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Wednesday, April 28, 2004, 10:31 a.m.

>..glay addicted...<

current mood:
current music: GLAY ALBUMS

I'm singin' in the rain, it's my way.
So funny, so happy, fine days

Due to the downloading festival that I've been doing for a friend, I'm now addicted to Glay songs. I juts don't know why... When I was about to choose maybe Miyavi songs, one of the cute songs from Glay come up and I am not going to change the browse optione in my iTunes.

Now, I'm not downloading too much for a moment. Why? I don't need to download some stuff in the torrent site that I'm visiting and besides, I only have less than 1 gig of hard drive space in my PC and I need to burn most of the pv's here. Well, upload them in Yahoo briefcase for my website... ^^

Anyway, BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUYA RG ^^ Sorry, I ddin't have the chance to text you because I don't have load yesterday. ^^

Well, I have 2 more days before the Otaku Pool Party and I juts pray to ~~devil~~ god that I don't screw it all up. I'm not a good host. Hell, I haven't been a host since my grade school days.

YATTA! Only 2 more sections to go in this blasted guidelines and I'm done! *grins evilly* And I have 2 more weeks to spare. *sighs* I guess I have to finish it today so that I can roleplay later. Oh yeah, I have to meet with some of the WAA for a meeting regarding the Pool Party. *groans*

Wednesday, April 21, 2004, 11:49 a.m.

>just updating<

current mood:
current music: What is love - L'arc-en-ciel; Onpu no Tegami - Miyavi

So it is set, I'll be hosting for the OPP this May 1st and I hope I can do it right... *prays* I might be cosplaying Yukihiro of Laruku if I had the time to get all the necessary items before getting it on.

Got this from my One-chan.^^ So Kawaii.

Monday, April 19, 2004, 01:54 p.m.

>forgot...<

current music: Love you Only - D'arc-en-ciel, Call for Love - Luna Sea

I'm juts hee to post some pics.... well not of me...

GAH! Nightmare as women. *faints* But in fairness, they look good.^^ RUKA!~ *squeals*

And Jiyoru gave me the pics of Quat-chan's kittens.... *grins*

I miss having kittens. *sniff*

Monday, April 19, 2004, 01:34 p.m.

>>.<<

current mood: slightly mad

current music: Seki-Ray (rebirth version), Kalmia, Sayonara, Marmalade - Gackt

Whoa, I'm lazy today. I want to finishthe stupid guidelines so that I can... well I can be more lazy as ever because after that I have nothing more to do ~~again~~. But I guess the progress is little but at least I'm in section 2 already and 3 more sections to go and it wil be reviewed

2 of the other QAs are now absent. Maybe I should have taken 1 of the 22 leaves that I should finish before the year is up.

Made a new wallpaper and pierced my ear ~~again~~ and I need one more pair to go. Hey who knows where can I pierce my tongue in a very reasonable price? Me and Hazel wants to have out tongues pierced and maybe we will do it at the same time.

*sighs* If you want to explain to everyone why haven't you explain it to us? Do you think it's nice knowing that you don't trust us and leave us alone as if we were rag dolls that were not needed? I'm not going to get mad at anything you say because we are like the same, bottling everything up and not saying a word if I don't like a person. But the main difference is that I let it go easilly. True, I get affected as well but it's because I was conditioned that when everything went wrong it would be entirely my own fault. Maybe you should explain to the person who is more affected by your insensitivity.

Don't mind the rant.

Thursday, April 15, 2004, 03:29 p.m.

>gah~ so long<

current mood: aghast
current music: Gagaku Album of Miyavi

OMG. It's been so long after my last update. I've been updating more in my livejournal rather than this since livejournal is my private entries and only friends can access it. *yawn* I'm so sleepy but I can't sleep as of yet. I have to stay until 7 in the office tonight and I have to burn PVs and concerts to cds.

I've ben uploading some of the PVs here in my pc in Yahoo Briefcase and I'm going to post it my other website so that other people can enjoy it. And of course I need to free my fucking PCs space!

I got home about 2 am last night, well a while ago and wen to the office late but fortunately for me, the Policies have been changed and there will be no late deductions in the salary and our working days ar ebased on 40 hours per week instead of 5 days a week.

The next problem for me is what to write in a stupid Guideline that I'm suppose to make for CMM. Damn it! Good thing I have a month of deadline and the document that was needed from me is for Level 3 not Level 2. So the priority are the Level 2 documents. *sighs*

I swear I'm not happy with myself right now. I'm lazy as hell. They said that I lost weight with all the late night stays in the office and commuting from one far place to another and not eating properly. *sighs*

I wonder is there is salary already...

Monday, April 5, 2004, 05:27 p.m.

>*sighs*<

current mood: bored
current music: Feeling Fine, Time Goes On, Coming Closer - L'arc-en-ciel

I'm a moderator of a forum now and if you want to go there, it's a Jrock Forum and you are all invited to go there if you're a jrock enthusiasts.

Me and Tetsuki will be dyeing our hair again on May 1 and I'm planning something weired than what I have right now. But the problem is, How can I cosplay Yuki of Laruku if I have blond hair? Oh well, I'll make it through. *nods*

Anyway, went to Animax last saturday and it was nice to meet friends again and I guess the person who hate me still hate me. I can tell. *sighs* I don't know what to do anymore. I'm the one who is reaching out and then she doesn't want to reach out as well. I AM NOT THE ONE WHO MADE EVERYTHING A MESS!!!! *sighs* I guess I can't do anything about it.

And yes, to those who were asking about L'arc-en-ciel's latest album, *points up*, I have the mp3 of all of it. *grins*

I have lists of everything to do but unfortunately, some of the people that I need to talk to aren't here and I'm so lazy right now that I don't know what to do with my time.

I'm going to be here in the office up until maybe 12 midnight becaue I have a meeting with a client in the US so I guess I'll be burning CDs to kill time. *sighs*

Thursday, April 1, 2004, 04:15 p.m.

>An Update<

current mood: depressed
current music: jingle bell, ashita, tenki ni nare - miyavi

I updated my MP3 Rotation Site.
Lookie here Although I don't have time to change the layout yet....
*sighs*