this week! teachers day.
ice cream day w mitzy mal gracia n amanda yays!
townn w ailing and huiwen ate mokunyaki yumm plus plenty of intense mind boggling psychological challenged topics which only intellectual us can understand haha! :D
last practical piano exam with Ita Herbert hoho huge british woman with huge voice and a very tiny amount of patience
pw at my house zj gracia charm mockables!
campus soon? i hope. i dont like this me w/o His presence. i want His presence back no one wants me to go with me to Him. i know im with Him all the time but i cldnt cldnt cldnt approach Him the way i cld when i was in s3-4 i dont like it i really do hope and want to be back in His arms in His mercy and His love and grace. Im a new creation, new generation! okays i bet most of u dont understand wad the heck im talking about other than elaine (not u, my cally captain! another elaine) and elsa who doesnt read this blog ahah
geog assignment horrendous horrible and terrible! ):

okay enough. weilian won superstar. lin jun jie's stage presence is really fantastic wonder how he got spotted. lee kuan yew wrote an article on the geopolicities of babies and democracy published in tdy's papers go check it out.

yeah sure leave me alone forget me left me in the choking deluge of dust surrounding me in a hurricane of misery and responsibilities

my randomness is b/c stronger each day i have no idea wad i am talking about maybe b/c of the strong pressure to push this bulk of a requirement forward again and again in which this huge stone like bulk refuses to budge. wad am i supposed to do dont expect so much when there is nth else for u to do anymore haha

11:01 a.m.bottleddup `

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

haha cheehui's blog's song is so apt in her love life right now so funny!!! laughing away now ;O

the sch is making so much noise i can hear it from my balconey right here tpying away this entry resting at home to pysche up myself for piano exam later must keep really calm n collected or else i'll fumble shit man went to piano lesson ytd even with the last min playing n warming up i still fumbled at mrs tan's place SHIT MAN i think im gg to fail to depressing this is going to b worse than grade 7 i so hope that this time the examiner would b as nice at the grade 7 one pass me by 7 marks even if i failed all my 3 pieces SHIT MAN arghhhh im so freaking scared i have to b there by 10.15 i guess after this im gg to practise and warm up walk the whole neighbourhood up with my horrendous playing OH SHIT help me help me!!

elliot's so cute!
dont say u love me cos u dont even know me hahahah!
so freaking scared
closing everything around me shutting up
i cant wait till GOF is out!
wen called me ytd to wish me luck and such a long long long time since i laughed so hard!! :D:D i love her so much man plus her stupid 123 tissue paper song and her sister performing at the bkgd so miss those times WENNNNN when have the next gathering i wanna see u againnnn! go to ur house and slack and sing karaoke?? maybe i buy the latest karakoke cd and bring it over to blast it over ur stereo?? HOHO and sing until we zao xieaa ((:

chee wore her white hairband ytd! huiwen got her SAJC shirt haha funnyyy! lynette gave me dove choc made scott jealous! hoho :D
okayys i'll end here. gg to practise OH NO MY DOOMS DAYY! but its the last practical piano exam i'll have to go through!!!!! qte happy and sad at the same time i dno wad i'll do w/o piano lessons! cant see ranee and elliot already!! ): okayys byebyebyebyebye

08:15 a.m.bottleddup `

Monday, August 29, 2005

tdy is ice cream day la. ate sundae from swensen and tdy was also my papa's bday so also another ice cream cake so yays ice cream dayy! i cant wait till harry potter!

there are so many things i wanna blog about but tsk i think i shldnt dont wanna create too much confusion. and realised tt jc made my heart tougher, i guess. im not so easily jealous anymore. i guess i knew how to deal with all tt goes around me. i guess, i suppose, its my fault that everything happened this way.

10:02 p.m.bottleddup `

Saturday, August 27, 2005

JUST WATCHED THE TRAILER FOR HARRY POTTER!!!!!! VERY NICE OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!

06:53 p.m.bottleddup `

Saturday, August 27, 2005

realised sth. if anyone dares to mess with one of us all of us will be back to get that person back down lol!! happened thrice already. goshh.

happy for zy! :D
bbgt came my hse ytd night. elaine n xinyang stayed over! :D coolest
went out with charm gracia vanessa tina and huining ate the famous chicken rice at far east lalala! took neos :D

l.a. so xinku im gg to sleep anytime i lie time haha
need to study!!
4 more days to piano exam. SHIT. im so so so so dead.

06:08 p.m.bottleddup `

Thursday, August 25, 2005

this is so scary. dreamt tt i crushed a hamster like a biscuit in my hands and it still kept running around in my hands. studying is not good for ur health.

11:25 p.m.bottleddup `

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

yijun is my inspiration to work really hard! looking at how hard she muggs and bothers to tyr to catch up i feel like a pig and guess wad i've slacked for 2-3 hours st8 SHIT im so dead okay bye

07:06 p.m.bottleddup `

Sunday, August 21, 2005

i love my new shoes! :D

got my bro into letting me style his hair into a really funny mohican for the fun of it! :D hahaah sorry it was morning and i was bored from doing work. he was at the comp table playing his stickpage.com games so i took my wax and waxed it up! haha!

started to play kingdom hearts again ahhhhh damn nice but the fights are getting increasingly irritating.

09:19 p.m.bottleddup `

Saturday, August 20, 2005

hectic week! huiwen yvonne and huining's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY GIRLS! :D

cant really celebrate properly cos BBGT n class have celebration with them! hahaha then the cakes were really delicious! but the class cake had a worm on the sides! yucks! hahahaha

played ball ytd yay so happy can play ball after so long.

eyecandies!

but ytd ball had me with a bleeding thumb. well not exactly but it clotted under my nail so it hurts a teeny wee bit now.

10:41 a.m.bottleddup `

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

just wanna say thanks to zy and kb for holding out a conforting hand to hold on to (even if its imaginary! :D haha) thru this time. mh too. thank you so damn much i dno where i'd b w/o ur concern. (: im fine now, really! honest! cross my heart n swear teehee.

math is over think im so screwed up again la. missed another chance of redemption and I SAW SIQI TODAY! wow. kermin was bringing her around d sch tdy and waaaaaaa back in sg for awhile amazing!!! its a really good feeling to see someone familar someone ive seen for 4 years (same class) in some foreign environment (tho its already been 6 mth). really good feeling. and happy she's okayy all the while! bet she's excelling in everything she do now ahha!

UPDATE: finished Mammon Inc. by Tan Hwee Hwee a local writer not exactly a local writer but still its a really incredible piece of fiction every singaporean should read. gawd it really speaks volumes of our culture, our mixed heritage, and what kind of people we are. How can we be proud of ourselves when we sound like mindless gits? how can we claim ourselves to be uniquely singaporean when we dont even have something truely singaporean other than the merlion? amazingly, a problem the government/newspaper is trying to figure out these days is reflected in the book itself. we dont have a dish in singapore uniquely ours. and our embaressing attraction to the bait of the foerign world which despicably degarde us while we lick their boots oh gosh. :/ sorry ranting. an aftermath of reading a really incredible book. highly recommended!

02:58 p.m.bottleddup `

Monday, August 15, 2005

back in school. feeling a bit clastrophobic. wanna run back home and hide from everything else. the feeling came all of d sudden in a certain enlosed room in d sch. wanna just scream n let it out before. bonk. triangle bonked his head agst d chair with ' shit ' before he took his bag haha! cldnt stop laughing. dno y. haha!

bed time's 8-10pm for d past week. totally out from i dno what. so tired these few days.

went national library with my pw grp ppl haha the library qte nice! :D and finally we got some work done feel kinda guilty i didnt put in much for my group im so sorry!

resolution: get focused!

im losing it so soon
dno when im gna get myself back tog again.

08:59 a.m.bottleddup `

Friday, August 12, 2005

cynicism took over me the last couple of days. maybe it is just PMS or the ltc blues haha. yesterday left me a daze and a really bad headache. woke up tdy with horrible dizzy spells disorientated and unfocused chose not to go to sch replied all my pending msges and slept d day away woke up again but still d spells were still there pigged myself out with a loadful of noodles n icecream (yes i dont give a shit about my health) i woke up again tdy and found out from a single sms that i'd won a vcd hamper from 8 days cool i cant rmb which vcd i sent an entry for once again for d 3rd time in my life i've won such a thing. first was some comic thing second was the radio 98.7 LOTR exhibition tix and now this vcd hamper aint i a lucky girl.

msged del wen n elsa ytd i miss them so damn much a total of 4 msg in one go i think i was just gg mad they are the ones whom i can fight iwth cold war with ridicule with and have fun with and laugh my arse off with w/o any mutual dislike or fear of offending them cos they know who i am i know exactly who they are realised that damn i cant find another del wen and elsa, another deyijiang in jc. not a single one found cept their unique self stands so strong deep in my heart no one else can replace it. no new fship or wadsoever. even with distance and time they're there. i love you guys so damn much thanks for being there.

argh realised i use a lot of I. i shld really stop being so narcissic haha

01:23 p.m.bottleddup `

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

yayy! back from ltc. damn fun exp! didnt start out good with my group but slowly we bonded thn it became damn fun la hahaah. first day we did d quest, sth abt learning different forms of leaderships, thn second day we did kayaking. SUPER FUN i love kayaking tho kayak until my whole body ached. kayaked from jalan bethera to the causeway there. we cld even see m'sia from where we were! and we were i think the fasted sub camp to kayak to and fro back again haha! thn me and auds were so tired we started to sing while rowing to take our minds off and we went faster! hahah! and found out chun shi and fiona! i mean. i dont know them but they said they saw me before. chun shi was my pri 1 sch mate whom i dont rmb (shit!) and fiona said she saw me at d youth challenge lighthouse event which i dont rmb myself gg to tt event!! damn i really have STM! thn have this raft up thing then the tr i/c made us run to and fro at the ends of of our kayaks! scary exp!! ppl capsized or dropped into the water! but we managed to pull tt off! cool! and someone even said when they saw us doing it they feel like dialling: 1900-112-6868 HAHAH! corny la!

after tt was night time and we have night walk but our sub camp was the last to go so we learnt d proper skill to power nap effectively and basic massages for the shoulder n back! cool~~ ms auds massaged for me very shiok man! after tt was night walk damn corny they had facils to act out the LOTR characters to guide us thru a story based night walk n eliza was gandalf! ahahha 'MAKE HASTE MAKE HASTE' :D yuxian was aragorn and rhaidah was frodo ahhaha!

third day was land games aka team bldg qte fun n had to swing from tyre to tyre n walk on rope n stuff and yazid came back to us after ndp performance! thn had this raft bldg thing and OUR GROUP WAS D ONLY ONE WHO BUILT A RAFT TT FLOATED W/O BREKAING APART ! :D cool~ thanks to yazid's ncc trng last time!

last day was sentry at night which we typed out our theory work in d middle of d night n washed d toilets. :/ thn had high elements! my favourite! :D after tt was home swt home. qte a lot happened too much had happened qte sad to leave d camp and d bird houses full of lizards mosquitoes and the back grd sounds of ppl firing their tanks away from d nearby army camp having their practises. there i learnt wad was true leadership. learnt so much skills tt im so saturated now. got more new friends and memories. -salutes. hahaha!:D

11:10 a.m.bottleddup `

Friday, August 5, 2005

hve ltc later. wish me luck! 7hrs and 16k of kayaking! hm nth much. searched for d cadbury advert for d finale night realised there are 3 more cadbury adverts that are not shown on tv! amazing and d rest sounds nice too! i love butch walker's mixtape and the calling 'where ever you will go' and junyang and jj lin and JAY CHOU ahhhhhhh

random thots dno wad to type here. got a lot of stuff left undone! lucky for d holidays nxt wk after test shld really brush up my piano before i go for lessons again ltr i get repriminded for my lack of practise! only left 26 days to exam!! oh no!! im so dead.<> talking to del del ytd omg i miss her alot wanna hug tt lil' monster and talk crap n get lost in d streets and get into all sorts of trouble tog w her haha so many memories i miss her a lot!

damn i cant go FOP too!! missing out on hillsong AGAIN. i missed last yr's FOP too im so sad! why must camp b at d same days as FOP?!?! i have to wait another yr for them to come back again! really hope they do come back to sg!

09:40 a.m.bottleddup `

Tuesday, August 2, 2005

qte pissed off. if you know what im doing is wrong can u please tell me first before i get all d blame? whats d pt of being friends whn u dont act like one? enjoy seeing me get crushed when i dont have a single clue why im wrong? im sorry if ive offended u in anyway just let bygones b bygones cant b bothered. afterall, this IS a selfish world.

12:49 p.m.bottleddup `

Monday, August 1, 2005

fianlly went church ytd w elsa gosh damn long didnt see her alr miss her so much said my hair looks like gangster! box her la im gg to cut soon kae? haha worship so long pastor rpince finally preaching when i went! missed his preaching tho its super super long. haha. cant go campus this cmg sat have @#$^ ltc gosh im gg to camp out at jalan bethera arghhh at compp lab now doing eom. well. im supposed to. i have my article already got bored reading about it so im here now. but wanna blog about sth actually but im delaying it cos its just sounds too er. angry? hahaha maybe i just want some optimism first before i complain.

okay. here. just want to shoutout to this particular hypocrite (maybe that person's me? maybe its another.) stop acting like you sincerely and really care cos i really dont think you do. words comes out. a split personality you display makes me really wonder which is the real you. argh forget it. just some more time before you can get out of my sight n i nd not bother about you anymore.

09:50 a.m.bottleddup `

Saturday, July 30, 2005

one more hour till ure gone. one more hour till ure gone from this earth. argh crap. hewwwwww. ): good bye my friend. the earth's watered with her tears. the wind chills me to the very bones. blowing my tears off my face. the sky's grey. but the clouds are parting, making a way just for you. good bye my dearest hew.

i havent been online for so long that my typing's really horrible and i get a headache after 1hour online. gosh.

03:08 p.m.bottleddup `

Saturday, July 30, 2005

hew. rmb d first time i knew u? rmb d rose u requested rmb d day at d grandstand with jialormee rmb the days mocking me when im late n us rushing to the LT talking cock on d trian, on d way home with bean taking my ornage band and wearing it d whole day, spoiling d band n buying a new one just for us being d sweetest n prettiest girl/bung ive seen i miss messing up ur hair mocking at how d hairdresser had cut it so short for d first time u dared a new haircut miss d times i get to catch u arnd sch to rare d moments, due to d fact ur in sci im in arts rmb d time u jioed me to b OGL but i forgot to bring my photo n pangsehed u saw u being d spunky girl w an attitude the first name submitted on d counsillors board for OGL d first form ur messy handwriting

crap.

01:04 p.m.bottleddup `

Thursday, July 28, 2005

3x3 again just hope cn get over and done with hmm sorry about wad happened d other day for those who are there and those who know wad happened.

so tired these few days think im on d verge of falling extremely sick again like last time so sick i slept for one whole day. literally.

tdy had promo talk damnit im one of the few in d sch nd to buck up really hard thn rmbed ytd farewell jas said just listen in class n lecture if u dont have d time nor energy to do ur work. okay shall do tt no time to delay already only left a few more weeks for promo omg. my head wanna burst already.

everyone jiayou!

ytd official step down qte sad to see them step down officially then they passed on ankle weights cups and badges plus notes from eliza n wy haha thank u v much (:

i think im alright inside. no more ang mo eyes staring out n thru me. god. tho there's a tinge but i pretend that its not thr. perhaps my ignorance of it can squash it further and dissapate it into the air n never ever come back to haunt me? i really hope so. but i guess its just me learning to let go wahahah! yayS!Into the West
Annie Lennox

Lay down,
your sweet and weary head.
Night is falling.
You have come to journey’s end.

Sleep now, and dream
of the ones who came before.
They are calling,
from across a distant shore.

Why do you weep?
What are these tears upon your face?
Soon you will see.
All of your fears will pass away.
Safe in my arms,
you’re only sleeping.

What can you see,
on the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call?
Across the sea,
a pale moon rises.
The ships have come,
to carry you home.

And all will turn,
to silver glass.
A light on the water.
All souls pass.

Hope fades,
Into the world of night.
Through shadows falling,
Out of memory and time.

Don’t say,
We have come now to the end.
White shores are calling.
You and I will meet again.
And you’ll be here in my arms,
Just sleeping.

What can you see,
on the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call?
Across the sea,
a pale moon rises.
The ships have come,
to carry you home.

And all will turn,
to silver glass.
A light on the water.
Grey ships pass
Into the west.

02:46 p.m.bottleddup `

Sunday, July 24, 2005

finally farewell is over! tiring yet satisfying cos its a success but sad that the seniors are farewelled cos only a little bit of time interaction so qte weird. ah well jc only 2 years. ahhhhhh. sad.

01:13 a.m.bottleddup `

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

i hate GUYS who think violence make them manly cos they think it helps to boost their ego.
i just think they are extremely deprived and lack of self esteem and backbone.
i hate GUYS who tries to push blames on others.
i just think that they are too cowardly to face up the truth.
i hate GUYS who fabricate the truth and boast to all their friends.
i just think that they want people to look upon them as the victims.
i hate GUYS who spew vulgarities and think that 'it sucks not being able to hit girls'.
i think that they just lost their minds and logic tho i know not all are perfect but hey, try your best.
i hate GUYS who stalks.
i think they just lack the balls to confront face to face.
i hate GUYS who break their promises of trunce.
i think they just suck.

YOU know who i am TALKING bout. PLEASE go away. if not, well i dont know wad will happen.

on a happier note, this is a great song! :D

Sum 41
Pieces

I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me
I meant all the things that I said.

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me,
But it's the only thing that I have.

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.

On my own.

Ahh!

I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along.

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.

i love this song.

08:13 p.m.bottleddup `

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

omg have i said emergency room 24 hours is back ahhhhhh series 3! so happy wahahah

03:21 p.m.bottleddup `

Monday, July 18, 2005

to beleoved all. thsoe people who dont know the existence of GUESTBOOKS. haha i dont do tags. see the links there? the guestbook is in BOLD. so click on it and sign it. (: yeah

10:26 a.m.bottleddup `

Monday, July 18, 2005

Split of the sexes

An angel of truth and a dream of fiction,
A woman is a bumdle of contradiction,
She's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse,
But will tackle a stranger alone in the house.
Sour as a winegar, sweet as a rose,
She'll kiss you one minites, then turn up her noes,
She'll win you in a rage, enchant you in silk,
She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk,
At times she'll be vengeful, merry and sad.
Shell hate you like poison, and love you like mad.

The moods of a Man Hungry, Horny, Sleep.

got this poem from the newpaper haha qte cute! :D

d new parry hotter book is really good! short, sweet straight to the point and excellent! really satisfying and i cant wait to get the next book! no spoilers for ppl who havent read it haha but hardly anyone reads my blog nor parry hotter now so wads the point but i guess better safe than sorry?

Emergency Room 24 Hours is back! New sequel!! damn happy! shiok shiok. took me back to a few years ago when ms angela lent her that series to watch since i had nth to do at home and i got hooked instantly tho the plot is a bit detached but now the plot's smoother and its getting more exciting! :D japan's version of ER! super cool. haha! yay that hot sexy doctor is still playing his old part as the best surgeon in the hospital woohoo! :D

many things going on and i think im going to lag behind my studies yet again! wanna let go a bit of bball and sit down and really study but suddenly a tornado of events swept of us all off our feets spinning in one big circle of..stuff. haha! oops trying to act like my language is really powerful. failed trying to. hmm in short bbgt is really busy these days! hope d seniors wld like and appreciate it. thats all i ask of them. haha

01:06 a.m.bottleddup `

Thursday, July 14, 2005

damn my hard drive is a bit kooky burnt all my stuff into gues wad arnd 10 cds! each arnd 700 MB tts qte a lot of stuff i think cos i have qte a lot of MP3 hmm.

check this out!
someone called yizhen (not me) asked this qsn abt geog online n its answered haha
- link

more amusingly, there's another girl from china who shares d same name as me except she is one of the girls some parents want to adopt but failed. how sad.
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shit im so dead la piano exam in less than 2 mths and i ahvent even mastered my scales n my 3rd piece think its gonna be worse than my grade 7 exam SHITTTTT oh no!

10:06 p.m.bottleddup `

Sunday, July 10, 2005

hw elaine chee and yvonny came to my hosue to play tennis ytd!! :D:D damn fun. got cooked again under the sun arghh!! forgot to put sunscreen damnit! ltr on played pool haha not really good elaine was d pro of d day and yvonny damn cute la play pool can accidentally cut her hand and dont realise it was bleeding until a while later ahh cannot take it ytd hw and yvonny too much la bimboing arnd everywhere we go!

08:24 a.m.bottleddup `

Thursday, July 7, 2005

this music video came up after i watched LOST. reminded me of my cute jap guy! ):

James Blunt - You're Beautiful Lyrics
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F**king high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

shit i feel silly.
another song i have in my head for a long long time i think its really sweet n its from d game im trying to complete and my sis completed alr but anw its nice!

Utada Hikaru
Simple and Clean

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel
tonight
It's hard to let it go

You're giving me too many things
Lately you're all I need
You smiled at me and said,

Don't get me wrong I love you
But does that mean I have to meet your father?
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said "No,
I don't think life is quite that simple"

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel
tonight
It's hard to let it go

The daily things
that keep us all busy
all confusing me thats when u came to me and said,

Wish i could prove i love you
but does that mean i have to walk on water?
When we are older you'll understand
It's enough when i say so,
And maybe somethings are that simple

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel
tonight
It's hard to let it go

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel
tonight
It's hard to let it go

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

shit i feel even sillier. so many ups and downs on the first day of school i feel kinda stupid now dno whether im feeling sad or happy? cant tell. trng qte horrible cos its trng st8 for 2 days thn my whole body aches like some old granny now laid on my bed for a good 40 min w/o sleeping cos i dont feel like sleeping but my body is just too exhausdted physically to do anything else! mid years sucked big time please dont ask how much i got i just feel like jumping off the building anytime.

11:07 p.m.bottleddup `

Wednesday, July 6, 2005

haha london just won the bid for 2012 olympics! :D saw their advert for the olympic bid DAMN NICE hahahha! cant wait till olympics come again!

got SOCCER for pe! OMG just kill me pls i hate to play soccer tho i like to watch the game. wt hw yvonne pusa angie (finally!) came over ot my hse first before we went trng after their LC ooh can u catch tt haha. swam in d pool n thn went for lunch et cetera trng. OMG. so tiring cos stupid ankle suddenly pain again think cedar's just cursed man. everytime i go there everytime my ankle will hiurt again haah elaine helped me bandage me ankle thanks darling! thn jas lent me her ankel guard ahha thanks! it really helped me a lot!! :D:D aft trng went to play TENNIS! :D cool i havent touched the racket since jan so happy then got reminded of jeffery my coach! i miss him alot! disappointed him bbut i still miss him a lot! ahah his botak head n how he teaches us. miss elsa!! and the other girl who trained with us! ahhhhhh

i wanna see my jap guy again. ):

08:29 p.m.bottleddup `

Tuesday, July 5, 2005

gg to shop w wt n chee ltr! hais think im so horrible. dno wad to say at the right time. make ppl feel horrible all the time. hate me for trying to b matyr hate myself for being like that, wanting to chg but nth goes thru argh i dno wad im talking about. i want to see my jap guy again!

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Sunday, July 3, 2005

haha! last day of triathlon! :D better than ytd but longer than ytd too! was so damn tired i slept a while during the break! those crazy people ran the OLYMPIC DISTANCE today la! siao boh. its like, 1500m (1.5km) swim in the sea, 40km cycle and 10km run under the hot hot sun all in one shot! cant believe it man! and people actually finish it! GOOD FOR THERE like wad yuanzhen said, ALL OF THEM ARE WINNERS. (: first was the public followed by the relay and cooperate events all went rather smoothly i guess though there're pretty cute ppl who were wondering halfway thru their run why the hell they had signed up for this race. HAHAH so cute! :D cant blame them its damn tough la! yuanzhen was so shamelessly shameless today la brought her cameras and started taking photos of the athletes la! take n take gosh!! then after the whole thing ended we walked back to the tentage area guess wad THE WHOLE TEAM OF JAPANESE ATHLETES ARE THERE LA. then she approached them and dragged me in to take photo MAN they were reluctant la i think they recognise me from ytd's stint to get that jap guy's photo!!! ahhhhhhhhh! so embaressing! but cant help it he's just too cute! hahaha! got my 40 bucks! and got ugly tan lines from that event! but gained lots of experience cos road marshalling you nd to know how to b brave enough to approach the public to move! esp those obstinate and AP ones. haha! amazingly, the caucasians are the ones with the best attitudes. haha! amazing! and there were not only cute jap guys but there were cute china guys too! well i go for the asian guys the caucasians were not really that good looking. oh ya! the girls competing in the elite section look damn pro la!! but the downside is that they look TOO MUCH LIKE A MAN. GAWD. damn muscular and have super broad shoulders la. okays all in all great event! got great new friends like YUANZHEN and the other guy in our sector which looks kinda tough n unfriendly but actually qte gentlemanly (cos keep asking to help whn he sees that we girls were carrying too much stuff) and friendly and haha! helped YUANZHEN to ask that GUY (yes the one down at the bottom!) to take PHOTO with us! YUANZHEN I WANT THE GROUP PIC!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

have i mentioned? im super sunburnt! painful! and my papa says i look like a malay now! so chou3! ): booo. oh ya i love evonne's shades la! teehee! and tmr gg jue dui superstar quarters! hee! with jas lu wenting elaine and tkd friends! :D hee!

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Saturday, July 2, 2005

heehee! today was the triathlon thing very cool! :D tho i only knew me myself alone among all the run marshals lucky there was this ex st nicks girl from TJC in the same group as me! waited for frigging long time from 6 plus still 8 when the first batch of runners finally came! they are the kids event first OH MAN SUPER CUTE thos kids age 6-9 are the first event omg cant believe they really swam 200m, biked i think 3k and ran 2k WOAH amazing i wont have that much stamina if i was that age! and they are DAMN CUTE MAN! after that was the mini event. SAW MS TAY AND MARINA RUNNING LA SUPER FUNNY! :D and super cool! ms tay was like, HOW FAR MORE TO RUN AH?! and when i cheered marina she was like OEI HOW COME YOU DIDNT RUN?! and shouted damn loudly la! so cute! and damn happy COS I DIDNT SEE THEM FOR SUCH A LONG TIME ALREADY! :D heehee! after that was the ELITE damn so HOT before that have japs and international athletics coming in PLUS some from JAPAN and i saw this really cute japan guy number 181 for the race! then took notice of him and he was like, one of the leading guys in his event man! DAMN HOT ahhhhhhhhhhhh then managed to take one of the jap guys all of them are damn cute man! :D swooning la.

after that was the relay n such and dragged till arnd 1 ate lunch n bid farewell to meet up with jiang bo and wen at town got new studs damn happy cant wait to get anotehr ear hole ! :D

08:44 p.m.bottleddup `

Thursday, June 30, 2005

okay sth's wrong w my layout damnit. arghh dno maybe i shld make a new one but im super lazy haha finally can blog dno wads wrong with pitas ytd. hmmms anyway i think its the summer blues ! everyone's not feeling too good these days. hmm ytd celebrated chee's bday! her bday's today so..

happy bday pusa!

some photos are on her blog haha all about her! dont wanna put the photos here cos dont have the anti right click thing and copy paste function qte dangerous later ppl anyhow use the photos haha oops i think ive bc qte paraniod after some idiot stole my camera in school! damnit! whoever is that stupid asshole just burn in hell man. argh. okay. i shld really forgive, my religion tells me so but. its hard!

haha right after exams shopped celebrated pusa's bday took neos (damn nice everyone looks so pretty! and huwen ur eyes are so monterously big!) today back to sch play ball yay the sch courts are ready then play agst my neighbour from amaranda! omg then he lives just below me la dont dare to play my horrendous piano anymore and above me lives gorndon la ltr they all come gang up and barr me from playing anymore cos its too horrible! nightmares. after tt they come over to my hosue to swim a bit then saw lynette! finally! after that went j8 look for bball nets dont have thn elaine found them after we split to go hougang (elaine n jaslu went) and toapayoh (me hw n wt) went in d end elaine found them so me hw n wt went mos drank ice tea till we're freezing!!! thn left haha all these till 6!! im so shagged finished hitchhikers yay can move on to other books ahhhahah

11:09 p.m.bottleddup `

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

midyears are over upcoming wld b parents day omg dont know wad the trs wld say about me? damnit hahah think i got too paraniod in the previous post and was rather annoyed with that guy but anyway thanks zhiying for the post! love you darling. finally fixed up my links hope i rmbed everyone or else i just lost ur links please do post them on my guestbook k? its in BOLD if u cant see. haha!

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