okay i quick entry here before i go off to east coast w my friends again. :D ehh yest was last day of 2004! kinda sad to think that thats e last year my batch n i would b in secondary sch...officially and then OFFICIALLY step into jc lifes or poly lifes? hais. 4 years just passed damn quickly.

class gathering yest at siao er's ah ma's house ! damn big! and v v v vnice..with 2 cute dogs at the back o her house ! :D the gatheirng was a success...and that candle thingy that we did our thanks w..really meaningful. :D 4GRACE rocks!

went countdown later. man.. travel from kovan back to khatib to put some stuff n bot WATERMELONS for my friends :S sheesh! nearly died of the travelling time. waaaaa. but head off to heeren took neoprints thn later went out and bot that fake snow spray. ahhhhhhh orchad road became DAMN havoc man. everyone started gettting themselves armed with a bottle of that stuff each and spraying at each other! even to ppl we dont know! and i got sprayed directly into my eye!! waaaaa and i was wearing contacts. )): haha..i'll describe e scene another time. now rushing to pack my stuff to cycle w them later! hahahah. new year's FUN.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

11:59 a.m.bottleddup`

Thursday, December 30, 2004

tho i'm sick and i'm like sneezing every single time there's a speck o dust floating around and my eyes are straining to open..haha crapping but v happy ! yest FINALLY went to eat huo guo !! :D hee. after sh's concert the gang wanted to eat supper then marina south was just nearby so we decide to eat huo guo ! at 9.30pm ! :D haha v strange but we went anw. 10 bucks each only ! and we eat until we nearly puked. there's so many variety and its really worth every single cent! it's much much cheaper to eat huo guo outside then buy all e stuff n eat it at home. yeaaa man. then we ate until arnd 11.45? then took e train alr midnight. hahaha..but v happy. ;p

yay and i finally activated gmail ! 1000 MB worth of storage ! happy happy hahaha..

and my ffx going to finish soon ! if i pia hard enough i'll b able to finish it before sch reopens. haha talking about sch the nyjc ppl called n asked me to bring so much stuff on e first day o sch..and reporting time 7am?!?! so early ! waaa. hais. oh well. but i'm in CLAN ZELDA. anybody else in CLAN ZELDA from sn??

01:05 p.m.bottleddup`

Monday, December 27, 2004

ARGH. the weather's freaking cold man. went to blade n cycle n teach elsa how to cycle tdy with daniel. haha elsa can cycle alr thanks to daniel stablizing her bike. :D yay! i was e spectator n cheerleader. wahaha. hais. but...tdy got sth bad happen.. i fell sick ! but i've got no idea y tdy i wake up feeling so sick. @$#%^@# i'm ill. YEA I'M ILL. and at the lsat few days of the holidays before the new year starts?!? waaaaaa. so stupid.

anw still went for tkd cos i thot wld b v mild as it's raining n it'll b held indoors so i went to prac my taeguek since i forgot it alr. BUT WHO TURNS UP ?! someone bloody unexpected. and behaving bloody unexpectedly um..nice?? i dno. waa. got a shock when i saw him but i wanted to run away but he saw me n i've got no choice but to enter the room. urgh. hais.

think i'm burning up. waaaaaa.so stupid. cancled tennis lessons tmr !! waa. i'm so sad. )): cant play w elsa. waa. and sabi. waa.

hais. i'm talking crap now.

10:28 p.m.bottleddup`

Saturday, December 25, 2004

haha.. i need help from ppl ! y if you guys see anywhere or any blog site that has ripped off the pic in my gbk and put in their blogs w/o acknowledging i did e brushing of the image, pls tell me! oh yea i took e pic from gettyimages.com so if anyone wna look just find under faries (if i rmb correctly)

oh yea

01:25 a.m.bottleddup`

Friday, December 24, 2004

on high ! went for the new creation x'mas performance just now with LR daniel ade and shumin and LR's ISRAEL friends ! :D hahaha. her friends' names are so hard to proonouce and i forgot most of their names by now ! ahah. lol well the concert was a BLAST. WOOT. n glenn and jamie were there ! so surprised to hear jamie yeo had atteneded NCC since she's in teenzeal (now known as DARE :/)

well beta go n bath. got a LONNGG day ahead tmr. :D

waahaha. bot wen's pres n bo gave me card ! :D so happy !
oh yea i got thru NYJC appeal. (yay ?) ahha ! well my fellow band members reading this, NYJC band pracs are really really different frm e ones we experience under ms sia. really different. almost as close as the days when mrs wong was still conducting us. :D everyone was relaxed and they plyed becos they liked to play n not cos o stress. yea they know their priorities n stuff but still play was play n work was work. O_O somehow this extraordinary combi is astounding n complicating for me to adjust so i just sat thru e pracs like some shy kid. (yea jnrs pls dont puke) hahah. ya. so i got e call today like 2pm? haha. so cool`` didnt rly expected myself to get in tho. O_O LOL well gna spend my time there as fun as it can b.
last note. anyone else going nyjc ??

12:29 a.m.bottleddup`

Thursday, December 23, 2004

my x'mas present to my ever dearest juniors. LOL. :D jkjk. a new reformatted gbk for them. :d they shld know why. well it's beta now isnt it?? then..POST MORE ENTRIES! haha

09:43 a.m.bottleddup`

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

maybe i'm just fickle. or is it my imagination? i'm dreading to go for the band pracs nowadays. eurgh. it sucks doing things that u dont like.

01:10 p.m.bottleddup`

Monday, December 20, 2004

i hurt my ankle again! sucks mann. argh. was running after the ball then i tripped and dragged my foot along but i didnt fall. but it still hurt my ankle! oh mannnnn... sucks la. and i sprained that ankle twice before. pain``` it wasnt tt bad initially and i went to e gym and trained for 1hr too! waaa now suffering e consequences.

yay! this sunday got SPEX 21 competition! haha..go and support them for a while before going to e special x'mas church service at indoor stadium! so exciting! :D and daniel and dor signed up for campus ministry so we're technically OFFICIALLY like, part ofnew creation officially? ahhhhhh i'm not making sense. just blabbing now..typing randomly.

today in a good mood! haha.

11:38 p.m.bottleddup`

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

gettting a headache from staring at the screen for so long. aargh. played ffx till the airship part. wow. my record. sat at the screen and didnt move for like 4 hrs?? my eyes hurt man. then got dizzy after staring too long and thinking about the stradegies. man. there's too many fights to battle.

argh i'm ranting now.

09:55 p.m.bottleddup`

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

haha! had my tennis lesson yest. got my tennis racket! v nice! it's a power racket than a control racket so its HUGE. O_O and the lesson yest the coach had to keep telling me everytime i hit a ball to decrese my strength when i hit the ball. :D hahaha. so paiseh. then after the lesson he offered a free gym lesson for me and my tennis partner-friend. haha..ran on the treadmill for 45 min. waaa. v tired. then later walk around still until my ankles hurt like shit. lol. AFTER tennis still had tkd lesson! waaaa. sparring v scary! dno why but started sparring for a mth already i'm still scared when sir asks us to spar. waa. and jason came yest! the admiralty tkd schguy who teaches there. v famous for it's sparring championships. gosh. then i got to spar with him!! argh! sir was nasty. just plain nasty. @#$%&@#@%$ i kick then i laugh for dno wad reason cos accidentally kick him ma..cos sir said it was non-contact. THEN SIR SHOUTED TO HIM: "why give way to a girl? even smile at her?!?!?! ATTACK HER!" WALAO. and i got smashed after that. $%^@#$^@#$% ARGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH. i hate getting kicked and no chance to hit back. then this happened a lot of times yest lorh. hais. then sir told me dont rush forward and attack..must plan first. hwo to plan with ur opponent is so fast and like damn flexible la. :/ SHEESH. was trashed until v cham mann. haha.

michelle went down yest! so cute! yay and this fri yoshika coming too!! :D:D:D the more ppl the merrier! hahah. so happy!

11:15 a.m.bottleddup`

Friday, December 10, 2004

i want to change my guestbook layout! but somehow that stie dooesnt work now. finished the bleach that i downloaded..now i have nothing to do. roar. hais.

12:25 p.m.bottleddup`

Friday, December 10, 2004

yay! finished reading my Bleach. ^_______^ i love bleach! read only up till chapter 146 and there's still more so i'm still waiting for manga-rain to finish translating before i go download again. ;p hee. that's the reason why i'm not online that frequently on MSN anymore.

went wild wild wet on wed! :D so fun! got sun burn after that on my shoulders. very painful!! lost my moisturizer so i cant apply on the burn anymore.. argh! but got a bit tanner! so happy! i'm going to swim in the afternoon today and get even more tanned! hahaha. have been looking too pale this year and yay! finally can go swimming~

went for the nyjc band audition. argh! so scary! then i just rushed through the sight reading in a blur. luckily i think i got thru cos the conductor said 'good'. :D then i was asked to go back for band practise. hee`` okay i think i've secured my place there already..so happy! got to buy my own reed now..argh! oh ya. THANKS NEO for lending me the instru. i must mention this too. YOU SCRATCHED ONE OF THE KEYS!! oh man..the poor instrument. nearly got heart attack after i discovered that scratch when you left. #$%!@#%^ TAKE GOOD CARE OF IT LAH. haha.

12:00 p.m.bottleddup`

Monday, December 6, 2004

EDIT: yay! scroll down on the menu bar on ur right. i just added my otaku links. :D check it out! tho i havent found a RK one yet. haha.

it's so frriigginng cold man. once it rains. i like the rain at night. i hate it when it rains or just drizzles through the afternoon. gives you the sense of frustration on when the rain is going to end, yea? i dont like it. i only like the rain at night, when you can snuggle in your warmers and sleep soundly, with the rain plattering as nature's music, and not worry what you are going to do later, or worry that the rain might be spoiling the plans in your day.

yea. this is one of those days where by it fucking rains from morning to evening and i'm fucking cold. feel as if i'm falling sick already. $%^@$%^ agh. and my throat feels dry even after i drank like over 1 litre of water as of today?? so werid. too weird..

played ffx the whole afternoon. finally got to touch the ps2. it's been brought over to the new hse for a long time..after it got sent back for repair for dno wad reason. ahaha. then realise that part i've just completed was parts when my sis completed like, 2 weeks ago? ahaha. i'm really slow man. ahaha.

hooked on the anime bleach. its really cool man! wahaha. ok i'm off. prep for tkd trng. hope there is cos i want to exercise.

07:40 p.m.bottleddup`

Saturday, December 4, 2004

TAEGUKGI FUCKING ROCKS.

oh man. i was crying buckets during the movie. was hugging my cushion and hiding my face so my dad wldnt see me tearing like some sad sob...after the movie the cushion was damn wet lar. haha. then 1 time i paused to go to the toilet to cry. hahah. so lame. BUT IT ROCKS. you can never imagine the horrors of war just by the movie tho, but it touches the surface. maggots on wounds, bound away limbs due to land mines and bombs, risking lifes and medals of honour are usually awarded to those who had died and those who have it alive would be tagged with 'death'. MAN. and the sibling love..WOW. O_O YOU SHOULD WATCH. haha. sheesh i'm very slow larh. but i cldnt rmb y i cldnt catch the movie when it first premiered./ i think was cos nobody wanted to watch it with me. man. dont understand y ppl not interested in such a masterpiece.

06:51 p.m.bottleddup`

Saturday, December 4, 2004

just watched the incredibles again. well it's not so bad after all. :p haha..i like violet a lot! and that little woman that helped make the suits. really great! haha...

watching taeguki..that korean show. MAN. i'm halfway through. REALLY good. but i think i'm fucking weird. started crying at the first few parts already. haha. but IT'S REALLY GOOD. :D:D don't understand why people choose horror movies instead of war movies. war movies relate closer to a human's heart in one way or another..horror movies just make use of our own imagination. haha. well guys you should really watch taeguki. okay i'm going to get back to the show. it's going to get climatic. ;p

02:54 p.m.bottleddup`

Thursday, December 2, 2004

thanks everyone.. (: the cake the bracelet the song thw wishes. thank you.

08:01 p.m.bottleddup`

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

okay folks. back from grad. O_O haha..very fun! very memorable. sigh. tho mrs seah not there she'll always be there in our hearts. (mushy. :/) saw sharon au up close! she nearly cried during her VIP speech when talking about her memories about the school..then got me wondering..whether wld i, like her, 13 years down the road after grad wld still rmb mrs seah and e sch as clearly as she does? aaha.

oh YA. MR GERIANT WONG CAN SINGG!!!!!!!!! damn cool! he duetted with leelee for 'the prayer' and ENCORE man! :D:D:D i recorded a bit of their duet and its REALLY GOOOD. you rock!

the dinner was great..eat until DAMN full mann..haha. too bad for ppl wearing tight dressys. cant eat too much lest their tummies show. HAH. i wore LOOSE dress. heh. tho my dressing wasnt that great...didnt care tho. just wna attend n get into the atmosphere instd of looking right, instead of FEELING right for the event. i guess the emotions matter more to me than the dressing? i think. lols.

think i wldnt b uploading my grad photos. I LOOK HORRIBLE. haha. thats one thing i regret about. did my make up! put make up for the first time...and IT SUCKED. sheesh. made my pimple grow bigger and even more painful than before. BOOOOO. and it's so hard to rid the make up! the mascara was so hard to apply! stupid la. the brush jammed against the lashes lorh. sheesh. but one thing is i got to learn how to style my hair myself. hahaa..got tips from my hair dresser before i head off to my friend's house to do everything tog. :p

aft grad got lost around suntec area! so suaku..made my friends worried..sorry gaybian!! then went back..watch HBO showing the first LOTR movie..haha..nienie v cute! anw. learnt a bit of MAHJONG. finally! thanks rina, mik! :D i'm the lousiet player and learner..haha. nd to learn more.

oh well. a close..an ending to secondary life. sayonara.

05:19 p.m.bottleddup`

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

okay folks. back from grad. O_O haha..very fun! very memorable. sigh. tho mrs seah not there she'll always be there in our hearts. (mushy. :/) saw sharon au up close! she nearly cried during her VIP speech when talking about her memories about the school..then got me wondering..whether wld i, like her, 13 years down the road after grad wld still rmb mrs seah and e sch as clearly as she does? aaha.

oh YA. MR GERIANT WONG CAN SINGG!!!!!!!!! damn cool! he duetted with leelee for 'the prayer' and ENCORE man! :D:D:D i recorded a bit of their duet and its REALLY GOOOD. you rock!

the dinner was great..eat until DAMN full mann..haha. too bad for ppl wearing tight dressys. cant eat too much lest their tummies show. HAH. i wore LOOSE dress. heh. tho my dressing wasnt that great...didnt care tho. just wna attend n get into the atmosphere instd of looking right, instead of FEELING right for the event. i guess the emotions matter more to me than the dressing? i think. lols.

think i wldnt b uploading my grad photos. I LOOK HORRIBLE. haha. thats one thing i regret about. did my make up! put make up for the first time...and IT SUCKED. sheesh. made my pimple grow bigger and even more painful than before. BOOOOO. and it's so hard to rid the make up! the mascara was so hard to apply! stupid la. the brush jammed against the lashes lorh. sheesh. but one thing is i got to learn how to style my hair myself. hahaa..got tips from my hair dresser before i head off to my friend's house to do everything tog. :p

aft grad got lost around suntec area! so suaku..made my friends worried..sorry gaybian!! then went back..watch HBO showing the first LOTR movie..haha..nienie v cute! anw. learnt a bit of MAHJONG. finally! thanks rina, mik! :D i'm the lousiet player and learner..haha. nd to learn more.

oh well. a close..an ending to secondary life. sayonara.

05:19 p.m.bottleddup`

Monday, November 29, 2004

EDIT: changed layout! wad do u think? finally archived my entries...realised the first one dated back to june! O_O haha..okay not much a diff but still..i've updated the links section tho. :p

sngs...the last day approaches. registered for my jc already. mixed feelings when i click 'submit'. i have no idea why but just a feeling of uncertainty passed thru me at the moment. maybe i'm just not used to sending such an impt document online. it just doesnt feel secure enough, i guess. well that's for me but anyway. I DO HOPE I GET INTO NY. O_O

grad tmr. so much to do..yet it seems so little. hair, make up, packing..presents. very little? yea right. O_O just about to start to do my presents. well i'm just going to give my closer friends..i'll give the rest next year when i'm done with wad i've planned for them. thr's just to many people to do for! just an advanced apology for those not recieving presents tmr..sorry. -bows- argh. should i feel sad for grad? i dno. haha..borrowed mascara from elsa..then wanted the waterproof one. then she commented yea, i shld borrow tt so tt whn i cry during grad it wldnt run. righttt.. :/ seriously. shld i feel sad?

yay! attended church 2x already. planning to attend more often now tt i have the time. Praise God. today's service touched on something personal...felt as if pastor prince was actually talking about my situation. didnt say it out tho. haha..for those ppl who had attended church with me i guess it's up to u to imagine and think which had such an impact on me. (: i plan to keep it to myself. i still am a novice christian. dont feel anything yet. i think i nd more time.

yay! another good thing. talked to elsa's tennis coach today. hope my parents allow me to learn. hee. jeffery very funny mann..keep on talking and talking and talking..like some typical woman..or he's merely talkative. d: well i think that's really good. i'm one who would rather listen than talk. hehe. him doing the talking and coaching would be better for me. i guess. haha..hope when he trains me n elsa he wouldnt b out of shape.

back to tkd! :D:D:D attained a belt high enough to spar. haha. have to sparring for the past few trng sessions. so happy! hope i can be good enough to go into spex21 next year. hee. think yr going to depend on the 3 guys to spar and gain something for our club!

well think this is my longest entry yet. i'll be trying to post up as many photos asap. ya..the ones i've promised so long ago...the concert and stuff. soon lar. this 2 wks have been v hectic. hehe. oh yea! i'm going chalet from 1-2 dec!! so excited!! thn fri hope i can go for hcjc's badn tune in. bt shld i? i've already given up hope on EVER entrying that jc..oh well. see first. haha. but chalet with my cliche~~~ finally! :D:D:D gta find where to buy sparklers. d;

01:47 a.m.bottleddup`

Monday, November 29, 2004

yay! finally changed my layout! even tho its not much a diff but still. ^_^

01:45 a.m.bottleddup`

Saturday, November 20, 2004

ITS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

saynora for eternity, secondary school life. ;p

good bye, to chem phy egeog amath CHINESE

au revoir, good memories.

hello to great life ahead! :D wheee~!

01:30 a.m.bottleddup`

Friday, November 5, 2004

hahaha. finish a week of o levels! abt 10 more papers to go. -phew. this week's been rough. rahh. cnt wait till 19 nov when I CAN GIVE AWAY MY BOOKS. wahahaha. and i wash my hands clean of them!

heard d band play eagle band during the break b/w e elit papers. was at the cyber cafe cramming cos lesser ppl wld think o to go there and study. then eagle band kept being repeated that few bars from d band at e forum.. haha. a wave of nostalgia washed over me. memories of playing with them at the forum just came back. and what made it more weird about the nostalgia wld b the rain. it was raining blardy hard and was thinking how bad they must b feeling.

well, heads up ppl! wad u go thru, the harder it is, the sweeter the fruit. (: chin up, and grin and bear!

06:53 p.m.bottleddup`

Sunday, October 31, 2004

i finally found why life's great. entertainment is all around us if you know where to look at it. and these people just creates it. for the kicks and those who having nothing better to do than blog surf, why not read this and judge these comments urself and get a kick out of it? :p

- one
- two

these urls of some bloggers were being passed around in friendster..found it interesting but my stand is neutral. these people really think everyone owes them man. but well, like they protest of freedom o speech, let them be. d: its just amuses me endless how they can blog about it and those ppl who commented against their posts cracks me up even more. :D:D

12:13 a.m.bottleddup`

Friday, October 22, 2004

hcjc open house was really really fun! i guess the snrs thr made a diff on whether we get to enjoy e open houses or not. got to see wuhui elaine n qian yi and shuyun! :D:D:D cool. the place is REALLY nice and like all the samrt pl thr la. seriously cannot get in already but just go there for fun. haha! so happening! and the band seems funner than nyjc's! hahah...

but i cant get in but just signed up for the hcjc band tune in session for the fun of it. baba and lilin also signed up. so guess go there for fun lorh. heh. argh. but regretted slightly when they said they have a really really good oboeist there. :s die. think i'll throw st nick's faces to the drain by playing really horribly. argh. okay back to mugging. haha

02:20 p.m.bottleddup`

Friday, October 15, 2004

yay! chis ml is still in ! finally jerry is out man. but i miss david yeo and jeassea on stage still. ): boo. anw had a gr8 time today!

tdy's officially the last day of official school day. rah. a bit sad but qte happy cos took lots o photos! haha. then went nyjc open. the new bldg lks qte nice and the debaters are really good speakers...dno la. wna get in for first 3 mths only. i think. have to see first. but signed up to appeal to get in thru band. a bit regretting now cos i wna hv a chg in cca..): dont really like the idea of going into band again..and what more, the ONLY oboeist again? rah. no way. so signing the sppeal form sorta like signing up a death sentence. haha. very very very scared of going into nyjc cos o band. but i really really praying very very very hard that i dont need band to help me get into nyjc. prayingggggggggggggggggg. AHHHHH. you guys there please help me pray too? please please please? hahah.

aft tt went off with rong elsa and my GAYBIAN siao er! hahahha..was hungry so went to the circle macs to eat. aft tt didnt want to go home so walked the long stretch of road along those filthy rich ppl's houses to the playground. dont ask me y but im really really against rich ppl. not offending those whom i know personally but seriously. dont like dont like. just have a personal discrimination against them. okay i shall try NOT to continue with this stereotype but i cant help it! anw went thr. really nice! then did this hanging thing until siao er and rong's hands now all painful and red! made friends with this ang mo twins and this little mix blood boy called jason which rong found him really really really cuteeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhh! he has really nice hair and eyes! and speaks really well for a young child! hahaha. took lots o photos with him and when we had to leave he was so sad! ): aw...

speaking of sad mrs seah's farewell speech v sad! ): felt like crying when she spoke. ahhhhhhhhhhh. ): i will miss mrs seah lots! okay 4 grace those who wants her farewell speech pls email me cos i have it in my comp. (: byebye! work hard for o levels!

09:29 p.m.bottleddup`

Sunday, October 10, 2004

jerry ong still sucks.

toro and xing shu's chl 8 darma serial starting! whahahhaha. :D tt swimming team thg. heh. gna catch it if i hv the chc to. toro~

07:30 a.m.bottleddup`

Friday, October 8, 2004

all the good singers are out. jeassea and david. wth. what is mediacorp doing?!?! can they at least like set some rules for the idols NOT to vote for themselves?!?! goodness. on friendster there is even someone who created this 'antijerry' account and i checked, jeassea thyidor is also under that mini campaign! damn jerry he should be out long long time ago! wtf. stupid richies. so what if they win by voting for themselves?! they'll be embarreessing singapore w their lousy vocals in world idol. but oh well. WHO CARES.

10:15 p.m.bottleddup`

Thursday, September 30, 2004

prelims o-v-e-r!~ but the worst is yet to come. and the teachers are none too reassuring about our results either. jeez. so many hints on how badly we've done for our prelims man. think i cant make it into one and just an annoucement here so tt u guys out there, eat this! i cant mke it and pls dont come to me with those phrases 'oh you can do it' hello i know myself well enough im not going to make it anyway. oh well. lols im in a weird mood now. gta compose another piece for mep o level. its non stop composing and feels like shit if you get what i mean. right after prelims we gta prep for o level stuff. rah. stoping ff8 for a while i guess cos i havent played tt game since prelims ended. gta finish up with the stupid mep stuff and unfortunately im at the part with lots of sidequests and im those who prefers to do the sidequests than the main story. -arhem! hahahah. well ff8's storyline's v complicated but i get the gist of it so wells...think the sidequests are a bit more interesting. :D

ah. and i have been infected with the bug called "sleep"! have been feeling un-energetic these days..dont know y. i usually can stay up till 3am and wake at norm sch time still feeling the power to do work in sch but nowadays this bug keeps 'bugging' me at 10pm! madness! utter madness! and i can only conc at night to mug! how am i gna get through this?! help me! rah. hahahha

ooh. i realised this is the first entry im writing in this sort o style. i am really in a v werid mood now. okay byebye, gta type out nicely my compo for our highnesses at cambridge uni markers.

04:50 p.m.bottleddup`

Saturday, September 25, 2004

yay! 3 more papers to goooooooo! wahahhaha. think im not going to do well for prelims. screw up lots o pappers. oh well. :/ promise i'll update more frequently and upload ALL the photos once o's are over. yapps. lalalala.

once prelims over there's no marking day! argh! thr's only jc talks. rah. so no break. but oh well. can keep myself busy. created a wishlist on the left bar. hahaha. im madd again. there's so much i want now..but cant get ): it sucks to have so little expenses. anyone care to donate to me? i dont mind. haaha. :D

10:29 a.m.bottleddup`

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

woah..have been a longggggggg time since i updated here. :s ahahha...today and tmr no need to go to sch! bio days. muahahha. can stay at home slack. well. not really slack but yea. booya. im just sian of studying. so sick and tired of it. yea. there's this song lyrics tt goes "im so sick and tired of feeling sick and tired" hahaha. alawys feel tt its so funny and yet so apt. rah. and im currently addicted to playing final fantasy again. rah. help me man. :/

05:42 p.m.bottleddup`

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

cool! tdy shall b e day whn sth rather memorable happens. ahhah. have been trying to get my dedications read out for 4 yrs and here comes carrie chong, reading out my dedication! :D cool. my sis aft hearing it in her room popped out n said 'nice name'. ahahha..cos i made myself b called 'zhen' in e dedi. yeap. esp came online to put up this. lols. okay back to mugging.

11:54 p.m.bottleddup`

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

i absolutely hate blog layout stealers. if you're one of them LEAVE RIGHT NOW. COS I HATE YOU TO THE CORE. grr!

wuhui's layout got stolen by some brainless GAN ENG SENG girl. wth. GO TO HELL YOU BUNG SAI WOMAN IF YOU DONT HAVE THE INTELLIGENCE TO CREATE ONE OF YOUR OWN. :/ HPMHS.

04:42 p.m.bottleddup`

Sunday, August 22, 2004

thanks, ronald susilo, zhang xueling, and lastly li jia wei for giving us so much hope for the olympics, proving to us that determination does brings the underdogs far and beyond. (: you paved the way for us to dream big and maybe in the future, perform with such a passion for our country n for our sake. :D singapore rocks!

09:42 p.m.bottleddup`

Friday, August 13, 2004

FRIGGING GAYS SHOULD NOT B ALLOWED IN BROAD DAY LIGHT.

MAN i saw one at yishun interchange walking into northpoint. frigging scarred for life. SHIET. e image is ABSOLUTELY disturbing man. URGH.

10:20 p.m.bottleddup`

Sunday, August 1, 2004

aurgh! have a craving for chocolate-ley things again! ): that means something. oh well. cnt stand it anw. ROAH. my wt is in my hands now. esp now piaing no time to exe other than situps. double ROAH.

oh yes be honoured my dearest jnrs if u are reading this. THANKS for the PRANK call! :D muahahah! it really liven up the mood. was studyg chi whn u called. broke e monotone of all those damned characters. heh. was cursing under my breathe until u explned who was it. ROAH. belinda! i shalled store that number and whn u call I'LL KNOW. heh. :D

they're planning for a squad outing agian!!!!! whee! suspecting its on my bday again cos they said its durg dec. :D hahaha! :D cant wait! lalala.

okays poof! back to piaing. thanks for making my day! and BE HONOURED. i BLOGGED cos o YOU ! heh.

08:58 a.m.bottleddup`

Sunday, July 25, 2004

a song stuck in my head for a very long time. to be exact for the past week. and surprisingly found out it's top song for e week in perfect ten or rick dee's. haha. forgot. oh well. v tired. bb

12:08 a.m.bottleddup`

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

yest was so quiet. haha. came home SUPER early. :/ lols. but did qte a lot o work. more than wad i'd usually had done if thr were band prac.but oh well. it was QUIET. :/ think im going dwn w panda n iggie tmr to chk thm out. oh ya. whr's my sqd pres ah ma?! :D

03:51 p.m.bottleddup`

Sunday, July 18, 2004

added new photos. dno wads wrong w webshots. jst cnt upload all photos. jst a few. :/ oh well.

the feeling hasnt settled in yet.

11:12 a.m.bottleddup`

Saturday, July 17, 2004

loads o memories. (: pop as per usual. giving out e posts n stuff. v v v v proud o e sec 3 sqd. a new post created - student conductor. yupp. bixiu gt it! along w SL n secretary post. triple post holder. amazing. if she gets into exco she'll b quadraplet post holder. O_O lols. cried durg passing over o SL badge. feel so useless lols. so emotional. thn pass over sc post to gloria was okay alr, except gloria was cryg thn made me wna cry agn. lols. thn e rest o e ppl v cool! nvr really cry at all. aurgh. lols. anw. aft tt proceeded to canteen.usual stuff. giving out presents, recieveing pressents. yupp. thks to all who had given me those pop gifts! (: took sqd photo! well. took loads more other photos but shall post thm up another day. v tired now. jst got back home. anw. back to e topic. aft tt had to fixate tt smile for dno how many cameras!! :x cheeks nearly cramped. those poor s3s hand nearly cramped cos o holdg up e candle i gave thm. lols. aft tt played w e bubble thgie neo gave me. lols. had so mch fun! thn syarah neo n me tried to tk photos tog w e bubbles blowg to us! hahaha.didnt manage to but had loads o laughs out o it! thn uhh. packed stuff n off we went. hahha. nearly collapsed w e 2 bags o stuff at hand. thn my section mates hlped. thks v mch dears. knew we're going town bt dno which part. took a long time to guess tt we're heading twds...

lols. went cheers to buy loads o snacks before going in n lols, elaine has gd tastes in potato chips. lols. e chips they chose i haven tried before, bt aft tdy..well. my calories went up by several notches. lols..): bt worth it laas. sang until ding dong inside. started rocking to s club 7, avril n linkin park n JAY CHOU! :D spent like 101 bucks on it? haha. super broke. elaine slept thru e chi songs part thn revived herself agn whn we switched back to eng songs. lols. ehh. ltr aft time's up wnt out walk walk, thn decide to go esplanade talk talk. hahah. shall cont e details another day. dozed off while typing this. v tired alr. ):

missing band alr.

11:43 p.m.bottleddup`

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

lunchtime concert tmr! (; evryone pls jiayou! :D plyg loads o songs in one shot and well, lets hope n pray we dnt break dwn halfway! ahha. wad a thg to say.

09:16 p.m.bottleddup`

Monday, July 5, 2004

last night's soccer gave it a nice closure to euro 04. (: underdogs rule !

hv a bloated stomach now.. ate dinner like 4 hrs ago? guess its really heavy.. feeling v full n slpy. and i dnt care abt my composition alr. really cnt b bothered anymore. lols

11:49 p.m.bottleddup`

Friday, July 2, 2004

crazyyy week. ): being suaned, suaning ppl, knowing some stuff, trying to fix or clear up misunderstanding. knwing more o certain depressing stuff. really made me real mixed up. arghhhhhhhh. and for once cldnt slp for e entire night until abt 5am thn i only slpt for 1 hr before going to sch. had a sponge like brain for e rest o e wk. thn tdy napped for 3 hrs st8. woot ` love slpg. wish cld slp more. lols. bt composition nt finised yet. only did e section A for one mvt o ternary form. sheesh. think im really dead. and the title is really stupid too. dnt knw wad my piano tchr wld make o it whn she sees it on mon. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. jeez. so awake now. shldnt hv napped so long. bt cnt hlp it manns. heh.

11:17 p.m.bottleddup`

Wednesday, June 30, 2004

:/ dno wad to blog.

too many thgs going on now. headache manns. ahhhhhhhh.

lols.

oh well.

This world, this world is cold
But you don't, you don't have to go
You're feeling sad you're feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bare

But we all bleed the same way as you do
We all have the same things to go thru

Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Your days you say they're way too long
And your nights you can't sleep at all (hold on)
And you're not sure what you're looking for
But you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're waiting for but you don't
want to no more

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know

Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over...hold on

What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?

Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know

Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over...

Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know...hold on

08:17 p.m.bottleddup`

Saturday, June 26, 2004

really dno wad to feel now. ):

all comes crashing dwn

07:07 p.m.bottleddup`

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

ahah! yay! webshots rock. tho i haven really uploaded EVERY single pic, but it still allowed me to upload SOME. go to e side box thr and click PHOTOS! its all thr. yeapyeap. hahahhaha. so proud o me self. heh. and KAREN'S COMING BACK TO SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!! but one day later aft pop day. $^#&*&!Q she missed last yr's pop, and this yr just missed another day. rahrahrah. i miss her very very much. )):

just some musings. work load is AMOUNTING to A WHOLE LOT. late nights are NOT working for me. :/ and i cant conc in e day. wadever am i gna do? ahaha. hans is auctioning his WONDERFUL and beautifully drawn pics! man, his doodles are really really good. -glomps- hahah. bt shipping n auctioning prices wld amt up to loads o money. roar. :/ wonder who'd buy.

kk. beta TRY to go back to do e number patterns wrksht. :/ maths is not my fav sub to b sure.

back`. so bored. dno how to do e wksht. sigh. bored. shall put up wad happened whn i did my cip on sat. rah. :s my weirdest cip day. :/

cip met w 3 weird guys. first one: jabbled w me abt doing flag day is an undignified way o doing cip, n cos we're raising funds for e planned parenthood association, he gt e misunderstanding tt we thot his marriage was unstable n jabbled agn abt his marriage being unstable. thn jabbled agn abt telling his contingent not doing flag day. ( as if he's in chrg o boy scouts agn:/ he lks really old ) n jabbled at me to do sth dignified. jeez!

second one: gt lost trying to walk back to e bus interchg at toa payoh. thn walked to some sorta alley w construction going on. thn whn i realised i was walking e wrong way i walked back. thn thr's this construction worker started to talk to me. lucky he didnt approach me. jst stood thr leaning agst e wall like he's damn cool n spoke. gt a bit freaked out cos he lks like some pervert. thn he ltr kept yelling sth like 'hey im talking to u leh' bt i jst walked awy. :/ damn scary.

third person: at e bus interchg, was doing w wen at another side, thn thr's this old lady who waved to me to approach her. thn she dugged for her purse n started speaking to me. sth like she has a daughter who was frm st nicks too, thn she's now 40 plus w 2 kids my age. thn started saying like selling flags gd thg..thn she suddenly switch topics to like. i ve gta study hard at this age k, boys this age have no love for u..and sth like thr's different forms o love, parental, sibling etc, jst tt this age is not a gd time for love frm schoolboys. thn told me not to get involved in a rship. thn talked so much only donated like 1 buck? sheesh. :?

thn thr's 3 more v funny persons. one business man walking twds me w his friend spotted me thn started feeling his trousers pocket. thn whn i approached him he told me no coins. jeez`` thn one other busniess man who talked to me like im another poor busniess assiociate in a great booming voice which overwhelmed me.` thn e last one wld b at e bus interchg whn thr's this guy frm npcc startled me frm behind thn started dropping coins into e tin w/o me asking him to.

thn was sharing all e experiences w sam n lucia n wen on e train back. v fun`` thn saw a guy who lks like joy`. haahh!!! so cute. but managed to finish all o e stickers w wen's hlp! (:

12:49 p.m.bottleddup`

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

yay. bot pop presents alr. ((: am a little paraniod i guess, cos whn sch reopens thr's this overwhelming stack o tests awaiting for us and tt i wnt hv time to go shopping for it alr. yeap. so went n buy thm alr. heh. (: really nice! hope they wld like it, tho some may deem it as cheapskate, bt i really hv limited finance resources!! had to borrow money frm my parents u knw. :/ n i still exceeded by a LITTLE bit. haha` kk, back to work. slacking too mch these hols alr. %^#$&#$%^@&

12:55 a.m.bottleddup`

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

rah. thr's this firewall tts prevernting me frm uploading e pics. rahrahrah. anyone have any other pic uploader sites to recommend me? plspslpls..help!!

michelle n nana: hahha! my dad is experimenting w making those videos from e video cam into a vcd..bt so far no results yet. ahah. other than linking e cam to a tv thn watch it directly frm thr. bt its kinda hard. i'll try to bring e video cam to sch on band camp k! ((:

oh yes! pls link ur links here in my gbk so i cn put thm up!! ((: tyty ppl!

08:59 a.m.bottleddup`

Sunday, June 13, 2004

rah. imagestation is driving me crazy. think i wnt b putting up e pictures that soon. ^$%#$%& now off to work. rah.

10:38 a.m.bottleddup`

Friday, June 11, 2004

concert over! my dad recorded n video taped our entire performance down! we ROCK. totally. rahh. snd like some brainless git bt we really played really really well! (: nana! dnt worry! ur mistakes arent heard! really! we rock! yeahh yeahh yeahh. really played really really really well. hehehhee. ((: pictures will b up soon! haa. so kuku! finally have proper cameo so took loads o funny stuff. hehe. were like siao chao bohs w neoneo n e rest o e scn! :D -grins rahh. its getting late. beta go bath. i'll upload e pics soon! n mayb niao my dad on how to burn e video for us to see! rahhhhh!

11:02 p.m.bottleddup`

Friday, June 11, 2004

YESHHHHHHH! its finally done. (: heh. tho this blog will only exist cos o pics n stuff but i think i'll b putting up some stuff here. heh. cya guys!

10:42 a.m.bottleddup`