Gackt is all blue and stuff.

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Saturday, May 29, 2004 08:42 p.m.

Eeehh. Grant and Jackie's other friends are here. Katie and Chris. >_> More people. Oh yay. We're gonna watch a movie when Cops is over at 9:00. I don't know what movie though. Chris is kind of cute. Grant told us before they got here that Chris's

-Ack Linds wants comp i finish later-

And now it's 2 days later. Anyway, Grant had told us that Chris's parents didn't want him to be gay so for his birthday and stuff they always give him Playboy magazines and calendars. He's not gay though. He likes girls. He's just a little guy and he likes to put on tights and run in the forest pretending he's an elf. ... I don't know if he really does that or if Grant was just joking. >_<

Um. Oh. We did watch a movie. We watched Bubba Ho-tep. It was funny. Hee. His rib was sticking out. Heehee.

After the movie we all played Halo. Fun fun. I won once. ^^

:o Grant said yesterday that Bujingai might not be worth it! :o ..Actually..he's right. It might not be worth it to buy it. But I would rent it. If only it were on Xbox so we could burn it..

Yesterday Grant, Jackie, Mom, and I watched Interview with a Vampire. Good movie. Heh. My mom likes Brad Pitt. o_o After the movie my mom said to Jackie "I think Brad Pitt looks the best, don't you think?" and Jackie says "Mmm no, Tom Cruise looks better." I'm glad they didn't ask for my opinion. I like Pitt but in the movie..their long hair.. ew.

Sigh. Must work.

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fire Friday, May 28, 2004 07:01 p.m.

Heehee. Chip. Last night we had an..odd conversation. We = grant, jackie, chip, taylor, and me. And um.. heh. Chip said "I would wear lipstick or even shave my legs if a girl thought it was hot." I don't remember why he said that. O__o And.. he also told us about some guy who had "the perfect lips for sucking dick". Chip is odd but..that's cool. I still don't know much about Taylor though.. ah and Chip wants to be a veterinarian and he said that if he wants to be one he will have to one day have his arm shoulder-length up a cow's ass. Fun.

Today we set fire to a toy car. Stuffed it full of fire works and stuff. That was fun. We attracted a bunch of small children.

Today in school I did almost nothing. 2 classes of nothing. And I missed half of German because we had a little AP US histor meeting thing. APUSH is going to be hard. I'm scared. The summer assignment is insane.

Eh. I'm done.

Heehee. "Aww I died kissing a guy!" said Grant.

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Thursday, May 27, 2004 11:08 p.m.

Yes. I am done with my Komodo project. Finally. It sucks but I don't care. Its the end of the year dammit. I don't want to work anymore. I'm going to go kill some people in Halo now. Whee. ^^ *bang bang*

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Godzuki Thursday, May 27, 2004 09:43 p.m. - 10:16 p.m.

Oh man! Komodo dragons are freaking cool. I just watched one almost rip a goats head off. So. Awesome. I wish I could show that to the class. Might wierd some people out though.

Grant's college buddies are here. They're gonna stay for a few days. Chip and Taylor. Taylor the man. Heh. Chip is going to sleep in the computer room on the blow up bed where Jackie was sleeping. But we don't really have a place for Taylor. Grant said that Taylor wouldn't care. He said he could sleep with Chip. Heh. Hehheh. He'll probably just sleep on Grant's futon.

I don't like having new people here. I always feel awkward around people who aren't normally in the house. Even Greg. And I've known Greg for a long time. Not know know him but.. he's come over a lot. ..I don't want to seem unfriendly to them.. sigh. I can't be myself around people I don't know well. Oh well. I'll try.

Hee. In history yesterday we played Mafia. It was fun. Whenever someone was killed, Rounsley would make up a story for how they were killed. But the stories were always..not very interesting. Gotta spice it up man. Electricute them. Cut off their head. Torture of some kind. Slice their throat. But noo, it was "they fell off a cliff" or "they drowned". laaaaaame. I was accused of being in the mafia..twice I think. Because I was being quiet. wtf? I'm always quiet. I don't understand why they accused the quiet people becuase they were quiet. We're always quiet you stupid.

Cicadas are cool. I love that sound they make. Not the indivual sound but.. all of them together. It sounds like a spaceship. I'm gonna pretend its Godzilla so I can sing the Godzilla and Godzuki song. and Godzuuuuuukiiiiiiii. ^^ Did Godzilla make a noise? Whatever. I just want to sing the Godzilla and Godzuki song. You know. From that old show. "Its Godzilla(in a sort of deep voice) and Godzuuuukiiiii!(in a higher voice)" or something. I don't know what the hell I'm talking about. o__<

Its lightening-ing outside. Neat. If only it would make the computer explode so I couldn't finish my project. And if the explosion wouldn't hurt me much. And if the computer was still ok just not useable until tomorrow. Wouldn't want to lose my 202 song long winamp playlist you know. Not to mention my collection of Jrock pictures. Very important.

Dude, Chip is a huge guy. Freaking tall. He was standing on the stairs and I didn't know and I was like, man he's tall, but then he got off the stairs and he was even taller than I thought.

Chip's real name is Cecil. Pronounced Cee-cil. Not like the Cecil on The Simpsons. Side Show Bob's brother is named Cecil yeah? Well anyway Chip is really named Cecil. I want to call him that. For fun.

Dammit. I have to work on this fucking project now. Dammiiit. *insert mindless swearing* I don't want to. But I have to. Fuck. Linds keeps coming in here telling me to hurry up and finish so she can talk to her friends on AIM. Sigh. School is the suck.

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Milk Duds Wednesday, May 26, 2004 09:55 p.m. - 11:21 p.m.

Arg. Why am I not working?! I'm gonna have to turn in this biology thing late because I just can't concentrate right now. I get distracted so easily. All I wanted to do was download a song while I was working, which I do all the time, and somehow..I ended up reading the Muse forum. wtf.

Hmm. Gackt's The 7th Night is out now. Dunno if I want to order it though. I told myself I was going to order his next cd as soon as I knew it was out but.. it's all acoustics. I dunno.

Waaaaah. ;_; Grant and Jackie said they were gonna buy Bujingai today but they didn't and now I am sad. I don't even know if it is actually out yet because on Muse it says it has been delayed. Maybe that is why they didn't buy it. ..I'd think they'd tell me if it had been delayed. Maybe they think I don't care much. I do. I do care. Of course..I only care because Gackt is in it. I don't know much about the actual game. It could be the most shittastic game ever for all I know. But Gackt is in it. If there isn't a japanese option I will be uber sad.

>_< aaaaaaaagh. Anytime I see a guy shirtless all I can think of is "My nipples look like Milk Duds" ... Damn you Kung Pow.

Omg. I swear.. this Melt Banana song I have.. I swear they're saying "Hands in pants, hands in pants, hands in pants in a melting shack". o____o

Dammit. I wish I lived in California. Miyavi is playing in Anaheim. Sigh. And Psycho le Cemu is going to some con on the west coast and A-Kon in Texas. Suck. I keep checking the Otakon website but.. they still don't have any japanese guests up yet. The one Angela and I went to..some time in the past.. last year? I dunno.. well.. Due le Quartz was there. I looked at my old book to see who the musical guests were because I didn't like Jrock then. And it was Due le Quartz. I think TMRevolution had been there too or maybe that was at that other con we went to. I didn't get to see either one. Actually I can remember being in the room where Due le Quartz was playing and being completely bored. I thought it was dumb. Now I wish I had stayed. I wonder if Miyavi was still in the band then. Sigh. I could have seen Miyavi. >___o

Ooooooooh and L'arc en ciel's new album is being released here. Yay. I'm gonna buy it. It has Ready Steady Go on it. I like that song. I like all the L'arc songs I've heard. So I'm buying it. If I see it... Maybe it would be in Borders.. I was thinking of buying a TMRevolution cd. I downloaded a song today. It was good. But I dunno if liking one song is enough. Hmm.

I'm getting off now. Gonna go maybe play with Grant and Jackie. ^______^

EDIT - I lied. It was actually Duel Jewel not Due le Quartz. And that was at Katsucon. T.M.R. was at Otakon. ._. Speaking of T.M.R. I'm downloading a song of his right now. Will be done in 1 hour and 50 minutes. ^^

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Sunday, May 23, 2004 06:45 p.m. - 8:27 p.m.

Well, it took me a while but I finally got that image to load. Yay. It's Gackt. ^^

Mmm. Friday was such a nice day. I wish everyday could be like that. At first, it was looking to be a crappy day. I didn't finish my comp book for math the night before and I was mad at myself. But then I get to math class and it turns out that the seniors and juniors had to go to this thing and we don't have to take the quest or turn in our comp books until Tuesday! I was so happy. So we did nothing the entire period. I finished my comp book and doodled. I could have played Uno with some people but I didn't feel like it.

Then PE was boring and stupid as usual. We played Big Base against the freshmen. I love that game. It's great because I just go to first base and sit there the entire time.

Hee. And then I had biology. That was fun. We disected frogs. We had to have a partner. Usually, when we do partner things I'm with Carolina but for some reason everybody had switched up the partners and I ended up with Zack. That poor frog got ripped apart so much. I was laughing the entire time. ^^

English was not so fun. I think our class is getting tired of Hinders and Hinders is getting tired of us. Jessica actually told him that he is a bad teacher and Hinders didn't even do anything.

Whee and then school was over and Lindsey and I went out and rode bikes and it was hot but fun. We always go down this big hill and when we went down it there were these 2 little boys at the bottom and Linds and I came zooming down towards them and one of them screamed and sounded like a girl. Ahh. I laughed. Yay. I scared a small boy. Good times.

Then, after dinner, Grant, Jackie and I went out to buy the new Zim DVD. We had to go to about 4 different places and finally ended up buying it in Hot Topic. But it's cool because we have the DVD now and I'm happy. I could've cared less where we got it but Grant wanted to buy it somewhere else for cheap. But it was sold out everywhere else. Anyway, the DVD is cool. Coolio. The..commentaries are..um..interesting. Strange, strange people. I haven't watched the animatics yet but I will.

Dammit. I'm supposed to be doing my history fair thing. Actually, I still don't have a topic. I have to find a topic. I think I'm going to just have to go back and do what I was going to do before. Female spies or someshit. I can't blow this off. It's our freaking final exam now. This sucks. I hate Rounsley.

OMG. My winamp playlist is now 185 songs long and in 16 minutes it will be 186. Whoo! I have developed a new hobby/obsession. Downloading mp3s. ^^ Hee. Jrock and..Rammstein mp3s. Though, I did download My Band and 2 little french songs.. Mostly whatever I find on Jrock mp3 rotations. Whee.

While we were driving around for the Zim DVD, we were talking about how we'd like to go to Japan. Jackie said it would cost 00 each and we'd get a discount on plane tickets if we had a bigger group. Of course, that 00 only covers hotel, tickets, and breakfast. I know I would be tempted to spend all the money I had on random crap. Random crap includes, clothes, cds, toys, concerts. Oh my god. Concerts. I was thinking to myself the other night.. concerts are expensive. We probably wouldn't be able to go to many. What if I had to choose between Dir en grey and Gackt?! I don't know if I could. I love them both. Gackt is a god but Dir en grey is so cool. And I don't know how my other peoples would feel about them. I don't know if Grant would feel comfortable among the millions of Gackt fangirls/boys squealing. I don't know how Grant or Jackie would feel about the screaming, crazy Dir en grey fans. If we were to go to a Dir en grey concert, would they let me scream and jump and mosh in the front with the rest of the insane fans? I don't think I could help myself. I'd want to be right up there next to the stage man. I'd never get another chance to so I'd want to make the most of it. Yeah. Same with a Gackt concert but... I don't know if those get crazy. >_< Sigh. I'm dreaming now.

My god, I just wrote a crapload. Lookit that.

o______o ..I need to go to Blockbuster. Moon Child is for rent now. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Hmmm.. I wonder if I could Grant to take me.. Jackie knows Gackt is cool. Maybe she'd want to see it too. Hmmm.. I don't want to sound obsessive though. >_> I heard her mention something about "save it for Bujingai" today and I really wanted to say something but I didn't. I don't want to get my hopes up for that game. It's cool that the main guy looks like Gackt and that Gackt did the moves and stuff but.. his voice is really the thing I want. And the American version probably won't have his voice. I will never understand why when games come to the US they take away the Japanese. I can understand why they'd want to give us English because some people (like Lindsey) don't want to read subtitles. But usually the English isn't that good and plus, japanese is just so pretty. So why not give us a choice? It's not like they have to record all new japanese voices, they already have them. So, I'm not going to get my hopes up. Grant and Jackie might not even buy it. I would probably only rent it anyway. I don't have the money to buy it. Actually I do but spending large amounts of money makes me feel.. guilty. I guess I could ask for it for my birthday or christmas or something. I dunno. I'd only do that if I knew it had Gackt's voice. Blah.

I have to go shower now. Wow. It didn't really take me 2 hours to write this. I've been going back and forth. ^^

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... Thursday, May 20, 2004 11:59 p.m.

Whoo. First real entry.

All day today I was worried about going to history. I was supposed to find a history fair topic yesterday and.. I didn’t. >_> I can’t think of one. And Rounsley doesn’t help me. He just kept telling me to think of an “interest” that I have. I’m not sure how I could get a good history fair topic from Jrock or anime or sleeping. Actually, I could but only if this were last year. Last year all we had to do was The History of ______. Not this year. This year, our topic has to have an “argument.” I’m supposed to prove something. I was thinking..of doing something with..ninjas. Or something. I dunno. Ninjas are cool.

Speaking of ninjas, I wish I could watch more Naruto. I like Naruto. Grant said that when he watched the episode where Haku and Zabuza die he was all sad and Jackie said she actually cried. ... I didn't. It was sad but.. they were the bad guys. They died. OH NO. Heh. Even when Naruto thought Sasuke was dead.. I wasn't all that sad. I was surprised. I was like "WTF" but I wasn't going to cry. It's just an anime character.

Speaking of sadness and anime, Fullmetal Alchemist is a good anime. But it is so freaking sad. Jeez. I want to see more though.

I drew this today. Actually, I drew it last night at 2:00am. I like him. Mostly because he's human and I don't usually draw good humans. It's the nose man. Human noses suck.

In the original picture he has a body but I don't like it much. Just the head.

I have PE tomorrow. I hate PE. PE is the suck. I hate PE for a number of reasons. I'm extremely lazy. I don't want to freaking play. Also, the kids in my class get way too into the game. I refuse to go near the ball in soccer because I don't want to kicked. And, then there is always Mackey to make things worse. That stupid, stupid man.

Stupid. There are some things that just annoy the hell out of me and stupid people are one of them. Why, oh why do kids decide to stand in groups and talk in front of a door? ?! Can't they move? Do they not realize they are blocking the door? No, I'll bet they know, they just want to block the door. And, why do these kids think it is a good idea to walk backwards in the hallway? They have to talk to their friends so...they walk backwards in front of them...?! Aaaand why can't people walk on the right side of the hallway? That makes sense to me. You drive on the right. You walk on the right. That way, no one is walking into each other. But I guess the stupid people standing in groups in the freakin crowded hallway will mess that plan up. Sigh.

I complain a lot.

I guess I should go to bed. Jackie is going to come in here and want to sleep eventually. And plus, I have to go do my english homework.

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