12:04 a.m. Thursday, March 7, 2002

I need new manga... I'm going into withdrawal... Want more volumes of A I Revolution... Want more Akazukin ChaCha... Need last volume of Time Stranger Kyoko... Need more Trigun Maximum to go into tankoban... Must have more Kantarella... And I never could find volume 3 of Ludwig II...

Anyway, glad you enjoyed the fluff, Leareth. It was supposed to make you smile. Maybe soon I'll see if it can make more people smile...

Oh, and about deviances (since you brought them up)... I once made a girl in one of my anthro classes spew her coffee by casually referencing family members of mine as sexual deviants...
Really... I have quite the interesting family. You need look no further for the "American Family."
Hey...at least we promote family values! No divorces!

03:51 a.m. Tuesday, March 5, 2002

Mou! One more thing!

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
...
What is with everything?!

Bravenet is down for days! Yahoo groups is down like all day today! And now flatland is down again and you can't see my lovely pictures!

Grrrrrrrr...
Maa...ikka... At least I can look at the original of the picture...
Aahhhh... ^__^

-.-ZZZzzz...

03:41 a.m. Tuesday, March 5, 2002

Yeah...it's late... I wrote chapter 3 of "Uncast Shadows" tonight... It's not even to the really bad stuff yet and it's starting to take it out of me. Anyway, you need to check your mailbox. And you can't expect any more of that out of me for the next couple days.

Yeah, so after that, which requires very dark mood music, I needed some nice Smile dk. And maybe I'll write this bit of cuteness that popped into my head.
I feel I need to be nice to Tatsumi... I personally don't enjoy torturing my characters in this fashion.
I have the most fun torturing them in silly ways!

And for ye that requested it (if you even read my blog...), I'm going to do that sort-of sequel to "Domesticity." I got ideas!

I'm also having typo problems...so that's all for now...

10:51 p.m. Saturday, March 2, 2002

*Kyuu* ... Remind to never again think out fics while drugged out on migraine medication...

Um...yeah, wedding reception today turned out to be one giant migraine trigger, and I had to go home, take my medicine, and stay in bed for a couple hours... I thought I'd think out plot steps for "Uncast Shadows" or prepare to write some bit fluff that popped into my head, but...
It's really not a good idea while on Imitrex...
I started thinking out Tatsumi's part...and ended up going into it in an alomst dreamlike state...
And I didn't retain any of it when I snapped out of it, except that I had been an angst-ridden Tatsumi for a few moments...
...
Next time I'm on Imitrex, I'll plan out the next part of "Morning Mood!" Now there's a time when you might want to feel a little closer to the characters!

But yeah...it sort of took me out for the day...and I feel like going to bed early despite the nap and all...

Hm...maybe I should fork out some money for my own domain...solve many problems...

01:22 p.m. Friday, March 1, 2002

Well, there it goes again. After being 3 doujins away from being done w/ the new dj site, *poof.*
Apparently this host pays more attention to content and decided to delete my account, just like that.

So, this time I actually considered using an adult webhost for at least those parts of the doujinshi, but...
It's just too damn frustrating and demeaning! 99% of them are geared toward male chavinist pigs! They have vile domain names, and the ads are all crude and objectify women.
And one of them thoroughly pissed me off by having this little stipulation that there could be no male gay sexual activity...
Now, I wasn't pissed because that excluded my doujinshi, but because that is sooooo discriminatory. It's so male sexist, chavinistic, homophobic, neadethalic...grrrr...
Since the only other things not allowed are stuff with children, animals, and relatives, what does that tell you? Those things are illegal, so excluding them doesn't even mean they find it offensive. Basically, anything's okay with them so long as it appeals to male heterosexuals. It's like late-night cable! It's okay for women to involve themselves in lesbian activity, so long as they do it give men a hard-on, but gay men...*tsk tsk* Can't have that, because that would be sick, in their books.
Please prepare yourself for a non-PG rant...

ASSHOLES! You can all go to Hell and have your pricks burned off, except that then there'd be nothing left of you because you're all just giant pricks

...

Sorry, but that sort of attitude infuriates me. I mean, haven't you ever noticed that lesbian content is more allowable on television, cable and in Hollywood than gay content?
I mean, I've also been asked "what is it with women and gay guys?"
I responded, "what is it with men and lesbians?"
And then he said oh, like it had never occurred to him.

Bah...sometimes it's hard to remember that not all men are pigs. I mean, all my male friends are decent guys. And my twin brother is a decent guy (hey, with 2 older brothers that turned out poorly, is 1 outta 3 so much to ask?). In fact, anyone in California interested in a ...
Just kidding... =P But, a friend of his has a psychic sister who supposedly has true predictions and she said my bro would be in a serious relationship and possibly married this year!

Whew, speaking of family, I'm having too much family togetherness time lately. A birthday party last weekend, where I got teased mercilessly because it recently came to light that I must have broken my twin brother's nose while we were in the womb...
And tomorrow, I have to go to a wedding. Oh well, it's an excuse to wear my cool shoes...
...Oh, and my nephew was in my room the other day and pointed at something and said, "Who's that guy?"
I looked and I had left some of my doujinshi over there! Thankfully it was one that just had Tatsumi, fully clothed and all that, on the cover. I said, "It's nobody. Leave it alone."
Ehehehehe....

Yeah, so... About the doujinshi site... There are a few options left. 1 - I move it to another server that I already have an account on (nerdcities -- which now has 2 ads on top, 1 on bottom, and an occasional pop-up -- which are all damned annoying, but I won't be the one dealing with them!)...anyway... I'd put up all the clean pages like before and have the naughty bits in password-protected zip files. Why password protected? Because then, hopefully, the powers that be will just see that it's a zip full of jpg's and not be able to know what those jpg's are!
2 - I go back to what I was doing before, and just put up a few selections from each doujin.
3 - Some kind Yami no Matsuei fan (and I'd guess they'd have to like Tatsumi x Tsuzuki and/or Muraki x Tsuzuki) with around 50 megs of space to spare on an uncensored space, could offer me hosting... But I won't hold my breath. That is a lot to ask, space-wise and content-wise.

Hmm...speaking of Tatsumi x Tsuzuki... I read this cute Japanese fic for them the other day. They were messaging each other at work, using the work computers, and Watari saw it... First, he saw Tsuzuki act all embarrassed when he was caught sending out a message. Then, Watari was in Tatsumi's office (or his part of Konoe Kachou's office, whatever), and heard the little message sound... Tatsumi tried to draw his attention away from it (and he couldn't read it while Watari was there), but Tsuzuki came running in, demanding why Tats hadn't replied yet, before he noticed Watari... The scientist put 2 and 2 together, and left them alone. Then, they got all snuggly on the couch *heart* and started talking about what was on the message...
Apparently they had been playing a word game! The one where you say a word that starts with the last letter of the word the last person spoke (they played this game in Lost Universe)...
Wai! Kawaii! ... Kawaisugiru ka mo naaa...

12:36 a.m. Thursday, February 28, 2002

Hooeeee~~!
Methinks I'm doomed! I've seen a bad sign!
Yesterday, I found a dead pocket mouse in the back yard... tonight I found part of a dead (obviously) house mouse on the doormat...
2 dead rodents in 2 days... It's a very bad sign for Rat-chan!
Kowai yo!!!

Um...yeah...anyway... If ya didn't notice, I updated the webpage yesterday. I tinkered a little with some things... added a forum / web board thingie for fic feedback.
No one else's used it yet. I've been getting requests for continuations of fics that I intended as one-shots... Hm...
Well, I hit the people on the MuxTsu ML with an omake for "Fourth Dimension" for their trouble. It kinda ruins the whole mood... But, Eike-san loved it, so its archived at Amethyst Roses, but nowhere else!

Anyway... I put the first 2 chapters of my new series up -- "Uncast Shadows." After around 50 readers (I'm guessing), I've only got one person other than Leareth asking for more...
I suppose she'd be enough on her own... Since I got her interested, she'd prolly threaten worse than bodily injury if I don't keep going.
Although, I am starting to get a bit attached to it... I'm going to turn into one of those people that tortures characters for fun...
...
Well, I'll just have to write something silly soon. And it'll actually have a major part for Hisoka! *gasp*

Ehe... I didn't realize how much I was in need of some archiving...
And soon, I'll change my layout. I want to leave my wonderful, shounen-ai-full Tatsumi x Tsuzuki layout up a little longer...
Next, comes stuff from another doujinshi (along with a little space-filling poem that may be remotely close to be marginally decent...). And after that, maybe some stuff that's actually from the Yami no Matsuei manga... And then maybe some stuff from other manga!

Oh, the fun!