Bigfoot?
.:Saturday, August 2, 2003, 01:31 a.m.:.

oh, i forgot sumthing. we saw sumthing unbelievable when we stepped out of brix. there, just right outside the entrance, parked handsomely was this huge,mighty jeep.the tyres itself were huge and they cost about 6k each.we took pics.hopefully fiza will upload it asap.that bigfoot belonged to the US Navy coz the number plate stated so.its so huge.fiza said probably there's another car in it.hehehe...

Bhangra nite....
.:Saturday, August 2, 2003, 12:35 a.m.:.

No...i didnt go to any indian clubs or those bhangra nite that you see on ads all over serangoon road.instead i was at brix,with fiza,maggie,suhailin and her bf,kadir.it was unplanned.maggie did this black guy's hair and he is a musician at brix.he put maggie on the guest list and so off we went there to check out the place.

the place was full of yuppies,expats,SPGs,weirdos,wierd looking women with big blonde hair,posh spice wannabes,pamela anderson wannabes.there's this particular angmoh lady,about 35 yrs old.she was in a white dress.her boobs were huge but definitely fake,they looked so hard and stiff.she was dancing all alone,lost in her own world.she even went up the stage to dance with one of the singers!!i reckon that the guy's suite tonite will be all noisy and dirty.hehehe i think among the crowd there were some pinoys too.also, there's another lady or is she a he?not too sure but she was definitely lost in her own world too.throwing sexual gestures to the singers on stage and all.she wore a wig.this couple,angmoh guy,chinese lady,annoyed me the most.on the dance floor,they were like all over each other (i think they were like all over each other everywhere) and the guy was checking out other gals.go and get a room lah.

we were definitely the youngest in the crowd.almost everybody else is 25 yrs and above.we didnt really enjoy the place and since fiza gotta leave early, we decided to just hit the dance floor for the fun of it and danced all the way till 1130.our bhangra nite stint came about when the DJ played this particular indian song with a touch of hiphop.maggie definitely loves the song so much.she could even memorise the lyrics lah...yes..its in tamil.maggie naik hantu sekejap.maggie the bhangra queen.it was fun.its been a freaking long time since i shake my ass.now my muscles are all aching.

earlier in the evening, i rushed my way from work to wisma atria for the exclusive shopping night by wing tai clothing pte ltd.maggie and i are members and owners of those fast forward cards,so we were invited.we got to shop at topshop,topman,ms selfridge,warehouse and karen millen.of course,it was very crowded and all.we didnt do all boutiques.i only managed to grab 2 tank tops from topshop.maggie got herself a top and a charmbracelet.the queue to the cashier took forever.we couldnt be bothered to look and shop anymore.no doubt everything was at 40% discount.but it was disaster.i dun like shopping in that kind of environment.maggie and i then had dinner at pizza hut lucky plaza.met up wif suhailin and bf and fiza before we headed down to brix.met up with nad,ateem,wan khalid,zaid and gf at far east.they were going to phuture or sumthing.

i was pissed off that we didnt get to go to warehouse. why? becoz we didnt take the escalator down to topman and hopped over to warehouse which is next door.we went out from the entrance on the third floor and we were not allowed to go back in again unless we joined the long queue.cant be bothered ah.bumped into filza and juherman, they were queueing up.

hope that nan and gang will get the office space just opposite my place.i can be your coffee lady.hehehe...nan,i'm interested in getting the t-shirts tau

oh yeah, met lihah while queueing up at breeks.she was having dinner with friends.long time neva see her.she actually reads my blog,every single day.she has a crush on me, well that's what she told me before.hehehehe...do u still, lihah? btw, you do lose some weight tau.so nice to see you.no, maggie and i didnt eat at breeks coz apparently, they having some technical problems in kitchen.whateva.so we had pizza.

All the dirt's gone now...
.:Friday, August 1, 2003, 04:05 p.m.:.

went to the dentist this morning to get my teeth cleaned.The dentist was this young gayish looking Chinese man,very friendly and funny though.he engaged in small talks with me in between and i thought he did a good job of removing every little bit of dirt,plague whathaveyous that have been stuck in the crevices of my teeth for years...yes years.i totally felt the difference.my teeth is all clean now.all i need now is a good polishing.

Refreshed...
.:Wednesday, July 30, 2003, 08:49 a.m.:.

woke up feeling all refreshed this morning.had a good night sleep last night.i really need it coz i've not sleeping well for the past weeks or so.i felt good.

took half day leave yesterday.accompanied butterscotch to alexandra hospital to have his wisdom teeth examined.his surgery will be on 15th aug.poor boy,couldnt eat properly.for the time being, he has to depend on the antibiotics and painkillers.

saw our karaoke pics on fiza's blog.i couldnt stop laughing.i looked spastic.hahaha

It juz kept flowing......
.:Tuesday, July 29, 2003, 08:45 a.m.:.

had my basic theory test last night.i took it together with shila.it was damn easy.i'm confident that i got all the answers right,100%.if i do not pass this time,i dunno what to say.huda waited for us till we finished then we made our way to toa payoh to walk/look/see/chill. everything was going on as per normal, the chilling, the talking,the laughing...not until when we were making our way home.

right there, at Toa Payoh mrt station,just outside the station control, sumthing very embarassing happened to me.well, it happened before,countless of times but not in public.i'm sure some of you who reading this can somehow know what i'm talking about.come on make a guess now.

for those of you who thought that i peed in my pants, then you are damn right.yes, i did pee in my pants right there at toa payoh station!!! how did that happen? well,its easy.all you have to do is to be funny and make me laugh.i have a weak bladder and a bunch of funny friends so there you have it, yani will pee when she laughs too hard.

we were already at the mrt station when i decided that i better head down to the loo and ease myself coz i knew shila and huda are going to do/say/act stuff that will definitely tickle me and before that also i had some drinks.so before anything happened,i decided to turn back and looked for the toilet.just the moment i told them that i needed to go to the loo, the gals were already burst out laughing coz they knew about my problem.so i took a few big steps then i heard them laughing in the background and i stopped in my track and couldnt control it.it jus kept flowing.i was laughing hard and teary at the same time.the gals were laughing hard at the sight of my wet jeans (i'm laughing hard right now while typing this).there was a little puddle of my pee on the floor.eeeeewwwww yea i know.thank god i had my sweater wif me and i wrapped it around.i needed a new pair of pants.thank god at baleno, they had this pants selling at 15 bucks.so we made our way there.shila and huda walked right behind to cover up.it was damn funny allright!!!bought the pants and went to the nearest loo to wash up and changed.

so that was the main topic throughout our journey home.shila jus had to call maggie right away and again we laughed some more.i called butterscotch to tell him and he giggled a little and thats it.

huda told me to go and see the doctor.she told me to do sumthing about it.i guessed i have to.it all started back in secondary school.i would pee everytime i laughed so hard.how many times i peed back then? countless of times.the very first time huda and all knew about my problem was at fiza's chalet.the second time was during our butterfly night at royal plaza on scotts,the third time was at my place and now this is the fourth time.i'm sure by now,those of you reading this will be disgusted by me.a weak bladder and a bunch of funny,crazy friends cannot come together.just like what maggie jokingly said, "we must break the friendship" hehehe...*i'm all flushed up with embarassment now but i jus had to blog it coz it was damn funny*

the huge ulcer on the inside of my left cheek is not helping either.took huda's advice to make a cup of salt water and gargle it.it hurts like hell.butterscotch is not doing good either.its his wisdom teeth.actually its been bugging him for quite some time.told him to go to dentist but he dun want.now,his gum is all swollen and that tooth need to be extracted asap before it becomes infectious.stubborn.he was all feverish when i called him last night.poor boy.i did not see you for a week plus and so many things happened.i'll see you later baby.

Frank Sinatras and Theresa Tangs in da house?
.:Sunday, July 27, 2003, 03:18 p.m.:.

*loud burp accompanied by an awful smell* juz had durians for lunch...hehehe the pots and pans are empty so i have to make do with durians. the apple aloe juice in the fridge is very tempting but too bad i cant consume,well at least before my admission.

yesterday was super fun.we had a karaoke session cum han's birthday gathering.fiza told us that han has been wanting to go karaokeing so we all planned to surprise him.i used han's name to book a KTV room at SPANS JOM Clubhouse since all junior police officers are members of the clubhouse, without him knowing of course.so yesterday,huda,mag and i waited for fiza and han to arrive.han was following fiza aimlessly and i think fiza made han covered his eyes with his cap throughout the journey.then the 3 of us approached him and pretended to be usherers. We went like "Sir, this way pls to the KTV room"...han was gleaming away.

the ktv room was cosy and could accomodate to maybe 14 persons.we didnt waste any time and quickly get down to..you guessed it right...singing.we flipped through the files which listed down all the songs available..english,malay.chinese songs.the remote control was all over the place coz each of us was eager to punch the song code into the system and of course waited anxiously for our songs to come up.we forced the birthday boy to start the ball rolling.huda conquered the mic almost the first half of the session (am i exaggerating? hehehe.we booked the room for 4 hours.well of coz she did, for the mariah/whitney/mary j.blige/beyonce in her.hehehe

the moment the next song title came up on the screen, we would guess who chose the song.it was funny.sumtimes it was surprising and funny if that particular person actually chose to sing a song which is not him/her.han surprised us many times.maggie was going crazy over the malay songs.i think she and han sang the most malay songs.han feeling abang2 rock,singing away to those classic mat rock songs,the likes of wings,search,febians.he did a good job i must say.butterscotch should have been there and i would force him to sing one of the classics.jgn nak feeling tangkap kat rumah aje,hahahaabil finally sang a song after constant persuasion.he sang this malay song,duet with maggie.zila didnt sing.she sat in the corner and watched us did our stuff.

as usual, we gals would put up performances. my fave gotta be the one where we sang and danced to dancing queen.really cute and fun.we also did britney spears,christina aguilera and many more.oh yea,i did jefridin.it was hilarious.all the while i was singing and dancing to his songs,complete with huda's retro shades, i was reminded of my dad.he listens and sings to jefridin's songs a lot.we gals were crazy as we took turns to the mic and of course "the stage".our very own dangdut queen came in late and only sang a song or two.damn...was expecting her to gelek2 and all.shila should have been there too and the place will be upside down.she had a dinner to attend and of coz zoukout.oh yea, we also dance to this chinese song called para para sakura.can you imagine? hehehe

4 hours swiftly passed.at the end of it,my voice turned coarse but the smiley face was still there.i truly enjoyed the blackforest cake we got for han.i chose it,should trust my taste *evil laughter*.han wrapped up the karaoke session by singing a number from Wings titled "Misteri Mimpi Syakila" (did i get the title right?).he did a good job with that one.it was one hell of a good session.we should do it again.i sux at singing but truly enjoyed performing crazy acts to the songs.when is the next one? btw, none of us sang to Frank Sinata or Theresa Tang, too mendak for us

A good start to the weekend...
.:Saturday, July 26, 2003, 09:13 a.m.:.

last night, met up wit sina,mariam,naz and tini.it was tini's belated birthday dinner.we bought her no doubt figurines,complete with drum sets,guitars and all other stuff.it was rather cool.at first mariam suggested that we have dinner at zam zam but that place is not really conducive for us gals to chill and chit chat.so i suggested al majlis which is just around the corner.sina and i did our maghrib at sultan mosque.it was my very first time, performing prayers there.really beautiful,nostalgic place.so the rest of the night was spent at al majlis.for the rest it was their first time there.sina's been there once.took them sum time to scan thru the menu and ordering dinner.thank god the waitress was sweet enough to tolerate us.i ordered apple sheesha and let them try.mariam was kinda amazed by it.but most of the time,it was me holding on to it and smoking away.it was a dinner.we were a bunch of noisy gals especially with tini around,always want to be the centre of attraction.you bitch.hehehe...naz still looked all the same.have not met her for a long time.tini put on weight,thanks to her 1 month stay in Sydney and lots of fish & chips.bas came to join us for a while,another poly mate whom i have not met for so long.he's a busy army officer.mariam and him left soon after.he is riding a super 4 now and we kept teasing mariam that she had to jut her butt out just like those minahs on bikes.hehehe...the rest of us then waited for fatih to come and pick us up for home.

when i reached home then i realised that i'm not suppose to take in any tobacco related products, well at least before my admission.in the first place, does sheesha contains tobacco? i'm not very sure.all i knew i sure smoked a lot of it last night.called butterscotch to catch up and it turned out that the conversation we had last night lasted for 3 hours.dunno when was the last time we had such a long teleconversation.probably becoz both of us were not sleepy and there seemed to be a lot of things we want to update each other.i've not seen him for quite some time now,will only be able do so next week.so i guessed we are depending on calls and smses.he's going to have a long day today.on duty at the national day preview.poor boy.i'll see you soon,butterscotch honey.

Birthday celebration away...again
.:Thursday, July 24, 2003, 08:35 a.m.:.

so i guessed i am going to KL afterall on the 22nd-23rd of august.that is my birthday weekend.actually i'm still contemplating.well if i do go, then once again i'll be celebrating my birthday away from home,once again.last year,i spent my birthday in tioman.so my dear frens,if you ppl are planning sumthing for my birthday..another hotel stay,beach party...(hehehe..me no shame),i'm sorry i cant make it on that 2 days.but no worries, we can always do it another weekend or days,pls do make it happen coz i love stuff like that...(once again,me no shame)hehehehe....

the sushi dinner me and colleagues had last night was a funny occasion.i think we were the noisiest bunch of ppl there.we all got high on sushi and of course laughter.lets do it again soon, when we are a little richer and minus the 2 gals.

Miss my Samick and Whats in 'B'
.:Wednesday, July 23, 2003, 09:11 a.m.:.

was reading zee's post on her "negligence" towards her Yamaha guitar and i guessed i'm in the same situation.my mum bought me my samick back in 1998.dunno when was the last time i held it in my arms,strumming it to my favourite tunes.thought of selling it do come to mind but i decided not to ,i rather give it to butterscotch.i guess if i were to start playing it again,i'm going to have a hard time.my fingers are all rusty now and i know its gonna hurt.

the other day,a friend asked me this question "eh,why do u, most of your frens and people that you know addresses their other halves as 'B'?"this friend reads my blog and other blogs too.well i told him i'm not very sure.back in 1999, when butterscotch and i first got together,i address him as 'B' coz it's short and simple.even before that,i was already addressing my other friends 'B'.

Probably it all started with my poly friend,Billy.his real name is Hambali but we called him Billy and subsequently we started to call him 'B'.so from then on,we started to call among ourselves that.When people asked me what does it stand for, i said it doesnt stand for anyting.its just 'B'.

then i started to hang out with fiza and all and i realised that fiza and han were also calling each other that and soon most couples i know call their other halves that.klakar.well, whatever 'B' means...i still could recall a funny occasion.it was my first hari raya outing with huda and the gang i think back in 1999.whenever a person called out to his/her other half, he/she would go "B" and the other couples would automatically turn to respond,...well almost.it was funny.i remembered han was saying "eh lecehnye, semua panggil B,B,B" well that was back then.now we are more accustomed to it.in fact now, some close friends use that to address each other.whatever it means to each individual,it's going to be part of us for a very long time.

i need a massage...
.:Wednesday, July 23, 2003, 08:52 a.m.:.

i think i've said this countless of times..i really need a massage badly.but it seems that ican never get myself to pick up the phone and make an appointment.procastination.yesterday after work, on the way to butterscotch's,my back hurts like anything.the bus was crowded and so i had to stand all the way,very uncomfortable ride.the moment i reached his place,i simply plonked myself into his bed.he was sweet enough to give me a quick massage and then i found yoko yoko on his dressing table and quickly applied it on my back.felt a little better.gotta stop procastinating now,i need numbers to call now.according to arli, indonesian massage is better than thai massage.

butterscotch's mum is going for umrah pilgrimage in sept and she's holding a kenduri on 24th august,1 day after my birthday.my family is invited and that got me all freaked out.kinda anxious.coz if it happens, that will be the very first time my family is meeting his family.i'm getting all kanchong.while he was all calm about it.

butterscotch may be going to KL with his colleagues on 22 & 23 august.the 23rd is my birthday.he asked me along.i said i dunno if i should coz i rather spend my birthday with my friends here rather than with his colleagues whom i have not met before,well most of them.anyways it's only 2 days and gonna be very rushy.i dun like rushy trips.B,you juz go ahead lah.can celebrate my birthday with me when you come back or before you leave

Sensitivity goes a long way...
.:Monday, July 21, 2003, 11:35 a.m.:.

Well...the above sentence says it all. I've heard both sides.dun tell me who is right or wrong coz i can make my own evaluation. i have nothing else to say.

Sugar,spice and everything nice...
.:Friday, July 18, 2003, 08:57 a.m.:.

was out with Butterscotch yesterday till late nite.It was his birthday and we needed it to spend quality time together.Its been awhile since we had a good date.our normal dates/meetups were usually very brief and too short of a time.So yeah,we really made full use of that special day yesterday.he loves the card i made for him,i liked it too.I've yet to get him his gift coz he only told me what he wanted yesterday and the only place to get the gift was out of the way.i was frenzily asking him where he wants to have our celebratory meal.gave few suggestions and finally ended up ah chew.that was not in my list.but it's one of his favourite makan place.his fave fish soup is only available there.so there we were having a good meal of chicken rice and fish soup.

after lunch,we played pool at shaw towers.i realised that i was damn rusty and lousy after so long.halfway through,butterscotch was the only one at pool table coz the fingers on right feet were all cramped together..eerrmmmm..dunno really how to describe it but it always happen when it gets too cold.bloody hell it hurts.butterscotch finally got the chance to savour the latest drink from Starbucks, Caramel Coffee Jelly.i love the drink so much that i've been raving about it to him.he loves it too.its pretty sweet though.huda dun like it.she called it the diabetes drink from starbucks.met her and hidir there.hehehe wat a surprise.it was hidir's birthday.we had a good laugh coz we didnt expect to bump.very funny.she joked that the 2 birthday boys should hug each other and all.hehehe...

we ended the day by watching Whale Rider.it was a good movie.i love it.cried several times in between.it touched the heart,down to earth and mystical.new zealand is indeed a beautiful country.you were presented with beautiful sceneries,slow paced living,beautiful,exotic people and very culturally inclined lifestyle.Keisha who played the main role in the movie was awesome.read sumwhere that she has no acting experience before this and there she was displaying great acting,as though she has acted since she was born.Tears flow freely and her expressions were all so natural.Reminded me of Serina,my cousin whose dad is a maori except that Keisha is this petite girl while Serina turned out to be quite big size.The last time Serina was in singapore, i realised that she was taller than i am and she was like what, 12,13 yrs old.no wonder,she's always the tallest in her class.miss her...

besides whale rider,there were several overwhelming things that brought tears to my eyes.lucky for me,he was there by my side.

Hey..wasssup Chief Moores!!!
.:Thursday, July 17, 2003, 08:37 a.m.:.

accompanied Shila to city hall to get her armpits waxed.then we headed down to simei to meet maggie for dinner.over dinner,maggie told us everything about her experiences meeting up with Chief Moores and going aboard one of the US Navy ships that docks here.Well, who is Chief Moores? She is a 40 something black american lady who holds the position of chief on one of the ships.She is the second highest ranking person onboard and what was Maggie doing onboard a US navy ship? well,it all started out at Wu Bar.

one of Chief Moores' subordinates,Tasha Spears (i'm aint no britney spears!!what were my parents thinking?!-->tasha's fave sentence) was out clubbing at Wu Bar when she saw this guy with braids.She asked him who did his hair.He said it was Maggie and passed her Maggie's no.Well, Maggie is a freelance braids artist and she's good.So Maggie received a call from Tasha.Tasha is putting up at Raffles Hotel so Maggie went over and did her hair and Tasha loves it.Tasha told Chief Moores about Maggie and Chief Moores invited Maggie to come over to their ship to do her hair as well.Maggie went with her cousin,Rini and boy, they were treated like a VIP coz they were with Chief Moores and everybody on board is scared of her and respected her.I think Chief Moores' job scope is just to reprimand the crew.hehehe...fun isnt it?

so there you have it.Chief Moores thinks that Maggie is really good and she will definitely spread the word around about Maggie.Its good money too you know.Chief Moores told Maggie to print out namecards,pamphlets and such to advertise her service.So everytime a ship docks here,it means business.I'm so happy for her.Her lucky star is shining brightly.I told her that now she's famous among the US navy.hehehe..oh did i mention about her and rini having a good time ogling at the cute navy boys? well they did and i'm sure it was a nice experience.i wish i was there too.Shila and i kept pestering Maggie to bring us to meet Chief Moores coz she sounded like cool lady.btw, throughout the whole time maggie was telling us about chief moores,she would speak ala Chief moores..you know the black american way...a little high pitch as well and it got to me and shila, we starting speaking in the same way too hehehe...

huda and hidir joined us after their movie and once again we had fun talking about chief moores and all.

A special day today for 2 great persons.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BUTTERSCOTCH AND HIDIR!!!! HAVE A NICE DAY!!!!

Time flies & we are in the next phase of our lives
.:Wednesday, July 16, 2003, 08:49 a.m.:.

Met up with Huda and Zila after werk yesterday.had to stay in the officer for a while though coz it was raining heavily.watched the soccer match between TRACOM and CNB and from the moment i left the place,TRACOM was leading.

We gals sat down at coffee bean and updating each other on what we have been up to.Huda is in the midst of her orientation in NIE.She starting school next monday.Then she was telling us about the different people she met there and this certain Maria Marzuki who is apparently a good speaker and such.Zila said she's been the talk of the town or sumting like that.Those in NIE should know her.Soon after, we gals were talking about life in general..you know the likes of careers,marriage,friends&families, religion and stuff like that.i was telling them its funny how we were sitting there and talking about the next phase of our lives when just few years back,we were sitting down and talking/making decision on where to go after sec sch,what do we intend to do and so on.Things definitely changes along the way dont they.Sometimes things didnt turn out to be the way you're expecting it to be and so on.

when i brought up marriage, both of them looked at me with cheeky expressions.Zila was asking me if i'm planning to settle down anytime soon.Well,i think most of us would want to settle down sooner or later but of course lots of things have to come into consideration.While i think i still have a long way to go to reach that level,i feel that if it is to happen now,i'm dead ready.Its seldom that your head and your heart agree, don't you think so?

U & Me = Love
.:Tuesday, July 15, 2003, 08:52 a.m.:.

Finally met up with Butterscotch after werk yesterday, after so many days of not seeing each other.He was all tanned after spending almost a day in JB on sunday.On the way to City Hall to get my pictures developed and pants altered, he gave me something which i've been wanting, Jewel's latest album, 0304.i was a happy bunny!!! I immediately opened it up and boy,do i love the whole CD packaging.Baby blue is the main colour and the CD is in bright pink.Totally brightened up my day.I'm listening to it now.

The album is definitely a big change from all her previous albums.Its still lyric-driven, just like the previous ones.its more experimental,adventurous,a mixture of dance,urban and folk music.Great use of instruments such as French accordion, snare drums and such and of course great technology. Jewel mentioned in her little note to her fans, "This record may seem different to you". Well indeed it is. I personally think that this is a fun album and i can imagine Jewel having all the fun in the world recording it.The whole album juz makes you wanna get on your feet and do your thing.Jewel looks stunning as ever,so pure and angelic.Gosh,i just couldnt get enough of her.Check it out!!!

had a really good date with butterscotch last night.after city hall, we headed down to his place for dinner.we then had fun time listening to early 90's malay rock, the likes of Wings,Search and such.Butterscotch came upon their greatest hits while in JB and he bought it.it was damn funny listening to those hits back then.surprisingly, we can still remember the lyrics to those hits though they were quote atrocious,very "malayish" and very "jiwang-jiwang" but the music is good,very classic.i was a little girl and remembered listening to those hits coz my sis listened to them.i still remembered her pasting the band posters on our wardrobe.i would stand on the table,holding anything that substitute as a microphone and pretending to be a in a rock band.my sis,the true blue minah rock.hehehehe.

butterscotch is such a darling.this thursday is his birthday.He deserves something special.

I'm not feeling good today...
.:Sunday, July 13, 2003, 01:32 p.m.:.

woke up this morning with a splitting headache.it ached so much that i juz lied in bed,not able to get out of bed or do anything for that matter.i was very frustrated & angry and tried to let it go by shouting into my pillow and pulling my hair.i felt i was taken for granted and treated like a fool.The whole situation in the morning was definitely different from the one yesterday where i woke up as a happy bunny.in fact, it was a good saturday yesterday.i was out the whole day.went to esplanade to catch this talk on 'Butoh', a certain Japanese dance by this japanese lady.met nan after so long.went window shopping with shila,anne and rina and then caught midnight movie,2 Fast 2 Furious with shila and maggie.

the movie plot is expected but you should check out the cars!!! i love the cars.it was awesome.i wanna have that N20 function in my car!! of course check out the beautiful people in the movie...tyrese and the guy who played brian o'connor...oh my god...devon aoki is exotic as usual and eva mendes is gorgeous.

my head still hurts.i hope my sunday will turn out to be something nice.

I'm feeling & looking good today... : )
.:Saturday, July 12, 2003, 08:46 a.m.:.

This morning when i woke up, i felt so good.I decided to put on my zara kurta look alike white top, embroidered with sequins and such.i really like the way i look.my hair decided to behave as well, with a little help from gatsby hair wax.i left home wearing my shades and as i made my way to the office, i just feel like skipping, like a little girl, sucking a huge juicy lollipop and holding a huge balloon.it just feels so right and i really hope it stays this way till the end of the day.

When will i see you again?
.:Monday, July 7, 2003, 04:06 p.m.:.

By the time i'm writing this, shak would be on her way or in fact would already be in KL.She's starting school at University of Malaya. I knew that she's leaving but dunno exactly when.I only got to know about her departure through her blog.I've not met her for eons and now she's already in KL.i didnt even get to say goodbye or meet her :( gal, pls take care and do keep in touch.at least you have fiqah and that celak galfren of yours there.they better take good care of you.all the best in your studies too.hope to see you soon.yea,,,its only KL but still it feels so far away.Do blog asap when you have the opportunity.Dun forget to give your number and address.missing ya already...

Low key weekend...
.:Sunday, July 6, 2003, 07:53 p.m.:.

The weekend passed in a slow mode.unlike the past 3 weekends i had which were filled with activities,laughter and lots of fun.Since the whole family was out of town,i had huda,marlia,shila and butterscotch over my place to chill yesterday.i cooked fried rice and of course we had other munchies to last us till end of the day.we had a hilarious time watching mami jarum and mami jarum junior on vcd though i thought the latter wasnt that good and i didnt like the ending.we cracked our brains out playing boggle and had a quick monopoly game.then while butterscotch had his hands on the PS2,we gals had a good belly dancing session.marlia didnt stay long coz she had a date with kelvin.at around 10pm,we made our way down to ya salam where hidir joined us for supper.the dry mee pok butterscotch,huda and i had wasnt too tantalising and very jelak.there was a 'vege worm' in butterscotch's mee pok and there was a fly in shila's soup and i think she just crunched its wings away.eeeewww....that totally took my appetite away.after that,we headed home.watched LOTR:The 2 Towers on vcd till about 3am.my tummy wasnt feeling too good.felt better after vomitting though.it was really a nice,slow saturday.

i finally went to mydin mosque to attend the weekly religious class there.M.faz said the class is good and i've been meaning to check it out.so i went with suhana,zahid and his fren.the class was indeed good and interesting.the ustaz was rather funny most of the time so it was not too boring or stagnant.i'm looking forward to the next class.maybe i shall ask huda and shila along coz they too have been meaning to attend one.

butterscotch has been feeling unwell but he didnt say anything abt it to me till today.he looked allrite yesterday and the day before.he's been coughing a lot though.i called him around 6pm just now and he was still in bed and that got me worried.he said his head hurts,body is weak and was breathless.i asked him if its his asthma but he said no.butterscotch's asthma is in the mild stage.he seldom uses the inhaler.probably he was too tired.my poor baby.get well soon.

I'm da BITCH...
.:Friday, July 4, 2003, 11:35 a.m.:.

I'm back in the office after 4 days. same routine next week,last week of auditing...finally.The only part i enjoyed about auditing was the interview sessions.i like portraying myself as the bitch and it was kinda funny to see those officers' expressions the moment they entered the interview room and while answering my questions.Some of them were obviously felt awkward or miserable.hehehe...but actually most of the time, i was nice lah...was just trying to put up a stern face.hehehe...

i'm suppose to leave for KL tonite with the whole family to attend a relative's wedding but i decided not to go coz it is a rush rush trip.i dont like rush rush trip.i want to have an ample time to do shopping/sightseeing.The whole family will be leaving tonite by train and will take the night train back to singapore tomorrow evening.see...so rush rush and tiring.i dun like.

hossam and serena ramzy are performing tonite at kallang theatre.deep down inside, i really want to go and see them strut their stuff but kinda broke.so sad.....next time then...