She wants to wear glasses but her eyesight is pretty normal to the people in white. Has 7 (seven) piercings in her body, 4 (four) on her left ear and 3 (three) on her right ear. Plans to have piercing on her tongue but she will wait until the right time comes. Going to pierce another set on her ears maybe next year.

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Dubbed as "ThE PersoN WhO HaS JapanesE MusiC IN HeR MP3 PlayeR" in the OfficE where she worked for her living. Currently SinglE and apparently is waiting for.... SomethinG....

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Friday, January 30, 2004, 10:55 a.m.

current mod: cold
current music: tragedy night, mr. newsman - dir en grey; lain's theme - serial experiment's lain ost; hanabi ii - ayumi hamasaki

Well, I'm here now in the office, going to do some plans and templates to pass time and of course, we have to be wearing our business outfits since there is a client present.

But friday is suppose to be our casual-outfit-day. *sniff* Dang it! And I'm not suppose to iron anything a while ago since I'm going to wear jeans.

It's cold here, damn it! @.@'

Conratulations on my neice since she was the only one in her class who memorized the poem The Three Little Kitten... And also everyone in the household already memorized it since we were all pitching in in making my neice memorize the blasted thing. And we painstakingly tried and we are rewarded in buying a costume for my neice and making ears for her costume and she will be performing in her school right now. Should've been there but alas, I have work... well sort of.

Tomorrow will be Moonchil screening and Erin and I are going to meet a little earlier tomorrow so that we can eat our lunch there and buy tickets and fall in line. Don't worry guys, we are saving you places too.^^
But I do hope Yuki's mother is not there or I will be dead... >.<'

[edit] Apparently, I pormised Tine that I would be wearing skirt on Saturday but I can't. Gomen Nasai Tina. Today is my Red Day. T-T[/edit]

Well, I'm off to work and finish something for my next months layout. ^^

Thursday, January 29, 2004, 11:06 a.m.

current mod: accomplished
current music: 1/3 junjouna kanjou - siam shade; vincente's theme - ffvii; suteki da ne (orchestra version) - rikki

Well, to all members of YAOISTA, just go to here to see the new site. If you're not yet a member and you want to become one, then just go to the link also and follow the instructions.

Hopefully, all the members will give me the things that I need to finish the site.

Monday, January 26, 2004, 12:22 p.m.

current mood: tired, rejected, happy
current music: virginity x- japan; uruwashiki kamen no shotaijo - malice mizer; umbrella, 304 goushitsu, hakushi no sakura, obscure, ugly - dir en grey; love phantom - b'z; ready steady go, flower - l'arc-en-ciel; teezman no teema - tetsu69; eden - to destination; mind forest, nine spiral - gackt; other side, a drop colour - hyde; wait and see ~risk~, dorama - utada hikaru; butterfly kiss - tokuyama hidenori; in the moonlight - badluck; wolf & sheep - H.O.T.

i attended the fair of my prevous school. the amusements are a little too boring and the caption for the fair is stupid but i loved it since i know someone i want to see was there. ^^ but i'm still tired as i didn't have enough sleep for three days but it was all worth it...^^

it started last friday and i attended it but just for two hours. basically, i went there after work and i have to go home since i'm going to attend the next two days of craziness.

well i'll skip friday since i didn't do anything much last friday.

SATURDAY
before i went to the fair, i pamper myself with hair cut, a manicure and a hot oil. i really liked what they did to my hair and i'm planning to dye my hair again this friday... *grins*

i got there about lunch time and i didn't got to see the field demo that my friends in highschool did... (damn it, there's always next year *grins evilly*) and i went to meet with yuki and her friends and with ototo-chan and banana...^^ me and ototo-chan got a date that time *hentai grin*

after strolling around and looking for someone me and ototo-chan decided to watch the TwinS EffecT in a movie house and as we are both vampire fans, we were really excited in watching it... although we were suppose to watch MementO MorI but the thing is, we don't know where in the movie theaters are they showing it. and memento mori has yuri in it and we're deprived of yuri for a long time... too much yaoi!!!! *giggles*

all in all, the movie was outstanding and we got back to the school and walked around for a bit. and then ototo-chan said that maybe we should pick up girls as we walk around and banana and me laughed. yuki was there and talking to hinota and the others and i said to ototo-chan, well, i can pick up yuki.... and i asked yuki about it... and as usual she was clueless as ever. *lol*

i attended the dance contest that night and i was suppose to teach yuki how to dance but she was really not into dancing she almost ran out of the gym when i was about to grab her and dance. *lol* but i ended up staying there for about an hour more an talking with someng and eating. i was really sleepy when i went home.

SUNDAY
i got there a little earlier than the other day but when i got there, it's only aya and liao (is this right?) are there... (well to those i know anyway) and after an hour, coleen, yuki and clang clang got there and they walked to greenhils... o.0 too bad i wasn't there and walked with them but i was sleepy still. we got up and went to the gym where we talked and the other sleep.

then hinota and monica came too and we decided to walk to centerpoint this time (crazy kids) and we did with denise (my ko-chan's sister) and diane with us. so it was me, yuki, hinota, monica, denise, diane, and aya walking and laughing all the way to centerpoint.

when we got there, we drank water from the fountain because we are really broke (and my pay is still on friday) and we got to make our pins for the yaoista club that we are a member of. i'm going to post the link here after i finish rebulding the site...^^

we decided to take a jeepney on the way back because we are so tired. we got to school and met ototo-chan on the way in and we laughed and she and the others went home and i stayed....

and a little more craziness went a long way. we got the dj to play 3 laruku songs namely: driver's high, 4th avenue cafe and honey. we were suppose to play blurry eyes but we haven't had the cd with the song in it. this was the time i regretted that i didn't bring the cds with me. and i wanted to play gackt's mizerable too... T-T well... when driver's high was played, ko-chan was running towards me and jumped on me like a dog, with her legs embracing me... *sweatdrop* and we were so happy that the dj got to play the songs.

and me, clemente, monica and monica's friend and bianca decided to do the velcro thing and we were laughing all the way. we were so crazy that day that i began to feel young again.^^ well... i'm still young anyways...^^

i attended the concert that was playing in the gym with the rest of the people i went with. but the thing is, i was perturbed with something i can't understand that i started thinking and thinking that tina thought i was in a bad mood. actually, it's just that i can't seem to figure out something.

and then it clicked. earlier that time, i lost something, a gem that i loved. it was my my cat's eye and like other people who just discard it away, i love it so much that i placed it with my money gem so that i can wear it when the string for it was snapped.

when i was introduced to my cat's eye, the vendor said about love and clearance of mind and emotions. when i saw my cat's eye the day before tomorrow, i knew the string was about to snap but i didn't care and then it happened the unexpected and i lost my cat's eye forever. it's like i know what will happen in a current situation but i disregard the warnings and the knowledge that was given to me until i will lost it. there are only a few who new about this predicament.... then i began thinking if this is right, if this is what i suppose to do. i was about to cry but i hold the tears at bay.... i went home sleepy and exhausted.

here's a song for you...
Memorial address ~take2 version~
by ayumi hamasaki

Munasawagi to tomo ni nemuri ni tsuita yofuke
Totemo kanashii yume o miteita no o oboeteru
Sono asa yokan wa chinmoku o yaburu youni
Naridashita denwa de genjitsu no mono to natta
Kokoro ni kienai kizuato o nokoshita mama
Anata wa hitori hoshi ni natta

*Sayonara ne mou nidoto aenai basho e itta none
Eien no wakare no tsumetasa o uketomerarezu ni
Kikasete hoshikatta uso de kamawanai kara
Atashi wa anata ni tashikani aisarete itatte 
Tatta ichido de iikara

Owari naki hazu no kanashimi wa maku o tojite
Kisetsu mo kawatte samusa ga yakeni mi ni shimiru kedo
Are wa wasure mo shinai natsu no hajimari no hi de
Atashi no kawari ni kotoshi wa sora ga naki tsuzuketa
Datte amarinimo yume no tsuzuki no youde
Mada naku koto sae mo dekinai mama

Sayonara ne saigo no kotoba sae todokanai
Wakare no tsumetasa o
Iyatte hodo omoishirasareru
Kikasete hoshikatta uso de kamawanai kara
Sugoshita ano hi o kuyandari shitenaindatte
Tatta ichido de iikara

Doushite souyatte saigo no saigo made nee
Omoide dake o oiteku no

(*) repeat

Kore wa tada no yume no tsuzuki no monogatari de
Atashi wa mada me ga sametenai dake to itte

Tuesday, January 20, 2004, 03:29 p.m.

current mood: creative
current music: PU HA HA - H.O.T

yes! i successfully updated my layout for ReD SnoW... I hope you visit it....^^

just lounging around... oh yeah, i need to print fanfics for my sister... ja!

Monday, January 19, 2004, 10:10 a.m.

current mood: crushed
current music: wait and see, hikari - utada hikaru; your dream - kang ta; illness illusion - malice mizer

first of all i want to greet my office mate a happy birthday!!!!
otanjoubi omedetou gozaimasu mitsui-chan!

anyway, me and my sister decided to buy a vcd player and buy we did. i said i wanted a playstation 2 instead because it can play vcd and dvd too and i can play games in it but she reminded that her friend (the one who we always goes to) is going to buy us ps 2 btu i don't know when.. but for now we want to just watch pirated vcds and maybe some original too.

like last night, i bought Ju-oN and Ju-oN 2 and had a horror fest with watching those horror movies. and as the reviews ahve stated, it takes an imense kind of concentration to understand the film more thoroughly (which apparently my sister and my father didn't really do as i keep on translating some of the words for them and the scenes). it is really creepy and i will guarantee that it's a good film although.

the movie doesn't observe timelines but what happened to different people when they had the curse from a hunted house. the movie will just place a name before a scene and then the movie will lat the movie watcher watch the man/woman's demise or maybe how did he/she came in contact with the hunted house and the curse that follows through it.

anyway... ne Domeng, mag ym ka mamaya!

and the fair of st. paul, when exactly is it?

Friday, January 16, 2004, 10:48 a.m.

current mood: hyper
current music: 1/3 no jounjo na kanjou- rurounin kenshin ost; chikai no ESUPEROSU - apocripha/0 ost; heartplace - juuni gatsu no lovesong - gackt; i'll - dir en grey squall's theme - final fantasy viii

last night, i slept around 1 am in the morning reading fanfics and talking to my sister and my father about the simple things that we can talk about....

i set my alarm to wake me up at around 5:30 am but i usually wake up at 6 am. there's one thing... my clock's alarm sounded like a rooster and it's really loud. and my insticts turn it off and then go back to sleep and then it will alarm again and then i will turn it off again... @.@

when i finalluy got up, all of the members of the household was awake... my sister, my niece and my father was awake, taking turns in using the bathroom... and then i asked "aalis ba kayo?" (are you going somewhere?) and then my sister laughed and said that they were awoken by my blasted bird (namesly my alarm clock)

and then they got back to sleep and then i went to the office... T-T GOMEN NASAI!!!!

and can someone tell me when is the exact date for the annnual fair of my college school? thanks...

Wednesday, January 14, 2004, 09:31 a.m.

current mood: guilty
current music: kasumi, raison detre - dir en grey, every heart - boa; POP is dead - miyavi; connected - ayumi hamasaki

last night, i got home expecting my father is outside smoking his life away and my sister too there playing with the puppies, but alas it's not what i expected.

first, the 3 big dogs that are in the house are taken by the owners and we are left with the 3 puppies that we want, namely yuki (the black and white male), tokwa (the pure black female) and froda, by my sister or tetsu, by me (the siamese brown and black female).

second, my father is not answering me when i called inside the house and my sister greeted me and told me to stay put because apparently she was taking her bath. (ne one-chan, it's cold!!!)

i asked my sister where my father was and then i remembered that my father gone down the mountain (our place is in the mountain kiddies) and go to his friendly friends.

after giving my sister her fanfics that i painstakingly printed out and talked to her about kiss and boa (i think) and about pc i decided to go to sleep because i was really tired from the commute that i do.

but i did something wrong.... i locked my door... *sweatdrop

well i shouldn't have locked my door because my father's things are in my room (we share the same closet) and his pillows and blanket are inside my room as well. T.T gomen nasai otou-chan... T.T

i woke up around 4:00 am to go to the restroom and there i saw him without a pillow and a blanket in a cold atmosphere, sleeping... @.@

i gave him the pillow and his blanket and he muttered "ano pa bang silbi nito eh nilamig na ako kanina pa"... gomen otou-chan!!!! *sniff* *cries*

i slept again for about an hour and decided to get up and fix my lunch to take. i felt really guilty that i covered him with my blanket (which is much more thicker and warmer than his)... T.T

ok, rule to myself: never lock the door when otou-chan is not in the house... yet or he said that he's not coming home for the night.... *sweatdrop*

Tuesday, January 13, 2004, 03:45 p.m.

current mood: giggly
current music: carress of venus - l'arc-en-ciel; horizon - hyde

this is cute... this is for all the harry potter fans....^^

...i was texted by my best friend from highschool that we are going to have a homecoming next month (precisely, a day before my birthday *sweatdrop*) and we get to see our school from before...^^

i miss my old school rather than my school in college..o.0 *looks behind* hey, why is mitsui here? @.@

anyway, i was planning to go there if the homecoming is true and i get to chat with my friends back in highschool and schoolmates. i wonder how are they especially my so-called friends there...^^

this is the daye when sendoh will be going away. he's leaving the company already because his contract is already expired and he's going to explore new things that i think will benifit him.

Monday, January 12, 2004, 08:42 a.m.

current mood: chipper
current music: girlish, forgiveness, a song for xx (acoustic) - ayumi hamasaki; schwein no isu, sea of retards, jessica, umbrella, deity - dir en grey; welcome to my romance - nittle grasper; kawanai koto, just a girl - bonnie pink; love me - yami no matsuei ost; travelling - utada hikaru; blurry eyes - l'arc-en-ciel; daijoubu - boys be ost; shinkirou - tetsu69; love somebody - you're under arrest ost; in my mind - luna sea; aburakudabura - bad luck

yes, last nght, me, ko-chan, neko-chan, langaw and trisha got to watch lotr: return of the king in an overcrowded movie theater...^^ yup, of course it's megamall.... :P

and even if it's crowded and has a line before you could enter, we got front seats! *v-sign*

but before that, me and neko-chan was fetched by ko-chan outside valle verde because we got to eat lunch there and played soccer with a net.. *sweatdrop*

we guided ko-chan while driving because she has a terrible (and i mean terrible) sense of direction ^^'

while we were singing away in the pecopeco car..^^ we were talking nonstop about ragnarok and the fanfics that we were suppose to do and i asked ko-chan if she can spend a night or two in antipolo

when we got there, the line for tickets are long enough o.0 but with my considerate patience we got the 5 tickets and managing to get langaw with us before she got lost again... o.0'

anyway, we got in line and trisha, ko-chan, neko-chan and langaw were talking endlessly about funny things that i just set them aside and waited patiently in line. but they noticed that i was quiet so ko-chan decided to cheer me up bu hugging me and asking me and making me laugh (which she almost did but then the line moved) sweet ko-chan....^^

when we got inside, ko-chan was fidgeting because the car was parked in shangri-la and the movie will end about 9PM and the parking space will closethat same time, so she decided to ask her father about it and ran to where her father is and gave the keys...

meanwhile, i decided to buy us some popcorn and drinks and got some contribution from them...

but when i got to the popcorn stand, i got pissed off! then don't have sprite in their soft drinks and then i just said that i'll take 7up instead, 1 regular and 1 large... and then they said that they don't have regular size of softdrinks???? *glares* and then i said 2 sofdrinks are large and 1 regular butter popcorn and 1 jumbo cheese popcorn.. lo and behold, they don't have regular popcorn?!?!?! *glares some more* *starting to get angry* ok fine! i'm getting 2 jumbo popcorns and 2 large drinks and then the person said that it would be a value meal thing... *sweatdrop* ok i got 4 drinks instead of 2 adn the cashie is so slow and i was getting angry... and i asked for a plastic and straws and they have to looked for some straws.. *groans*

when i got back to the seat, i was pissed off and then they didn't i snapped at them asking them if they should help me unload the things and the movie is starting... *groans*
anyway, the movie started, it was the part where gollum has his own evolution that we related to pokemon's evolution... o.0 and then we compared it to ragnarok and we were laughing our hearts out... well, the knights... gandalf being the mage and priest... well, that's a'll anyway in the pro world...

and when rohan soldiers were fighting the orcs, we decided that when we play ragnarok again, we are going to go to orcville...the mob!! the mob!!!!! +.+

well, there's this fight scene where legolas was in this elephant and practically killing all the enemies there while counting (because he and gimli were having a contest as to the number of enemiesthey killed) and we were just speechless... but we have expected legolas to do something like that but not as good as *that* especially the part where he slides off the elephant and looks at gimli and gimli, in an irritated voice "that only counts as 1"... ^^

and then, ko-chan's favorite was the ghosts... when aragorn asked them to fullfil their promise and fight with them and the sword didn'g go through.... *giddy* and when the ghost actually fought the enemies, ko-chan said that they are like termites and in the background, we can see the "green termites" actually fighting the elephant that we really laughed about it....

and we saw to much yaoi that we were really gushing about it... frodoXsam, merryXpippin (right spelling?), and of course the favorite, legolasXaragorn -> especially when aragorn ran towards the awaiting orcs in mordor and when aragorn is going to get killed by a huge orc and legolas was running to him... wah~ *hearts in eyes* *gush gush gush*

ko-chan said that it hurt when aragorn practically snog arwen..^^ poor ko-chan.. her heart is breaking... oh yeah trish too, she was crying... ^^ well, they prefer legolas to be his queen and when legolas and aragorn talking in the ending we all said "yan ba ang reyna?" *giggles*

and then we caught a couple in the back while we were gushing about pippin and merry.. the part where merry (i think because i get confused by the two) was holding pippin's because he apparently got laid upon by a heavy orc... and then a couple said "sila ba?".. *lol* *snorts*

although the ending of rotk are not as the same as the book (neko-chan said) and there are few parts missing (neko-chan again) it's still a good movie..^^

and yes, the soundtrack.. the soundtrack...^^

Thursday, January 8, 2004, 05:56 p.m.

current mood: crazy
current music: ready steady go - l'arc-en-ciel (PV and MP3) 80+ times

yes, i'm addicted to this song mainly because i got hold of their Live Performance in Music Station last year...

and all i can say is.......
YUKI!!!!! KAWAII DESU!!!!! TETSUxYUKI ITSUMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAI~!!!

*giggles like a school girl*

if you want the video, the details are here... warning: it's 25.5 mb but it's worth it... really it is... *grins* if you want information, you can also see it there..^^

*looks at real player*

yup it's still playing....^^

Wednesday, January 7, 2004, 09:38 a.m.

current mood: drunk & sick

current music: mushi - dir en grey; i wanna fly with your airplane - son of all pussys; connected - ayumi hamasaki; white song, fruits of chaos - hyde; sleepless beauty - gravitation ost

yeah! this is the life... go drunk last night now.. i'm still groggy... and still drunk... may amats pa!!!!

found out that one of my sister's crew has a crush on me, and he's younger than me... so that makes 2 *raises 2 finger* of them already................................................. *grins evilly*

ok that's it... going to work, hpefully i can finish that i need to finish... good thing i don't have a deadline on my head for testing this system...^^

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*after a few hours*

i'm a little somber right now but a little giddy and a little high and i got free lunch a while ago!!!!!!!!!! ^^ *v-sign*

*thinks*

i'm planning to have my ears pierced later or maybe tom or maybe one weekend because... i just wanted to... ah i know... on friday... *grins* and i'll be adding another pair of holes...^^

and i noticed that my entries are much more longer in my lj account rather in pitas... maybe it's because i have so much to say and a lot are private that i only wanted people that i trust to know about it...^^' even if not all of them are really trustworthy... *winks*

even so... reading in my lj account doesn't prove that you know me... even my best friends and family doesn't know everything about me...

i think i have this habit of shocking a person first but not really revealing anything that isn't necessary...

Tuesday, January 6, 2004, 10:20 a.m.

current mood: high
current music: paper doll - ayumi hamasaki; desire - luna sea; rain, noah - gackt; jessica - dir en grey; illusion - H.O.T.; gauze :: mode of eve - dir en grey; kirameki no naka de - buck tick

last night, i decided to go home instead of going to my siste's store where she workedas a manager... mainly because the line for the ride up to there is much longer than the line for the ride until our subdivision...

when i got home, i decided to eat dinner and gave the puppies some milk..

after 30 mins... my sister came home and we were sitting outside while she and my fahter smoke and we watched the puppies from afar as they play with each other.. and we are contemplating which of the puppies we are going to keep and how many... 0.o

we were laughing our hearts out when spotty is eating the plate for their food, not the food itself... o.0'

-o0o-

i was about to sleep when my father knocked on my door and asked for the lotion that he wanted because he's legs are getting dried... *pats head* poor daddy...^^

and then my sister commented something in the tv because the tv is still on and my father said his famous line "ano no no no?" and we were laughing hysterically and my sister muttered that my father is really deaf and my father uttered that famous line again and we were laughing...

my niece got up and went to the bathroom and brushed her teeth my sister teased me about me breaking the chair because i was standing on it and it just cracked!!!

my sister commented that i was so heavy that the chair is not strong enough to withstand me and my enormous weight.. *cries*

then as punishment, i laid on top of her and she was laughing and muttered "di ako makahinga!! bigat mo!!!" (i can't breathe! you're heavy!!!)

and i got up and i laughed with her and i laid again and he was laughing and saying that i was heavy!!!! and my niece came and slapped me on my back saying that i should not hurt her mother and laughing too but when it was no use, my niece joined me in laying on her mother...

my sister was laughing and said that we were mean .. i was laughing my heart out then again and then i decided that i should stop it since it's already late...

i laid down beside them so that i could catch my breath and then she said "ikaw naman ngayon!!!!!" (you're next!!!!)

she laid on top of me and trying to do the same effect on me as i did on her but i had a trick on my sleeve...

just as he laid on top of me, i rolled sideways and then she lost her balance and collapse beside me and i was scott-free... but the funny thing was that instead of landing in the mattress, she landed on the floor (good thing that we only have a mattress as our bed) and her head bumping on the cabinet...

i was laughing my heart out and harder than before and then my father came again in the room and he was laughing...

my sister tried to do it again but i rolled again and she didn't caught me....

i'm still laughing right now as i remember what happened last night...

Monday, January 5, 2004, 09:18 a.m.

current mood: recumbent
current music: erode, macabre - dir en grey; angel's tale - hyde; POP is dead - miyavi; M - ayumi hamasaki

castdown, suddenly shaken, you're broken apart, your wings tear off... Does a snakeskin suit you now?

yes, today is januaary 2004... and we have work to do (well at least they have work to do.. i'm waiting for some of the documents to be done so i could start my work)

this month is my anniversary of having this weblog! and i'm very happy for it..^^

since it's new year, this is a new layout featuring toshiya (me thinks me is addicted to a certain bishounen..^^)

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