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I should be studying...
Tuesday, June 15, 2004 11:01 p.m.
I just finished watching the first arc of Naruto...again. It's so sad! T_________T Amazing how it can still make me cry after all of this time.
I really should be studying... Darkness
Friday, June 11, 2004 10:15 a.m.
Well, I'm in comp sci right now, totally bored and tired. >.< So I guess I'll write this up, it's been in my mind for a while now. I might actually use this piece to start a book or somethin' lol.
The first thing I remember is darkness. It was everywhere, swarming around me and engulfing my world. At first, I remember being terrified, glass was shattering and someone was screaming. It might have been me, I don't really know. But then, the darkness was there, cradling me and shielding me from something. I felt safe, warm, loved. He was there too, you know. The darkness reminded me of him, and when I cried, it parted and he came for me. I was five. Yet another one...
Tuesday, June 8, 2004 02:36 p.m.
Another survey stolen from Sara...
001. What is your name? serena
002. Spell your name backwards. aneres
003. Date of birth: 09.6.1988
004. Male or female? female 005. Astrological sign: virgo 006. Nicknames: renangel, rena, ren, sere, anechan
007. Occupation? student
008. Height: 5'
009. Weight: dunno
010. Hair color: black
011. Eye color: brown
012. Where were you born? Howard County General Hospital
013. Where do you reside now? on the borderline of laurel and columbia
014. Age: 15
015. Screen names: tenyo empress
016. E-mail addy: tenyo_empress@yahoo.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? celestial empress (but i spelled celestial wrong. its supposed to be tennyo not tenyo. o well)
018. What is your journal name? its has a name?
019. What does your journal stand for? boredness
020. Pets: two fish. DIE ALREADY
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? dunno
022. Piercings? none
023. Tattoo's? premenant? none
024. Shoe size: varies
025. Righty or lefty? righty
026. Wearing: the same thing i wore to skool
027. Hearing: the sound of the keyboard
028. Feeling: bored and hot
029. Eating/drinking: nothing, but i am very hungary
((Friends Stuff)))
Which one of your friends is the.
030. Craziest? sara
031. Loudest? sara
032. Nicest? austin
033. Bitchiest? ummm....
034. Life of the Party? jackie and lynn
035. Jock? well, austin plays volleyball...
036. Prep? either angela or lynn
037. Rebel? jackie and michael
038. Cutest? Eugene! (not the one from skool)
039. Best friend of the same sex? sara
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? austin
041. Most popular? i wouldn't really kno, they dun all go to the same skool as me
042. Rudest? michael
043. Most shy? angela, mebbe. im not quite sure how she is at skool
044. Dumbest? i dun wanna hurt his feelings...
045. Smartest? austin
046. Weirdest? me
047. Has the best hair? jeff, it's so soft!
048. Best personality? they're all unique
049. Most talented? catherine
050. Most ghetto? michael (he tries to b anyway...)
051. Most spoiled? jonathan
052. Drama queen? jackie
053. Pain in the ass? michael
054. Funniest? i dun kno actually
055. Best advice giver? i nvr really talk about my problems with anyone...
056. Druggie? soon to be michael, prob. but if he does...I'LL KILL HIM!
057. Most likely to join a cult? c # 56
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? yes
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? austin (i even have the baby picture!)
060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? 10 or so
~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? truely, deeply? never
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? 2 one is my mom and the other is my sis...when she wants something from me
063. How many people have you been in love with? in a b/f sense? none
064. How many people have you kissed? 2 my parents. how pathetic iz that?
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? yes (once again, my mom)
066. How many people have you dated? none (does an online one count?)
067. What do you look for in a guy? see prior guy survey thing
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? height. im kinda blind here
069. What type of guy do you usually go for? depends
070. Do you have a bf/gf? no
071. If so where did you meet them? see above
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? see above
073. Do you have a crush right now? no
074. If so who is it? see above
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? no
076. Do you remember your first love? nvr had one
077. Who is the first person you kissed? either my mom or dad, i dunno
078. Do you believe in fate? not really
079. Do you believe in soul mates? not really
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? errrr...
missing a few numbers here....
~Family Stuff~
104. How many siblings do you have? 1
105. What are your parents names? raymond + cynthia (now hao-chiu)
106. What are your siblings names? iris
107. How many siblings does your mother have? 3
108. How many siblings does your father have? 4
109. Where are your parents from? taiwan
110. Is your family close? used to be, we're kinda drifting apart now
111. Does your family get together for holidays? no
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? i dun think so
113. Any medical problems run through your family? yes
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? i dun think so
115. Do you have any nieces? no
117. Do you have step parents? no
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? im not sure, my grandpa ran away when he was younger, but i dunno if he was ever disowned
119. If so for what? see above
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? yes
~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? i dunno
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? britney spears
123. What's the best cd you own? the ones i actually bought?
124. What song do you absolutely hate? anything by sheryl crow and all rap ones
125. Do you sing in the shower? i used to
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? i dun have a special someone
missing some numbers
~Favorites~
152. Color: red
153. Food: asian
154. Song: wherever you will go
155. Show: american? friends
156. School subject: none
157. Band/singer: i can't pick
158. Animal: they used to be horses
159. Outfit: anything comfortable and decent looking
160. Radio station: none
161. Movie: none
162. Pair of shoes: they were thrown away a long time ago
163. Cartoon: anime?
164. Actor: dun have one
165. Actress: dun have one
166. Potato chip: barbecue flavored
167. Drink: something fruity
168. Alcholic drink: haven't really had any
169. Holiday: christmas! gifts! no school! get togethers! *____*
170. Perfume/cologne: none
171. Pizza topping: cheese
172. Jello flavor: dun really care
173. Lunch meat: there's a difference btwn lunch meat and other meat?
174. Board game: can't decide
175. Video game: can't decide
176. Website: fanfiction.net
177. Book: can't decide
178. Computer game: i dun play computer games
179. Number: 13
180. Cereal: cinnamon toast crunch
181. Comedian: none
182. Dessert: can't decide
183. Disney character: can't decide
184. Clothing store: the cheap ones
185. Past time: reading fanfiction
186. Teacher: none
187. Childhood toy: i dun remember
188. Carnival game/ride: can't decide
189. Candy bar: can't decide
190. Magazine: newtype
191. Salad dressing: HONEY MUSTARD!
192. Thing to do on the weekend: well, all i ever do is sit in front of the computer
193. Hot drink: hot chocolate!
194. Season: spring/summer
195. Sport to watch: i dun watch sports 196. Person to talk to online: sara
~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? they change constantly
198. What color are your bedroom walls? u can't really see them anymore
199. Do you have posters on your wall? yes
200. If so of what? too many to list
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? no
202. How many pillows are on your bed? 1
203. What do you normally sleep in? whatever
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: silky ones
205. What size bed do you have? twin
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? bunkbed
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? sometimes
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: dun remember, i kinda pass out at night
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? i try to, but they somehow end up underneath the bed whenever i wake up...
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 1
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? how should i know? im sleeping!
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? no
214. Do you snore? i won't admit anything
215. How about drool? no
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yes
217. What color is the carpet in your room? u can't c it
218. What's under your bed? i have no clue
And im gonna stop there, this is gettin gkinda booring. >.< Boredness
Monday, June 7, 2004 10:16 p.m.
I'm bored. Really really bored. So I'm gonna do this survery I stole from Sara. XD
~~ Basic Facts About You (Both Sexes) ~~
1.) Name: Serena
2.) Age: 15
3.) Gender: Female
4.) Sexuality: Straight (but wishes she could be Bi: hey, then u won't have any problems gettin a date. lol XD)
~~ Your Mate's Physical Qualities (Both Sexes) ~~
1.) Age: anything within a 10 year range (preferably older tho)
2.) Height: taller than me but not too tall
3.) Ethnicity: no pref
4.) Hair Color: no pref
5.) Hair Texture: clean
6.) Eye Color: no pref
7.) Body Type: ummm prob lean
8.) Hair Length: i'd say long, but it seems most guys can't pull that off in the real world...
9.) Glasses: no pref
10.) Braces: no
11.) Grooming Habits: ummm all? as long as he's not a narsissist (sp?)
~~ Your Mate's Physical Qualities (Male) ~~
1.) Beard: no
2.) Mustache: no
3.) Abs: ???
4.) Macho Man or Romantic: somewhere in between
5.) Boxers or Breifs: no pref
6.) Piercings: one on the ear! ^^
~~ Your Mate's Physical Qualities (Female) ~~
my comments
1.) Girly or Tomboy: somewhere in between 2.) Large Chest or Small: does it really matter?
3.) Makeup: only a little
4.) Jewlry: occasionally
5.) High Maintainence or Low: meaning plastic surgery? none
~~ Your Mate's Personality (Both Sexes) ~~
1.) Outgoing or Shy: either's fine
2.) Sense of Humor: some
3.) Talker or Listener: both
4.) Openess with Emotions: i dun really care, as long as he won't get mad at me 4 tryin to figure out wut he's thinkin
5.) Dominant or Submissive: dominant by a little bit
6.) Sensitive or Tough-Skinned: somewhere in between 7.) Good or Bad: ??? no criminal records
8.) Intellect: someone at my level
~~ Your Mate's Hobbies (Both Sexes) ~~
1.) Sports: as long as he's not a fanatic, i dun really care
2.) Music: anything not rap or classical
3.) Writing: dun really care
4.) Computers: a must
5.) Reading: yes
6.) Volunteer Work: dun care
7.) Gaming: as long as he's not a fanatic
8.) Other: he should b able to put up with my craziness and obsessions
~~ Your Mate's Morals (Both Sexes) ~~
1.) Drinking: ocassionally 2.) Sex: ummm...i'll answer that one in a few years
3.) Drugs: only if they're prescription
4.) Smoking: NO
~~ Your Mate's Romantic Side (Both Sexes) ~~
1.) Frequency of Calls: is once a day too much to ask?
2.) Frequency of Time Spent together: i wanna at least see him every day, the amount of time doesn't really matter
3.) Ideal Date: no clue
4.) Cuddling vs Making Out: i've nvr really made out so i dun really kno; prob cuddling tho
5.) Group Dating or Not: dun care
6.) Gift Giving: ^__________________^
7.) PDA: hugging, holding hands, and a teeny bit of kissing
8.) Saying "I Love You": errr....not that often 'cause then it kinda looses its effect
9.) BF/GF, Best Friend, or Both: ??? i dun kno how to answer that one...
~~ Your Mate's Style (Both Sexes) ~~ Describe How Your Mate Would Dress: i really dun care as long as the colors don't clash and it's not somethin gangsters would wear
~~ Your Mate In Summary (Both Sexes) ~~ Summarize Your Mate: c above, all of above Troy
Saturday, May 22, 2004 06:43 p.m.
I just came back from watching Troy...I can barely keep my eyes open they're so swollen. (cried waaaaaay too much) It was actually a pretty good movie, although it could have done without the sex and sap. I do NOT need to see people's naked butts. >.<
HEEEEEECTOOOOOORRRRRR!!!! YOU CAN'T DIE!!! T.T He was my favorite character and he died. T________________T My second favorite, Achilles' cousin, died too. NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Paris should have died, Helen should have died, hech, Odysseus should have died!
By the way, does anyone know who played Hector and Achilles cousin (a name would be nice too)? I think I've seen them before... Uhhhhh.....
Friday, May 21, 2004 09:57 a.m.
Yea...so, I dun know if u know the thing Sara did in middle school, but that's happenin to me right now. I woke up at 9:50 today when the phone was ringing. At first I thought it was the weekend, but then I realized it wasn't, and I was like SHIT!
Then I rushed around getting ready and I went to call my mom but she wasn't home. Seems she's already left for work. DOUBLE SHIT!
So here I am, stuck at home because neither my mom nor sis noticed I hadn't left yet. I'm not callin my mom right now to tell her 'cause I don't want to loose my hearing, but when she comes home...can anyone say SCREWED? Research Paper
Wednesday, May 19, 2004 05:31 a.m.
Almost made it...I almost have five pages...I can see the finish line...soooooooo tired...*dies* XP
I hate this paper, I hate school, I hate a lot of things right now. Me hungry. Feed me. >.< Potatoes
Sunday, May 16, 2004 06:04 p.m.
I just finished makin a potato dish. YUM! It's so goooooooood! ^_________________________^ I'll bring some to school tomorrow. Dunno how it'll taste by then tho... Spur of the moment thing
Sunday, May 16, 2004 01:15 p.m.
Nothing has changed
in this world full of lies
where everything lingers
but love always dies. Argggggg!!!
Friday, May 14, 2004 10:25 p.m.
I hate Gold Saucer. I hate the Battle Arena. I hate how I hafta battle to get Cloud's limit break. I HATE THE GP SYSTEM! ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! ::tears hair in frustration:: Change
Friday, May 14, 2004 05:28 p.m.
Ok, so this is a really wierd piece I wrote a long time ago. I think I was on crack or somethin'. lol Anyway, I wrote this because I get *really* annoyed with all those anime characters that used to kill and then say that they won't anymore and that they're atoning or someting. It's even worse when one character angsts and another says someting like "I don't care about you past." or something equally corny. (::coughKenshinandKaorucough::)
They say people can always change, that one can change for the better. But you know, that's not true. I know it isn't, because I can't change. I can't, not when their screams echo in my head at every waking hour, not when my dreams are haunted by their dying, accusing eyes. No, I can't change, because I know I'll do anything to get a moment of blessed silence. I know I won't hesitate to kill again if it means I can regain a shred of my tattered sanity.
For now, I'll lay down my weapons and play your games. I won't shed blood; I'll abide by your wishes, for now. I'll try to make you happy and let you think you've won me over, but that's all I can do. I'll lie to you at every corner to keep up this facade, but one day it won't be enough.
You can say I've changed, but I haven't. I know that if someone comes along and offers me silence, sanity, a peace of mind -- I know I'll do anything for them. I'll stop at nothing, even if it means killing you.
Because there are voices in my head that won't be quiet, because there are stains upon my soul that can never be washed away, because I've fallen too far to be redeemed, and all I can hope for is silence. Even if it's a silence bought with a hundred-thousand lives.
I'm a killer, you know? I'm swimming in a red river of blood, and you're just a single rock I'm clinging to. Someday, the river will sweep me away, because there's nothing that can withstand nature's current, my current. There's nothing that will keep the sleeping beast within me at bay. There's a saying for people like me: once a killer, always a killer.
That will never change. Against the world
Thursday, May 13, 2004 10:59 p.m.
Bitter child
hate the world
for leaving you
behind.
Angry child
blame the world
for all the pain
inside.
Jaded child
scorn the world
for it will never
understand. When the World Ends
Thursday, May 13, 2004 09:29 p.m.
THE WORLD IS ENDING! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA!!!! @____@ I'm ok. Very bored tho, can u tell? Finally
Thursday, May 13, 2004 12:56 p.m.
Well, I've finally gotten this stoopid thing fixed. Thnx Mere! ^________^ Anyway, this new layout is 'cause I dun really update about my daily life anymore. So I've just decided to put all of my written work here. Once in a while I might actually talk about my life, but other than that this would just be a posting place. :P
Tuesday, June 15, 2004 11:01 p.m.
I just finished watching the first arc of Naruto...again. It's so sad! T_________T Amazing how it can still make me cry after all of this time.
I really should be studying... Darkness
Friday, June 11, 2004 10:15 a.m.
Well, I'm in comp sci right now, totally bored and tired. >.< So I guess I'll write this up, it's been in my mind for a while now. I might actually use this piece to start a book or somethin' lol.
The first thing I remember is darkness. It was everywhere, swarming around me and engulfing my world. At first, I remember being terrified, glass was shattering and someone was screaming. It might have been me, I don't really know. But then, the darkness was there, cradling me and shielding me from something. I felt safe, warm, loved. He was there too, you know. The darkness reminded me of him, and when I cried, it parted and he came for me. I was five. Yet another one...
Tuesday, June 8, 2004 02:36 p.m.
Another survey stolen from Sara...
001. What is your name? serena
002. Spell your name backwards. aneres
003. Date of birth: 09.6.1988
004. Male or female? female 005. Astrological sign: virgo 006. Nicknames: renangel, rena, ren, sere, anechan
007. Occupation? student
008. Height: 5'
009. Weight: dunno
010. Hair color: black
011. Eye color: brown
012. Where were you born? Howard County General Hospital
013. Where do you reside now? on the borderline of laurel and columbia
014. Age: 15
015. Screen names: tenyo empress
016. E-mail addy: tenyo_empress@yahoo.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? celestial empress (but i spelled celestial wrong. its supposed to be tennyo not tenyo. o well)
018. What is your journal name? its has a name?
019. What does your journal stand for? boredness
020. Pets: two fish. DIE ALREADY
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? dunno
022. Piercings? none
023. Tattoo's? premenant? none
024. Shoe size: varies
025. Righty or lefty? righty
026. Wearing: the same thing i wore to skool
027. Hearing: the sound of the keyboard
028. Feeling: bored and hot
029. Eating/drinking: nothing, but i am very hungary
((Friends Stuff)))
Which one of your friends is the.
030. Craziest? sara
031. Loudest? sara
032. Nicest? austin
033. Bitchiest? ummm....
034. Life of the Party? jackie and lynn
035. Jock? well, austin plays volleyball...
036. Prep? either angela or lynn
037. Rebel? jackie and michael
038. Cutest? Eugene! (not the one from skool)
039. Best friend of the same sex? sara
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? austin
041. Most popular? i wouldn't really kno, they dun all go to the same skool as me
042. Rudest? michael
043. Most shy? angela, mebbe. im not quite sure how she is at skool
044. Dumbest? i dun wanna hurt his feelings...
045. Smartest? austin
046. Weirdest? me
047. Has the best hair? jeff, it's so soft!
048. Best personality? they're all unique
049. Most talented? catherine
050. Most ghetto? michael (he tries to b anyway...)
051. Most spoiled? jonathan
052. Drama queen? jackie
053. Pain in the ass? michael
054. Funniest? i dun kno actually
055. Best advice giver? i nvr really talk about my problems with anyone...
056. Druggie? soon to be michael, prob. but if he does...I'LL KILL HIM!
057. Most likely to join a cult? c # 56
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? yes
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? austin (i even have the baby picture!)
060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? 10 or so
~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? truely, deeply? never
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? 2 one is my mom and the other is my sis...when she wants something from me
063. How many people have you been in love with? in a b/f sense? none
064. How many people have you kissed? 2 my parents. how pathetic iz that?
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? yes (once again, my mom)
066. How many people have you dated? none (does an online one count?)
067. What do you look for in a guy? see prior guy survey thing
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? height. im kinda blind here
069. What type of guy do you usually go for? depends
070. Do you have a bf/gf? no
071. If so where did you meet them? see above
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? see above
073. Do you have a crush right now? no
074. If so who is it? see above
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? no
076. Do you remember your first love? nvr had one
077. Who is the first person you kissed? either my mom or dad, i dunno
078. Do you believe in fate? not really
079. Do you believe in soul mates? not really
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? errrr...
missing a few numbers here....
~Family Stuff~
104. How many siblings do you have? 1
105. What are your parents names? raymond + cynthia (now hao-chiu)
106. What are your siblings names? iris
107. How many siblings does your mother have? 3
108. How many siblings does your father have? 4
109. Where are your parents from? taiwan
110. Is your family close? used to be, we're kinda drifting apart now
111. Does your family get together for holidays? no
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? i dun think so
113. Any medical problems run through your family? yes
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? i dun think so
115. Do you have any nieces? no
117. Do you have step parents? no
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? im not sure, my grandpa ran away when he was younger, but i dunno if he was ever disowned
119. If so for what? see above
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? yes
~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? i dunno
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? britney spears
123. What's the best cd you own? the ones i actually bought?
124. What song do you absolutely hate? anything by sheryl crow and all rap ones
125. Do you sing in the shower? i used to
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? i dun have a special someone
missing some numbers
~Favorites~
152. Color: red
153. Food: asian
154. Song: wherever you will go
155. Show: american? friends
156. School subject: none
157. Band/singer: i can't pick
158. Animal: they used to be horses
159. Outfit: anything comfortable and decent looking
160. Radio station: none
161. Movie: none
162. Pair of shoes: they were thrown away a long time ago
163. Cartoon: anime?
164. Actor: dun have one
165. Actress: dun have one
166. Potato chip: barbecue flavored
167. Drink: something fruity
168. Alcholic drink: haven't really had any
169. Holiday: christmas! gifts! no school! get togethers! *____*
170. Perfume/cologne: none
171. Pizza topping: cheese
172. Jello flavor: dun really care
173. Lunch meat: there's a difference btwn lunch meat and other meat?
174. Board game: can't decide
175. Video game: can't decide
176. Website: fanfiction.net
177. Book: can't decide
178. Computer game: i dun play computer games
179. Number: 13
180. Cereal: cinnamon toast crunch
181. Comedian: none
182. Dessert: can't decide
183. Disney character: can't decide
184. Clothing store: the cheap ones
185. Past time: reading fanfiction
186. Teacher: none
187. Childhood toy: i dun remember
188. Carnival game/ride: can't decide
189. Candy bar: can't decide
190. Magazine: newtype
191. Salad dressing: HONEY MUSTARD!
192. Thing to do on the weekend: well, all i ever do is sit in front of the computer
193. Hot drink: hot chocolate!
194. Season: spring/summer
195. Sport to watch: i dun watch sports 196. Person to talk to online: sara
~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? they change constantly
198. What color are your bedroom walls? u can't really see them anymore
199. Do you have posters on your wall? yes
200. If so of what? too many to list
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? no
202. How many pillows are on your bed? 1
203. What do you normally sleep in? whatever
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: silky ones
205. What size bed do you have? twin
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? bunkbed
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? sometimes
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: dun remember, i kinda pass out at night
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? i try to, but they somehow end up underneath the bed whenever i wake up...
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 1
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? how should i know? im sleeping!
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? no
214. Do you snore? i won't admit anything
215. How about drool? no
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yes
217. What color is the carpet in your room? u can't c it
218. What's under your bed? i have no clue
And im gonna stop there, this is gettin gkinda booring. >.< Boredness
Monday, June 7, 2004 10:16 p.m.
I'm bored. Really really bored. So I'm gonna do this survery I stole from Sara. XD
~~ Basic Facts About You (Both Sexes) ~~
1.) Name: Serena
2.) Age: 15
3.) Gender: Female
4.) Sexuality: Straight (but wishes she could be Bi: hey, then u won't have any problems gettin a date. lol XD)
~~ Your Mate's Physical Qualities (Both Sexes) ~~
1.) Age: anything within a 10 year range (preferably older tho)
2.) Height: taller than me but not too tall
3.) Ethnicity: no pref
4.) Hair Color: no pref
5.) Hair Texture: clean
6.) Eye Color: no pref
7.) Body Type: ummm prob lean
8.) Hair Length: i'd say long, but it seems most guys can't pull that off in the real world...
9.) Glasses: no pref
10.) Braces: no
11.) Grooming Habits: ummm all? as long as he's not a narsissist (sp?)
~~ Your Mate's Physical Qualities (Male) ~~
1.) Beard: no
2.) Mustache: no
3.) Abs: ???
4.) Macho Man or Romantic: somewhere in between
5.) Boxers or Breifs: no pref
6.) Piercings: one on the ear! ^^
~~ Your Mate's Physical Qualities (Female) ~~
my comments
1.) Girly or Tomboy: somewhere in between 2.) Large Chest or Small: does it really matter?
3.) Makeup: only a little
4.) Jewlry: occasionally
5.) High Maintainence or Low: meaning plastic surgery? none
~~ Your Mate's Personality (Both Sexes) ~~
1.) Outgoing or Shy: either's fine
2.) Sense of Humor: some
3.) Talker or Listener: both
4.) Openess with Emotions: i dun really care, as long as he won't get mad at me 4 tryin to figure out wut he's thinkin
5.) Dominant or Submissive: dominant by a little bit
6.) Sensitive or Tough-Skinned: somewhere in between 7.) Good or Bad: ??? no criminal records
8.) Intellect: someone at my level
~~ Your Mate's Hobbies (Both Sexes) ~~
1.) Sports: as long as he's not a fanatic, i dun really care
2.) Music: anything not rap or classical
3.) Writing: dun really care
4.) Computers: a must
5.) Reading: yes
6.) Volunteer Work: dun care
7.) Gaming: as long as he's not a fanatic
8.) Other: he should b able to put up with my craziness and obsessions
~~ Your Mate's Morals (Both Sexes) ~~
1.) Drinking: ocassionally 2.) Sex: ummm...i'll answer that one in a few years
3.) Drugs: only if they're prescription
4.) Smoking: NO
~~ Your Mate's Romantic Side (Both Sexes) ~~
1.) Frequency of Calls: is once a day too much to ask?
2.) Frequency of Time Spent together: i wanna at least see him every day, the amount of time doesn't really matter
3.) Ideal Date: no clue
4.) Cuddling vs Making Out: i've nvr really made out so i dun really kno; prob cuddling tho
5.) Group Dating or Not: dun care
6.) Gift Giving: ^__________________^
7.) PDA: hugging, holding hands, and a teeny bit of kissing
8.) Saying "I Love You": errr....not that often 'cause then it kinda looses its effect
9.) BF/GF, Best Friend, or Both: ??? i dun kno how to answer that one...
~~ Your Mate's Style (Both Sexes) ~~ Describe How Your Mate Would Dress: i really dun care as long as the colors don't clash and it's not somethin gangsters would wear
~~ Your Mate In Summary (Both Sexes) ~~ Summarize Your Mate: c above, all of above Troy
Saturday, May 22, 2004 06:43 p.m.
I just came back from watching Troy...I can barely keep my eyes open they're so swollen. (cried waaaaaay too much) It was actually a pretty good movie, although it could have done without the sex and sap. I do NOT need to see people's naked butts. >.<
HEEEEEECTOOOOOORRRRRR!!!! YOU CAN'T DIE!!! T.T He was my favorite character and he died. T________________T My second favorite, Achilles' cousin, died too. NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Paris should have died, Helen should have died, hech, Odysseus should have died!
By the way, does anyone know who played Hector and Achilles cousin (a name would be nice too)? I think I've seen them before... Uhhhhh.....
Friday, May 21, 2004 09:57 a.m.
Yea...so, I dun know if u know the thing Sara did in middle school, but that's happenin to me right now. I woke up at 9:50 today when the phone was ringing. At first I thought it was the weekend, but then I realized it wasn't, and I was like SHIT!
Then I rushed around getting ready and I went to call my mom but she wasn't home. Seems she's already left for work. DOUBLE SHIT!
So here I am, stuck at home because neither my mom nor sis noticed I hadn't left yet. I'm not callin my mom right now to tell her 'cause I don't want to loose my hearing, but when she comes home...can anyone say SCREWED? Research Paper
Wednesday, May 19, 2004 05:31 a.m.
Almost made it...I almost have five pages...I can see the finish line...soooooooo tired...*dies* XP
I hate this paper, I hate school, I hate a lot of things right now. Me hungry. Feed me. >.< Potatoes
Sunday, May 16, 2004 06:04 p.m.
I just finished makin a potato dish. YUM! It's so goooooooood! ^_________________________^ I'll bring some to school tomorrow. Dunno how it'll taste by then tho... Spur of the moment thing
Sunday, May 16, 2004 01:15 p.m.
Nothing has changed
in this world full of lies
where everything lingers
but love always dies. Argggggg!!!
Friday, May 14, 2004 10:25 p.m.
I hate Gold Saucer. I hate the Battle Arena. I hate how I hafta battle to get Cloud's limit break. I HATE THE GP SYSTEM! ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! ::tears hair in frustration:: Change
Friday, May 14, 2004 05:28 p.m.
Ok, so this is a really wierd piece I wrote a long time ago. I think I was on crack or somethin'. lol Anyway, I wrote this because I get *really* annoyed with all those anime characters that used to kill and then say that they won't anymore and that they're atoning or someting. It's even worse when one character angsts and another says someting like "I don't care about you past." or something equally corny. (::coughKenshinandKaorucough::)
They say people can always change, that one can change for the better. But you know, that's not true. I know it isn't, because I can't change. I can't, not when their screams echo in my head at every waking hour, not when my dreams are haunted by their dying, accusing eyes. No, I can't change, because I know I'll do anything to get a moment of blessed silence. I know I won't hesitate to kill again if it means I can regain a shred of my tattered sanity.
For now, I'll lay down my weapons and play your games. I won't shed blood; I'll abide by your wishes, for now. I'll try to make you happy and let you think you've won me over, but that's all I can do. I'll lie to you at every corner to keep up this facade, but one day it won't be enough.
You can say I've changed, but I haven't. I know that if someone comes along and offers me silence, sanity, a peace of mind -- I know I'll do anything for them. I'll stop at nothing, even if it means killing you.
Because there are voices in my head that won't be quiet, because there are stains upon my soul that can never be washed away, because I've fallen too far to be redeemed, and all I can hope for is silence. Even if it's a silence bought with a hundred-thousand lives.
I'm a killer, you know? I'm swimming in a red river of blood, and you're just a single rock I'm clinging to. Someday, the river will sweep me away, because there's nothing that can withstand nature's current, my current. There's nothing that will keep the sleeping beast within me at bay. There's a saying for people like me: once a killer, always a killer.
That will never change. Against the world
Thursday, May 13, 2004 10:59 p.m.
Bitter child
hate the world
for leaving you
behind.
Angry child
blame the world
for all the pain
inside.
Jaded child
scorn the world
for it will never
understand. When the World Ends
Thursday, May 13, 2004 09:29 p.m.
THE WORLD IS ENDING! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA!!!! @____@ I'm ok. Very bored tho, can u tell? Finally
Thursday, May 13, 2004 12:56 p.m.
Well, I've finally gotten this stoopid thing fixed. Thnx Mere! ^________^ Anyway, this new layout is 'cause I dun really update about my daily life anymore. So I've just decided to put all of my written work here. Once in a while I might actually talk about my life, but other than that this would just be a posting place. :P