Why did I...? Why Am I such a...?
Wednesday, May 21, 2008, 04:00 p.m.

i dun get to drive that often coz i dun own a car. but when i do drive, there will be at least 1 stupid, bimbotic moment and when I finally realised, I hate myself more, for being sooo stupid. Trust me, it really do affect me a lot. I had to call a few people to get their opinions and assurances. Latest stupid, bimbotic moment took place 2 days ago. I'm contemplating on taking a refresher course. I'm a good driver ok, let me tell you first. but yes, i have to admit my parking skills still sux and for the OCD in me, I'll try to get the car parked straight, in the middle of the lot, no matter what. i just need to let it out.

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Thursday, May 8, 2008, 04:15 p.m.

I’m still in a holiday mood, having just came back from perhentian island. While that had put me up a notch higher on the happiness scale, somehow today I felt down, really down. My throbbing head could be a potential reason. But overall, I felt useless and lousy. I simply didn’t feel like doing anything or talking to anyone. I was trying very hard to cheer up coz I’m attending A’s belated birthday dinner after work and I didn’t want to turn up with a sullen face. Not attending is out of question. But I know I’m not gonna be at my best.

At some point, I know the reason or the cause but at another, I’m just clueless. Strange isn’t it? One moment you can be so, so happy and one moment later, all that happiness just wears off.

So many things are going on in my head. It’s one of those days when suddenly all thoughts come rushing through and overwhelm you, to a point where you would want to crouch in a corner and cry. Just cry and not knowing why.

I’m contented but I’m a little fearful of what the future may bring. Perhaps, I’m trying too hard to create a certain foundation to my supposedly future. But they say, what you do, what you decide, what you think now somehow will have effects on your future, well it apply to certain aspects in life. Of course, you can never predict the future per say.

Ok I think I’m rambling and going way off tangent. I should stop. My head is throbbing harder now. I should raise my chin up and smile instead. I’ll try.

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Badoque's New Look
Wednesday, May 7, 2008, 08:44 a.m.

Badoque has a spanking new alfresco seating area, creating a whole new dining experience. Makes you wanna chill and just be lazy. Hehe. New menu is coming out this weekend too. Check out the pics at my multiply. See you there!!!

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Wednesday, April 30, 2008, 10:55 a.m.

I'm off to one of my favourite places on earth with my most favourite Indian :P

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Not meant to be...but it's ok
Tuesday, April 1, 2008, 09:36 a.m.

Received a sms from Amirul last night. The Verve is performing at Summersonic this August!!! Straightaway, in my head, I was already making plans to head down to Japan. Then I checked the website. The lineup looks promising and exciting. The event will take place on 9 & 10 August 2008, which also happens to be the big day of a butterfly gal.

I was crushed when The Verve disbanded and when Mohd told me abt their new album and world tour, I was really hoping that they will come our way. Well, hopefully, Summersonic is not their only Asian stop. Pls pls come to S'pore!!! In fact, I'm hoping that some of the other bands will come to our shores too.

So tell me, would I pack my bag and fly to Japan? Of course not!!! As much as I'm super duper obsessed with The Verve, I'll not miss out an important chapter in my butterfly's life.Hehe. Tak sampai hati lah nak buat gitu.

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