Monday, June 14, 2004 05:11 p.m.
I'm reading this Gackt's Furachi thingy
http://www.gackt.us/modules/tinycontent/index.php?id=16
And this girl said she is afraid to fly in planes and Gackt gives her advice and stuff and then at the end he says "Eri-chan, come fly into my world." ^^
kiri kiri mai!! :O !! Monday, June 14, 2004 02:49 p.m.
WHEE yesterday was awesome. AWESOME. It started out as a regular boring Sunday but then Grant and Jackie and Lindsey and I went out to Tyson's Mall. Man that was fun. But the stuffed animal store is gone. ;__; And there was no anime store. ;__; But there was a little stand-thingy called Fanclub. ^^ They had some funny crap toys like Spaderman and Ball of Dragon - Future Protectors of Universe!. AND they had cute pencils!! Just like the ones that used to be in Thingamajigs!! :O I wanted to buy like 50 of them. But I only bought one and some cute PIRATE lead. Hell yeah. Colored pirate lead. And my pencil has a little hamster on it named Hamusuke. ^^ FREAKING CUTE. I love those pencils.. But I still can't get rid of my old pencil. I've had for like 3 years man. Love that pencil.. >_<
Yeah.. so then we wandered around and looked at stuuffff... and then we went to eat and Grant got some chicken and Linds didn't want anything and Jackie and I got some noodle salad stuff from Sbarro. AND THEN we ran away to Starbuck's because Jackie wanted Linds and I to try some coffee. Frapaccinoooo. Yumalicious. I loved it. I drank a little and was like "MY GOD THIS STUFF IS THE SHIT" so I drank more and it was cold so my chest hurt and I had to stop to let Linds try. I don't think Linds liked it as much because she drank some and said she liked it but then she let me have the rest. Mmmm. So good. God I want some more friggin coffee now. XO
AND THEN we left the mall and went in Tower Records and I went straight to the Asian section. Jackie did too. ^^ But they didn't have anything good. And I went to the magazine section and they didn't have any anime magazines from Japan. And I forgot to look for magazines like Pati Pati or Shoxx. >_______<
AND THEN I went to the video section and Jackie was there and she was looking at the Japanese movies ^^ and then Grant and Linds came over and we were all looking at the Japanese movies and what do I see on the shelf?! Moon Child. I picked it up and looked at it and Jackie looks at me and says "Is that it?" That was so funny. She didn't even need to call it by name. It was like she knew what I was looking at. Crazy. Yeah.. so then Jackie and I both wanted it but Grant convinced Jackie not to get it but I was not convinced. But I didn't buy it and we went to 7/11 to get MORE coffee :9 and when we left I told Grant I changed my mind and wanted to go back and buy it. He sounded surprised. And Jackie gave me . We were going to split it before. I feel bad now. She didn't need to give me the . I wanted the movie for myself. ^^ I'm kind of scared though. What if I payed for a really crappy movie. Gackt and Hyde are cool though.. Oh well. ^^
The other day we went to Blockbuster to rent a movie. We went in and just went around the Newly Released walls and looked for movies with asian words or people.
A couple days ago we watched a movie that Grant and Jackie rented called The Returner. The guy who Samonosuke from Onimusha was modeled after was in it. ehhh what is his name. Takeshi Kane..shiro? Or something. Takeshi sounds right. Hm.. Anyway it was a good movie. A little wierd. Funny though. I guess the wierd part is to be expected since it is a random, sci-fi, alien invasion, time travel movie from Japan. Heh. But it was good. And at the end Takeshi is soaking wet and laying in the road! XD What more could you want?!?! eheheheeee ... >___>
omg I can't believe I forgot about last night. After we came home I had to study but then the International Channel was playing Japanese stuff!! This show about firemen was on. ^____^ And then Hey Hey Hey came on! So cool! Because I know what that show is. Only because Gackt had been on it before.. But this one was like a countdown thing. But they only got to number 38! How could they stop at 38! That is so mean.. Hee! Mr. Children was on there a couple times. And Glay. And L'arc. And after that PopJapanTV came on. ^^ Got to watch Ready Steady Go on TV. And learn about Orange Range. KIRI KIRI MAI! KIRI KIRI MAI! I want to find that song now..
Grant wants me to make him CDs now. ^^
omg I still haven't gotten all the fanlistings up yet. ARG I'm gonna go do it now.. >____<
YES. Finally, after days of being internet-less I am back. Thank god. Stupid computer decided to DIE. Just like that. Poof. It makes a funny buzzing noise, shuts itself off, and then won't come on again for hours. Then when it does come on, it only lasts for 5 minutes. God, I was so scared I was going to lose all my mp3s. >_< But Jackie called Chris and he came over and told us how to fix it and now it is all better. ^^ My mp3s are saved! Everyone kept poking fun at me because I was afraid for my mp3s.. Grant and Jackie were so impressed with my 250+ playlist. I never told them I had a bunch of mp3s.. I guess they opened winamp and saw my playlist. I wonder if they listened to any of it..?
GAH I finally get a chance to get online and now we have to go out and buy my summer reading books. Oh goody.
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And I'm back. ^^ We only bought one of the books because Waldon's didn't have the other one. And I didn't look at the manga section at all. I resisted. I knew if I did I would buy something even if it was just random. I can't help myself. >_< But I did good today and didn't look.
Oh! omg THE SEVENTH NIGHT came! It came already! It came in 2 days! 2 freaking days! :O Crazy man. And its a good cd. No no not just good its great. Fantabulous. Whee. I love it. I'm surprised I like it so much because its all accousticy stuff and I usually like harder and faster stuff. (harder faster XD *dies*) Maybe I like it because its Gackt. >_< But you know, if Dir en grey were to make an all accoustic cd I'm sure I'd love that too..
Heehee. When it came I was sitting on the couch opening it, and Grant and Jackie came in to see what I was opening and I showed it to Grant and he goes "Oh my gosh.. Its Gackt.." and then he looked at Jackie. ^^
Mmm. I'm gonna go finish putting up the fanlistings now so then I can actually go and join them. ^^ Isn't it neat how the pictures flip over?!?!
I wrote all of this like an hour ago or something in microstoft word wheeeeee its 1am now
Okay I had this dream a couple days ago and I don’t want to forget it because it was freakin weird. I can’t remember all of it… but I can remember being in this strange house. I wandered around and a bit and I realized I was in Dir en grey’s house. !! How I came to that conclusion, I don’t know. But I was in their house. I was kind of excited and I looked around a bit but I couldn’t find any of the boys.. =( so I sat down on a couch. I look over to my left and Toshiya is lying on the back of the couch. If that makes any sense. He looks at me and smiles. He looked uber-cute. ^^ His hair was all messed up though for some reason.. And then.. He uh, like..stuck his fingers in his mouth and was licking them (!?) and then he freaking pulled one of his teeth out. !! wtf. I laughed a little and raised an eyebrow (note: I can‘t do that. I can‘t actually raise one eyebrow) and laughed and he put his tooth back in somehow. I didn’t seem to think that was weird at all in the dream. (but now I am quite disturbed by it). Then he left. Then I got up and went to a window. I looked out and down and there were giraffes walking in the yard. I was so surprised by these giraffes. Then I looked down and the giraffes were walking in the house at my feet. See, I thought they were regular sized giraffes because I thought I was in a really high building and the giraffes looked small because of the height. But actually, the window was right above the giraffes and these giraffes were just dog-sized giraffes. I pet one of them when it walked in. then I was so surprised by the giraffes (but not the fact that they were dog-sized. Just the giraffes themselves.) that I found this guy. This cute asian guy. But not one of the Dir en grey boys. I don’t understand this. His hair was also messed up. In a cute way. He wasn’t wearing a shirt. … Anyway, I scream at him “You have giraffes!!??” and he says, “Yeah.” and I scream, again, “OMG You have freaking giraffes?!?!” and again, he answers, “… Yeah.” … My god. What the hell was wrong with me. Why was I so interested in the fucking giraffes. Jeezus. I’m in Dir en grey’s house, there is a cute. shirtless guy in front of me, and all I can think of are some goddamn giraffes?! C’mon me. Who gives a crap about giraffes. Obviously he wasn’t concerned with the giraffes. And why in god’s name did Totchi pull his tooth out. For some reason, I can’t get that image out of my head. I am scarred for life. I don’t know why that weirds me out so much. >_<
I wish I could have more Jrock related dreams. I’ve only had one other one. It was also about Dir en grey. ^^ I luff them. Yeah. I was in some school. Not Park View though. Some other school. But I know it was a school. And Dir en grey was there. They were in a hallway throwing a football around. I can remember that when they caught it they did cool “Matrix moves”. You know, slow motion and shit. And then Kyo left. I followed him. X3 He seemed lost. He went into the guy’s bathroom and I followed him in. (!! wtf!? was I planning on watching him pee?! that’s weird and perverted!! perverted in a strange and disturbing way!! O___o) Unfortunately he only got about halfway into the bathroom before his..um.. Agent man thing came in to find him. And I woke up. Too bad.
I think these dreams are the result of my listening to Jrock every night before I go to bed. At least I hope so. I want more Jrock related dream dammit. They’re strange. But fun.
“Welcome to my Pleasure Room!”
Ooooooh. And for the past… week? Grant, Jackie, and I have been playing Samurai Warriors. So. Cool. I am the ninja. Hottori Hanzo I think is his name. Cooooolness. Hellz yeah. I kick ass with my mad ninja skillz. Rar. Hehe. Ranmaru.
We’ve also been playing Dynasty Warriors but I like Samurai Warriors better because it has Japanese…um..vocals. Dynasty Warriors only has stupid English. And as fun as it is to make fun of the English dub, I’d much rather have the pretty Japanese. Japanese is just so pretty.
OH MY GOD I ordered THE SEVENTH NIGHT today. Oh the happiness. ^_______^ I should have it in…12 days? Something like that. I’m crazy happy. I just wish I’d ordered it earlier. I had no reason not to. When I asked mom she was just like
Ewwie. Watery tea.
Wow. I did actual work today. On my history project. It is due on Thursday. I still have a page of the paper to due and a poster. X_____x I will be so fucking happy when school is out. YEAH! THEN I GET TO WORK ON MY SUMMER READING SHIT! WHOOOOOOOO!!! School is the suck and teachers are evil. Why the hell do we have to do summer reading?! Summer is our break. BREAK. That means not working. At least it does to normal people. I’m not gonna want to work on it. I’m going to put it off just like I do with every big project I have. I never learn when I comes to procrastinating. Even right now. I could be working. But I’m taking a break. I’m so dumb. Oh well.
HA. Look at how easily I brushed that off. Craziness. Years ago, I would be freaking out. But not this year. I’ve taken an “I don‘t give a shit” attitude and I’m loving it. It is so great to not care that much. That is, until grades come. But even then I don’t seem to bothered. I failed a math test and an English test and I don’t even care. Oh.. no I actually passed that English test but it was a D. Which is bad. But oh well. Why should I worry about it? If I worry about it, I’m only going to be hard on myself. I used to get so angry at myself. Heh. I wouldn’t allow myself to eat snacks at night sometimes. See. If I had let that whole punishment thing go on I might be dead right now of starvation. Yep. I saved my own life. Whoo. I deserve an award for that. Maybe some money. Yeah. Money would be cool.
Um. I’ve written quite a bit. Um. I had other stuff to write about but I can’t seem to remember now. Eeehhh… Hm. Well. The pool has been open for a while now. And of course, everyday when I come home Lindsey and dad ask “do you want to go to the pool?” and I’ve answered no everytime so far. I feel bad though. They seem so sad when I say no. I’ve had an excuse this week. My history paper. But after this, when summer comes, I won’t have a real excuse. Sigh. Its just so boring at the pool now. I can’t enjoy myself by jumping in and out of the water for hours anymore. I have to go at least once though because I promised Lindsey. I wish I could go and just sit by the pool and read. Or sit in the water on those little..seat-stair things. But noooo I have to jump around with them. I’d be perfectly content to just sit in the water and stare off into space and think about things but I know they wouldn’t understand. Blah. I did get 2 new bathing suits. I like them. ^^ and they won’t get wasted like the one from last year because this year we are going to the beach. Goody. The dog can’t come. Not so goody. That sucks. I’m going to miss him. =( I really will. He always came to the beach with us. But dogs aren’t allowed at the house we’re getting this year. It also doesn’t have a hottub and it isn’t right on the beach. So what is so great about this new house?! … the boardwalk! How could I forget. This year at the beach we will spend most of our time shopping. I like shopping but our old house had stores near it. We had k-mart right there! K-mart man! There had better be some damn good stores on this boardwalk.
There is so much sarcasm in that paragraph that even I am confused.
Oh damn! Its 12:23. Crap. I guess I should go to bed soon. Damn. Oh but I can’t go to sleep yet. Gotta wait 24 minutes until my download finishes. Hehe.
Arg. I am going to kill Otakon. Yes somehow I am going to kill a convention. I want to know who the musical guest will be so I will have more reasons to want to go.
o_o wow. 2 whole pages in Microsoft word and I have the font size at 8. Jeez.
Oh crap! I was supposed to recopy that CD for Angela. Oops. Oh crap! I was also going to make me some Cds. Arg.
Oh man if I ever had a Japanese child I would so name them Toshiya or Kyo or Kaoru or Shinya. I don’t know how the hell I could possibly have a Japanese child since I am American but if I did I would. But I probably wouldn’t name them Kaoru because that name is hard to write. I always type Kauro. Stupid vowels!
I have this song by Buck-Tick and it sounds like their singing “just a fucking class here on the beach” and either they really don’t like this class or..it is a fucking class. And that is just weird. A lot of things are weird. Or maybe they’re saying something in Japanese and something completely different but my perverted mind wants to hear something else. I don’t know. I’m getting tired.
Man. Why is it so hard to find a good picture of Totchi in that white outift of his. I have found a bajillion pictures of cosplayers. Thank you google. I love you google but sometimes..I just want to smack you. I don’t want cosplayers. I want the real Toshiya. C’mon now. OMG a South Park Toshiya. That makes no sense. o__o omfg the Mana one is the scariest thing I have ever seen. My god. http://silent.infernal.free.fr/silent_infernal__galerie-south-park.htm Hee. That South Park Toshiya in the white suit has got to be the hottest South Park child I’ve ever seen. Why does he look angry though? Okay and um wtf is up with Kirito’s glasses in the very last one there?! And why is he saying “MEUUUUUUH”?! o_____O maybe that is something normal in French… I’m gonna start saying “MEUUUUUUH”. maybe French speaking people think that is a sexy thing to say. “MEUUUUUUH”
I just realized that is a smiling cow head on his shirt. what the hell. ?!
MEUUUUUUUH
Aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggg. I had this neat layout all planned out in my head and I had the images all ready and uploaded on photobucket but nooooooo it doesn't work. I know it can work. I just didn't do something right. I'm tired of this blue layout. I found the coolest image but.. I guess I just need to work it out. BLARG.
I'm going to go "cut people" now.
...in a video game...*cough* >_>
Dammit. I have a problem. I wish I had faster internet. I want to download this Seo Taiji video because I like the songs I have of his but.. it will take 10 freaking hours. But since its early right now I could do it. It would be done at 10 tonight. That is, if the internet stays on the entire time. But there are lots of other things I want. >___< Songs I want. Songs only take a half hour to an hour. So.. I don't know what to doooo.. ;__; I want more TMR. Sigh. Hm. But I have a whole week to get the songs and only a day to get the video.. I guess I'll get the video. It better be good.
Whee. My popups work now. ^^ But there isn't anything in them.. yet.
Oh man. Now I need to go to Otakon. Awesome people from Muse are going to be selling stuff there. Including coolio shirts that I would love to have. o__o Crap. If I were to go to Otakon, I could probably spend all the money on had on Gackt stuff. >__o
Ehh.. I gotta work now. Poo.
We weren't doing anything in guitar and I got bored so.. I wrote this.
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Well I'm bored out of my mind in guitar right now. I would get on the computer and type this but I don't think we're allowed. I'd listen to my CD player but I don't think we're allowed, I guess I could ask. I'm too lazy though. I'm so glad we're not doing anything in guitar. I was afraid we would be playing the stuff we were supposed to practice. I didn't practice. I never do. I was going to but.. I'm lazy. I want to teach myself chords so I can play Vanilla.
My handwriting is hideous. I can barely read it.
Today we had the slideshow. Long and lame as usual. Pictures of people playing sports. Yay. But we get out of class for it so thats cool.
They were talking about dreams. So boring. Everyone said the same thing, "I wanted to be an astronout." "I wanted to be a Ninja Turtle."
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I want to be a Ninja Turtle.
I'm hungry
I hope we are watching more of The Holy Grail in history. Funny movie.
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We did work in history. But it was okay. We read stuff on D-Day and discussed. Not so bad. Next time we will be watching a movie though.
I screamed at him, "I think it's a tank-- What the hell can we do now?" He stared calmly at me for a few seconds, poker-faced, and said, "Relax, kid, maybe it will go away." And sure enough, it did go away.
<-- That last thing is a quote from the stuff we read. I thought it was amusing. How could that guy be so calm when a take was coming. o____o
I really can play Vanilla. But not the chords or actual guitar stuff. I can play what he sings. Its cool.
I just opened win amp and for some reason I had the Media Library thing open. I’ve never really understood how to use that thing correctly but I looked at the recently played things and it also tells you how many times you’ve played a song. I find it interesting. Most of my most played songs are Dir en grey songs which isn’t surprising at all. I love them. But my most played song, with 66 times, is Gackt - Kimi no Temeni Dekiru Koto. That’s so weird. I like that song now, but I didn’t used to. I remember when I first downloaded a Gackt song I didn’t like it all. Emu ~for my dear~ was my first song. But I put in on a CD for some reason and listened to it a lot because it was my only Jrock CD I had so I guess I decided it was alright and downloaded more. And looked for pictures. ^^ Mmm. I remember my first Jrock song. Malice Mizer - Beast of Blood. Or it might have been Baptism of Blood. Well..first 2 songs then. Angela told me to download them. They were weird but I liked them. So I looked for information and stuff on Malice Mizer but..for some reason I didn’t find anything but I did find a picture of Dir en grey. I remember liking Die. In his tight leather…thing. Yes, so I liked the man in the full body leather thingy. Whoo. ^^ I still like Die. But I’ve grown fond of the others too. For a while Kyo scared me but now he’s my second favorite in the band. Die being first of course.
Dammit. The internet is being really bitchy. It won’t load anything. I’m going to explode.
Today after school, I was waiting for mom to come and I guess I looked kind of angry because this lady came up to me and was like “Are you okay? You look so angry.” and I say “No I’m fine!” *smile* and she left. I then picked up a cicada. Cicadas are neat.
Yay! Omg happy!
This mp3 rotation is back up now! ^^ !!! Whee! A new Janne da Arc song for mah playlist. I have like 3 Janne da Arc songs but 2 of them are Real Player videos so I can’t put them on my winamp playlist. Hee. And the internet is working now.
*dances to T.M.R.* wheeeeeee. ^^ Too bad he doesn't write his music or lyrics. Or maybe he does and I just read the website wrong or something. Hm. I have played this TMR song 7 times, Zips 7 times and Winter Dust 1 time. I just got Winter Dust. Hm. Neat.
Today, I had to do my Komodo Dragon thing. I was nervous all day even though I tried to convince myself I didn't care. I guess I did care. I can't lie to myself. It actually went okay. I said "Um" a few times but I can't help that. Everyone seemed to be amused by my picture of a Komodo eating a deer. It had blood and stuff hanging from it's mouth. Yum. ^^ I don't know how long I took though..I hope it was long enough. ._. Oh well. It's done and I don't have to worry about it anymore. Until I get the grade back that is.
Actually I got a math Quest back today. I got a 30 out of 46. I failed. That is a 65. And.. I don't even care much. I tried. That is what counts. ..Not really. Trying doesn't count. I could try as hard as possible and never become an Olympic Gymnist. I'm not flexible. I can't do it. I hate that thing they tell little kids. Ya know..You can be whatever you want to be. That is bullshit. If you can't sing, you will never be a singer. That is that. You know what? I want to be a dog when I grow up. But I can't. It's not possible(I almost wrote poosible. hehehe.). So you see. It's a lie. A LIE dammit. I'm never telling my kid that.
Speaking of kids, today at lunch Leanne said that if her kid ever got a tattoo she would be super mad at them. I don't see why. It's their skin. I wouldn't care. I might tell them that it would be a stupid idea to..I don't know..tattoo the word "Fuck" on their arm. As amusing as that is, it isn't a good idea. I would also tell them that they should not tattoo the name of their boyfriend/girlfriend on themselves. That is just dumb. When you break up you will have their name on yourself. Forever. Unless you have the money to pay to laser or acid it off or however they do that. Or I guess if you go out and find another girl/boyfriend with the same name, that would be alright.
Also at lunch, Katie was all sad because some guy who she has been friends with for 3 years suddenly wanted to go on a date with her but when she said no he said "oh well your just a little virgin who wouldn't put out anyway". She said she didn't want to go out with him because of the age difference. Well there is her problem. She is friends with this older guy. I wonder how much the age difference is? Hm.
It's kind of wierd how I sit with her. If anyone in my family knew, they'd be all wierded out. I don't even care anymore. I don't hate her. I have no reason to. I don't like hating people. I don't really hate anyone right now. I'm not friends with Katie. But I answer her if she asks me something and stuff. It's wierd. I sit with her on my other day too.
Oh. Last night for some reason I lost all my lyrics that I had printed off. Except for Vanilla. So I was bored and decided to look up some words in my Japanese-English dictionary and I looked up kimi(boku wa kimi no vanilla) and it said a form of you that is used between a male and close male friends. !! So I looked up boku and it is used by guys. Hmm..
kimi
(n) (fam) you (masc. term for female); (P)
Says
this dictionary.
Hm. So either my dictionary is wrong or old or my stupid mind late last night read it wrong. Oh well. Heh. >_>
whee. 5 minutes left til my Janne da Arc song is done.
I really should work on my history exam. It is due.. on June.. 10th I think..? Whatever. 5 pages is a lot. Bejesus. I hope I can get at least 4. >____< I can't concentrate right now. I can't concentrate ever. It's boring as crap man. I wish I had a cool topic.
omg Moon Child can be bought in SunCoast now. Holy Jesus then why can't it be found in a Blockbluster near me?! Arg. I want to rent it because if it sucks and I spent on it that would not be cool. Even if Gackt AND Hyde are in it. If the movie itself sucks then.. I just have Gackt and Hyde. Which is nice, but still. Blah.
I've read 2 reviews on Moon Child now. One from a regular person's opinion. By regular person, I mean a non-Gackt/Hyde fan. They didn't like it. They said it sucked. Everyone at Muse says it is good. And I read a review from someone who likes Gackt who says it was good. Even though they couldn't understand because they saw it in Japan and so there were no English subtitles. I guess I'd just have to see it myself. Blarg.
Listening to Gackt - Mirror 7th Night Version. The guitar is pretty. But what is up with the people in the background?! O__o "Ow!" "Yayayaaah" o_____o ... and like 20 seconds of people clapping. ^^
Yay. Dinner time.
Saturday, June 12, 2004 03:28 p.m. -- 5:38 p.m.
MEUUUUUUUH Wednesday, June 9, 2004 01:14 a.m.
hehheh.
A while ago, Grant, Jackie, Lindsey and I watched a movie called Suicide Club. Heh. It’s a Japanese movie! Yeah! Whoo. Anyway, it was a good movie. Good and WEIRD. Freakin weird. Hmm.. Though I think they were more disturbed by it than I was. They were all weirded out by the skin-roll but I wasn’t. It was kinda gross and weird but..meh. It was just skin. Heehee. Genesis. Why the hell was he singing?! I couldn’t help but laugh at that. ^^ I do wish he had been in the movie more though. >_> OMG when he asked for a hammer I was so scared that he was going to hammer one of the poor little animals. HA but I wasn’t afraid for the girls though. Funny eh? Hurting animals isn’t cool man. Hurting people is perfectly fine though. Heh. Yeah. Oh man. Genesis was singing that song and that guy was raping that poor girl right in front of him. God. Just. Ugh. Not cool. Then he killed her. HAHA and then that guy stood up and he was covered in blood (mmm bloooood) and I wanted to laugh so bad because it looked like he had boobs. I think it was the lighting or something but..it seriously looked like he had boobs. >___< Hee. I had that song Genesis was singing stuck in my head all the next day. “Because the dead.. Shine all night long..” Ha.
“sure hun what is it?”
“a CD”
“ok” *gives credit card*
I guess I also don’t really want Grant and Jackie to know. They know who Gackt is but I don’t know how much they like him. Obviously not as much as I do because they are not saddened by Bujingai’s release being pushed back. Jackie seemed slightly disappointed but Grant didn’t seem bothered at all. Of course, I wouldn’t expect Grant to cry over it or anything. >_< So.. I dunno. I don’t want them to think I’m obsessed with Gackt or anything. I mean.. I did pay for a CD. That is a crazy amount of money for a CD. But its Gackt. I love the man. “Our Handsome Prince” XD That is such a cute nickname for him. Hee. I don’t know why I’m so worried about them knowing of my obsessions.. I should just go out and say “Gackt is fucking amazing and I love him goddammit” … I’d never do that though. Can’t swear in front of the family you know. I don’t really swear in front of anyone really. Hmm. Only online it seems. I’m weird.
BLARG Monday, June 7, 2004 11:20 p.m.
Sunday, June 6, 2004 12:22 p.m.
I want to be a Ninja Turtle. Wednesday, June 2, 2004 04:44 p.m.
*happy* Tuesday, June 1, 2004 04:39 p.m.
And it's done. Yay. It's a good song. Nice. The singer has an odd voice I think. Hmm.
And what the hell does "Alex Hyde and His Original New York Jazz" mean?! I don't know. Is Alex Hyde his real name or something? Hm. I don't think so. New York Jazz?!?! wtf.
HMmmmm... But listening to this is making me want 7th Night.. I think I'm gonna ask for it.