes so upsets me... Disappointment, Depression, Disregarded. Cry. sometimes u just have to look for ur glowing star sumwhere else in the sky..dont always search in 1 area only..!the sky is huge, therefore there are many you will find.. "(the sky is huge...YET i cant find my star!)" "Don't worry darling!" "You can here me?" "Yeah i can..and im telling u not to worry..as sumthing will happen..sumthing GOOD!" "are u sure?wat'll happen?wat?WAT?" "u have found ur star havent u?" "yeah i guess" "u planning to find another one?" "yeah...im gonna let it go to find a better one!" "haha..think twice my lady, this time, ur star will find YOU." wat the hell?im stinging till i dunno wat im writing... Season : Spring I am... : ComE ON!guesS!..(*duh..) In my ears... : mY noisy grandparents/mum/aunt speaking in cantonese.. Rin's star shot up at the sky at 11:04 p.m.,Tuesday, March 19, 2002 *HAHA* so funny!check this out!see if u can spot watz wrong with the picture!remember to turn on ur speakers real loud because there are instructions to listen to!Check out the Watz wrong with the picture page! Here's a little test stolen off Sarah's blog! 01. What is your full name?: Veralene Cheong Ji Leng 02. Backstreet Boys or nsync? : None 03. Pepsi or coke? Coke 04. What color pants do u have on right now? : Navy blue 05. What song are u listening to right now? : "Staring at the Sun" by Offspring 07. What is right next to u? : the coffee table and empty space. 08. What is your computer desk made of? : ermm..metal and..plastic? 09. What are the last four digits of your phone number? : 3527 10. What was the last thing u ate? : prawns.. 14. Do u like snow, sun or rain? : rain 16. Have u ever smoked pot? : no! 17. What did u do last night? : Tried to draw Quistis without any success.. 18. Last person u talked to on the phone? : my daddyy.. 19. What's the sexiest thing that you find in the opposite sex ? :smileeee...... 20. How are u today?: happy!no hw! 21. How do u eat an Oreo? : in milk until it all goes soft! 22. What makes u happy? : his caring personality 23. hair color? : dark brown 24. birthdate: 2nd January 1987 25. eye color? : dark brown 26. height? : 5'3" (i think..ppl say im taller..dunno) 27. do u wear contacts?no..have to soon though 28. Do you have any siblings? : yes 29. What school do u attend? : UWCSEA 30. Who do you consider your closest friends? : people whu r insane! 31. What do u like to do? : sleep, eat, and..sleep! 32. What's the best advice given to u? : if sumones really bitchy to u just tell them "I'm fat and ur ugly but i can lose weight!" 33. What do u want to be when u grow up? : a dreamer 34. What is your fave food? : everything..! 35. What are your future goals? : improve in tennis and basketball and join the team next year!(not tennis) 37a. fav movie? : Autumn in New York 37b. fav song? : Stairway to heaven, Children of the sandstorm 38. fav day of the year? : christmas! 39. fav month? : December! 40. fav girls perfume? : emporio armani "White" 42. do u like to dance? : yes!!! 43. Are u too shy to ask someone out? : YES... 44. fav name brand? : NiKe 47. Have u ever been in love? : yes. 48. what is the stupidest thing u ever did? : not doing sumthing i wanted to... 49. what is your first son's name going to be?? : no idea 50. what is your first daughter's name going to be? no idea 51. Do u like scary or happy movies better? happy 52. On the phone or in person: in person..definitely 53. Day or night? : night! 54. Summer or winter? : winter! 55. Got a boyfriend or girlfriend? no. 56. hugs or kisses? both 57. If u could change one thing about your self what would it be? : nothing.. 58. Do you consider cheerleading a sport? :yeah kinda.. 59. what did u think of this survey? : really long.. 60. Do u want your friends to write back? : itll be kewl if they did it 61. Who is least likely to respond? : adi 62. Who is most likely to respond? : tiara 63. Your Location? : the smallest south east asian country in the world..(well, to me its the smallest..) 64. Shoe size? : 6.5 - 7 65. Do you care about the way you look? : yeah 66. Do you get a tan only in summer? : nooo.. 67. Do you have big ears? : nope.. 68. Do you like to give advice? :yeah.. 69. Class Clown? : nooo 70. Goody two-shoes? : no way..wrong person.. 71. Lover or fighter? : fighter 72. Daydreamer? : yeah definitely! 73. Angel? : which will kill u *~*IN THE PAST WEEK, HAVE YOU*~* Cried? : no.. Cut your hair? : no... Worn a skirt? : yeah Worn a tie? : no.! Been Mean? : OH YEAH Been sarcastic? : OF COURSE.. Gone for a walk? : *ya think?* Gone out for dinner? : (this questions are getting pretty stupid.. Met someone new? : nope.. Talked to an ex? : yeah.. Missed an ex? : noperz.. Hugged someone? : YEAH.. Danced with someone? : nopes.. kissed someone? : nope.. *~*THE FEELINGS SIDE*~* Worst feeling in the world: love Best feeling in the world: love ***~The PAST SIDE~***~~~~ Memory [thing] you miss most? : saturday Memory u would like to forget? : saturday ~~~~***~The FUTURE Side~***~~~~ Occupation: sumone like mission impossible ppl.. Marriage: ???? Kids: ??? ~~~~***~FAVORITES~***~~~~ Color: blue,yellow,black,silver Toothpaste: colgate!the one wid the white and green stripes! Ring: ?? Show: F.R.I.E.N.D.S Time: 3.33 ampm Flower: white Lilies.. Number: 3 Book: Memoirs of a geisha Word: woman! Dance: hip - hop, trance (feng tau!!) Disease: myself.. man that was freaggin' long!!!!!! thats like....ouch..ive got back pain...i seriously think i got back problems...shit it alwiz gets pain..even when i brush my teeth it gets pain.,,wat the hell.. ouch....well i think this entry iis like really long coz of all the questions...so ...seeya world.. Season : Spring I am... : disappointed and upset.. In my ears... : "All You Wanted" by Michelle Branch (playing on MTV) Rin's star shot up at the sky at 09:41 p.m.,Monday, March 18, 2002 *nooooooooooo* man its soooo hard to find another good bloghost with a shrot server name and which can upload images....!!why cant pitas do that?...! i swear sunday is soooooo boring.....was just talking to YinG just now.....i swear im gonna cry when i see her for the last time....noo..why is she leaving...! funny akuma/gohki....looks like hes shitting! my dear YinG...... oh well...everybody's gone offline now and im gonna play tennis soon...so...... im gonna put this lil' sleeping mog on my site soon....soon....soon...haha...maybe i'll just put it up now! Season : Spring I am... : Neutral In my ears... : "Silent All These Years" by Stefanie Sun Rin's star shot up at the sky at 03:56 p.m.,Sunday, March 17, 2002 *haha...* wat so funny? "i don't know. I don't think i'll ever know..." Yay!mums coming home on tuesday finally!she bought loads of stuff for me from australia and i miss her so much!*MeOw* im talking to wansan now....hes sooo sweet..!but maybe he's just saying stuff like that to make me happy...wats my problem anyway?im so full of it at times.. i understand how you feel YinG..dont take it too hard on urself..people go through shit like this all the time..im going through one now but its not as bad as urs thats all.....but dont worry!things will look up!i promise!i mean, thats why we're called humans.. u knoe i think life really sux at times...?and it sucks reeeeeeellllll bad at times...i am sad.....real sad.....real upset....pArAnOiD? This plush Siberian Husky is too adorable to resist. Delightfully soft to the touch, the plush Siberian Husky is irresistible. Just cuddle up with this precious Siberian Husky for hours of huggable enjoyment. These cuddly stuffed animals are among the finest soft plush toys made. A wonderful gift for all Siberian Husky and dog enthusiasts. thats wat i feel like now....a screwed up sad person lying on the floor, whu doesnt knoe how to say stuff and is stuck in fear of......fear of...rejection?hatred?i dont knoe.. im going to hide under the sheets and shed a tear or two... Season : Spring I am... : Confused and afraid In my ears... : "Blue Eyes Blue" by Eric Clapton Rin's star shot up at the sky at 12:23 a.m.,Sunday, March 17, 2002 *sigh,* my deepest condolences to YinG and Gav, who have just broken up yesterday...well, i made it sound as if someone died..in this case..someone didn't die..someTHING died..yeah their relationship...they were the sweetest couple i've ever seen, and i thought their relationship would last for a long time (well, longer than the average time of couples our age anyway..)i mean, Gav was like, really close to me and YinG's one of my best friends and it just..so weird..maybe its just me..but when YinG told me they broke up..it was like....shatteering delicate glass..and i can actually hear it..*krang* *shiiingg*..(or wateva sound shattering glass makes..)sTraNge...if i can find the time...ill actually make 1 of my page types in memory of them both..i will miss it...them together..oh....life goes on i guess.. YinG will be going to england soon, and im sure gonna miss her.Yet even when she's in KL now i still miss her..imagine england....thats like...soooo far away...noo...losing another one of my frens.. man MSN is like....screwed up now...cant even sign in..oh yes!it signed in!!!!finally.....!oh gonna play tennis tomoro!yes!cant wait...i hafta get enuff sleep tonite..we're going at like, 7 in the morning...crazeee daddeeee.....! Which "Natural Wonder" are you? iceberg huh?kewl..... I taste like Bread. I am a staple in almost everyone's diet. Friends like me are a complement to any other friends I get on with almost everyone, remaining mostly in the background, but providing substance when it would otherwise be lacking. What Flavour Are You? bread...uh im so boring.... I'm a Jrock fangirl So what if the guys look like girls? They're pretty and have cool outfits and their music is the best. Give me Dir en Grey over Ayumi any day. What kind of fangirl are you? man gothic...... Season : Spring I am... : sad..and getting worse.. In my ears... : "November Rain" by Guns 'N' Roses Rin's star shot up at the sky at 10:07 p.m.,Friday, March 15, 2002 *fuuuuu.....* why must everyone go through the same thing over and over again?its like.....always repeating itself...why? isnt this such a kewl guitar? today during lunch, went into recording studio with momoko, shinsuke and sophie to listen to their song.....man!!Shin is such a good piano player!ive never seen or heard someone as good as him!and momoko's voice can go raelly high and really low!she has a great voice..i guess her voice lessons have really paid off.....and sophie...she doesnt take voice lessons but she was still so good!!i couldnt believe wat i heard man!and muiz was in the recording studio as well..and he did a rap thingie which was so kewl!!!he can rap so well!!man these people are so talented.. and adi is such a good guitarist...people should see the expression he has on his face when he plays the guitar...anybody would fall straight into a world of guitar music....well i did anyway...his expression, added with his magnificent playing just takes me flying....wheeeeeeee...... sleeeepppppy.....trying...hard..to...keep...my...eyes..........OPEN! hehe...talking to adi now on msn.....he's so かっこいい!!!!!...... **? ^#@ #..... Season : Spring I am... : Sad... In my ears... : "Endless Rain" by X Japan Rin's star shot up at the sky at 11:19 p.m.,Thursday, March 14, 2002 suppp....? damn..major D.T project starting soon.... just love this guy and his music..trance just lifts me man.....it takes my mind away into a world of illusions... Genres: (Trance) (DJ Mixed) Compiled by the editors of BPM Magazine, America's leading magazine for electronic music, fashion & nightlife, "That Trance Mix" is the best in uplifting and hard trance. CD's above snatched from and man trance trance trance......what would i do without it.. From top left - Za, Liron, Eve, Christina, Laura, Anna In dA pOoL - SaS, Tara, Fiona DuN-ku!!!!!!! stupid guy....blardy MVP...hell hes got good shots.. man....the way he plays.....its superb.....unbelievable! my dream tennis racket!!!wahhhh.....y does it have to be so expensive...darn.....whu cares....i luuurrrrvvvveee my current racket!!MUAHAHAHHA!I HAVE THE POWER WHEN I HAVE IT IN MY HANDS!....okie..... y am i so hyper while im writing this entry when about an hour ago i was so upset and deep down inside im so upset??? ....hmm..nande.....anyway darn so much hw tonite again... y y y y y y....??? **? Season : Spring I am... : HypEr on the outside, like ShiT on the inside... In my ears... : "I'm Real (Remix)" by J.Lo featuring Ja Rule Rin's star shot up at the sky at 06:05 p.m.,Wednesday, March 13, 2002 sunday afternoon..........wooooooo....im still doing hw....im like....loaded wid hw this whole weekend....wat a pain... 41 TO 50 POINTS: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out. I got 50 on the dot!!! Well, aren't you the pretty one! It's likely that you're the cutest among your friends, and you may be just a little vain, but that's what people like so much about you. Even if you appear aloof, you are fiercely loyal to the people you care about and would fight to the death for them. Good kitty! :) Which Insane Bishounen are YOU? brought to you by angel rising isnt he just so.......cute?theres another one here...he reminds me of......someone.. Outwardly you are intimidating and standoffish, though inside you really feel confused and misunderstood... but since you're pretty good at hiding feelings when you want to, nobody would ever know. You believe that you really can't trust anybody, thus you tend to be a loner. The only other instance you show any emotion at all is when you're pissed off. Which Insane Bishounen are YOU? brought to you by angel rising sound familiar?...hehe...oh 2 more weeks of skool and then holidays!!! ATTENTION: Message for YinG TIME: 15.25 DATE: 10/03/2002 MESSAGE: oh and YinG, i owe u 50 bucks!!pls remind me the next time i go back and before u go to england!!REMIND ME!oh and good luck for ur athletics meet or wateva u call it....!!!dont overwork urself...u can do it!!! Season : Spring I am... : Lazy and sleepy (Zzz...) In my ears... : "1/3 Junjou no Kanjou" by Siam Shade Rin's star shot up at the sky at 03:17 p.m.,Sunday, March 10, 2002 its saturday night/sunday morning.....boy have i been a good girl today......woke up at 3, did hw, played tennis, ate dinner, doing hw until now....wow!first time.. Check this out for Mitsui Hisashi's profile!Isn't he just so cool??? Check this out for Rukawa Kaede's profile!Isn't he too, just so cool??? oh god....im some slam dunk freak.... ahhaha....better stop this..im like.....drooling away...... ahha.....!anyway...going to go...its 1 a.m in the morning and i finally finished my DT hw!!!!!! arghhh!! Season : Spring I am... : Tired and bored In my ears... : "The Launch" by ATB vs. DJ Jean Rin's star shot up at the sky at 12:44 a.m.,Sunday, March 10, 2002 friday at last.....ahha....damn it....have a big bruise on my hand again because of volleyball....dammit.... ive got soooooooo much homework this weekend......and i have to study....exams are in 5 weeks....and i have tennis tomoro!!oh lord..after exams hafta start practicing basketball again...YaY!havent played it in a long time... man......-FiRe- gave me a damn bad sounding today.....practically slapped me...wat a shithead.....i better forget about **? before it -Fire- screws me up again... my 2 favourite slam dunk characters!!!arent they just such good basketball players...??? haha.....no....have a chinese test and geo test on monday...!!!!arghh better go study and sleep if not cannot get up for tennis tomoro....!!need to energy...... Season : Spring I am... : Touched In my ears... : "Youthful days" by Mr. Children Rin's star shot up at the sky at 11:23 p.m.,Friday, March 8, 2002 Oh whOOpEE!the server's up again!u knoe yesterday, the server was down like....for soooo long....so annoying! you are HEAVEN'S DRIVE! Where you go, a party follows. You have a style all your own, and well.. you're just kakkoii. Hey..where did all these strippers come from?? "Which L'Arc~en~Ciel song am I?" test by mifyuu i just posting up tests....i knoe they're annoying...but they're fun to do!!YAy!dad's coming back tonite! Take the "How immature are you?" Test created by sami Season : Spring 春 I am... : Stressed... In my ears... : "Get this party started" by Pink Rin's star shot up at the sky at 06:41 p.m.,Thursday, March 7, 2002 woohoo.......bad weeks start with bad days...bad days start with bad things...WAT ELSE? The Fair Goddess Stephania of Moonflower. As she floated towards the access of levelling, from the shrines of discovery she came, Aware of a shadow of darkness following her, As she turned to face the disguise living thing, Asking for assistance, The thing agreed, therefore accepted a pink of a thing, She resumed her journey towards the levelling, And her fated Moonflower, Which can be sensed from such distance when released, Crashed onto the surrounding platform she had never set foot on, As the sound of doom entered her ears, In her inner soul, Silent and unexplainable wounds began to open, And on the surface of her beuatiful fair face, Warm and salty tears streamed down her face, As she gazed at the Moonflower she forever possesed, In pieces on the platform, Gone forever...... wow......okay.....ahha sumthing i wrote outta wat happen today..an experience so touching it inspired me to write for the first time... oh my god....in bio class....one of my classmated fainted!well..she fell of her chair, but she was concious, and she knocked her head against the table..*ouCh!*poor her...and she vomited as well.... i felt so.......dunno....cant explain...when i saw her fall... god it was scary...when she fell and hit her head, it was like "THUMP" really loudly..... Me:oh s**t! Tiara:Oh my god... Maria:oh my god... Josephine:ahhahah(dunno y the hell she was laughing..) Natsuko:(covering her mouth, with a shocked expression on her face) Me:oh lord... Tiara and Maria:oh my god.. Me:oh lord.... Tiara:(covering her mouth as well with the shocked expression) Maria:(Staring at Jess on the floor as my bio teacher and Rachel help her up, holding her necklace at the same time..) Me:oh crap man..oh my god...(i just couldnt shutup..i was in shock as well, the first time i ever saw anyone faint..) ***End of dialog here*** before it goes on and on about the same thing...poor jess..she couldnt even walk to the san!she said her legs were too wobbly... man downloading KaZaa really slows down all the processes of the computer!!!!ahha....ill get everything sorted when the com moves to my room!!cant wait! The neutral colors, range from gray to brown.. and also, every color that is in the middle. Neutral colors give people the personalities of being in the center of balance, and also that they will be unsure when facing decisions. Want to take the test? by livejournal user, is that squall? ah i dunno.....whu cares....its suppose to be some manga shitz....ahah...anyway....ahha hafta go and sleep now....i slept for 3 hours in the afternoon so i really dont need to sleep that early..maybe i should work a bit on my english essay....its like...killer hard..by the way.....2 test coming up and im outta here! HAHAHAHAH!!!thats sooooo funny! You're Lulu. You seem a little insensitive to those who don't know you very well, due to your cynical nature. Your mind is always thinking of things, big and small. You have a tough time of letting go of the past. You also like to bash people with plushies for fun and then fry them up with some tasty magic~! XD Which Final Fantasy X Character would YOU be? Take the test. man....i always get her....am i so like her or wat? i didnt get her...but i think shes soo pretty....shes got one green eye ony blue..coincidence??i think people who have one green eye one blue are really interesting..its...so..attractive..hahah!but its really cool on her though... Season : Spring I am... : Fine.Neutral. In my ears... : "Ghetto Superstar" by Wyclef Jean feat. Maya Rin's star shot up at the sky at 10:40 p.m.,Tuesday, March 5, 2002 well if it isnt bloooody monday... bad day = bad things happen u knoe sumtimes......i just wish i would disappear from this world.....like *tink!* and then....gone... my existence only threatens and makes people feel uncomfortable... "isn't that just sooooo true?" "YES IT IS." i feel so shit now i think i would sing till my windows break, take a piece and just....end my...my....existence.....my mere existence......just makes everything worse!!!! wat have i done..... reports were out today.... so were the exam timetable.... maybe i should just become my selfish old self the way i was a few months ago....wouldnt that be better?much better?...yes yes....just be selfish and not care wat people think or feel because its none of my business... BUT I CANT DO THAT!! because thats not me.....thats not my personality...i mean ..yeah sure i can be mean at times (hey!dont gimme that look....)but still......wat the hell am i blabbering on about.....i mean...u ppl dont even wanna read this shit! fine fine...... You are Edea! Selfless and stong-willed, you have the ability to do a lot of good. Luckily for the world, that's usually your intention. If you were ever corrupted by evil, we would all be in serious trouble. On top of all that, you're pretty sexy. Take the Final Fantasy 8 Test here! test above taken from weev. errr.....wat the hell is with the last sentence????? am i always the first to knoe the painful truth and the first to fear my fears and the first to feel the hurt? yes. gold huh?kewl.....<--(that was said with no expression wattsoever!) PG-13 Now we're getting somewhere - your actions are now past pre-teen level, and you're beginning to display some more mature content in your life "Which Movie Classification Are You?" Test created by Jamie - take it here. oh am i......?muahahaaaha...... What is your meaning of life? life????life????i have no life....... last test and im outta here....i doubt i can get any sleep with so much on my mind.....oh adi......why... Take the What Should Your New Year's Resolution Be? Quiz why.....why..... Season : Spring I am... : upset, hurt and guilty In my ears... : The fan on my ceiling... Rin's star shot up at the sky at 11:02 p.m.,Monday, March 4, 2002 ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!wat has happen!a disaster has struck!!! *sniFF...sniff... how can this be...!!!i switched on the archives and all my entries disappeared!!noooo...it must be the dates i put in....no more japanese from now on...it just makes it more frustrating for me....no no no..... poor weev!!!!!she has torn a muscle!!and can't for the athletics meet!get well soon!i'll pray for you my darling... my grandparents are down this whole week!!!! *and im alone wid them..* coz my daddy went to china and my mommy went to australia to see my bro.....Ben just went to austrlia...he will be starting uni on the 5th March (*oh my god!thats this tuesday!)so im all alone wid my grampapa and me grammama! What's Your Style? Find out @ She's Crafty and here it is....!the first j-rock test ive ever found!!! I see dead people, I mean...really, they based the Sixth Sense after me! Oh and don't even get Me started on Squaresoft. Squall is my clone Find out which J-rocker you are here by !! >D not very convincing izzit...? ATTENTION : COMMENTS INDIRECTLY REPORTED TO RIN CRITISIZER : YinG COMMENTS : "very nice page!just that you seem to have alot of HTML problems on your page.If you need any help pls as me or weev. TIME : 20:59 DATE : 03/03/2002 ok..im off to do hw now...and to relax myself......frustration on losing all my other entries is getting to my head....... jya! Season : Spring I am...:frustrated...AGAIN! In my ears...:"Children of the Sandstorm" by Darude vs. Robert Miles Rin's star shot up at the sky at 03:05 p.m.,Sunday, March 3, 2002		Please Check NoticeBoard at the bottom of this Column I live by... "Asking out a person , is like asking normal question such as 'do u like pasta'.You cant help it if they say yes or no." AND "I see it everyday, in front of my face. I see it...I see something that I can never have." Current wonders to my ears... "Breaking Up The Girl" by Garbage Current phrase from my mouth... "You're a snaking snake!" My Eyes Desire... Resident Evil Blade II Queen of the Damned Crossroads The New Guy Ice Age A Beautiful Mind Princess D My Wife is a Gangster Kate & Leopold Current wishes from my soul... -->For YinG to pass her theory exam with flying colours!!! -->For Alex to pass his exams with flying colours! -->For everybody to pass their IGCSE's with flying colours!!! -->For Gav to cheer up and enjoy life!Things will get better! NoticeBoard oh well, for those people out there who cannot shutup, pls learn to becoz u'll grow up not having ANY frens. ano tiara!oyogi iku?erm..excape theme park iku?tsumannai ne... Tiara says: hello my name is tiara! i am a weird but... ya weird person :) i hate my life but i hope i grow out of it :)muahahaha (guys shes trying to say hi,...but shes shy..give her time..hehe)