i carry your heart with me
(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

i'm back~ for good!
Hi all

took so long for me to start on another entry and now i'm back, i hope it's back for good....

first things first.. i need help with my chatter box. How come it's missing? Hopefully, lance drops by and helps me with it.

On top of this, things have been pretty tensed for me so far. Everyday i crave for more time, i need more hours for myself. It would be good if i can be satisfied with 5 hours of sleep a day and still be just as active.

Oh ya, have you all realise that as time goes by, we stop catching up on new songs? We listen to our old songs over and over again. (that's what i'm doing now) Than i started thinking how when we were young, we would complain about our parents' taste in the songs they choose to listen.

I guess we would all grow to be like them huh ?

Anyway, this is a badly written post and i'm aware of that. Hopefully, i will be on a rebound and come up with better posts.

Till then....

so sorry, long time never blog liaoz, share a joke with you guys
Everyone seems to be wondering why Muslim terrorists are so quick to commit suicide.

Lets see now.

No beer, No booze, No bars, No television, No cheerleaders, No baseball, No football, No basketball, No hockey, and No tailgate parties.

No pork BBQ, No hot-dogs, No burgers, No lobster, No shellfish, or even freakin' frozen fish sticks!

Rags For clothes, towels for hats. Constant wailing from the guy next door because he is sick and there are no doctors. 24 hour wailing from a guy in the tower.

You can't shave. Your wife can't shave. You can't shower to wash off the smell of donkey cooked over burning camel dung.

The women have to wear baggy dresses, and veils at all times.

Your bride is picked by someone else. She smells just like your donkey,but your donkey has a better disposition.

Then they tell you: IT ALL GETS BETTER WHEN YOU DIE!

"NO MYSTERY HERE"

i know i haven't been blogging much
very busy recently, work is taking up a bigger chunk of my life now. Unlike lance, i don't leave early, sleep when i'm suppose to be working and i rarely get to go ON TIME.

signz.... 2 more months to go...
when will this end???

Catching up on the Christianity vibe
Recently Jar posted something about how some Christians who are over obsessed with spreading the gospel. I thought I might add my two cents worth of opinion on it while waiting for the rest of my colleagues to come back from lunch as I sip my iced cold coffee C.

I am aware that there are a lot of people out there who condemns Christianity and frowns on the various actions committed by “Christians” to spread the gospel in their own way. Now a very model answer would be like this

“All of us have our own freedom to choose what we want to do and what religion we choose to believe in. I feel that as long as the religion teaches us to be good individuals with good values, does it really matter what religion you are in? I think it’s perfectly okay to have a religion guiding you or for those (like me) who has a basic set of principles guiding oneself, it’s perfectly okay too!”

I still recall a particular incident where I came face to face with a staunch Christian. She asked me what religion do I follow and I told her none. I’m a free thinker. She had a shocked expression on her face and said something like this “I can’t believe how you manage to survive all these years without a religion. For me, religion is something that I cannot do without”

Normally, one would lose their bearings and say something like thet.

“Screw you! That’s because you are weak and you need someone or some religion to guide you and to give you assurance. What’s wrong with not having a religion? At least I know I can count on myself to solve all problems~ ! What gives you the right to doubt on my survivability just because I do not have a friggin~ religion???!!!”

Well…. Being a hum chee kia… I didn’t. Partly because she was my GP tutor from my JC days. I couldn’t afford to earn another extra social work when I already have so many to clear =`(

The bottom line is, it’s perfectly okay to not have a religion. And for all of you staunch Christians out there, try not to be too forceful on people. Remember how did u place your belief in your lord in the very first place… did someone come along and insulted your religion and convinced you to join theirs and you joined just like that? (if you did.. you are one friggin traitor and I bet my 2 cents that you will end up in hell anyway). For most of you out there, he found you … didn’t he? That’s why you end up believing……

So (city harvesters) staunch Christians out there, do me a favor and try not to harass me in the future. Let your mighty lord find me himself if he is really so almighty. Meanwhile, I’m nailing my doors shut and looking for travel pamphlets to hell.

Jar you want 1? Think we should try to find out the currency they use so that we can buy anything we want when we get there….. .wahhaha

kids nowadays =/ kids in those days
Blog more ! blog more ! Well. That’s what I tell myself most of the time to do. So here I am at it again.

Last Saturday, I caught a midnight movie at cineleisure. “Coach Carter” ended at 2am and I proceeded to Cheers to buy something. The entrance from the inside of Cineleisure was locked so I had to go in from the other entrance which was outside cineleisure. However, I was “welcomed” by this bunch of teenagers sitting outside Cheers. ALL of them look like they were still in secondary schools and all of them were smoking away.

You know me lahz… deep inside my head, I was thinking “knn… kids nowadays so different from kids my generation. When I was in secondary school. I hardly hang out in town. In fact, I’m still a klutz when it comes to identifying which building and which department store in town. All I did was soccer all day long, it was a cheap entertainment which allows me to bond with my classmates, have fun and lose weight!

these kids…. No… they choose to sit outside of Cheers, BLOCKING my way, adding to the amount of human traffic, smoking away. What would you do if you were me?
the best answer came from tad who said he will go in, buy some tidbits, walk out, call the police saying that there’s this crowd of kids smoking, creating disturbance and wait for them to come while munching on his tidbits. I didn’t thought of that… would be fun to watch though~ =D

the fun part comes in…. what if they are your kids???
cut their allowances??? Pack lunch for them everyday and don’t give them any money? Send them to a foreign boarding school or even better…. Send them to military school? Than not only will they learn discipline, they won’t turn out to be hmmmmmz people.. waahaha

who would send their kids to a boys home or girls home? Who could bear leaving a scar on their children for life… an emotional scar which will haunt them even after they turn over a new leaf. Which parents do not love their child?
Tad say he would not hesitate to SHIP them away ~
girls beware! Scary father in the making!

just another friday morning at work
Time to blog more!

After reading Jaron’s blog, I was a tad ashamed of myself. Here is a man who manage to update his blog dutifully on a religious basis. Hell, I bet some Muslims don’t even pray 5 times a day! Because he is going to US very soon, I told him I would update my blog on a more regular basis. How’s that for a dying leaving friend.

here I am in office blogging away when the rest of my colleagues are hard at work. These few days, I haven’t been watching a lot of anime. I download and download and it keeps piling up. I wonder when will my 120GB hard disk explode….

recently a lot of my friends have been bitten by the morning bug. Whenever they ask me out, it’s sentosa + volleyball in the early morning or cycling + ubin in the early morning. Come on guys~ weekends are the only mornings I get to wake up late and you are trying to rob my privilege! However, once again I would like to thank you guys for making an effort to jio me nonetheless. Hint => Jio me out at night.

oh ya, I was talking to Jar and he was saying his ultimate dream is to go USA, lose all his weight and come back and laugh at the fatties. I asked him “I thought you were proud to be a hmmmmz people (FYI, I still think hmmmmm is a lousy term to describe a fatty). He than said sheepishly that since he was in such a predicament, he had no choice but to feel good about it. Now we know the truth!

Okay, back to work. Oh ya, lancey jio CS tonight but I couldn’t go because I already have dinner plans. Besides, I told him the other time not to jio me for CS cos I think it’s boring….. yawnz….

Da Vinci mania?
I have been reading about this book called “The Da Vinci Code”. I know I know… I’m a little late I catching the Da Vinci hype. Now I’m ¾ of the book and I recommend it to all who loves a little bit of history, a little bit of art and a little bit of puzzle solving. For those of you who are Christians, it would help to read it with an open mind as some of you might be offended by the contents inside. Especially when some part of it questions your religion, your savior.

I have always been very interested in history and when I read this book about that part where who writes the history. I started to have some doubts about all the world history that was ever written by historians. Historians have the responsibility to record only the truth and not try to pull wool over the later generations’ eyes. The book talks about history being written only by the winners and they construe everything that took place to make them look good and their enemies look bad.

But let’s face it. Hitler couldn’t be good. I guess the history recorded for the past 100 years cannot dwell too far from the truth. It’s the history beyond the past 100 years that I am doubtful. Maybe Darwin is right after all. The world wasn’t created by some guy. I’m not too sure how it came about but I remember something about the “big bang”. Okay, let’s face it…. By writing all these, I have already reserved a place in hell for myself. Oh well~ Anyone joining me? Lance? Tad? Oh I don’t have to worry about having no companionship because I know Jaron is definitely joining me. See ya buddy!

Oh ya, what about you, my princess?

i'm going to be a gigglo when i graduate
I know many of you have dreams..... Big cars... alot of money.... big houses.... Like you guys, i have dreams too~ I wanna be a gigglo when i grow up. Why? Cos my colleague say so...

A :Ralph ah, in this line, we are like prostitutes..
ME : Why ? why you say that?
A : Read on and find out yourself~


Are you a prostitute or are you an auditor?


1. You work very odd hours.
2. You are paid a lot of money to keep your client happy.
3. You are paid well but your pimp gets most of the money.
4. You spend a majority of your time in a hotel room.
5. You charge by the hour but your time can be extended.
6. You are not proud of what you do.
7. Creating fantasies for your clients is rewarded.
8. It’s difficult to have a family.
9. You have no job satisfaction.
10. If a client beats you up, the pimp just sends you to another client.
11. You are embarrassed to tell people what you do for a living.
12. People ask you, "What do you do?" and you can't explain it.
13. Your client pays for your hotel room plus your hourly rate.
14. Your client always wants to know how much you charge and what they get for the money.
15. Your pimp drives nice cars like Mercedes or Jaguars.
16. Your pimp encourages drinking and you become addicted to drugs to ease the pain of it all.
17. You know the pimp is charging more than you are worth but if the client is foolish enough to pay it's not your problem.
18. When you leave to go see a client, you look great, but return looking like hell (compare your appearance on Monday AM to Friday PM).
19. You are rated on your "performance" in an excruciating ordeal.
20. Even though you get paid the big bucks, it's the client who walks away smiling.
21. The client always thinks your "cut" of your billing rate is higher than it actually is, and in turn, expects miracles from you.
22. When you deduct your "take" from your billing rate, you constantly wonder if you could get a better deal with another pimp.
23. Your pimp seams to often abuse you, forgetting that without you, he would not have a business.
24. You do all the real work, but the pimp has a higher status and more money, and really just has to "coordinate" the work for you. Sometimes, you wonder if you could just make more money pimping out yourself.
25. You get so brainwashed into the lifestyle, that you don't realize that life can be better, until it is too late.
26. Personal time, or a work/life balance, is meaningless to your pimp, all he cares about is satisfying the clients, despite how many times he tells you he loves you.
27. After a few years, you find that all your non-prostitute friends are no longer your friends, because you lost touch and your schedule and lifestyle was difficult to manage, and you find that you associate primarily with other prostitutes.
28. The turnover rate is ridiculously high. Everyone thinks they can do it for a few years, no problem, but after just a few clients railing you, many break under the pressure, or quit for a better life.
29. Most of the time, your job could be performed by a well-trained monkey.
30. You thought college was a waste of time.


So how ? I think i'll take sleep for now. Tomorrow have to report to work in my "red light" district.

friday afternoon
Been a long time since I last updated this blog. Now I’m in office … some time to spare for blogging. Just came back from lunch and during lunch hour, I went with my colleagues to Raoul sale.

goodness! As usual, there were a lot of people. I went in there and I wanted to get out in 10 minutes. True, it was really cheap affordable. They were selling 3 shirts for 0 and 0 for those double ply ones. My colleagues comprised of the gals and the guys. The guys were just looking at it casually, making some small talk occasionally, commenting on whether it was nice or not. The girls were the more aggressive one.. they force their way through the crowd and started snatching those shirts. My gawd…..

After a while I couldn’t take it and I had to go out for fresh air. Looking inside the shop from outside, I realized something. Although it was a men’s clothing shop. Half the crowd inside were ladies. Is it because ladies just can’t resist an cheap affordable deal? Is it because they just go wild over a sale regardless of the items on display. Heck.. .will they buy dog food if they were on sale at 3 for ? There is this book out there “confessions of a shopaholic”. I didn’t really had a chance to read it because I have other things better to read and the summary doesn’t really interest me. They used a term inside “retail therapy” which I find interesting. To think that there is something like that. Maybe guys could have something like………..something like …. Hmmmmz I can’t think of anything which guys like to overindulge in which is sinful. Maybe this makes us saints! =>

anyway, those are just some thoughts of mine. You know what I really feel? I think the reason why half the crowd are ladies is because they pamper their guys~ ! See how lucky we are? They don’t enjoy queuing up just to pay for those clothes, neither do they enjoy pushing and forcing their way through the crowds. But their love for their guys encourages them and motivates them to go on~

Ok, I think I better stop for now, need to pretend to work. Dangerous to blog for too long.. with so many people walking behind my back =P

i'm dying out in this heat
Just now as i tried to catch some shuteye, i find myself soaked in perspiration. Tonight is really hot. Went to read Jar's blog and had a few laughs. That guy is still as good as ever. Always makes me laugh with his antics.

Alof of you might have realised that i haven't been blogging much. In fact, a few nights ago, i wanted to add something but i find myself suffering from writer's block as the screen was staring back at me. I don't know what to put.

Maybe you guys can help me along the way? Another reason why i have nothing to say could be because of this stupid weather. I just don't even want to think much. I wish we could live in this huge huge glass dome which is air conditioned 24/7. (but make sure nobody takes the glass dome and shakes it to watch the pretty snow flakes)

Along with part of my wishful thinking, i wish they could come up with a vehicle which is simple. (meaning to say they can add on parts to a bike) firstly, they can enclose the seats with a glass dome (me and my glass dome) and air conditioned it. This way, i won't be too warm in this freaking weather and i don't have to wear my silly helmet. That would be BEST... Oh ya, ideally, i don't want a silly speed limit like those found on kangoos. I want to be able to travel between 90 - 130 kmh on the road. Finally, if they come up with a vehicle like this, i don't mind paying between ,000 - ,000. So Hondas, Yamahas, and whatever brands out there, do take note k ?

Oh ya, almost forgot.... remember to add an extra wheel so that i don't have to put my foot down to balance whenever i have to stop. I know i'm asking for too much and they already have something out there which is similar called a "CAR". But cars are way too expensive for students to afford and students like us really don't want to take the silly bus 67. FYI, bus 67 passes through little India where it is full of "foreign talents". They crowd the bus and make all the railings oily. After prolong periods of passing through Little India everyday, the bus has a "smell" of its own.

ralphy's law of rain
Bear with me. This may sound a little like Murphy's law.

1) When you leave the house and wonder to yourself "do i need to bring along raincoat" the weather will ALWAYS paint a pretty picture, making you think "nah... don't think it will rain "

2) When you set off in your bike, the rain will always come when you have gone too far to head back home to take your raincoat and you are either halfway along the expressway or on the road looking for shelter like a mad dog

3) When you finally do find a shelter, the rain will start to stop

4) when you set off, the rain will get bigger once again making you think "heck, might as well endure"

5) when you are soaked truly, the rain will start to play mind games with you. It will stop abrutly and lead you into thinking "ya, now the rain has stopped, maybe the cold wind might dry my clothes"

6) that's when the rain will start POURING like nobody's business. Killing all your chances of staying the least bit dry.

7) Finally, chances are .. you are already late........

Suckz right ?

and the day is over...
just had a very tiring day. Went to town with her to do some window shopping (yes .... ralph is window shopping.. walking from store to store without buying anything or walking from store to store aimlessly with no desire to buy anything.) Funny thing is... i don't really mind window shopping with her. Don't ask me why but it's just like that.... =)

The main highlight of the day was the company BBQ. I brought her along for several reasons.
1)My colleagues keep insisting that i bring her along to "show off"
2)I thought it would be a good opportunity to bring my gf to meet my friends. (friends who know me well enough know that i am quite uncomfortable when it comes to things like that) It would be a test to see how well i cope with colleagues and gf side by side.
3)If things went really bad, at least i know i have her to talk to. =P
After some time, my colleagues ask me to join them and it turned out to be a Q & A question. The questions they asked were mainly cork ones... But than they had to ask the golden question.
what is so different about SMU that makes it distinct as compared to NTU, NUS. Deep in my head, i was like ... shitz.... On 1 hand i didn't want to badmouth my own school for the sake of saying something that will likely be approved by everyone. On the other hand, i didn't want to end up offending the crowd there where ALL of them came either from NTU or NUS. Bear in mind that i'm only a low low intern and as you guys know, shit only goes downwards. After thinking for a few seconds, i came up with a crap answer like this:
SMU wishes to portray this confident, articulate image as part of its marketing plan to attract students to join them. This is the image that they hope to achieve in every student who graduates out of there. However, i am not like that. (i can't remember what else did i say but end of the day i hope nobody manage to realise that i was crapping... phew...

It didn't go that badly after all. My colleagues offered me a lot of golden advice on future career opportunities. It was really very enriching to talk to them about their prior working experiences. I don't get many chances like these as all my friends around me talk about racisim, shooting harmless animals and only know how to whine and whine. ( no jar, i'm not referring to you. I am referring to another friend "Noraj" ) Ya lohz, so i end up like this....... Racist Ralph... RR .....

Went to Airport with her because the night was too warm. Wanted a place with strong aircon and affordable drinks to quench my thirst. In the end, we were at T2 Mcdonalds, sipping orange mcfizz.

Came back home, showered... ironed my clothes (now that i have started this internship, i have to iron office wear. So irritating... ) And now i'm tired... wanna sleep liaoz good night !

when is Friday coming ?
Today is Thursday. When i went to work, deep inside i was thinking "when is Friday going to come??" As i stepped into office today, i started to do my work. It was so boring that i nearly fell asleep. I was nodding off liaoz and this is when i force myself to get up and walk to the pantry for some coffee.

One good thing about this internship of mine is that it has a really cool looking coffee machine. True, it might not be as good as bloomberg (i hear they have a BIG freezer to hold all their drinks like 7-Eleven !) but still, it is this big machine which a few buttons to press. i get Coffee, Cappuccino, Expresso, Expressocholate, Teh Tarik and Chocolate. After pressing the buttons, a paper cup will be dispensed from the machine and you have to wait for 5 seconds for the drinks to be fully dispensed on the cup. I know it sounds like a simple coffee machine but i was really intrigued by it the very first day. I keep going back to drink coffee just to watch the machine perform its "service". (i drank like 3 cups a day, but the cups were small cups lahz)

Than today my colleagues gave me a nickname which i did not like very much. They called me "Ralphy Ali" to mimic the Singapore Soccer player Rafi Ali i think.... I told them nicely that i thought it sounds weird and makes me sound like some malay guy. What i didn't tell them is that i freaking hate Malays and Indians and find it an insult to be associated with them. I know i sound like a racist from that sentence. Well.... Jar taught us to put a disclaimer to protect ourselves.(BUT i'm not a scholar so why worry??) Anyway I dunno how to put the exact details but here it is anyway. DISCLAIMER

The above mention are simply words that do not make any sense. The author holds no responsibility if any of the public are offended by his work.

working life
just had a very interesting lunch with my colleagues today. In fact, i did all the listening that they did all the talking. Below is an extract of the conversation. Do note that names haven't been edited to protect anyone and if i didn't put down any name, probably means that i can't remember their names anyway.

Pamela : today is my 1 year anniversary ~ ! so happy ! 2 months later and i would have broken my old record!
AyWei : You know, 2nd year is always the worst. You will start to have a lot of quarrels and most of the time, relationships end during the 2nd year
Pamela : wah lau .. people so happy and you have say these kind of things~

This took place in a lift and i was just standing there. I know it seems to be a normal conversation. But.. this is where all begins....
Ay Wei : anyway all of you how many years liaoz ?
A few people respond 2 years, 3 years and i chose to keep quiet.....
Ay Wei : Ralph ! you how many years liaoz ?
Ralph : (i guess cannot keep mum liaoz) erhz.. less than a month~
Ay Wei : Wah! your school one ah ?
Ralph : erhz.. ya....
I thought that was it and we would have a nice normal lunch like any colleagues would. However.... i was so wrong.... The only lucky thing is this time, the issue doesn't not revolve around me.

Pamela : ooi, how are things between you and your gf? You have to keep flying to Brunei, must be tough on her.
ABC : i think over liao lahz. I'm single liaoz.
Pamela : Don't worry ! i got single friends to intro. Firstly i must ask how old are you ? are you ready to settle down? My friend is looking for someone who is willing to settle down one lehz
ABC : i'm 29 this year and ..........
Pamela : 29 ? cannot .. my friend is looking for someone who is 30 one. and must settle down. she just broke up with her bf. They were together for 6 years but he's not ready to settle down.
123 : chio or not ? can intro me mahz, i'm also single !
At this moment, Pamela started fishing her handphone out of her bag, dying to show her friend to a bunch of hungry wolves.
Pamela : See, she's the one in the middle
ABC : wah ehh not bad lehz, intro lehz !
Pamela : cannot lahz, you are not even 30, i cannot lie to my friend one.
Pamela : i know ! we can organise a friendship day celebration where each of us bring a "single" friend but mustn't be too "lao ya" ah. Than let them mingle among themselves.
As you can see ... all these time i was keeping quiet. In fact, the conversation is much much longer and alot of spicier but i'm just too bloody lazy to type everything down. Just to let you guys know what do the late 20s people talk about when they meet up for lunch. Oh ya, the age gap is between 27 - 30. I think most of them are beginning to worry. In fact, one of them was saying Mindef helps to pair singles up within the organisation. We can really see how desperate they are for babies....

Anyway my single friends, i would urge all of you to not worry about not bagging your other half because once you step into the working life, everything will change.... =)

On a lighter note, things are going well between her and me. Although at times i think i might get a *teeny weeny* jealous, but she's always there to reassure me. Honestly, i think sometimes your reassurance does wonders too. Don't get too big headed now ~ i said SOMETIMES. This Saturday i will be attending a company BBQ function. It's more of like a get to bond together gathering. My colleagues have been asking me to get her to come along. Oh well ~ guess i will. Since my colleagues are all bringing their other halves. Oh ya, one thing to note. I realised that almost every colleague who is still single when they hit the 30s, they keep pets to shower their love and attention on. There is this lady in my dept who is slightly plump, adores her 2 dogs and 1 cat. She was asking "can i bring my baby to the BBQ? "

My colleague said "better not lahz, they don't allow pets and besides, it's my friend's place so i don't want to get him into trouble. Can pets really replace love? I guess i never want to find out.... i hate keeping pets anyway ~ =D

so long never blog
hi guys

After the sentosa trip, i MIA (missing in action) for a while. I thought i could come in tonight add a nice and long passage but now i'm almost about to knock out. Just took the medicine she gave me to prevent scratching. Yeap... i'm a scratcher. Close friends of mine know that i love to scratch my hands and legs (definitely not balls k)

She's so nice... Always listening to me and giving in to me. I know you guys are going to find my blog boring if i were to talk about her all day long. So i shall try not to.. starting from this current blog unless you guys truly care about my well being and love to read about me, i shall talk more about her. However, to gather assurance, i need at least 5 of you to post in my chatterbox "give me more please! "

Okay, enough crap. i really cannot ensure liaoz. Need to sleep. Guys ~ ! Leave some room for me on the bed !
*dives into bed*

meeting up
just went to catch a movie with a couple of old friends today. Chang feng seems to have lost that excess weight i saw built around him a few months ago. Seems like all that jogging is finally paying off. Keep it up! With preseverance, you can lose weight !

The movie we saw was Sahara. It was alrightz... Although i feel asleep on 3 ocassions. WCK was kind enough to wake me up whenever an exciting part was on. So nice... After that, we went to this Korean supermarket where everything was like so affordable! ( My Gene cell prof say cannot use cheap... must use affordable cos he say Singaporeans always act like wild birds when we visit countries with a lower standard of living. We will go "Cheep" "Cheep" and this makes us look like cheapskates)

Than we went for a vegetarian dinner. The chicken set that i ordered wasn't very nice. The fake chicken tasted like prawn. Maybe they used the wrong artificial flavouring. Chang Feng's one on the other hand look really yummy. Should have ordered his claypot rice. After that we walked around Bugis, chit chatting and went home after that.

Oh ya, Cafe cartel's breakfast is quite a nice change from Mcdonald's. It is really affordable. Their set breakfasts are only between .50 - .95 and comes with free flow of tea and coffee. AND the best thing is you can change your coffee to latte by adding only {$d_entry}.50! Their Breakfast delight comes with french toast, ham, eggs, sausages, pancakes. On top of that, you get free flow of freshly baked bread with butter and grated cheese! ! !

Must go try it one day! Oh ya, it's only available on Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays. Mornings only.

gomei~
i know i haven't been updating my blog for the past 1 week. My apologies ..... wait a min.. why am i apologising ? It's MY BLOG after all. It's not an assignment where you guys are waiting to grade it? (i know deep inside you must be cursing and swearing that since that's the case, why did i complain that you guys aren't updating your blog on a regular basis)

Anyhow, next week is my exam week, thus i will not be posting anything for the week. Rest assured, my blog will be up and running after that. New adventures await me. I would be starting my internship right after exams. Will i be a slave to the corporate world? Is it really as bad as how some of my friends make internship out to be?

More importantly, how will things go between me and her? Find out more in the next episode of Ralphy's world! (It's all about him and nothing more~! )

getting fat
Today i woke up and cooked instant bee hoon. I downed it with orange juice, took my flu tablet and cough pills. Feeling a bit drowsy, i went to pick her up and headed off to school. I went to classroom 11, chat with a few friends. Realised that some of them have changed drastically... Signz... Didn't really enjoy the conversation. I left after a while.

Had pasta, pizza, soup for dinner. With Coke... i felt so full after that. Shitz.... I think i must cut down on my food or else all the weight i have lost will come back soon enough. Unlike Tat, i don't have Xando... Guys, we must meet up for badminton after exams k.

Now, i proudly proclaim that i stand at 73.5 KG. 2 months ago, i was 76 KG. I wanted to hit 70 but she said i look alrightz liaoz. Better don't go thinner... see guys..... i'm not fat. As Eric Cartman would put it "I'm not fat! i'm big boned!"

mahjong genius?
Just now over dinner, my friend was asking me on how do i decide what to do with my tiles on hand. How do i react and what i choose to do. What do i base my decision on and why do i do some things?

Most of the questions asked by him were left unanswered. I was thinking, how the hell do i teach you on what to do? Things like how should i play depends on various factor like the luck element (i know this is dumb, how do you measure how lucky you are??), the players you are up against with (are they pro or amateurs ? ), you feelings and thoughts in your head (this is really hard to describe using words but sometimes, when the moment comes, you know it )

End of the day i didn't really help much but i told him to watch me play is there is ever a chance and he might learn a thing or 2 about risk management. Calculating the rewards tied to the potential risks you are making. Is it worth to throw this tile at the expense of being "pao" and other questions like these go through our head when we play mahjong.

Ah well, enough said. I don't want to trigger any "itchy hands" in you guys. But i just played mahjong last Saturday and it was the biggest i played so far. As many of you may know that i do not enjoy LONG sessions of mahjong as it drains me dry. I feel tired, weary, sucked of all energy and when i lose money, i feel terrible.... To me, the agony of losing money outweighs everything including the joy of winning money. As Lance once said before "gambling amongst friends is very tricky as it involves a conflict of interests". Now although he was also there gambling away during Chinese New Year, we must bear in mind that he must have his difficulties in doing so. So, we should not judge him.

Anyway, i won 40 over dollars in round 1 and i wanted to stop. However, being the biggest winner, it would be rude of me not to carry on so i had to play another game reluctantly. They were playing 30 cents 60 cents by the way. It's siongz.... luckily they reduced it to 30 cents 60 cents divided by 2. Phew....Another after round 2, i was left with . Ah well ~ easy come easy go!

Final Week
hello all

This coming week is study week and after that exams will be here. It's time to start planning, it's time to write my schedule, it's time to mug.

Signz.. After that my internship will start immediately and i am feeling a little... regretful. Why oh why did i listen to my friend's advice and go for this internship. It is going to be a long commitment and i won't have much time for my friends.... and her.

I guess i will have to plan my schedule so that i do not neglect both sides and make sure that end of the day, everyone still loves me. =P

Anyway, why am i still awake? Simple, i have a project which i would need to rush through the night. It's our favourite crude oil again~! 5 pages should be a piece of cake but i want to make it a really solid one. Really hope to get an A for this module after the demise of Income Tax and Accounting Information System.

Anyway, i don't want to bore you guys with my school work. So sorry for making you guys read through this. Oh ya, just came back from town with her. We caught a movie called "install" which ..... isn't so nice (suckz!!!!) It's basically about this Japanese girl who embarks on her journey to discover herself and befriends a kid who taught her about virtual sex and online sex goddess. No... this is not Porn.... Do not catch it if you are hoping to see any pornographic scenes, yes... this means you Jaron..

Ok, have a great week !

oh ya hor...
I forgot to mention why this day started out VERY BADLY...I have a feeling it is Friday the 13th disguised as April's Fool...... Damn that sneaky Friday....

For one, i woke up with a nightmare. It was so horrible that i don't want to talk about it. Than, i realised i was LATE for lessons. I woke up because my hp beeped with an incoming message. (plus that nightmare sure helped me too) I checked online and my friend wanted me to print the report + come up with a cover page. Another extra chore to do... when i'm already SO LATE.

I tried to spray some deodorant but when i was done, i throw the whole bottle back into my drawer and realised that cap was still in my hand! (Cork Ralph) I had to open my drawer search for it cos i threw it in and it rolled deep inside. I took all my things (which was a lot cos i was expecting a birthday celebration in school and i had to prepare some presents in advance)

I went down and when i was at my bike, i realised i forgot to bring my helmet (Cork Ralph) i had to run up to get and this wasted like 5 minutes. After i came back with my helmet i stared closely and found a summon ticket for parking without a valid coupon. Great.... i thought to my self. What a DAY.

Finally when i set off, one part of my bike which wasn't screwed cos i lost it came off! I had to stop and go pick it up.

Oh ya, because my boot was already full and i forgot to bring along an extra helmet bag, i had to latch it to the side. When i reach her place, the strap got entangled at the rear tires. Yes... If i went on with the journey without picking her up, something bad WOULD happen along the way. Scares me just by thinking about it. Maybe the strap would tighten the wheel and i might skid...

And of course, after pulling the strap out, the dirty strap left a slight mark on her clothes....

This is what took place in the morning of Friday the 13th disguised as April's Fool. I will remember to check if next year's April's Fool falls on Friday as well. I would stay at home and not go out. (for the best)

Yawnz... i go sleep liaoz
Byebye

first official date
Went out with her on our first official date to Bugis. Why is it called the first official date? Well, because she's finally mine... =)

Normally when i go Bugis, either i go catch a movie at Bugis Junction or Beach Road Shaw house, or i head to the lan game shop for CS with lance and pals, or i head to V8 cafe for a meal or i head to pastamania again with tad and pals. She brought me to a side of Bugis, a side which i have yet explored. I was surprised that such a world could be hidden from my very eyes. I always thought that Bugis Village is HOT and HUMID. I didn't know they had air conditioned shops selling street wear, though it was mainly for gals..... Although i'm a frequent Bugis goer... i did not know such a place existed... and when she told me some part of it started their operation last year June, deep in my head, i was like "WTF... what a swakoo i am." However, this is where the fun part lies. She shows me her world and i show her mine. I brought her to Changi Village after that. Went past the long stretch of roads where planes were taking off and landing. Went past the holiday chalets and of course, the scary scary "Changi Hospital"

Although April Fool's started out badly for me, i was able to twist the situation and made it into a better day. I hope... After sending her home, i look forward to our 2nd Official date. Though i think things are shakey right now, i hope that after the storm, the seas will once again be calm and strong....

how do you forget?
today my topic for the day is "how do you forget"

When most of the encounter anything tragic, sad... The first thing that comes into our head it to overcome it. Some people choose to forget.... Some people choose to ignore..... Some people choose to think happy thoughts (Peter Pan?)

Truth is...... most of the time, we can't forget... We can only choose to ignore or run away. I am now trying to help someone move on..... Sometimes, i feel helpless (alrightz, i admit... most of the time i feel helpless) I don't know how to perk or cheer her up because sometimes, some things she mentions saddens me, affecting my mood.... Therefore i'm helpless....

Well... i wish to make use of this chance to tell her that since she have decided to move on.... Make the best of it and ...... i know it's very easy to say and say... But i hope she doesn't compare cos i have my own uniqueness, he has his own uniqueness....

I can never do the things that he do and ..... of course he will never do the things that i do... That's why we are different. Take time to discover me..... Who knows.... you might like me for who i am...

yes, i agree
yes i agree, songs help a lot when it comes to tiding over hard periods.

Why is that so?
Well, for one i think that it is comforting to find a song that describes your feelings. Gives you the impression that you are not alone. Somewhere out there, there is this writer who is going through what you are going through now. Therefore you get some comfort because of companionship... someone who understands how you feel...

Songs also help perk you up when you are down. It helps to sooth and ease your heart... It strengthens you and once again, reminding you that you are not alone.

Ah well, it's been so long since i last blog. Everything is still so uncertain. I can only cross my fingers and hope for the best...

Gaara
Why do i exist and live?

I need to know while i am alive or it is the same as being dead.
And this is the conclusion i came to....

I exist to kill everyone other than me.

I fight only for myself, and only love myself.
As long as i think that other people exist to make me feel that...
The world is....

W O N D E R F U L

i got a MUG
Hi, due to some special request, i have decided to proclaim that i received a mug from her~ It's a nice shade of blue with the words "i love my job, it's the work i hate!" Awfully thoughtful of her. "thank you"

suddenly i feel that as days go by, i am putting in more and more of my "dirt" sheesh.... Ah well, screw it~ !

Good Friday today... so? it's just another public holiday to me. Nothing special, nothing joyous, stuck at home with income tax... Boon came over to collect something. I had a chat with him, he seems to be the same Boon. Nothing changed...

Anyway i have to go now... Take care...

???
Just came back from a movie date. Although it seems like a perfect date to me, deep inside, i was thinking.... "is she really enjoying herself?" She seems to be someone complicated, deep, mysterious. (think about those uncooked clams where you can use all your brute force on it and it just won't open) yeap.... she's like that...

I am really at a loss here... Is she trying to make our night a cheerful night even though deep inside, she is ... really unhappy and hates herself? I would kill to find out... signz...

Is she trying to leave happy memories for me at the expense of herself going through pain and agony? Maybe i'm too imaginative here but ..... i wouldn't be surprised if something like that were to happen... She is different after all..... (damn SMU and their "we are different")

I guess i can only wait and see... Have a long day to mug tomorrow. Income tax, here i come... =(

and the RACE is on!
As for now, it is week 12. Pretty soon, exams are coming and everyone will start mugging. I too will join in the rat race and MUG HARD.

Today i ate ALOT. So much that i still feel very full now. I had rice, chicken and fish at 4pm, after that i went to cafe cartel with her and had pasta and ribs..... I almost exploded. I think it has been weeks since i ate until so full. I hope all these food do not stay in my body... Thou Xando~ Where are you???

Heard from tat that Xando is working wonders for him. I was thinking, kaoz.. so expensive, buy pills so that you can buy more food and eat without growing fat. You spend money to enable you to spend more money, pretty silly right? Nowadays when companies spend money to achieve future cost savings, i have friends who spend money to incur more expenses... What is the world coming to ???

Hope tat don't read this...

bread and egg for dinner
just had bread with egg, chilli and onion. Downed it with apple juice, her favourite juice.

Just did something neither wrong nor right but something worth remembering and cherishing. Nothing has changed so far, everything seems to be at their strongest. Thought that it would change but it did not. She saw the empty chocolate box, i just didn't want to throw anything of her away. It was so nice and comfortable, i swear time froze a little for me. Now is all up to her, all i can do is write this blog, hoping this isn't all too vague for her.

The above mention events was a passage RIPPED from another site. =P

Jaron, this is for you. No matter what happens to you, even if you were to die earlier than me, it's ok... cos i'll still remember you forever. I know it's not comforting to hear all these, but at least you didn't disappear from this world leaving no m3mories in the people around you. We'll all remember you, be it the good you or bad you. No offence though... i just didn't know what else to put, cos you probably know your illness better than i know them, being a pharmacy student and all. I don't want to offer useless consolation, saying "don't worry, it will all be better, a miracle is on its way" Being someone who isn't very religious, i don't really believe in miracles. I believe that everything happens for a reason and if you can't understand it now, just leave it and maybe who knows, it might slap you in the face tomorrow, when the skies are clearer, when the fog dissipates.... Until now, just LEAVE it.... got it? ya, you ... SQ.....

xin bu liao qing
I was just at Lance's website and listening to this song again. It's really a nice song and it triggered something in me.


Is it possible for humans to find true love? Love that is found in that song... I guess most of us are disappointed at how "extinct" true love is nowadays. How many of us have gone through something that can be worthy enough to be compared to this song?

BUT, i know many of us wants to believe the existence of true love. Many of us know that although there are many breakups, there are still many people happily together out there. So, true love does exist. Just that it's freaking hard to find one. I know of a guy who is still taking time to forget and move on and it's taking him many many years. IF this isn't true love, what else can it be?

However, my friend, what i want to remind you is .... Who do you like more, the present her or the "old" her. People change alot and do not be surprised that she has changed into a complete stranger the next time you see her. If that's the case, i advise you to give up cos she will never go back to the way she used to be. But, i don't even know her so i'm not in the best position to say anything. It's really all up to you to decide.

Me? I'll just wait for her to realise it herself. "Oh no~ ! too much dirt! " =P

Take care guys..... and yeah... you too....

a friend in need is a friend indeed
Dear all, would like to say something. Wu Chang Feng is really a very good friend and i think i'm very fortunate to have him.

For many of you who do not know, he is the guy sitting next to me in Pure Bio class and we have been on great talking terms since than.

Just last night, my bike's battery died out and i was helpless.... alone .... scared......I sms him at 3 plus AM, not wanting him to wake up and he called me within 15 mins~ ! asking me what was wrong and what happened. I told him everything and told him it would mean alot to me if he were to come straight down to give me some help.

AND HE DID! I waited for him to come and he came here and removed his battery for me and let me use his while he parked his bike at the place and his father came to help out too. I felt twice the amount of guilt and thought to myself.... this is really a precious friend you made...

Meanwhile, changfeng, if you are reading this, thank you so much for your help and if there is anyday you need me to be there ( although quite unlikely) i'll definitely be there for you....

old movie
extracted this out of an old movie which is still one of my favourites so far.

"I wanna tell you something Mark, something you do not yet know, that we K-PAXians have been around long enough to have discovered. The universe will expand, then it will collapse back on itself, then will expand again. It will repeat this process forever. What you don't you know is that when the universe expands again, everything will be as it is now. Whatever mistakes you make this time around, you will live through on your next pass. Every mistake you make, you will live through again, & again, forever. So my advice to you is to get it right this time around. Because this time is all you have."


pay attention now, this is impt to a lot of you out there. Most of us tend to hesitate when we aren't sure if this is the "right" way to do it. Some of us might think that, "heck, there's always a second chance." Although what is mentioned above might not be true but wouldn't you like to believe it?

Since you have taken the effort to believe it, why not try acting on it? It might not be a bad decision after all. Maybe that movie had an impact on one of my policies in life. "Do something and live to regret rather than regret not doing it."

Lance, this is for both of us. Let us take one giant step for mankind. =P oppz.. am i exaggerating?

Nonetheless, remember.. this time is all you will ever have. You yourself mention that people only live once and they die after that, become the ultimate decaying man, cash your chips, kicked the bucket, take the eternal sleep, return to nature.. you know what i mean. =)

suicide song???
today i was with a few friends when a group of people walked pass us, singing a certain song. One of my friend than told us, "heA~ that song they are singing is the suicide song~"


Being the very inquisitive me, i had to ask more about it. Anyway, for people who know the song, the lyrics goes like that.


Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me anymore?


Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love.



than i start to wonder... eey, it's a bit not right what... This song is more like pain and suffering which can be compared as the end of the world. Maybe they should come up with a real suicide song. I'm not saying we should promote suicidal tendencies but it's only fair that people who are planning to commit suicide has a song of their own since there are so many songs about falling in love, falling out of love, heart breaks, heck.. they even have a song about toilet bowls~! (for people who are a tad swakoo, this song is actually by Andy Lau)


In fact, maybe i should try penning down lyrics for that song. It should go something like this


Oh~ it seems like any ordinary day,
Where i'm about to jump down from the top of the building
Maybe i'll make myself a noose and slip my neck right through it
Or just walk into 7-11 for some dettol instad of GULP



Hmmmz, so far so good. Maybe if the response is good, i'll go get a copyright.

What if the whole world tells you not to do it?
Today, my title is "What if the whole world tells you not to do it?"


Would you still do it? Would you risk everything and do what your heart tells you to, even if there is a possibility of extreme hurt? extreme pain? extreme suffering?


I'm sure there are many of you out there who have been in situations like this and maybe you haven't notice it yet.


Are you going to be stubborn and go ahead? Are you going to endure people telling you things like "See, i told you so~" when you finally bang your head against the wall?


Maybe lance is right, we are going to be SNAGs one day but we will never beat Tad in SNAGism. Maybe i am sensitive... but


Screw you guys, i'm going to bang my head against the wall anyway. Who knows, there might be a tiny hole that i can squeeze through without getting a slight scratch or bruise. Who knows what might be on the other side of the wall? Fields of daisies and tulips? Or a giant signboard with the words " YOU GOT PUNK'D!"

somwhere over the rainbow
somewhere over the rainbow, blue birds fly.... If birds can fly over the rainbow, oh ... why can't i....


hi all, rainbow is coming out for certain situations and i am beginning to feel better. Anyway, next few weeks are going to be tough and i have to go through them. How are you guys doing? Hanging there?


Remember, the coffee is man's best friend and dogs can just stand aside.

down and downer
right now i'm down. Down down down down down.


later i will be catching a movie, hopefully, i'll cheer up by than. But now, all i want to be is down.


I just woke up from the nap and most of the time i would feel satisfied. But... i'm down.


The only thing good out of this is my appetite drops drastically and i end up drinking coffee and eating very little. Maybe i'll lose weight from it. Heck, maybe i will lose a whole lot more......


ok ciaoz

coffee + SBR
Late night entry with something to add on.


just an hour ago, i could feel a bolt of chest pain hitting me. Could it be that i have drank too much coffee? I didn't know that drinking 2 cups a day could have such an effect... Or isit i'm not exercising enough? Pharmacy people, do help me to diagnose this. Does drinking too much coffee lead to sudden outbursts of chest pain. I had to lie on my bed for 15 mins before continuing my work. I have to finish reading this chapter as well as finish another assignment. So, i don't think i will be sleeping tonight.


Another new term.. SBR which stands for Screwed Beyond Redemption. Why do i say that? Cos i feel this semester is horrible. I'm barely trying to finish what i am suppose to do each day and this leaves me no time for revision or reading up. I think my mid terms are horrible. Signz.... Another thing which is bothering me are affairs of the heart...... suck suck suck


Ok, i finished printing my notes, time to get it on.

i must go on
hi all,


somehow i am here because i am here. i am writing this for the sake of writing this. I have no thoughts that i wanna share with you guys. Only that this week has been really busy for me and i apologise if i couldn't make it for any events like cs session, movie and etc etc. Hopefully, once this blows over, i will be able to spend more time with you guys.


Oh ya, right after my exams, i will be doing my internship. So... hopefully they don't make me OT too much .

ja nen

lousy week
hi all


nothing to say except that it's a lousy week. Everything is at it's lowest. Hopefully, time will allow it to pick up again.

busy week, killer sem, can feel the stress liaoz
This week is hell. and last night when i was doing my project, i kept trying to find the link between share prices of petroleum companies and price of crude oil futures. It's partly because of my silly prof injecting funny ideas into my head and i keep working from there, trying to find the trend. When i was lying on my bed, i could feel the whole burden of the project and it was overwhelming .....


I kinda felt cheated this semester. International Econs is suppose to be easy and slack. It isn't. QM was suppose to be easy, being a business module and all. It's not. AIS was suppose to be carefree and relax. Boy was it a big mistake. and i suppose to have enough time to read my income tax. Guess again, sucker boy~!


Tonight, i have to complete my FIM slides and study for a test tml as well as complete my IE assignment. I have a feeling, it will suck as days go by and oh ya... all i had today was a cup of coffee.....


I really need to go liaoz. My FIM slides are waving at me. Asking me to "fai dee"~

signz

i'll prove you guys wrong~
hi all,

it's me again. Earlier on, some friends of mine (jar, tad and lance) jioed me out of a movie and they were sniggering to themselves whilst reminding me to update my blog. Here i am~!

Many of my closest friends doubt that i will be able to update on a daily basis. Daily, maybe not but i can definitely update it at least thrice a week.

anyway i can't really pen down everything right now as i'm rushing to finish a presentation due this Thursday. Crude Oil Futures and their impact on other markets. gee wheez.. what a topic....


See ya around ~ Suckers ~ !

There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Dear all


There's a reason why people don't stay where they are. Do anyone of you understand what this means?


From my deduction, i deduce that it can either mean
1) People sometimes choose to love even though it might mean hurt. It's safer not to love in the first place.
2) The opposite explaination which is people sometimes choose to break up even though they are together and many people might feel that they should stay together.


I got this from a song from a friend. "Sometimes love just ain't enough" and from the song,


think the song writer is trying to convey the second message. Do download the song. If you want it, ask from me when i'm online k


Ciaoz

no sleep throughout the night
hi all


I just came back home. IT was a long night, full of m3mories. Signz.... Oh well, it's too personal to share it with you guys. Anyway i didn't sleep last night cos i went to catch a movie "Hitch" Which is quite good by the way. Plenty of good lines. I would rate it 4 stars out of 5.


After that i went for pool. It was alrightz... I stopped playing for so long liaoz and i'm still pretty good. =D Shameless ~ !


After that, i went to my grandma house to format her pc and setup her broadband. Ok, i don't want to type anymore... Already feeling kinda tired.


you know i had this idea. If secretive people like Bobby and Adam were to start a blog, than maybe we would get to know them better. Adam is mysterious ..... and Bobby don't really like other people to know his whereabouts. It would be a great chance to know them better. Than again, knowing them, they probably cut somebody's blog *like mine* and paste it on their blog and claim it as theirs......

Income Tax & GST & Ugly Singaporean
Today i came to class, late as usual for the 0830 AM class. When i got back my Income Tax test, i wasn't surprised to see the result. I have failed.


Anyway, the test was really tough and hopefully, *crosses fingers* half the class failed with me. Wahaha~! Misery loves company and in my opinion, the more the merrier =P


But..... i really need to catch up on my work. I would need at least a B+ for this module which by the way is very tough although it might seem to sound very simple for people who do not earn more than ,000 a year and do not even have to file a tax report because they are too poor. *Kenny McCormick comes to mind*


Now i'm on a diet.. Eat less, lose weight and exercise more. Seeing friends like Jaron going on a diet, i think i must work harder~ and lose more weight than him~!


Let me recount a previous incidence where i encountered a very ugly Singaporean. There's this friend of mine, we went to a mutual friend's birthday celebration and when it came to the point we had to pay our share, there was a change of . Being the very good natured me, i asked her if she has any loose change to give me so that she could keep the bill. She replied no and i went to search my pockets for any loose change. I took out two coint and one {$d_entry}.50 cents coin and proceeded nonchalently to give her. BUT MY FRIEND, when she saw those coins, she went into hysterical mode~! She GRABBED the bill and YELLED "i got change i got change~!" I was speechless.... deep inside i was thinking "WHAT THE FUCK!" I couldn't believe the UGLY SINGAPOREAN BEHAVIOUR at work. She took her POUCH and emptied ALL HER COINS and counted them one by one. In the end, i had to take home alot of coins when i don't even have a pouch to hold them. If she had given me those coins when i asked her earlier, i might not be so pissed. BUT.......


aRgZ......


By the way, the above mentioned incident should not be taken as the truth and only the truth as it might have been distorted by me to put me in a better light. =D

Hello minna san~!

Today was a rainy day, had to wear my stupid looking raincoat while riding on the expressway. Had a project discussion with a year 1 and after that attended my financial instruments measurement. Today's topic wasn't so easy to grasp so i really need to brush up one of these days.

After my lesson, i bumped into the year 1 again so i offered her a lift back home since she was staying in Tampines which was more or less along the way. She accepted my GENEROUS offer and off we went ~ !

Now i'm back home, proving to Lance that updating blog is easy shit ~ Just type and type and it doesn't even have to make sense, not that theirs make sense anyway~

And final thought of the day. How hard should one drive himself when he/she is schooling? For me, most of the times, i don't think i am pushing myself hard enough. With all the anime downloads and all, boy am i going to suffer this sem. Nonetheless, i am going to make sure that i put in more effort as the weeks go by. Hopefully i can get a 3.5 at the very least for this Semester. I guess that's all i have to say. Take care guys.

Hi all, Before i would like to kickstart, i would like to thank my pal, lance for being so kind as to help me set this page. I resolve to not suanz him every so often from now. I shall respect him and offer my friendship generously for the next 3 months. Ok, and i shall prove to them (jar + lance) that updating a blog doesn't really take more than 5-10 mins a day and they should do the same thing because there are readers checking their blog everyday to read any new updates and these readers (more often than not) feel disappointed because they have to read the old stuff over and over again until they get sick. Ok, now i shall move on. Today was a short and simple day and that's it. Day 1 over. Oh ya, i will not post things i find too personal to share online so all you gossip mongers (tad) out there, if you think you can pick up some dirt on me, guess again ~ ! Have a good night, ja~