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Tuesday, May 25, 2004, 11:01 p.m.

>confused as hell...<

current mood:
current music: White Poem I - X Japan; Embryo - Dir en Grey; Gimme a Guitar - S.O.A.P

My paranoid self is waking up again, coupled with my depression. I don't know exactly why it is waking up but I think I know the reason why. It must be the stress that I have been taking up right now in my work.

There are dosuments to be produced and reports to be accomplished and there are deadlines to be reminded of. And not to mention testing schedules. @.@ I hope I can do everything properly.

Oh yeah, Before I forget.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GRAND MOTHER may she be happy in heaven. I'm sorry Nanay I can't come to your grave today, I have work and I live to far away. At least I greeted and not forgotten about you right? >.<

Now I need ot go back to my house in Pasig to get some.. things but the problem is the date when I need to come back, especially right now, my mother is coming home on the 30th and I need to hurry.

Now I know why I'm being paranoid again,, it's because I'm remembering what happened in college and a certain person who shattered the group. *sighs* I wish everything was different.

Wednesday, May 19, 2004, 01:03 p.m.

>brrr...<

current mood:
current music: I'm in Love, Nantou Hou - Glay

Yes, my hair is still of the same color but the green is becoming yellow green or in other words, it is slowly fading. But the color is still as shocking as my platinum hair. *shrugs*

Later, I wil be going to Progeny's practice and I hope I can get my hair pictured. *shrugs* I don't have camera with me even though most of my friends wants my pic. *sighs* Oh well... get back to work stupid ass.

Monday, May 17, 2004, 08:43 a.m.

>.... ehehehe ....<

current mood:
current music: Alive - X Japan
Yes, I dyed my hair already and now it's almost good as new, except that it's already platinum blonde and the tips are green. And I swear I'm not going to do that stupid thing again. I'll stick to the blonde of the admins in the office will kill me. *prays that she won't be noticed.. which would be doubtful*

*sighs* But I really wished my hair is green though. The sahde is cool.

Sunday, May 9, 2004, 05:15 p.m.

>boxing desu<

current mood:

Watched Pacquiao and Marquez fought in the boxing ring for the Feather Weight Belts. And the outcome is... "DRAW". Damn it. Pacqiao won that game but unfortunately, the judges are stupid and to old for scoring.

But at least it's a draw and it's better than losing. But he won it. I may not know a thing or two in boxing, but I watched it. Oh well... *sweatdrop*

I'm confused right now. Better not talk to me for a moment.

Wednesday, May 5, 2004, 11:31 a.m.

>Otaku Pool Party<

current mood:
current music: Shiroi hada ni kuruu ai to kanashimi no RONDO - Malice Mizer, Powder Snow - Peirrot

Well, I haven't changed the layout.... stil a lazy ass. *grins* I have work you know and I'm still figuring my hair color on May 15 will be. I need to change my hair color, the roots are already showing.

Oh yeah, last May 1, I was the host of the Otaku Pool Party held in Marikina. Actually, I was forced, damn it. But it wasa good thig for me, I guess. Practice my audience impact abd I guess it was good (says the vocalist of 7thursday *sweatdrop*)

I was wearing a Yukihiro outfit from L'arc-en-ciel but I didn't participated in the cosplay. I wasa prop for my friend that is cosplaying Tetsu.

And yes, although it was fun, I was pissed off that time as well, details are in my Livejournal and it's somewhat private thing.... *sighs*

I can't really figure out some people.