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| Profile: Name: Nezumi
or Rat-chan Hobbies:
Reading, writing, listening to music, hiking, anime,
manga, video games, DDR... -Some Favorites- Manga: A.I. Revolution, Akazukin ChaCha, Cantarella, Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne, KareKano, Time Stranger Kyoko, Trigun/Maximum, Yami no Matsuei Anime: Akazukin ChaCha, Cowboy Bebop, Fushigi Yuugi, Kodomo no Omocha, Mahoujin Guru Guru, Marmalade Boy, Noir, Slayers, Trigun TV shows: 24, Alias, Babylon 5, Farscape, West Wing Music: A bit of just about everything... -LINKAGE- |
02:23 a.m. Tuesday, February 26, 2002 Weellll... I may be getting someone else to pay for Dreamweaver... Hmmm...Re-reading "A Tale of Two Cities." I last read it in 7th or 8th grade -- for fun. Hm...drowning in TnT goodness... It's ironic, however, that just when I find the Tatsumi x Tsuzuki ML, a bunch of TatsTsu stuff goes to the main ML! Alrighty, nothing to take care of the minor cravings like a bit of Japanese fanart. Just a few gleanings this time: Leareth! Lookie! Despite other writing pressures, I sent my next part to you! Now, tag, you're it! are? nani? 02:13 a.m. Monday, February 25, 2002 Damnit all to Meifu! The computer that has Dreamweaver on it decides to almost crash, so it has to have a bunch of shit done on it... And it caused my trial of Dreamweaver to end before I could finish my doujinshi site! *Smiles sweetly* Ah...yes... So, the dj page not up as expected... Gomen nasai. I have to either pay for Dreamweaver (damned overpriced and not even owned by Microsoft...as far as I know...) or finish off the doujin page with no flash buttons... Unless they have a free flash editor... I guess I'll check... In other news, I just found out today...er...yesterday now... Anyway, just found out there's a Tatsumi x Tsuzuki ML! Nobody told me! Well, I told you and now I'm telling all y'all reading my blog. Feel the TnT goodness! Okay, so I'm pissed off at the family computer (already ran out of my free trial on my own computer), and kinda depressed cause the Olympics are over... So, I write. As for the rest of you, Chapter 1 is going to the TatsxTsu ML, as a special preview. Chapter 1 and 2 will be generally posted when 2 is done Otanoshimi! beware of mouse 04:25 p.m. Saturday, February 23, 2002 Okay, girls, boys, and everyone in between -- The fic has landed. Yes, the one-shot I mentioned is now up, and it's called "Fourth Dimension." Read it, please. And if it's not too much to ask, enjoy it! ^__^ Oh, and I forgot to mention... I got my new doujin yesterday... Oh, that makes me think of a time I was playing w/ a Ouija board w/ my suitemates in the dorm. We asked the board what the girl who didn't join us was doing, and it got as far as "M...A...S...T..." before we all fell back laughing our asses off... the real california cheese 01:40 p.m. Saturday, February 23, 2002 Damn... Alexei Yagudin can skate. I love watching him on the ice (oh, and NBC going in and watching him change his shirt during the exhibitions wasn't too bad either). Moving the dj site is still going on... I'm 1/3-1/2 way done. 1-2 more days ought to get everything changed and uploaded. Well, I posted my little story to the MuxTsu ML. Now, I just need to html it, put it up, link to it, and let the rest of the world know. ... *kyuu* 01:13 p.m. Friday, February 22, 2002 Well, things are just weird here. I get inspired by the full moon and the cold, I write a prolugue to a fic... I get all wound up during PMS, I write part of a fic... Now, I get nostalgic and can only write this new fic by...writing it. Anyway, I now have a little Muraki, leaning toward Muraki x Tsuzuki, post-Kyoto piece on paper. Still undecided on title, but I can come up with that as I transfer the story. And oh yeah, Leareth... I may have to retaliate for your mere thought of Tatsumi/Muraki (*gag* *spew*)... If you're going to do that to Tatsumi... well, just think of what I can do to your beloved character that may well be worse! Oh, and thanks for reading chapter one! And now...to other things... ah rats! 12:43 a.m. Friday, February 22, 2002 Well, so much for the Olympic spirit. Apolo Anton Ohno is receiving death threats. Don't ask me why. Apparently there were email threats from Koreans even after Saturday (when the Korean took Ohno out!). I mean, Ohno didn't twist the referee's arm. And why did the Italian skater (unaffected in any way by the disqualification call) say that someone should take a rifle to Ohno? Anyway... I signed up for a new account for the doujin page, although I'm wondering if some people are loading it just fine... Hmm... I'm feeling neglected... "voices in the sky" 02:53 a.m. Thursday, February 21, 2002 NOOOOOOOOOOO!! Torg... Zoe... Will it never work out? (Oh, after today, you'll have to go here. ... Olympics exciting today...but there was all that emotional blackmail with the Shea family. Alright...must get out of the "People Suck" mode. Anyway, trying to iron out doujin site problems. I really don't want to have to move. I just did all the pages for the 100+pg dj, and that was work. And then I think of having to change the linkage on 100's of buttons and pages... Oi, Leareth. I found a little Japanese fic that had some narration by dolls in it. I know this will make you feel happy -- it was nowhere near as freaky as yours. Oh, and for all 5 of you out there who enjoy my writing, I did get the first chapter of a new series started. I may wait to post it, though, until I have the second chapter done. And I'm waiting on second opinion to see if it should have a prologue. My new doujin is coming in the mail! Another one in Dotambaya's Death Series. I think I'll try and get them all. The art may not be the best, but it grows on you (and you just have to look above here to see how nice it can be)... and the artist is a Tatsumi x Tsuzuki, Muraki x Tsuzuki fan... and from what I've seen they have good stories... and I just get hooked on the emotional tones of the books... Some artists can draw the characters very well indeed, but their work lacks emotional resonance. Anyhoot... Must look for nice song lyrics to go with future blog layouts... Must use some Moody Blues lyrics (like this and the previous post's email link lines -- from "Voices in the Sky"). ~"Nights in white satin, "If you could talk to me, what news would you bring..." 02:07 a.m. Wednesday, February 20, 2002 Wow, after the men's figure skating, the women's just seems so...small. I wonder... if girls learning skating were never told that they can't jump as high as the men, would we see higher jumping women? Much excitement with the speed skating, though. And the women's bobsled. Next thing I'm really looking forward to is the figure skating exhibitions. No pressure, no rules! Yay! Another person signed my guestbook! Maybe in another 150 hits, I'll get another one! Hm... My mind is just all messed up... I look at this ML post with someone talking about liking Tatsumi x Watari (*cough* total mismatch *cough* all wrong *cough*) and referring to it as Tatwat... Not being thrilled over the concept, my wandering mind went, Yeah, yeah, I know. Sorry to all fans of that pairing. If you feel too bad, I might make it up to you by posting some links to Japanese sites that have that pair... *sniffle* ... Yeah, still having mood problems. And my Valentine's candy is all gone now... Oi, Leareth. What's a bod got to do to get you to tell them to f... off? I mean, I don't want to piss you off, considering you're more evil than I am (but just as evil as my evil twin, who incidentally also got the March Hare on the Alice character test). Ho-hum...and I'm having fun planning out new layouts for the blog... If only I was better at editting pictures... "blue bird, flying high, tell me what you sing..." 01:30 a.m. Monday, February 18, 2002 Methinks I've undergone e-death and have been reborn in server hell because of bad e-karma. In any event -- I am in server hell. My new one is fine. It's ssihost and nerdcities. SSihost I explained earlier. Nerdcities was owned by ssihost, and they've now been taken over by something far worse. It was bad enough that I couldn't do anything with that space the last week or so because everything I uploaded suddenly became a 0 byte file! Now, the new management not only has a header banner, but also a footer banner...and a pop-up! 3 damn ads! 1 pop-up that only pops up once, I could deal with... But banners cramp my already cramped style! I am asthetically offended! Anyway, now I need to find a server with at least 50 megs of space (I have that many doujinshi!), and either a pop-up or no ad whatsoever (hey, I'm putting up this for you all, not me, so I think you can deal with a pop-up, but I can't deal with a banner!). Oh, and FTP uploading would be great, since there's such a mass of files... Oh, and because I'm all caught-up in this and a case of moodiness, I forgot to ask earlier. Are you planning on giving the link to Impromptu to anyone? You are quite free to, I'm just curious. squeak 04:00 p.m. Sunday, February 17, 2002 Damnit! Damnit! DAMN IT! Stupid asswipes at ssihost have killed my page! They suddenly decide to tack on codes to my page for there stupid pop-ups (that don't even pop up every time) and they put it between my background code and my table html, so all the thing'll load is the header, the bgc and, their stupid, damn, assinine pop-up. ASSHOLES! I'm moving that part of the site. That's it. That's their third strike, so they're out. I'll move to a different server, but not the same one as my main site. Some of the dj content is questionable, and if an account is going to get deleted because of that (although, do to the sheer mass number of files, etc, they'd have to be pretty anal-retentive about checking to notice -- or someone'd have to report me), I don't want my main site to go down with the ship. Anyway, sorry to anyone who was trying to look at the dj site. Do take a look at the other part of the site, ne? I wonder if anyone has been. You are the only person out of 80 or so who bothered to sign the guestbook. Ah, yes, short-track speed skating. I'm not sure I like that sport at the moment... It's like the O.K. Corral -- last man standing... And You can laugh at the fluke, but imagine how we feel, here in the States! Our poster boy Apollo Anton Ohno was taken out, when he would have had it! And he got injured! Near as I could tell, the Chinese skater went down, which lead the Korean skater to go down, taking Ohno with him. Kyaa! And that Chinese skater should have been disqualified in the qualifying anyway because he deliberately pushed out the top Korean skater and Nagano gold medalist! On happier topics... I'm becoming a smile dk addict. I got hooked on "Butterfly," then "Mr. Wonderful," then "Boys," then "Dancing All Alone," and now "Sweet Senorita." What's scary, however, is that my mom is discovering she likes some techno... And... Zoe and Torg are together again! (In the sense that they're in the same place...they've never managed the "together" together...) But, it's starting to go wrong already. Not quite the reunion one would expect, but it was still cute, somehow. This is my favorite Torg and Zoe reunion moment (from the Storm Breaker Saga). And now, back to work... ;.; hooeeeee~ 04:10 p.m. Friday, February 15, 2002 Oh yeah, and I forgot to mention on the last post... And...I myself have sometimes stretched things for my own fanservice... I mean, Widoshiiku and Ginga in Time Stranger Kyoko. There was that one scene Kyoko and Mizuno began to misinterpret (^__^), but really there is no evidence that they are other than loyal friends. Yeah, so I do consider that they'd make a beautiful pair (with a lot of hair), but, I will also acknowledge that it's unlikely and unnecessary. Well, in any event, it was good to let off a rant during, this time... I feel much better already. TsuHi, Sam/Frodo, and Leo/Pres fans are all entitled to their opinons and fanservice. I just won't read/view them! And I certainly won't flame anyone. Flames are the height of immaturity on the net, along with entire websites devoted to hating something. Flames are the puerile resort of the small mind. Anti-character webpages and stuff like that are too much output of negative energy. A one-time rant, a deep breath, and then positive effort into something you feel good about is far healthier. Don't like Amelia (you mean, anti-Amelia person! I like every character in Slayers -- and Amelia has the same seiyuu as ChaCha -- and she and Lina have such an adorable friendship), well then devote a site to a Slayers character you do like... Besides, everything is about ME! Just kidding! ^__^ 03:44 p.m. Friday, February 15, 2002 Well, the whole pairs figure skating thing was resolved. I am glad that the Canadians got the gold, and also glad that it wasn't taken away from the Russian pair. Neither pair, though, are going to go down in history as pure winners. I think the gold must be rather tarnished for both... Ho-hum... I've always found the strangest things interesting. When I used Napster, I liked to see what people copied from me. It amused me that it always seemed like everybody wanted what I had just got myself. Now, I am getting way to into stats. I check my site stats. "Oh, another wandered in from the blog." I check the blog stats. "Oh, what's this? Oh, how sweet, Leareth linked me in dedication on 'Distraction.'" I do some other stuff... I stop and wonder. I take the time to check and compare only to find that the person followed a trail from Leareth's fic, to my blog, to my site. I have to be pretty easily amused, because I found that remotely interesting. Not as interesting, tho, as ppl hitting here lookin for "Legend of Dragoon good sex." Well, I suppose if you're gonna read lemons, you want the characters to feel fulfilled... I read a Japanese Watari x Tsuzuki, Tatsumi x Tsuzuki fic where Watari and Tsuzuki had bad sex (because Tats had just dumped Tsu, and Watari was trying to move in on Tsu, but Tsu was, of course still in love w/ Tats, and he called out Tats name during -- you know -- and he ended up back w/ Tats in the end and poor Watari was left alone...). Wai! TxT mania on the ML! Tatsumi x Tsuzuki strikes back! We'll show those people who denigrate our beloved pair! Hm...I feel a little rant coming on... Can I blame it on being tired, too? ??? 01:56 a.m. Friday, February 15, 2002 Notice anything new about the layout? It's nothing big. Yes, I did change my site link, but that was already changed... Will it help if I tell you to look over <---- there, to the left? Or maybe you don't notice... I've added someone to my "kidnap" list! Yes, if Alexei Yagudin, Russian figure skater who trains in the US, ever feels like gaining American citizenship... I'd be more than happy to help out. ^_^ Anyway, the men's skating was a good show. And our all-American, golden curled boy can jump! He just needs to work on that artistry. Ice dancing next... Maybe I'll watch it... I updated my site, just a little. I added a banner I made last night. That's why I was still on here when pitas finally got back on-line. I got caught up looking thru my layout pics until I found one that could be made into a passable banner. I also uploaded another doujinshi. Not too long, this time (which is good for me! sad for you!). So, finally some Muraki x Tsuzuki action you can see! All 18 illustrated pages of Homura. Hm... My dad asked me where he could look at this website I was creating. I told him he couldn't. Like HELL I'm going to give him the url! !!! 03:44 a.m. Thursday, February 14, 2002 Pitas no baka! I couldn't update this when I wanted to, because it decided to be down for HOURS! Baka yarou! Korosu zo! Happy Valentine's Day! In celebration, here's a little comic from a Japanese webpage (Yami no Shinigami, always a favorite): And, just for kicks, here's more art from those wonderful Japanese sites: And... I got my webpage back! I found a free host that gives 30 megs of space, no file restrictions that would bother me, FTP uploading, and no banners or pop-ups. Maybe it'll be better than envy. It's CFM Resources, which is geared toward ColdFusion pages, but it never said that you had to have a coldfusion page. I don't know abot it's reliabilty yet (downtime, speed with connections faster than 28.8), but I'm already preparing a back-up on Brinkster (pretty much the same deal, except no FTP -- but then, they have the coolest web file manager I've seen). It didn't even take me that long to find both of those. I also tried to get a short url with diz.nu, but it's been working wiggy... I keep getting this page saying that Quake is coming soon... Anyway, check out the new, imrpoved (though with very little new content) First Cry in Hades! I really like how some of the pages came out (the others are okay). Anyway, the index and menu load quickly, and the index can also go to the doujin site, which really is a part of my main site. Choice of pics on pages was mainly whim, except I used Kazu-chan's fave pic for the art page. I was gonna have the links page all artistic, but it takes just long enough to load with all the banners. Would you believe that every Japanese site I linked has a banner? I have over 20 Japanese sites linked! Those comprise the part of those sites that I have bookmarked that have a good amount of art (or a small amount of really good stuff) and that are "link free." Whew, now I just need to beef up the English links (I got your new page just in time). And I need to finish the doujin site... Hey, I fiddled around w/ a scan, and it isn't Yami no Matsuei! It's for any KKJ fans here. It's from the last volume, but it's spoiler free. It's my take on a scene. You just need to know who Noin and Silk are (and maybe a little something about "Wayne's World"). Anyway, Party on, Wayne! In the Olympics... They keep calling that Swiss Ski Jumper a Harry Potter look-a-like... Well, he does fly like him... And I still have the Olympic fanfare stuck in my head... ... |
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