an now i'm cold again....
damn this blasted aircon!!!!! grr.... it's going to give me my allergies!!!!
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anyway... i'm waiting for ototo-chan and the others... they still have class and i'm going to hitch until cubao so that i can save fare...
my oka-chan is going to meet me at cubao and we're going to church... i'll pray to my god that i won't get burn...
*sweatdrop*
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a funny thing happened today....^^
one of my friends who i think doesn't want me for a friend approached me because she's going to give me back something... i think it's my law book...
that friend, youji, said that she wanted to patch things up before i graduated....
actually, i want to be her friend but don't want to approach her because i was afraid that she would reject me... and i don't want to be in her way...
we talked about things that we missed with each other and even banana and seiji even talked with her for a moment or two...
but something is still nagging me... is she just doing this just because i'm going to be free from this institution? i'm really confused... reminds me of something else...
Tuesday, February 4, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
03:44 p.m.
it's unfair!!!!!!!
well, Count D is going to get married next year.... that was said by mori and seiji..!!!!! darn it!!!!
then i said to them that i'm going to rape him first before he will get married to a woman!!! hmp!!!
-0-
ok... i want to have a lovelife but i don't want to be a phedophile!!!! i have friends in highschool and two of them are showing signs that they have a crush on me. *sweatdrop* (why??? what did they see in me anyway????)
anyway... they are ctue and all but the thing is that they are too young!!!!! and i mean too young!!!!!
the other one is in second year in highschool and the other one is freshmen.....0.o...@.@
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yesterday, daryl, my ex called me just to say hi.... and of course, she asked me if i know something about visual basic... and of course i helped her... it's an easy one...
wish she calls more often... i want to talk to someone new from time to time and i gladly treat her as a friend...^^
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yesterday, i watched Ring again with a few realitives who can not keep their mouth shut....
and the funny thing was i wasn't even scared....^^ but i still have the feeling that someone or something keeps watching me....
and some of the scenes in the movie still gives me the scare even if i've watched it already....
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HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MORI AND JR!!!!!
wish that they have more anniversaries to come!!!!!^^
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wah~ *whines* my two cats are missing....
totchi and kyo are missing!!!! only kaoru and shinya are the only ones there in the backyard!!!!! *whines more*
Monday, February 3, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
03:22 p.m.
me thinks there is a storm brewing in my body...
and stop the hentai thought.... it's not what you think...!!!!
i think i'm going to be sick.... or nightcat just infected me with her virus and that'swhy my throat is killing me and i have a slight cold... *sniff* *cough*
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my teacher commented that i was very unfriendly always when it comes to me... well, of course.. he's a teacher and i don't like the way he looks... actually stares at me...
and i don't like that i was always called to pray!!!! *sweatdrop*
Saturday, February 1, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
03:44 p.m.
another day of restless schedule and weird events....*puff*
just have enough time to post everythingthat happened to me this day....
first off... i would like tetsuki-chan for the 6 cds that you gave me a while ago!!!!!! ARIGATO GOZAIMASU!!!!!!
next off.... KUNG HEI FAT CHOI!!!!
-0-
today i went to TIP for a seminar in Macromedia... the funny thing is that when we were about to leave, the seminar haven't even started yet and we have to leave becasue we have class in a major subject...
filipino time sucks!
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and on saturday, i'm going to be a contestant in C language programming in Mapua.... and i'm the only one who is willing to join in the said contest....
what's with people and contests?
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ok... mori said that i AM a hearthrob in school and seiji too.... the only problem is that we don't fix ourselves properly.....
and we are not here to attract boys mori-chan!!!!
Saturday, February 1, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
01:41 p.m.
another language
and yes... my sensei in an IT subject taught me the joys of JAVA programming.... it's not that hard except for the syntaxes but it's so good to have a programming in my system again.... i missed it...
any programming other than html... html kills me...
no offense to those who uise html
much rather have programming in a language anytime of the week rather than html....*sweatdrop*
Friday, January 31, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
07:19 p.m.
*snores*
last night was the 40th day after my grandfather died last december. i don't the tradition is but my mother said that we should celebrate the 9th and 40th day....
anyway... i saw my father last night... and i don't want to go on the details.... yet...
and we almost have the whole family there.... only 4 cousins are missing.... and i was my stupid self that night and said that i'm going to court my cousin... like ha!!!!! just kidding.... can't.... don't have that kind of feeling with her....*grins*
and i slep about 4 hours because we have to clean the f****** house until 2 am and i have classes the next day.....
-0-
and i'm waiting to die here... maybe rot and never be found....
and yes, i'm in my crappy mood....
f***
Friday, January 31, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
01:23 p.m.
hormones
great.... after talking to Count D yesterday... (not his real name of course).... i've become so very horny and i think that i'm lusting over a professor here in school....
god, he smells nice!!!! and he's gay to booth!!!
the only thing that i don't like about him is that thee is a stupid f****** rumour that he has a fiancee and it's a woman!!!! my eyebrows raised at the news and i wanted to slap the living daylights out of him....
and them maybe give him some sleeping pills and rape him until he faints!!!! yeah... that's a plan... *evil grins*
*wheezes* betterf control myself for a moment....... *sweatdrop*
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my ototo-chan is hating me right now because she can't seem to let go of the malaysian or indonesian song that's been running in her head....
i ussually sing it to annoy her but then she will utter the three words, not I LOVE YOU i tell you... the other three words...^^
classic syndrome of LSS (Last Song Syndrome) eheheheh~
that's one for you ototo-chan!!! that's my revenge!!! you did slap me once because you don't have a perfect aim!!!!!
*stuck out tongue*
Thursday, January 30, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
12:34 p.m.
user friendly
am i that really a user friendly... i think the students of the other block thinks that i would do anything that they would asked me to do... well f*** them!!!!
one of them asked me if i can do her assignment for java programming.... i don't ven know java programming yet.... because our teacher didn't teach us yet about it and i'm still waiting for the lessons....
then she said that can i do it in c programming.... what a nerve....
i asked her if she knows it and she said that she doesn't know it.... i replied...
"Aren't you my classmate when we were taught c?.... how did you pass then? cheat and copy from the others?"
then i walked out and sneered at her....
USERS!!!! *insert rant here*
Wednesday, January 29, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
06:44 p.m.
i'm this close into killing the f****** server of this f****** school..... *insert shouting*
on and off.... on and off.... this f****** server of this institution sucks big time.... first the internet can be used and then after a moment... it will automatically shut down!!!!!!!!!! i hate the server!!!!!!
anyway.... i hope it will hold out fine for about 3hours or so..... because i'm stuck here until about 1 pm.... don't have teacher because his mother died last thursday.... *sniff*
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in another set of news.... nightcat is sick..... poor nightcat..... wish i'm there to take care of you....
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bit my ototo-chan.... she's so mean i tell you!!!!!!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAT TAKARAI HIDETO!!!!!!
how old is he anyway? 33.... 34???? i really don't know... @.@.... i wonder what sakura would give him for his birthday..... *grins*
happy birthday victory_angel!!!!!!!! have a nice birthday!!!!!!
Wednesday, January 29, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
10:16 a.m.
itai..... BAKA OTOTO-CHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for one thing, having slapped at the face by your friend is stupid enough but having slapped by a friend with a glasses is much more stupid then the former..... *rubs face*
baka ototo-chan!!!!!!!! it really hurts... you have already four eyes and yet you do not know how to aim... i think you need your glasses upgraded... it's not helping you anymore.....
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become tense a while ago becasue of my friend mori is acting like a child because of her thesis... me and ayanami tried every ways to help her but i think we helped in vain....
didn't have the chance to see her after my class and reportedly that she just stormed out of the room before the class was over and the teacher was only left dumbstruck by the situation....
poor mori-chan...
her stupid thesis partner just shove everything to her... the nerve....
if there will be a news that a dead student in our campus is found... me and ayanami might be the one who did it....
stupid bitch!
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been tapping with the html here so what do you think? added some of my fanfics *points left*... actually, it's all of them... haven't have time to finish the others that i'm trying to write....^^ if you want to read the it's ok with me....^^
Tuesday, January 28, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
07:13 p.m.
almost.....
well, first i like to greet my kinakapatid a very happy birthday. to those who doesn't know what a kinakapatid is, it is the god daughter of my mother or vice versa.^^ she's turning 18 right now and i'm very happy about it.... and sha'e just like me. a bisexual in a making.... *sweatdrop*
anyway, almost got hit by car last week. missed me a few inches because i turned sideways to avoid it. should have gotten the plate number and reported it.
and mori's was spitting bad words on aim at me a while ago when i was in school... apparently i send her this and she's still in the world of the ring....^^ love to scare her and apprently ototo-chan send her this via aim....
she automatically deleted it though.... *grins* *snickers*
i'm so bad.....^^
Monday, January 27, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
06:27 p.m.
M
and i'm in love with ayumi hamasaki becasue of this song..... *faints*
M
Ayumi Hamasaki
'MARIA' Ai subeki hito ga ite
KIZU wo otta subete no monodachi...
Mawari wo miwataseba
Dare mo ga awatadashiku
Dokoka ashibaya ni toori sugi
Kotoshi mo ki ga tsukeba
Konnani sugu soba made
Fuyu no kehai ga otozureteta
Kyou mo kitto kono machi no dokoka de
Deatte Me ga atta futari
Hageshiku maku ga aketeku
Soredemo subete ni wa
Kanarazu itsu no hi ni ka
Owari ga yatte kuru mono dakara
Kyou mo mata kono machi no dokoka de
Wakare no michi Erabu futari
Shizukani maku wo oroshita
'MARIA' Ai subeki hito ga ite
Toki ni Tsuyoi kodoku wo kanji
Dakedo Ai subeki ano hito ni
Kekkyoku nani mo ka mo mitasareru
'MARIA' Ai subeki hito ga ite
Toki ni Fukaku fukai KIZU wo oi
Dakedo Ai subeki ano hito ni
Kekkyoku nani mo ka mo iyasareteru
'MARIA' Dare mo mina naite iru
Dakedo shinjite itai
Dakara inotte iru yo
Kore ga saigo no koi de aru you ni
Wakenaku hajimari wa otozure
Owari wa itsudatte wake wo motsu...
ENGLISH translation:
"Maria" There is someone I should love;
every person who has ever been hurt...
As I look around,
everyone busily
hurries on by.
I noticed that this year, too,
the signs of winter have
come very soon.
Again, somewhere in this city today
two people will meet and fall in love;
the curtains are violently opened.
Even so, everything eventually,
someday, has an end.
Again, somewhere in this city today
two people split apart;
the curtains are quitely dropped.
"Maria" There is someone I should love.
At times I feel very lonely.
But my needs are all filled
by the person I should love.
"Maria" There is someone I should love.
At times I bear very deep wounds.
But my they are all healed
by the person I should love.
"Maria" Everyone is crying.
But I want to believe.
So i'm praying now
that this is my final love.
Beginnings come at random,
but endings always have meaning.
ahh.... ayumi hamasaki is the best.... well, next to the jrocks of course and gackt and...*chants more artists...*
Monday, January 27, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
03:56 p.m.
the vigil, oh the vigil... brrrrrr....
well, since i went the vigil, it wasn't that bad actually, at least there was no serious praying involved and actually, i think it was a party being elebrated...
but here what was happened to me that day....
when i went to the school, there was supposed to be a bus that would take the whole 4th year community and the people who are involved to luneta... the funny thing is that i think i misread something in the waver.... *sigh*
the bus was supposed to leave at 11:30 in the morning not 2:30 pm and i went there at 2:00 pm and i was saying to my self "holy s***! i didn't know how to go to luneta! what am i going to do! what ami i going to do..!!!!!"
i asked the security guard of our school if he knows that way and he directed me how to go to luneta all by myself... (at least i have a sense of direction... *phew*)
and so my journey started.. (that sounded like a poor script -_-)
eniwei.... i catched an fx so that the long jouney wouldn't be a sweaty and hot one but the thing is, the fx taxi that i catched wasn't exactly an igloo. the only compensation is that i sat beside a girl who is kinda cute.... :)
the journey was hot and long... because of the traffic and i think fate is against me that day (and i wonder why) T.T
the usual 1 hr trip to luneta became 3 hours and i arrived on the scene about 5:00 pm, after walking a long street where i can catch a jeepney and they are scarce by the way and i have to walk to get into rizal park and that was a long walk as well, considering that i was carrying a heavy bag with all the food that i have to last me that night....
when i arrived on the scene, lo and behold, i think the whole archipelago is in that park and my eyes grew wide as i looked at the swarming people that was waling towards my destination... *swaetdrop*
"ok, now i'm here, now where the hell are they and how can i find them..." that was running through my mind... and i have a little of an hour left before i got to find them because the sun is setting fast...
i started to walk towards the swarm of people looking for any indication that my batch mates are near and i was on the verge of walking back towards the gate and go home and maybe spend the night in mori's place again or maybe rent myself a room in a motel or something...
it's a good thing that when i askedsomeone, she knew where are my classmates.... phew.... that was a close one. i sat beside my teacher and we talked about things that interests us especially computers and we ate dinner in which people in my block who gladly brought food along....
the night was covered with fireworks and people are really enjoying themselves. and i enjoyed myself by playing cards and seeing that one of my teacher is loosing especially if i played consecutively.... that as so funny!!!!
and the vigil became a disco especially when they played disco sounds and all the people would be either singing or dancing to the beat... *shakes head*
but the problem starts when it was in the wee hours of the morning because the fog is beginning to rise and it was really cold that i wished i brought my blanket with me. it's a good thing that my teacher ushered me to lie beside her and she wrapped her arms around me... *blush*
when the night was done and i didn't sleep either, i wanted to sleep when they started the mass but the sun wouldnb't let me. it's shining too bright and it hurt my skin.. i ended up following my teachers to the bus that would take us home....
and that sums it up......
Monday, January 27, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
12:10 p.m.
starry eyes... damn, i want one!
while i'm waiting for my seiji-chan who obviously isn't here at the moment and because i think i arrived a little late for our meeting...
and i want this phone!!!!!!!! it's like made from heaven -- it has a camera, games and it can act as an organizer with pocket pc application and it has a memory stick that have a storgae space up to 12 mb, now that's memory!!!!!!! ahh.... i think i'm going to freak out here...
the only catch is that it's a little more expensive but i think it's all worth it!!!!
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got two new bruises again and a new scrath. one bruise is located to my right hand (my poor right hand) and the scratch as well (and i don't know where i got those) and the other bruise is on my left hand....
and now i conclude that i easily bruise because of my lack of iron, i think...
Monday, January 27, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
11:42 a.m.
crazy ad more craziness
sorry for the delay in my posting... our f****** school have to upgrade the system because there are some people who are going to visit the school and of course things should look alright....
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eniwei.... there are new bruises in my body.... i have onein my right hand (that's different from the punch i gave to the locker....) and on my right arm and my left arm has two more and i have a scratch that's finally going away on my right hand as well....
and i think someone cursed me to be a walking accident. i've tripped everywhere... (well, i blame my high-heeled shoes to that) and i lost my phone... (gomen tetsuki-chan *sniff*)
i think i need help in fighting this one... i have another curse to put up, thatnk you very much... *calls seiji-chan*
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taken this test... wish i have songs from this artist though....
which plastic tree song are you?
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You are blue. You are somewhat innocent, in the fact that your genius only extends to the physical world. You have a false sense of contentness. You are usually the quiet one, the genius. Everyone can count on you to help when they have problems, but you only fall short of being able to solve your own.
What inner color are you?
What Self-Mutilation Are You?
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not surprised with that test *points up*
Which Lishy Land Fruits Basket Pairing Are You?
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Who is your Ideal Lord of the Rings (male) Mate?
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What color of kitten would you be?
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What Element Are You?
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and now, i'm drinking 13 pills everyday.... 3 for vitamins, 1 for calcium, 2 for squalene thingy, 1 for vitamin c, 6 for iron since i have iron deficiency thing...
well, the only problem is the potassium thing.... seiji said that i have low potassium....-_- *sweatdrop*
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i have so many deadlines.... the portfolio i'm going to do and the resume that i have to do and the things that i have to study for.... this is exhausting.... @.@ butthe only thing that compensate me is that our school isgoing to be university and it would be written in our diploma when we are going to graduate!!!!!! yes!!!!!!! i graduated from a university!!!!
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well, i have to go now because i have a date with the school and luneta i hate my school...... and this is getting long......
Saturday, January 25, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
09:31 a.m.
a test.... and i forgot where i got it... gomen... *teary eyes*
well, as i said... i forgot where i got it so gomen... T.T
1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.-this is true in my case... don't ask.. it is a long story...-
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is moods-swing, blow hot and cold in love, vacillate.-eh?-
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.
4. You don't like it when your partner is insecure.-who does anyway? maybe because i get tensed p and i don't know what to do about it-
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is one that you care not only about the resent but also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship that you can grow with.-hai... i do want that and i also usually dreams about the future-
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything wrong after marriage.-well, if it's marriage to the one i love, of course... but if it's a woman.. then i don't care avout society... and morality... and i'm too loyal to covet to another person when i'm comitted-
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.-if i get married....XD-
8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.-hai... so very true
Saturday, January 18, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
11:56 a.m.
a poem
well.... i was browsing over my friends list and saw this poem... it was so good and i'm so in angst and tragic things so i asked kaoru_chan if i can post it in my weblog...
here it is... ^^
Alone
I still think over our unpredictable encounter.
I'm still blaming myself for not making things work.
I won't change myself any time soon.
So, today I walk the same path, broken since that day.
The mystery of love always amazes me,
moreso then the mystery of life and death itself.
Our arguments are over, but somehow, I never let go.
I carry myself around the streets of the city without you.
I always think of you, when I find that spot.
I went everywhere we went, I did everything we did before.
Everything is there, everything is the same, except you..
You said your phrases so simply, when we use to talk.
"I won't forget you"
Lately, my heart has been in doubt of your words.
Lately, my heart has been descrambling your lies.
I'd always had a fascination with all the places in the city.
I slowly embraced everything, that had to do with you.
The questions running through my head.
The ghost inside me has died, because I let it go with you.
There's still so many questions, which never leave me.
Did I ever tell you, you were my first love?
Did I ever tell you, you're the last person I'll ever love?
I loved you, until all my love for you inside my heart faded away.
The secret words, change everything so easily.
I don't know what to believe anymore.
Everyone has a past, which they'll never let go of.
I remember though, you always told me I'd forget and move on.
You were wrong, but you were just so wrong.
I wouldn't have done what I did today, if I had already forgot about you.
Because you don't forget things like these.
As always, I'm returning home, with nothing inside me.
It's dead - all of it.
I know you think you'll never see me, but I know better.
Someone who feels this close to someone, so close that you want to die
without the other person, always sees them again.
Remember my words, I want you to remember my words.
Because, these words are what are left of me, for you.
Remember my words, because I have nothing else to offer anymore.
I still push you to the same places I go to, so I won't feel alone.
well, what do you think? it's good ne~?
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in other news... my mother already left a while ago... at 6:00 in the morning and that woke me up in my slumber... and i remember i was dreaming about something.... damn it!
and i still don't know what to do tonight... can't have a barhopping because mori and i decided that we are not up to it yet...
woe is me... T.T
Saturday, January 18, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
11:08 a.m.
*runs around and bounces*
i'm here witing for my test and waiting for izumi-chan to be online but i don't think he will be... but i'm still waiting....
oh well... i'm still addicted to the internet so that's why i'm here and of course to update my weblog... the two weblogs i have...-_-;
still wishing for a mracle that my mother buys me a computer for a present for my birthday which is next month by the way... and i'll get the internet for myself *grins*
my head aches because of excess using of the computer without my glases (don't tell it to seiji though)... and i added a new bruise to myself... i punched the locker... don't ask why... long story...
i just hope that the locker ddin't acquire any dent in it or i'll fell guilty for punching it.
my father is having a contest with me as who is the one who have more quotes in their cell phone. it's good that i can talk to him even if he's not at home... miss him... i miss having a father that plays with you...
didn't eat breakfast... don't want to... not hungry... too excited for later... watching the ring and all... not the hollywood version, the japanese one...
sadako in the hollywood version is so cute that i'm not afraid at her... and of course, japanese are the great special effects people....
izumi-chan!!!! *calls* where are you?????? *shouts*
Saturday, January 18, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
08:52 a.m.
itai.... i'm such a clumsy idiot....T.T
you might be wondering about the title... well it's true... it think that seiji passed me her clumsiness for the week and i'm getting hurt in everything that i do... even from walking...
well, at least i'm not falling from stairs like some people i know...*gigles* i hope she wouldn't read that part....*giggles more*
anyway... i've got three bruises not in my body... *sweatdrop* one on my right hand... the other one on my right leg and the last one on my left foot...
the left foot one is when i accidentally stepped on that foot... don't ask... *shakes head*
now every time i walk... there is a slight sting....
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other news... yay~ me, seiji and mori are going to the cinemas!!!!! the last time i watched a movie in a cinema is when tetsuki and i watched the lord of the rings... the first one... haven;t watched the second one though.... planning it!!!!^^
i think that's all for now........
Friday, January 17, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
10:21 a.m.
here i am....
anyway.... i don't think that i would be hearing anything about the guy who was bothering me last night and the night before...
the nerve of the guy! he was practically asking me if he can court me but the thing is, i don't really know him at all...
like the.... i only texted him once and become my textmate and the next day he blurted out that he wanted to court me.... fuck him!!!!
i already said that i'm bisexual... i don't think he believed me... sheesh... i think i'm becoming a man hater... (but not generally though) ^^ i still trust a handful of men in this god forsaken world....-_-
anyway... another part of the day... it's the start of our midterms here in school and of course, me, seiji, mori and banana didn't study at all... well banana studied a little i think...^^
and we are going to watch the ring... japanese version on saturday... tried inviting tetsuki yesterday but i think she has a date as well...^^ ganbatte~!
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seiji said that i've got ida (iron deficiency syndrome)... or in other words, i have too little iron in my body... maybe it would develop into lukemia.... i wonder...
ok... that was my suicidal self saying..... *shakes head* maybe i should write that one in my other journal...^^
Thursday, January 16, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
04:49 p.m.
well, since i'm on a topic of songs....
this song is from final fantasy x and i've been crying over it for the past week because there is channel in our telvision that features the song of final fantasy viii, final fantasy ix and of course final fantasy x
i don't know why i'm crying over this everytime i see the music video of it... *sweatdrop*
here's the song with translation....
Suteki Da Ne
Kaze ga yoseta kotoba ni
Oyoida kokoro
Kumo ga hakobu ashita ni
Hazunda koe
Tsuki ga yureru kagami ni
Furueta kokoro
Hoshi ga nagare koboreta
Yawarakai namida
Suteki da ne
Futari te wo tori aruketa nara
Ikitai yo
Kimi no machi ie ude no naka
Sono kame
Karada azuke
Yoi ni magire
Yume miru
Kaze wa tomari kotoba wa
Yasashii maboroshi
Kumo wa yabure ashita wa
Tooku no koe
Tsuki ga nijimu kagami wo
Nagareta kokoro
Hoshi ga yurete koboreta
Kakusenai namida
Suteki da ne
Futari te wo tori aruketa nara
Ikitai yo
Kimi no machi ie ude no naka
Sono kao
Sotto furete
Asa ni tokeru
Yume miru
(My) heart is swimming in words
formed by the wind.
(My) voice carried
by a cloudy tommorrow.
A mirror moved
by the moon, trembled my heart.
Soft tears
filled with a stream of stars.
Isn't it beautiful?
Two of us walking hand in hand.
I want to go to
your town, your home, your arms.
I dream of lying
against your chest.
My body in your clasp,
disappearring into the evening.
Words stopped by the wind
are a gentle illsion.
A cloud-torned tommorrow is
a far-away voice.
My heart has been
in a moon-blocked flowing
mirror.
Stars that swayed and flowed
can't hide my tears.
Isn't it beautiful?
Two of us walking hand in hand.
I want to go to
your town, your home, your arms.
I dream of your face
that softly melts in the
morning.
*sniff*
Wednesday, January 15, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
10:53 a.m.
this song is so good
and now i'm addicted to this song by utada hikaru
Simple and Clean
You're giving me too many things
Lately you're all I need
You smiled at me and said,
Don't get me wrong I love you
But does that mean I have to meet your father?
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said "No,
I don't think life is quite that simple"
* When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go
The daily things that keep us all busy
Are confusing me
That's when you came to me and said,
Wish I could prove I love you
But does that mean I have to walk on water?
When we are older you'll understand
It's enough when I say so
And maybe some things are that simple
repeat *
** Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before
repeat *
repeat **
repeat **
Wednesday, January 15, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
10:42 a.m.
*sniff* i got the the cold.....again...*sniff*
well, here i am, typing away in my journal, with cold... *achoo* *sniff* and waiting for my next class which will happen in about 2 more hours...
addicted to internet that's why i'm here early...
well... i saw the new music video of christina aguilera. and i'll be damned... they featured two french kissing men...^^ happy!!!!!!!! but mtv philippines really sucks... they cut that part out and i don't know why....
in other news....
i got a nasty bruise on my leg because i tried carrying seiji when i was teasing her. and i got a claw mack because ayanami tried to get away from my grasp while i was holding her so that mori can pluck her eyebrows but unfortunately... she didn't bring her tweasers with her that time.... damn!!!!!
i want to go to a bar... i want to go to a bar.... *rants* wah~ *whines* i don't have money... oh phoey! *sniff*
and i still don't know what i'm going to do on saturday evening when my mother leave me for an overnight seminar thingy... *sigh*
Wednesday, January 15, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
09:49 a.m.
sex, sex and more sex
me, seiji and mori are talking, while they were waiting for their class and we talked about lulu's lovelife...
btw, she and her hunny are going to have anniversary on feb. 03... ganbate, mori-chan!!!!!
anyway, back to the story....
then we started talking about masterbation and the such when seiji didn't join in because we all know that she's a virging in those fields...
the only thing that we ever devirginize her in the sense is her eyebrows...
don't ask... it's a long story.... *sweatdrop*
anyway, she got a headache because of the talk of the sex in mori's life especially the time when mori and her hunny..... *tries not to laugh*
that's a long story as well.... and boy, that was fast.... *sweatdrop*
Tuesday, January 14, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
04:37 p.m.
programming
well, i'm here in my friends house, doing some programming for their subject... it's visual basic guys... ^^
we had a seminar a while ago about mms (multimedia message sending) or in other words, it is about cellphone and such.... and people are really into cellphone nowadays...
and i've been tutoring for two people... one for their thesis and the other is for their visual basic subject... should have asked them to pay for my services....
and they even want to buy my brain for a while so that they would have a good grade in their subject... sheesh!!!!
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note to self: i'm going to hate hills and i'm not going to wear them again unless there is a situation needed for it like me going to class in this 1 1/2 inch hills school shoes..... grrrr.......
Monday, January 13, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
02:34 p.m.
addicting
and i've noticed that i'm addicted to tennis... in which i can't play as of yet because i don't know how... yet but i do want to try it...
i do like one of the players of argentina.... she's a doll.... ^^
but don't get me wrong... she's a good player and i like sports that's why i want to learn new...
nah~ mark... if you have time, post some of her pics that i sent t you... ^^
arigato for the blog... thanks a lot.....^^
Saturday, January 11, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
01:22 p.m.
this is why...
Blurred Silhouette
by Rien
As snow covers the distant path,
I followed you to your abode...
Light shines through the window
as darkness unfolds.
Singing your sweet song,
as you lured me into it...
Tears flows from closed eys, and
Doors closed behind it.
Footprints marked our sweet tomorrows,
While flamed noticed our parting sorrows.
Blamk stares were seen by others,
As hope kindled but the Joy is lost...
We are destined to part, and
Your song id the wishful reminder.
Lost in the sweetness of the voice...
Giving false hope the one who is poisoned...
The distant path is now gone, and
Footprints are covered by whiteness,
Tears have stopped its flowing,
The pain is dulled by the heart's suffering...
this poem is inspired by dir en grey's son ain't afraid to die
Saturday, January 11, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
01:03 p.m.
i love cats.....
Your Pet is Lady, a Cat Fortune Goddess
Every day is hard luck day for you, and this cuddly little kitty is about the best cure for that you could ever find. As the Goddess of Good Fortune, she can bring you the best luck a human can dream of. Want money and success? Just love and care for Lady as a parent and she'll give it to you. Only don't make her cry, or your good luck will become bad and you'll lose everything you own.
Find the PetShop of Horrors Pet for you. |
Saturday, January 11, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
12:53 p.m.
my first entry?
that sounds like a diary *points up*
anyway, today, i came very early just to visit our forum and because i'm going to rile my ototo-chan...
start plucking my eyebrows and it hurt like hell....
but it's an alternative pain rather than punching the walls or.... nevermind...
besides, ototo-chan said that i shouldn't be hurting myself...^^
Saturday, January 11, 2003
Rien Bit and Sucked @
10:00 a.m.
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