Tuesday, December 30, 2003
--->*sleepy*<---
current mood: 
giggly
current music: because of you - ayumi hamasaki; namida wa shitteiru - rurounin kenshin ost; blue - gackt; shnsou #2 (heart funeral) - dir en grey; baptism of blood - malice mizer; high! - son of all pussys; new days dawn - hyde; birdcage - gackt
edit: ok to those who want to view my journal in livejournal, you can now since the codes are deactivated...^^ do you want one? i can make one for you..^^
i'm in my skirt these days because my laziness is biting me and i don't want to iron my clothes..... yet....
but at least i got to use the latest skirt that i bought last sunday when we went out and watched a movie. the only problem is the boots... knee -high boots that i want to wear everytime i have to wear the skirts.. mainly because i'm tired of using the sandals and i want to have boots for cosplaying purposes as well...
oh yes, i'm going to open a fanfiction and mp3 rotation site next week becaus i think that my journal is getting a tidsy bit crowded...^^ and it will be hosted by NadarE.... it would be entitled ReD SnoW from my poem... and i think i dedicated that to someone....^^
*smacks speakers* something is wrong with my speakers here... *glares at the speakers* *cough cough* and i have a slight cough ang *sniff* cold
yesterday... kodomo-chan PMed me and saying that she's bugging me while i was working... too bad that i already finished the report that i'm doing and she was only bugging my quest in finishing the layout for my fanfiction site... although i'm almost through..^^ thanks for PM-ing me kodomo-chan... /lv /kis/ kis2 /no1 /thx /kis <--- don't mind this.... for non-ragnarok players..
in othwer news, i went home early and my one-chan said that i should go to the store where she worked so that we can get home at the same time... as usual, one of her crew who has a crush on me (as my one-chan had said to me one time) is smiling at me and i can feel him looking at me when he thinks that i'm not looking... and the last time we met, we were fighting over something that he started.... *sweatdrop*
well anyways, i got to the store at about 8:30 pm and i waited her since she might be done with cleaning the store up at about 9:30 and i'm just sitting in one place doing nothing...
but... we got home about 12 am already so i'm a little groggy right now and i'm hungry for breakfast but i forgot my trusty nesvita... how we got home that time you asked? well, after closing the store up, she and some of her crew bought cigarretes and smoked me while i was coughing my head off... and it was really windy since i'm living on a mountain now...
we were sitting and they were saying about something about the store and a score that was given to it and it was high and then someone started to tell a ghost story and their experiences and then from that store it went to another branch and then another and then it went to my one-chan's experiences with ghost (which i already heard but since i like ghost stories, why not hear it again? *grins*)
so that's why i slept late that night and i'm suppose to iron my clothes last night and sleep early... *groans*... good thing that one-chan's shift today is openning... *grins*
---> 08:34 a.m.
Friday, December 26, 2003
--->xmas<---
current mood: 
sleepy
current music: daybreak, flower garden - ayumi hamasaki; spicy marmalade - gravitation ost; milky way, cureless, ghost in my room - l'arc-en-ciel; high! - son of all pussys
No matter how far apart we are, we're always together.
Remember that even when you feel crushed by the weight of the world, there's someone out there who loves you.
edit: thanks SayokO for the gift.... sorry if i don't have one for you...
belated merry xmas to one and all..^^ hope you had a wonderful xmas...^^
sorry if i didn't have the capability to post an entry yesterday... i was busy *tanking* someone in ragnarok and i'm with my neko-chan and we were wandering in the streets of Antipolo.
and yes, thanks for the gifts that were given to me by different people... hope i can make the things that i have to make and i promisedsome people that their gifts would be given next year which is... *counts* about a week away..^^
ragnarok update: i'm already level 64! after maybe a month of playing... at least i stop playing for a while not like some people i know *looks at neko-chan*
ack.. i have to go... have to many people to chat... *sweatdrop*
---> 09:34 a.m.
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
--->”nŽ<---
current mood: 
indifferent
current music: nine spiral, neuromancer, birdcage - gackt
My old reminiscence that I see in the light flowing had now gone too far away for me, whose soul is no longer pure. In the darkness, I kept on calling your name again and again. Within this endless time, I find no one else but you.
yes, i forgot to greet my mother in this journal!! her birthday was yesterday and my stupid cousin asked me if i'm going to go in the party and like i sid.. no i'm not going...
she texted me last night because my sister stupidly gave her cellular phone to my cousin and she was finishing her load... *sweatdrop* oh well... we talked about her girlfriend and she was making me envious that she has a girl this christmas and she isn't that lonely...^^ good thing i didn't mention about someone...^^
i miss my cousin... she was the very close to me and also by birth.
hentai and hentai and more hentai in the thoughts while christmas...^^
---> 09:04 a.m.
Monday, December 22, 2003
--->ragna?<---
current mood: 
loved
current music: zakuro - dir en grey; sleeping child - bonnie pink; horizon - hyde; december love song (chinese) - gackt; in the moonlight - graviation ost; i'm just a girl - bonnie pink; koi gokoro - B'z; in my room - utada hikaru
it's freezing cold right now in the office and i'm still cold despite the fact that i'm wearing a jacket. *sneeze*
as i said from my last entry, we had a christmas party and i went home with an armfull of gifts and food... *sweatdrop*
i got to the blasted party about 5 in which i really thought i'm really really late because i went to school and visited someone because i missed her so much and it's their last day in school (and i'm still here at work...)
i got her what she asked for but apprently someone else got her that too so i'll be doing something when their schooling starts again next year... *insert curse here*...
she gave me a cute mug and a book which i really liked...^^ oh yes, i'm using the mug right now... and it remind me of you
anyways, i went to the place where the xmas party was held and just as i thought, they are all late and the party is just starting, and that was about 5 that time. (and they say it was suppose to start at 3 pm.. *sweatdrop*)
the following day, neko-chan texted me regarding our master (which is my cousin ^^) and they were in town and they are going to play R-A-G-N-A-R-O-K! and i decided to come too since i want to level up my wizard or maybe just make another character in preparation for the 2nd alternative character next year..^^
so i went to town and we played until 12:30 AM! and we got home and woke my father up and we convinced master to overnight in the house and my sister wants a word with her (about my niece's presents...^^)
she had a condition that if she will sleep in our house, neko-chan will sleep as well and neko-chan agreed since she lives in the same subdivision with me... so we stopped by in her house and she grab some things...
actually, we didn't really sleep well that night because 1) it was cold and 2) we still played until 4 AM... yup you guessed it... after putting our things in the respective rooms, we got out again the freezing night in search of more ragnarok madness... the air was so chilly that when we rode the tricycle... we were really shivering (and i don't have a jacket that time.. poor me 0.o)
before we got to play, we stopped in a burger machine and placed an prder but we didn't eat there because a stranger came and we were really pissed off and we walked towards our destination.
the following day, we woke up about 11 am (since we were really tired and we were sleeping the day away) and i cooked lunch for the whole group (meaning, me, my father, my sister, cousin, niece and neko-chan ^^') and we played again after lunch... but this time we got home about 8 pm because i have work the following day and master's husband is pissed off (because she disobeyed him by overnighting in out home and he wants her to come home)... what a tiring weekend...
---> 11:20 a.m.
Friday, December 19, 2003
--->xmas party<---
current mood:
hopeful
current music: blurry eyes - l'arc-en-ciel; duvet - serial experiments lain ost; syunikiss - malice mizer
today is the companies christmas party... *v-sign*...
we are only going to be half day today since after lunch the christmas party will be held somewhere in Mandaluyong (sa loob :P) so we are going to have lunch and we are off...
but for me, i'm going to a certain person's school...^^... ok i have to go now.. have so many things to do.... *sweatdrop*
---> 10:41 a.m.
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
--->*v-sign*<---
current mood: 
bouncy
current music: 24ko shiriinda, tradegy night - dir en grey; flower garden, love destiny (todd lovers conversion), boys and girls (melt down dub mix) - ayumi hamasaki; transylvania - malice mizer; congratulations - oh my goddess ost
An end begins a trivial matter.
It's a time to burn everything.
If I forget you without hesitation...
Serious injury laughs at me.
The time is changing, the passage of time,
burns me, you, now.
Solitude laughs at it likes.
You laugh as you look down.
The time is over, the time will stop, at the end of the time
sleeping with a kiss to unheated death.
i'm officially a antipolo resident since i grab my things last night went to antipolo because my one-chan and my otou-chan needs me for the house...^^ (for payment actually and i'm glad that i could help..^^)
my otou-chan fetched me in my boarding room and helped me carrying some things... and i was so surprised that my things apparently multiplied somewhat....
we got to antipolo about 10 pm because it was so hard to get a cab and my feet are killing me but at least we got to our destination...
after that, we wee laughing our heads off with the jokes that we have and i was coughing because 1. we were talking out side and it was freezing cold, and 2) i was laughing my head off...
my father commented that i was really laughing so happilly that everyone laughs with me.. *scraches head* don't know.... *lol* and he asked about TetsukI since i mentioned that i would borrowing her ps even for a while and play games with myself. i cassually told him that she was my ex and he clarified if TetsukI's a woman and i said yes... ^^ i think he was a little bit shocked but he will recover.. :p
we were all telling green jokes and i was shocked to know that my father was already 59 turning 60 next year and my mother will be 56 this monday (since it's her birthday and 1 year death anniversary of my grandfather..^^)... i wonder, am i invited for the party?
i slept around past 11 and woke up at 5:30 am since i have this habit of waking up earlier than usual when i'm in a new place... and of course i need to go to work. i'm the earliest here, it's a good thing that someone had a night shift last night and the office is already open..^^
in other news, some of my officemates are teasing me with another person... not mitsui... it's harry... *sniff* why are they doing this... *groans* oh well, that's life.. it's just for fun anyways (and that's what i said about mitsui too *groans*)
and of course, i got my 13th month bonus and my pay yesterday so i'm loaded right now (before i buy things namely tv, tv stand, mattress, pillows, covers, electric fan... *groans*) i still haven't got my retroactive pay and the increase that i have but i'm already happy with it...^^
---> 08:34 a.m.
Monday, December 15, 2003
--->a weekend<---
current mood: 
geeky
current music: making mother fucker - sads; heartplace - ayumi hamasaki; last summer night - kang ta; shining over you - hyde
I wonder if an adult with a child's mind Should be called an adult
here i am... just squeazing this entry before i go on and set to work... i'm only going to stay in this office until 3 pm since i'm going to move into the house of my sister... and i'm going to be in antipolo from now on..^^ oh goody...
last saturday, i went in the c3 con and it was so stuffy and too many people but i still liked it.... with all the friends that i was suppose to meet... and i even meet SakkA... nice to meet you...^^
and i got goosebumps meeting with her... because.. i found out that she actually know my imouto-chan (actually it was berudandi... my imouto-chan when we were in highschool and i still call her like that... and she's my best friend too) 'this is really a small world' and i was shocked but i did ok...^^
i saw, neko-chan, langaw, rinoa and also rem and her sister..^^ it was so good.. too bad that i didn't have the time to attend the sunday event becasue i stayed up late that saturday and i slept in neko-chan's house...^^ oh goody...
i laughed so hard that time in the con because when neko-chan sat, langaw pointed at the floor and said out loud "di mo ba abot ang floor hanggang ngayon pag umuupo ka?" then me and rem got to see and i was laughing so hard that the other cosplayers are staring at me.. and i really don't care....
and then neko-chan blurted out when we were in her room that she shops in the kids department because that's the only place where anything fits with her size...^^
*lol* i really had a blast last week...
too bad you're not there to enjoy with me... then i would really have loved going to cons....^^
oh well, have to finish something before lunch time...
---> 11:15 a.m.
Thursday, December 11, 2003
--->glasses<---
current mood: sleepy
current music: the hum of the aircon and my instructor's voice as he answers questions from class...
i'm here in the training room and having the basic java training in the morning....
it's cold here and i already have 3 layers of clothing but the cold is still seeping through my skin, making my fingers numb. *groans*
and i think my vision is not 20-20 anymore... the screen on the board is not clear for me and i think i'm near sighted as well... *groans* i think i need glasses... but maybe it's just my eyes are over used since i left the office last night at around 9 PM already..... *sweatdrop* too workaholic...
oh well, back to JAVA....
---> 09:02 a.m.
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
--->insanity<---
current mood: 
hyper
current music: far away - ayumi hamasaki; blue - gackt;l syuni kiss - malice mizer
It's new, it's like me, it's like you. I am reborn...
If you try to describe happiness: it's something
intangible that slips through the cracks of your fingers.
ok, i've been very busy lately mainly because in the mornings i have BasiC JavA TraininG and only in the afternoons are my free time... and of course i need to work also and i am left behind of my work but i'll manage.... workaholic as i am...^^
edit: just took this bfore i got out of the office...
I am 27% Horny!How Horny Are You?quiz by midgetfarm.com
anyway, me and harry (not his real name of course), had this stupid conversation that end up like we were really insane...
WarninG: this has
FilipinO context so people who aren't filipino's might just as well not read this... *grins*
emman_27: *clown icon*
emman_27: bwahahahaha
angstnomiko: *icon with glasses* <- yan ka eh
angstnomiko: complete with glasses
angstnomiko: *lol*
angstnomiko: ayan gising na si mashimaro
angstnomiko: *cries*
angstnomiko: kaw kasi eh
emman_27: eto ka naman...
angstnomiko: *sleep icon* ulit sya
angstnomiko: *frustrated icon*
emman_27: tulog na naman sya? eto...
BUZZ!!!
emman_27: bwhahahaha
BUZZ!!!
angstnomiko: oo
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emman_27: AYAW KO NA!!!!!
BUZZ!!!
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emman_27: KULIT MO HA! PARA KANG KUTO!!!
emman_27: KULIT!
angstnomiko:
BUZZ!!!
emman_27: :p
BUZZ!!!
emman_27: ingay mo daw! hahahaha
emman_27: *evil icon*
emman_27: *icon with glasses*
angstnomiko: he!
angstnomiko: *cries*
BUZZ!!!
emman_27: *angel icon* bait ko e...heehehe
angstnomiko: di ako kuto
emman_27: lisa?
angstnomiko: ano ka
angstnomiko: *frustrated icon*
angstnomiko: kung ako lisa
angstnomiko: ikaw garapata
angstnomiko: :p
angstnomiko: *lol*
emman_27: ganun? sige, kuhol ka na lang...
angstnomiko: kuhol?
angstnomiko: glden?
angstnomiko: at least golden
angstnomiko: *lol*
angstnomiko: ikaw isang garapata na tinitiris
angstnomiko: :p
emman_27: hindi, ung sa estero nakukuha...hehehehe
angstnomiko: *frustrated look*
angstnomiko: oi
angstnomiko: *cries*
angstnomiko: at least di parasite
angstnomiko: :p
angstnomiko: iakw sa aso
angstnomiko: *lol*
angstnomiko: ikaw
angstnomiko: tapos sinusunog
emman_27: aso? garapata yung nsa aso...\
angstnomiko: *lol*
emman_27: hm..
emman_27: sige, alipunga ka na lang...hehe
angstnomiko: para mamatay
angstnomiko: :p
emman_27: *grins*
angstnomiko: anong alipunga
angstnomiko: *cries*
emman_27: athlete's fut..hahaha
angstnomiko: *frustrated look*
emman_27: *grins*
angstnomiko: ikaw hadhad
angstnomiko: *lol*
emman_27: kulit mo ha...
angstnomiko: ikaw kaya
emman_27: tama na nga to at baka katihin pa ako...
ok, i think that was all..^^ and all the buzzes are really insane... maybe tomorrow, i would be able to post another *interesting conversation* with me and j4. *grins*
---> 05:45 p.m.
Friday, December 5, 2003
--->random<---
current mood: giddy
current music: i for you - luna sea; korean pride - H.O.T.; mizerable - gackt; byo 'shin - dir en grey
"I want to tell you from my heart
We may have hurt one another too much but,
there's still time.
I love you with all my heart
I want to wipe away the pain that befalls you
all... I for You"
i really miss you and i want to go there but the thing is i can't because i have so many things to do... *cries* i hope this message can come across to you...
took a test and i think it's true and besides, i like the color...^^
you are darkredviolet
#600B40 |
Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing.
Your saturation level is high - you get into life and have a strong personality. Everyone you meet will either love you or hate you - either way, your goal is to get them to change the world with you. You are very hard working and don't have much patience for people without your initiative.
Your outlook on life is slightly darker than most people's. You try to see things for what they are and face situations honestly. You'd rather get to the point than look for what's good.
|
| the spacefem.com html color quiz |
this reminds me the wallpaper that i have right now, with toshiya as the main character..^^ oh well have to go back to work..^^
---> 10:25 a.m.
Thursday, December 4, 2003
--->a meme<---
current mood: 
thirsty
current music: doomsday - gackt; immature (D-Z Dual Lucifer Mix) - ayumi hamasaki; suteki da ne (orchestra version) - ffx ost; teezman no teema - tetsu69
i stole this from 
nadare...^^
nice result although call me by my second name and you will die!!!! *grins evilly*
edit:
ok, here i am in the office and as if people conspired that those who are new in the office who knows how to speak japanese be close to me.. oh goody.. japanese speaking men...^^ and i can learn from them and maybe i can train my japanese tonue with some words that i need to know more....^^
currently, there are 4 of us who knows how to speak japanese and i really liked it.... we are having a blast...^^ nice...
---> 08:48 a.m.
Wednesday, December 3, 2003
--->sou da ne<---
current mood: 
creative
current music: my heart your heart - oh my goddess ost; for real - gensomaden saiyuki ost; girlish - ayumi hamasaki; flower - l'arc-en-ciel
this is so timely, that song is like the theme song of me and my best friends in highschool.. we love ah! my goddess that time and i was urd of the said anime and the others are skuld and belldandy. and just a while ago, i was just talking to skuld reagrding saturday...^^ sugoi..
the meeting that i was talking about is now cancelled and i had just a talk with the manager regarding the issues and he was really running around the office because apparently he has deadlines to do and no time to spare.... (not even me to audit him and check some documents... *sniff*) buti do understand..^^
ok peeps, i have a dillema to solve, i really need a webhosting site that i can upload pictures and access them... i'm planning to build a fanfic site to host my fanfics that i've been writing since i was in my ojt days and some of the fanfics that my friends made and post it there so that i can readthem again and again and i can share it too...^^
oh well, i'll think of something and i think i know what i should do... goody..^^
---> 01:37 p.m.
Wednesday, December 3, 2003
--->so timely<---
current mood: 
worried
current music: 4th avenue cafe - l'arc-en-ciel; alone - gensomaden saiyuki ost; schwein no isu, domestic fucker family - dir en grey; one winged angel - ffvii ost; venus and a small god - niea under 7 ost
it's past 9 already in the office and here i am drinking my hot chocolate and writing in my journal... work? still waiting since i already finished all my task yesterday and my meeting will start in the afternoon so for the morning, i don't think i'm going to do anything... oh wait, yes, i have to follow up on some bugs and i have to test them yet again...^^
my one-chan was so sweet to me..^^ something happened to me last monday and i already posted the incident in my other journal. RemindeR: you can't see all of my entries because most of my entries are viewable by my friends in the journal...
anyway, one-chan texted me asking me if i was ok, i told her that i am fine... i asked her what did ate dak (her friend and landlady... oh so like mine) said about my incident and she replied that she and ate dak are not in speaking terms because nagakakainitan na rin sila... ok, so like my own situation..^^
i maybe going to meet her later and help her in cleaning the refrigerator and loading the things to the car and place in the house...^^ i maybe going to moved in in antipolo in a much earlier date.. goody..^^
---> 09:41 a.m.
Tuesday, December 2, 2003
--->mp3 rotation<---
current mood: 
mellow
current music: no way to say (vandalize realize mix) - ayumi hamasaki
ok peeps, i just uploaded a new mp3... this is specially for the fans of hide-sama...^^ ne futago-chan maybe you want this mp3? just download it there in the mp3 rotation part...^^ *points right*
it's already december and i can feel the coldness of the night... last night while i was walking, i was really chilled because of the wind that kept on blowing and it was really a chilly night....
so many wishes but i don't really think that it will come true... that's why i don't put a wish list...^^
---> 08:35 a.m.
Monday, December 1, 2003
--->no subject...<---
current mood: working
current music: pieces - l'arc-en-ciel; amber - dir en grey
apparently, i haven't upload a new song because there's something going on with the site that i've been uploading songs... i'll try to upload later so that you can get a new mp3..^^
i will be very busy today... *(i hope so) so i might not be able to post again.. maybe...^^'
Piskie. You see the world through the eyes of a
child. Everything is bright and new and
interesting. So what if sometimes you forget to
give things back, you did leave something else
interesting for them to play with while you
examined what you borrowed. You are sometimes a
bit too inquisitive for your own good, but
that's okay, it's all fun and games. Speaking
of fun and games, you love to play with
children, and never grow tired of hearing them
tell you stories, or seeing the latest doodle
they have drawn. It warms your heart to know
that creativity still lives in tomorrows
generation.
What Type of Changeling Are You? (Now Including Pictures for Each Kith)
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---> 08:56 a.m.
