Quiz
Monday, March 8, 2004 08:45 p.m.
You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
brought to you by Quizilla School Fire
Monday, March 8, 2004 07:02 a.m.
Wow. There's no school for me today because there was a fire at school...don't know quite what to say about that. I wonder if it was a small fire or a big one? I wonder if we'll be shipped off to other schools? Hmmm... Hidalgo
Friday, March 5, 2004 06:13 p.m.
I saw Hidalgo this afternoon! YAY! ^_____________^ It was a really good movie, and I was so happy when I found out there was no romance! Finally! It's based on a true story too, which is kinda neat. I won't say much 'cause I don't want to spoil it for you all, but I'll say that it made me tear up twice. I didn't actually cry, but I did get a bit emotional. :P Field Trip
Friday, March 5, 2004 02:32 p.m.
Well, the field trip to Washington DC was a bit of a disappointment. I had to wake up at 5 in the morning and there weren't enough seats on the bus so there were three people in my seat. We spent like a grand total of 10 minutes in the White House. Wow. (note the sarcasm)
Afterwards, we went to the FDR memorial and the WWII memorial. It was so freakin' COLD! >.< We went to the Supreme Court next. I got this cute turtle candle holder and mini candles, and Sara got me a really purrty silver turtle bracelet. Arigato! When we finally went to the lecture, I fell asleep. ^^;; Then we went to the museum of American History and ate lunch. The food there was sooo expensive! Finally, we stopped at the little plaza for 15 min so the people who didn't eat at the museum could get food. Late night ramblings
Thursday, March 4, 2004 12:00 a.m.
FF.net is acting screwy, and no one's really updating. I'm trying to do my math homework, but i'm not really understanding anything. I'm sitting online with no one to talk to. There's a spanish test tomorrow I'm probably going to fail. Things just aren't going my way, are they?
Lately, I've been feeling a bit down in the dumps. Nothing really matters anymore because I don't really matter. It's really lonely when no one really knows what going on with me, and there's no one to talk to. The situation at home isn't getting any better. My parents are convinced that I'm a failure and that I won't get into college or anywhere in life. I must say I have to agree though. My GPA sucks, and I don't have nearly enough extra stuff to put on my transcript. I'm feeling so overwhelmed, and the stress is building up. Can I get kidney stones from this?
Maybe it's just because I'm all alone tonight. I tend to get sentimental late at night. (or early in the morning) I find myself not caring anymore because I know that if I do, I'll snap. If I really put my efforts into anything and if I really look at my problems, I'll see how much of a failure I really am. I can't find myself; I don't know where the real me begins and ends. Who am I? Boredom
Wednesday, March 3, 2004 10:39 p.m.
Is it possible to die from boredom? 'Cause I think I am. Mebbe I should go and study for the huge spanish test tomorrow, but I dun feel like it. Maybe I should do my math hw, but I dun feel like it. I'm suck a loozer. Comp Sci
Wednesday, March 3, 2004 09:38 a.m.
I'm in comp sci right now. I should be studying for the gov exam, but im not. Well, I was but im not right now. I just finished the english exam, it was not fun. T.T I'm probably going to fail the gov exam anyway. >.< EEP! Change
Sunday, February 29, 2004 09:12 p.m.
They say people can always change, that one can change for the better. But you know, that's not true. I know it isn't, because I can't change. I can't, not when their screams echo in my head at every waking hour, not when my dreams are haunted by their dying, accusing eyes. No, I can't change, because I know I'll do anything to get a moment of blessed silence. I know I won't hesitate to kill again if it means I can regain a shred of my tattered sanity.
For now, I'll lay down my sword and play your games. I won't kill anyone or shed any blood; I'll abide by your wishes, for now. I'll try to make you happy and let you think you've won me over, but that's all I can do. I'll lie to you at every corner to keep up this facade, but one day it won't be enough.
You can say I've changed, but I haven't. I know that if someone comes along and offers me silence, sanity, a peace of mind -- I know I'll do anything for them if they'll give it to me. I'll stop at nothing, even if it means killing you. Because there are voices in my head that won't be quiet, because there are stains upon my soul that can never be washed away, because I've fallen too far to be redeemed and all I can hope for is silence. Even if it's a silence bought with a hundred thousand lives.
I'm a killer, you know? I'm swimming in a red river of blood, and you're just a single rock I'm clinging to. Someday, the river will take me away, because there's nothing that can withstand nature's current, my current. There's nothing that will keep the sleeping beast within me at bay. There's a saying for people like me: once a killer, always a killer. That will never change.
Heh, this is another short little piece I wrote today. Geez, my thoughts are dark. :P All of this is probably due to the fact that I'm rereading all the ficcies I put under my favorites list at ff.net. Those are all dark too. ^^ No dark without light
Sunday, February 29, 2004 04:31 p.m.
Can you see, can you see,
the eternal darkness?
Can you see, can you see,
how it swallows up life, leaving behind
but a pinprick of light?
Look, look at the night sky.
Do you see those stars, twinkling in
the distance?
Do you see the moon, illuminating
the night?
But still, but still,
More darkness than light.
Do you ever stop and wonder why?
Why the darkness doesn't
cover up the light?
Because it needs the light,
don't you know?
Without light,
there would be no dark.
The light would be blinding,
and if there's only light,
who's to say it's light?
Without dark,
there would be no light.
The dark would be endless
nothing to define it.
Why then, would it be called dark?
Light defines dark,
dark defines light.
don't you know?
So you see, now you see,
how darkness survives?
How the light lets us see it,
and how, and why
dark defines light?
I wrote this piece after reading a whole bunch of ficies by Nek0-chan. (Not the one at school, the one on ff.net) Her one-shots are really disturbing, but they get you thinking. :P In government
Friday, February 27, 2004 12:49 p.m.
Well, I'm sitting in the bat cave for government and I'm freezing my ass off. >.< I'm tired, have a slight headache, jungry, and I don't feel like working. I want my own computer! MSA
Wednesday, February 25, 2004 08:04 p.m.
Well, today I took the first part of the Maryland School Assesment. It was so easy, but then again I could have gotten a lot wrong because half of the questions they asked were opinion questions. They really shouldn't do that kind of stuff. I always get those wrong on the "offisial" tests because I'm in GT and GT students are taught to analyze the information in a different way that the regular students do. It's really quite stoopid.
In government, we saw the funniest video about freedom of speech and when it's allowed and not allowed. It really gets you thinking. I mean, who says what you're allowed to say and what you aren't allowed to say? And the whole entire thing about how this movie from way back offended the Catholic Religion? Bullshit. I just think religion is a whole bunch of baloney. It only makes things so much harder and if everything had to satisfy religion, we might as well live in isolated bubbles. Science
Thursday, February 19, 2004 07:52 p.m.
I hate science. No one knows how to answer the questions in the lab report. Urg. ::dies:: DelayDelayDelay
Tuesday, February 17, 2004 09:41 p.m.
I want a 2 hour delay tomorrow. I want a delay. DelayDelayDealy. NationStates.net
Friday, February 6, 2004 10:40 p.m.
I have created a nation:
UN Category: Democratic Socialists
Civil Rights: Average Economy: Developing Political
Freedoms: Below Average
Location: The East Pacific
The Republic of Renangel is a tiny, environmentally stunning nation, renowned for its strong anti-business politics. Its hard-nosed population of 5 million are fiercely patriotic and enjoy great social equality; they tend to view other, more capitalist countries as somewhat immoral and corrupt.
The enormous, socially-minded government juggles the competing demands of Law & Order, Religion & Spirituality, and Social Welfare. The average income tax rate is 32%, but much higher for the wealthy. Private enterprise is illegal, but for those in the know there is a slick and highly efficient black market in Basket Weaving.
Crime is moderate. Renangel's national animal is the dragon, which frolics freely in the nation's many lush forests, and its currency is the ren.
Create your own nation: www.nationstates.net Boredom
Friday, February 6, 2004 04:10 p.m.
I bored. So bored. BOOOREEEED!!!! Not going to school is good and all, but I'm bored! >.< Someone save me! Sleep
Thursday, February 5, 2004 05:12 p.m.
I am sooo tired. I need sleeeeeeeep. I dun wanna go to school tomorrow. >.< Ice
Thursday, February 5, 2004 11:29 a.m.
THERE SHOULD HAVE BEEN A DELAY! This morning our whole bus was late because we were stuck due to the ice. I was on the bus for 30 minutes before we finally got free. It was so icy out that it wasn't even funny. I believe that we should have had the day off or a delay. It was a lot icier today than it was yesterday.
Im so huuuuuuuuuungry. T.T No Power
Wednesday, February 4, 2004 01:45 p.m.
Well, there was a two hour delay today. Sara came over in the morning to ride the bus with me. In reality, I don't think we should ahve gone to school at all; there was so much ice. >.<
We came to school and during first period I found out that there was no power in half of the school. Yet another reason we should have been able to stay at home.
Then, during second period, there was a fire drill. The reason: there was a water leak that short circuted something that set off the alarm.
Mrs. Coates was really stressed when third period came around. You could tell that she was about to snap any minute.
Because of the power outage the server was down. Thus there is no internet. I almost died from boredom until I went on Hahne's computer. I'm on dial up right now. It's soooooo slow. >.< White snow, Cold snow
Saturday, January 31, 2004 11:54 a.m.
White snow
upon your shoulders.
Can you feel its weight?
Cold snow
by your feet.
Are you feeling numb?
No School
Tuesday, January 27, 2004 11:18 a.m.
No school today. YES! ^__________^ Hopefully there won't be any school for the rest of the week either. It's gonna be hell at the end of the school year because of this, but I really dun feel like going to school in the winter. It's too COLD! New Layout
Monday, January 26, 2004 02:13 p.m.
Well, I finally got this layout working. Mucho thnx to Sara. ^__________^ This is best viewed full screen. The whole entire thing about the Snow Princess tears is from a manga (I think it's called Shirohime) by CLAMP. I couldn't quite remember what the tears really represented, but I think the whole "mankind's sorrow" thing is pretty accurate. ::shruggz:: I would go to Borders to check, but they haven't plowed our area yet.
SNOW SNOW SNOW! Hopefully it'll mean no school tomorrow. ^^
Monday, March 8, 2004 08:45 p.m.
You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
brought to you by Quizilla School Fire
Monday, March 8, 2004 07:02 a.m.
Wow. There's no school for me today because there was a fire at school...don't know quite what to say about that. I wonder if it was a small fire or a big one? I wonder if we'll be shipped off to other schools? Hmmm... Hidalgo
Friday, March 5, 2004 06:13 p.m.
I saw Hidalgo this afternoon! YAY! ^_____________^ It was a really good movie, and I was so happy when I found out there was no romance! Finally! It's based on a true story too, which is kinda neat. I won't say much 'cause I don't want to spoil it for you all, but I'll say that it made me tear up twice. I didn't actually cry, but I did get a bit emotional. :P Field Trip
Friday, March 5, 2004 02:32 p.m.
Well, the field trip to Washington DC was a bit of a disappointment. I had to wake up at 5 in the morning and there weren't enough seats on the bus so there were three people in my seat. We spent like a grand total of 10 minutes in the White House. Wow. (note the sarcasm)
Afterwards, we went to the FDR memorial and the WWII memorial. It was so freakin' COLD! >.< We went to the Supreme Court next. I got this cute turtle candle holder and mini candles, and Sara got me a really purrty silver turtle bracelet. Arigato! When we finally went to the lecture, I fell asleep. ^^;; Then we went to the museum of American History and ate lunch. The food there was sooo expensive! Finally, we stopped at the little plaza for 15 min so the people who didn't eat at the museum could get food. Late night ramblings
Thursday, March 4, 2004 12:00 a.m.
FF.net is acting screwy, and no one's really updating. I'm trying to do my math homework, but i'm not really understanding anything. I'm sitting online with no one to talk to. There's a spanish test tomorrow I'm probably going to fail. Things just aren't going my way, are they?
Lately, I've been feeling a bit down in the dumps. Nothing really matters anymore because I don't really matter. It's really lonely when no one really knows what going on with me, and there's no one to talk to. The situation at home isn't getting any better. My parents are convinced that I'm a failure and that I won't get into college or anywhere in life. I must say I have to agree though. My GPA sucks, and I don't have nearly enough extra stuff to put on my transcript. I'm feeling so overwhelmed, and the stress is building up. Can I get kidney stones from this?
Maybe it's just because I'm all alone tonight. I tend to get sentimental late at night. (or early in the morning) I find myself not caring anymore because I know that if I do, I'll snap. If I really put my efforts into anything and if I really look at my problems, I'll see how much of a failure I really am. I can't find myself; I don't know where the real me begins and ends. Who am I? Boredom
Wednesday, March 3, 2004 10:39 p.m.
Is it possible to die from boredom? 'Cause I think I am. Mebbe I should go and study for the huge spanish test tomorrow, but I dun feel like it. Maybe I should do my math hw, but I dun feel like it. I'm suck a loozer. Comp Sci
Wednesday, March 3, 2004 09:38 a.m.
I'm in comp sci right now. I should be studying for the gov exam, but im not. Well, I was but im not right now. I just finished the english exam, it was not fun. T.T I'm probably going to fail the gov exam anyway. >.< EEP! Change
Sunday, February 29, 2004 09:12 p.m.
They say people can always change, that one can change for the better. But you know, that's not true. I know it isn't, because I can't change. I can't, not when their screams echo in my head at every waking hour, not when my dreams are haunted by their dying, accusing eyes. No, I can't change, because I know I'll do anything to get a moment of blessed silence. I know I won't hesitate to kill again if it means I can regain a shred of my tattered sanity.
For now, I'll lay down my sword and play your games. I won't kill anyone or shed any blood; I'll abide by your wishes, for now. I'll try to make you happy and let you think you've won me over, but that's all I can do. I'll lie to you at every corner to keep up this facade, but one day it won't be enough.
You can say I've changed, but I haven't. I know that if someone comes along and offers me silence, sanity, a peace of mind -- I know I'll do anything for them if they'll give it to me. I'll stop at nothing, even if it means killing you. Because there are voices in my head that won't be quiet, because there are stains upon my soul that can never be washed away, because I've fallen too far to be redeemed and all I can hope for is silence. Even if it's a silence bought with a hundred thousand lives.
I'm a killer, you know? I'm swimming in a red river of blood, and you're just a single rock I'm clinging to. Someday, the river will take me away, because there's nothing that can withstand nature's current, my current. There's nothing that will keep the sleeping beast within me at bay. There's a saying for people like me: once a killer, always a killer. That will never change.
Heh, this is another short little piece I wrote today. Geez, my thoughts are dark. :P All of this is probably due to the fact that I'm rereading all the ficcies I put under my favorites list at ff.net. Those are all dark too. ^^ No dark without light
Sunday, February 29, 2004 04:31 p.m.
Can you see, can you see,
the eternal darkness?
Can you see, can you see,
how it swallows up life, leaving behind
but a pinprick of light?
Look, look at the night sky.
Do you see those stars, twinkling in
the distance?
Do you see the moon, illuminating
the night?
But still, but still,
More darkness than light.
Do you ever stop and wonder why?
Why the darkness doesn't
cover up the light?
Because it needs the light,
don't you know?
Without light,
there would be no dark.
The light would be blinding,
and if there's only light,
who's to say it's light?
Without dark,
there would be no light.
The dark would be endless
nothing to define it.
Why then, would it be called dark?
Light defines dark,
dark defines light.
don't you know?
So you see, now you see,
how darkness survives?
How the light lets us see it,
and how, and why
dark defines light?
I wrote this piece after reading a whole bunch of ficies by Nek0-chan. (Not the one at school, the one on ff.net) Her one-shots are really disturbing, but they get you thinking. :P In government
Friday, February 27, 2004 12:49 p.m.
Well, I'm sitting in the bat cave for government and I'm freezing my ass off. >.< I'm tired, have a slight headache, jungry, and I don't feel like working. I want my own computer! MSA
Wednesday, February 25, 2004 08:04 p.m.
Well, today I took the first part of the Maryland School Assesment. It was so easy, but then again I could have gotten a lot wrong because half of the questions they asked were opinion questions. They really shouldn't do that kind of stuff. I always get those wrong on the "offisial" tests because I'm in GT and GT students are taught to analyze the information in a different way that the regular students do. It's really quite stoopid.
In government, we saw the funniest video about freedom of speech and when it's allowed and not allowed. It really gets you thinking. I mean, who says what you're allowed to say and what you aren't allowed to say? And the whole entire thing about how this movie from way back offended the Catholic Religion? Bullshit. I just think religion is a whole bunch of baloney. It only makes things so much harder and if everything had to satisfy religion, we might as well live in isolated bubbles. Science
Thursday, February 19, 2004 07:52 p.m.
I hate science. No one knows how to answer the questions in the lab report. Urg. ::dies:: DelayDelayDelay
Tuesday, February 17, 2004 09:41 p.m.
I want a 2 hour delay tomorrow. I want a delay. DelayDelayDealy. NationStates.net
Friday, February 6, 2004 10:40 p.m.
I have created a nation:
UN Category: Democratic Socialists
Civil Rights: Average Economy: Developing Political
Freedoms: Below Average
Location: The East Pacific
The Republic of Renangel is a tiny, environmentally stunning nation, renowned for its strong anti-business politics. Its hard-nosed population of 5 million are fiercely patriotic and enjoy great social equality; they tend to view other, more capitalist countries as somewhat immoral and corrupt.
The enormous, socially-minded government juggles the competing demands of Law & Order, Religion & Spirituality, and Social Welfare. The average income tax rate is 32%, but much higher for the wealthy. Private enterprise is illegal, but for those in the know there is a slick and highly efficient black market in Basket Weaving.
Crime is moderate. Renangel's national animal is the dragon, which frolics freely in the nation's many lush forests, and its currency is the ren.
Create your own nation: www.nationstates.net Boredom
Friday, February 6, 2004 04:10 p.m.
I bored. So bored. BOOOREEEED!!!! Not going to school is good and all, but I'm bored! >.< Someone save me! Sleep
Thursday, February 5, 2004 05:12 p.m.
I am sooo tired. I need sleeeeeeeep. I dun wanna go to school tomorrow. >.< Ice
Thursday, February 5, 2004 11:29 a.m.
THERE SHOULD HAVE BEEN A DELAY! This morning our whole bus was late because we were stuck due to the ice. I was on the bus for 30 minutes before we finally got free. It was so icy out that it wasn't even funny. I believe that we should have had the day off or a delay. It was a lot icier today than it was yesterday.
Im so huuuuuuuuuungry. T.T No Power
Wednesday, February 4, 2004 01:45 p.m.
Well, there was a two hour delay today. Sara came over in the morning to ride the bus with me. In reality, I don't think we should ahve gone to school at all; there was so much ice. >.<
We came to school and during first period I found out that there was no power in half of the school. Yet another reason we should have been able to stay at home.
Then, during second period, there was a fire drill. The reason: there was a water leak that short circuted something that set off the alarm.
Mrs. Coates was really stressed when third period came around. You could tell that she was about to snap any minute.
Because of the power outage the server was down. Thus there is no internet. I almost died from boredom until I went on Hahne's computer. I'm on dial up right now. It's soooooo slow. >.< White snow, Cold snow
Saturday, January 31, 2004 11:54 a.m.
White snow
upon your shoulders.
Can you feel its weight?
Cold snow
by your feet.
Are you feeling numb?
No School
Tuesday, January 27, 2004 11:18 a.m.
No school today. YES! ^__________^ Hopefully there won't be any school for the rest of the week either. It's gonna be hell at the end of the school year because of this, but I really dun feel like going to school in the winter. It's too COLD! New Layout
Monday, January 26, 2004 02:13 p.m.
Well, I finally got this layout working. Mucho thnx to Sara. ^__________^ This is best viewed full screen. The whole entire thing about the Snow Princess tears is from a manga (I think it's called Shirohime) by CLAMP. I couldn't quite remember what the tears really represented, but I think the whole "mankind's sorrow" thing is pretty accurate. ::shruggz:: I would go to Borders to check, but they haven't plowed our area yet.
SNOW SNOW SNOW! Hopefully it'll mean no school tomorrow. ^^