Sunday, April 10, 2005

damn my new nice template can go up online i dno y. blarrr. ): i refuse to blog further other than d fact tt i have affirmation tt im gg to fail my tkd grading tdy n tt i got a nice new tan!! damn happy! :D

09:16 p.m.bottleddup `

Tuesday, April 5, 2005

ahaha! watch ms conge tdy w CH, MAG N YUTING ahha! v cute show! more on fship thn love which is i guess a great refreshing chg of hollywood?

i still want to watch SWING GIRLS. ANYONE?! PLEASE??<

u know i was thinking in e cinema bout how ppl wld want to fork out 8.50 to watch movies...thn if these kinda slapstick lame n temporary feel-good movies are worth spending wont they b spending a lot? n wont they like watch for no reason at all but just for d sake o entertainment? idno but i choose my movies v carefully..for their genre n their synosis. ahha legends like LOTR is def worth spending $ on n thot provoking ones like findnig neverland too...just dont understand y its not popular w ppl my age lols no ffence im just crapping v sleepy now haha

hungry! damn i missed dinner w jp they all cos of BAND. argh! told myself not to complain..but in d end went into band room n started my complaining spree n started sining my misearble song to huishan n aiktiong. ahahha sorry guys! ): slept in d classroom while waiting for d tutor to come..thn me n cheryl were d last to go home wth...hais nvm. hope d next band prac wld b beat.

nd to talk to ms tang soon abt this situation. but mr chiang lokos much happier tho so 1 teacher dwn for being pissed at me..2 more to go..): hais! oh no when did i become to unpopular w d teachers..i thot i am qte a model student as wad huiwen wld sayy ahah!

12:00 a.m.bottleddup `

Thursday, March 31, 2005

i havent exercised for so long. im growing fatter. damn!haha yar lorrs i like to use 'larrs' mahh..cannot meh, qihui?! :D:D hahhaha

thursdays my day man. punk'd, food chain, chase, oc, one tree hill my MY DAY LARR! (: and chase is rly not bad for a sg eng series! at least its like 100% beta than police n theif which i think is absolutely booshit. got this phrase off chase:

true love is found when, he/she shows her/his flaws, when you know his/her weaknesses, when you can overlook his/her imperfections, and you still cant live w/o him/her.

awww.

09:37 p.m.bottleddup `

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

EDIT: IMPORTANT!! can anybody somebody watch swing girls w me?!? please?? )):

cca fair! didnt go to sch in d morning lar. so boring. nth to do anyways but v anti social larr. dno y im like so anti social larr haha

v little ppl signed up! wad is this larr. dno y they dnt like bball larr. dno how to play we can train u larr! haha jes's friend signed up! so happy! lols hmm but there's SOMEONE on d list i wont want her to b in larr. ahha me n ch's secret. ;p

BEAN N SUELYNN CAME BACK!! so happy larr!!! :D:D haha ran all d way to e gate when i saw them walking in. lols cca bazaar qte a failure but still hahas hope more ppl wld come sign up for bball lar damn fun okays.

took photos! hahah bbgt girls w photo taking spree! thn ltr went out to touch garfield. lols! so fat n lazy lar. thn eliza make e cat run all d way to d road can?! hahha when d cat move e tummy keeps swaying cos its so damn fat larr! lols! but it obviously likes attention lorr. just like garfield. haha

ps iz agn lar! sorry leh. walaos long long time nvr touch d ball liao. i feel like playing lorr but haiya when i get to see u thn i tell u d reasons y. long winded lorr. damn.

my mood isnt improving tho. :S still working on my layout but im damn lazy to make all e image change. arghhhh

im addicted to a lot of songs on ch's blog list. haha keep repeating it agn n agn n agn.

08:07 p.m.bottleddup `

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

haha in one of my moody moods. dno y. just dont feel like gg to sch at all?

ny becoming a really dull place. maybe it's just me not gg to sch at all larr. feel so outta place. i shld really crank up my social life.

u know nothing lasts forever. i just feel more n more betrayed by d moment. ARGHHHHHHHHH

u dont consider me feelings at all, do u guys? wads d point of holding on, eh?

12:48 p.m.bottleddup `

Sunday, March 27, 2005

felt the power of God running thru me tdy. damn powerful. the strongest tt i've felt. tears just fell like rain n i just felt...dno..but im just not sad. just..ahaha. (: church rocks lar.

tdy easter day! happy easter! the rising of da king man! :D ahah then church tdy showed a video abt..then either pastor matthew or someone sang..oh man. argh v good man. me n sharon are like e only ones who cried lar! sheesh so malu man. haha

finally met up with elsa! damn i missed her bday lar. wad kinda friend am i. but i miss her a lot! so happy she's starting up her blog again! whee!

11:53 p.m.bottleddup `

Saturday, March 26, 2005

yay! finally changed my gbk layout! :D heh. the horrible pink is GONE :D my blog layout is in the works but not out yet. yeah so look out. (:

thanks 'hello'! :D hahaha i've considered le but im gna stick to ny first, complete it then i wont take the foundation year course. thanks for the offer!

i think im gg mad thinking about the possibilities with the porcupine, the box and especially the eye. argh! have been thinking too much. and i want these items muchly but on random degress of want. lols. but it take 2 hands to clap so i guess i leave it up to God to decide for me. its much to early to claim possession of those items.

went to play pool again! so fun larr. haha! went out with yi2. ((: they so totally rock larr hahah and im like 9 minutes late? the earliest k! :D hee. k lar i try to b the EARLIEST tmr for kbox yeah? hee then me n wen are the DANCING QUEENS OF DA DAY!! :D ddr totally rocks lar. hahahha. amusing piece of machine in the arcade.

10:13 p.m.bottleddup `

Thursday, March 24, 2005

shit.
lasallesia is offering arts management. sth tt my piano teacher majored in. the job and career offered in this course is sth that i always dreamed off.
BUT. i might be quiting NYJC if i took up this course.

SHIT. shld i?

arts management

Arts Management is one of the fastest growing areas in the arts industry in Singapore. Over the past decade or so, Singapore has seen a tremendous growth in arts activities. There have been government and private initiatives to develop arts infrastructure such as the Singapore Art Museum, the Asian Civilisations Museum, and The Esplanade - Theatres on the Bay. There has also been a growth of arts events such as international art fairs, arts festivals, concerts and musicals. These developments have resulted in a growing demand for skilled arts administrators and arts managers. Areas such as arts law, arts tourism, arts journalism and theatre management, are specialist areas crucial to the growth of the arts. They are unique and specific to each country. LASALLE-SIA is the only institution in Singapore that offers such a focused, comprehensive course at undergraduate level.

The Programme's teaching and learning methodology is a balance between theory and practice helping students be effective arts managers. It entails the acquisition and development of knowledge, skills, reflection and understanding that is then tested through practical application. Arts management demands a sense of enquiry, commitment and self-discipline and the collaborative emphasis of the course also demands strong communication and inter-personal skills. You are also encouraged to participate in performances, exhibitions and other arts events in order to gain the knowledge, sensitivity and empathy required of arts managers. Hence, the theoretical knowledge and skills gained in the classroom can be applied in a live environment. In this way you will attain a degree which is both relevant and current and will be able to immediately contribute to the development of the arts and professionalism in managing the arts in Singapore .

You will have the chance to acquire a wide range of knowledge and skills, from management aspects of the arts to business modules such as finance, marketing, law, as well as modules including art history, curatorial studies and methods and materials. The programme aims to develop your ability to look at macro issues affecting the arts and micro details of operations. As such, industry-based learning and projects play a key role in the curriculum.

Graduates of LASALLE-SIA's Arts Management programme have successful careers in major arts organisations in Singapore including the The Esplanade Co Ltd, National Arts Council (a division of the Singapore Ministry of Information, Communications and the Arts), Singapore Art Museum, and MediaCorp TV12 Arts Central (Singapore's only TV network with its own station dedicated to the arts).

CAREERS: Curator, Exhibition Manager in a museum or gallery, Educator, Arts Administrator, Programme Development Manager, Producer, Marketing or Public Relations Executive in an arts organisation, Event Manager, Art Writer/Critic and Theatre Manager.

08:09 a.m.bottleddup `

Sunday, March 20, 2005

missed church tdy. ): boo. cldnt make it. my heart and ears itches for service. missed campus ytd too. damn. ): went online n searched thru NCC's site. :D dl one of pastor prince's sermons too.."Set Free Sin Through Grace". i think i nd to relisten it again. haha. half listening to it only cos chatting at the same time. slept the day away so im like so energetic now. think i no nd to slp thru e night. ha. kk...found this. statement of faith from my church. (:

We believe in:

One God in three persons — Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

The verbal plenary inspiration of the sixty-six books of the Bible, the infallible revelation of God.

The deity of Jesus Christ: His virgin birth, His sinless humanity, His substitutionary death, His bodily resurrection, His ascension to heaven and His personal coming again.

Salvation by faith in Christ alone, without works and solely by grace.

The power of Christ's blood to cleanse from sin: "All who come to God by Him".

The need of works after salvation to express gratitude and to "prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect will of God" (Romans 12:2).

The baptism of the Holy Spirit as an experience and subsequent experience to enable the believer to live a life of power as a witness.

The one true Church, the Body of Christ, consisting of all believers, regardless of colour, race or standing, and the need of attending and supporting a Bible-believing local church (Hebrews 10:25).

The need for daily growth in grace through Bible study, prayer and witnessing.

Obedience to the solemn command of Christ to evangelise all nations, and to teach believers the truths of the Word of God.

The resurrection of the body; the eternal glorified state of believers in heaven, and the eternal punishment in hell of all who reject Christ.

The imminent return of the Lord Jesus Christ to take His Church unto Himself and establish His kingdom on the earth.

amazing...isnt it? so much testimonies. so much revelations. aww. (: i love JESUS!

11:00 p.m.bottleddup `

Saturday, March 19, 2005

went to food fest w my parents! woohoo! :D havent gone out with them for a long long long time! :D they rock mans! thot eh food fest was qte a disappointment but i still enjoyed myself cos can buy lotsa things! hee then bot a lot of food back..and finally bot the racer tops n pants i wanted! lalalas happy day!

11:11 p.m.bottleddup `

Friday, March 18, 2005

just splurged on the vcd 'my brother'. shits dno whether its worth it or not. but i think its not. :S but still the movie is thot provoking...not v nice but v thot provoking. hmmms. cried buckets? but it didnt rly moved me tt much as findg neverland n taeguki did. oh wells. wasted 10 bucks. blehs.

went to ms oh's hse? didnt know she lived so near ny lorrs. scary mans. still okay. sam tt gang didnt turn up. thot they wld bt anw. yarrs just sat and ate? she bot canadian pizzas for us and err lots of green bean soup? hahas her son was playing arnd...v cute!! but seems like e type of boyboy who wldnt get tanned cos he's VERY white!!!! kinda like ms oh herself. lols!! oops i shld rly stop calling her ms oh liaos..shld b mdm oh but i cant help it mans. so hard for ppl to chg. :S lols!

12:52 a.m.bottleddup `

Thursday, March 17, 2005

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! -screams- the camp's OVER! :D had so mch fun! tho trngs were really tough but i think they werent as tough as the snrs n wenting ailing n elaine had. :S really tough mans! esp on wed whn we did drills w them. omg really shagged out by it lorrs. my whole body aching and walking fast seems like a really painful thing to do now. hehs. first time me and the rest of the j1s i think had to wake up SOOOO early to run!! 3km! wad an achievement. ((: the first time we did it on tues was really painful. i wanted to quit and say i cldnt breathe alr on the 3rd rnd but pushed myself all da way. so proud of myself. ((: but i rly hope my stamina improves!! im one of the last few j1s to complete? blehs.

the secret pal is qte fun!! jovina's my secret pal!!! sinyi bluffed me! argh! hahah and i got ms yau! feel qte bad nvr write more to her. hahas. lols but overall the camp was really enriching mans! :D and my skills improved by a tiny weeny bit! at least can do a REALLY slow motion layup! hees. the buddy system is really gd i think..hahas get us closer to e j2? my really nice n wonderful buddy is SIEW TEE! :D didnt know she's really fun cos usually trngs she's v v v v v serious...then thru e buddy system got to know her. waaaaa really nice. :D hees

okays tdy i have to go ms oh's house? erm is tt a gd thg or bad thg? ahahahs. oh wells.

09:35 a.m.bottleddup `

Sunday, March 13, 2005

tdy class gathering at my place! hope evrythg goes well? dont leave me alone with w e bug. dnt want e bug to bug me anymore cos i absolutely cnt stand bugs. literally n well, o cos e pun (in reference to smbody i knw).

kays im like dragging e time to pack my bag cos im too lazy to move frm the computer chair? have been stuffing myself w food these days n im crazving for a tamly burger! a pasamalam just opened near my hse n i saw 2 stores selling ramly burger! damn e queue was too long yest so i didnt get to eat ramly burger for dinner. lols. had half a cucumber instd? :S was soo lazy to get more stuff to eat. in e end i got hungry by midnight so i grabbed some digestives to eat.

bball camp tmr..man im so excited! i dno y but im still plaqued by e dilenma shld i go 4 bball and band? thr's too lil' time n so mch to do. arghs.

was not in e right frame of mind to do my stuff so i went to nap till arnd 5. snapped at ky tho he insisted tt i didnt... oh well. thn they called had a short conference w them before i went to watch bleach. :D im so behind in chasing e episodes! stopped at ep 16 so i dl the rest till ep 21. had a gr8 time watching. hahas! v funny! cant stop laughing! hmms. feel like watching 'in good company' but im like terribly broke! oh ya! i cant make it for their east coast outing! gta accompany e st nicks band to somewhere on thurs? i dno but evrythg seemed so unconfirmed. :S

hope it doesnt rain tdy or else we'll b stuck in an empty hse doing nth? i'll end up slping i guess, so yeah. hahas! hope AT brings his mahjong table over so everybody can have at least SOMETHING to play. lols. ms poh said its okay to get drinks with a BIT of alcohol content! where in the world can u get sucha funky teacher other than her?! she's e BEST econs teacher N best form teacher anybody can have! :D hope i get her after sch starts. (:

09:12 a.m.bottleddup `

Saturday, March 12, 2005

wads the pt of jumping into a rship when ure not mature enough to handle? wads the point of taking a risk that u'll knw someday u'll end up broken and more alone?

dno y butim kinda cynical these few days abt such things, ever since i stepped back into a co-ed sch. :S love is really like magic conjoured up by a magician. it's all an illusion, a fluke, and someday one day it'll come to an end, a realisation that its not worth ur effort to find out.

these few days v busy. my schedule is packed to the brim and mans, its even worse than normal sch days! gotta do sth for my cls ppl, then organise n arrange how my cls ppl gna make it to the gathering tmr, after which pack up and go for bball camp then later on to ms oh's house (omg i dno whether shld i b happy or shocked) and after which..piano?? arghs. i miss piano lessons! have been playing out my piano teacher for like 3 mths alr cos i cldnt schedule my time properly? damn! and my exams coming like 3 more mths later? im really dead larrs.

and somemore there'll b tutorials and the whole cycle of lesctures and hw and ccas to b done. and appealing and stuff to settle and the making impossible choices.

my monster said it right. 'choices are the hardest to make' arghs! realised this year i have been making many many many dificult choices.

damn..i've been reading too much good charlotte lyrics. help! its so damn cynical. and im feeling v anti social once again. blehs. sorry danny! sorry ky! shits my tone had been harsh when they called me up. :S sorry guys!

anws..had a gr8 time w the cute bball gals again during trng! wore our really nice white jerseys and walked arnd j8 and ate and took neoprints! once my dad finish connecting up the scanner i'll scan them up. ;p super nice! now they are at the back of my phone with the other neos i took w the cute gals frm my class! ahhaha. jiapei chestine girlfriend liping jialing..:D you guys rock man. hahas. rmb tt time we went to watch 'a mmt 2 rmb' and EVERYONE was so MOCKABLE !! :D ahhaahs all were tearing and LIPING was crying buckets!! ahhaha mockable ppl :D lols love them to bits. cant wait till our own class jersheys come out. :D i wanna wear it!

02:49 p.m.bottleddup `

Monday, March 7, 2005

i had a terrible haircut! damn!

10:20 p.m.bottleddup `

Sunday, March 6, 2005

went to my first campus meeting ytd. the revelations. everything. wow. its the first time since i start gg to church i felt such trememdous power and love from Him. after the service i was in such awe and amazement i just stoned there. gosh.

cut my hair. look like a bung now. shit. im an even more FUGLY girl. ): (fat and ugly = fugly) damn! im in deep shit? lucky i have my rescue 101 beside me..lux brand rocks! gastby dont do good i think cos its v oily..at least when lux's on ur hair it doesnt seem as if ur hair has wax on it. :D

met sy. yay! our minor conflict's like, over? hahaha so happy. met ailing on the way. hope all assholes who steal wallets and money go stick ur bloody pissy cowardy faces into the toilets and sniff our poo. i dont mind flush ur head together with the poo in it too.

09:53 a.m.bottleddup `

Saturday, March 5, 2005

feeling a bit anti social and cynical today. i have no idea why. just want to close myself up in the house and do wadever i fee like doing a l o n e. lols. hahah my mood swings in full motion right now. but anw. went out to ikea with suelynn weixian and banana man yest. hahah had so much fun. finally settled e class tshirt thg! yay! and the bball jerseys are done..cept mingming gg to collect them on tues i guess. didnt go for the past 2 friendly matches! i feel so outcasted. bah. i must go for the mon's friendly match! dman but i really wanted to watch the friendly match agst aj yest. )): oh wells had a fun time w them. oh ya weixian! cheer up! its not da end of e world. (:

well guys im staying in nyjc after much consideration. lols. hopefully i can make the switch to science. heard from some catneen auntie when i bot her food, she told me the cut off point for science was 9?! ny is THAT good? oops i sound a bit skeptical but its true isnt it? told chestine n e rest and they're so surprised too. hahas.

chestine and the rest crashed rj. :/ oh ya crashed acjc. their cafe's so damn nice to hang out! just like the SL hahas cept it doesnt have the smelly shoe smell SL has but it does ahve a greasey oily smell hanging in e air which i dont like. tts e only point bah. then its next to this huge swimming pool! :D damn nice! hahas. but acjc is saturated with MGS, ACS, and PLMGS and cresent girls ppl! :/ found the sch a bit cold? i dont know..maybe its just me? hahahas.

went dwn tkd a l o n e yest. hahas. didnt call anyone down with me..but anw surprised to see evonne there. thot she had tennis lessons. haha then finally finally! learnt my taeguk properly. :D happiness` dno y when jiarui taught me it seemed to difficult to graspe. but somehow i did it! yays! then shuhui famy and shuzhi came down! the old gang! miss them a lot. hahas. cept sy didnt go down. oh wells since evonne they all became black belters many blk belters hardly came down already. i miss tough trngs a lot! please give them back to me!

kk..today have the whole day to myself a l o n e. goodness wassup with me being A L O N E suddenly. :S im becoming mad! thinking of playing bball A L O N E. hahs!

oh ya! saw muthu yest! omg have i mentioned she looked SO GOOD now? arghhhhhhhh! i miss muthu! )): so damn much! hahas. oh ya i want to watch lemony snicket's a series of unfortunate events! seems qte cynical. fits my mood perfectly. watched hitch with danny! he treated me! yays! hahas..and its a really funny show mans! i wanna watch again! and i cant believe thats CARMEN DIAZ as allegra. she looks..very different in the movie as compared to her in charlie's angels. hmm. maybe its the character that she's playing is really different? i guess..and her character fall for a really fat adorable guy? hahahah.

shit i think i crap too much.

09:50 a.m.bottleddup `

Saturday, February 26, 2005

i am now at wen's house. escaped there. hais. my results sucked. seriously sucked. i dno whether to b sad about my results or happy cos i can still stay on on nyjc. haiss..switched off my phone and rejected all calls. dont feel like communicating with anyone today. didnt go for bball trng and tkd either. cried a bit too.

well escaped to wen'se hse and im still here. watched finding neverland today...she has the movie in her computer..oh man. it is the BEST movie i've ever seen in my life. its so smooth...so eloquent and let me see the childhood story peter pan in another light. haisss...cried at the end. damn touching. oh well. i nd to go home now...thank God for having this friend..being there for me. hais. wen, YOU ROCK.

03:49 p.m.bottleddup `

Thursday, February 24, 2005

felt like blogging now even if its like 0034h and i havent even bathed yet? haha damn exhausted no idea why think i'm gg to have difficulty dragging myself up to sch tmr. damn.

went tkd trng at simei ITE. OH MAN. i tell u the govt's bias agst us. they provided n spent SO MUCH MONEY on ites. seriously. the facs ROCKS. new track rock wall, high elements swimming pool, indoor outdoor bball courts, tennis courts, new study areas..omg damn nice man. MY DREAM SCH. but its in an ite! )): oh man im so darn jealous of junjie!

nearly lost my wallet AGAIN. haha lucky got it back. thank God! rly God's grace man. haha thanks to that bung who helped me pick it up and YET another bung who helped push me onward to find my wallet by asking arnd when im like alr giving up on finding it and alr entertaining thots on annouching ive lost my wallet n hp for the first time? hahahha but still its really a sigh of relief man..and thank God for his Grace to help find back e wallet...or else $ will have to b spent on such matters..

tdy's a tiring day. man. tmr's gg to b another tiring day. good luck everyone. im dead beat. shagged. gg to gost8 home on friday n rest my day away. oh im so looking fwd to fri.

oh yea bball j1 gals making jerseys! :D yay! happy~ but its pink. :/ oh im alright..think its just a preference n my momentarly dislike for pink. but still yay finally owning a customised jersey. (: and my OG planning for another outing! yay..

o levels coming out..dead mann...

12:34 a.m.bottleddup `

Sunday, February 20, 2005

XPHYSIQUE!!!!

omgomgomg. hahaha im so damn hyped up now! IM GG TO JOIN ANOTHER MARATHON!! :D heeeeeeee

http://www.xphysique.cjb.net

yeah man! got a team now. consist of beth, danny, derrick. heh. we're gg to:
jump down from brdige into kallang river
kayak all e way to sg river
cycle all e way to clarke quey frm esplanade
ROCK CLIMB all e way up gmax tower
ABSEIL down gmax tower
run all e way to youth park!!!

AINT THAT COOL?!?! omgomg hahahha im so excited!

okay tdy's events wasnt tt bad as i thot. DAMN i shld have sent in my applications earlier for the NVM this year. 51 storeys very tough! but i heard the view top was worth the effort..even the goodie bag was worth the effort! omg...hais. sorry von! wanted to go rock climbing later but there's too many ppl in the centre so decided to go another day.

man! o levels coming out!

im doomed.

07:59 p.m.bottleddup `

Friday, February 18, 2005

wad is this. WAD IS THIS. its RAINING but the sun is shining and its a cloudless day. wad the hell is this kinda frigging weather. no wonder im falling ill.

just felt like double posting tdy.

feeling so antisocial. jst wna shut myself up frm everything n stay in my dreamland. wait. do i even have a dreamland? its so surreal. argh. okay. no dreamland then. just just me a dark corner n sleep my life away. damn. wads wrong with mee???? has my cold gotinto my head? righttt. ugh. cant stand it.

so many things mixing myself up.

i feel so desolute from my class. i dont know y.

shits. i think its just me.

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

04:33 p.m.bottleddup `

Friday, February 18, 2005

this is so gr8. ): im sick. argh. finally 3 intense weeks boiled down to me succumbing to a cold. whole body feeling exhausted n tired. mentally im shutting dwn too. but there's some things to deal withh. damn. i hope everyone involved cooperates.

evonne in the vertical challenge this sun. shits. cant go church AGAIN. ): shits. i wna go church but oh well. lol yest saw xs wearing the surf n sweat singlet. ahhaha so damn funny.

okay i think i'll head to the library. my books overdued alr. shits.

04:25 p.m.bottleddup `

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

JIAPEI ROCKS

thats a speical request from jp. :D lol well loads happen these few days. miss vday in st nicks man. e atmosphere in nyjc is so funny n even a snr blogged y some ppl (referring to us sn n other girls sch ppl) get so hyped up on this day. well i know he's referring to us cos he saw me running arnd e canteen w presents to give out? lol

spent vday night at tkd! finally i can go dwn for trng..but it's light trng so it doesnt matter tt much. i miss the tough trngs..but the attendance is so lousy that even sir has no mood to teach. )): qte sad but oh wells wad to do.

hectic week. hve been slpg at 1am plus these few days so have been arriving in sch late for the consecutive 3 days? ahaha. lucky only got caught once. but i brought my record for reachg sch the latest. 7.45am i walked in e sch n stayed in e toilet for fear o being caught cos we had assembly tdy.

yay! gg escape theme park tmr! :D hope it'll b a gd day. (: and there's bball trng! oh ya talkg abt bball ailing got hurt durg friendly match yest. v bad man. wonder how she's doing now. realised how RICH n PRIVELAGED private schs are. their facilities are like SO DAMN NICE N NEW. omg i drooled at their courts n balls. theirs an indoor court with AIRCON n baskets hanging off e ceilings instd o erected from e grnd. omgosh.

oh yes have u heard.less than 2 wks for o levels release. SHITS. im like..SO DEAD.

10:05 p.m.bottleddup `

Thursday, February 10, 2005

happy cny people!

:D ahah this yr's cny qte boring. even slept while i'm at my gradma's hse. :S lol but recieved more money than last year! got a shock to recieve more red notes () than last year. lol watched seol raiders yest too w sy. a typical chi movie like wad u see on tvs..cant say its bad nor good but just as predicatable n typical. wanna watch consantine n phantom n finding neverland n my brothers! ): but i missed 3 out o e 4 movies i wanna watch. damn.

wanna go shopping with deyijiang again! hahaa..wanna buy a bag and lots more stuff! hee.

oh ya 2 days ago went out w e tkd ppl n sy agn and watched fireworks at chinatown! tho it was blocked by a stupid bldg but managed to catch a bit. so nice! omg...finally can see fireworks after like 23572478128774351 years? hahahha very happy! :D

kk today's gna b a another packed day! gg to eat ban mian at grandma's hse, thn gg sir n wen's hse to bai nian! :D thn wen n bo coming my hse too! hee so happy! first time they coming over to bai nian! :D

11:02 a.m.bottleddup `

Saturday, February 5, 2005

damnit missed the phantom screening oh well think i'll get the vcd when it comes out or sth. wanna watch the muscial! the music rocks man. love it so much. so touching and everytime i listen to it my heart melts. the 1987 origianl cast who sung the songs have really gd voices. :D:D gotta ask shang ming to help me burn the cd or sth.

met up with wen bo n del yest! omg MISS THEM SO MUCH. :D:D:D miss wen's xiaobibi voice and all of them. gosh. (: went to bo's sch's funfair. ahhahah n saw char! :D :D the happiness in seeing them again is unbelievable. gosh i miss them so damn much. walked arnd. ate a lot and basically talked crap. haha and had bitching session with wen n del on the way home on ppl we dont like. lol so funny.lets have an outing tog one day!

okay today's e concert day! so scared. omg. my hands are starting to freeze up alr. ahhhhhhhhh.

08:33 a.m.bottleddup `

Wednesday, February 2, 2005

i am gg on a diet. arghhhhhhhh oh shit all my hard work is going down the drain. dno y these few days i cant feel hungry anymore. yeah. since tt day i went to jiapei's house n ate 2 of her cheesecakes. omg damn nice but ltr on yea like i said cant feel hungry anymore. okay. this is OVEREATING. i shall STOP eating TOO MUCH. argh.

but why are all the goodies around meeeeeeeeee. darn it.

10:29 p.m.bottleddup `

Tuesday, February 1, 2005

i learnt these formulas a long time and am here to share it. (:

chinese new year = goodies (esp the white biscuit thg n pineapple tarts) = OVEREATING = GETTING FATTER



omg i'm overeating everyday going to be a balloon soon gosh omg arghhhhhhh

10:14 p.m.bottleddup `

Thursday, January 27, 2005

omg ran my first xcty in the wad..hot blazing sun in macritchie yest?? at 4 plus pm? omg n i wasnt even ready for e run lorh. so scary but not as tiring as i thot it wld b cos i guess i drank lots n lots o water to hydrate myself so i wnt die of dehydration on the spot. haha. so sad bball girls didnt get xcty championship. but somehow i dnt get a feeling o satisfaction whn i ran cos i think i slowed dwn like super a lot n got cramps on my claves again halfway on e slopes so i cldnt like overtake ppl on the slopes like wad ms tang asked us to? omg i felt qte hopeless lorh but i'm so damn grateful for eeling to running n stoping to wait for me. ): or else i wldnt b able to run all e way w/o stopping on the stupid expressway. urgh. hate the expressway so depressing to jog on. ): cos the road is likes uber long n it's damn shitty to run this way. argh.

ok but overall not too bad ba i think and i saw all my 4 ECs there. heeeeeee. so cute.

oh man i'm like spkg like huiwen now i must stop it. and my 2 jnrs are traitors! nvr buy tickets from me anymore even if i made e jny all e way dwn back to st nicks tdy to pass them tickets. argh. oh well but i get to eat orange bowl n mian xian today! happy~ so delicious. st nicks food cannot b compared to anywhere else. (: but tdy was a rly tiring day cos i cldnt get up in e morning cos all my energy spent on yest's xcty n unofficial CT dinner with jiapei chestine suelynn vincent shangming and yunxuan at NYDC heeren branch v fun man n i'm like starting to get obsessed with cutting vincent's hair n i think he is starting to hate me cos i want to cut his hair. oops oh well. haha.

09:01 p.m.bottleddup `

Sunday, January 23, 2005

wads so nice abt kung fu hustle?!? i tried to watch it n found it too boring alr. :/ tho e nyjc kungfu hustle dance is rly lame n fun to do. :D

hm jogged 10.6k this wk. amazing isnt it? and my pecs are coming out again! yay! haha n it's w/o tkd trng..woahh. it shows e kinda pe we have in nyjc. sheesh. rly tough lorh. but i think i'll lose it once xcty is over. hahaha.

rly a fun filled wk. heh love my CT! they rock mann. ahahah.i love xiao peipeipei! silly girl add me n msn didnt tell me thn chatted w her sounds as if i'm chatting with a thrid party. but amazingly i'm her 7th party! waaaaaa! okay xiaopei i dont care i want you on vday okay! :D even if i'm ur 7th party. :D

thn wk i've also realised how immature i am. i rly rly nd to grow more. it frustrates me all it time. haha. oh ya have i mentioned the bball team are chao lamers?! :D foudn TWO jay chou lovers too! ahlee and meigeok! :D hahaha..thn we spent like most o e time argueing w ming2 abt e differences b/w jason hsu n JAYCHOU. but OBVIOUSLY jay chou wins right? ahhahahah and i saw a jason hsu lookalike on e bus yest! heh if i told ming2 she'll go madddd`

tdy gg out w e tkd gang agn to watch sy's concert. ahhhhh but she'll b only plyg for 1 song. ): boo. oh well i gtg go. meetg rong they all 4 church! (:

09:17 a.m.bottleddup `

Friday, January 21, 2005

i'm late for bball! but anw. haha shall blog here before i chiong outta e door. hmm. this wk have been rly rly hectic! got to know my clsmates beta! :D xiaopei! patrick, paul, mark! c.fei, SUELYNN, chestine...waaaaa those girls rock. haha my cls rocks too! kinda like our cls can actually bond within a week?!? w/o orientation?! which is like, super good? even beta than OG i think! hahaha and thr's this guy who looks liek vincent ng! hahah poor thg i got bored during chi tut yest so i suddenly felt like calling him vincent. lol but he's v nice! said he'd try to get used to it. (:

thn yest finally ate twister fries with xiaopei n e rest! hahaha thn we were like laughing n tlkg rly rly loudly on our way thr..and in front o us were some sc. gg 4 lunch too so they like turned arnd all e time to see wad happened whn we screamed too loudly. haahah

had piano! FINALLY saw ranee`` :D she's so pretty now! so cute! i want to hug her all e time whn i see her. (:

outing tdy to orchad w beth they all again! argh! orchad. i kinda dont wanna go..haha dont wanna dress up to go thr anw. blugh. and i cnt log in to friendster. so stupid. oh well gtg i'm LATE. argh.

07:21 a.m.bottleddup `

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

oh no! work started! n practises n stress o performing well n accurately like start to pour down upon us? ahaha other jcs are like being stressed over the work but i'm like stressed (yet again) with the CCAs! ah!

went for guitar clinic today n LEARNT HOW TO PLAY! :D well not exactly but it was a crash course n strummed n learnt to play westlife's my love n i applied wad i learnt on robbie williams' best man! yay! so happy!

ahha i'm obsessed man. i dno y. i'm seriously intrigued by youuuuu. ): and my song of the day is yellowcard's only one. waaaaaaa boo.

i hope this sunday's meeting wont b as awkward.

10:50 p.m.bottleddup `

Sunday, January 16, 2005

i'm happy today! haha

band was fun! malu-ed myself again. waaaaaa! so stupid. nd to prc more! haha
met chen lao shi! (: she rocks! haha. she totally chged and we had a rrly rlly frank tlk w each other. realised how human she is. n how all tchrs r lk tt too. i'm lkg at tchrs at a diff perspective now. lol
went out w tkdmates n frds agn! :D so happy! celebrated ky's bday n went so orchad's S-11 to eat. n dedicated a bday song to him esp! haha. thks to his dearest beth to think up sucha idea. lol
okay just got home n it's like midnight? haha. oh ya i'm signing up for surf n sweat X '05. (: running w von n beth! :D yayy! my first compeititon!

12:02 a.m.bottleddup `

Thursday, January 13, 2005

went back st nicks tdy! (: ahahhaha ate so much! oh gosh i miss the canteen food thr! nyjc's food sucks. yuckkk. haha.

ate orange bowl, and stall 9 auntie gave me n huis n muii free mian xian n potato salad! :D thats y i love st nicks. hahaah! the comadarie is so ON and friendly and homely! heh.

hm met my CT grp for the first time. well not bad bah. but i think e cls alr formed into cliques alr w/o us knowing. wth. ): hope it'll be beta. haha! and finally got to know that sharmane guy beta! he's a rly cool phone tt can store pdf too! :D

06:27 p.m.bottleddup `

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

wahaha! band is like, so fun now? :D finally there're MORE J1s in band! i've got a partner! my fellow oboeist called cheryl. :D yayy! so happy! haha i'm not playing alone anymore!

prac tdy was so fun. heh. played songs that are seriously unplayable n fast but it's super nice! haha and we play a WIDEE range o songs. not only like focusing on alferd reed which is the _________'s fav. composer/arranger to play. gahh.

haha had solo! it's not as terrifying to play thr as in sn. and the conductor was so patient! waaaa. i felt so relieved whn i played. omg. i think i developed a solo fear in sn and whnever there's solo i'll start trembling n shaking n my hands will start to clam up. but now the conductor is like, super super nice? haha!

need a new reed tho. the reed they gave me sucked n my tone sucks too. haha btw anyone wants to go nyjc concert? (:

10:25 p.m.bottleddup `

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

i'm a selfish bitch. argh! ):

chatted with huis just now. i feel so much beta now.
huis rocks!

09:56 p.m.bottleddup `

Monday, January 10, 2005

my feet's bleeding n my shoes n socks have blood stains.

but i guess everything's worth it. ^______^

cos guess wad?






i got into bball team!!! yay!!!

went for tryouts tdy. thot just go thr thn they'll b like talking to us but got serious tryouts n selections lorh! wth thn got damn pressurized. got so nervous i cldnt like hold e ball n shoot properly? then still nd to play w snrs! omg. then i was in chg o blocking this snr. omg she's damn pro la. run behind me like crazy. thn i decide to stand by her side so i know whr she going. haha. oops. but i got in! wahah. so happy! yay!

lectures are so boring so far. argh n i still hvnt dyed back my hair. my parents want me to WASH off the colouring. like, how am i supposed to do that, huh?? crazy la.

10:06 p.m.bottleddup `

Sunday, January 9, 2005

ahhhhhh! so nervous! tdy's GRADING DAY. arghhhhhhh. oh no. my first sparring grading. ARGHHHHHHH. hahha.

yea later going with suiyuan to some dj competition. go suiyuan go! :D

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waaa! tkd grading over! my first sparring session over! aahhhhhh. cheeqiang n eliz n me were practising like crazy before the grading..argh. i think i still screw up the sparring. and the demo kicks. COS I DNO HOW TO DO. argh. n i cant kick at all...cos eliz keep blocking! waaaaa. n my feet like swollen la. hais. die die die..even tho ky said we're okay but i still think i screwed up. shit man...

shuzhi really treated me mos! n e other girls! :D yay! so long nvr eat mos alr! yumm. anddd we saw BEN YEO!!!!! omg he's so shuai in real life. :D AND SO TALLLLLL!!!!!!!! he's damn friendly larh. cos he's filming n gotta run this stretch of road me and my friends were walking on so obviously he'd b running past us. suiyuan n us said hi..then he said hi back! :D so nice! the feeling is almost like a friend lorh. not like some untouchable celebrity. :D so nice!!! waaaaa. ben yeo rocks! :D

bot my new sling bag! happy! :D n got a new pair o shoes! :D happy! all blue colour! :D hahahha. omg i like blue too much. but i'm trying to find a GREEN organiser. )): but i cant find in popular. gotta go kino or borders find. hmm.

09:46 a.m.bottleddup `

Saturday, January 8, 2005

dan enlists into army today. wished him all e best thru an sms last night. hope he does well there. haha..then when i woke up tdy it struck me how time flies. omg. knew him since wad, sec 2 and now he's in army?? O_O lol felt a bit guilty i cldnt do anything to help him solve his prob before he enlists but how much i try to push a that stubborn mule she wldnt budge. oh well. good luck, dan!

waa. so stupid. woke up tdy with a swollen eye n when i try to open its so painful! so i decided to skip band tdy. hais. so guilty. got a few solo parts to work on for the concert n i skipped the first prac. now e eye's beta but i keep tearing! argh. irritating.

finally reach cid's airship in ffx game. but i'm too lazy to complete all the quests n stuff! argh. neglected my blizball games n league so now i've got to make do with a really really weak team. and it seems almost impossible to reach the top of the league to get wakka's ultimate weapon?? haha..

crapping in the early aftn. hope cca fair in st nicks goes great...and the sign up not as bad as the last few years. lol

neoooooooo. i wont pay 40 bucks for sth i DID not do okay. like i said. SHE blamed me. then asked m to pay such a huge sum. wtf. NO WAY. she was so agst me when i was in band. now i'm out she's still on with that stupid thing agst me?? wtf. no way no way. argh. yi xiang dao ta wo jiu shen qi. grrrrrrr. SHE sucks. period. okay i shldnt b declaring it but..argh. now she's back to haunt me makes me SO MAD. and hey. we WROTE OUR NAME AT THE BACK. so even if someone takes it shld return it back to us right?? sheesh. so mad.

02:09 p.m.bottleddup `

Saturday, January 8, 2005

orientation ended. dont wanna blog abt it. if u jnrs wanna read abt it go to dezhi's blog. a blow by blow acct. anw... ahhhhh. studies coming in next week. haha lucky got chestine same cls w me. ;p not alone. yayy. but got some sucky combi with an extra sub. a sub i dont like to take. argh. the frustration. hahahahah. taling abt it reminds me of the conversation i had with hazris from my OG. he wanted to stop all orientation n get down to studying right away! lol the first person to say that man..lol

ahhh. tkd grading this sun. didnt go tkd tdy but i popped by a while to revise the steps with cheexiang n eliz. ahh. stupid eliz. hahah she's so funny! she n i planned into coordinating tog to kick some fancy moves during our sparring time on sun. haha she's so silly! then stupid shuhui whacked my butt tdy. gna get her when trng starts again. haha! zhao came down today!!! :D she's so smart man. got approved for TWO uk colleges! :D so happy to see her again, ever since her disappearance to mug for her A. haha then she was saying aj has the most shuai and nicest guys. so funny! she's damn cute larh.

yay! and shuzhi promised me a treat to mos! happy! :D

12:19 a.m.bottleddup `

Thursday, January 6, 2005

argh. cny songs are already starting to play around the streets. argh argh argh. TORTURE man. pukes. the tv's promoting some NEW cny cd..as if we still nd it. unless they come up with a new catchy tune they shld really stop playing the old cny hits over n over again. bleurgh.

10:12 p.m.bottleddup `

Tuesday, January 4, 2005

now the song 'all stars' from the 26th council's mass dance song is stuck in my head. haha. occasionally i'll just hear it in my head. too weird.

the weird part would b that..the mass dance consists of some moves cheerleading style. got a shock n nearly laughed when i saw guys doing the moves. :D ahhahaa.

well jc's fun so far. but it's hard to tell within 2 days. lol

09:11 p.m.bottleddup `

Sunday, January 2, 2005

yea! my layout for 2005 ! finally done! actually wanted to do it up on the day o 2005 but i didnt get to finish it. haha. here it is` tada!

hope u like it. ;p

09:24 p.m.bottleddup `

Saturday, January 1, 2005

okay i quick entry here before i go off to east coast w my friends again. :D ehh yest was last day of 2004! kinda sad to think that thats e last year my batch n i would b in secondary sch...officially and then OFFICIALLY step into jc lifes or poly lifes? hais. 4 years just passed damn quickly.

class gathering yest at siao er's ah ma's house ! damn big! and v v v vnice..with 2 cute dogs at the back o her house ! :D the gatheirng was a success...and that candle thingy that we did our thanks w..really meaningful. :D 4GRACE rocks!

went countdown later. man.. travel from kovan back to khatib to put some stuff n bot WATERMELONS for my friends :S sheesh! nearly died of the travelling time. waaaaa. but head off to heeren took neoprints thn later went out and bot that fake snow spray. ahhhhhhh orchad road became DAMN havoc man. everyone started gettting themselves armed with a bottle of that stuff each and spraying at each other! even to ppl we dont know! and i got sprayed directly into my eye!! waaaaa and i was wearing contacts. )): haha..i'll describe e scene another time. now rushing to pack my stuff to cycle w them later! hahahah. new year's FUN.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

12:05 p.m.bottleddup `

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