//The Rat's Lair//____Chichiri kicks some ass//

Saturday, June 29, 2002
02:12 a.m.

Today was a very boring and lonely day.
i spent most of my in my house listening to the cd's my Baby made me.
then i went to help my mom fix someone's computer.
after that i went out with my friends for a bit to try to keep myself busy and unlonely but it was no help.
I just sit here talking to my love online.

Tonights Quote:

"The good I stand on is my truth and honesty"
Henry VIII, Act v, Sc.1
Shakespeare

Thursday, June 27, 2002
11:50 p.m.

I thought my day could only get worse but i was wrong it got a lot better thanks to my baby.

And by the time you read this baby it will be our anniversary. But you must wait till the morning to open your card.

I know i am mean *evil grin*

todays quote:

"Joy, gentle friends ! joy, and fresh days of love accompany your hearts !"
Mid N Dr, Act v, Sc.1
Shakespeare

Thursday, June 27, 2002
05:54 p.m.

Today....well how can i explain today....I can't.

BABY i am sorry. My day has been lousy and i don't want to ruin anyone else's day with mine.

I am happy that you like your package that i sent you.

I will tell youlater why my day was lousy

I will put a quote up later.

Tuesday, June 25, 2002
08:05 p.m.

Today was kinda boring after my BABY called me this morning and before she called at 5:30.

BABY I LOVE YOU

I wish i could be there with you especially this friday.

I thank you for being who you are baby that is what i love about you so much. It is how you share your feelings with everyone especially me.

I am sorry that i change the subject sometimes. I love you so much.

Tonights QUOTE:

"A friendly eye could never see such faults"
Jul Caesar, Act iv, Sc.3
Shakespeare

Sunday, June 23, 2002
11:04 p.m.

Today was a very interesting day to say the least. Recieve a phone call at about 1pm from my Baby talk to her for about a half hour. take a shower and go out at about 3pm to go go-karting with my moms boyfriend. return home and call my baby and catch her online. chat for about an hour on the net. Deciede to go on a date by going to see Scooby-Doo in the movies and calling each other to talk about it. And now is 11pm and i am waiting for to get online to talk with her for a while before one of us calls the other to talk before going to sleep.

Baby i have an idea about a couple of things.

BABY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

TONIGHTS QUOTE:

"Woman will love her, that she is a woman more worth than any man; men, that she is the rarest of all women"
Win Tale, Act v, Sc.1
Shakespeare

Sunday, June 23, 2002
04:21 p.m.

i will add more to this entry later but here is a good site on LD couples
Link

Saturday, June 22, 2002
09:37 p.m.

I don't have much to say anymore. I think from this moment forward i will be silent unless i am spoken to. I have come to the conclusion that my month gets me into more trouble then it is worse. My brain is worse though. Every time i think i just mess everything up so from this day forward also i will no longer use my brain.

Baby i love you so much. I miss you so much. I tried so much not to beat myself up all day but everytime that i do almost stop i have a small little nightmare while i am awake. So please call me when you get home i don't care what time it is.

I love you

here is a Link to a good LDR article.
Another quote for today:

"Honest plain words best pierce the ear of grief"
Love's L L, Act v, Sc.2
shakespeare

Saturday, June 22, 2002
06:18 p.m.

As i sit here waiting for my Baby's call i just keep thinking of how pissed she must be at me and i just beat my self even more inside.
I have been told by my love and by a close friend that i should not beat myself up so much about it, but i don't know how to right now. I am so used to being able to call her whenever i wanted on the weekend to hear her voice but today i must wait for her to get home and call me to get online. I don't mind i know i deserve it has punishment for what i did today. I cannot tell you enough how sorry i am. i wish there was some way i can make it up to you.
I LOVE YOU

the quote is in the post before this

Saturday, June 22, 2002
12:00 p.m.

Well it's noon and i have been up since 9am i think.

I fell so bad right now aobut keeping my Baby up most all night and well into the morning. Baby i am so sorry. I wish i could turn back time and tell you good night at 3am instead of ten minutes to 5am. You tell me that it is not all of my fault but it is b/c i am the one that did most of the talking. Baby i love you so much and i miss you so much. i wish i was there with you right now to hold you while you slept.

I will talk to you sometime today i love you

Today's Quote:

"When sorrow comes, they come not single spies, but in battalions"
Hamlet, Act iv, Sc.5
Shakespeare

Friday, June 21, 2002
10:42 p.m.

Today was another rather boring day. Today was also one of the hardest days. This is b/c for most part of the day before 5pm i only heard my Baby for only a couple of minutes. I spent the time from when i got up after talking to her working on my slide shows and screen savers that i have been making from the pictures that she sent me.

I miss her so much today that i had to finish the slide shows and screen savers so i could see her whenever i wanted to. I miss having her in my arms and being able to kiss her lips.

BABY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

sorry no quote tonight

Thursday, June 20, 2002
12:36 a.m.

Today was rather boring. woke up around 9:30 and had trouble going back to sleep after that. got a call from my Baby at around 11:00 and 11:45. went to lunch with a friend at 1 andgot home and did some work around the house. went to friends house for alittle bit then went home.thats was my day.

i really miss my baby.

as i was talking to my baby online i made a slide show of all the pics she sent me yesterday and a few from the day before.

i love you baby.

tonights quote is:

"I can express no kinder sign of love, than this kind kiss" Henry VI, Act i, Sc.1
Shakespeare

Tuesday, June 18, 2002
10:24 p.m.

I miss my Baby so much. I wish that i could be with her right now so that i could prove to her heart that i am real. Baby i love you so much at times words are not enough to express my love for you. There are times in the day that i miss you so much that i don't want to do anything but talk to you. At times it is hard being apart from you but i take refuge in the fact that i will see you in august and will be with you for 5 months. I amafraid that this time apart from each other will makes grow apart each other and in that time i might lose you. I want to be there with you right now and make these feelings of sorrrow and emptiness go away. I am sorry that i can't be there with you right now. You if i could be there i would b/c i love you and i want to spend the rest of my life with you. You are the most beautiful woman in the world to me. I hope you can see how much i love you and how much i want to be with you. If i lose you i don't know what i would do b/c i let the woman that i truely love and will only love get away.

I love you baby.

this entry took me a little over 20 minutes to write b/c i was starting to cry over the thought of losing you and my hands were and still are shaking.

Tonights quote:

Beauty "Did my heart love till now? forswear it, sight! For I ne'er saw true beauty till this night."
Rom & Jul, Act i. Sc.5
Shakespeare

Monday, June 17, 2002
12:37 a.m.

Hey. just got home from the movies. I saw Windtalkers its was a good movie.

I wish i was with my Baby right now so i could hold her and tell her how much i love her to her face instead of online or on the phone. OTher then talking to my baby on the phone and online i have done nothing but go to the movies today. Tomorrow i shall go looking for a job while i am out with my mom. BABY I LOVE YOU.

Tonights quote is:

"This is the very ecstasy of love"
Hamlet, Act ii, Sc.1
by shakespeare

Friday, June 14, 2002
10:38 p.m.

I sit here eating my peanutbutter and jelly sandwich and talking to my Baby online. I love you baby. Please don't hide. You are way to pretty and beuatiful to hide from the world. I wish i could be there with you right now to make sure you get all the attention you need and want but for now all i can give you is my voice and my words online. Even though my words are lacking some times. i am working on that and your pushing is helping me on that issue. And thank you baby for the counter on the side so i know how long it is till i can hold you and kiss you and you know what else i might want to do. I love you and i miss you

AND now for my Quote

"For where thou art, there is the world itself, and where though art not, desolation"
Henry VI, Act iii, Sc.2
Shakespeare

Friday, June 14, 2002
02:03 a.m.

just wanted to post this

Thursday, June 13, 2002
02:20 a.m.

Its been a little more then two days since i left NH. And by popular request the top ten reasons why i love Her and miss her.

10. She is very beautiful
09. She is willing to grow her hair out for me
08. She is very smart
07. She does my laundry
06. Lets me talk to her about anything
05. Correts my use of the English Language
04. Allows me to be has loving has i am
03. Has a very soothing and wonderful voice
02. Is willing to do things for me wheni don't ask her to
01. She is the most loving and beautiful woman in the world.

I know that my use of grammer on this post is very bad. I love you baby. And please get some sleep. my quote for tonight is "Thou are as wise as thou art beautiful" - Shakespeare

Tuesday, June 11, 2002
01:58 p.m.

Well it is has almost been 24 hours since i left NH and my baby. i had a great time up there with her. I am sorry that i had to leave when i did. I am looking forward to August 19th at 11am. Thats b/c thats when i will be back in NH and holding my baby.

right now iam just sitting at my computer chatting with my baby online and with a friend.
thats is all that i can think of to post right now. i will try ot post more later.

i love you rachel oh if you call me and i am not home just call my mom new phone and i am taking it with me most of the time b/c it works better. i will also have my cell with me too.

Sunday, May 5, 2002
02:39 a.m.

well its ..... what ever time it is right now and i am still awake and i have not packed anything. I am supposed to take most of my stuff to my house tomorrow so i can get my room clean and ready for me to leave on monday with my Baby to go to a friend of her's house then leave on tuesday for NH.

I truely wish i could sleep but i can't cause i have not packed. Isn't that just a shame.

I have come to the conclusion that i have way to much stuff in this little room.. well time to start to pack.

Tuesday, April 30, 2002
09:52 a.m.

Today was the last day of regular classes. starting on thursday we have finals all the way through monday. I can not wait till next week tuesday when me and my BABY leave for NH.

Monday, April 29, 2002
07:02 p.m.

Thank you Kouri for the kickass layout.

Monday, April 29, 2002
11:01 a.m.

Today i have to spend time away from my Baby b/c we both need the space. I feel right now that i may have messed things up with her. i really wish that i could just rewind to saturday and change everything that happened. But i know i cannot. I love you baby. i am really sorry. You know you can call me anytime during the day.

Saturday, April 27, 2002
01:46 p.m.

Hey everyone. This is going to be my only way to give my friends here in FL. Today i am just sitting in my room avoiding my homework as usual. My Baby is taking a nap in her bed. she has not been feeling to good lately. I still cannot wait for this summer when i spend a month in NH with her. I think now i will go and get her the promise ring i said i would get. Tomorrow will make it two months together.

Friday, April 19, 2002
02:32 a.m.

Hey everyone my blog is here. i know that i need a better background. i will find through my many travels on the net. Thank you for helping me fix this

Sunday, March 10, 2002
11:45 p.m.

hey this is my first entry here. i am doing this to avoid doing my homework as usual