Wednesday, May 4, 2005
08:38 a.m.
I'm back! I'm finally back home in the Philippines! It's going to take a while for me to get used to the hot climate again. Damn, ang init talaga! Naka max pa aircon ko. Nyahaha! Anyway, school's gonna start soon, much to my dismay... >_< Ah, yes, it's a downside of being in DLSU. You have a short summer vacation. Waaaah! I guess I have to enjoy while I still can, and hope that La Salle is a better school than my last. Nyehehehe....
Sunday, April 24, 2005
01:48 p.m.
Okay. It's been a bit of a long time since I updated. Well, I just came from a Mexican Riviera cruise. We took the Holland America cruisline and our ship's name is Oosterdam. The whole trip was good. But i got a little bored in our first two stops (Cabo San Lucas and Mazatlan). I got bored because we didn't take any shore excursions. Waaaah!!! Our last stop was more fun. It was in Puerto Vallarta and me and my mom went jetskiing around the cruise ship. It was so cool!! We went as far until we were only dot from the seashore. We can't even jetski that far in Subic. I also got some Mexican Jumping Beans and they really DO exist!!! According to the seller, they'll jump around for about two months. Nyahaha!!! That means I can bring 'em back home in the Philippines and show 'em off to my cousins. Bwahahaha!!!
What else can I say? The cruise itself was great. I especially loved the 9th floor of the ship where the Lido Restaurant was. It was buffet; all you can eat, seven days a week! WAHAHAHA! And the cooks and stewards were Pinoy. I ended up getting lots of free stuff from them. Wahehe... Anyway, gotta go!
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
06:55 p.m.
WEEEE!!!! I'm in the U.S.A. right now. I arrived 3 days ago. Hehehe... Well, I haven't been doing much lately; just staring and playing video games and using the computer. Nyahaha!!! I bought another Ranma 1/2 manga (Vol. 28). Wahehe... Well, practically, that's all I did. Nothing that eventful yet, but I'll be going on a cruise soon: April 16th. So I might not be able to update for a while, unless they have wireless internet there...
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
09:10 p.m.
Graduation is just around the corner. I'll be getting my report card too tomorrow. Hopefully, I'll get better grades than last quarter especially in Filipino. @_@ Well, this week will be filled with graduation practices in school from 8am-12nn. I haven't even memorized the grad song yet. Nyahaha!!! Oh well, I've got nothing else to say. Just practice, practice, PRACTICE!
Saturday, March 12, 2005
09:12 p.m.
WAHAHAHAHA!!!! SA WAKAS! WALA NANG SCHOOL!!!!! FREEDOM!!! WOOHOO!!!!
Okay, it's been quite a long time since I updated. Well, I've been really busy: Long tests, crammed quizzes and assignments, a couple of portfolios, reports, and quarter exams. Nyahaha... Dami noh? Pero salamat at tapos na ang buhay ko sa Woodrose!!! Well, except that I still have one more report to do on Monday. It was a report that I was supposed to do during one of the days I was absent since my lola passed away. Hehe... Pero okay lang. I'm almost done with Woodrose and summer vacation is just around the corner. All I have to do after the report is bear with all the graduation practices. Hehehe...
Goodbye all-girls, goodbye pain in the butt security guards, goodbye Philosophy and Theology, goodbye no airconed classrooms, goodbye pointless and useless Woodrose rules, and of course... GOODBYE WOODROSE!!!
Thursday, February 17, 2005
12:34 p.m.
It's the 6th day now since my lola's death. I skipped school for three days because I had to go to Olongapo to where her wake is and where she'd be buried. I made a montage for her while I was there. It took me a whole day to learn how to use Windows Movie Maker and then make the montage. I actually cried while making it. I used one of Avril Lavigne's songs for the background music: Slipped Away. Yes, that's the song's lyrics in my last entry. Now every time I hear it, it reminds me of lola.
I'm a little over it already, but not completely. Because first of all, it's so hard to beleieve that she just passed away like that. Everyday I keep expecting her show up looking just fine with no problems, but in reality, I know that that's not going to happen. I had already seen her lifeless body on our guest room's bed that Saturday morning, and this picture just keeps popping up in my mind...
Saturday, February 12, 2005
10:55 p.m.
Today was the end of it all. It was the most depressing day of all. She finally passed away: my lola...
It's hard to believe that she's actually gone. It's hard to believe that in just a snap of your fingers, she had to have cancer in the liver and then she would have to die. I couldn't believe everything. At about 9:00 this morning, she had left us all; me, my mom, my dad, my cousins, aunts, uncles, everybody. And I can remember having all the fun I used to have with her as if it happened only yesterday. Everything from the past played like a silent movie in my mind. It made me realize what I was going to miss: her home made cooking, her warm smile, her everything. Now when I visit my other relatives in L.A., I can't expect lola to be there preparing our food and fixing the flowers in the garden. Nope. She won't be there. Not anymore.
It was the first time I have seen someone die like that. It was a very painful feeling mixed with disbelief. At the same time, I was also relieved because her suffering finally ended. Now I won't have to hear her moaning all the time when I come back from school. I won't have to be so stressed anymore too.
Lola, you will be missed. Not just by me, but also by everybody in the family including friends. May you rest in peace with the Lord...
~~~~~
Slipped Away (By: Avril Lavigne)
Nana... Nanananana...
I miss you
I miss you so bad...
I don't forget you
Oh, it's so sad.
I hope you can hear me,
'Cause I remember it clearly.
CHORUS:
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same.
Nana... Nanananana...
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand.
I wish that I could see you again
But I know that I can't.
I hope you can hear me,
'Cause I remember it clearly.
CHORUS
I've had my wake up,
Won't you wake up?
I keep asking why.
'Cause I can't take it,
It wasn't fake it
Happened you passed by.
Now you're gone, now you're gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back.
Now you're gone, now you're gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere you're not coming back.
CHORUS (2x)
Na na... Nanananana...
I miss you...
Tuesday, February 1, 2005
12:37 p.m.
Ahh... Academic week: A time to relax a little and forget about too much homework... Nyahaha!!! Well, so far, I haven't had much to worry about. We've barely had any classes today because of all the interruptions. Yesterday I was made a contestant of Woodrose's Amazing Race. @_@ It was hell tiring... Running up and down the science laboratories was not very enjoyable. But overall, I had fun during the whole thing. Looking for clues all over the school was fun even though we had to solve some scientific questions and stuff. Oh, and I'll never forget the time when I step on a baby chick while looking for a clue... @_@ We had to look for the second clue on the necks of some little baby chickens running all over the place. Luckily, I only stepped on the leg and not the whole chick. Nyahaha...
What else? Oh yes, my team and I had to bisect a frog again. Wahaha! We had problems looking for the gallbladder which was what we had to do, so my teammates morbidly and literally pulled out all the organs of the frog with their hands. Hey, they were wearing gloves so I guess it was okay... except that it was really gross....... Imagine frog intestines, liver, stomach, and lungs spilling out of its body. And you can see the blood filling it up inside and staining the platform the frog was pinned to. And its heart still beating even though almost all its organs were ripped out and....... Okay, that's very nasty. I might as well just leave it at that. Ehehe...
Friday, January 28, 2005
12:37 p.m.
Just felt like putting the lyrics of this song here...
SAME GROUND
Kitchie Nadal
My love,
It's been a long time since I cried
And left you out of the blue.
It's hard leaving you that way when
I never wanted to.
Self-denial is a game
Its strange I never would've
Wanted if until there was you.
Because I have learned that love is beyond
What human can imagine,
The more it clears the more I have to let you go.
But now I don't understand why I'm feeling
So bad now when I know it was my idea.
I could've just denied the truth and lied.
Now why am I the only one standing stranded
On the same ground?
My love,
It's been a long time since I cried
And left you out of the blue.
It's hard leaving you that way when
I never wanted to.
Self-denial is a game
Its strange I never would've
Wanted if until there was you.
Because I have learned that love is a
Word gets thrown a little bit too much.
The best excuse to fill the infinite abyss
I never ever have to fade.
But now I don't understand why I'm feeling
So bad now when I know it was my idea.
I could've just denied the truth and lied.
Now why am I the only one standing stranded
On the same ground?
But now I don't understand why I'm feeling
So bad now when I know it was my idea.
I could've just denied the truth and lied.
Now why am I the only one standing stranded
On the same ground?
If all else fail
Would you be there to love me?
When all else fail,
Would you be brave to see right through me?
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
01:00 p.m.
I've been sleeping late recently. Cramming... Very annoying but hard to prevent. Nyahaha! I already got most of the results of my quarter exams. I'd say I did fairly well... in some of them anyway. In economics, surprisingly, I got a 91%. O_o I got an 84% in Philosophy, 87% in Physics........ OKay, maybe I didn't do FAIRLY well in the exam. I failed Math but I'm not worried because all my quizzes and Long tests are a-okay. Religion? I don't want to talk about that. English, pasang awa. Filipino.... Well, Filipino will be Filipino and it will always be that way... >_< I just hope I didn't get an F in my report card. It would be really devastating. One of my fears, yes...
Speaking of fear, that was one of the essays I was cramming on yesterday. Hehe... Wala lang. Cramming five essays in a day-- damn, it's worse than cramming my Investigatory Project for Science. >_<
Three more subjects to go before I can go home... And now it's already time for me to go. Byebye!
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
07:34 p.m.
I just found out that I passed Ateneo and UST. WEEEEEE!!! That means I passed all the exams I took! Now all I have to do is get through this last quarter of high school and I'm free! I really can't wait. Then again, this fourth quarter looks like it's going to be tough. I've been getting a lot of homeworks lately. GAAAH!!!! I'm actually cramming five essays right now, and they're due tomorrow. LOL. Oh well, everything will be alright. All I have to do is calm down.......
I guess I'll continue with them now. Nyehehe...
Monday, January 10, 2005
12:50 p.m.
Who would have guessed that right after finding out I passed La Salle (which was something I was sooooo happy about), something bad was about to happen. My grandmother is suffering from cancer in the liver and her condition is getting worse... The doctors can't operate on her because it's so bad that she could actually die in the process. Other methods couldn't be used too because of the same reason. So now, they're counting on the medecines they're giving her everyday. Hopefully, it'll work, but the chances are very low...
I was totally down the day I found out about her conditon. This is the first time I'm ever going to experience the death of someone close to me, and I never knew it would be more painful than I imagined. It took me a whole night until 11am in the morning of crying to get over it. I'm okay now. But eveytime I think about lola, the words "Not yet" roll through my mind over and over again.
Monday, January 10, 2005
10:12 a.m.
This won't really be an entry, but let me just remind you guys who are so tempted to release their anger in my tagboard... NO CURSING PLEASE. Thank you...
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